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⋆⭒˚。⋆ Too close
closeted bada, bf-to-ex howl, secret gf y/n.
c/w: angst. angry howl, homophobia, minor and very, very minor physical harm done to bada. closeted bada, out and proud reader. its alooooot of angst. some comfort at the end though so don't worry!
a/n: the characters depicted are not related nor based off of their personalities in real life. this is purely fiction. also shout out to @wrosie-writes. they wanted to see anti howl fic. they ask, they shall receive. enjoy!
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"are you okay?"
bada hears howl, but she's more concerned with the contents on her phone than she is with him.
"i'm fine." bada tries to make it sound as believable as possible.
“i don’t get you.” howl glares at her, eyes boring into the back of her head.
“...what are you talking about?”
“you and y/n. you’re just really close with her. you confide in her, you trust her. it kind of pisses me off if i’m being honest.”
bada moves her focus from the tv to howl who stands behind the couch she sits on. she looks at him incredulously. why is he bringing this up now?
“what prompted this?”
“you. i know you’re texting her right now.”
bada challenges him, “and if i am?”
howl rolls his eyes and runs a hand through his hair. he was so fucking fed up with you. every chance you got, you were with howl and bada. howl felt like you were intruding all the time, meanwhile, bada told you to not be a stranger. he was angry.
“i want you to stop talking to her.”
bada fully turns around and blinks up at him, “what?”
howl’s eyes narrow, “you heard me. stop talking to her.”
bada shakes her head, “i shouldn’t have to choose. don’t make me choose.”
howl stands firm and bada almost caves. a part of her loves howl. another part of her loves you, deeply.
bada stands up and tries to walk around him. what the fuck was she supposed to do? why was he putting her in this impossible position?
“lets go to bed and talk about this in the morning. please.”
bada continues walking towards their shared bedroom but howl stops her. he grabs hold of her wrist and pulls, “don’t walk away from me. you’re avoiding this.”
she wrenches her hand out of his grip and rubs at her wrist. he’d never done that before and it hurt. it hurt.
“i just don’t want to talk about it right now.”
howl frowns and tries to grab at her again but bada dodges his advancement toward her. she shifts to the other side of the island in their kitchen.
“i dont like this.”
she felt scared. small.
howl raises his voice, “you know what i don’t like? watching my girlfriend be mentally intimate with another person. you’re not even fucking her, you just care too much about her. you pour yourself into her instead of me. god, bada, we havent had sex in weeks! you barely let me hold your hand. Is it y/n? is she forcing you to do something you don’t want to do?”
bada’s jaw drops momentarily. but her shock is replaced with anger and frustration. distress and confusion. “what did you mean by that last part?” she leans forward and places her hands on the surface in front of her.
“you heard me. i know y/n likes women. is she coming on to you? you know i don’t like that and i can make her stop if you want me to. just say the words.”
bada shakes her head, confusion still drawn on her face, “you can make her stop? how? and what do you think it is that she could possibly be doing? what’s so wrong with her liking women?”
howl puts his head in his hands. he couldn’t believe how dense bada was acting. it’s like she didnt understand that-
“i don’t like that about her. you know that doesn’t sit right with me. i can take care of it. of her.”
fear pools in the bottom of bada’s stomach. she gets nauseous and thinks carefully about her next words as they mean alot for your own personal safety. she did not want to compromise that. she… she did not want to compromise herself either. she tries to act passive and pulls out her phone. she sends you a quick “sos” and sets her phone on the counter.
“you don’t need to take care of anything. stop worrying about it. about me. about her. everything is fine. i’m tired baby, can we please just let this go for the night?”
she glances down as she sees the texts coming in from you.
are you okay?
please answer me.
are you at howls?
its late, i need to know if you’re safe
i see your location, i’m on the way
*y/n has shared their location with you*
i’ll be there in 10 minutes. if it’s howl messing with you again, i swear to god i’ll take that fucker out tonight.
howl rounds the corner of the island and takes steady strides to bada and she stumbles back, praying that you show up sooner rather than later.
“you don’t see how she’s fucking with your head? she doesn’t love you like i do, bada.” howl reaches a hand up to bada’s face.
bada shakes in fear, its creeping up her spine and she can feel his breath on her face. he’s too close.
he’s too brave.
bada takes his hand in hers and places it back down by his side,
“you don’t love me howl. I’m something for you to show off like a trophy to your friends. I have no real meaning to you. you dress me up and make me out to be whoever you want me to be, but i’m not her. I’m not the girl you want me to be so desperately.”
bada straightens up for the first time in a couple months and she laughs as she realizes - her and howl stand at the same height. it makes her chuckle in his face. she advances towards him instead and now, the tables turn. howl looks almost… disturbed? shocked? he’d never seen bada be so… firm. so confident.
“y/n lets me be myself. fully. she accepts every part of me without question. her love is unconditional with no limit. no ceiling. there are no dealbreakers- she just loves me. howl i cant even wear sweatshirts around you without you saying i’m not being feminine enough. i’m not pretty enough. but y/n? it doesn’t matter what the fuck i have on because its me. and she loves me regardless.”
bada’s phone dings again and as she looks down at it, its you.
i’m parked, i’m in the elevator going to your floor now
bada walks around howl to their bedroom, he follows.
“where do you think you’re going?” howl crosses his arms.
bada grabs her emergency bag, only needing a couple items since you already had half of her wardrobe at your apartment. “i’m going out. i’m not sure when i’ll be back.”
she exits the bedroom and makes her way to the door,
“and let me just tell you this, howl. If it came between you and y/n, i will always choose y/n. without question.”
and as if on cue, the doorbell rings. bada swings the door open to reveal you in a pair of sweatpants and one of her sweatshirts draped on your body. bada tries her best to shield howl from your sight and exit as swiftly as she possibly can given the situation, but howl grabs her arm and yanks. you hear bada hiss, and as soon as you lay eyes on howl, you feel rage encompass your entire being. you step into the door and remove his hand from her arm, pulling bada from out of the door frame and behind you.
“how dare you lay your fucking hands on her? are you kidding me?” you take a step forward but bada pulls you back and intertwines her hand with your own, “let’s go y/n. please”
howl’s body is slumped, insecurity swallowing him whole. you can't help but laugh at him. he was such a fucking idiot. you turn around and scan bada for any harm, luckily, she seems fine other than being a little shaken up. you lean up to give her a kiss on her cheek and take one last look at howl. pathetic. you both turn to walk away and howl hopes bada turns around to look at him, show any waver of uncertainty. but she never looks back, she just moves forward. with you.
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your fingers twirl through bada’s hair. she’d changed into comfy clothes once you guys got home and now she’s sprawled out on top of you, head laying on your chest.
“you okay?” your hand pushes the hair out of her face. you feel her nod. she shifts so that her head is resting upright.
“i am now.” she grins up to you, pressing her lips against your own. she really meant it this time.
#bada lee#bada lee x reader#bada lee smut#smut#bada x reader#swf 2#fuck howl#not irl#but still fuck depicted howl#swf 2 x reader#lee bada x reader#lee bada#street woman fighter x reader
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so the book of bill is pretty good
#i fucking howled when I read this and IMMEDIATELY thought about this one damn meme#the book of bill#gravity falls#bill cipher
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oh my god. oh my fucking god. everyone on this show is a lesbian. oh my goD
#i'm LOSING my fucking MIND i can't BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#screaming crying ripping my shirt off howling at the fucking moon!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mcu#sorry or just queer i got so excited i forgot my own sexuality whatever WLW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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find me in the future.
#i thought that scene looked familiar#had to draw this cuz they both fucking EATED it all!!!!#their plots are somewhat similar and it makes me emotional#i love the idea that zelda would be howl and link would be sophie#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#howlscastle#howl pendragon#howl's moving castle#zelda tears of the kingdom#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#totk#sophie hatter#my art#tloz#zelink#botw#breath of the wild#zelda#short hair zelda#totk fanart#zelda fanart#light dragon#studio ghibli#studio ghibli style
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Happy bday to our fluffy puppy~
#drrrawing#twisted wonderland#jack howl#twst fanart#his broom card was really testing my patience#with how he came multiple times in high pity and wouldn't give me greats/excellents when i leveled him up....#“great & excellent bonus rate” my fucking ass LMAO#(yea i only play on EN sdgfhsdf)
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People have the audacity to say they weren't fucking.
#ask Walburga she had to see them making out kissing sloppily all throughout the day and the night is another howling story#wolfstar#remus lupin x sirius black#remus lupin#sirius black#remus loves sirius#sirius loves remus#remus x sirius#marauder's era#dead gay wizards#atyd marauders#atyd wolfstar#remus headcanon#hp ootp#hp marauders#harry potter#fuck jkr#anti snape#anti jkr
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"If you could have any superpower, what w-"
Shapeshifting. Shapeshifting shapeshifting shapeshifting. I'm a transgender therian, what the fuck did you think I would pick.
#andiv3r rambles#transgender#therian#therianthropy#transmasc#cladotherian#feline cladotherian#<- prev 2 tags may not accurately represent me#but i'm still figurin stuff out#cat therian#trans#trans guy#coyote therian#coyote theriotype#feline therian#feline theriotype#oh btw! i'm a therian :')#y e a h#finally comfortable enough to say with certainty#so if you don't support#get the fuck off my blog#thanks <3#andiv3r howls
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Wolf: Carried
Based on this tweet:
#Manifesting Jack Howl SSR through determination and sheer fucking WILL#phuuca's art#jack howl#leona kingscholar#twst jack#twst leona#twst#twisted wonderland#twst fanart#fanart#art#digital art#digital sketch#digital drawing#digital artwork#firealpaca#firealpaca art#cross posted on twitter
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doctor who is so hilarious cuz its like yes we are a sci-fi show exploring dark themes of morality and obsession and the implications of present-day capitalism and yes our lead artists are Spice Girls and Britney Spears hope this helps <3
#doctor who is just the fourteen year old girl of sci fi fandoms#camp show of all time#honourable mention for boney m#when toxic came on in nin'e season i was fucking HOWLING#doctor who#doctor who 60th anniversary#tenth doctor#ninth doctor#fourteenth doctor#also these camp ass music numbers are performed by the most#powerful fucking villains we've ever faced#gotta love it
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#red white and royal blue#firstprince#rwrbedit#rwrb#rwarb#rwarbedit#firstprinceedit#mine#FUCKING HOWLED AT HENRY'S RESPONSE
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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Doing some research for a video essay on horror's preoccupation with unhallowed ground (specifically Native American Burial GroundsTM) by watching the original Pet Semetary and.
THIS JUST IN: THESE NATIVE AMERICAN BURIAL GROUNDS WERE NEVER USED TO BURY A PERSON IN, SOMEHOW?
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Things I Learned Selling Smutty Fan Art At A Comic Convention
The overwhelming majority of women at comic conventions are into smut.
They all feel free to be excited about seeing smut around their friends, but they sneak away from the group 20 minutes later to actually buy it.
The majority of men are horrified by the sight of a guy with his shirt off.
Something can be so gay that homophobes can’t linger long enough to spout their bigoted views, lest they be seen standing near gay stuff.
Tween girls LOVE offensive stickers. LOVE. THEM.
Dads will reluctantly buy tween daughters almost anything they want.
Those dads draw the line at stickers that say “fuck me like the government.”
I knew anime was huge, but Jesus Christ, I was the only person in a Star Trek uniform at a COMIC CONVENTION. It was like 70% anime cosplay.
For all the shit people talk online, Star Wars is still huuuuuge. The day I went as Obi-Wan I was stoically told “May the force be with you” all day long by fellow Jedi.
When your friend says “if you’re going as Obi-Wan, I’m going as a sexy Anakin” you are apparently not allowed to ask “Hayden Christensen or Jake Lloyd?”
#star wars#howls moving castle#whatever the fuck that is#Star Trek strange new worlds#smut#smutty fanart#comic con
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sometimes DID is "haha people in brain"
but most of the time its:
"fuck wait when did it become [time] why am i on my phone didnt i need to make dinner? oh no who am i whats going on"
*constant vague flashbacks as people float in and out of front*
"oh god when did i get here where am i?"
*deep dissociation*
*being unable to care for myself due to dissociation*
"i do this all the time why cant *i* do this why can i not remember?"
*forgetting important or even just every day things*
*can never think clearly*
*too many voices and thoughts that arent mine*
#❜ ─ Howling Ghxsts ─ ❛#endos dni#actually did#did system#polyfrag did#did osdd#did alter#osddid#osdd#cdd system#endos fuck off#anti endo
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Savanaclaw Rook,,,,,,,,, + encounter with a very enthusiastic freshman
#twisted wonderland#twst fanart#savanaclaw#rook hunt#jack howl#i want to put barbecue sauce on rooks arms and munch on them like theyre chicken thighs#i forgot the NECKLACES and the dirt on his skin/clothes and i only noticed it after rendering !! fuck !!!#rook and jack could have such a cute dynamic they should interactt more methinks#rook being a supportive and thoughtful senpai makes me ill#<- has been slightly un-normal about rook hunt since last year#myart
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