#fuck my heart 🥹

[fircyca]

[rasoyas]

almost thought my dilf-making skills went kaput 😵‍💫 @bunnithechubs

[little-goblin]

Star Trek DS9 S3 E10 "Fascination"

[feelingtheaster99]

Oh my GOSH the FACE Brennan is making as Bucky struggles to come to grips with his church’s strict teachings and sense of paranoid and feeling at home with people who have vastly different beliefs and backgrounds as him

[90363462]

[defiledtomb]

rook be upon ye

[k4pp4-8]

I was planning on drawing something for an ask but then I got distracted and drew these dorks instead

[afterlife-2004]

[tevos]

do you remember that time carla hit her limit with liam ignoring her when she wanted him and so when they went away on a business trip together she wore That Outfit with The Hair (that’s had me shaken ever since) so that he simply could not help but pay attention to her? lisa i hope you’re buckled the fuck in because this bitch does not play

[happynightmoonsworld]

The way episode 7 of Interview with the vampire FUCKING DESTROYD ME IS NOT ENOUGH OF A WORD HOW I FEEL RN I..I.. CAN'T 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

[hercarisntyours]

i will love you till kingdom come

[outfoxt]

this is going to sound really fucked up but i just need to say it i think.

I never realized that people could actually care. I always thought that the depictions of friendship in movies and TV shows were over-the-top portrayals, and weren't things that actually happened. This was then exacerbated by the fact that my entire life I always wanted people to just Know How I Was Feeling like they do on TV and I found out that that's Not How It Works. I always thought I was naive for caring so much about my friends and for doing nice things for them out of the blue, and I always resented myself for resenting my parents for not doing more for me as a child.

So when I got to uni, and my friends started caring about me and asking if I was ok when I looked sad and doing nice things for me, I didn't know what to do with myself. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me in a long time. When I was staying with a friend, and she said that she left the window open in the room I was going to be staying in because I liked it to be cold when i sleep, I bluescreened. I didn't know how to respond. It is quite literally one of the nicest things anyone had ever done for me. No one had ever paid that much attention to the things I liked. Every year on my birthday it was either a gamble if I would get something I actually wanted from my parents (spoiler alert: I was often disappointed) or I would just have to straight up tell them what I wanted. I got accustomed to the latter, and now I don't mind, but receiving two gifts from friends about languages this year made me realize that I could have it so much better.

And don't even get me started on online friends. I sort of thought that everyone was lying about them? Or that it was something unattainable, and reserved only for God's Chosen Favorites or something. But no, there are little people in my phone who care about me. They legitimately care about me as much as I care about them. I've been nervous to ask them about their well-being because I'm still nervous about being naive and getting a wake-up call that no one cares again, but after being told that they were worried about me when I overslept, I think i should know that I'm in the clear. And that's not even including all the times they tell me to go to bed when it's late, and when they ping me about things I may enjoy or things I was involved in.

All this is to say I guess that I'm touched that people remember my existence. It makes me feel good to be wanted. I will be eternally grateful to both my irl and online friends who made me realize that just because my parents or my friends from home didn't care enough to remember what I like or to go out of their way to do nice things for me, it doesn't mean that no one will. I need to step up and do more for you guys. I trained myself to push down my desire to help and check in with people because I thought I was betting on something that I'd never get in return, but now I know I can.

Thank you all, and I love you 💚

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

Also sitting here thinking about how me and one of my friends got a drink after the show last night and saw an ex friend of mine at the bar we went to (was ghosted after canceled plans 🍅🍅🍅 lol) but said ex friend had apparently done a double take realizing it was us and my friend I was with looks at her and then looks at me and with full chest says “her loss” 🥹🥹🥹

[angelnumber27]

my brother and I when we were both in rehab in Florida lmao

[theplantbish]

Today I:

Saw Käärijä live for the first time

Got a picture with Käärijä, leaned against his chest as he had his arm around me, made him laugh

Met Häärijä, had a nice conversation with him and got the best hug ever from him

Met Jesse, had a nice conversation with him and got a hug, made him laugh

I've been literally screaming for a couple of hours now 🥹