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niintendoqs · 5 months
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Ikemen Vampire sexuality and gender HCs 🫶 Waow I love LGBT+ HCs of the boys so much…
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iheartgirlzn · 3 months
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PJO GENDER AND SEXUALITY HCS FOR PRIDE MONTH!!
percy jackson: bisexual, trans male (he/him)
annabeth chase: bisexual, demi girl (she/they)
jason grace: gay or pansexual (any pronouns)
leo valdez: bisexual - male lean, trans male, grey sexual (he/him)
piper mclean: queer, trans fem and gender fluid, demi romantic (any pronouns but he/him)
hazel levesque: pansexual, unlabelled gender or demi girl (she/her pronouns)
frank zhang: unlabelled sexuality, agender (they/them pronouns)
BONUSES:
reyna arellano: asexual, no gender preference (she/her pronouns)
nico di angelo: gay, trans male (he/him)
rachel elizabeth dare: pansexual, gender fluid, demi sexual (they/she)
grover underwood: unlabelled, somewhere on the ace spectrum (he/him)
thalia grace: lesbian, non-binary, asexual (any pronouns — they/she/he?)
will solace: bisexual, demi boy (he/they — him and nico are t4t ‼️)
silena beauregard: bisexual (she/her)
clarisse la rue: lesbian (she/her)
helpful lil asexual spectrum explanation bc i had to search the definitions for some of the sexualities lolol 😭:
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diabolikpersonals · 3 months
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do uou think any dialove characters would be transgener.... happy oride mont
HI SORRY I was on a trip so I'm late and it's not even pride month anymore D':
but yes in 100% seriousness I think certain characters have storylines that show that they have difficult relationships with gender and more than a few of them will have arcs that are all about how they dont feel "man enough" or secure in the gender expectations they've placed on themselves, and I just did a powerpoint about this so I could talk about it for hours, but it's incredibly easy for me to see these characters as transgender
there are characters that go through transitions in identity or change their names, characters that experience changes in their body or even change species in some cases, and characters who like Explicitly Textually In The Story have to become more confident in their gender identity even though they feel they're not, like, "passing" well. and there's one character with All these traits, the most trans character in all of dialovers: azusa mukami!!!! :D
azusa experiences body dysphoria especially when he loses his arm, he feels that a man should be strong and he's frustrated and insecure over the fact that he can't be that strong, protective man for yui. next time you're reading azusa's routes (particularly DF onward), keep your eyes open for this stuff, you'll see it everywhere! and definitely read through his LE to see azusa get some gender-affirming prosthetics and be accepted by his family for who he is <3 trans man azusa real
and this is a huge essay for another day but trans ayato is also very close to my heart, I can't make a dialovers gender post without mentioning him, now that he has a woman in his life that doesn't terrify him he's gonna realize it any minute <3 <3
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quitealotofsodapop · 1 year
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LMK/JTTW gender headcanons & how they respond when asked about their identities:
Im he/they myself so some of these may be self-projecting. A lot are joking, but some are legit examinations. I also hc that gender is a lot more accepted as fluid amongst demons than in a lot of celestials. pls respond with your own thoughts:
Sun Wukong: "Oh I was born under the kun trigram, but I'm a guy a lot of the time." Has personally stolen every form of gender expression he's ever found like peaches from the royal orchard. Transmasc + Genderfluid, He/Him.
Macaque: "I was born under the Xùn trigram, so I guess I don't fall into mortal norms. I just take whatever role I can get really." Gender as fluid as the shadows he controls. Doesnt care what label is put on them. Happily takes feminine titles/roles as long as they are seen as equal to their male counterparts. Intersex + Nonbinary, He/She/They
MK: "I was born afab but I indentify as he/they. I first thought I was a really masc girl, but then a customer called me "A Fine Young Man" once and it changed my whole life. I have it all documented right here in my journal and-" *infodumps his whole journey of personal gender identity for the next three hours* Transmasc He/They
Mei: "I'm a ♡Girl♡. But like, mostly for the aesthetic." (✿◠‿◠) Wears her identity and orientation proudly on her sleeves. Transfem She/They/Neopronouns
Red Son: "Who dares limit the heir of the great Demon Bull Family to one gender!? I will personally claim each and every title for my own! Prince and Princess? Both mine! Go get your own gender, peasant!" Secretly has internal crisis on wanting to be seen as his father's heir/son, but also not wanting to just be seen as Male? Give her a minute to process. Any pronouns.
Bai He/LBD's Host: "Ummm... I dunno yet." *gets distracted by a cat* She/Her for now.
Pigsy: "Uh...?" *checks smudged handwriting on palm* "Mam-male? I guess? Stop distracting me while I'm cooking." Chubby transmasc swag (self-projection ahoy), He/Him.
Tang: "Demiboy. I live for the fear in people's eyes as they panic to refer to me by a gendered title. A student panicked once and called me Professor and it's stuck since." Has a catalog/dictionary of every gender identity in the world, mortal and demonic. He/They
Sandy: "What ever you can be! Your gender can be a huge part of your identity and how you interact with the world- Oh wait, you're asking for my pronouns? Sorry I got distracted. He/Him please." Like almost embarassingly supportive of gender expression and exploring one's identity. He/Him
Princess Iron Fan: "I grew up with so many sisters and I feared that I was never feminine enough to match up to the court's standards that I- I'm a woman, you idiot." It's complicated. She/Her
DBK: "I dunno man I just got here." Is aggressively supportive no matter what. Called Red his daughter once and panicked when Red started crying with joy, thinking he'd misgendered his son. Doesn't care for masculine norms. He/Him
Nezha: "What, are you a cop? I just like pink." Developed thoughts about his gender identity after his revival and has started to shift away from being aggressively masculine in behaviour just to appease the Jade court. Genderfluid, He/They
Lady Bone Demon/LBD: "Whatever I identity as will be insignificant once I've completed my goals." She/They
The Mayor: "Mayor." He/It pronouns
Spider gang:
Spider Queen: "What part of Queen did you not hear!?" Wukong was the first person to ever recognise her as a girl back in the day and it makes her thoughts on him really complicated. Transfem, She/Her
Hunstman: "What part of Huntsman did you not hear?" Violently protects the others when they get misgendered. Transmasc, He/Him
Strong Spider/Goliath: "Whatever can protect my friends better!" Is the one to de-escalate when Huntsman violently jumps to protect them. Any pronouns.
Syntax: "Syntax Error: Missing/Unmatched Parentheses." *laughs in math nerd* He/They
Spindrax: "Whatever kind of girl Mei is, I think. But like... a different aesthetics." She/They/neopronouns
Demon Gang:
Jin & Yin: "You blind, mate?" "We're clearly both-" (talking over one another) "Lasses!/Blokes! Wuh?! You're?! Oh bruv/sis I didn't know! Forgive me!" *both hug eachother in support* Both trans She/Her & He/Him.
Lin/Demon Accountant: "In this economy? I'm lucky to afford Me's and I's!" She/They/It/Neopronouns
Scorpion Queen: "GIRL!!! Oh, sorry! I'm a little new to this and I get a little overexcited. Tang calls it Gender Euphoria. I like it!" Transfem, She/Her
Tudi: "*indescernable, but delighted to answer*" He/They
The Brotherhood:
Azure Lion: "I am male, obviously. Why do you think I grow out my beautiful mane?" Transmasc; JttW accidentally outed him and he never forgave the author. Guanyin tried to cover for him by saying he was a "gelded lion" (canon), but he's still mad about it. He/Him.
Peng: "You do not know who I am? I am the great Golden-Winged Peng of Camel Ridge!" Canonically non-binary. They/Them
Yellowtusk: *just nods and returns to cup of tea* Any pronouns.
OG Pilgrims:
Tripitaka: "...It is impolite to inquire such things." Has a really complicated gender identity journey tied to their upbringing as a monk + their aroace orientation. Always thought there was something "broken" about them since they could not see themselves as either binary genders, but experienced euphoria when Wukong introduced them to non-binary identities. Agender, They/Them
Zhu Bajie: "Isn't gender one of those things Wukong stole from Heaven?" Has no idea what anyone's talking about, but trans and demi-women means more women for him no matter their body type. Cis, He/Him
Sha Wujing: "Yeah." *doesnt elaborate further* He/They
Ao Lie: "I'm a horse." :3 Any pronouns.
The Four Stalwarts:
Marshal Ma: "Girl, but only to tormet Wukong as his big sister." She/They
General Ba: "Just call me Granny, dear." She/Her
Marshal Liu: "Vengance." Is whom Macaque inherited their non-binary swag from. They/Them
General Beng: "Ah? What I am? Well... I'd consider myself... one with every model of gender life can provide. What were we talking about again?" Any pronouns
Bonus round! Au characters:
Ao Bing: "I'm like Nezha, but with light blue." Intersex + Genderfluid, He/They.
Chenxiang: "I did not go through a whole journey of finding my internal manhood to be misgendered." He/Him
Yinghuo/Fire Star/SWK's Lawyer: "I only include gendered titles and pronouns in my paperwork at the request of the cilent. My own should not interfere with these proceedings." Dislikes the automatic masculine association with Mars. Any pronouns.
Rumble & Savage: *chirp?" *chirp?" They are babies after all. He/Him & She/Her for now.
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cebwrites · 2 years
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gender/sexuality HCs (Heart Pirates pt 1)
a/n: it’s my birthday! i’ve typed up some hcs about the Hearts for my own reference to celebrate <3 spoilers for ch1063 in shachi’s section! and as a reminder you’re free to agree or disagree with these hcs, these are just how i personally write them and my opinions are for fun ┐(´∀`)┌
onto the HCs! word count: 0.5k
Law
he/they genderfuck (agender)
exclusively into men and masc aligned people
sort of?? on the grayro spectrum??? they need to really know someone before feelings can even bud but aren’t opposed to bedding a stranger on very rare occasions
when they do catch feelings its usually "out of left field" because Law has a hard time making sense of or recognizing them, and typically, the feelings have been there for longer than he's realized or cares to admit
Penguin
he/him (trans man)
bi with a preference for guys, anyone who can take him out for a good time and let him get whitegirl-wasted is fair game though
meeting their captain as young as they all were was a lifesaver; it took a while for Penguin to be able to open up about it, but eventually with Shachi’s encouragement he came forward with the fact of his gender troubles to Law on Swallow Island and the boys started sorting things out for his transition post-haste since they were in the thick of puberty
Wolf never saw a boy yeet his tiddy SO god damn fast
Shachi
he/maybe they or she?? (he’s sorting stuff out)
bi bi bi - thee most bisexual bitch on the heart pirates’ block
Shachi’s confident and flirty with any/everyone who catches his attention, mainly in jest or just to tease but if the target of his affections reciprocates, who is he to deny such an opportunity
gender-wise, it’s complicated - things were very black and white for a long time and he was comfortable that way; until they were genderbent, that is, and now the lines are just that much blurrier
Bepo
he/him (cis?? adjacent??? but doesn't really care much about gender either way, he's happy how he is though)
pan and has SO much love to give!!!
falls fast and hard and has a lot of queerplatonic crushes that fade just as quickly as they come
he's glad that so many folks like cuddling up to a big soft bear like him and Bepo's more than happy to share the love!
Ikkaku
she/her (trans woman)
lover of women and all things sapphic, Ikkaku can, will, and IS planning on flirting with AND stealing all of y’alls wives
she transitioned a couple of years before being invited to join the Heart Pirates, bemused to find that Law’s ‘crew’ so far was just the captain and his childhood friends
Ikkaku adopted them all immediately as her dweeby younger siblings, taking particular note of the captain’s potential egg status and making sure to shower the cracked one (Pen) in support and affection as much as was comfortable for him
Uni
he/they (enby)
tall, dark, and handsome but not too keen on putting themself front and center in the dating pool
Uni’s single but not quite ready to mingle just yet, he’s far more comfortable cozying up in a nice quiet corner of the sub after a few social drinks while the party rages on
they just like to have their own space, and their peers are more than accommodating of this fact, but sometimes-- maybe, just maybe - he’d like to have someone accompany him in that close personal bubble - if only he didn’t get so in his own head around a certain sea angel...
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Gender + sexuality headcanon:
Rise gang
Raph bisexual and biromantic trans (he/they/she/🧸)
Donnie nonbinary quoisexual aroace Demiboy (he/they/tech/🧪)
Mikey polyamory, aegosexual +omniromantic genderfluid, pupgender, xenogender (she/he/they/pup/pupself/🎨).
Leo demisexual gay trans (he/him/🎪)
April cis lesbian (she/her/💛/💚)
Casey sr. Nonbinary Demigirl lesbian (she/they/⛓️/🔪/🪓/🧨)
Casey jr transguy, aroace (he/him/🪓/⌛️)
2012 gang
Raphael biromantic reciprosexual trans (he/him/🔪/⛓/❤️)
Donatello cis demiromantic cupiosexual straight (he/it/bot/🧪/ 💜)
Michelangelo Pansexual genderfluid polyamory, pupcatgender (she/they/he/pup/pupself/kit/kitself/🧡)
Leonardo aceflux bisexual aromantic genderfluid xenogender transgirl (she/he/they/it/star/starself/💙)
April cis and straight (she/her)
Casey transFem bigender (she/he/🏒)
Karia bisexual nonbinary transfem (she/they/🔪)
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campbellschunkybear · 2 years
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The trans self shipper urge to cast trans and/or weird your gender upon your f/os
(THIS STATEMENT INCLUDES XENOGENDERS)
[proship dni]
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jimposts · 7 months
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ahem, gender and sexuality hcs. (Plus extra!)
OUTDATED
Damon Gant: Bisexual, cis man, He/Him
In younger years he would date exclusively woman, but as he grew he would try somethings with men.
He still prefers woman, going so far to prefer more femme people.
Doesn't understand the concept of pronouns well, but will use the correct ones when asked
Love language is possession Quality of Time, Physical touch, Gift Giving
Dick Gumshoe: Pansexual, trans man, He/They
Has zero preference on who he dates, he just needs love.
Everyone's pronouns by default are they/them, sorry guys
Love language is Acts of service, Quality of Time
Gonta Gokuhara: Queer, Nonbinary leaning masc, He/She
Loves everyone so deeply, will often talk about how people love them.
Loves neo pronouns, will often tell people what neopronouns should use.
Love Language is Physical touch, Acts of Service.
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marastriker · 2 years
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Dinah?👀
Dinah had a very traditional way of thinking initially, and never realized that learning more about her gender and sexuality was really an option! After careful consideration, she has determined that she likes being a girl (so, cisgender), but she also LIKES girls too. She considers herself to be bisexual, but with a preference for men.
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germengland88 · 2 years
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youareallowedchips · 1 year
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sexuality/gender headcanons about the sherlock gang
18+ (not really nsfw) content under the cut ♡
post author is bi & nonbinary! these are just my own personal hcs that i keep in mind when i write fic, it's 100% fine if you don't agree c:
sherlock holmes
homosexual, grey-aromantic transmasculine.
sherlock, despite public perceptions, has an absolutely average sex drive, but had never really felt romantic attraction in his life until he met john, and he can't imagine falling in love with anyone else. he spent a fair bit of time on hookup apps prior to meeting john. sherlock is KINKY.
he's known he felt more aligned with masculinity since he was very small, but never felt the need to go on hormones or have surgery, because he finds society's expectations of trans people restrictive and doesn't want surgical recovery to slow him down. he binds (sometimes unsafely, much to john's annoyance), and it does wonders for his dysphoria.
john watson
allo, bi cis man.
dating sherlock from the great game until the fall, and after mary's death. john's romantic attraction STRONGLY leans towards women and femmes, but sherlock is The One for him. he had a purely physical relationship with sholto when he was still in the army.
john's sex drive is actually super high.
mycroft holmes
allo, gay cis man
a lot of people assume mycroft is aro/ace, because he never seems to get himself involved with anyone. mycroft is married to his work, in the truest sense of the word, and simply doesn't have time for sex or relationships.
mycroft is in a bonded pair with his right hand.
greg lestrade
allo, straight cis man. (token cishet white man!)
dating molly, unofficially just after aSiB, officially asked her out in tSoT, when they were tipsy at john & mary's wedding. greg is super comfortable with his sexuality/masculinity and he's experimented plenty. before john & sherlock got together, he kissed john in the pub once, just to see if he'd like it. he had a fling with a bloke in police academy when he was young, but decided in the end that dudes weren't for him. he appreciates beauty in all genders, and isn't afraid to point out an aesthetically pleasing man. he's also VERY much an ally, most of his friends (and his girlfriend,, uwu) are queer. he fiercly protects his queer friends and coworkers.
greg is an absolute HORNDOG. filthy filthy filthy. he'd be doin' it every day if it was up to him. he's a pleasure/service dom and
molly hooper
demisexual, bi, cis woman.
dating greg. is pretty much split 50/50 in her attraction, maybe with a slight lean towards men. even though she's shy, her sexuality is one of the few things she's open and proud about.
mary morstan
haven't really thought about it much, but if there was a gun to my head, i'd say shes a bi cis woman?
mary doesn't like to label anything about herself, much less her sexuality. she goes with the flow.
(i don't think about her much bc i don't like her, also amanda abbington is an unspeakable terf)
irene adler
allo, lesbian cis woman.
irene didn't come out until her late 20s, struggled with A LOT of comphet, explaining what she thought was an "attraction" to sherlock. they're seriously just bros now, though.
irene actually couldnt really care less one way or another about how often she has sex, but she knows she's good at it and can use it to make money.
sally donovan
allo, bi trans woman
sally is t4t, and dating anderson. she lives stealth, almost nobody knows other than
philip anderson
allo, straight trans man
dating sally. anderson is quite insecure in his trans identity and used to be truscum, explaining the animosity between him and sherlock. he blamed himself a lot after the fall, and took a long hard look at himself and his politics, helped along by a kick up the arse from sally.
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molination · 1 year
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Blue lock gender headcanons
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"why did i only do these 6" they are my children, the rest can fight for themselves
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diabolikpersonals · 3 months
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Transmasc Subaru and Transfem Kou is goals honestly
subaru's gender expression to me is like "nobody FUCKING look at me" and kou is the exact opposite, lots of flair lots of pizzazz, so I think it'd be so fun to see them hanging out together. like it looks like they wouldnt be friends and yet
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quitealotofsodapop · 1 year
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So in Wukongverse, now that everyone knows somewhat about gender, what are the Wukongs pronouns after that?
Honestly not sure, as I see most of the SWKs being He/Him and/or They/Them like myself.
One or two may use She/Her pronouns in addition.
Whats y'alls take on this?
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cebwrites · 2 years
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gender/sexuality HCs (Heart Pirates pt 2)
a/n: for point of reference, i’ll be deferring this intro since not all the hearts are named yet and we still don’t know much about them ; 3 ;
as a reminder you’re free to agree or disagree with these hcs, these are just how i write them and my personal opinions o( ̄▽ ̄)d
onto the HCs! word count: 0.7k
Clione
he/him (cis man)
a raging dumpster fire disaster bi if i’ve seen one
clione shoots his shot a lot with airs of confidence to cheer himself on, the only downside is that people often see right through him and turn down the inflated persona he wears just so his knees don’t buckle
there’s a certain appeal to his awkwardness and fumbling, maybe clione wants someone to match all that energy he puts out, or maybe he needs someone tall, dark, and handsome to help slow him down
Ani
bi, they/she (gnc transfem)
their gender journey has always been something that Ani’s kept close to heart and at the same time, just a cog in the background that no one’s drawn too much attention to outside of her initial mentions of it to clear up any confusion
the realization happened gradually over time along their journey with the Hearts - she’s grateful for such an understanding crew but supposes with a captain like Law and a partner like Fang, any response that wasn’t acceptance wouldn’t be tolerated
Fang
bi, he/him (transmasc)
in direct contrast to his girlfriend, Fang is out and loud about just how trans he is - captain worked hard on his top surgery and Fang’ll be damned if he doesn’t show off the scars any time he can (the opportunities are slim in the sub and their boiler suits so that makes him even more keen to go topless outside)
he’s not the “yodel from the heavens about how much i love my partner” type unlike some other people on the crew, but Fang shows his affection a lot through small gestures throughout the day - they have different stations in the sub but even then he manages to swing by Ani’s for a quick kiss on the cheek with his snack drop-off and vice versa, it’s the little things that they manage together
(yes I know his canon name is Hakugan but I got attached to Fang long before Oda revealed that bit about him fairly recently so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
Dorie
he/they/she lesbian (cis woman)
every crew needs a stone butch to keep things on the straight and narrow, right? right
despite how private he can be about his personal/romantic life, dorie still manages to be quite the open flirt - hitting mainly on other butch women but hey if you’re a gal interested in other gals that’s free real estate in their mind
everything is kept pretty casual, they don’t expect to form lifelong bonds in a coupe nights when the crew typically don’t dock at an island for more than a week at a time, give or take how much trouble they get (dragged) into - she takes what she can get and for the moment, it’s enough
although, some part of him does wonder when they’ll meet up with the Kidd Pirates again, for no particular reason...
Hake
they/them (enby)
demiromantic but what kind of pirate doesn’t kiss their crewmate goodnight? or on the forehead sneakily before breakfast, or on the cheek- just.. cause...
point is! they’re very affectionate and like to sling at least an arm around whoever they’re talking to if it’s someone close
they’re chatty and amicable too with a friendly disposition to boot, something you’d breathe a breath of relief for to find in your tattoo artist, no? well--
Hoki
they/he (genderqueer)
unlabeled yet down horrendous for their best friend
this dumb gay bitch has gotten a bunch of small tattoos all over their body just as an excuse to spend more time with and/or be physically closer to Hake rather than just talk to them like a normal person
because the feeling of their arm around his shoulder sends Hoki’s heartrate skyrocketing normally but for some reason, seeing Hake in their element, at their most focused, calms them just enough to stay still for another hour or so
yeah he’s down so awful someone send HELP
And because I don’t have enough to say on the rest of them to make another post but wanted to mention these goobs anyway-
Jean Bart, Marl, Gul, Bas, and Laeno are the older gays of the crew - the queer elders (peepaws even) if you will Marl and Bas are trans men, Laeno is unlabeled but certainly not cis, while Jean and Gul are cis (all he/him, all mlm) Jean Bart didn’t have much of an opportunity to explore himself a la pillaging and terrorizing as a fearsome pirate captain before he was caught and sold to the Celestial Bastard that owned him - but now that he’s free and has a lot more time to his own thoughts, he’s able to examine himself properly and even reconsider experiences in the past as maybe not so straight after all
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stars-and-clouds · 11 months
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Astarion Romance Headcanons 🥀
SFW:
Side glances when you're besides him
Full on staring when you're not
Immediately looking away when you catch him
"You know the way he looks at you, don't you, soldier?"
His pinky itching towards yours when you're walking, wanting to hold your hand but unsure because, is it too much? Will you reject him?
His hands scrunching up your shirt tightly whenever you hug. He's always the last to let go.
You hold on longer and longer each time because he doesn't want to let go.
His kisses are tender and needy.
He likes the warmth of your hands.
Thinking of what tones will suit your perfume the best. He'll gift it to you after all this is over.
He'll sew the holes or tears in your clothes over the night and pretend he doesn't know what happened next morning.
When you move to kiss his cheek he will grimace in annoyance but lean in as you do it.
"Be careful around Astarion, (Tav). He's not serious about you.", the others will warn you. And Astarion will worry you'll heed their words more than his so he'll do so much to prove his love to you, not knowing that you already trust him (even if that is an objectively stupid thing to do lmao).
He started sleeping next to you from the moment you had sex but ever since you've entered the shadowlands, he ends up cuddling in the middle of the night. He misses the sun.
He likes kissing the palm of your hand or its back.
Likes to pack your bag before you leave camp.
"No one's ever going to love me like that again."
Ever since you told him that there's more to him than just beauty and sex, that he's hilarious, for instance, he finds ways to make you laugh. He loves it. He's started being a lot more sarcastic and makes more jokes just to hear your laughter. He'll never admit it, of course. Other than maybe when it's only you two.
Doesn't believe he will be able to love again if you let go of him.
"Don't be so nice to me." he says with round, needy and pleading eyes.
Thinking of ways he can show others you're together so others know you're not available.
Hiding his jealousy, terribly.
He will rip the throat out of anyone with malicious intent towards you.
"I will wait the whole of my life for you, Astarion." He doesn't believe it at first, but the longer you go on without sex the safer he feels and the more he wants you.
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He sometimes cries silently at night, wishing he could make love to you without it feeling so tainted. He wants it so badly, but his past experience prohibits it. The pain of wanting something and being unable to have it only because of himself is too much. He blames himself too sometimes. Wishing he could give you more.
"I don't mind waiting.", you'd say.
"I do. I can't have you, no matter how much I want you.", he'd say.
When you cuddle him sensing he's upset, he will bury his face in your neck to hide his tears. The smell of you is comforting.
Needing you everytime you're tender with him.
Getting aroused when you hug during a kiss.
Wanting to kiss your skin all over, to make you cry from pleasure as you bury your face in his neck.
Wanting you to hold on to him for dear life as you climax.
When he's finally comfortable enough and takes charge of his own sexuality, he'll be so needy.
Realising that the two nights he had sex with you were nothing compared to how good making love to you feels.
When you give up all control to him, letting him do to you as he wants, the pleasure is almost too much bear. The power he feels is palpable and knowing it is you who trusts him so much will drive him near mad.
He will lose control many times so you have a safe word.
You both think of the stupidest word possible as a safe word. Something that makes you both laugh when it's used.
He likes over stimulating you, making you beg and he'll kiss you to calm you.
"It's okay, you can do it, darling.", he'll say stroking you even further and kissing your tears.
"Does that feel good, my love?"
The more you beg the more he loves it.
He likes playing with your hands, holding them in his, touching your fingers, comparing them to his while you rest on his chest, still warm from him being inside of you.
Resting his head against your chest to hear your heartbeat.
Staring at your face and body intently. Taking in every little reaction you make and replaying them over in his head throughout the day.
Staring at you longingly when you're both with the squad, failing terribly at focusing in battle or conversation.
Getting aroused when you're covered in blood.
Seeing you fighting, in general, turns him on. The smell of your sweat, your rapid heart beat, the way your body moves, all of it now only reminds him of making love to you.
Telling you to say his name whenever he's feeling good and you'll chant it as you cum. He loves how it sounds from your lips.
Resting his forehead against yours as he's close to cumming.
"Look at me.", he'll command you.
He likes when your hands rake his hair, pull his hair, tug it whatever. That slight bit of pain arouses him. Better yet, if you bury your nails into his skin.
He likes to look at you falling asleep. It's such a gentle thing. How can someone so strong otherwise be so soft around him? Why him? Why did someone like you choose someone like him? He can't believe he has you.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/50833876/chapters/128419966 I am updating these hcs on my ao3, if anyone is interested!
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