#gabs vents

[cucumbereaterrr]

THESE SHORTS R SO UGLY LMAOO😭😭

Omad has my heart but still a long way to go🩷🩷

[onedayitwillbetrue]

does ANYONEEEE under 18 wanna be friends 😭😭

i need friends to INSPIRE ME to focus on @n@ and do workout and like stuff like that :(((( ANYONE pls hmu id love to chat on insta or smth!! down to have a group <3

i js rlly want friends who GET IT and don’t worry and wanna try to make me recover 🙁🙁

LMKKKK!!!!

[morningskinnyfat]

i felt so invalid when my hw was like 115lb and i was losing because i was never "overweight" but now that ive been close to 150lb bitch ik i need this

[th1nandprettysstuff]

Subtle Th1nsp0: blue🦋

[calico-heart]

Been super unhappy about my writing today for some reason :/ In general I've felt reluctant to post fics and character thoughts anymore, but what started as taking a break from sharing online to remove pressure from myself... I think has uncovered a deeper feeling of discouragement.

There's stories I want to tell, but when I pull up a document to type I just seem to lock up. I know it's anxiety-based, the thoughts in my head will freeze and I'll get frustrated not being able to decide where to go next. Having a very hard time combatting the mean voice in my head telling me I can't write anything interesting and am not clever enough to make good stories.

I feel my character analysis is solid, mostly. It's just the execution and ability to apply that creatively that I'm insecure about. Bleh

[paradoxesofgalaxies]

Waiting with husband at urgent care. Nerve pain in his hip and leg has kept him from sleeping and he's really struggling. I'm really really hoping they do something to help him

[nic-orexic]

how have i let myself become so disgusting? spent hours today sobbing at the mirror. i’ve done it all to myself. how does he look at me? how the fuck does he look at me? i want to tear at my flesh i can’t bear it

[beatleswings]

Linda haters,

Please stay off my posts. In fact, do not interact with me or reblog my content at all. I didn’t make those posts for you. If you want to trash her, go make your own posts instead of coming onto mine. Besides, I’ll just delete it and block you. 

[g00brielandbeez]

pops, i- i uh. i feel sick. i have a cold and honestly i know it gets worse from here. i cant afford to be sick now, i know i said i wasnt going to put as much pressure on myself anymore but i still cant be sick now. and instead of studying im lying in bed trying to will it away because maybe if i rest for 15 minutes then i wont feel as foggy anymore but i dont think thats how it works. i dont really know what im asking for here, i just. i dont know. i dont know enough things and i dont think im doing good enough

- halloween anon @ivedonesomefalling

I'm not really sure how sickness works, but I've read up on some stuff, and it seems that the easiest way to get rid of a cold is to rest, and drink fluids. Your body will fight the virus in your sleep- the time when it repairs.

I dunno how much stuff you need to study, but I DO know that you have more time to do so, an entire year's worth of time, and if you divide it among a reasonable few hours a day, you could knock it out just in time! That could also give you time to take care of yourself. I've also read that when you don't sleep, yourrr..I think it's called "im-mune system"? Yeah- it weakens, so you get sick. But sleep is the best thing for small stuff, and then if it's worse, you go and get medicine from a doctor!

(Gosh I hate that reading books has made me smarter. Dammit, Aziraphale, you were right, as always-)

Also, it's okay not to know things, Heaven knows I don't know enough things either. But that's what life is, constantly learning at a pace that we can, so that we can survive, right? And with this new time you've given yourself, you've also given yourself a new, slower pace to learn at. You're doing great with letting yourself rest, and with that decision. I just hope you know that you are doing great, and that we're proud of you no matter what you're doing. We just want you to know that for yourself, and that you don't need to push yourself to your edge just to get approval from whoever, including yourself..

[thinwh0r3again]

it’s so obvious that ariana grande has an eating disorder, u can’t tell me otherwise.. i’ve suspected this for years already. i don’t think people are judging her body but just expressing concerns.

as someone who has dealt with ana, i can tell when someone else is dealing with it. you can just tell by the face.

[rotwhyler]

sent my biology teacher a message yesterday to be like, hey, this is a lot of information to take in all at once and i am feeling nervous and a bit like a fish out of water, do you have any tips or resources that could help. because i haven't taken any sort of science class in damn near a decade and it is a little scary to be thrown right into biology!

and this motherfucker replied to me "welcome to my class! first of all, read things more than once." and then a couple more lines that weren't as outrageous but also were not helpful (he kinda ignored my whole question about tips or resources) but like...is it just me or is that really assuming/rude? to imply that i did not have the common sense to go over the learning materials more than once. i have been told that yes, that was rude, so i feel a little less crazy but man. it kinda put me off and made me feel like an idiot, and now i'm having a hard time getting started on schoolwork today because i am feeling sore over it.

[girlhorse]

been seeing. a lot of posts lately that r more than toeing the line between being anti-Israel gov & downright antisemitic 😷 but not sure what to do. like almost every one of these posts ive seen straight up has comments of support from very unsavory and disgusting white supremacists. like the amount of antisemitic memes ive seen shared on these posts and very alarming comments is making me feel a bit ill lol

[goat-shoe]

ive been gettin ga lot of hate lately... ;; pls be patient w me responding to everything. i promise i really wil l get to it.

[taube2103]

Slowly forming a th!gh g4p an that with a bm! over 21 lol cant wait to see my thighs with an bm! under 17.5

[paradoxesofgalaxies]

I'm so tired of resting. I'm tired of being in pain. I'm tired of my days revolving around managing pain and feeling like it's not making a difference. I want to DO things again.

[1thinkimdying]

Does anyone have before & after pics or knows how i can find some?💕 those are genuinely my fav inspirations!