#fuck i have been so antsy

[lookforanewangle]

I need to either get a tarp or find an art studio I can go hang out in for a day and just submerge my hands in acrylic paint and slap it on a canvas

[orcelito]

Hey I'm graduating college in may and I just kinda realized that I'll be Done Done with school after that. Not fake-done like I was graduating high school, where I'd have to go to college at the start of the fall. And not fake-done like I was in any of my semesters I took off.

Done Done. As in I accomplished my degree, and I won't ever have to go back to school if I don't want to. What a beautiful, beautiful thought.

[illarian-rambling]

So, all I have to do is keep an eye on an uncannily determined, three-and-a-half-foot-tall gambling addict while also keeping my head on straight in a place designed to dazzle all five senses despite being used to having only two, without forgetting that I have to look for three… situation-prone loose cannons currently on a quest to turn three swords into a small fortune.  Anarac would’ve laughed if his vision wasn’t already going hazy at the edges. By the Sun, it’s like raising teenagers all over again….

Mr. Fifth-Blood, you'll always be famous to me...

[ratatatastic]

"Listen, I love seeing you get into it after the whistle, too, man. Because you'll throw down—Like, you and [Steven] Stamkos went at it... you been going at it with a lot of different guys, but Evan Bouchard—" "I'm not tough! I'm not tough! No! I felt bad about that, man..." "I gotta ask about the chokehold, though! With Evan and he's like tapping out! Is he making any noises? Do you even know that he's in a compromised position? That maybe he can't breathe or whatever? What was going through your mind when this happened? And what was your reaction when you saw it afterwards?" "Yeah, I mean, listen some guys like to keep up the persona... I'm not the toughest guy in the league, I'll never claim to be that. I don't fight often. I haven't—I don't think I did last year at all, but I do believe in protecting yourself. You know, I saw Barkov get hit, and it was pretty dirty hit in my mind—in the moment, right?...before and after replay, and stuff like that. You understand the league made the right call, and what not... But, I see him, he's vulnerable, he's one of their better players, one of our better players on the ice, that was all it was, right? Just grab him and do something. You know, I felt bad about it, I apologised to him in the handshake line on the way out, right? It's all part of the game."

"What did he say? 'No problem'?" "'Go fuck yourself!'" "No, he said, 'All good, no issue.' I'm sure I'll get hit from behind next year or something so..." "'See, I got 45 points in playoffs...'" "Hey, but I'm with ya! I said it at the time! The Draisaitl hit on Barkov—Like, he knew what he was doing, he went straight through his head...I don't know..." "It's—No doubt, no doubt." "...In regular season he's probably getting suspended. You know, if that's the regular season..." "Yeah, and you know what? It all ended well, and Barkov was fine so... the league made the right call obviously, right?" "Yeah..." "Whatever...but when Max Domi—years ago...and he's kind-of like pressuring you, pressuring you, and you're like, 'What?' And you didn't get your guard up and he catches you with one...he catches you right in the jaw, you ate one! Were you thinking afterwards like, 'Man, I know I'm drawing a penalty here, but I gotta protect myself so I don't eat a fucking punch again like this, and set myself back with concussions'?" "Yeah, that obviously taught me a lot about protecting myself, for sure. For sure. You'd rather be the first one in there than the last one so...Yeah, it's not about dropping the gloves or anything, but getting your guard up and—definitely being the first guy to separate yourself, I think, is important. Yeah, I mean, that's all I'm gonna say about that."

The Cam & Strick Podcast | 7.30.24 (x)

hey diddle diddle the cat with the fiddle...

"im not tough im not tough noooooo i felt bad about that man 😣😣🫣" dear god our players are acting like theyre not war criminals...ekky notoriously not a fighter hes just here for a fun time its not his fault he manages to get involved in every single scrum and starts ragdolling bodies guys

[riggedbones]

i need to start actually kicking my brother off of my pc and doing digital art with my drawing tablet instead of my mouse but you see, um. uhhhh.

[berrymeter]

why..... am i still awake......... coughs like i dieying

[reitziluz]

thrashing furniture ripping down wallpaper throwing laptop out the window

realized i got stuck because the emotional flow is nonsense (or just. incredibly weak. things don't connect and flow properly. where's the focus, i don't know, it should be there somewhere to make the ending scene hit properly) and you know, it's good to not get stuck on finer details and just power through a draft, but also when you get stuck stuck it's likely stemming from an issue way upstream of where you got stuck, which is the emotional flow as i mentioned.

but.

i tracked it back all the way to the first paragraph. and ohhhh fucking shit hell it's bad and i don't know how to get it to work.

i don't want to expand the initial setup, but must, don't i? it just won't work if it's too dense, if i want to keep all the fun little stuff. and if i don't keep the fun stuff, what's even the point.

but fuck it's going to take so long to get to the juicy part at this rate

rip me

[hepbaestus]

I've not made this much bank in this stardew save until today.

It's all thanks to the 100 iridium star truffles.

Now I'm even richer hehe

[skrunksthatwunk]

wait why is dmc1 good

[fenderjess]

podfeels tomorrow ahhHHHHHH

[wabblebees]

i love being sick. ive been taking my cold meds by putting the little 20mL medicine cup in a line of shotglasses with cranberry juice in them. its like enrichment in my enclosure. bc otherwise i will think about how miserable i am being sick rn and probably die about it idk

[hanninope]

shhsjsjsjs wTFFF

i have not seen an episode of tv that has sHOOK ME TO MY CORE

like thE SEVERANCE S1 FINALE

[thedreadvampy]

btw if I'm ignoring anyone's messages about planning things it's only because I'm insane about work right now I woke up 20 times this morning plotting a spreadsheet in my brain and had to keep going SHUT UP BRAIN IT'S FUCKING SUNDAY I'M GOING BACK TO SLEEP

I'm so goddamn anxious about this shit right now. I've never done hiring before and somehow I've got backed into a corner where I have to do 4 parallel sets of recruitment decision making within 3 weeks. and I am kicking myself because I'm a manager now I should have had the courage to be a bit of a dick and say 'look I know it's not ideal but one of these will need to wait a few months' because when am I going to do ANYTHING ELSE????

[bearballing]

how difficult is it to find something to hang a sign with 2 holes to a bracket with 2 identical holes jesus christ.

[lycorid]

“THIS BODY IS MINE”

“NO IT’S NOT”

Exorcisms are both the funniest and most pathetic things, I swear.

[labyrynth]

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