#fuck im so upset

[cosmostiel]

sometimes I get annoyed with my roommates for reasonable but small things and I just gotta calm down (and usually eat something)

..but then other times my roommate unplugs my breadmaker in the middle of breadmaking and I am filled with a rage I can do nothing about.

[inkskinned]

okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.

like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).

but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.

im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.

[ambrosialdesire]

i curse my middle school english classes for making us take online programs for us to be able to read faster and its now a blessing and a curse ☹️

[globodamorte]

my mother is truly driving me more insane than I already am without her terrorizing me

[bloomdoom1]

[beastlyidiocy]

my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(

[suntails]

happy birthday silver!!

[unimportantweirdo]

so my stupid fucking xiaomi was beyond repair and they couldn't get anything off it

[fishofthewoods]

while i'm imperialposting. imperial dragon lore that makes me want to tear my hair out. web weave

[hauntinglesbian]

Kathryn Hahn as Raquel Fein in Transparent

[domiiomii]

Concept art and final render of Silco's office occupied by Sevika.

x

[taintandviolent]

me watching the season finale;

[skullzy20]

Hold on everyone I'm gonna be sick thinking about this

The fact the Drifter doesn't even feel like they belong in the Origin System is honestly painful. The fact they feel like everyone likes the Operator more because it's originally their timeline, and they've just grown to already accept that. The fact they feel actually at home in the fucking year of 1999.

The fact they feel like they were essentially being used when being sent back to 1999, but they end up staying and feeling more at home in the year despite being sent there like an errand boy. Feeling at home in a place you've barely been in for too long compared to everywhere else you've been for the rest of your life? That must feel wild, y'know? And exciting, but also terrifying.

They just have never felt like they belonged anywhere, basically, but when being sent off on a mission by the Lotus they end up actually feeling like the place they ended up felt like home. People finally care about them, and even love them. Friendships were formed and maybe even a true and genuine heartfelt relationship. Sure, they're still surrounded by daily threats like the Scaldra and Techrot, but there's people who actively care about their well-being now.

Imagine it, no longer actually being alone for most of your life? Having people who worry about you, for the first time in who knows how many years? Getting genuine human (as 'human' as the protoframes get) interaction instead of being called around to do jobs? To simply just exist in such a place? It must feel like a huge breath of fresh air

It's so human and it's so real. You finally begin to heal from the trauma that's been a part of essentially most- if not all your life before arriving. It's such a stark contrast to how things are in the Origin System. I wouldn't want to leave either.

Yeah I like the 1999 update a normal amount (lying)

[manhandlememando]

WHOEVER SAID THAT CREGAN WOULD COME BACK IN THE FINALE: COUNT YOUR GODDAMN DAYS

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Suspirium - Thom York

[bi-writes]

this is so fucking hilarious to me that you think AI could write what i put out, and frankly it’s insulting that you can’t recognize shit when it sticks to the wall, and you’re going to accuse me of putting out something that isn’t original and of my own making. not to mention that every single part of my series is an answered request.

everything i write is a labor of love. i have a full-time job outside of this. i have bills to pay. i do this for free. i stay up late sometimes to write even though i’ll pay for it at work the next day. i cry over blank documents and feel guilty for running out of ideas or taking too long between updates. i have been incredibly vocal on this blog about how i feel about AI. i would die before using AI to write a story for me, even come up with a sentence for me, even give me an idea. the mail-order bride trope might not be original, but every word i ever wrote for that series is.

you are an insane individual to come into my inbox and accuse me of this. on anon. without evidence. and without putting it through your thick head that maybe, actually, someone fed my fic into an algorithm and stole my work.

edit: i’ve redacted the ai app mentioned to not give a free promotion for your bullshit app