#gay txt

[intimatehorror]

“Atlas”

The trauma finds its place in-between my shoulder blades,

curling itself around my neck.

The migraines claw out from the inside of my skull,

piercing my eyes out of their sockets

and weighing my head down,

threatening to snap my spine at any given moment.

Yet I still find myself mourning the parents I never had, despite every reason not to:

The narcissistic mother, who I still can’t escape from the clutches of.

The father I seldom saw, who only served the purpose of enabling her behavior.

To survive the brunt of such abuse requires a premature invention of the self.

Ironically, they’ve always wondered why I prayed for a quick and easy death,

Dared to question why I had so much hatred for them and for the world they built around me,

as if the answer wasn’t obvious enough:

For the weight they bore became my weight, as their mothers’ and fathers’ became theirs.

Condemned to an eternity of endurance,

AKA: holding up the sky.

[catmask]

my mom loves to lie and like she always swears she was NEVER homophobic or anything to me as a child “i even have a gay work friend” but a really funny memory resurfaced recently where i asked if i could use birthday money i had to buy a rainbow flag when i was like ??? 7?? because i LOVED rainbows. and she said no that means something Evil and god will hate you . so what did i do. but ask my grandmom for a rainbow sweater for christmas and proceed to only wear that sweater for three years when it got cold because i didnt like the idea that god hated colors and i wanted to challenge him

[babygirlwolverine]

rb to have an ultra gay 2024

[souldagger]

fun discovery from today's internet rabbit hole:

the first lesbian magazine published in the US, Vice Versa (1947-48), was entirely hand-typed by one Edythe Eyde (better known by her pen name Lisa Ben - yes, that IS an anagram for lesbian). she worked as a secretary with a ton of spare time on her hands, and her boss would tell her he didn't care what she was doing so long as she "looked busy"... so she decided to use her free time to type out copies of a home-made periodical for lesbians, writing most of the content - editorials, book/film reviews, poetry, short stories, and more - herself!

overall, the magazine ran for 9 issues, 16 hand-typed copies of which lisa would mail to friends (well, until one of them advised her she could be arrested for sending "obscene" materials) and distribute at lesbian bars :)

[idolomantises]

I think one of the more unfortunate consequences to creators being more interactive with fans is that a lot of fans/fandoms normalized this idea that creators have to explain/validate every headcanon they have.

[honkytonkulus]

jerking off a guy until he starts getting all whiny and then cooing at him about how cute he sounds. like aweee buddy listen to yourself, you’re being so adorable with how much you wanna cum in my hand

[macochism]

yesterday i used a vibe on myself for soooo long with my legs spread wide and imagined i was being watched. imagined he was rubbing his cock right over my cunt and kept asking me to spread myself wider so he could see in me, see how wet i was getting. imagined him telling me all the horrible things he wants to do to me, how he wants to chase me and push me to the ground and put me in a mating press to breed me properly.

i got closer and closer and tried to use my fingers to pretend he was rubbing his cock all over my wet hole, imagined him growling and telling me he was gonna fill me up so fucking good, just like i was made for.

i was fucking dripping with it when i finally came, so fucking wet. my legs were shaking.

i can't stop thinking about it.

[iowiymiw]

everyone stop what they are doing and look at this gay porn spongebob in this dykes to watch out for comic

[livingdeadboy10]

Did you know that nerdy boys have glasses so that they can fog up from huffing while they suck your dick? You can Google it, it’s true.

[manichewitz]

people who only want gay characters to be played by gay actors just dont understand the appeal of two ostensibly straight actors playing two ostensibly straight characters yet having so much chemistry together that they actually want to make out with each other more than just keep with whatever weird subtextual thing is already going on

[intimatehorror]

he says he likes me salty,

the taste of iron on my skin, the lemon on my tongue

he doesn’t mind my company, or the men i keep on speed dial

he knows they’re only ghosts of a love i never could keep

for he’s just like me

gentle, bittersweet

taking care to not capsize

suspended over an abyss so deep that if we ever dared jump in again, it’d be the last they’d see of us.

he says he likes me salty…

even after i’ve climbed up from the seabed for the fourth time in a row

he doesn’t know the strength it takes to not stay down there for good

because every once in a while, when the fog breaks across the pacific

i remember what it’s like to look for that lighthouse in the distance

and find my way home without it.

still salty

just how he likes me.

[bluebeetle]

I saw someone say Astarion bg3 is "the most queer coded man ever" and yeah. Its. Its because hes queer. He has canonically slept with men. He will date women, men, and nonbinary folks. "Queer coding" you mean the literal text they coded into the fucking game?

[babygirlwolverine]

rb to have a super gay 2023

[midwestblue]

★ I adore these vintage buttons so much

[idolomantises]

I was binging a bunch of SpongeBob episodes and then skipped around to random episodes. What is up with this scene 😭

[honkytonkulus]

sucking his dick until he’s got his head rolled back and his hand in my hair and his hips thrusting upwards so he can get his cock as far down my throat as possible