#gender fluid stims

[januscorner]

Genderfluid Stimboard

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[chatterboxstims]

Girlfriend Boyfriend

🩷🤍💜🖤💙🩷🤍💜🖤💙🩷🤍💜🖤💙🩷🤍💜

Time: 01:02

Song: I / Me / Myself (Will Wood)

[slimi-kaito]

Ok, so I know Nimona's gender fluid and the whole shape shifting thing is a queer allegory.

BUT. (Don't worry)

I also think it’s an allegory of neurodivergency and disability! And I wanna talk about it:

To me, the « I wouldn't die die but I sure wouldn't be living » discussion feels very reminiscent of autistic stimming and masking, masking being explained here as the constant state of « that second before you sneeze ».

With that in mind, Nimona and Ballister's discussion in the train hits a lot closer to home for ND and disabled people in general because Ballister says « it would be easier for you » which isn’t actually true and shows how a lot of the world views disability. For people your disability is completely fine until they see it, they say they are disability allies but will shame you if you start stimming etc…

I think Nimona’s reaction to what Ballister said also shows that she is used to that kind of rethoric, she tries to lead him to the true answer « normal? » you’re normal for people if they can’t see your disability, « easier for who? » easier for him, easier for society because if they don’t see it they can ignore it. At the end of that conversation he doesn’t understand though and even think he is a hero for it « a lot of people aren’t as accepting as me » except what he does is actually the bare minimum, treating disabled people like actual people is the bare minimum whether you can see their disability or not!

At the end, Ballister understands that he was in the wrong and goes on to actually see Nimona as a person, as who she is « I see you ». And theoretically/utopically it’s the same for the kingdom’s people BUT it took the literal sacrifice of Nimona’s life for them to start treating her like a person which again should be the BARE MINIMUM. I think it is especially sad that it’s the way our society works as well, disabled people, queer people etc… shouldn’t have to earn the right to be treated as a person.

Thanks for reading all that, byeeee!

[abyssal-zone]

Name: Ellie , Mia , Layla , Bella

Age: 8-10 (age fluid)

Pronouns: They/Them , Ae/Aer , Ny/Nym , Bun/Buns , Star/Stars , Fluff/Fluffs , Sparkle/Sparkles

Gender: Xenogender , Sparklegender , Bungender

Xeno Vibes: Cuteness , Pastels , Sparkles , Rabbits , Fae

Orientation: Pan

Species: Bunny-fairy hybrid

Role(s): Little , Stim Holder , Autism Holder , ADHD Holder

Aesthetic(s): Cutecore , Sanriocore , Kidcore

Interests/likes: Plushes , Collecting stuffed animals, , Sanrio , Toys , Pastels , Stim toys

Dislikes: Loud noises , Bright lights , Thunder , Being alone

Kins: Plushes , Sparkles , Rainbows

Emojis: 🎀🌸✨🧸🍬🌈

Details:

Ellie is bubbly and energetic, with constant happy stims like hand-flapping and bouncing. Giggles frequently and speaks in a sing-song voice. Loves sharing joy with other system members.

When fronting, exhibits lots of physical stimming - bouncing, flapping, spinning. Speaks with lots of giggles and sometimes communicates through happy squeaks.

[obsessed-bah]

forgot to mention but level fruit because I'm feeling freaky

your head is obsessed with . . .

{ BR Culture Headmate }

we accidentally posted this draft lmao, luckily you sent two asks

we really liked to do it! our first request soo, we hope you like it!

　

🥟 name: Céu, Dominique, Gal, Peri

🥟 nicknames: Dom, Gal Sal, Perinha

🥟 pronouns: she/shy/fawn/xe/ze/they/💐/🌙, in portuguese ela/ila/elu/ile/ilu/ilx

🥟 terms n honorifics: fem, neutral n xenic terms, miss, mx n lady honorifics

🥟 age: age-slider 17–21 ++ foodage

🥟 race/ethnicity n nationality: brown/parda, indigenous n brazilian, especially Nova Lima from Minas Gerais

🥟 species: transnonhuman, transflower, transcorpseflower, araraazulkin

🥟 gender: ipsowoman, gallad, womayn, xenic

🥟 agab/anc: aiab n intersex, assigned flower at birth (aflwab) n assigned silly at birth (asab)

🥟 sexuality/orientation: pan lesbian, demiromantic, desinoromantic, reciproplatonic

🥟 cisid: intersex, brazilian, latina, mobility aid user (forearm crutches), amputee (two legs), black hair, indigenous, POC, curly hair, disabled

🥟 transid: transnonhuman, transflower, transcorpseflower, transblondehair, nullphysicaldisabled, sevphysicaldisabled (fluid), disabledfluid, transmute, transAAC, permasilly, permahappy, transsweettaste, transsweetscentian

🥟 other id: sourceeaten, sourcesweet

🥟 paras: feederism, 👄, 🥚, 🌱 (flowers), auto🌱 (flowers), 🔔

🥟 blankqueer/beliefs: citrusqueer, radplural, jollyqueer, autistqueer, proship

🥟 disorders: autism/asd, spd, avpd, hyperose, dysgraphia

🥟 mud/mus: atpd (itd), ead

🥟 source: the novalimense sweet called lamparina

🥟 source feeling: lamparina is her favorite dessert!

🥟 role: mood booster (beauheur)

🥟 secondary role: caretaker (babysitter)

🥟 sign off: -🥟, -🌙💐, -☁️💡, -c, -gs

🥟 front trigger (positive): brazilian food, brazilian music, birds, multicolor flowers

🥟 front trigger (negative): ageism (specifically with kids), shultdown, paramisia

🥟 triggers (general): blood, bruises

🥟 style/outfits:

🥟 personality: she's a really nice person, always trying to be optimistic n happy toward everything. shy always listen before judge n thinks the best of everyone, although can be easily annoyed by closed minded people

🥟 likes: ordem paranormal, kamaitachi, kf, cooking (especially baking), minecraft, flowers, bird watching, singing, chaves

🥟 dislikes: specifically the meat from feijoada (sensory problems), annoying antis, dirt under her nails

🥟 aesthetic/vibe:

🥟 stims: clapping hands, repeating random syllables, wiggling toes

🥟 kin: arara azul, Gal Sal

🥟 f/o: Sabrina

🥟 typing quirk: put multiple "s" in words with s, example: ssssso excited to ssssswim sssssaturday (so exited to swim saturday)

🥟 faceclaim:

picrews used: panqueques maker, blk full body, friend maker

[fortemelody]

Hi!!! Found your blog through a sonic 3 post and I was already excited but then I saw you were ace spec and gender-fluid and in my mind I played that one video that goes “girl… ME TOO!!!!”

Anyways I watched it in the cinema yesterday with a couple friends and I kid you not the way my best friend and I were squeezing eachothers hand throughout the movie 😭😭😭

Now I’m just stuck here thinking of a rotating png of different frames from the movie I’m so speechless and wanna yap so much about it it’s insane because !!!! Them!!!!

“gurl…me too! AAAAA-“

love being pride twins 🙏‼️

anyways this is so real. i too have so many scenes engraved into my brain (and even looked a couple up cus i couldn’t help myself…). if the “them” you’re referring to is maria and shadow then i totally get it… heartwarming stuff for sure wahhh (or maybe you’re just talking about all the characters lol sorry bad at assuming things correctly 💀). genuinely i wanna go back and see it like 5 more times with everyone i know so i can relive those moments, and eventually get the dvd too.

the hand squeezing awwww.. i’m glad you and your bestie had a good time!! you see, i just resorted to sitting in weird positions and slapping my knees and stimming and screaming at my favorite parts BAHAHA not pretty but it gets the job done

i’m actually surprised to get this many asks about sonic in a day! this was such a nice surprise tysm. like i said in the other post feel free to dm or comment!

(oh also lastly shameless plug sorry but if you or anyone else wants to see the cosplay tiktoks i filmed at the movie with my friends my tiktok is @fortayee)

[respawnjupiter]

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[freehounyaoi]

HALF LIFE VRAI (+gorgeous & og gordon) HEADCANONS IF YOU EVEN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BENREY WOOO

during. the end, he had 2 extra eyes, one above his left eye one below his right eye, now he has scars where they laid, they’re faint but he. is autistic im sorry he’s too me to not be he had a tail during the end too faint freckles ^_^ he REALLY likes red meat he likes blue flavor, not blueberries, not blue raspberry, blue stubble YAYY specifically in end, benreys feet to knees and hands to elbows fade into rlly dark blue/black looks like he’s dying of illness but like. has never been sick disassociates very often very touch very very touchy polyamorous, exes with forzen & is now crushing on both Tommy & gordon orphaned, kinda lived on his own since he isn’t human, picked his own name doesn’t actually have brothers, he’s a loser breaths through his mouth esp when he’s comfortable weird but like imagine he’s cuddled up to someone and he just yeah

COOMER YAYYY

fat, idc i’m right

gender-fluid, transmasc & gay ^_^ old man yaoi with bubby YAYYY

cool little funky punching enhancement thingies

big ol’ doe brown eyes

brunette hair before he started graying

after the resonance cascade he retired, they deserve it

has nightmares over clones. a lot, a big lot

autistic, everyone knows the science team kinda is autistic,

going off the autistic thing, one of his vocal stims is hello gordon

loves talking, loves it so much, he loves just talking to people she likes

has a high score on punch out & that one punching game where you punch the punching bag to get evaluated on

the reason is divorced because he realized he was gay

hawaiian shirts FTW!!

(most of these are somewhat canon, holly (his va) headcanons him as transmasc, short and stocky, and 5’4!)

Bubbster

Intersex & bisexual (idc if gir hcs him as straight it’s my world now/pf)

if he didn’t live with Coomer after the resonance cascade, he’d probably just be a basement dweller and just sit in the corner and cry

Bionic legs :3

canonically test tube baby, he’s probably really freaked the fuck out over it & has had genuine panic attacks over being artificially made, only in front of coomer

literally always has epi-pens for coomer

naturally(?) ginger idk what you wanna consider it, he’s canonically like 6 but in my head he’s like 67, he’s been locked in black mesa for 67 years

blue eyes

has a leather jacket with a tiger on it he will wear just to do so

has made the science team watch scrubs.. twice

picks at skin as a stress tick

has tourettes

near blind

when he got his bionic heart he died so he will sometimes just be like “hey guys i’ve died before”

being put back in the tube after betraying gordon was one of the worst things he’s been through, it was terrifying

GORDON FEETMAN!!!

also fat

joshua exists but he was an accidental pregnancy (gordon seahorse father yayy)

ftm based off last hc, that’s just canon cuz i said so

joshua is like, 9 in my head so gordon had him at like 18

bisexual

has a crush on benrey (canon but yk)

mexican and african

curly ass hair, takes really good care of it, always smells nice

bilingual

blind in left eye, 25% prescription in right eye

feels guilty as fuck even when everyone would joke about him being the cause of the RC

also autistic

wayne did not dk him justice when he lost his hand, he was screaming so gutturally loud it was painful, he strained his voice so bad, the pain was so excruciatingly terrible

tommy genuinely was the only one he could trust after benrey & bubby turned their backs on him, and that sucked because his feelings for benrey before that point were getting to him

only was adamant about not being friends with benrey at the end because of the betrayal, he wanted to hate benrey

tommy is like his. comfort friend, he doesn’t have to worry about him.. he does but he always feels comfy around him

Tommy cool man

Autistic, ADHD, PTSD and OCD

G man species, half human

strawberry enthusiasts:3 (me too)

every flavor tic tac enthusiast, always give the science team tic tacs like all the time

not very good at games enjoys playing them though

very touchy for multiple reasons

Sunkist service dog for multiple things as well, helps with panic attacks, PTSD symptoms, anxiety attacks etc

Tommy doesn’t know how Sunkist was trained to do all this, he made her sk he just kinda accepts it for how she is, and loves her

compression hugs, likes being laid on top of, it’s comforting

looks scrawny but can like. genuinely pick up all the science team & benrey with ease

started collecting propeller hats after the RC

the reason he can read sweet voice is cuz g-man species

thinking about getting a cat, maine coon or norwegian forest cat, he likes big ass animals

Sunkist is LARGE like large as fuck for a golden Tommy made sure she was huge

milk enjoyer :3 drinks it with most of his meals

wears readers

ANGEL KISSES!! (moles or beauty marks whatever you wanna call them)

tooth gap :3

walks on tiptoes

Gorgeous

6’7

cuts his hair into a fringe, lets it grow out to shoulder length, then cuts it fringe, never ending cycle

beauty marks man

freckles too

nobody fucking knows his trauma

doesn’t understand why he can understand cicero?? he just.. can??

learned ASL as a kid

clearly has some form of mommy issues he will not touch on

wears solid colors, he doesn’t wear shirts with decals, or anything, a. he doesn’t like them. b. for ASL purpose, it’s recommended to wear light/dark clothes (light in his case) depending on your skin tone to MAKE it easier to read sign, usually in light pink

prefers skirts cuz.. they’re comfy, usually knee & ankle length.. sometimes he will wear mini skirts……. cuz he’s gross

actually hates head crabs.

would be a nudist if it was sociably acceptable

actually really enjoys video games! he doesn’t talk about it, he’s good at them too

he’s a dog person, he wants a saint bernard

freeman YAYY

6’

beauty marks

patchy beard

dark hazel eyes

starting to grey, short pony tail

has scars from his HEV suit

actually lost his hearing DUE to the RC, his mother was deaf so that’s why he knows ASL, it completely shot out his hearing

has always dressed nice

cat person

Alyx is like his daughter to him

i can’t decide if he’s trans or not

same situation with gorgeous, he wears solid colors for ASL purpose

him and cicero have yet to find a way to communicate

when he found out alyx learned ASL for her boyfriend (this is canon, was planned for episode 3) he was over the moon

enjoys IASIP (it’s always sunny in philadelphia)

scary when he’s pissed off

G-Manual samual

major RBF

scottish

moles kuz hes kawaii

wears readers

hes autistic

going on with him being autistic, the fabric his suits are a comfort fabric to him

enjoys sitcoms

drinks his coffee straight black

he is trans masc to me

praises his employers like god tbh

if he were to drink, which he doesnt, his go to drink would be rum on ice

some form of alien, not from xen though, no one knows where hes from

some type of holy creature??? he cant die?? hes weird

you'll never see it but he doesnt bleed red, his blood is black

enjoys fishing

goes to bed at 11pm, wakes up at 4am hes weird

hes also the best father ever???

songs that remind me of science team members + benrey the 6th

Benrey the 6th

I Will - Mitski

Kiss Me, Son Of God - They Might Be Giants

I’m Gonna Win - Rob Cantor

Mad World - Tears for Fears

We Will Commit Wolf Murder - Of Montreal

Gallery Piece - Of Montreal

Everybody Wants to Rule the World - Tears for Fears

The Party's Crashing Us - Of Montreal

Tommy Coolman

Living Island - POGO

Fireflies - Owlcity

Teenage Dirtbag - Weetus

rises the moon - liana flores

Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen

Head Over Heels - Tears for Fears

[spc-rambles]

I adore the steelworks gang, like more than I've seen other people express online.

First of all...

My little icon Lexi.

They have been known and initially regarded for their silly voices and jolly nature but I don't often see people looking into why they do it. Like their voices make them more wild than Marion who's generally loved by some fans but they also do it in spite of themselves. They and Theo did an entire upbeat song about how much they are failures to railway engineering with lyrics like:

"We're experiments gone bad

in other words whoever designed us must be mad."

These are not the words of someone with self esteem in how funny they are! They even showed them actually depressed when saying 'We can't do anything.' for the final time in the special.

And anyone who knew how long it took for more in-your-face LGBT+ representation in 2018 She-Ra will know that if this special just came out three or four years later, we might've had proper gender-fluid Lexi representation.

As for Theo...

He is still a pure little bean and I feel the ambiguity of his design makes it all the more reason for him to feel bad about his design. I don't know what about his design warranted gigantic cogs on his sides but we don't know what went on in whatever workshop he was built at. For all we know he could've had the Henry treatment, having been dumped on the doorstep on the first desperate railway executive needed an engine, as a last ditch effort for a dying manufacturer.

As for him being on the spectrum, I can still see it in his behaviour. Lexi was truly not gender fluid but once you've met one autistic person, you've met one autistic person.

And some characteristics are visible in him.

His unintentional bluntness. "Are you being scrapped?"

His tics and stutters.

His shakes in excitement, if you were to count it as stimming.

And who's to say he's not limited to physical disabilities? He and Lexi, depending on how successful you can view it having designs as unique as them on British rails, are the perfect ones to have given the body language they were adamant on giving all the engines back then.

Him being so gentle and anxious is generally adorable, so yeah, not so much to say about his actual personality.

Speaking of not much to say, not much to say on Merlin either, at least nothing that people haven't said already. We all know how awesome he is.

Beresford is MY MAN!

Beresford just wants a friend guys. He said in his own song that he was always ignored by engines who just want to get a job done. No time to chat with him. Loneliness can drive him mad. It is kinda sad that his appearance in Royal Engine was not only a sign of the further appearances these characters could've had but how it was also kinda a rehash of the scene we got in his last appearance, so maybe an episode of his own where he learnt to make friends properly would've been fun.

Ah well, at least he got some friends in another life.

And what can I say about Hurricane?

Keeping it real, working with steel.

Since 1902

He is such a chill guy, that while his companion might've had a lot of hard labour in mind for Thomas, he seems so genuine in wanting to take Thomas in while still acknowledging his terrible position. He could've done with standing up to Frankie though. But whatever, that's meant to be a part of his character, and he was voiced by the chad Jim Howick no less.

It's so funny when people say he sounded like a member of the royal family when he's played kings before.

And then there's Frankie.

Oh my god I adore her so much. Her manipulation being legitimately intimidating at the best times, especially when she's actually chasing Thomas down in the dead of night, her musical style bribing him into working for her, her VA's performance capturing all of her personality through line delivery perfectly.

Everything about her class, her demeanour, most of her lines makes me so curious about her whole life.

How is she running this steelworks better than the human manager of the works if there even is one? How are the human workmen so ok with her doing this? How did the other engines before Thomas get into doing her work? How did they get out? How did Hurricane stay with her for this long, let alone not encourage some potential friends of his to work with her? Was she indirectly responsible for Hurricane surviving as long as he did to still be a tank engine after she was built? Why didn't the railways surrounding this fictional steelworks not agree with this most likely non-existent human manager not just agree to get a lot of their engines to transport steel from their works? What did Frankie do? What are you hiding from us!?

The whole mystery surrounding her and her apparently feeling put-down and apparently not evil at heart according to her character profile and her role in the book 'Delivery at the Docks' makes her potential crimes such a goldmine for story potential that I really want to delve into very soon.

And yeah, that's what I have to say on them in canon. All beautiful characters that I feel need more recognition on a regular basis.

[disventurecampstimboards]

It’s me again!! Can you do a Jake MLM and Genderfuild stimboard? I headcanon Jake as Genderfuild and I’d LOVE to see it :3

-Silly anon :33

Jake with gay and gender fluid stims

Sources: xxx xxx xxx

[gerardway-is-my-babygirl]

Okay, now I need your Renfield headcanons!! And I need to know if you agree/disagree with mine 😄

I hope you know I started stimming so hard when I got this notif and I'm still actively stimming now AGHJ

I absolutely agree he wouldn't keep up with "popular" music now, he's definitely still listening to the stuff he somehow got exposed to when he was younger and hes just chilling with not knowing who *Insert current pop artist here* Is

I also absolutely love him using Dracula's punishments as a way to punish himself!! Also him reading poetry... I would pay good money to hear nick hoult read me literally anything. Even the bee movie script. Also between you and me he DEFINITELY ruins his underwear at least 5 times a week

Time for my hcs!! This Is gonna be a long post

-I Imagine he has never had a phone before and he has no Idea how they work. Yes I know he has a laptop In the original script but that man Is 126 years old he would not know how to work modern technology. Rebecca gives him money to buy a phone and he buys a shitty nokia from 10 years ago because he doesn't like that the keys on a new phone are flat

-He's autistic!!!! He struggles with social cues and loud/crowded spaces, which Is why he likes his job so much. It gives him a peaceful atmosphere to work In and thats why he uses the chloroform to silence his victims Instead of letting them scream. Some stims I think he'd do are: rocking back and forth, dancing, fidgeting with things In his hands, chewing on things and doing his little giggle

-His main love language Is touch. I Imagine he loves feeling Dracula's face and teeth, he'd spend hours running his fingers across Dracula's cheeks If he could. He also enjoys cuddling and holding hands with Rebecca(platonically) because he never got any affection from Dracula.

-His favourite colours are pink and orange(which Is funny considering they are my least favourites) and he owns so much pink clothing. He's always struggled with being traditionally masculine and now that he lives In a day and age where gender expression Is more fluid and colours are less gendered he Is free to wear pink shoes and pink shirts!!

-He struggled with his sexuality for a long time before and even for quite a while after meeting Dracula. He never really loved his wife romantically and It didn't help that they were forced Into their marriage by their parents and societal expectations. They were very distant but Renfield just thought that maybe she wasn't the right one, but there wasn't anything he could do so he just put up with It and repressed his feelings. Then he met Dracula and finally realised hes gay, though he kept trying to hide It from himself until eventually his wife found out about the letters he had been sending to Dracula where the vampire flirted with him. She got angry and that was the last straw for Renfield that made him finally decide to go to Transylvania

-I think he'd really like rats and maybe even get one as a pet after leaving Dracula. He'd probably name It something cute like snuffles or mr whiskers. Maybe even Remy because It sounds like Renny(which I Imagine Rebecca calls him)

-He's VERY possessive over Dracula, to the point where he felt jealousy when he found out about Drac's wives and sort of lost himself a bit which contributed to his short descent Into madness when he was locked up In the asylum

-He loves birdwatching and just zoning out while watching them fly around. He can't do It as much now because he lives In the city but when he and Drac lived In Europe they often had houses on the outskirts of forests so he could do It a lot more back then

-I think after he and Rebecca defeated Dracula he definitely asked to "borrow" a pair of handcuffs and she looked at him suspiciously before hesitantly agreeing. Then he proceeded to get himself stuck In them a few weeks later and had to call her to help because he lost the key under his bed

-I think he'd like baking pastries and lots of sweet tasting things since they remind him of Lillian and how much she loved sweet treats, plus It helps him forget the bitter taste of Dracula's blood. He's very bad at cooking though, like absolutely atrocious. Its like when you make a sim cook something like eggs and toast and they burn the oven to a crisp

-He does crocheting and crosstitching!! He loves making gifts for Rebecca and the DRAAG support group

-Hes a very sentimental person and ends up holding onto things he doesn't really need but cant let go of. He still has one of Lillian's old teddy bears from when she was a baby and he also kept a lot of Dracula's clothes and rings along with his coffin and cane

I'm gonna stop there because this Is far too long but thank you so much for asking AGHHHH the autism cannot be contained

[lifmera]

hi hi!! hope your doing well! i’d like to ask for a romantic hazbin hotel match up! i’m gender-fluid masculine presenting and i use all pronouns, and i don’t have a gender preference! 

My MBTI is ISTP but most people perceive me as a ENTP. i am quite tall, around six feet. i have a strong sense of right and wrong and justice, and i care deeply for others, but i often act reckless and loud because i don’t want to be taken advantage of for my kindness.

i really like being around people, and i like helping others in any way i can, i can be quite selfless at times but i know when to be stern to protect myself.  i am quite social but i suffer from some mental illness, specifaclly bipolar and schizophrenia so it can make it quite hard to understand and connect with others and the world around me.

i am autistic and i often stim a lot by flapping my hands and moving my arms around. i have a lot of different interests, i really like silly things like clowns i think they are awesome and i really like fictional media, i also like collecting toys like my little pony, it makes me feel really happy!

i have a couple hobbies, i really like shopping a lot, i find it to be super fun, i also like writing and drawing, and i’m getting into software engineering! i also like listening to music, i listen to a wide range of genres but my favorites are breakcore, indie folk, glitch core and basically anything that is loud tbh 😭 

i am often disconnected mentally from the world around me, so i sometimes have psychosis and hallucinations, i take medication for it and it works well but i still have episodes sometimes, it really helps having someone to ground me back into reality.

i really like bonding over interests with others and getting people into the stuff i like, i also love listening to others talk about things they like. i have really bad memory so i often forget important things but i try my best.

best way to describe my style i guess would be older brother core 😭??? idk but basically i wear comfy oversized clothes like silly t- shirts with cats on them and pj pants with cartoon characters on them and silly character beanies. 

i really like being shown love by getting gifts and people doing actions of service for me, i kind of have trust issues so it’s hard to believe someone when it’s just words and not actions.

i am super chaotic i love saying unhinged things and just being very loud it’s very fun for me, i like jokingly threatening to eat people  😭 i also often type in all caps.

i am in a lot of obscure fandoms and i LOVE nerding out about my interests! 

sorry if this is a lot 😭 but thank you so much!!

AHHH THE ONE I HAD DELETED 🥲

Hi hun!! This is completely fine!!

I’ve paired you with…. ANGEL DUST!!

When angel first met you, he definitely thought you were super attractive, and decided to hit on you!

But when he got closer to you, he really realized that he was starting to develop feelings 🩷

At first he was super drawn in by your reckless personality, but when you showed your true kind self- he fell in love.

With your sense of Justice especially… when he saw how you treated Valentino… and GENUINELY truly cared about him? It broke down his walls and let you into his heart.

He definitely introduced you to Cherri and you all became BESTIES. They would totally drag you around to parties and such and socialize ! You guys are the LIVES of the party.

If you confided in him about the mental illness and autism, he definitely would ask a BUNCH of questions to understand you more, and also try not to offend you.

He’d also try to help you through your episodes. He knows he isn’t the best comforter, but he tries. :(

If you told him your special interests he’d bolt out the door with you to do those things! Like clowns? LULU LAND!

Collectors Items? THE STORE!!!!

Angel would love to do some of your hobbies with you. Shopping? You guys are staying out ALL DAY. Writing? You better read whatever it is to him. Listening to music? SINGING YOUR HEARTS OUT!

Honestly, he’d probably judge your outfit choice, until he decided to steal your outfit one day, and realized how comfortable it is??

He totally steals ur clothes at night.

Angel would agree with you !! Actions speak louder than words, kinda why he’s at the hotel! Although he’s always pretty sexual, I think he’d be a sweetheart.

The chaotic nature is what brought him in! You guys are always having fun.

He would also LOVE TO listen to you rant 24/7. Even if he cant get into your interests, he’d try. And he’d always listen. It helps him get away from the world.

~~~

I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY?!!

[psychosomaticsystem]

• about us! • dni included •

basic info:

• we are a system; we use the term ‘vessel’ to refer to our host body.

• our vessel is 18+; we’d prefer if minors dni, as there is potential for there to be nsfw content on our blog. this is to keep you safe! you have plenty of time to see nsfw stuff when you turn 18!

• items highlighted in red for ‘vessel info’ is true for all of our alters as well!

• we don’t list ages for our alters… the ones allowed on tumblr are over 18!

vessel info: [ zerø ] [tag: vessel zerø] {23 y/o}

(plural) they/it, aceflux/aroflux, in a relationship/not seeking (interactions ignoring this will be blocked), stargender/fluid. therian. kinnie. do not use honorifics/titles (sir, ma’am, mx, etc). autistic, paranoid schizophrenic, obviously a system… special interests include: transformers, danganronpa, warrior cats, cookie run kingdom, and others!

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vessel’s kin list: morty smith (r&m), optimus prime (transformers), ibuki mioda & junko enoshima (danganronpa) , charlie kelly (iasip) greystripe & ravenpaw (wc), fig cookie & matcha cookie (crk). to be continued…

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alters info:

• [spirit] [tag: ghostly activities ]

he/they, sex&romance repulsed aroace, transmasc demiboy. interests include horror/gore & scary movies (especially saw 2004). madk (horror/bl manga).

꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦

• [socks] [tag: kitten mittons ]

they/cat/soft/she, grayace/cupiosexualflux sapphic demi-enbygirl. interests: ‘it’s always sunny in philadelphia’, rick & morty, and succession (tv show).

————————/ᐠ - ˕ -マ♪ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ————————

• [star] [tag: galaxies away ]

it/shine/dust/✨, apogender, aromantic/quoisexual, interested in space, the deep sea, unexplored places, etc.

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

• [beau] [tag: beau loves objects] second warning for minors — DNI AT ALL. NSFW CONTENT.

he/pup/it (also sometimes: cold/corpse/xey/ix/fire … basically any neopronoun that sounds dark or weird). hypersexualflux omnigay, ficto/objecto/auto-sexual. ambigender (— aesthetigender/affectugender). aegoromantic. junko enoshima kinnie. hyperfixation— kinks! not interested in sexual content involving me and non-fictional characters/people.

• [tuesday] [tag: days of the week ]

it/its ONLY. xenogender/virgender/staticgender vociboy. pomosexual & polarsexual. placioromantic. interests: animals, plants, nature, all that jazz. occasionally wicca/witchy stuff. i’m a baby witch so i don’t know much about it. I probably fall into the ‘plant witch’ category.

⛧─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── ·☽◯☾· ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───⛧

• [knives ] [tag: from the silverware drawer ]

they/void/he/she. limnoromantic fraysexual lesbian. i don’t know what i’m into honestly i just rb stuff i think is funny. sometimes i’m unabashedly political or horny on main. 👍

𓃶 🜏 𖤐 𐕣 ⁶⁶⁶ 𓃶 🜏 𖤐 𐕣 ⁶⁶⁶ 𓃶 🜏 𖤐 𐕣 ⁶⁶⁶ 𓃶 🜏 𖤐 𐕣

• [beetle] [tag: bugs galore ]

star/plant/bug/it/they/🐛 ! cosmic/swampgender boyflux… thing. lol. a lot of my gender feels like space and also bugs. really really interested in pokemon, stim boards, candy, and science!

☆.𓋼𓍊 𓆏 𓍊𓋼𓍊.☆ 𓋼𓍊 𓆏 𓍊𓋼𓍊.☆ 𓋼𓍊 𓆏 𓍊𓋼𓍊.☆ 𓋼𓍊

[ofishal-fish-posts]

https://www.tumblr.com/bog-stim/696293828288790528/theyre-all-gend-genderf-gender-fluids-im-not congrats on the gender, you might appreciate a stimboard i made for it a while back :]

that's a lovely stimboard, I really like it! Thanks for sending it my way!

[geekygothqueerdo2012]

Hi.... this is one of my new sideblogs. I'm Alex Indigo and am a self-professed geek/nerd goth. This is where I put all my darkly inclined and geeky/nerdy things at. (Will this become a main blog? The possibilities are endless!)

I'm a goth bean first and foremost.....I listen to the gothic music (Goth Rock, Darkwave, Deathrock, Coldwave, Ethereal Wave, Industrial and Gothic Metal) and my style is a mixmash of geek, perky, mall and trad goth.

My geekery encompasses the genres of Science Fiction, Fantasy and Horror. I also enjoy comic books, animanga and gaming. I also blog a lot too. I'm kinda rejoining the geek community after I have taken a long hiatus. (If you want specifics, I like: Star Trek, Doctor Who, LOTR and horror movies from the 1890's to the 1980's. More will likely be added.)

I'm obviously autistic and have comorbid diagnoses. I have many special interests and I stim/use comfort items openly. I also have some slight sensory issues which stimming helps.

I'm also proudly queer. My pronouns vascillate between they/them, they/she and they/he, and I describe my sexual and romantic orientation as novosexual (meaning it changes along with my fluid gender identity).

But yeah.... that is about it! 😁

[ars3n1cc]

STIMFLUID

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THIS IS A RECOIN OF A POST ON MY OLD BLOG @ars3n1cc-moved!!

a label for when your gender is affected by whatever stims you like best at any given time. this is a neurogender, so only individuas with neurodivergencies that have stimming as a symptom may use!

stim-floo-id

from stim and fluid

coined by me! requested by no one

no suggested pronouns!!

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