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strxwberrychocolate · 2 years ago

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˗ˏˋ bittersweet ࿐ྂ Fujio and the girl who’s been in love with him since middle school

notes: based off the boy I've loved since 6th grade who I know will never like me back and resembles fujio's personality a little too much. It's going to be 8 years as of 2023 October and I'm still not over him but it's okay, I'm alright with pining. the oc is literally just a self-insert so it's a mirror of myself and this is written in first-pov. long story short, this is my life story put into a short fic

warnings: canon-typical violence, recreational drug use, underage drinking, alcohol abuse, smoking, mentions of abusive relationships, implied physical abuse, mentioned eating issues, weight-related talk, shotgun kisses, blood, mentions of periods, references to depression, victim blaming, unhealthy coping mechanisms, mild gore, this is basically a trauma dump in the form of a fic so plz be aware, not edited

pairing: fujio x oc (one-sided), sachio x oc (one-sided)

word count: 6309

❝how did love become love?❞

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I don’t really remember life before Fujio Hanaoka. But then again, who genuinely remembers life before middle school? I met Fujio in middle school, 6th grade to be exact. Fujio came to my middle school around a month after it started because he was visiting his grandfather in the countryside and his mother decided to prolong their stay. One thing I noticed was that Fujio was popular. Very very popular among all the kids in class. It was then I realized that I was the outsider in this classroom. Everyone had gone to the same elementary school in this classroom and they all already knew each other. But I didn’t feel like an outsider for too long because the teacher had Fujio sit next to me since it was the only empty seat left. I had always been a pretty shy kid so making conversation was always hard but it seems that Fujio knew that so he talked to me first. We talked about the elementary schools we went to, the area we lived in, what we wanted to be when we grew up, and the annoying people in the class. Fujio talked and talked and talked to me and all I did was listen.

It wasn’t long till I fell in love.

Fujio knew everything about me. He’d been there at almost every major stage of my life.

Fujio was the one that taught me how to ride a bike, he was the one that listened when I felt insecure about the way I looked, he listened to me talk about my dreams and aspirations, we celebrated when I got her first period with cake(It was more like comforting but it was still a core memory). We’ve been with each other for really most of the important parts of our lives. But I wasn’t his best friend nor was I the one he loved. He loved me but not in the way I wanted him to.

Middle school ends quicker than I wanted and high school starts. We don’t go to the same high schools but at least it’s in the same area. Fujio goes to Oya High and I go to Meiwa Girls School. It’s like a 5-minute distance from each other. Fujio stays at Oya High for a week until he has to go to the countryside to help his mom take care of his grandfather. I was absolutely devastated but there isn’t anything I could do. I became friends with Tsukasa Takajo during Fujio’s year-long absence. It seemed the blonde boy misses Fujio too. Things happen in SWORD but that isn’t too important. Nothing was really important to me while Fujio was gone. It sounds stupid I know but I was a bit of a hopeless romantic. It was horrible, I know. I waited and waited and waited.

Things happen during Fujio’s absence other than that whole shit show that is SWORD’s politics. I meet a guy. He’s sweet. He goes to Shutoku Boys High School. We got together too fast. I used to say it was love at first sight. I think I was wrong. No, I definitely was wrong. I don’t really remember how we met— they say the brain blocks out things that were traumatic and too much for it to handle. Was that how it was for me? Things were sweet at first, we’d text and call each other all the time. He was sweet. I think I loved him at one point, at some point. But none of that matters. None of it matters after everything he’d done. We’d talk to each other all the time, eventually, my sleep was gone trying to comfort him about the breakup he had 3 years ago, going out with my friends after school stopped and so did so many other things. I used to really like swimming, I don’t remember the last time I went. I guess I lost all the motivation to do anything.

I thought it was fine. I thought this was love. I was wrong.

It was a conversation with Tsukasa I had during my 6th month with him that made me realize what was wrong. “Sweetie, you do know you’re getting abused right?” Tsukasa said with his signature blank face, using the pet name akin to an insult

I laughed awkwardly because I in fact did not know that. It took all night for me to convince Tsukasa not to go beat the shit out of my boyfriend. I think if Tsukasa hadn’t been all burnt out since Fujio’s departure he definitely would have gone to Shutoku and beat the shit out of the guy.

Breaking up with him had been the hardest part. It took 4 months, and 4 tries. Todoroki had been helpful in that. The last try was where Todoroki came in. I won’t go into detail but jealousy and me having to stand my ground was involved. The breakup wasn’t pretty but I was free. Surprisingly I didn’t cry. The breakup happened at 6 am, the morning before a major math test. I’m pretty sure I failed but it was okay, I was free and it was all that mattered. I went to Oya High that day and skipped the rest of my afternoon classes, I wanted to tell Tsukasa and Todoroki about it in person. Turns out, everyone knew about my little problem. Maybe it was because of my very obvious physically deteriorating health and the depression I think I had that made me lose so much motivation that my curly hair was now straight and frizzy. It was nice to have all the support.

Mostly everyone was supportive and I think I may have talked about it too much, my past relationship I mean. But I just wanted the validation that I wasn’t wrong, that I wasn’t going crazy and all the things he did to me were in fact wrong and disgusting. But some people said it was my fault. Some said I should have left earlier. It made me feel worse. Tsukasa says they’ll never know what I went through unless they’ve experienced the same thing. No one will know about the nights I stayed up crying, not eating and— ah~ I’m rambling again.

This guy had been a huge factor as to why I changed so much. When I was young, I had issues with eating, I didn’t eat that much and it bothered my mom. But when I did eat she’d encourage me to keep eating so I didn’t fucking die of starvation or something. My ex had been the first to ever tell me to stop eating. I guess it messed me up a lot. Even after I broke up with him, getting back into my usual more healthy habits was hard. Really hard.

My confidence had already been non-existent before but after the breakup, fucking hell I felt terrible.

It was 3rd year and my grades were horrible, my skin, my teeth, my hair. I just really wasn’t having a good time. I used to drink before. For fun. Now it was just to forget. I wasn’t sad about the breakup itself, I wanted to forget about all that he’d done to me, everything I went through. I was angry. It made me angry that I went through that. How could I let myself go through it? Why didn’t I leave? I think all the anger I was feeling just drowned out all of my sadness.

I let go of the chance of ever falling in love again. I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to feel that way, this way ever again.

But I guess one part of me knew that if Fujio ever came back and asked for my heart, I’d tear through my skin and muscles and pry open my ribs to give it to him.

—

❝I’m hiding in the rain, always smiling❞

—

It was like the universe finally had pity on me and one day finally, Fujio comes back. I see him outside the gates of Meiwa. Girls are staring at him of course, watching from afar, giggling. I don’t blame them. Fujio was handsome. He had a nice smile and nice features. He was really really good-looking, even more than the last time I saw him. “Fujio” I said walking over, a huge smile on my face

Fujio smiles right back at me. “Hey, long time no see! Miss me?”

“Definitely didn’t” That was a lie, I did, I missed him a lot

We stayed out that night, catching up. I patched up Fujio’s knuckles as I usually did and now we were sitting at an empty park just on the border between Oya and Sannoh. We were sitting on the swings, Fujio right next to me. The sun is setting, lighting up our surroundings in a warm orange and pink. Fujio looks pretty. His tanned skin it lit up in gold. He looks gold. For all I know, Fuijo was spun from pure gold thread. “Tsukasa told me about it… You and that guy” He says

I already knew Tsukasa was going to tell him. I was always a bit scared of that, telling Fujio. Would he be one of the people that supported me and comforted me or would he be one of the people that blamed me for what happened? “Yeah…” I say hesitantly “It was… a lot”

I close my eyes silently waiting for some kind of belittlement or blame but instead, I feel someone stand in front of me. “Hey” Fujio says

I open my eyes. He’s standing in front of me looking down at me while I stay sitting on the swing. “You haven’t been taking care of yourself have you?” Fujio asks, hand coming up to take a strand of my hair between my

I flinch. That was a huge mistake. Anger flashes through Fujio’s eyes as does pity. I feel terrible. Fujio looks like he wants to ask me something but he doesn’t. What he does instead is crouch down in front of me. “Hey” He says, his voice is a little quieter now

I’ve never heard his voice sound like that. It’s new and for some weird reason, I feel guilty. Fujio is looking up at me from where he’s crouched down. The swings are pretty low to the ground so he isn’t tilted his head too far back and I’m not tilting my head too far down either. “You didn’t deserve that” Fujio says

He takes my hand. I know this was supposed to be something heartwarming but my heart was just beating so fast and I started imagining us getting married and having kids and having grandkids and— yeah I got carried away. “And I mean it” Fujio continues “I know whatever I say isn’t going to make it better or change anything that happened but you didn’t deserve that no matter what other people have been telling you”

Figures. Fujio knew what people were saying. He always did. “What if they’re right?” I ask

There always has been this voice in my head telling me that what happened was my fault, that I deserved it. I know I didn’t but, your mind tends to be your own enemy. Fujio scoffs. “Be fucking for real! You…” He tugs a little at my hand and takes the other one as well “...You are the nicest person in this shit hole that I know. You’re so nice to everyone, you may not be the smartest and you are a little stupid and slow but… You’re so sweet. Don’t fucking let anyone tell you it was your fault because no one except you knows what happened. Never, never in your life will you ever deserve to be treated like that.”

Not only did it make my heart feel like it was doing an Olympic-level gymnastics routine in my chest but, I think I finally got the validation I needed after everything that happened. Fujio did just call me stupid in the middle of it but that didn’t matter. Not now. “I’m so so proud of you for getting out of that relationship” Fujio’s thumbs rub along my knuckles, I think he felt me shaking “It doesn’t matter how long it took you, it matters that you did it. You’re okay or… You’re going to be okay. I promise I’ll help you and I’ll make sure that fucking piece of shit will never hurt you again”

Finally, finally I was comforted the way I wanted. I finally got to hear everything I wanted someone to tell me in the first place. Being told you weren’t too broken and you could still be healed felt good.

Hearing it from Fujio was really just a plus point.

—

❝Eyes meeting but hearts apart, it’s so sweet yet so bitter❞

—

Fujio was… Friendly. He was charismatic and very handsome so of course he’s had a bunch of girlfriends and talking stages and friends with benefits. A lot of girls liked him as well, many asking me to set them up with him. I guess in the end I’ll always be that one rare girl best friend that actually isn’t something to worry about. I’m not too sure how to feel about it. Sometimes it feels like Fujio has kissed everyone but me. Am I jealous? Of course, I am. Even now as he shows me a picture of the new girl he’s dating. “She’s pretty” I gush and nudge him, because if I don’t nudge him I might just kiss him

I think I’m a pretty good actor. I’m good at pretending that my heart isn’t tearing itself to shreds every time he talks about another girl. I should definitely win an Oscar award for these performances. I’ve never tried to make Fujio like me. Because I know he doesn’t and no matter what I do, it is no use. I’m not his type nor the one he will ever love. Love can happen eventually, I know that but Fujio will never love me, I’ve already come to terms with that. But even if I have, that doesn’t mean I’m over him. “You think so?” Fujio says with a grin looking right at me

I nod. It’s really all I can do.

One thing Fujio likes doing is try to set me up with his friends. Today, it was Sachio. Don’t get me wrong. I like Sachio, but not the same way he likes me.

Sometimes I think my unrequited feelings for Fujio is just karma for all of Fujio’s friends I have rejected.

Fujio tells me Sachio really likes me. I think at one point I did like Sachio. He’s sweet. Really nice and respectful and would definitely be a better boyfriend than Fujio ever would be. But maybe it’s just me holding on so tightly to my first love, only ever having my eyes on Fujio that I’m not ever able to look at anyone else. I want to. I really do. But at the end of the day I always come back to him. I don’t expect for Fujio to return my feelings I just… I don’t know.

Maybe one day I’ll get over Fujio, move on. But I don’t think so it’ll happen soon.

I hope it does. Soon I mean.

Because my hands are starting to burn from the rope called first love I’ve been holding on so tight to.

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❝Ruinous imagination consumes me, makes me dream sweeter dreams❞

—

“You really wanna meet Sachio?” Fujio asks me

“I’ve already met him Fujio” I tell him

Sachio was nice. I wasn’t over Fujio but I could stay stuck up on him either. It wasn’t healthy and I knew it. I should get over it, I should try. Not only to get over Fujio but also what my asshole ex did to me. Fujio aside, I was tired of feeling so angry all the time. I didn’t tell anyone that I felt angry rather than sad. What if I tell them and everyone that was supportive of me starts calling me crazy too, or stop supporting me through it? I think my emotions were always something I kept to myself. I didn’t want to tell anyone about it. It didn’t matter to me who stopped supporting me just not Fujio, never Fujio. I might actually go crazy if he does. Honestly speaking, I think I already am crazy. I won’t be surprised if I go for some psychiatric test and the results come out with a diagnosis telling me I’m crazy. After everything that’s happened paired with my weird dependency on Fujio, I think I am crazy. “Yeah but, no you know he likes you” Fujio says “Are you gonna give him a chance”

We’re inside a convenience store. Fujio wanted to get something to drink. He’s standing in front of the fridge trying to figure out what he wants while I’m standing in front of one of the glass doors of the fridge staring at my favourite drink. I want it. But I don’t really have the energy to bring my arm up and open the glass door. It’s weird. I don’t have the motivation to even do the things I like. I want to stop feeling like this. I thought being here with Fujio would distract me from the feeling but I guess not. I thought my heart was only filled with Fujio but that void after my breakup is getting bigger and it hurts. “Maybe…” I say, staring at my blurry reflection in the glass

I look tired. I’ve always had eyebags due to having low iron and a shitty sleep schedule but now they were darker. My skin thankfully looks the same and isn’t dull. I think I should thank myself for being so strict about my skincare routine and eating habits. But the glow in my skin doesn’t matter when the look in my eyes just shows how fucking exhausted I am. It’s not really my eyes that I’m worried about. It’s my hair. I’ve always loved my hair. Everyone has. It was curly and long and Fujio really liked it. It wasn’t curly-curly with ringlets but more wavy-curly. Now it was kinda straight and a little frizzy at the ends. Oh. It feels like I was seeing my own reflection after years. I look like this? This is what Sachio likes? I don’t think I’ve ever felt more ugly in my life. To make things even worse, there’s an annoying pain in lower belly. I’m on my fucking period. “...Hello?” Fujio nudges me

I look at him then look away. I can feel Fujio looking at me. I want him to stop. I feel gross. Fujio opens the door and I watch him take the drink I was staring at. “You were just staring at it” Fujio says

Before I could tell him I don’t want it, Fujio’s already heading for the counter and he pays. Oh. I think I’m going crazy. “Come on” Fujio calls

I follow his words and go outside. Fujio’s already sitting outside the convenience store on the curb. I sit down next to him. “You didn’t have to get that for me” I say

Fujio shakes his head. “You were just staring at it… So I got it for you” He says and opens up the drink before handing it to me

I take it. “Why were you staring at it?” He asks

I know I shouldn’t be admitting it out loud, but I tell him anyways. “I don’t know… I wanted to get it but like… I don’t know. It felt like too much work”

Had I been making any other expression, Fujio would have laughed at me and called me lazy. But no. Instead he gives me a sad look. “You’re fucking depressed” he says

Wow. I definitely wasn’t expecting that. “H-huh?”

“Don’t h-huh me!” He says, mimicking my words

Fujio grabs the drink he just gave me and aggressively puts the cap back on. “You need help” He grabs me by my shoulders and shakes me “Why didn’t you tell me before”

I feel weirdly ashamed right now. Tears well up in my eyes. “I told you that I’m here for you. If you’re feeling like fucking shit then you should tell me” Fujio says

He takes his hands off my shoulders and now he’s holding my face. Something wet touches my cheek and Fujio’s eyes soften. Oh. I’m crying. This was more embarrassing than it needed to be. “You don’t need to pretend to be happy or a certain way around me. I’ve already seen you being weird and fucking embarrassing! So please” Fujio says, his thumbs wiping away the tears running down my cheeks “Please just tell me what you feel. Tell me when you don’t feel okay, tell me when you’re sad, tell me if someone is hurting you, tell me if you’re scared. Just tell me”

I’m shaking. Fujio just keeps telling me everything is okay, that he’ll make everything okay. It’s unrealistic for him to say so, even I know that but any kind of comfort, even the unrealistic kind sounds nice when you’re hurting. “I promise… I promise, everything will be okay” He tells me and presses his forehead against mine

I guess there was a reason I was never able to fall out of love with Fujio. When he does things like this, how could I ever get over him?

—

❝I close my eyes but thoughts of you bring turmoil to my nights❞

—

“Has anyone ever told you how obvious you are?” Tsukasa says to me

I stare at him in confusion. We were on the top of the temple. Yes, the temple whose stairs Fujio falls down on a daily basis. We were meeting his new girlfriend. This sounds horrible but I’ve already forgotten her name. “Huh? Obvious about what?” I ask

Tsukasa nudges me. “You like him”

My hands tremble. I didn’t expect him to say that. “What? No” I deny it immediately

The blonde boy next to me on the bench only laughs. “You think I’m an idiot? You’re really really obvious. You like him, everyone knows”

Um. What? Tsukasa sees my reaction and sighs. I’m not sure what face I’m making but I think it might be the same one where Tsukasa told me I was getting abused. Fun right? “No one has told Fujio about it but he does know”

This just keeps getting even worse. “What?”

I want Tsukasa to stop talking. I don’t want to hear anymore but I have to. “Fujio knows you like him. He’s known all along. But Fujio also knows you’ll never confess to him because you know he doesn’t like you back. That’s why he keeps you here with him unlike the other girls who have confessed and then got rejected” Tsukasa explains

I’m not to sure how to feel about this. I look over toward Fujio. He’s with his girlfriend further away. It looks like she’s arguing with him but he’s only smiling. I watch him reach over and he grabs her waist. Instantly she stops and her cheeks flush red. Or I think they do. I can’t really see far away and I don’t want to wear my glasses. You know anxiety and stuff. Seeing the world clear just doesn’t help and I think the 480-720-pixel resolution that is my eyesight really helps with calming my nerves. But right now it feels like I can see everything clearly. Fujio’s lovestruck look, his girlfriend’s shy smile. I can see it all. I wish I couldn’t. “He… Knows?”

“I won’t tell him that I told you. But yeah he does know. That’s why he’s always been trying to set you up with someone else because Fujio thinks you don’t deserve him”

I frown and look away from the two lovebirds. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Tsukasa scoffs. “Oh please, we all know how much of a shitty boyfriend Fujio would be. I’m his best friend, I know. Fujio is to friendly and you’re still healing…” Tsukasa tells me “But okay, let’s say all that with that motherfucker from Shutoku didn’t happen. Being with him would make you so fucking insecure. He’s talking to new girls every day. He’s so fucking affectionate with everyone, you’d be wondering if he was cheating every other day”

Tsukasa was right. I knew he was. I thought about this before. Fujio wouldn’t be a good boyfriend. If there was ever a day that he maybe did like me back, it would be painful being with him. But still, I was still so fucking in love with him. I hated myself for it. “I know” I mutter quietly “I just can’t get over him”

Tsukasa next to me sighs and he rests a hand on my shoulder, lightly squeezing. “Try talking to Sachio more. I know him, we all do. Sachio’s nice. I’m telling you to use Sachio to get over that idiot over there but… Maybe you should try looking for other guys. You’re not gonna get over Fujio without actually looking” He tells me

He was right. Ugh fuck. Maybe I should talk to Sachio.

Why not?

—

❝Don’t wanna let go so I let go❞

—

Today was one of the rare days I was wearing my glasses. Fujio insisted on some bonding time with resulted in Sachio Ueda, Yuken Odajima, Tsukasa and Fujio’s girlfriend and me going to the movies. Now Fujio and I were waiting outside the bathrooms on the bench, waiting for all of them. I had sat next to Sachio during the movie, sharing popcorn with him. Fujio told he didn’t tell Sachio that I know he likes me. I guess now that I do know, things are pretty clear. I don’t know why I haven’t noticed it before. Maybe it was because I was too focused on Fujio. “Why does he like me?” I ask Fujio “I’m not pretty or like… Smart. There isn’t really any redeeming quality about me”

Fujio is fiddling with the movie tickets, his and his girlfriend’s. He looks at me, giving me a weird look. “You don’t think you’re pretty?”

I push my glasses up my nose and shake my head. “No. I’m not. I mean come on Fujio, look at me” I tell him

I guess I’ve always been pretty insecure about myself growing up. Especially when middle school started. My parents and relatives have always told me I’m pretty, backstabbing cousins and aunts say things to me out of apparent jealously. I pretended to think I was pretty when I was at home. I don’t think I’d ever be able to tell my mother how I actually felt about myself when she was always so proud of the way I looked, that I was so pretty. I think it would break her if I told her I hated myself— that I hated my face, my body, my own skin. I could never tell her. It was with my friends I could really spill out all my feelings. “Yeah I am” Fujio says “You’re not ugly”

I roll my eyes. “Uh-huh”

Fujio nudges me in the ribs. “I mean it. You’re definitely not ugly”

He leans over and brings his hand up. He’s so so close to me right now, I can feel his breath, see every pore and blemish on his skin— he’s still so beautiful. Fujio pulls my glasses off my face. I have told him many times not to do that. Taking my glasses off for me always felt so unnecessarily sexual. I didn’t tell Fujio it was like that though so he still continued doing it whenever I wore them anyways. “You’re very pretty, that’s one of the reasons Sachio likes you. But Sachio aside, you’re not at all ugly. You’re pretty” Fujio tells me and his other hand brushes a piece of my hair behind my ear “I’d never be friends with an ugly person”

My cheeks are no doubt red. But I play it off by punching his arm. “Fuck off” I mutter “Let me wallow in my misery in peace”

Fujio laughs softly. I want to kiss him so bad. “You are stupid though” he says

I hit him again and suppress the urge to kiss him. Fujio isn’t mine so I can’t kiss him.

—

❝will our eyes ever meet each others again?❞

—

I often wonder what kind of a person I would have been if I never met Fujio, if I hadn’t fallen in love with him. It sounds like a nightmare. I can’t imagine my life without Fujio. Maybe I’m just that much in love with him. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t. Sometimes I wish I was in love with Sachio instead. But now, sometimes has turned into an almost every day wishing as I watch Fujio and his girlfriend play around in the park while I sit alone on the bench. It’s 12:30 am. I should be going home. I’m not even allowed to be staying out this late. But I haven’t gotten any calls from my mom, maybe she’s already asleep. I say and lean back into the bench. There is something painful watching the person you love fall in love and be in love with someone else. Even more painful watching them receive it back. “Hey” Sachio sits down next to me

I look at him and smile. After the movies Yuken insisted on going to get some stuff because he hadn’t smoked in so long. Stuff meaning weed and next to me Sachio is smoking some as well, the spliff between his fingers as he leans back against the bench next to me. Yuken and Tsukasa are off to the side talking quietly amongst themselves while smoking and Fujio’s still with his girlfriend, pushing her on the swings. “You feeling okay?” Sachio asks me, taking a drag before slowly exhaling “I heard about what happened with the guy”

Sachio has always been the kind of guy everyone went to when they had some kind of problem. He was nice and gave really good advice. “Yeah… I mean… It’s taking a lot longer than I expected for things to get better” I say quietly

I started taking a lot of painkillers after my breakup, not just alcohol. Thankfully Fujio seemed to catch on and stopped before things could get serious but I still feel like absolute shit during random times of the day. “Well you can’t expect to get better overnight. Your relationship was 9 months… That’s a long time. So you can take your time getting better too” Sachio says

I turn my attention to his lips, watching them wrap around the spliff and slowly exhale. Sachio sees and grins. That’s kinda hot. “Wanna try?” He asks

I stare for a moment at the drug wrapped in brown paper. “I don’t know how”

Sachio’s red-rimmed eyes are saying so much but so little at the same time. I don’t know what he’s thinking. But whatever he is thinking is making him hesitant to do whatever he wants to do next. It’s a short moment before he speaks again. “Come closer” he says

I obey without thinking, the sides of our thighs pressing together. Sachio takes my glasses off my face. Haha fuck. He brings the spliff up to his lips and then pauses, still looking a little hesitant. “Inhale okay” he says before taking a drag

Sachio leans over and I don’t move. He takes my chin between his thumb and forefinger. He leans in closer, closer, closer. I can see his pore, the blemish, the moles, I can see all his skin up close. I think he’s going to kiss me but Sachio hasn’t closed his eyes. I realize he hasn’t exhaled yet so I have an idea of what he’s doing. Sachio’s lips press to mine but not to kiss. Well kind of. He exhales smoke into my mouth and I inhale. His lips feel soft. It feels nice. Sachio pulls away not too long after but I can still feel his lips on mine. I exhale, coughing a little bit. My throat burns but it’s not as bad as I thought it’d be. “Didn’t know you knew how to do that” Sachio says with a little laugh

My face is probably red right now. “Uh… I saw Odajima teach a girl how some weeks ago” I mutter

Sachio laughs. “Of course you did” he says

He’s smiling hard. I wonder why he he likes me. I wish he didn’t. Sachio shows me how to properly smoke after that. He doesn’t let me smoke to much though. It’s not too bad but he says he knew I probably didn’t each much so I shouldn’t else I’d feel nauseous. It feels weird being high. I’ve drank but smoking was a new territory for me. I feel a little lazy. But not the bad kind. This doesn’t feel too bad. I have a feeling I’ll get an earful from Fujio later, he’s been giving me looks. Fujio doesn’t smoke, Tsukasa does. Tsukasa gets scolded by Fujio on a daily basis when he comes back smelling like weed. I probably won’t do this again. I look at Sachio who’s already looking at me. Maybe it’s the weed that is making me lose lipped but the next words leave my mouth like vomit. “Why do you like me?” I ask and regret it immediately

Sachio smiles. “Why? Do I need an exact reason?” He asks

Something twists in my chest. It hurts. I don’t want him to like me. Not because I like Fujio, but because I don’t deserve to be liked by someone as nice as him. I’m a horrible person. “You deserve someone better,” I tell him “I’m not fishing for compliments here but I’m not exactly the most extraordinary”

Sachio sighs. The spliff is finished and now all we’re left with is uncomfortable questions. Thank god I’m high or I probably would have ran into the middle of the street and got myself hit by a bus on purpose. “I don’t care if you’re not anything extraordinary” He tells me shaking his head “I like you and you don’t get to decide who I deserve… That’s for me to decide”

I want to cry. I want to so badly feel better again or maybe at least get over Fujio. “But I… I’m not okay. I probably won’t be for a while. And no matter how hard I try I… I don’t want you to wait for me forever Sachio. What if I can’t ever fall in love again?” I tell him, almost whispering at the end

Sachio turns his entire body and is facing me. “I don’t mind waiting” He says with a smile “But me and my feelings aside, you can take as long as you want to feel better. It doesn’t matter who’s waiting for you. Me or Fujio or anyone. You need to feel better for yourself”

I fumble with my hands while staring right into his eyes. Does being high make you emotional? I don’t know. But fuck I felt like crying. “How do I know if I’m better… It feels like I never will”

Sachio is smiling so softly at me. It makes my heart hurt. His hand comes up and he takes a stand of my hair between his fingers. “Your hair. Maybe when your hair is back to how it used to be is when you’ll be better” He tells me

It’s 1 am. I should be at home. But here I am, with Sachio— the boy that loves me the way I wished Fujio loved me. I wish I loved him back. There are so many things I want to ask Sachio right now but I don’t. How do you get over someone who was never yours, to begin with? Who do you blame when you’ve broken your own heart? I don’t say anything but Sachio keeps talking. “I’m not forcing you to love—like me back… Right now I’m just telling you to take your time and maybe love yourself first” He says

Stop loving him goes unsaid but I know he wanted to say it. At that moment in Sachio’s eyes I see something of myself. He looks at me the same way I look at Fujio. It hurts. I wonder if this hurts him as much as it hurts me. But here’s the thing, I could get over Fujio and maybe I could even one day love Sachio back. But I’d never be able to forget the feeling of hurt nor the thought that I may only be loving Sachio back because I don’t want him to feel the same way I feel right now. I look toward Fujio who’s wrapping his girlfriend up in his arms and kissing her forehead. It feels like pieces of glass are tearing into my heart.

Had someone told me being in with would be so painful I would have never fallen for Fujio in the first place. I look at Sachio and feel almost a little better.

Does he wish I get over Fujio?

Does he pray at night for me to love him back?

I’m not sure I want to know. Maybe my problem is that I love Fujio way more than I love myself. Maybe the day I start loving myself again will be the day I get over Fujio. Sachio’s hand comes up and he brushes a strand of my hair behind my ear.

It’s 1:35 am, I’m supposed to be at home sleeping but instead here I am; high in front of a boy that doesn’t love me back and sitting next to one that does. I feel ungrateful and cruel.

I hope I never break Sachio's heart like I broke my own.

#fujio hanaoka #high&low the worst x #high&low #high & low #high and low #oya high #high&low the worst #unrequited love #Fujio Hanaoka x OC #high&low x reader #fujio hanaoka x reader #high&low the worst cross #sachio ueda #hanaoka fujio #ueda sachio

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enhashoutout · 4 months ago

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Please Only Look At Me (Fujio x reader)

Have I written a Fujio x childhood friend reader post before? Yes

Am I gonna do it again and again because Fujio + this trope is my favorite thing? Absolutely

Genre: Fluff

___ is used in place of y/n to address the reader

Reader is written with female attributes, please feel free to change these while you read if you do not identify as such

Warnings: none other than like a few kisses

I listened to "From The Start" by Laufey while writing if you want to listen to it while you read.

Inspired by my bestie @high-and-low-all-the-way 's post High and Low reactions Them as Love tropes

The one where Fujio isn't gonna lose the girl he's been in love with his whole life to some rando who doesn't know you like he does.

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___ and Fujio have been friends since they were kids. The two lived in the same housing estate at Hope Hill and were over at each other's places all the time so that they weren't home alone.

Both kids were very outgoing growing up but ___ started to retreat into a shell as puberty hit because growing up as a girl with people telling you how to act and be took a toll on her. Fujio stayed the same, extroverted and excited to make friends. The only people who get to see ___ extroverted were Fujio, Madoka, Seiji, Arata, Shinya, and Masaya. Yui too once they became friends through Madoka.

Fujio never treated ___ any differently. He saw the changes in her personality but didn't mind because he still got to see your extroverted personality when you were together. Not going separate ways once you grew older was already more than Fujio could ask for because he was scared you would grow up and realize you didn't want to be friends anymore, wanting to hang out with different people.

Fujio staying the same even through puberty, made ___ question her feelings for him. It’s not like he treated her any differently from everyone else, so why does she like him more than a friend? Because he's nice? Well, he's nice to everyone so it doesn't mean he feels the same way. Being nice is the bare minimum, so why is it different when Fujio is nice to her?

Fujio on the other hand thought his feelings were obvious. He waits for ___ to pick her up from school, even on late nights where she stays after for after school club events. He shares his food, and won't let anyone else help him patch up his injuries because "only ___ knows how to do it correctly". Fujio is brave in all situations... except for his feelings for ___; so he thought he would let his actions speak for him instead of saying it directly. She would surely pick up on the signs... right? Wrong. ___ is convinced he's just being nice because he is a nice person.

The only people that know for sure ___ likes Fujio are Madoka and Yui. She chose not to tell the boys because she was scared one of them would accidentally slip and tell Fujio, scared that he might not feel the same. More people know Fujio likes ___. Seiji, Arata, Shinya, Masaya, Tsukasa, Jamuo, and the rest of the boys who follow him. They always hear him talking about you and how much he likes you but doesn't know if you feel the same because you don't show any signs of feeling the same way. You don't blush at his words or actions, and you never seem nervous to be around him. (The truth is that you've been hiding your crush on him for so long you've gotten good at pretending he doesn't affect you in any way when he really does.)

Madoka, Seiji, Arata, Shinya, and Masaya are sure you both like each other but don't know what to do with you guys. The friend group was sworn to secrecy by the respective friend, so they weren't allowed to give the other person a little push in the right direction. It seemed you were both doomed to not know how the other felt until a certain group date was crashed.

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Madoka, Shinya, Yui, Sawamura, and a few other girls from the band club and their boyfriends were all going on a group date. Madoka, Yui, and the girls got you to tag along because they said that the boys would bring a few friends who are single also.

"I don't know guys, I don't have someone to go with. It'll be boring if I just sit there while you're all talking to your boyfriends. I don't want to be a third wheel to four different couples."

"We took care of that! The other girls told us that their boyfriends have friends who are also single and a few of the other band girls who are also single are coming too. So, you guys can all do blind-dates or even speed-dating!" (Yui)

"I don't know about this guys...."

"Come on ___, it'll be fun! Maybe you'll like one of them and stop liking Fujio," said Yui.

"Pleaseee, she's liked him since we were 6. I don't know if she'll ever stop," said Madoka.

"No need to call me out like that Madoka."

"It's true! You've liked him since we were kids. But take what Yui is saying into consideration. Maybe you'll like one of the guys that comes on the date."

"Okay fine." The other girls hugged you, squealing with excitement; happy that you agreed to come along.

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The next day after school, you guys walked to a café nearby, meeting the boys there. Your friends ran to give their boyfriends a hug, you following behind.

"Hey ___." (Shinya)

"Hey Shinya."

"Hey ___! What are you doing here?" (Sawamura)

"Madoka and Yui convinced me to come and join the blind dating. Told me it would be fun. I figured it wouldn't hurt to just mingle."

"Guys, let's go inside!" (Yui)

The group began to file into the cafe, but not before Sawamura looked at Shinya and mouthed "Text Fujio" before they all went in. Shinya didn't need to be told twice, he was already thinking about it, Sawamura just helped double confirm his thoughts. All the boys who were friends with Fujio knew he liked you, everyone was surprised none of them have spilled the secret to you. I guess that comes with being loyal to Fujio. Both guys knew that Fujio would flip if he knew you were here on a blind date.

As everyone was waiting to be seated, Shinya pulled out his phone to text Fujio.

Hey Did you know that ___ is also here?

Fujio was hanging out on the rooftop with the others when his phone buzzed. He picked it up and read the notification from Shinya, almost spitting out his drink after reading the messages.

F: What do you mean ___ is there?! Aren't you on a group date?! S: Yeah. I guess some of the other guys here brought their single friends and the girls and guys who are single are blind dating while the rest of us are on a group date. Sawamura and I just wanted to let you know she's here. F: Where are you guys? S: The café near Seiho Girl High School.

"Guys I have to go!" shouted Fujio as he ran out of Oya. The others looked at him, a bit baffled because he ran out before any of them could answer. Fujio began running towards the café. He ran and ran and didn't stop until he had arrived outside of the café. Fujio quickly entered and looked for you, seeing you talking to some random boy from another school.

"Fujio! What are you doing here?" Shinya asked out loud, pretending like he wasn't the one who notified Fujio of your whereabouts.

Fujio walked over to your table and grabbed your hand, pulling you out of the café with him without a word.

"Fujio? Fuijo, where are we going? Fujio I left my date back there by himself because you pulled me out of the café!"

Fujio turned around to look at you, not letting go of your wrist. "Don't look at anyone else."

"Huh?"

"Don't look at anyone else. Don't look at other boys. Please only look at me."

"Fujio what are you talking about?"

"I like you ___. I've liked you for a long time ___, since we were 6 years old. I've liked you every day since we met and I've been trying to show you I like you since we were 10. I haven't been able to tell you because I was scared you didn't feel the same, but I'm telling you now. All the boys know I like you, I told all of them. When Shinya and Sawamura saw you here they texted me and I came as fast as I could. I can't lose you to someone else when I've loved you my whole life ___. I love you ___! So please don't look at anyone else."

A moment of silence passed between the two as they continued to stare at each other. "Well at least accept or reject me ___. Don't leave me hanging," said Fujio.

___ grabbed a hold of Fujio's other hand, getting up on her tip toes, and kissed the boy. Fujio let go of ___'s hands to wrap his arms around her waist as he melted into the kiss. ___'s hands going up to grab his shoulders. The two finally pulled away when they needed air.

"You should've just told me that from the beginning Fujio."

"I know. I'm sorry it took me so long to tell you. Be my girlfriend?"

"Yes, I would love to finally be your girlfriend."

Fujio hugged ___ and spun them in a circle. "I've been waiting my whole life to hear you say that."

"In my defense, you took a whole lifetime to ask."

He let go of the hug to look at her. "But I've been showing you that I liked you since forever!"

"Showing me how?!"

"By being extra nice to you!"

"That's not valid! You're nice to everyone!"

The two held hands and walked off, continuing to bicker back and forth about whether or not Fujio's actions spoke loud enough to convey his feelings or if he should've just verbally confessed sooner. Behind a bush, Tsukasa, Jamuo, Todoroki, Yuken, Tsuji, and Shibaman hid to look at the two.

"Well, now they're dating, but they still bicker the same way they did when we were all 6." (Jamuo)

"I don't think that'll ever change about them." (Tsukasa)

"Finally! Now we won't have to hear him mope about how ___ doesn't return his feelings anymore!" (Tsuji)

"Yeah but now it's gonna turn into him talking about how much he loves her instead." (Shibaman)

Yuken was taking a picture of the two walking hand in hand.

"Uhhh what are you doing?" (Todoroki)

"Sending it to the Housen-Suzuran group chat obviously." (Yuken)

"You guys have a group chat?" (Todoroki)

"Yeah. It's new. Made it since Rao and Sachio are friends now." (Yuken)

"Are you updating Rao on Fujio's love life?" (Tsukasa)

"Yes. And making Binzo jealous." (Yuken)

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TA-DAH! You made it to the end! This was just something small and fun I wrote today when I got a break from class and training at my new job. I miss writing😭 I need to get back into writing more, I didn't get to post anything in the Summer. This blog is gonna see an insane amount of self-indulgent fluff fics being posted because I'm gonna need those to get through my Master's program this year (help I'm dreading it already and this is only my second day)😭😂

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onlyrains · 1 year ago

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:: h&l boys being with their drunk s/o for the first time ::

pairings: fujio hanaoka, tsukasa takajo, yosuke todoroki, yuken odajima, yasushi nishikawa x fem reader

FUJIO ✧.*

it warmed his heart seeing you made a fond friendship with all his friends. you were new yet so significantly important to his life so of course he wanted you to get along with all his people and now you dis it so naturally. everyone liked you to the point you were get comfortable so quickly while chatting and drinking alcohol with them. fujio didn't know you can drink so tonight he was quieter than usual to watch you got tipsy while actively interacting with his childhood friends because it's too fascinating to him.

“fujio…” you turned to him with your flushed red cheeks.

“yes?” he responded.

you didn't answered right away. you were focus on his face then a hand landed smoothly on the back of his neck. “i'm happy with you.”

he beamed. he didn't know how to respond to that so he just look at you with a surprise look while his heart was ready to blown up.

“i want to stay here all night but why's my head so dizzy?” you placed your head on your palm to stay still. your other hand playing with his ear absentmindedly.

he finally replied with a chuckle. “you can't stay here all night. let's go home, it's already late.”

“but you haven't drink a bit?” you protested, handing a glass of beer to your boyfriend.

he squeezed your cheek excitedly. “i'm good.” he said giggly. you felt your head keep spinning then your forehead fall perfectly on his shoulder, inviting a laughter from madoka. “GIRL, YOU LOSE!!! FUJIO YOUR GIRLFRIEND JUST LOST!!!” she said extremely drunk.

fujio sighed to the rest of the guys. “i'm going.” he said before placing you on his back, ready to take you home.

TSUKASA ✧.*

“you drink too much.” he warned you. you glanced at him with disapproval and a pout on your lips.

“i'm fine.” you replied while lying on your stomach, eyes back on the papers in front of you.

“but you have a pre-test tomorrow,”

you laughed, “this is my pre-test y'know.” then continue to take a sip of your drink to accompany you studying tonight.

he copied your position. “you could just ask me then drink these cans.” tsukasa ran his fingers through your hair softly.

you flipped your body to lay on your back then you covered your face with both of your hands. he could still hear you sobbing beside him. “why can't i go through this test peacefully? why can't my head absorb things easily like most of people do? why i feel like i know nothing about these things? why…” you started to ramble then looked at him with so much anger on your face.

he knew you so frustrated lately, that's why he decided to come to your house then he found you barely sober on the floor with papers and beer cans everywhere. it was the first time he saw you cried and drunk. too surprising to him to process.

he helped you sit then he started to rub your back in up-down motion. “cry. let it out.” he said. in a split second he could feel his body being pulled in and you cried drunkly on his neck, hugging him tightly.

“thank you,” you said. he nodded while patting your hair and back. “anything for you. just ask me if you need anything.”

silence.

he felt your breating evenly which meant you were asleep. “hey?” he called.

“you're body is so sweet-scented, it's comfy.” oh, you may regret this tomorrow because it was completely not you at all.

tsukasa chuckled. “okay, then.”

TODOROKI ✧.*

he was hanging out with you and his oya friend. when he received a call from his parent that he needed to handle a few things for a bit. “you can go. i'm fine here, really. they are my friends too.” you tried your best to convince him that you were okay with fujio, nakagoshi, yasushi, kiyoshi, tsuji, and shibaman while he was away.

“yeah, she's right. you don't need to worry about nothing.” yasushi spoke making todoroki's gaze switch to him.

“it won't take more than an hour i promise. don't get too drunk.” he said before you nodded and he left. so there were only you and the idiots, and you agreed to play beer pong with them. you were pretty sure it wouldn't be too difficult since you could drink quite well. in the middle of the game, they started to realize that your shooting was good, you rarely threw the ball away. then the opposite team started to rearrange their strategy to caught up your team's score. you've got tipsy but the games had an endless round until kiyoshi passed out beside you.

you snorted, “poor you, kiyo-kiyooo!” then laughed maniacally. you sat on the sofa when tsuji lit his cigarette. you felt your head too dizzy to worked but the view of a drunk guy smoking beside you intrigued you so much that you decided to try the nicotine too. so you pulled out a cigarette unconsciously and lit it up while sucking on it carefully.

“i shouldn't leave you with these jerks.” the love of your life showed up and snatched the nicotine between your lips.

“baby!” you exclaimed cheerfully and put your arms around his neck. completely distracted.

“why don't you listen to me?” he hissed.

you frowned. “me? not listening? never! i've never not listening to you in my life.” you put your head on his shoulder, clingy. “i'm just… sleepy.” then you pecked his neck.

he rolled his eyes and tightened his hand on your waist. “we're going home.” he said, slightly mad but couldn't ignore the way your warm breath fanned his side neck.

YUKEN ✧.*

“can i talk to my boyfriend?” the right side of your face lying on the table. you eyed your boyfriend, who was sitting next to you.

“you can. what do you want to talk about?” yuken dropped the glass he'd been holding onto the table then put his palm under your cheek so it wouldn't get sore. he was smiling slightly looking at adorable view of you like this.

“honestly, i didn't want to go on the triple date either.” you started. “i love to be like this. just with you.”

yuken laughed at your cute confession. you both were at a small shop near the restaurant you previously visited for a triple date your boyfriend initially refused to come to. but you said it just for once and you spent days to persuading him to come, so he agreed.

“i was in denial of it but today the proof was in front of my eyes. i can't deny that i only get comfortable with you now.”

he smirked as he feel an ego boost. he thought he made a genius decision to drink with you. your relationship was love-hate so that was the first time you were so honest about your feeling.

“sorry to forced you to come to that date.”

he caressed your hair. “it's fine. i can finally know about you more because of that damn date.” he grinned. “i'll plan us a proper date for next week.”

you giggled. “oh, really? will you?” you asked doubtedly.

“it will be the best date ever and you need to give me a reward if i succeed.”

you held his hand with both of yours. “deal.” and you didn't let go of his hand afterward.

he noticed that you were more touchy when you were drunk and it was kinda alarming because he wouldn't let you drink without him.

you stared straight at his lips when he was going to speak. “okay, then. we'll see.” he tried to let go of his hand from you slowly to down his tequila but your movement restrained him.

you quickly lift your head and approached his, placing a gentle kiss on his mouth for a few seconds.

“your lips are flirting with me.” you blurted out.

yuken remained frozen for a while then he stood up and carried your body like a sack on his shoulder. he smirked, “that's not fair you drunkenly doing that in public. let's go home.”

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it was almost midnight when he received a call from an unknown number. he wanted to ignore it but he remember you were out drinking with your friends, so he picked up quickly. a deafening noise entered his ear.

“hello, is it—”

“where is my girlfriend?” he cut. fast. his body was ready to sprint to wherever you were.

“s-she is drunk—can you pick her up? i'll send the location.”

he hung up then grabbed his jacket and shoes to head to your location—luckily it wasn't that far.

he almost got there when he saw a girl sitting on the ground—face down and nearly passed out… or maybe sleeping? it was you.

“babe? why are you—you okay? babe? how can—” too many question filled his brain. you opened your glazed eyes after hearing a familiar voice.

“hi,” you greeted happily. you placed hands on his arms to support your body to pecked his cheek. a wide smile appeared after the sudden action.

“babe—”

“i had a good night,” you grinned. “you're so pretty by the way.” his cheek and ear turned red at the same time. it wasn't a good timing but who could ignore compliment from the prettiest girl on earth?

“thanks but how can you end up here? where are your friends? you said you're going with the girls, right?”

your eyes closed but the smile didn't seem to fade anytime soon. “they're going home… maybe?”

“what do you mean maybe?” you place a forefinger on his lips. “shut up. my head's noisy.”

he groaned to himself. “i swear i'll beat them tomorrow.” you frowned. “they are my friends—girls—you can't.”

“okay then i'll punch their boyfriend?”

you laughed. “stop, you feral kid.”

he sighed heavily. “let's go home you need to wash yourself.” he swore he won't let you out drinking again without him.

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sollattes · 1 year ago

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Hnl boys as bf types

Hanaoka fujio

-the type to taste the home made face masks you make for you skincare nights

-the type to kiss your hand to your neck then face then lips

-the type to get flustered when you kiss his knuckles

Tsukasa takajo

-the type to stare at you with so much adoration it makes everyone around him sick

-the type to interlock your fingers together in his pocket in a crowded place so you won't get separated

-the type to get flustered everytime you would flutter his face with kisses

Todoroki yosuke

-the type to ruffle your hair to brin gyou back to reality everytime you would get too focused in studying

-the type to subtlety intertwine your pinkie underneath the table

-the type to flustered when you take off his glasses for him before making out with him

Tsuji

-the type to always give you forehead kisses

-the type to always bring an extra jacket on him if ever forget your jacket

-the type to get flustered when grab his neck when kissing him

Shibaman

-the type to squish your cheeks while kissing your squashed face repeatedly

-the type to always have an arm around the back of the chair your sitting in

-the type to get flustered when you grab his chin to look at you

Sachio Ueda

-the type to back hug you and burry his head on your shoulders when your cooking

-the type to flaunt to you to anyone that flirts with him whether he is drunk or sober

-the type to get flustered when you put your hands inside his shirt and trace his abs

Yuken odajima

-the type always ALWAYS hype you up everytime you would try something new from your wardrobe

-the type to complain to the other guys at housen that he's missing you the whole freaking day(shidaken almost knocked him out because he won't stfu) even when he is gonna see you after

-the type to get flustered when you wear his sweaters

Shoji sawamura

-the type to wear very VERY obvious couple jewelleries with you and lowkey but obviously(?) Flaunt around the other housen boys

-the type to make plans for future dates with you while ON a date with you

-the type to get flustered when you help him take his jackets off

Shida Kenzo

-the type to be his no.1 priority would be to introduce you to his mom

-the type to prefer calls with you than texts

-the type to get flustered when you help him fix hair then give him forehead kisses

Shoji sameoka

-the type to draw circles pn your palm when your holding hands and your feeling anxious or uneasy

-the type to have small snacks that you like in his pocket for you

-the type get flustered when you softly stroke his cheeks and kiss his eyes

Reiji himuro

-the type to have a softer personality with you than the gang personality he has around his friends

-the type to spoil you, either with materialistic needs or being immediately there whenever you need or want him

-the type to get flustered when you shower him with words of affirmation

Tags @simpforchuchu

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banananuttrash · 2 years ago

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Idiot

Prompt: After your friends invite to you a blind group date, you try to see how your crush feels about it. When he doesn't respond how you want him to, you decide that the best and quickest way to get over him is to meet someone new.

Warnings: none

Request: No

Pairing: Tsukasa Takajo x Female Reader ; Fujio Hanaoka x Sister Reader

Word count: 2.2k

Notes: First, the audacity of this man to look this fine is unbelievable, smh. Second, this one has been in the works for a hot minute, can't believe I finally got it out lol. I got a couple other writings in the works, be patient with me please... hehe. Have also been watching Demon Slayer so that's been taking my time... O_O

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“Come on Y/N, it’s going to be so fun, and I heard that they’re really cute.”

You roll your eyes at your friend for what seems like the thousand time. You laugh before responding, “And I already told you that there is someone that I have my eyes set on.”

Your friend pouts for a second before scoffing, "Seriously, I can't believe you're still hung up on that guy. Your brother's friend, right? Tsukumo?"

"Tsukasa."

"Right."

As the familiar coffee shop comes into view, you look through the glass windows to see your brother and Tsukasa sitting inside at a table. You feel a small smile coming when you see Tsukasa smiling and rolling his eyes at something your brother said.

Your friend notices you stop and sees what you're looking at. "Alright Y/N, he's cute enough for me to give you a pass this time. But next time you have to come! There are several of them who will ask for you next time."

"Yeah, okay. I'll see you later," you respond to her. You wave goodbye as you head towards the coffee shop that they decided you were going to meet at.

You head towards the table and sit in the chair next to Fujio. You look at Tsukasa and smile at him, "Hey Tsuka!"

He looks at you for a second, and then looks away before mumbling, "Hey."

Fujio looks at Tsukasa, shakes his head before looking back at you. "How was school, my favorite twin?"

You groan, "First, I'm your only twin. Second, college entrance exams are coming up and I'm stressing out."

Fujio laughs and looks at Tsukasa, "It must be nice to have plans after high school."

Tsukasa and you roll your eyes at him. Then he looks at you and says, "You'll do great. You've always been the smartest one out of all of us."

You feel your cheeks turn a little red, "Thanks Tsuka!"

Fujio puts his finger in his mouth and fakes gagging.

Soon, the waitress comes with three drinks. She hands Fujio and Tsukasa drinks, and then sets one in front of you. You realize it's your favorite from the shop.

"I ordered for you before you got here," Tsukasa says.

You mumble a small thanks and pick up the drink and take a sip. You tried not to think too deeply into how Tsukasa ordered your favorite drink for you, but you can't help but do so.

Tsukasa has been best friends with your brother for the majority of your life. They met in junior high and really hit it off. As Fujio's twin, you would hang out with them when you weren't studying. As you started getting to know Tsukasa, you slowly started to fall for him.

Fujio knew it as well. He was your twin after all. He always encouraged you to tell him, but you never did. Since you weren't bold when it came to sharing your feelings, you could only hope that one day Tsukasa would feel the same way towards you. However, from what you can tell, he just saw you as his friend's sister.

Tsukasa's voice pulls you out of your thoughts. "Y/N, do you have any plans for the evening?"

"Of course she doesn't. She doesn't have any friends," Fujio says, laughing.

You roll your eyes at him. Without thinking, you say, "Actually, I was invited to a group blind date tonight."

It got quiet and the two of them just stared at you. Tsukasa just had a blank look on his face while Fujio's eyes bug out a bit. Your brother coughs, looks quickly at Tsukasa before asking, "So? What did you say?"

You take a sip from your drink, and hesitated a bit before responding, "Well, I said I wasn't interested, because there was someone I already like." You have no idea why you say that. It wasn't really that important and it wasn't the first group date you have been invited to. You've just never told them about it because you would always say no. However, there is a small part of you that wishes this time is different. You wonder if Tsukasa will say something about it.

Fujio lets out a small cough and whispers, "Well that was unexpected." You give him a small glare. Then you look at Tsukasa, who's currently looking down at his drink. You notice that he looks a bit stiff and his jaw is clenched. You feel your heart start beating faster as you wait for a response.

Before you can call his name, Tsukasa looks up and he sees both of you looking at him. Sensing that you are both waiting for his response, he says, "It sounds like you'll have fun if you go, Y/N. That's maybe just what you need to help you relax from studying for a bit."

You bite down on your teeth and clench your jaw. You don't notice the look of confusion that Fujio gives Tsukasa or how Tsukasa is avoiding eye contact with him because you're trying your best to not let your disappointment show. You blink away any tears that were close to coming out and clear your throat before saying, "Right. I'll let her know then. It's tonight, so I should head home to get ready."

Without looking at either of them, you get up, leave the coffee shop, not noticing the pair of eyes that were following you out the door.

~*~*~*~*~*~

"You're an idiot," Fujio says to Tsukasa as he sits down on his couch.

"Is that so?" Tsukasa replies as he sits down next to his friend.

"Tsukasa, come on. You guys are so painful for me to watch. You've been crushing on her for years, and she's been crushing on you. The moment you can do something about it, you basically tell her to hit the road. That was like a smack to her face. I mean, do you really want her to go?"

Tsukasa closes his eyes and leans his head back on the couch. He takes a deep breath before saying, "Of course I don't."

Fujio scoffs, "Well, that's basically what you said."

"It wouldn't work between us. Y/N is top of her class getting ready for college. She's not going to want to spend her time dating a guy that goes to a delinquent high school who doesn't know what he's going to do once he's done with high school. We're literally oil and water. Like we just don't-"

Tsukasa feels a hit on his head which makes him lean over and rubs the back of his head.

"You idiot. Are you not listening to me? I just told you Y/N has been crushing on you for years and she wanted you to do something about it and you're here spouting nonsense." Tsukasa looks up and sees Fujio glaring at him.

"I dont know Fujio…" Tsukasa says hesitantly.

"Well, the only way to find out is to ask her. And right now, she's on a date with another guy. So are you going to stay here and think about "what if's" or are you going to get off your ass and do something about it?"

~*~*~*~*~*~

Ten minutes.

You've been here ten minutes and you already want to leave. You look around and you see your friends having a great time with their respective dates, which makes you feel a bit guilty for not having as much fun as they are.

The guy who decides to set his eyes on you is attractive, just not as attractive as a certain blond who has yet to leave your thoughts.

The only reason you came was to get your mind off of Tsukasa and, honestly, you hope that you coming to the date annoyed him, even if it was the tiniest bit. However, really early on, you started to think that this may not have been your smartest idea.

The guy in front of you who's name you've already forgotten has been talking nonstop about himself and his achievements. You honestly couldn't be bothered to pay attention to him.

"- about you?" The question brings you out of your thoughts as you see the guy looking at you expectantly.

Not wanting to be rude and keep him waiting, you give him a guilty smile and say, "I'm sorry, could you repeat the question."

He lets out a small laugh, "You're lucky you're cute. I asked, "What are some hobbies that you enjoy when you are not studying?"

Thinking about a blond-headed jerk was certainly one of them, but you don't say that out loud, of course.

As you go to respond, someone that you see at the restaurant's entrance makes you go stiff.

It was Tsukasa. He's glancing all around the restaurant, as if he's looking for something. When his eyes finally meet yours, he lets out a smile that seems like it's only for you. The same smile that you have seen him only give to a few and the same one that has made you fall for him.

The guy in front of you notices the direction that you are looking in and turns his head. When he notices Tsukasa walking closer to your table, he places his hand softly on yours, "Do you know him?"

That breaks the stare between Tsukasa and you and you look back at him. You clear your throat and give him a small smile, "Yeah, he's just my brother's friend."

Your date gives you a smile, and before he says anything else, Tsukasa is already standing between you two and says, "Y/N, can we talk?"

You look up at him and his eyes have a certain softness to them that you almost give in to him right then and there. However, before you say anything, your date coughs, "Um, we're kind of in the middle of something here."

You notice that the table with the other three couples has gotten quiet and they are all staring at the three of you. You notice that your friend who invited you to the group date was smirking at you. When she notices you looking at her, she winks at you.

"Well, frankly, it doesn't seem that important," Tsukasa responds.

The guy coughs and says, "Well, we're on a date."

Tsukasa looks at you in the eyes and whispers, "Y/N, please let's talk. I regret saying what I did earlier." Tsukasa finishes pleading and he stretches out a hand towards you for you to take it.

You thought about whether or not you should take his hand. You've waited for this moment for so long that it kind of seems surreal that Tsukasa is here right now.

"Oh, come on. Look at yourself, you basically look like a thug. Piss off will you!"

You don't know how it happened, but next thing you know, you grab your drink, spill it on the guy, grab your things and pull Tsukasa outside with you.

Once outside and far from the restaurant, you let Tsukasa's hand go, but refuse to look at him behind you.

You both stand there in silence before you break it, "You told me to go on the date. You said I'd have fun."

Slowly, Tsukasa starts coming into your vision as he moves from behind you to in front of you.

Tsukasa looks you dead in the eyes and says, "I know, and I regretted it the moment I said it."

"Then, why did you?" He looks away from you when you ask the question.

Even though he responds softly, you still hear him, "Because I thought there was no way you would like someone like me."

You step closer to him and feel your gaze soften as you look at him, "Someone like you?"

He looks at you and scoffs, "Come on Y/N. That guy in there said it. I look like a thug, which is not far from the truth. I spend my time fighting with your brother and don't have any plans for after high school. I don't even have any decent grades. You're on a totally different level from me. How could you like me?"

You look at him in disbelief. Did Tsukasa really think that you didn't like him because of that?

You slowly put one of your hands on his cheek and your thumb rubs his cheek. As you both look into each other's eyes, you smile at him and whisper, "Idiot, of course I like you."

Feeling a little bold, you press your lips against his for a quick peck. He looks back at you in shock. You smile and continue, "I've liked you for years. This whole time, I've been waiting for you to feel the same."

Tsukasa laughs and holds both of your hands in his, "I did. I've liked you for a long time now. I was just too scared to do anything about it."

You laugh too and say, "It's okay." Then a thought occurs to you, "So what's going to happen to us now?"

Tsukasa stops smiling, and in all seriousness, he asks, "Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?"

You basically jump on him and wrap your arms around him. At the same time, you say, "Yes!"

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jaehyunsprincesspeach2 · 2 years ago

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How would Murayama fujio tsukasa be with their girlfriends who are popular with boys

Okay right before I got this request I was actually thinking the same thing, and like wondering how I would write it myself

Thank you for this request anon, I hope you enjoy it!!

Much love ~ ember

Fujio, Tsukasa, Murayama with a gf who is close with the guys

Fujio:

Fujio with a girl who is popular with the other guys would be interesting

He has no shame in showing that he is slightly jealous

But only slightly (he’s losing his mind)

He wont show too much jealousy, he knows you are his, and that you are with him for a reason

However, if you are giving the other guys more attention, he will get pouty for sure

He’s gonna try to keep it low key, being the leader of the full time students at Oya High, he has an image to uphold

But he doesn’t really care when it comes to you

You are his girl, he is a physical touch kind of guy, he wants your attention whenever you are around

Fujio would become somewhat quiet, and would sit back observing, thinking about everything that he could have possibly done to give you a reason to not like him anymore

Poor baby would probably be thinking about everything, even the time he didnt text you when he got home

He would need some serious reassurance when the guys leave

That you are his, and you are not going to leave him

After comforting him, he will be attached to you for the rest of the time that the two of you are together

Even if you are trying to do something, like cook dinner, he has his arms wrapped around you, and is glued to you, with no intention of letting go

Not that you mind though, its cute when he gets clingy like this

Overall, he knows that you are his, and that he isn’t going to lose you to anyone else, he just needs some reassurance every now and then

Tsukasa:

Tsukasa is the opposite of Fujio

Yes he seems to think about everything deeply, but he is confident in your relationship

He would sit aside watching you interact with the other guys, smiling at how beautiful your smile is, how your laugh is like music to his ears

He would sit there observing you more than anything

And he would be too invested in those thoughts to be jealous

He knows that you are his, and he knows that you love him

He has no reason to worry

He also knows that he really could kick anyone's ass if he needed to

He is more so observing you so that he can intervene if you get uncomfortable in any way

Tsukasa is not one for physical touch, especially when the guys are around, usually he has his arm over your shoulders, or a hand on your thigh

But when the guys leave, he pulls you into a tight hug and look at you with the most loving eyes

He tells you how beautiful you are, and how much he loves that you get along with his friends

He knows that the guys are not the easiest people to get along with, but he loves how much you enjoy being around them

It makes him happy that he can have his favorite girl around his friends, without there being any issues or being uncomfortable

He still would be clingier than usual, just because he is so happy to have someone as special as you in his life

Murayama:

Murayama would be right between Fujio and Tsukasa. He would be jealous, though he would never show it in front of the others

He’s the leader of Oya, the toughest guy in school

He can’t have the others knowing that he has a soft side, that’s only for you

He wouldn’t get pouty, he wouldn’t act different

Maybe getting a little quieter than normal, but he would still be involved in the conversation

You wouldn’t even know he’s jealous till hes sulking after everyone leaves

Even if someone else were to call you pretty, you wouldn’t know he's jealous, however, the other guy better watch his back, cause Murayama is coming for him

“Murayama, what's wrong?” “Wouldn’t you rather be talking with Seki?” He asks in a pouty tone

That’s when you’ll know he’s jealous, give the poor boy a hug

He will loosen up again once you pull him close and play with his hair

Tell him everything you love about him and he will melt in your arms

He becomes clingy as well, though he won't fully latch onto you, he’ll just follow you around wherever you go

If you’re cooking, he will try to help, or at least watch you

If you are working on school work (as if anyone at Oya actually does school work) he will sit there admiring you

He’s not saying much, though he is thinking about everything he loves about you

Thinking about all of your quirks, and the things that you do that make his heart flutter

He sits there admiring you for as long as he can

Sometimes it's hard for him to believe that he is with someone like you

But he is thankful for all of the happiness and love that you bring to him

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star2fishmeg · 1 year ago

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Hello! I’d like to request a fujio fic pwease. I was rewatching Romeo + Juliet with Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes and thought Leo’s version of Romeo fits fujio’s personality really well. Basically a fujio x shy reader. Also I didn’t see him on your character list but would you ever consider writing for shoji in the future?

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Pairing: Hanaoka Fujio x afab!reader

Summary: Fujio and y/n take the same bus almost every day. Y/n’s too shy to speak to him while Fujio makes it his life mission to get y/n to stop running away

Warnings: fluff, swearing

Authors note: thank you for requesting! I also got your other request and I will absolutely give Sameoka a shot! This one’s a quieter fic, Fujio and fluff are just so cute, I couldn’t help myself

Request: above!

They had always walked in the same direction to and from school, but her nose always remained in her phone in the hope that Fujio wouldn’t engage in conversation. It’s not that she didn’t like him, he wasn’t repulsive in any way and usually focused more on chasing the birds or fishing for frogs once they’d left the bus. It was because he was cute that she didn’t want to talk to him. At all. When you only really see someone in the morning and sometimes the afternoon, what were you supposed to even talk about? She couldn’t even sit near him on the bus without her heart palpitating.

However, her streak of avoiding Fujio had come to an end, much to her dismay, when two of the other buses that ran to the countryside had been terminated, meaning all the country folk who needed access to the city took the same rush hour bus. Every day. Meaning less room to hide. Leading to Fujio noticing her and claiming the seat next to her. All. The. Time. But still, she never said a word, just sat on her phone, taking quiet side-eye glances at him when she couldn’t feel his eyes on her. And how she couldn’t help herself from looking once she had started. His handsome side profile, the way that he never seemed to stop smiling and helping the elderly with their groceries and then sprinting back to the bus before it left. Then it got to the point where it would just leave the two of them on the empty bus, side by side.

Sometimes he would talk, just spilling words about his day or telling a story. Sometimes asking rhetorical questions and other days reminiscing about his grandpa. She’d only respond with a small smile, her voice completely failing and resulting in either nodding or shaking her head when asked a question about herself. That’s how they bonded.

Fujio liked it. A lot. After a full day of Oya, retreating to her quiet company was like heaven. He found himself almost running to the bus stop, hoping she’d be there just so he could at least know she was okay.

Shit shit shit

She panted, slipping through the bus door as it closed behind her, scanning her pass she weaved her way through towards the back of the carriage to find at least a pole to hold onto. Fuck the council for terminating the other buses, it’s like they wanted to make things harder for people to commute. Shimming through to find her usual place, knowing it would be taken, the stress that had her in a chokehold completely ascended off her body seeing Fujio sat there instead of the sweaty bloke she had to settle with standing next to. For the first time, her eyes had contacted his, and even with his eyes, he could smile. With a small smile, she nodded, and he stood up, motioning for her to sit in her seat.

“I saved it for you.” He whispered, watching her sit down as his hand took the place on the pole. As usual, she scrolled through her phone, while he watched her with soft, fond eyes.

It wasn’t long until Fujio himself could sit next to her. He hadn’t realised how warm the vehicle was until he sat down, feeling his cheeks flush suddenly and eyes heavy. His eyes drifted closed, head leaning back against the window until he relaxed, y/n feeling a weight on her shoulder. Barely able to shift her head, she froze at the sight of him, slumped on her and peacefully sleeping while her brain raced at a hundred miles per hour, eyes skittish and unknowing of what to do. Did he want her to wake him up at their spot? Had he meant to fall asleep? She really didn’t want to have to speak to him, perhaps he’d wake up naturally and everything would be fine. Perhaps this consuming feeling in her stomach would pass quickly when he woke up soon.

When they had reached their stop, Fujio still stayed slumped on her, his breathing deep and rhythmic. Hands running through her hair in panic, y/n gently shook Fujio, her voice soft as – what Fujio would describe – an angel gracing his eardrums.

“Fujio, we’re here.” She mumbled, watching his eyes flutter open and a smile form on his lips. How dare he look at her like that. Like she was the treasure he’d been trying to find all along. She avoided his gaze, standing up to leave in a hurry.

“Let’s go home, y/n!” his voice rasped, linking their arms together while he pulled her through the doors and down the gravel path.

That was the beginning.

Tuesday was the same, bus crammed to the brim, but this time y/n had managed to get her seat comfortably. The only horrendous element being Fujio standing over her, and the angle she saw him. Had his jaw always been that sharp? His posture always look that…protective? She’d seen a great deal of his personality, but never his physical appearance. At that moment she started to understand why the girls opposite her giggled over him all the time. Maybe she did like his outgoing attitude a bit more than she expected, maybe him doing the talking filled some sort of void. She leant her head back against the window, shutting out the world around her delving into her own.

She was only brought back into reality when Fujio’s head found comfort on her shoulder again. His arms folded and surprisingly soft hair tickling her neck. She couldn’t lie to herself much longer; the mullet did look good on him. Incredibly good.

Yet again she hoped he’d wake up before their stop. Yet again he had not. What made him so tired recently? Was Oya that tiring? Did they even study? Questions she’d never get answers to.

She poked him, “Fujio.” He stirred, lips forming a smile again but choosing to keep his eyes closed. Her breath hitched, hesitantly bringing her hand to his head, and giving it a gentle pat before repeating his name. When he did decide to ‘wake up’, his chest tightened at the blush that dusted her cheeks.

“Sorry, y/n. I’m so tired lately. Thanks for waking me up again!” He winked.

Thursday was like the other days, except Fujio hadn’t turned up for the bus on Wednesday. And as much as she refused to admit it, it felt empty without him. She missed his update on his day, the way he’d look at her like she was a deity that had graced him. Just one afternoon felt painfully long. But he was back on Thursday, slouching back into the tatty seat, the afternoon sun giving his skin a warm glow. Y/n knew he’d dozed off again, his breathing pattern changed, and his shoulders relaxed. Another afternoon where she finally had the chance to properly look at him secretly, and noticed the veins raised on his hands and arms as if he’d just been working out, his nails not too long but not bitten short either and how coarse his palms were.

She tilted her head against the window again, watching the holding straps swing until her lap had gained a suspicious weight. Gaze flickering down, Fujio’s head lay comfortably; one hand flat on her knee and thumb rubbing gently. Her stomach protruded into her throat, her cheeks burning, breathing almost erratic. She had just become accustomed to her shoulder being a pillow, but this was another level of ‘what the fuck do I do?’. Hanaoka Fujio would be the death of her.

Friday, one more day of Fujio sleeping on her then she could catch a break.

She had barely enough energy to fight for a decent place on the bus, she hoped that all the people standing with her felt the same. As usual, you had the anomalies, such as the boys from her school making comments about people, especially her, heckling about if she talked more the boys would ask her out and all that high school shit that doesn’t matter. However, while y/n may have not been bothered by it, Fujio was fuming, so much so that his arm snaked over her shoulders and pulled her closer to his side.

“Sorry for the sudden gesture, I’ll let go when we’re on the bus.” He leaned into her ear and whispered. The boys stopped their giggling. The Hanaoka Fujio of Oya High with y/n? Lord save their souls, they’d heard what happened at Oya.

Even on the bus, she felt those boys’ glares on her. All she did was scroll through her phone, Fujio’s head resting on hers and watching over her shoulder. She had become used to him, even if he’d become bolder over the week, she was strangely quick to adapt. But it didn’t last long before she closed the screen, eyes drifting close and letting her body fall into his side. Giving the boys a serpentine glare, his arm once again slid around her shoulders, keeping her comfortably close to him so she could rest peacefully this time.

“Sleep tight, pretty.” He placed a feathery kiss to her head.

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simpforchuchu · 1 year ago

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Betrayal | Fujio x reader PART2

a/n: Hi, the second part of the Betrayal is heree :’))

Sorry for the grammer or spelling mistakes.English is not my main language so...

Thank you and love you 🥰

Warnings: not much just usual hnl things

Part1

There's always a morning for every night. The sun rises and sets every day. Life always goes on. And it was. But for 2 people in the city, everything was different now.

Y/n had paid hard for the consequences of her actions. She had chosen this path herself . She had done dirty work for years. But it was the first time she felt bad too deeply for she had betrayed someone

When did she care so much? When did someone become so precious to her that they could hurt her?

She couldn't even say to herself, "I did this for my mom." She had chosen this path in the first place. The fact that she had done it for her mother didn't change the fact that she had pulled herself into this swamp years ago.

And that fact had changed her.

She was quiet, not cocky, you couldn't see the arrogance she showed to protect herself.

But y/n wasn't the only one who had changed.

Life continued at Oya High School. But the silence of one was noticed by everyone.

Fujio Hanaoka had changed too.

Tsukasa's abduction and the injuries he received had deeply affected him. He was scared. But the fact that the person he loved was the one who caused it tore him to pieces.

Tsukasa was aware that something was not right. He didn't know Y/n very well, but he agreed when Todoroki told him there was something they didn't know. And they had to find it.

That's why Todoroki was meeting someone he shouldn't have met in a neighborhood he shouldn't have been tonight.

When Shoji Sameoka entered the garden of the empty building at the end of the street, he looked at the tall boy sitting on the stairs and smirked.

“I hope what you want to talk to me about is really important.”

Todoroki rolled his eyes, stood up slowly, and brushed the dust off of himself. He straightened his hair and nodded.

“Y/n, informer girl, you were there at that meeting, right?”

Shoji understood what was being asked. He slowly nodded

“Something doesn't feel right. She didn't deny that she betrayed for money, but… I don't know, I feel like she's lying.”

Shoji shook his head. He sat down on the stairs from which Todoroki had risen and looked at him.

“The situation is a bit complicated actually. She accepted the money, but she has her reasons.”

Shoji continued as Todoroki raised an eyebrow.

“When Amagai first gave her offer, she turned it down. She said she wouldn't betray you guys. But soon after, a knife was pressed to her throat.”

Todoroki looked at the braided boy in shock.

“So she agreed because she was afraid?”

Shoji shook his head.

“No, it's still not that simple. Again she refused and said she was not afraid. She knew Amagai was bluffing. But Amagai knew her secrets too.”

Todoroki was even more surprised. She wasn't afraid of dying, but was she afraid of what she was hiding?

“The girl's mother is sick. Amagai told her to get this money for her hospital expenses, but she still refused. She was quite surprised, too. I guess nobody knew. But this time Amagai threatened her that no doctor would look after her mother.”

“son of a bitch”

Shoji nodded his head as Todoroki cursed

“I hadn't even seen the expression on her face change until that moment. But at that moment, there was fear in her eyes. The only reason she have accepted must be her mother.”

Todoroki nodded slowly, he was sure now. The young girl had never wanted to betray Fujio. Would that be considered betrayal ? He didn't know either.

Fujio was sitting quietly by the river. He was struggling with his thoughts as he watched the running water.

Today was y/n's birthday. He had bought her a cute necklace a few months ago. He had spent most of his few months' pocket money to buy this necklace. He was sighing now, looking at the necklace in his hand.

He was angry at first. To her. To himself. To everything. But now he was just broken. The pain iin his heart had lessened, but he felt like it was still there and it always will be.

He squeezed the necklace in his hand angrily again and just as he was about to throw it into the river, he heard the voice of his friends. He slowly turned to them and saw Tsukasa and Todoroki looking at him with strange expressions.

Y/n was sitting in the hospital garden with her mother. The treatment was taking a long time, but y/n felt that her mother was getting better. She was supposed to be happy, but Fujio's disappointed face never left her mind.

Her thoughts were interrupted by her mother's sweet voice. She looked slowly in the direction she was looking and she saw several boys coming towards them. And yes Fujio was with them too.

Y/n looked at them in surprise. They weren't going to fight here, were they?

But no, it was not like what she expected. They were all smiling sweetly. Fujio too.

Y/n missed seeing his smile so much. She had realized that. He was smiling so beautifully. Beautiful enough to warm a person's heart.

“Good afternoon, we are your daughter's friends. We came to say hi.”

Y/n looked at Fujio in surprise as Y/n's mother warmly welcomed the boys. Did he want revenge? Why was he here? But Fujio was not like that. He wasn't as bad as her.

After a while, the young girl could only nodd her head when Fujio told everyone that they had to go to canteen to get coffee with Y/n.

"Don't worry, we are with your mother"

When Tsukasa said it with a smile, y/n felt so bad that she wanted to cry right there. Hadn't Tsukasa been beaten because of her?

She and Fujio made their way to the canteen in silence. But before the young boy entered the canteen, he made his way to the empty corridor of the hospital. Y/n followed him silently.

Fujio slowly turned to her and smiled.

“Why are you so quiet? Or are you sick? I know you're taking care of your mother, but you have to take care of yourself too."

Y/n looked at the young boy's face for a while in surprise. Then she wanted to turn away without saying anything, but Fujio grabbed her arm and turned her towards him. The young girl's eyes were red, it was obvious that she was holding back from crying.

“Y/n…”

“Let me go Fujio. I don't know what you're trying to do, but I beg you, let me go."

The girl's voice trembled. Y/n pulled back as Fujio wanted to gently caress her cheek.

"How ? How can you be so good Fujio? I…I BETRAYED YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS. A lot of people have been hurt because of me. You were hurt because of me. How ?"

Fujio smiled and shook his head.

"Why didn't you tell me your mother was sick?"

Y/n looked at him confused.

“What?”

"Why did not you tell ? When I asked you if he threatened you, why didn't you tell me the truth?"

Y/n shouted in anger.

“What difference does it make?!”

Fujio smiled

“It makes a difference y/n. Now I know the truth. I know you wouldn't admit it even when a knife was pressed to your throat. And that he left you no choice.”

Fujio approached her again as Y/n looked at him with tears in her eyes.

“Y/n, you are so precious to me.”

A small sob escaped Y/n's lips and she shook her head and shouted.

“The result of what I do is important Fujio! No one gives a fuck about the reasons!”

“I do. It's important to me y/n. It should be for you too.”

Fujio slowly wiped her tears with his thumb as Y/n looked at him crying. Fujio hugged her tightly as Y/n started to sob.

“I forgive you y/n. Really. I know that everything will not be the same as before. I want it to be much better.”

Fujio let her cry silently for a while as the young girl hugged him tightly, holding on tightly to his shirt.

Once Y/n calmed down a bit, she slowly broke away from him and saw Fujio still smiling at her the same way.

“Everyone knows the truth. Everyone thinks the same as me.”

Y/n nodded

"I'm sorry" the young girl whispered repeatedly, Fujio stroked her hair and looked into the young girl's eyes

"I love you."

Fujio smiled and shook his head as Y/n looked at him in surprise at what she had heard.

“You heard right. I love you. I've been feeling this way for a long time. And today… happy birthday y/n.”

Y/n couldn't help tearing up again when she saw the necklace that the young boy had taken out of his pocket. When Fujio placed the necklace in her hands, y/n smiled and looked at the young boy.

For a few seconds they stared into each other's eyes in silence. Nothing was said. Y/n slowly put her hand on the younger boy's cheek and caressed it.

Neither of them expected this to happen. A slow, sweet and loving kiss. It was a combination of many emotions. As Y/n slowly pulled away, Fujio rested his forehead on hers. Y/n didn't want to waste any time. She smiled and whispered.

"I love you."

Fujio smiled too. Both of their hearts were beating very fast. They wanted this moment to last forever.

But at that moment, a loud noise was heard from the cleaning cabinet at the end of the hall. As expected, the curious Oya students were watching them and of course they had to ruin this amazing moment…

HnL taglist : @straysugzhpe @tiddly-winx @satraninalane @thatpoindexterpixy

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cheshirecatuniverse · 2 years ago

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notes: honestly, this is all @strxwberrychocolate fault i'm spiraling at 2:56am.

You were sitting on the top of the hood of your friend's car. Bags of chips and arizona ice teas between you and your friend.

Your friend shook her head, "No way you put that much hot sauce."

"Um…" You poured the rest of the mini bottle over your instant noodles. "Fucking, watch me."

Her giggles came and left as soon as her eyes looked over your shoulder. "Uh-oh, Heads up. Behind you."

Before you could hear him, you sighed heavily. It wasn't that all surprising you heard your name called across the parking lot. Fujio, a few feet from the convenience store, spotted you quicker than you knew.

You put down your noodle cup and got off the hood by the time Fujio jogged over.

"Haven't seen you in a bit," He bit his lip, almost like he was preventing that annoying smile on his face from getting any bigger.

"Yeah," you flicked a stray loc of hair from his face. "Good thing, too. I can barely take a weekly dose of Fujio."

"Awe, Y/n c'mon," He grinned, looking you up and down until his eyes stopped at something he liked.

"Hey!" You snapped your fingers in front of his eyes. Getting his gaze away from your miniskirt. "You're shameless, y'know that?"

Suddenly, you shoved a energy drink can against his chest. Fujio pretended to wince and grabbed the drink dramatically.

He hummed in happy confusion, "What's this? Are you trying to ask me out with a gift?"

Jesus. You rolled your eyes, "Not one smart thought in that head of yours. I owe you a drink from last time."

"Nah, you don't," But Fujio took it anyways. He had a habit of buying you things and explicitly telling you to not pay him back. As if you would listen to a single thing Fujio said.

Stuffed animals from a rigged claw machine, chips you were addicted to, or food to get you to sit and talk to him on the stairs or sidewalk. Anything to get to see the look of appreciation you try so hard to hide.

"Whatever," You shrugged, "Deal with it."

"Sure."

You squinted, "...Why?"

Fujio ignored you to your surprise, "You look really good today." He took another look.

"Oh," You flushed.

"You're already pretty, but this suits you," Fujio smiled, that annoying smile, seeing the sight of your squint on him.

You relaxed, "You think I'm pretty?"

Fujio tried to voice out an agreement, but he let out an embarrassed laugh at how shy he became. At how small you made him feel. He nodded aggressively, shoving his hands in his pockets.

You walked closer to him, "You know, there might not be a single thought that runs in that head."

You kissed his cheek, "But at least you have a good eye."

#high & low #high&low #high&low the worst x #high&low x reader #high and low #oya high #high&low fujio #high&low imagine #hanaoka fujio #fujio hanaoka #high&low fujio hanaoka #HES SUCH A HIMBO #I NEED HIM

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minniesstar · 1 year ago

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𝐏𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐰/ 𝐟𝐮𝐣𝐢𝐨 + 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐦𝐚

✩A/N✩: Its my first time writing HCS ever and I hope I did it right.I am vv scared that they are ooc but ig its okay bcs i think everyone has diff ideas of each character.I hope u guys enjoy it! pls feel free to reblog/comment✧

❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽

Murayama

-is a 🍫choco pocky🍫 boi

-Once the round starts, he is SUPER FAST

-Not taking things slow at all

-he def takes BIG bites to get to the middle quick where it gets more intense

-this sly boi wld chuckle or grin if he sees that u get flustered, it amuses him

-if ur not easily flustered, he wld try his best to get a reaction out of u (hold the back of ur head, get closer, etc.)

-his goal for the game was to make u blush

-may or may not have agreed to the game bcs he wld have a chance to kiss the lips of his fav person

-wld make eye contact w/ u to make it more interesting as ur lips get closer

-at the end of the round, he has his signature grin

-if he’s the one holding onto the last piece, he wld taunt u to get it w/o touching his lips

-if its u, he wld swiftly steal the pocky from u n his lips might have grazed urs🤭

-his heart is secretly fluttering but he doesn’t show any sign of embarrassment

-wld ask to play a few more rounds with a big grin(more chances for him to ‘accidentally’ touch ur lips)

“One more round!”

Fujio

-Yasushi and Kiyoshi dared Fujio and u to participate in the game

-probably bcs u and fujio had such great chemistry

-Pressured by the duo until u guys agreed

-had to explain the game at least 2 times to Fujio

-i get 🍪cookies n cream pocky🍪 vibes from him

-has a slow but steady speed at the start of the round

-bites carefully when ur faces get closer

-his eyes was focusing on the pocky thats getting shorter and shorter as time passes by

-once he sees ur lips he looks up

-got flustered af when he made eye contact w/ u as ur lips got closer

-the feeling of ur warm breathe fanning his face didn’t help his flusteredness

-in the end, he held onto one end as u continued biting away at the tiny bit of pocky between his lips and urs

-when ur lips touched slightly, he stared at u w/o saying anything

-Probably freaking out on the inside

-The rest wld tease Fujio who’s smiling sheepishly at the end of the game

-shy boi

“i’ll win next time…” he mumbles.

❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽 ❀𐬽

#high&low #high & low x reader #murayama yoshiki #hanaoka fujio #fujio hanaoka #yoshiki murayama #headcannons #pocky challenge #pocky kiss #pocky game #chocolate pocky #cookies n cream pocky

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strxwberrychocolate · 2 years ago

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˗ˏˋ realistic hi-lo the worst shitty dating canons࿐ྂ

notes: this is just for fun(fiction), plz don’t take is seriously. inspired by this post cuz me and my fellow delulu moots need to get it together, might do a pt 2 if I feel like it

warnings: some mention of nsfw, mentions of cheating, friends with benefits, mentions of choking, brief mention of kinks, toxic behaviour, periods, mentions of gaslighting and emotional manipulation, major delulu behaviour for the sachio one(I failed I’m sorry), I think I did Ryo and Kōhei dirty in this one but who cares

-ˏˋ fujio ˊˎ

He’s definitely a “where’s my hug at” kind of guy even after you both start dating

I’m just gonna say it right now, Tsukasa knows too much about your sex life

you got some weird kink?

called him “sir” by accident or like being choked or some shit like that?

Tsukasa knows (he doesn’t want to know but that’s beside the point)

He reminds me too much of my crush so this guy will definitely be flirting with everything and anything with a beating heart even if you’re dating him

Playboy fr

While you guys are in your lil talking stage he sends your picture to the gc for validation that he’s dating a pretty girl

They all want to warn you cuz you look nice but bro code comes first

Would definitely buy you menstrual products without batting an eye

His mom taught him better than to be grossed out

She’s a single mom which makes Fujio probably more respectful than the other guys around him

Does those cute couple tiktok trends with you

Talking to a bunch of girls while dating you

I don’t mean like cheating but he’s flirting too much with other ppl

Fujio doesn’t mean to flirt but he’s like super fucking friendly for no reason and is genuinely really nice so it comes off as flirting

Calls you baby, babe, princess anything really

Doesn’t look like he can keep his hands to himself

Spends time staring at you cuz you’re really pretty

Definitely the kind of guy that acts tough in front of his friends but is actually the little spoon

Unlike most the characters in this, he’s actually really sweet

But he enjoys his freedom

Is NOT the kind of guy that will let his friends make fun of you

He’s actually a pretty good listener

Will not help you with your homework cuz he didn't do it and wasn't paying attention

Has a very subtle couple picture of both of you as his lockscreen

Would 4.5/10 listen to his friends if they tell him to break up with you

-ˏˋ tsukasa ˊˎ

Cold, like super cold brrrrr kinda cold

Also a playboy like Fujio

I mean come on, look at him

Everyone loves pretty guys that look like girls with deep voices

Pretty privilege and he uses the fuck out of it

Definitely not a cheater but kinda toxic

Lies when he doesn’t really need to

Unironically calls you “pretty girl” when you’re mad

Does he actually like you?

You’ll never know

Honestly he seems like the kind of guy that’s only ever had like 1 girlfriend and all the rest are his hoes

He gets away with so much just cuz he’s good looking

I feel like he’d have your location but you don’t have his

Probably only started dating him cuz he’s pretty and he only dated you cuz he’s bored

He gives you skin care tips

Pretty guys are usually pretty freaky if you know what I mean

Doesn’t look like he can keep his hands to himself just like Fujio

He’s very mysterious and that’s what attracts people to him

Probably gets bored pretty quick tbh

You’re not gonna see him often because “bros before hoes”

But he values his private life so if he does genuinely like you he will only later tell his friends about it

Unlike Fujio, no one will no about your sex life

I think he’d be more on the possessive side tbh

So he won’t keep you as his lockscreen or ever post you (cuz why tf does anyone need to know who you are?)

If he actually wants the relationship to be serious, that’s when he’ll drop his hoes

Spends time staring at you like Fujio cuz he thinks your pretty

Will 1/10 breakup with you if his friends told him too

-ˏˋ todoroki ˊˎ

worst bf in existence (1/3) I’m (not) sorry

Probably hasn’t dated a lot but has a lot of hoes if you get what I mean

Tbh I’d be such a whore for Todoroki

He doesn’t think he’s all that good looking but girls seem to like him a lot and he takes advantage of it

Doesn’t really need his friends validation nor does he date because everyone else is and he doesn’t wanna be the one left out,, he doesn't give a fuck if he is

Mfer dates cuz he’s bored

if he actually likes you, no one will know who you are so forget the whole aspect of being shown off

you're basically his secret

You post him, he won't post you (lol tbh I wouldn't post my bf either,, maybe a pic of our hands but never his face)

Probably won't call you a pet name but maybe call you the nickname you're called at home if you have one or the same nickname your friends call you if they call you one

Definitely prioritizes fighting and the fucking Oya High leader ship more than you

You hate it but he's hot

does he actually like you?

You probably won't know

rarely actually pays attention to you

but when he does you have ALL his attention

tbh I see him dating someone low-maintenance where he doesn't have too put much effort in

not that toxic, just doesn't know how to fucking communicate

1/10 would breakup with you if his friends asked him too (doesn't need to validation)

-ˏˋ sachio ˊˎ

definitely an actual good boyfriend

I get major husband vibes from him (maybe cuz I'm super delulu for sachio but that's not the point)

not a red flag or toxic at all but somethings can be questionable

NOT the type to talk shit about his exes because he's mature enough to know problems can come from both sides

Yes I am picking favourites, my babes satchi can do nothing wrong

definitely gave you flowers the first valentines day you two were together for

honestly though,, like Todoroki, I doubt this guy would show you off too

Satchi seems to paranoid for his own good so don't expect to be going out in public with him

He's got a sister and I'm assuming(from popular headcanons) his dad passed away so his mom is alone,, therefore he had to be the man of the house

So he doesn't really give a fuck about periods

very knowledgeable about them tbh

seems like the kind of boyfriend that will gladly drive you and your friends around because he genuinely wants to be a part of your life and he thinks all of you are shitty ass drivers

friends with your friends because he wants to be apart of your life

Also takes what your friends say about you with a grain of salt because he knows all of you are ride of die type of ppl and they'd gladly lie for you to him

family oriented fr

went to ikea with you

you both are basically married

I'm so delulu for this guy omg

I don't see him as flirty

Doesn't pick up the signs when another girl is flirting with him and sometimes you think he's playing dumb on purpose

clingy mfer

you have each other's locations on

his contact name for you is just "♡" cuz no one needs to know your name

I'm not even kidding none of his friends will know who you are until maybe a long long time later

possessive but on the lowkey cuz he knows you value your freedom

Tbh I'm not even being delulu here, Sachio just genuinely seems like a really good guy

(not saying the rest aren't they're just very questionable)

long story short, I am his whore and I couldn't write anything actually realistic for him

0/10 would breakup with you if his friends asked him to

-ˏˋ yuken ˊˎ

I see him very similar to Fujio

Excpet Yuken knows he's being flirty

he flirts with other people on purpose cuz it's a bad habit now

also has major pretty privilege like Tsukasa

also uses the fuck out it

Jinkawa or maybe Shidaken or Sachio also know too much about your sex life

Like about that mole you got on your ass or some weird shit

they also unfortunately know about your kinks

It's like Fujio but in a different font

lets you do his hair and in return gets to do yours

doesn't know the definition of toxic masculinity so he will very gladly let you do his makeup

and sometimes his nails

Once again, not a cheater and actually not toxic

I already said he's like Fujio so this guy is gonna just be super flirty with everyone and everything with a beating heart

If compulsive flirting is a disorder then Yuken suffers from it

I wouldn't say he's a bad boyfriend but he flirts too much with other people and a lot of people consider that as cheating

Yuken seems like a pretty good listener

But he also likes talking a lot so be prepared to listen to his problems

lets you wear his glasses sometimes

When he's not busy he comes to your school to get you so you can go on dates

likes having all your attention

arcade dates are probably the most common

but he outshines out girls boyfriends ther by getting those girls stuffed animals and shit like that

I would say he's really a lot like Fujio

4/10 would breakup with you if his friends told him to

-ˏˋ kōhei ˊˎ

worst boyfriend in existence (2/3)

I doubt he even actually likes you

A complete asshole but you love that cuz you’re a lowkey masochist and red is your favourite colour

Randomly turns off his location and tells you “don’t worry about it” when you ask

Red flag (but in my culture we wear red at our weddings)

Doesn’t give you the time of day

is probably only dating you cuz you're hot and give him head or some shit

idk this guy is just really shitty

He's hot tho lol

gives me group leader kind of vibes

you never wanna date the leader of the group, they're always the shittest

his friends will never ever tell you the truth

I lowkey see him as a cheater tbh

and a gaslighter

"It was such a small thing and now look you've turned it into something huge when it doesn't even matter" type of guy

Just a fucking asshole

If you're with him I'm just gonna assume you're into pain or something

Or using him for his money (if yes then get that bag sis)

He also thinks you're with him for his money

If you actually aren't using him, it doesn't matter he just has major trust issues

good luck actually getting through to him

In the hypothetical situation where he actually likes you, prepared to be shown off

I see him as a very pda type of guy to show off how hot his girlfriend is to make others feel inferior

Probably won't give a fuck about what you're wearing if that is the case

he's also toxic asf idk if I mentioned that

Probably doesn't call you petname unless you're mad at him

7/10 would breakup with you if his friends told him to

-ˏˋ ryo ˊˎ

worst boyfriend in existence (3/3)

i did him and kōhei so dirty I'm not sorry

Loves Kōhei more than you

As hot as he is, let's be fucking honest with ourselves because part of the reason Kōhei thought he was so unbeatable was because of Ryo

Ryo let Kōhei get away with so much shit

and this hot ass mfer jsut seems like the type to listen to his friends and constantly need their validation

as hot as he is, plz don't date a guy like this

But unlike Kōhei, he's not a cheater

but he's pretty toxic

like he needs to know where you are all the damn time

crazy paranoid too

doesn't think you'll actually cheat but it's more his friends telling him you would

for him too be a good boyfriend he need to get new friends or like idk transfer schools

he definitely likes you, it's just he's so emotionally constipated that you can't tell if he actually does

only calls you petnames in private

I don't see him as the type to have hoes or flirt around

But that doesn't mean he'd be a good boyfriend

He lives for his friends validation

So if his friends make fun of you or talk shit, don't count on Ryo to defend you cuz he'll be laughing too

not a gaslighter but doesn't admit to the things he does and just tells you to leave it in the past

pisses you off but he's hot asf

tries to spend time with you but would leave your for his friends fr

102902/10 would breakup with you if Kōhei his friends asked him too

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