#fucking hate finals jesus christ

[weaselishmcdiesel]

scrolling through my mumbo tag and walking through it like a field of wildflowers yessss boys comfort me

[paperfen]

Spoilers for BNHA chapter 423; you know where this is going.

SHIGARAKI KINNIES HOW WE FEELING TONIGHT???? CAUSE I AM NOT FEELING GOOD!!!! in all seriousness, I could barely finish this sketch because I was crying so hard. Horikoshi when I catch you istg. I'm not even gonna entertain the idea that he's still alive somehow until that's confirmed because I refuse to give myself false hope. But this is not how I wanted this to end. Shigaraki deserves to have the life that was literally stolen away from him from day fucking 1. Yes, killing AFO was cathartic as HELL, and seeing kurogiri/shirakumo reach out to save his son absolutely broke me, but what happens to all of the build-up with Shigaraki's story? the rest of the league's trauma, the issues they genuinely faced within this hero society? where is all that going? down the drain ig. seems like such a fuckin waste of a story but alright. this could have been about deku becoming the greatest hero by saving and reforming the villains who were abused and tortured but ALRIGHT. also, a two page send off? be fr what the fuck. Rest easy, king. You deserved so much better. Or come back to us because that'll turn this car around so fast we might hit mach speed.

[phagodyke]

the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

[kita8]

If you hate Marinette um. Don't.

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

me: hermes is a painfully accurate example of how some ways of defending yourself against certain kinds of insidious emotional abuse, gaslighting, ableism, and therapy speak can warp you into a person whose learned helplessness and lack of perspective can result in doing really shitty things, and who passes that abuse along in different forms (hi meteion) + lashes out in disproportionate ways + can be deeply hypocritical.

me: as a disabled person in a society where our systemic mass murder via pressure into government-sanctioned suicide is on the rise, the ancients' society is beyond fucking upsetting to me. i have zero sympathy for anything to do with them pre-apocalypse except for the effects of living in that system.

me: that said, they are a good opportunity to remind oneself that there are children in that burning building; that a society being fucked does not mean they deserve to be wiped out; and that that does not mitigate the harm they do, nor mean that its victims are not allowed to be angry or resist it, including the victims inside it.

me, booboo the fool: oh, this youtube essay about hermes looks interesting--

[loborundas]

At what point can I continue saying that I hate Other M, when I have effectively completed that game like, six times and enjoy playing it, while I had to force myself to complete Prime 2?

[seahshantea]

I've engaged in this myself, but I'm low-key sick of the abuse discours in this fandom. Like I know we have to talk about it because that's the language the show itself uses. But it's turned into this big debate where everyone is abusing everyone and it sucks all the air out of the discussion. I love it when characters are toxic and awful to eachother, it makes for interesting and complex dynamics. Abuse is (rightfully!) usually based on there being a victim and a perpetrator. It can be more complex than that, but usually when someone brings it up the post is about pointing out who is the 'bad guy' and in what ways.

And I'm not even saying they're wrong. You can absolutely argue that Ed abused Izzy, or the crew, or that Izzy emotionally abused Ed, or that Stede abused the crew. But like, are you enjoying yourself with this?? Are you having fun picking your badguy? I just get a migraine everytime these posts come up

[humanveil]

fun part about being mentally ill about a law and order spin off is when you watch something with a normal person and spend half an hour going hmmmm what is that guy from. and your friends are like ? Dude it’s richie from the bear. and twenty minutes later you’re like no actually that is that guy who played a background eco fascist in 2006 svu episode informed

[cas-dyke]

thinking thinking thoughts

[queenerdloser]

whiplash conversation with my mom where she told me of her own volition that she plans to vote harris in november (she's republican) bc "no one likes trump" and she also admitted he was basically incoherent and untrustworthy (in the past she's admired him). which then turned into her saying that she didn't see the big deal about harris being the first female president was and that led into. full on big blowout fight about whether or not the patriarchy exists and if we live in one. i was full on yelling. so enraged i was near tears. all while fucking DRIVING. jesus christ.

[anaalnathrakhs]

people won't fucking FORGET me i can't handle this anymore there's always a friend who wants to go someplace a friend who needs someone to go to the store with a friend who hasn't seen me in a while who wants to hangout, and i can't let those friendships decay i just can't i can't be this kind of asshole again, but it feels so shit it feels like i can't fucking relax cuz there's always something tomorrow something next week and something to do at school between classes and holy SHIT leave me ALONE please fucking stop talking to me i just want to relax and do things i enjoy.

[ruby-red-inky-blue]

couldn’t work up the discipline to get to the library and start working on my extremely overdue paper that I promised I’d hand in next week

finally get my ass to the desk

laptop fully bluescreens and can’t be turned on again

run into a full blown AfD demonstration on my way to a public computer, complete with marching drums, a fully automatic sound system protesting *checks notes* gender-inclusive language, queer people, the tax for public media and the war in Ukraine, all served with the most smug faces you’ve EVER seen

oh yeah and yesterday when I finally sat down to work for an hour before bed, half the city lost power 🙃🙃

really running out of reasons not to walk to the middle of a public square and start screaming tbh

[deadpanwalking]

After Gomorrah you should watch suburra the series, it's very good!

Why? Is there a big hulking sack of kasha with the eyes of a poet, the hands of a killer, and more cumulative cluster B personality disorders than a Lana del Rey discography? Is there a bald man with a heart of coal who finds new ways to leave him every season? Do they whisper imprecations and vows against one another's parted lips? Is there a mean old lesbian crime boss and her even meaner double-crossing lesbian consiglieri?

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[crpingdeath]

i wanna quit my job so bad holy shit

[bilestat]

I finally finished totbt