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#im tired and everything hurts#im alone here and i don't have enough energy to even sustain myself let alone reach out#reaching out rarely works anyway#...everything hurts so much and I've pushed through so much and it all still feels so.....brittle#like it could be torn from my grasp at any moment#and what even is it anyway#ostensibly i have it better than a lot of others#.....but im utterly miserable almost all the time#ive a death grip on this horrid existence claws sunk in so deep you'd think it was gold#but all I'm clinging to is more misery day after day after day without end#.............i don't see an end#i don't have any damn hope that anything will truly get better#I'll just....keep shoving my way through awful pain and misery for whatever rest of my life exists#................i don't even know why I'm doing this anymore#every inch of me is screaming to just curl up in a ball and stop interacting with the world and i just want to hide away and cry and#ffuck everything is so lonely i don't know what to do i can't do anything goddamnit#ii can't it's so hard everything is so fucking hard and it hurts and i just#.......f-fuck i just want someone to hold me for a few minutes and tell me it'll be worth it#fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck#...........I'm so fucking tired#..........i just want to stop.......
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wait a minute. wdym hiiro prince card is coming out tmrw.
#FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK#SHAKES MYSELF KOHA!!!!!!!! U HAVE ENOUGH DIA TO GET HIM COME ON#he'll be easy to get right? right??????
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if you're feeling powerless right now鈥攁nd god knows I am鈥攈ere's a reminder you can donate to the National Network of Abortion Funds, the Trans Law Center, Gaza Soup Kitchen, the Palestine Children's Relief Fund, and hundreds of other charities that will work to mitigate the damage that has been and will continue to be inflicted
life continues. we still have the capacity to do good, important work. that matters
#I'm calling it now and heading to sleep#and by shabbos maybe someone will have publiziced a version of 讛转驻讬诇讛 讘砖诇讜诪讛 砖诇 诪诇讻讜转 that accurately describes#the degree to which certain parties can go fuck themselves#politics#donate
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I was feeling agitated and artblocked yesterday so I decided to give my brain a rest by watching TV and then the next thing I knew these were in front of me
#what did they put in Phineas and Ferb that inspires these sort of deranged comics in people. this is my own personal MOM HOLY FUCK#long post
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appalachia is devastated. towns i loved, towns i visited all the time, are gone. not damaged, GONE. they are leveled to the ground. there is nothing left but rubble and ruin. people are dead. appalachia is poor to begin with and relies on tourism for a lot of its income, and multiple of those tourist locations are just...gone.
my town is okay, but it's flooded and wrecked. trees are blocking all but one way out of our neighborhood. power lines are hanging limp in the roads. we've been without power for over 24 hours and will continue to be without power for likely another 24+. disabled people and poor people are GOING to die from this. gods save appalachia.
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I think one big reason why we don't consider the stars as important as before (not even pop-astrology anymore cares about the stars or the sky on itself, just the signs deprived of context) is because of light pollution.
For most of human history the sky looked between 1-3, 4 at most. And then all of a sudden with electrification it was gone (I'm lucky if I get 6 in my small city). The first time I saw the Milky Way fully as a kid was a spiritual experience, I was almost scared on how BRIGHT it was, it felt like someone was looking back at me. You don't get that at all with modern light pollution.
When most people talk about stargazing nowadays they think about watching about a couple of bright dots. The stars are really, really not like that. The unpolluted night sky is a festival of fireworks. There is nothing like it.
#cosas mias#it's amazing it's always just up there and we can't see it! it's so fucking frustrating!
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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Y'all, the world is sleeping on what NASA just pulled off with Voyager 1
The probe has been sending gibberish science data back to Earth, and scientists feared it was just the probe finally dying. You know, after working for 50 GODDAMN YEARS and LEAVING THE GODDAMN SOLAR SYSTEM and STILL CHURNING OUT GODDAMN DATA.
So they analyzed the gibberish and realized that in it was a total readout of EVERYTHING ON THE PROBE. Data, the programming, hardware specs and status, everything. They realized that one of the chips was malfunctioning.
So what do you do when your probe is 22 Billion km away and needs a fix? Why, you just REPROGRAM THAT ENTIRE GODDAMN THING. Told it to avoid the bad chip, store the data elsewhere.
Sent the new code on April 18th. Got a response on April 20th - yeah, it's so far away that it took that long just to transmit.
And the probe is working again.
From a programmer's perspective, that may be the most fucking impressive thing I have ever heard.
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lord the peasants are so loud today
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ENTRY LEVEL MEANS NO EXPERIENCE. IT MEANS NO PORTFOLIO OF RELEVANT SAMPLES. ENTRY LEVEL IS ENTRY LEVEL
#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GAIN EXPERIENCE YOU STUPID FUCKS#I HATE THIS I HATE JOB HUNTING THIS SYSTEM IS ABSOLUTE DOG SHIT
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they could never make me trust cops
#nurses deserve better#also fuck this headline#police#police brutality#fuck the police#fuck the cops#cops#all cops are bad#all cops are bastards#unacceptable#nurses
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It's really simple. If you're born with a vagina and you naturally have elevated testosterone levels, you're a man. If you have a vagina and you take testosterone, you're a woman. But also if you have a vagina, you'll never be a man. But also if you have higher testosterone then you were never a woman. Woman never yes man a vagina testosterone no was an elevated. Vagina man.
#Elon Musk#JK Rowling#Gender#Trans#Cis#Imane khelif#Olympics#2024#Intersex#misogyny#racism#misogynoir#love to all the trans and intersex homies#hate to those who hate them#Christine Mboma#Beatrice Masilingi#caster semenya#Lin Yu-Ting#any other cis women getting fucked over by bogus gender testing and accusations#hell world#transmisogyny#intersexism#sexism#fuck terfs#vagina man
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