#fucking lost it again
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It’s not coming home 💀😒
#it feels like 2020 all over again#surely it has to be our time don’t it#spain vs england#euros final#euros#euros 2024#football#footy#soccer#england nt#spain nt#wake the fuck up england#cmon england#manifesting an england win#fucking lost it again#it ain’t coming home
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i hope everyone in nintendo’s management department dies and goes to hell no matter what and i’m not kidding
#WERE LOSING YUZU AND CITRA. I DONT KNOW IF YOU ALL UNDERSTAND HOW INSANE THIS IS#game emulation enables piracy yes but it’s also an INCREDIBLY powerful archival tool.#there are plenty of games out there that only exist in their original formats due to emulation.#this lawsuit has HORRIBLE implications for video game history. it makes it incredibly easy for companies to scorched earth their products#if they’re not profitable enough. ART IS GOING TO BE LOST BECAUSE OF THIS. GAMES PEOPLE WORKED INCREDIBLY HARD ON#it won’t just happen to bad games. it won’t just happen to old games. they will use this to keep their remake/virtual console model going#forever and you will never be able to play your favorite games in their true original forms ever again.#i am fucking INSANELY mad rn. capitalism is the death of art fr#personal
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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[ Your ■■ is "Eternity." ]
Sleep well, my king.
I made sure he looks very sad even when small.
#orv#orv spoilers#kim dokja#:'D#i hope i never have to draw a train again#i fucking lost at least 3 hours of my life looking up trains
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while i agree it’s very cute how like joel and lizzie or phil and kristin always end up canonizing their relationship on every server there will never be anything funnier than bad and foolish canonizing their characters’ weird homoerotic rivalry in any roleplay setting ever. they will find each other in every universe and by god they will be displeased by it
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I just don't understand this ending... In both of Horikoshi's previous serialized series the villains lived and got to reform and atone at the end.
Why was this series, which focused way fucking more on making the villains sympathetic and pointed out the ways they could have been saved if society or their families were different (and how one literally never had a chance in the first place), the series where they die or are locked away forever.
What happened?
#i just feel nothing#im angry as fuck and numb at the same time#mha 430#bnha 430#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#im choosing to believe that touya heals and spinner and compress are released after a while#they can all stick together live and mourn their lost friends and make sure hero society doesnt fuck up again#or just burn it all the the ground#i dont care at this point#i guess i at least have dragon age to look forward to soon
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Tim Drake, for no reason at all:
Dick Grayson, Tim's big brother in every conceivable way for the past several years:
#DC#DCU#DC Comics#Dick Grayson#Tim Drake#Jason Todd#Nightwing#Red Robin#Red Hood#Robin#Batman#My meta#DC say sike right now say it RIGHT NOW#Like if this was a fanfic it would 100% have the “Dick Grayson is a bad brother” tag on it#It just gives that vibe#Then again so does this entire comic#Batman and Robin Eternal my beloathed#Like I know this was in the New 52 or whatever and I'm really late to the party#But it's still so wild to me how someone can get it so goddamn wrong#DC what the FUCK are you doing#Forget the conspiracy against Dickbabs and TT by Dickkory shippers (lollll)#The real conspiracy is against Dick and Tim's brotherly relationship#They haven't been the same since the New 52 rolled about and I miss them so much#We got a few moments with them recently but that's literally a shell of their former bond#We've lost so much and for what
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Weight loss is a completely morally neutral personal choice that anyone can make for any reason, but if you choose to lose weight because you hate your fat body, please do the internal work to get over that internalized fatphobia before or during your weight loss efforts. I’ve seen far too many fat people become skinny and immediately turn their internalized fatphobia outwards, and it’s a bad time for everyone. If you have to keep the weight off through a strictly maintained diet and exercise, it’s pretty much inevitable that you will gain some weight back at some point in your life (likely more than you had in the first place if yo-yo dieting is in play), and you will find that all the hatred you projected at the fat community will come back to bite you in the ass with twice the power. Work on loving your fat self while you’re there, and if you choose to lose weight then work on continuing to love your old fat self. Life will feel much better for yourself and the fat people around you that way.
#just thinkin about it bc I watched a video of a fat creator who lost a lot of weight and immediately started body shaming everyone 🤢#tale as old as fucking time man I’m sick of seeing it#it’s like queer people who champion the far right#you’re in the leopards eating ppl’s faces party man it’s gonna come back around in time#lyla’s talking again#fatphobia#fat liberation#tw weight loss#tw fatphobia
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Merthur really have it all huh. King and lionheart dynamic. Fucking hate at first sight then speedrun to trying to die for the other. Slow burn? Never heard of her. One of them wears gloves and one doesn't and I'm not even gonna bother to explain why that is top fucking tier. Lies and secrets that could bring about the doom of the kingdom. Obviously adore each other but will actually fucking die before saying it with actual words. The prince is a gigantic asshole who doesn't know how to show care or ask for attention like a person who had healthy emotional development as a child and oscillates between pulling pigtails and acting like an over-eager puppy or both at the same time. Domesticity levels previously unheard of. They canonically wear each other's clothes. One of them makes up words and the other promptly starts using them. Both are extremely into the other's specific brand of dumbassery. Their love language is fucking playing together. "I don't want you to change" fuck this fuck everything
#also i just thought about arthur using one of merlin's made-up words in front of uther at dinner or something#and uther is like come again????#also i said hate at first sight but i'm pretty sure that was entirely one-sided#it came from merlin's side in case that wasn't clear#arthur got tingles from this peasant boy insulting him and didn't know how to deal with it so he threw him in the stocks#argue with the wall#when merlin isn't there he is just so fucking lost#imagine being a servant in camelot like#oh here's the king. wandering about the castle in his nightclothes again#checking corners for his daydrinking servant#again#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#bbc arthur#arthur pendragon#merthur
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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge
Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)
#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people#but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my#ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I#love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so#mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to#understand how to make it all work together and then#....#Jesus fuck#sans au#utmv#undertale au#horrortale#horror sans#UwU#anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j#I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do
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.... BUH????
#ygo manga liveblog#just got to. millennium world ch 42#and. im fucking sorry?????????#ARE WE FUCKING FOR REAL?????????????#BUH WHUH#THE FUCKING? TABLETOP RPG AGAIN??????????#GODDAMMIT#YAMI BAKURA ONLY KNOWS ONE FUCKING THING AND IT'S GODDAMN D&D#IM MANIACAL LAUGHING OVER HERE#I FUCKING LOST IT WHEN IT ZOOMED OUT AND REVEALED. GIANT FUCKING MILLENNIUM PUZZLE#IM GONNA FREAK IT#not ygomooc#ygo spoilers
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DONT REPOST THIS thanks
#home#mine#turning reblogs off and taking it out of tags for a while#i might just delete it#it feels fucking dehumanizing none of you were here nobody knows what happened in these walls#even the people who live there now who probably trashed the place#neither did the people who took that grand piano out in pieces#none of you will ever understand how much i lost when they took me from here#that little girl is dead shes fucking dead and im living in some cruel imitation of her#and every time ive tried to kill myself its been so i could go home again#but i cant ill nevet go home shell never go home home isnt real anymore#r
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my favorite thing about revolutionary girl utena is that finishing it changes you fundamentally as a person and both you and the characters will be haunted by the narrative and its impact forever. my second favorite thing about revolutionary girl utena is that one episode where nanami nearly gets her shit rocked by a renegade boxing kangaroo on school property
#^ WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. BTW.#in all seriousness tho what a fucking masterpiece of a story. can't wait to rewatch and dissect it obsessively all over again#i have so many thoughts and none of them coherent So. lost to the void they shall be#rgu#revolutionary girl utena#sol speaks
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They actually took the BEST male love interest in all of the Bridgerton universe and made him into a woman destroying both his and Francesca's characters and arcs going forward.... Like I'm sorry but the gender roles Michael and Francesca have are integral to their story... The infertility, Michael inheriting all of John's estate and title....and the guilt that comes with it. They even give him John's old clothes to wear
#michael stirling#do they not realise the fucking money they lost by ommiting THE merry rake Michael Stirling#he coveted John's wife he could never do that#he got everything he never wanted from his cousin except his wife!!!!#anti bridgerton#i guess?#anyway cant wait to be called a homophobe because im sad my favorite book in the series got butchered#bridgerton#franchael#masali is stunning but essentially the only similar thing to the book now will be that john dies#thats it.#like is Francesca going to have John's baby after he dies? because Francesca would never even consider marriage or find love again if she#had a child already#that's why she choses to go to the marriage mart again!!! thats the angst!!!#Michael knowjing as her closest male relative through marriage#he has to give her away! he will lose her again when he never even had her!#and he's too guilty to let his feelings out
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listen so closely to me i think liliana temult is a fascinating character and she’s really fun to examine morally but also nothing will ever come fucking close catharsis-wise to watching ashton and orym fucking cross examine her ass in episode 92. the sexiest shit i’ve ever seen “your worst fear is probably my worst fear, and i think we just got a little sample (my worst fear came true because you weren’t fast enough, what will you do when it’s her head on the line?)” and ��keep wrestling (you must bear the weight of their deaths on your conscience and know it will never be enough for what you took from me)” like holy SHIT you guys
#cr#cr3#cr spoilers#liliana temult#ashton greymoore#orym#like. imogen was 100% valid for telling them to step the fuck off but also i lowkey just wanna see them scream at her#ashton and orym buried their families because of people like this woman#they have both killed people like this woman. misguided and lost and selfish people. but people nonetheless#they have borne that blood on their hands and neither of them have stopped wrestling with it because they know how much it hurts#so for liliana to constantly play fast and loose with her only daughter. to leave her husband a husk of himself.#of course it strikes home for them. ashton was that kid. orym was that husband. different circumstances#but it stings all the same. it’s insane. it’s SO good though#ONCE AGAIN. IMOGEN IS SO FAIR FOR TELLING THEM TO PLEASE NOT PUSH HER MOM OFF THE CLIFF OF FULL VILLAINY AGAIN#but ooouhjhhggggh#roll history
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There is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in • Anthem by Leonard Cohen
Allison McRoberts and Patty O'Connor KEVIN CAN F*** HIMSELF (2021)
#kcfh#kevin can fuck himself#patty o'connor#allison mcroberts#kcfhedit#femalescharacters#wlwedit#wlwgif#wlwsource#dailyflicks#dailytvwomen#cinematv#dailycolorfulgifs#femaledaily#pattison#my gifs#so glad this looks decent now. the other version made me want to die whenever i looked at it#granted when started this#then i got dengue. a week later i hated it. made a new version i hated even more#discovered i kind of liked the old version again but i had lost it#started again. got this#it was a trip. i should not have waited 6 months to start making gifs again#also. i cant deal with the broken glass effect. that's why it's so mild here
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