#fuck this really sucks y’all
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Oliver is having a rough time. I’m so upset. He was doing so well and then last night and today he’s had a lot of issues. I’m so worried bc he’s probably going to need surgery and he’s so old. Plus my vet is out of town, of course.
#called to see if they can prescribe pain meds#i am beside myself#i thought we’d be able to get his stones down with food#but it doesn’t look like that’s happening#and what sucks so much is his arthritis is much better#bc he is on solensia#and they thought it might help with his bladder pain too and at first it seemed like it did#and his thyroid is better#like . . .#why does everything have to happen to my cats#between this and lk’s heart murmur#i’m so stressed and worried#plus i didn’t realize some cats have to be put down bc of them#like where the fuck did these come from he’s never had urinary issues ever#fuck this really sucks y’all
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getting all the education/degrees I can and planning so I can get the fuck out of this country >>>>
#🪷—faerie whispers#because I still don’t like these fucking ppl#done all that yip yapping in my ask box and these ppl still suck#idec who wins#I want out of this hellhole. bc were cooked either way#everybody voting for the wrong reasons anyways so who gives a fuck#I’ve been saving and I plan to get one more degree before I leave#I’ve been heavily considering Japan or Germany#there really isn’t shit here for me#ppl always say ‘wont you have to deal w racism/colorism?’#a cop yelled at me to move my truck out in front of a store even tho I’m on a cane and couldn’t walk far#black men literally have been ignoring and treating me like shit for my entire life since elementary school#trust me when I say nothing could be worse than what I’ve gone through#I’m ready to leave#we have no future under a capitalist society#and a government that no matter what prioritizes war and profit over ppl’s lives#I have no intelligent words for this#I’m truly tired#and for all the dumbasses who were pissed off at me for what I said in august#stay mad bc I have nothing for y’all either#y’all owe Palestinians an apology#they’re the main ones suffering from this ignorance#and we’re next
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Miss me with the “bucktommy fans infantilize buck” bullshit because that nonsense existed long before s7 aired. I have thousands of buddie fics bookmarked and I can honestly say that I’ve read a good majority of what’s on ao3. That means I’ve come across Those lawsuit fics (you know what I’m talking about) and all of the fics that manage to center buck as the victim of many scenarios that had nothing to do with him. Let’s not forget the collection of buddie fics that had the most vile racist shit in the aftermath of 5x04 and the ones that have eddie abusing buck for no reason other than to make him some uwu victim.
And just to be very clear, the infantilization of buck took center stage when a bunch of people decided to clutch their pearls over the dinner scene in 7x10 when this man has a history of stealing municipal vehicles to fuck and having semi-public sex on the regular. No one started screaming/crying/throwing up when he very much admitted to his own sister that he uses cock rings, but the second tommy’s name entered the chat a lot of y’all lost all common sense.
Even in the last damn episode people were lashing out at tommy AND eddie for not babying buck to their satisfaction. The majority of that wasn’t coming from the bucktommy side of the fandom, folks. Are there a few bucktommy shippers that do/say/write awful shit? Yeah. But unless you as a buddie shipper are willing to take responsibility for every single rancid take in the buddie tag both here and on ao3, I’d suggest that you stop trying to lay generalizations on the entire bucktommy fandom and expecting us to do what you won’t.
#discourse#911 discourse#bucktommy#I#am just so fucking tired of this#so many of y’all are annoying as fuck#and it really sucks that people around here that I used to respect#have turned out to be really fucking awful#like I’m still faithfully a buddie shipper#but some of y’all make it so damn hard to want to be a part of the community#because YOU have created the us vs them mentality#it's almost funny that I was just barely into bucktommy when it first began#and that I shipped as a light fun thing that wasn't that serious#but the bloodthirsty people on the other side#who decided to act like This drove me into “I will die on this hill” territory#anyway guess that’s my rant for the day#@ americans go vote if you haven’t already
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Drawing my dd2 ladies while listening to my realtor go “it’s so over,” how’s your night going
#darkest dungeon#graverobber darkest dungeon#runaway darkest dungeon#plague doctor darkest dungeon#y’all I don’t remember the last time I posted my own art. I’m so nervous.#Prommy to be nice to me??? Prommy to ignore how fucked up Audrey’s face is????#I really only come back to this blog when life SUCKS huh. lol#whatever. fic coming out in the next few days I hope. once I remember how to write.#boy do I have a story abt why I dipped from the face of the earth this time!!!#my art
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I really look through people’s blogs for up to five minutes just to see if I can like their tsats posts…
#I really hate the pjo community most of y’all fucking suck#well… I really liked this book and I prefer to focus on the good parts of it#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#the sun and the star#tsats#the sun and the star spoilers#tsats spoilers#shut up sparky
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It makes it that much more awful imo. Bc even if her friend was w him first w.e ok so that’s bw her & her friend. She didn’t do a thing to him (& it wouldn’t make it ok even if she did). He couldn’t have hit her feet if he tried meaning he shot at random. Lucky she’s alive fr.
Also fuck Gayle king cause why are you asking Megan if she fucked Tory. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH THE SHOOTING??? That tells me she didn't care about Megs situation she was just looking for a drama.
#inherwords#MegantheeStallion#Megan having sex#with that man#has no bearing on the case.#It did not give him the right to shoot her.#Megan was not on trial for#sleeping with Tory.#Tory was on trial for shooting Megan!#Y’all really like to talk just to talk.#I hate you all so much#i don’t give a fuck#yall just hate sexually liberated black women that’s all#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#This whole case had me changing my opinions and views(at least for the moment)#celebrating the police and the system#being xenophobic towards Canadian people#posting stories with reader plus white celebrities with fluffy or smutty material#nearly being racist towards black men#saying that some of them nigcels deserved to be another hashtag#and backing the death penalty.#megan thee stallion#i’m not sad for her#i’m outraged#i’m just glad she’s in a better place now#those people can speak for themselves they know who they are#and they can go straight to hell#they will pay for their crimes#for sucking that abusers meat#Instagram
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Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??
#not gonna inflict my ramblings onto someone else’s post so just making a text post for myself#but oh my god#what the fuck?#maybe I’m not a hardcore metroidvania fan but I like them well enough#do I suck that badly at games now?? am I old to the point that my hands can’t do this shit????#did I just somehow fuck myself at some point???#because wow this feels kind of sadistic????#and not even in the fun kind of way?????#like I think I’d rather submit myself to fear and hunger again rather than continue where I am now in hk#idk maybe I’m missing something#but I just got wall jump and was so happy until I fell down to where you can challenge those mantis dudes#got myself out of there but then as I was exploring northwest I keep dying and reviving from the fucking bouncy balls over water#and the normal mantis mobs are also kicking my ass?#and dont even get me started on the weird tentacley nuclear bomb mushroom things those are just bullshit#AND THEN AS I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME EXPLORING HEADING TOWARDS A SAVE BENCH I GET DROPPED INTO DEEPNEST??????#WHAT KIND OF JUMPSCARE BULLSHIT??????????#AND THE FUCKING COCKROACHES THAT NEVER SEEM TO STOP SPAWNING KILL ME#and then I see how fucking far back I’ve been dropped in the corner of fungal wastes#and I try jumping through the fucking bouncy balls again#and I die and lose my money#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore y’all holy fucking shit#the number of times I’ve died and restarted from that fucking fungal wastes bench I am so sick of it 💀#legit I think this is the first time I’ve rage quit a game#it’s been a while since a game’s actually made me this angry I want to fucking throw something 😂#the willpower and self control I needed to not chuck my pro controller across the room…#if I didn’t have neighbors and a unit below me I’d be throwing shit for sure though#but instead I must smack pillows against my mattress in a rage 😂#I think I hate the ‘go back to where you died to get back your money’ punishment system… like legit I actually really really hate it.#I do think the game is fun and I know I’ll probably quickly gain the money… but it feels like the game’s telling me I fucking suck lmao#suffice to say I will not be playing any more hollow knight for the foreseeable future 💀
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So. One Piece. It’s time to admit that my only prior consumption of it was…the 4kids version. 😅 Which I remember enjoying quite a bit as a kid, and I only really stopped watching bc it went off the air in the US, and when it came back, I was just finishing college and moving across the country. So like. Priorities. 😅
Anyways, so idk if it’s bc of the absolute botch-job of the 4Kids version, or simply that it’s been nearly 20 years, but yooooo I Do Not Remember Zoro being this hilariously aloof. 😂 I don’t really remember him having much a personality at all tbh. But I hope this live action version is at least semi-accurate bc his drunken deadpan is killing me. 😂
#I know the 4kids dubbed really fucked it up. I know that. and I know opla if nothing else more faithful just for keeping#all the violence blood and swearing#and I may not know ‘real’ one piece but I know I like one piece#but also I will die on the hill that sanji’s 4kids lollipop was sick as hell and has been a vibe since 2004#a cigarette is so normal. so boring. getting your ass kicked by a bitch sucking on a lollipop? peak aesthetic.#apple talks#to the tune of spam#also. I’m not saying that dub was good. but it was 2004. my house still had dial-up internet and even niche video stores didn’t have much#of an anime section and if the series was licensed by a distributor like 4kids it was basically impossible to get ahold of an uncensored sub#we had to take what we could get. and sometimes what we got was a weirdly sanitized and chopped to pieces version of a show#but no matter how badly they fucked it up there was still a kernel of the og story in there#it’s like watching an abridged series (which I may remind y’all that’s literally how abridged series got their start. by making fun of 4kids
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#just realized it’s been almost an entire year since one of my most beloved tumblr moots just disappeared :((((#I miss them so bad :( come back :(((#I was just scrolling through old convo screenshots and FUCK it’s been a while since I’ve had a really good moot convo#no offense to any of my current moots obviously I’ve had great convos with y’all!!!#I just remember like. literally staying up until 1am on my phone texting them about izzy kicking my feet and giggling#like we were kids at a sleepover. just screaming over that old man for hours#fuck those were good fucking times#internet friends disappearing sucks ass so bad :(#I’m emo now
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Once again feeling lost and awful and kind wanna d*e but ngl the Justice Coachella set has single-handedly given me a reason to keep going. I’m so happy to be on the same planet as my favorite musicians
#lots of feelings mostly being upset and angry at the world at how awful I feel#and also hating myself#but music always comes in and saves me in a weird way. inspires me and keeps me going#even if shit fucking sucks rn I got an album to look forward to and several other albums that came out this year as well to listen to#shout-out eliminate rezz gesaffelstein and justice for unironically saving my life lmfao#idk I hate it here truly I do and so many ppl around me are suffering and so much terrible shit is going on#but the arts; music specifically; keep reminding that maybe life is worth living#idk#sorry to ramble#bird babbles#I hope y’all are okay. I really really do
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being out as a non-binary person in a space with a gendered language has never made me feel so ashamed of being non-binary
#vent#personal#don’t reblog#being the only trans person trying to advocate for my own identity#when people are actively saying they don’t know how to use grammar#also i think my prof already doesn’t like me cuz i misrepresented what i said cuz i’m nervous as fuck#i’ve never been out as an enby in a latine space and i’m so scared of getting hatecrimed y’all#genuinely it scares me so much#i can’t fully tell but i think the only other queer person in the class is the prof and she’s only latina by association#really was not expecting to have to proport my identity on the first mf day of classes#bro why am i crying rn#i feel like im never going to be accepted in my community#and that feeling sucks so fucking much#latine#latin america#latina#latino#argentina tag#yapping
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my friends r like weird about homeless people i feel like i have to keep saying like bro they’re not gonna fucking do anything to you. like. they are people having a rough fucking stroke of luck struggling and not receiving any help. being looked down on so much. just treat them with a litte humanity wtf
#like when ppl talk abt homeless people they really forget they’re talking about. people.#i understand being worried about anybody when you’re in a new place etc but i really do feel like it’s the White Woman conditioning#i’m just anxious around everybody and barely talk to strangers in public lol but. idk. i feel like it’s super degrading and insensitive the#way everyone’s talking abt them#abby talks#esp considering how many might be having mental health crises with no support or even just basic needs to fall back on. that fucking sucks#the one i’ll give a little grace to cause she had a bad experience in a subway but like still the others. y’all are being weird
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people will tell you not to be negative about shadow and bone s2 and to wait and see as if we haven’t seen season one 😭😭😭😭
#anti shadow and bone#give up the show sucks and will never do the soc duology justice in any way. not even when the sab plot is over and done#the characters and their arcs are a fucking mess on this show#and the way y’all talk about how it doesn’t matter if and when backstories are portrayed and when they take scenes from the books and#randomly throw them into a different context really makes me think that u ppl just. don’t understand literature at all#and cmon some of y’all are way too smart for that. like i know that deep down most of u get it so why lie on social media 😭😭#it’s okay to admit that this show sucks and will always suck❤️#there ive said it we all survived didn’t we
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back in my pissy at some people in my friend group a little bit era!!! ✨✨
i am just gonna, not be online and social until new years i think. (might be online a little. Just want to get away from everything though. Still will be active and spreading info on twt so maybe /maybe/ it’ll get thru some of their heads.)
just, dont want to talk to some of em again. In my evil era. All I see is the worst in people era. Tired era. 🙄 In my wish I was ignorant again but i cant even wish that because of everything era.
#ker talks#broskies is 0230 like#i just wanna sleep#and get thru xmas and then get on a bus and go to my dads and disconnect from my stupid life in this city#more and more it seems appealing to restart my life in another city#and just leave all my friends behind#theres like. 1 i want to keep.#and they wanna move out anyways so LMAO#it sort of sucks the one person who i actually think would be healthy to keep in my life is just about to graduate hs.#I would fucking love to keep my friends in uni but y’all suck.#>://// need to get new friends. how does one do that idk im not very socialblr#literatly my entire friend group rn i made friends with thru my bestie#who im sort of :/ at#but feel a strong sense of loyalty towards to the point i think its detrimental to me#and i have no idea how to make friends outside of mutual friends#id really like a responisble friend group who was out creating thing and i could help with creative projects#really thinking im being held down.#God I just want to sleep man#like just i wsnt to go to my dads rn#i need to talk to him bout all this or like reset while im there
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I know saying this on this website is like swinging a bat at a hornet’s nest but honestly MCR fans on here have to be some of the most toxic, rotten and vile people in fanbase circles that I have seen in quite a while
#magiccan speaks#my chemical romance#look I love that band but there’s a reason I don’t really talk about them here#y’all fucking suck lmao#I would go more into it but I get a feeling my inbox would be full of edgelords suibaiting me and that’s just annoying#TLDR stop being weird about queer people and mental health y’all claim to care about that stuff#but uh it doesn’t fucking show with how y’all act!!!!!
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Finally made it home
Tonight was a fuckin’ mess
But at least my coworkers were as supportive as they could be and I really do appreciate the fact I seem to have some good people around me
#I’m so tired and kind of in a mood tbh#I didn’t get my break so I didn’t eat all shift#I got food now but i don’t really have an appetite#im gonna try to eat a bit though#I also had a server yell at me bc I didn’t do something that’s actually HER job#but apparently all the bussers got issues with her#but the next time she yells at me im going to management and telling them im not tolerating that#bc I full on spiraled and cried in front of everyone bc I have trauma and can’t handle being yelled at#so that was fun#and then a bunch of guests stayed like 30-45 mins after we closed#it was so annoying#like. y’all please don’t fucking go to a restaurant and sit down 15 mins before they close#bc sincerely. you suck if you do that#also NBC air your games at an earlier time so people LEAVE#anyways if I can avoid working a closing shift I’m going to bc sincerely. fuck that bullshit that happened tonight#I’m okay though I’m not gonna let one bad day get to me
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