#ftm halsin

[quillfulwriter]

Words: 1020 | Rating: T

Halsin is trans, and he offers to talk to Astarion about how the world has changed in that regard over the past 200 years.

Kofi commissions are also open ☕

[pointy-ears-kink]

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[sharkboywrites]

Sooo fun news: I now write for Baldur’s Gate 3, so if any trans, male, autistic, and/or disabled fans want to send in a request for a fic, feel free!

Super exited to be adding this to my list because this game has had me in a complete chokehold for the past few weeks and I’ve noticed a lack of male readers or any type of diverse reader. If the content will not come to me I will make it myself goddamnit!

Always love y’all mwah

[corruptcuntboy]

[melancholyghoul]

I want a boyfriend who's taller than me so that when he hugs me I can put my head between his tiddies

[dimmadoome]

What if I wrote a Baldurs Gate Game Of Thrones AU? One where Astarion Targaryen is forced to marry Gale Hightower for political reasons.(Astarion is FTM trans and his family wants to send him off to the "proper and religious" house to either sweep him under the rug or get at least SOME heirs they can marry back into the main line.)

Gale and Astarion kind of hate eachother but after a while, grow to be friends. After a year of marriage, they get word of wights at the wall. So they ride (on dragonback because of course I'm giving Astarion a dragon. Maybe caraxes because I think he would be a good rider for him.) up to the wall with their cousins Wyll Tyrell and Karlach Baratheon. While they are on their journey they find Jenevelle Blackwood (Shadowheart) and her lover Lae'zel Sand (Martell bastard) running away from Shadowheart's home because lesbians.

Gale and Astarion recruit them to their cause. When they get to Winterfell to speak to the warden of the north, Jaheria Stark, they meet and subsequently recruit some of her fiercest bannermen, Halsin Mormont and Minsc Umber.

As the days get colder and the nights grow longer, Gale and Astarion fall in love with eachother and the fierce heir to bear island. Since Astarion is a Targaryen, he says fuck it, I can have two husbands and they seal their marrige with Halsin in the godswood. After a good amount of time and hella politics with Lorroakin Tully, Ketheric Lannister, Orin Bolton (and Gortash Baelish being hella problematic in the background.) All seven of the companion crew band together, fight against the night king (Minthara) and win the battle for the dawn. (Astarion is the prince who was promised and is completely pissed about it.)

[whitegoldtower]

If I were in the BG3 universe:

🕸️ Obviously I’d be a drow, myself. As an FTM and the eldest child in my family, I’d at least survive long enough to get nabbed by the nautiloid.

🕸️ act 1 Astarion would have to actively work to earn my trust because he and I would NOT see eye to eye and his behaviour would make me feel deeply unsafe. Again, as I said in my last post, his reaction to being told “you’re too close” would absolutely make me retaliate aggressively, and I wouldn’t just let him walk away from me after speaking to me like that.

🕸️ I would probably spend entire nights just talking to Gale and Wyll. I’d also be competing with Gale for the title of Camp Cook

🕸️ Lae’zel bossing me around on the nautiloid would rub me up the wrong way and I’d be very likely to react the same way as Shadowheart “who put you in charge?”

🕸️ I would get Scratch for Karlach but I wouldn’t be particularly pleased with having a dog in the camp.

🕸️ I’ll indulge Volo because it’s funny, but I am not letting him lobotomise me.

🕸️ If all went smoothly, I’d have some pretty deep conversations with Astarion.

🕸️ “I hate wolves” - me too, girl. Your fear is justified, and not just because of your trauma. I, too, would shit myself if Silver walked past me.

🕸️ I’d spare Minthara and then save her from Moonrise. Even though I would have some heavy disagreements with her, she would be my best friend. She would be the one person I’d seek out if I needed a second pair of eyes and/or a reality check.

🕸️ I would trust Shadowheart to do the right thing.

🕸️ Honestly, I don’t think I would even free Lae’zel from the tieflings. She would not be at my camp. I would see her in the wooden cage, see the tieflings guarding it, and keep walking. I would remember her giving me orders on the nautiloid and that would instantly dissuade me from even debating whether or not trying to persuade those tieflings to let her go was worth it.

🕸️ I would punch Aradin (and hurt my fist in the process but it’s worth it)

🕸️ I would free the spiders in the goblin camp and let them eat the goblins.

🕸️ Wyll would find me questionable at times. Karlach would get annoyed because I prefer to act subtly and strategise instead of running in guns blazing.

🕸️ I wouldn’t probe at Shadowheart. She and I would see eye to eye on a lot of things.

🕸️ I’ll let Abdirak have a go out of pure curiosity.

🕸️ I would technically save the grove but not on purpose. Yes I would take out the goblin leaders, and yes I would free Halsin. Yes, I would also help the tieflings with the druid situation. But it wasn’t my first priority. Not that I would say that out loud.

🕸️ I would rather either wait for Halsin to get to the grove to yell at Kagha and resolve the issue with the tieflings himself, or expose Kagha to the other druids. Minimal bloodshed in the grove.

🕸️ I would let True Soul Nere do his thing (I’m not getting involved in that) and then talk to the dumbass about the Absolute situation. Ideally, I wouldn’t give him the chance to run off. He’s coming back to camp with me. Better to have another ally than to let Balthazar have him. Also I’m romancing the pants off him.

🕸️ Church bells would ring when I saw Kar’niss for the first time. I would not be able to take the moonlantern from him, and as a reluctant consequence, I would turn on the harpers. I would aim to just knock him out at Moonrise because his sobs would make me feel too bad.

🕸️ Araj Oblodra would catch my hands so fast. At that point, I might not particularly be besties with Astarion, but I would defend him. Nobody should be speaking to anybody like that. One of the rare instances in the game thus far that would absolutely make my blood boil.

🕸️ Mayrina made her bed and now she can lie in it. Auntie Ethel can do as she likes.

🕸️ Raphael’s voice could convince me, but his words could not. I’m not falling for it.

🕸️ I would let Astarion bite me but by the gods I had better see him fighting tooth and nail afterwards. I am not a blood bank and I would get pissy if he wasn’t pulling his weight. A second feeding would 80% ride on whether or not I thought it would be efficient to let him do so again and 20% on the soft little part of me that wants to see him happy. But any of that “my little treat with his cheeks all flushed” nonsense and he’s not getting anything. Not unless I’d clocked that it was a bit, but I’m autistic so it would probably take a while.

🕸️ I would eventually trust each of the companions to make the big decisions - it’s not my place to tell them how to resolve their personal problems. The most I can do is support them and offer rational advice if they ask for it.

🕸️ Karlach can have Scratch, I don’t care. I’m adopting all the cats and spiders (leggy cats). Although, that one woman with the cages? I’ll let her have it with both barrels.

🕸️ When Orin decides to mess with my party, I decide to scalp her when I next see her.

🕸️ The tadpole would make me have panic attacks every night because of my medical anxiety, and I would be trying everything to get rid of it (as long as I don’t lose an eye, but if I was desperate enough I might try it. Raphael might even start to tempt me). Eventually, I think I’d become apathetic to it and force myself to stop acknowledging it.

🕸️ if the companions cared enough about me, it would probably be a nightly occurrence for them to have to stop me from downing the Wyvern Poison Nettie gave me in the grove, because even the slightest ache in my body would set off alarms. “You’re not turning into a mindflayer, you just ate some dodgy meat”

🕸️ On the nights I’m not cooking, I’m requesting that Gale cooks something with mushrooms in it. Comfort food. Routine good.

🕸️ I’ll take Minthara calling me a jaluk as a compliment, because at least she’s gendered me correctly.

🕸️ I absolutely cannot sleep alone. If I had to pick a companion to keep me safe when I’m sleeping, it’s either going to be Shadowheart, Wyll or Minthara. Shadowheart and Wyll would be comforting and reassuring, and Minthara would be vigilant and stern enough to both make me feel safe and convince me to go the fuck to sleep.

🕸️ however if I woke up in the middle of the night and freaked out, I’d be most likely to wake up Wyll. The whole time this and the above is happening, I would have Nere in a vice grip and would not be letting go.

🕸️ I would be some sort of magic user. But if push came to shove in battle, I’d take a leaf out of Astarion’s book and start biting people. There’s a time and a place for dignity, and whilst I consider myself an otherwise very dignified person, I’m not opposed to fighting dirty if it’s necessary.

🕸️ based on all this, I think I’d be some sort of neutral alignment. Probably true neutral.

[findroleplay]

Hey! 20+ transmasc here (18+ people only!) And I've come here for some Baldur's Gate 3 roleplays! It's going to be OC x Canon and I'm okay with doubling up!!

I'm looking for an Astarion for my transmasc male high elf bard oc or my male drow fighter oc. Go figure lol and I can play whoever for your oc!! Also willing to accept poly or MAYBE Gale or Halsin x my ocs. Though Astarion is my first choice!

I'm still on Act 1 in the game but know enough about certain characters/routes to do a bit more in depth if you'd like! Or even if you want to do a bit of a freestyle plot not purely based on canon bg3 main quest then we can! The possibilities are endless!

I'm fine with any ship pairing such as MxM, FxF, FxM, FtMxM, MtFxF, NBxM, etc. One of my ocs is transmasc (FtM) so please be okay with that! My roleplay style ranges from semi literate to advanced or even novela based on how I'm feeling and my partner's rp style. Normally I'm pretty detailed in my replies though!!

I'm definitely okay with dark and nsfw themes. They are welcome and encouraged! We can discuss more details in DM or on discord.

Please interact with this and I'll get back to you as soon as I can!!

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[rippleoak]

Requesting Guidelines:

What I write: nsfw, fluff, angst, oneshots, drabbles, head-cannons, an occasional fic

Fandoms I write for: Stardew Valley, Baldur’s Gate 3, any Spider-man, Guardians of the Galaxy, Moon Knight, The Mandalorian, Hogwarts Legacy

POVs: male reader, ftm reader, gn! reader, reader is dom or sub, reader is bottom or top, switch! reader, I’m totally open to doing female readers but I’m not exactly experienced in that area so.. request at your own discretion

What I don’t write: scat, watersports, incest, sexual ageplay, wlw, underage

I appreciate specific requests but if you don’t have a detailed story in mind I’d still love to hear it!

Fandom Specific details ⤵️ (characters I write for)

Stardew Valley: literally anyone (but I’m a Sam romancer)

BG3: Gale, Astarion, Halsin, Karlach, Rolan

Marvel: Peter Parker, Peter Quill, Steven Grant/Marc Spector/Jake Lockley

Star Wars: Din Djarin

Hogwarts Legacy: Sebastian, Ominis

Misc: TASM! Peter Parker

[confirmed-bachelor-gannon]

Currently slowly working on various fics and my ship list rn

Alistair/Cousland

Cousland/Nathaniel (Cousland’s younger brother)

Mahariel/Tamlen

Mahariel/Zevran

Hawke/Fenris

Solavellan (my canon Inq)

Cullavellan (m!Lavellan, Inq’s brother)

Mahariel/Dorian(+Zevran still)

Davrin/Rook

Shenko (FtM Commander Shep)

Shakarian (Shep’s sister)

Reyder

Arcade/Courier 6

Danse/Sole!Survivor

Hancock/Valentine/Sole!Survivor

Astarion/Durge/Halsin

Tav/Wyll

Tav/Gale

All the while I still have other stories brewing. Like lone wanderer and Butch. Or just solo. If it’s not obvious I love making a character canon for a game and then just giving them a sibling to add to things

As I work on these, and refocus on my crossover fic with DAI/BG3, I’m gonna work up art of each couple if I can to help get myself in the zone

[skullakuma]

PROSHIP/HATEFUL/INCEST/SELFCEST/ZOOS/PDF-FILES NOT WELCOME HERE

THIS ACCOUNT IS 17+ DUE TO DARK/SUGGESTIVE CONTENT! I ALSO REPOST CONTENT NOT SUITED FOR THOSE UNDER 17!

VIEWER DISCRETION ADVISED

Cross × 9teen × trans ftm × gay

artist + cosplayer

the crow and the plane

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Also known as NephalemReaper on a certain DLC

bpd + c-ptsd + bipolar sufferer

2000s sc3n3 k1D mixed with punk

certified monster f*cker

weirdcore + creepy cute lover

Fandoms -

Devil May Cry, Final Fantasy, A Date With Death, Creepypasta, Vocaloid, Resident Evil, Touchstarved, Furry, Fallout, Silent Hill, Baldur's Gate 3, Pressure, DMMD/Slow Damage, Mouthwashing, Mass Effect, The Witcher, Cyberpunk 2077, Alice: Madness Returns/American McGee's Alice, and Pokemon

Simps -

Vergil/V, Grim, Kuras/Mhin, Sephiroth, Noctis, Astarion/Halsin, Boone, Eyeless Jack, Pyramid Head, Neuvillette, Leon Kennedy, Sebastian Solace, Ghostface, and Jaal Van Darav

Ships - [subject to change]

OC x Canon (my ship: Vergil x 13 <- my sona)

Zack/Cloud, Aerith/Tifa, Rufus/Tseng, Rude/Reno (FF7)

Boone/Arcade (Fallout)

Wesker/Chris, Leon/Luis, Jill/Rebecca (RE)

art tag: #crwskullakuma

text/random tag: #crossakuma.txt

cosplay tag: TBD

first convention: 10/19/2024 (Planet Anime)

next convention: TBD

HRT Anniversary: 10/08/2021

Top Surgery Anniversary: 01/31/2025 (upcoming)

Created on: 11/10/2024

Last Edited: 11/11/2024

[sharkboywrites]

Hi! Can you pls write halsin and astarion (Gale too if u can) with a trans male (transitioned) who feels insecure about appearing too feminine and thinking about cutting his long hair cause he thinks they’re too feminine? Sorry this just my insecurities. This morning I cut my hair and gold I wish I hadn’t cause I loved my hair but ppls told me they were girly so.. yeah. Regrets. Sorry about the mini rant. So Uhm would love if u could write so,è comfort, no worries if u can’t! Thx for being a mlm writer and love that u started writing for bg3! Have a lovely day!

Halsin, Astarion, and Gale with a Dysphoric FTM S/O

A/N: Took me about two years but I'm finally trying to get back to writing after falling down shitposting hell, yaay. So sorry to hear about your problems with hair (and also that it took me so long to get to it :/), hair can be a really complicated thing when you're trans and even though I cut mine as short as possible I still end up feeling too feminine most of the time. sorry that these are kinda short, I'm easing myself back into writing after a while of not writing at all, even personal works, after a family emergency.

Ftm reader, male reader, he/him pronouns used, heavy themes of dysphoria

Halsin

Halsin makes his morals clear, that things should be as nature intended it

This includes things like hair, and that hair growing out is a natural thing whether you're a man or woman

Obviously he's okay with hair cutting, his would be much longer if he hadn't, but he also supports the idea of letting your hair grow out, letting nature choose it's path, his hair is still near his shoulders after all

So when you come to him about your worries of your hair being "too feminine" he's very adamant that this is a normal thing

He assures you that hair is natural, and that people can have any length and it will not affect who they are as a person

Whatever you decided, cutting your hair or keeping it long, he will continue to assure you that no matter what hair length you have, you are still a man and the man he loves

Just know that Halsin loves you no matter what, you are a man and he will do everything in his power to make sure you know that

Astarion

Like Halsin, Astarion is really doesn't think much about hair length and it equating to gender

Astarion had met plenty of men in his life, many of which having long hair, some even long enough to go all the way down their legs to their ankles

And yet these men were still just that, men

Some quite masculine still, and not any less attractive to him

When you come to him with your troubles, he's immediately going to try and help you

He'll help you style your hair to find a way that you like it

He'll tie it all up, tie only certain parts of it up, twist it and braid it, until you find something that you like

Every time you find a style you like, because of course he'll keep going until you find multiple you're comfortable with, he'll tease you about how silly you were for thinking having long hair made you feminine

I mean, look at this man

His hair is short, but it's stylish, he takes good care of it, and he'll for sure know how to make it so that you'll like this

He'll make you feel as masculine as possible while playing with your hair, making sure you know just how loved yu are, as you are, a man

Gale

Gale himself has longer hair

Obviously it's not very long, about a bit longer than his shoulders, but he's confident about it most times

When he does get insecure about it, it's not because he doesn't feel masculine, it's because of his general insecurities with himself

So when you open up to him about your issues, he's not exactly sure how to help

He'd never considered that this could be a reason someone would be insecure

He encourages you to keep your hair long, although he's not very good at comforting you

He may try to mess around with your hair like Astarion, and he doesn't do as well, but he does well enough

You find a few styles that make you feel better and he promises to do his best to try and make it right every morning just for you

If you do want to cut it off, he won't stop you, even supervising to make sure you don't mess it up too bad

If you regret it later, he'll hold you close in an attempt to comfort you

Again, he's not great at comforting, but at this point he's also more comfortable and it does the trick

Before or after cutting your hair, he may use astral projection to try and make you feel better about your physical appearance if you really want it

Gale may not be the best in these situation, but he tries his hardest to do what's best for you and what you want, comforting you all the way through

Wooo I'm back to writing, ty for reading and have a nice day!

[sharkboywrites]

Could I request a ftm reader with ehlers danlos x halsin? The reader is rather short and struggles a lot with his masculinity as well as his feelings of uselessness of being unable to help with slightly physical demanding tasks?

Halsin With an S/O With Ehlers Danlos

A/N: sooooo I don't know much about Ehlers Danlos but I did a little bit of research and I'm gonna do my best to write it, sorry if i get anything wrong!

Trans Male Reader

Having a disability is hard on a regular basis

But of course, now with the situation you're in, stranded in an unfamiliar place on a time limit, it's obviously become a lot harder

The thing about everyone else is that they're, well, strong

To be fair, stronger than the average person is, but it was still enough to make you feel a little left out

While everyone was fighting, you couldn't really help out

Of course, you could help in your own ways, but it still didn't feel like you were doing enough compared to everyone else

It was really starting to take a toll on you

You couldn't help that feeling of not doing enough

It ever started to make you feel dysphoric

You couldn't do the things that the other men around you could do too, and it really started to make you insecure

Halsin notices when you start to retreat into your tent at night, how you seemed to start pushing yourself much harder than you should be

One night, after you had once again taken an early retreat to your tent Halsin waited for a good time to follow you in

He found you curled up under your blankets

He was able to coax you out a bit, and eventually managed to get you to open up to him about how you were feeling

Once you started telling him, you couldn't stop

You let all of it pour out, about how you felt useless and dysphoric because you couldn't do the things everyone else did

He let you get out all of your feelings before speaking

He reassured you that you weren't useless

He told you that while you can't do a lot of physical tasks, you still did things that were important

You brought your own charm and helpfulness to the party, and he was sure that without you, things would fall apart rather quickly

With his reassurance, you felt a little better and more confident in yourself and your abilities

From then on, you still did your best to help and started to see how your efforts, while maybe not physical, were still a great help to the party

And when you were feeling down, that you were useless or unhelpful, Halsin was always there to support you, and reassure you how well you were doing