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ā I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOUR GENEROUS OFFER. I'LL DO IT.
#thewitcheredit#witcheredit#the witcher#jaskieredit#jaskier#userbecca#userava#uservia#ughmerlin#tusermich#netflixedit#edits#the witcher spoilers#[usual whining about me being unsatisfied with the fonts]#anyways. this scene destroyed me honestly#joey really is the king of putting such care into every single small detail#to give back the perfect shade of emotion needed to empathize completely with the character#you know redania is playing him somehow but you can't fault him this single decision#wanting to keep ciri and geralt and yen SAFE#from what he'd been through#the way his lips curls in both fear AND rage as he says 'get rid of him' truly embody all of this#loved the detail of him fiddling with his wounded finger#kissing him on the forehead as we speak
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I offer the frankly hilarious scenario of zenos and estinien having to work together (probably because of tataru) and a little bit of headcanon-ing I have in regards to the one main issue they run in to when theyre a duo.
#ffxiv#sketch#zenos yae galvus#estinien wyrmblood#adventurer zenos#this partially has to do with the other thought I had of zenos probably having to earn rank like the rest of his family#i dont think its implied anywhere actually that the princes were ever advanced just because of of their lineage#so the thought of him having to learn how to use the money he earned reasonably had crossed my mind- before he was a legatus at least#not that I can really imagine him using it for much honestly#and im primarily going to be writing adventurer zenos mainly using it as 'scion/meteor spoiling money'#and then like maybe stuff for his own appearance but also thats probably what he'd be doing work for tataru for LOL#estinien on the flipside earned most of what he needed through service I imagine- so his concept of money has just been terribly warped#and just in case for those who dont know their height difference#estinien is being held around four inches off the ground#he is -not- having a good time#the hunting duo from hell
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DINNER IS (finally) SERVED
3000ish words later and part 8 is here! hope you guys enjoy!
(p.s my headcanons explainations are in the tags if you're curious)
(p.p.s credit also goes to @rin-solo for the first headcanon )
the post/thread that started this whole au
dinner scene: part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7
there's a masterlist now!
*odysseus is making his way to the dining hall, while athena and poseidon are following behind*
poseidon: *looking around at the decorations/tapestry dotted around*
poseidon: *seeās a tapestry of what looks to be a very much younger odysseus in full king & armour attire*
poseidon: *stops walking, and turns to look at the actual odysseus in front of him, then back at the tapestry*
poseidon: *to odysseus with a sardonic tone* do your weavers like making you look like a boy, or was that a decision you made to make yourself look younger?
odysseus: *pauses his walking to see what poseidon is talking about*
athena: *also pauses and turns to poseidon*
odysseus: *sees the tapestry in question*
odysseus: *sighs* of course you point that one outĀ
athena: *who knew odysseus before he was king*
athena: *glaring at poseidon* uncle, you shouldnāt make assumptions, especially when you donāt know the facts
odysseus: *pats athena on the shoulder as he passes her*
odysseus: itās fine athena
odysseus: *next to poseidon and looking up at the tapestry* if you must know, that is actually the age i was.Ā
poseidon: *not believing him* yeah right, you couldnāt be older than fifteen in this
odysseus: *turns to him with a sharp look* youāre correct, i was fifteen
poseidon: *slightly wary of odysseusā mood* soā¦ you became king at fifteen? isnāt that a little bit young for a mortal to rule a kingdom?
odysseus: *turns back to the tapestry* i was already the king, i was actually crowned when i was thirteen
poseidon: *shocked and confused* why would a child be given a kingdom to run?
odysseus: *looks down with a sad smile, at the memory of his father telling him about him losing his mind, and how sorry he was to place such a huge responsibility on his young sonās shoulders*
odysseus: well, i had no choice, but i would do it again if i had toā¦Ā
odysseus: *turns to athena* besides, i had athena to help guide me
athena: *smiles with a nod at odysseus*
odysseus: *starts walking in the direction of the dining hall again* anywayā¦enough of that, can we please just make our way to the dining hall now
*they all continue making their way down the hall*
poseidon: *notices a stain on the floor tiles not far in front of them*
poseidon: *points* i think your servants missed a spot
athena & odysseus: *both look to where heās pointing*
athena: *chuckles to herself in knowing*
odysseus: *smirks*Ā
poseidon: *sees both their expressions, and is confused*Ā
odysseus: oh that..oh donāt worry itās clean
odysseus: *shrugs* itās just so hard to get bloodstains out of white titles
poseidon: *wide eyed* blood?
odysseus: yeah.. not long after i finished with you, i arrived back on my island to find my palace overrun with 108ā¦muttsā¦ all vying for my wifeās hand.Ā
odysseus: *waving his hand like it was a simple issue* so i made sure to deal with them all myselfā¦ unfortunately one of them left a stain.
odysseus: -oh look weāve made it
odysseus: hope we havenāt kept them too long
poseidon: *shocked at all the new odysseus lore heās unlocked*
athena: *laughing at poseidonās expression*
odysseus: *opening the door* come on letās head in
poseidon: *shakes away the shock*
odysseus: *to poseidon* i guess itās time to introduce you to my wife
*they all walk through the doorway into the dining hall*
*there penelope and telemachus both stand not too far from the dining table; which has quite the feast laid out, and from the steam coming off of it, it had not long be put there*
odysseus: *heads over to his son & wife*
odysseus: *looks at poseidon* poseidon, youāve met my son telemachus before.
telemachus: *can barely keep in his excitement*Ā
telemachus: hi- i mean good evening lord poseidon, iām so happ- grateful you accepted my father's invitation for dinner.Ā
telemachus: *puts his arm on his chest, and leans forward in aĀ bow of respect* i hope you enjoy the evening.
odysseus: *narrows his eyes at poseidon, silently threatening him to not be rude to his son*
telemachus: *looks back up at poseidon, smile on his face*
poseidon: *quickly nods his head in greeting to telemachus* good evening prince, your father tells me that this was all your ideaĀ
telemachus: *raises a hand to nervously scratch under his chin* umā¦ yes i guess it was
poseidon: well then, thank you for the idea to invite me.
telemachus: *hand leaves his chin and a big smile breaks out* well of course! you are my fatherās friend after all!
poseidon: *eye twitches before he quickly composes himself*Ā
poseidon: yesā¦ friend.
odysseus: *coughs* yes and now that youāve both reacquainted yourselves againā¦ telemachus why donāt you go speak with athena for a moment
telemachus: sure!
*telemachus makes his way to athena, and they start talking amongst themselves*
odysseus: *puts his arm around penelopeās waist* now, please let me introduce you to my wife; the queen of ithaca, penelope.Ā
penelope: *doesnāt bow like telemachus, but nods in greeting* welcome to our palace lord poseidon
poseidon: *nods back* thank you for having me queen penelope
penelope: *smiles but her eyes have a certain glint to them*Ā
penelope: my husband has told me all about your part in his journey home to us
poseidon: *totally not panicking a little* uh-
penelope: *glint leaves her eyes, but her smile remains*
penelope: -and also how you have helped out on his and my sonās fishing trips lately.
penelope: of course, i would also like thank you for taking the time to attend tonight
poseidon: sureā¦ no problem?
odysseus: great, everyone has met everyone!Ā
odysseus: *to everyone* now, shall we sit down and eat the lovely feast the cooks have made us, before it gets cold?
odysseus: *moves to pull out one of the chairs at the head of the table for penelope as he normally does, when he notices that, there is only one chair instead of two*
odysseus: *looks up at the table and sees a piece of parchment with āmotherā written on it*Ā
odysseus: huh?
telemachus: *makes his way over to his father* oh! thereās a different than usual seating plan for tonight! iāve put everyone's names where they should sit.
odysseus: *smiles at telemachus* oh ok, sure!
odysseus: well, i guess i should look for mine then, hey?
telemachus: yes, and please everyone else too!
*everyone makes their way to the table to see where theyāre sitting (even though three of them already know)*
odysseus: *sees the parchment with āfatherā on it*Ā
odysseus: *expecting to have either athena or telemachus next to him*
odysseus: *watches as athena stands in front of the seat opposite him*
odysseus: *thinks itās weird to put athena & poseidon together, but thinks telemachus has done is as they are uncle & niece*
odysseus: *then sees telemachus stood in front of the seat next to athena*
odysseus: wait-
poseidon: *sees his name and heads towards it, only to look up and see odysseus standing in front of the seat next to him*
poseidon: wait-
poseidon & odysseus: *both look at each other in horror that they're stuck next to each other all evening*
telemachus: *not noticing the looks of doom on their faces* isnāt this great? itās a family dinner, so what better than friends sitting together?Ā
telemachus: *turning to penelope* sorry youāre by yourself at the head of the table though mother
penelope: *smiles and waves her hand* i donāt mind
penelope: anyway, let's sit and eat!
*everyone but odysseus and poseidon sit down. both who have a death grip on the back of their seats*
penelope: *clears her throat* odysseus, lord poseidonā¦ would you both please sit down.
odysseus: *snaps out of his staring at poseidon*Ā
odysseus: uh sureā¦
odysseus: *sits down and look back to poseidon, nodding his head at poseidonās seat in the motion for him to also sit down*
poseidon: *still doesnāt sit*
odysseus: *a millisecond of a flash of red eyes*Ā
poseidon: *sits*
odysseus: *internally to himself* oh this is gonna be a long evening
odysseus: *to everyone* ok, everyone dig in!
odysseus: *to poseidon* can you get what you want for yourself, mighty sea god? or do you need a mortalās help?
poseidon: *grabbing a lamb chop off a platter and tearing into it savagely in defiance*
odysseus: *rolls his eyes at poseidon, but goes to place a filet of fish on his plate*
*everyone has been eating and talking*
poseidon: *looks at penelope (who is talking to telemachus & athena) and then looks at odysseus*
poseidon: *thinking and then looks back to penelope*
odysseus: *to poseidon* is there a reason you keep looking at my wife?
poseidon: *jumps at little at being caught looking*Ā
poseidon: *turns to odysseus* oh do not worry yourself, i have no interest in your wife
odysseus: *unimpressed* why do you keep looking at her then?
poseidon: im..curiousĀ
odysseus: *narrowing his eyes* about?
poseidon: normally you mortal men choose women younger than them for their wivesā¦ yet clearly your wife is; from my estimatesā¦ about a decade older than you
poseidon: *now with his hand under his chin, leaning on the table*Ā
poseidon: do you perhapsā¦prefer older women odysseus?
odysseus: *hands tighten in grip around his cutlery*
poseidon: *notices odysseus hasnāt responded yet*
poseidon: iām right arenāt -
odysseus: no.
odysseus: *his eyes may not be red, but are clearly full of anger*
poseidon: *eyes widen in worry* whoa whoa! no need to get angry, itās just a simple observationā¦. anyone if they pay attention can see the age difference
poseidon: *moves his hand to flick his hair back over his shoulder* itās not a bad thing
odysseus: *takes a breath in to calm down and then slowly releases it*
odysseus: we are- were the same ageā¦ physically at least
poseidon: *confused* i donāt follow
odysseus: *looks at poseidon* during the 10 years it took for me to get homeā¦ i found myself stuck on a goddessā island for 7 of themā¦
poseidon: okā¦
odysseus: *closes his eyes* caly- the goddess had full control over everything on the islandā¦ her magic influenced everythingā¦ including a mortal's ability to age.
poseidon: so you didnāt-
odysseus: -age? yeah
odysseus: *sighs and opens his eyes* when i realised i wasnātā¦ i- i-Ā
odysseus: lets just say i didnāt handle it well
poseidon: *blinks at this new information* oh
odysseus: yep āohā indeedā¦Ā
odysseus: *looks back at poseidon*
odysseus: didnāt you think it was odd that i looked exactly the same when we met again, almost 10 years after our first meeting?
poseidon: in my defenceā¦ i was angry and trying to kill you, i wasnāt really paying attention to how you looked
odysseus: *rolls his eyes* i guess that's true
telemachus: uh lord poseidon? may i ask you a question?
poseidon: *happy to not continue his conversation with odysseus*
poseidon: *to telemachus* ask away prince of ithaca
telemachus: is it true that you gave achilles his horses balius & xanthus?
poseidon: *amazed at telemachusā knowledge*Ā
poseidon: not directlyā¦ but yes i am the reason he came to acquire them. you see i gave them to his father peleus, as a wedding gift for his wife thetisā¦
*poseidon continues to tell the tale, and odysseus speaks with athena and penelope while more time passes*
*the meal is continuing smoothly as can be*
poseidon: *notices that odysseus has only been eating the fish. not touching a single bit of pork, beef or lamb that's also on the table*Ā
poseidon: *who has continuously eaten all meats available*
poseidon: *to odysseus* is there something i should know about the meat?
odysseus: huh?
poseidon: *points at the selection of meat in question* what's wrong with the meat? youāve only touched the fish.
poseidon: if i hadnāt seen the others eat it, iād worry youād asked your cooks to poison it or something.Ā
odysseus: *raised eyebrow* poison wonāt hurt you though?Ā
odysseus: *pointing a fork at him* also, why do you care about my eating habits?
poseidon: *frowning at the fork* i donāt, iām just-
odysseus: curious? poseidon, i thought you were the god of the sea, not curiosityā¦
poseidon: *huffs* forget it-
odysseus: i canāt
poseidon: *now his eyebrow is raised* youā¦canāt?
odysseus: *now using the fork to push the food on his plate around* i canāt stomach eating lamb, pork or beef anymore
poseidon: *forever confused by odysseus* uh why?
odysseus: *gives poseidon a ādo i really have to explain everything?ā look*
poseidon: *just stares*
odysseus: *once again sighing because of poseidon* well i thought youād understand lambā¦ after the whole sheep incident withā¦ your son.
odysseus: then after i escaped you with the wind bag-
poseidon: *rolls his eyes at the memory*
odysseus: we wound up on the sorceress circeās islandā¦ where she turned my men to pigs.Ā
odysseus: i managed to convince her to turn them back, but it now feels weird to eat pork
odysseus: as for beef, short story is my men ignored my warnings and killed the sacred cattle of the sun godā¦ so yeah beef is a no go for me also.Ā
poseidon: *wondering how one mortal managed to interact with so many gods on a journey to get home*
poseidon: *laughs at odysseus* and youāre letting that affect your eating habits? i expected you to be stronger than that odysseus
odysseus: *narrows his eyes at poseidon* oh just like how you let my handling of your trident, affect you into doing as i say?
poseidon: *now glaring back*Ā
poseidon: *turns away from odysseus* whatever, more meat for me
*dinner continues, with telemachus asking poseidon more questions. poseidon loving the interest in him and telelmachusā knowledge, answers the all the questions with surprising enthusiasm*
*eventually what was once a giant feast of food has nearly been cleared from the table, thanks to having two gods eating most of it*
telemachus: have you enjoyed yourself so far lord poseidon?Ā
telemachus: *smiling* itās been really fascinating and fun to learn so much more about you
poseidon: *almost letting a small smile appear on his face in return*
poseidon: *instead just nods* yes, it certainly has been an interesting & knowledgeable evening
telemachus: what about the seating, was it a good idea to put you with my father?
poseidon: *wants to answer no, but feels a kick from under the table. clearly from odysseus*
poseidon: yes, you came up with an ok-
odysseus: *gives another kick*Ā
poseidon: -great idea
telemachus: *laughs in happiness*Ā
telemachus: oh but i canāt take all the credit
odysseus: *raises an eyebrow in curiosity*Ā
athena: *who is sipping wine next to him*
athena: *slightly chokes* wai-
odysseus: *suspicious* son, you must make sure to tell us who else to thank for this
telemachus: *not understanding the bombshell heās about to drop* oh athena actually came up with the idea!
athena: *suddenly nervous with the two very intense stares directed at her*
athena: w-well it was just a suggestion reallyā¦
telemachus: no āthena! remember you said as itās a family dinner, friends should sit with friends!
odysseus: *to athena with the fakest smile* oh athena, how considerate!
penelope: *who has been quiet this whole exchange*
telemachus: *as if he hasnāt already unknowingly thrown one person to the wolves* but i of course had to run it by mother first, as she was helping me with all the planning!
penelope: *eyes have totally not widened*
telemachus: she said it was a great idea!
odysseus: *now to penelope* oh my dear wife, a great idea eh?
poseidon: *just chugs back his cup of wine at the revelations*
*after a awkward moment (at least for 4 of them) they continue on finishing the meal*
*eventually the food is finished and the dinner has come to an end, everyone has moved away from the dinner table and are now sitting on cushion chairs or standing around them talking amongst themselves*
poseidon: *looking out the window seeing just how dark the night sky now is*Ā
poseidon: well this has been a lovely evening, but it is getting late and i have been away from the sea for as long as i can.
poseidon: *turning to penelope and nodding his head in actual respect* queen penelope, thank you for your hosting
poseidon: *without nodding at them* athena, odysseusā¦ good night.
*before poseidon can turn to bid telemachus good night, the prince runs out the room*
telemachus: *yelling before he leaves the room* please lord poseidon, wait a moment! i forgot something!
poseidon: *turns to look at odysseus in confusion*Ā
odysseus: *just shrugs also confused*Ā
poseidon: *turns back to the door, telemachus long gone* uh sure.
*not long later telemachus runs back into the room dishevelled but holding something in his hand*
telemachus: *walks up to poseidon*Ā
telemachus: *bows and holds out something covered in a silk cloth to him*
poseidon: uh-
telemachus: itās a gift! iām not expecting anything in return, and iām sure you have better thingsā¦ but i saw it and thought youād like it
poseidon: *blinks, but takes the gift from telemachusā hands*
poseidon: *carefully unties the silk cloth*
poseidon: *breathes in sharply*
telemachus: *not sure if that's a good or bad reaction* uh if you donāt like it that's fin-
poseidon: *holds his hand to stop telemachus*Ā
poseidon: prince of ithac-
telemachus: telemachus- sorry for interrupting. please my lord, call me telemachus
poseidon: ā¦telemachus. thank you, this is a very thoughtful gift.Ā
poseidon: i will cherish it.
penelope & odysseus: *curious over what's got the god of the seas ācherishingā something*
athena: *small smile as she knows*
*penelope & odysseus move closer to poseidon who is still staring down at his gift. once close enough they can see in his hand is a a handcrafted glass/crystal hippocampus*
*poseidon ended up wrapping it back in the silk cloth, and placing it in his chiton. He then thanked telemachus again and bid him good night & farewell. odysseus offered to walk back to the cove with him, but poseidon waved him off and told him to stay with his family*
#poseidon: *returned home back to his palace*#poseidon: *once again looking at the gift this time with a small smile on his face*#amphitrite: *looking at poseidon* whatcha got there?#poseidon: *stuffs telemachusā gift into his chiton* uhā¦ uhā¦MOLY?!#amphitrite: *raised eyebrow* the king of ithacaā¦ odysseus gave youā¦moly?#poseidon: this isn't from odysse- *cough* i mean; noā¦ he didn't#poseidon: it's from his son.#amphitrite: *now both eyebrows raised in disbelief* the prince gave you moly?#poseidon: *panicking as he's the god of the seas not of lies*#poseidon: well they're descended from hermesā¦ he practically hands out this stuff as you knowā¦#amphitrite: uh huh... what ever you say husband#okay headcanon 1 - calypso said 'under my spell we're stuck in paradise' & to me this made me think well if she controls everything#then surely a goddess' magic can have other consequences like stopping a mortal aging. or extremely slowly aging.#once poor odysseus realises he wasn't getting older but his son and wife would be...he broke fearing he'd outlive them#calypso obvs doesn't also want the love of her life getting old/dying on her too#also credit to @rin-solo for this head canon too!#headcanon 2 - it actually happened while i was eating a burger. i thought man i'd struggle to eat any meat after all what ody went through#and so thats how that came to be! i believe he will eat goat/rabbit/chicken etc. but fish is easier with y'know ithaca being a island#so telemachus' gift has been revealed! i thought a hippocampus would be better that just a sea creature or horse. why not both?#also there will be a part 9...ody's revenge/punishment for athena and penelope's seating plan#but i need a small break after this monstrosity#odysseus epic#poseidon epic#telemachus epic#penelope epic the musical#epic the musical#epic: the musical#friends in higher places au?#nonsense thoughts
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Jimmy killing himself because he knows he is incapable of living an life without Curly and knows that in the miracle chance they were found and saved they would not let him have contact with Curly and he hates the idea he'd actually have to take responsibility.
Even if he lied, its only a matter of time before Curly is capable of showing or telling what a monster he really is, no matter what delusions tell Jimmy Curly would never do that to him.
He understands that he was the monster in everyone's worse moments but refused to accept that at the end. So he made sure that he died without the possibility of it being actualized as he's the only one that saw death as an escape rather than a release. Jimmy truly didn't believe Curly had anything to escape from even after everything and let him have what he perceived as glory as the sole survivor and thus Captain of the Tulpar.
#like he goes from knowing the the system in place ergo Curly will protect him from consequence even if unitentionally at first which#motivates him to take the measures he does but when that system also loses the ability to effectively stop him he drags the corpse around#like a memento of what he's achieved that slowly warps into a worship as he realizes how much it actually did and that even he struggles#without it cause i believe in light of the crash that the thought of losing Curly's unwavering support because he'd eventually protect Anya#over him when Curly's head was yanked from the clouds at either the baby's birth or just the way he was slowly putting things together as#the big picture became less appealing to look at like Curly was slowly realizing it and i think he knew at the crash scene but it was too#late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc#spin off that deals with some psychological metaphorical horror dealing with that but also like I need jimmy dead.#then again none of this is new or even unique ive seen this explained but i also dont think its addressed that Jimmy's refusal to take#responsibility with Anya avoiding it A N D his envious codependency of Curly made him crash the Tulpar as there was not a way he could fix#the what he did to Anya in his mind without getting rid of her and or the pregnancy in a way that Curly wouldn't leave him and thats so#important like he only viewed Anya through his relationship with Curly and hed rather die than acknowledge her as a person and his assult#on her as something that could realistically get in the way of their relationship and taking advantage of it.#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#i hate talking about this dick fuck but he also is like being fascinated by a venomous spider like stay away but i will study you
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i like to think reg is more fond of being a drinker, likes the taste of some and knows he can be out of it when he's in a secure place, especially with rhm.
rhm on the other hand i like to think doesn't drink not just because he's never really wanted to anyway, and not just because he'd rather stay sober to keep reg safe, but also mayhaps just fears not being aware of his surroundings 24/7 . slaps him with paranoia <3
want to make a little comic of reg realizing really early on that rhm never joins in on drinking on any occasion at all and questions him about it snarkily at first and gets a snarky answer back as a fun banter but afterwards maybe reg realizes more and more how rhm's always keeping a hawk's eye out for danger when he's drinking. deeper into their bond a good time later, reg would offer rhm a drink when he's 100% sure they can be safe from any random event that would not ensure their safety and maybe rhm would accept after some hesitation. mostly cuz it's probably been years since he's touched a drink and doesn't wanna act strange after drinking but also isn't convinced something wouldn't come up while he's not fully in his senses.
#idk i like to think about many possibilities and reasons for my preference on rhm being the sober one while reg likes drinking a lot#cant imagine the guilt that would hit him hard for a moment when he realizes he probably put rhm through crazy stress when-#he had been drinking till he preferred rhm's help on escorting him back to their hq or room#if they're not /too/ close i think reg wpuld eventually let himself think the rhm gotta do his job and he does it good by keeping him safe#so what of it. if i drink a little more#but me thinks when they're really attached and bonded then reg just might stop drinking till he's not making sense even if it was-#sometimes before#or maybe. talks it out with rhm and learns from him he doesnt mind being extra alert if it means reg can loosen up to his heart's desire-#after stressful work :P#i talk a lot about thrm in my head that i should let out here more often .#reg would also offer rhm safe places to drink as well whenver he feels like it again. esp if he'd like wilhelm's company too#just a place with ppl he can trust and no interference from anyone else
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God I still haven't gotten over the gut punch that was Millia saying "God, I hope not."
That ending is seared into my subconscious.
#I will preface this by saying I Truly don't think Millia and Venom wholeheartedly hate each other despite everything going on between them#but I *do* think they see themselves in each other and they *hate* that they do#I think from Millias perspective Venom is what she could've been and from Venoms perspective Millias betrayed everything they both are#to Millia Venoms someone clawing at a past shes trying to free herself from#Millia left the door open behind her yet Venom would rather stay where he is. Clinging to the memory of a dead man that did them both wrong.#but to Venom the guild was all they had. I think when Venom lost Zato it was like he'd lost *everything*#I think Venom taking over the guild was him trying to put the pieces of his life back together.#I don't think Venom can see himself being anything other than what he is like Millia can.#I think the closest the two have come to understanding each other WAS in that ending#I think Millia got through to him and thats what made Venom realise they're ālike twins separated at birthā#thats why it hurt. so bad. that Millias response was āGod. I hope not.ā#it understandably would've struck a nerve. After everything how could you think we're still anything like each other?#āgod. I hope not.ā god I hope there's not a world where I live the way you do.#GJGGGUHUH GOD I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE-#I'm a little scatterbrained at the moment. also I'm a fool I know nothing I may sound like a silly clown disclaimer big time.#I know I gotta look into some sub material for the guild to get a better grasp on them#I know this!#if anyone read this far in... hii#yappin'
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Kestrel "Kes" de Riva š¦āā¬
š£ Age || 31 š£ Lineage || Human š£ Pronouns || He/Him ~ Transgender š£ Identity || Gay š£ Class || Mage š£ Specialization(s) || Spellblade š£ Faction || The Antivan Crows š£ Romance || Lucanis š£ Besties || Neve & Emmrich š£ Frenemies || Davrin
#oc: kestrel de riva#my ocs#my screenshots#dragon age the veilguard#datv#datv rook#rook de riva#antivan crow rook#antivan crows#crow rook#rook#aka: de riva de diva#and he is one too my goodness#his impulse control is as uncontrollable as his need for style#the first thing he complained about when he got sidelined was the fact that he'd have to turn in his crow clothing to lay low#he and viago almost had it out because of it but teia stepped in--as she always does#he just likes the finer things in life š¤·āāļø#and he never wants to lose what he gains...which makes things difficult as one could imagine#he came from a crappy family growing up--one that unfortunately got his parents contracts taken out on them#his family resented him for having magic and were heavily andrastian--lots of religious trauma i imagine there#but they were also hypocritical and...not good people. i'm still working out finer details :T#kes was spared and 'mercifully' taken in by the crows as they saw his potential#again still working out the finer details of his life but he's been through the ringer in a way and takes being a crow to heart now#he likes the infamy and what it can get him and stepped into leading the veilguard more reluctantly than others#but he soon understood the necessity of this job--and a crow never abandons a contract š«”š« #getting to meet the demon of vyrantium (and wooing him) was a bonus even he didn't expect š#truthfully he's the one who was wooed he just won't admit defeat lol#viago has also been there since his transition and fully supported them in any way possible--even if kes is an idiot lol#kes felt like the crows have been truer family than his ever were to him buuuut that may be a bit of the indoctrination talking as well ~op
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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I'm viewing footages and watching the news right? And the reporter's saying "what an earth was he(the president of sk) thinking"
We don't know either. I can't believe this happened... I slept through this whole event, so it feels like a fever dream. How is this real? I happened to sleep really early yesterday, it just happened to be on that particular night.
#people were worried for me yesterday- the day went.. really normal like nothing took place btw#and I was dazed in the morning so I was like: it took me a lot of time for it to sink in and honestly#I knew how much this man lacked common sense. I wasn't as surprised at first as I should have been. if it's him- he's capable of doing it#out of sole tantrum. he is that kind of person. but I had no idea he'd be this bad#the soldiers - a lot of them are young.. people cheered for them as they returned back calling them our sons#to be assembled for something as senseless as this is. it was a horrifying night for everyone#there are so many people living in sk...there must be someone wise and capable#why was this guy even elected?? I can't forgive what he tried to do... what if people actually got hurt??#just pick anyone from the streets and they'd be more responsible than he is#oh I should sleep again#;; I really slept through oh this OH BOY#Youtube#actually if it's him it's possible. that why I wasn't surprised. it would have def failed too#hey I think I do have eyes for these things#of course I didn't know the extent of how foul he could be but...I knew what kind if person he was. I saw it really well.#I lost all hope on him way back and I usually don't feel that way about someone. this was bound to happen. he was out of control#wish people could see what people are;;
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This comic follows Sonic's story after the conclusion of the Shadow Arc
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Also, this is the beginning of the following arc!
After activating the gateway ring and going through it.
[Next Part]
Here's some old art! (The design of the gateway ring has been altered since)
It's supposed to look pretty and magical instead of icky and gross
#mushroom planet moment!! kinda.#the planet is actually filled with a wide variety of biomes and landscapes ofc#been thinking about just calling it Mobius#also! Sonic is in his super form this whole comic!#he lost the gateway ring + chaos Emeralds bc they didn't go through the gateway. so hes trapped#he still has the Master Emerald tho!!#Sonic is PISSED that Statline used Shadow to (fail to) get what he wants + Sonic feels awful about losing Maria's ring#(Shadow lost the ring LMAO)#Sonic knows Starline will stop at nothing to get what he wants. He'd bring anybody into his plan if he could get an advantage.#so. Sonic thinks āWell. if he's gonna keep doing this. Ill just prevent it entirely by stopping him from wanting itā#(HE WANTS TO KILL EGGMAN... LMFAO....)#he can't directly interfere with Starline because of THE LAW so next best option!#comic#sonic au#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic gijinka#human sonic#art#super Sonic
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as much as i wish ekko could've been interacting more with the main plot and characters i am so glad he got to see the adults who were important to him one last time alive and happy. him getting to hug benzo and thank him for everything wrecked me, esp because we also got reminded that it was his tip about jayce that set off the whole tragedy. like i am just so. devastated about the guilt HE deals with and everything he's tried to build because of it while still basically being a kid himself.
#arcane tag#i feel like if we had another season there would've been more room for him to like...#idk interact with vi during her pit fighting phase or we could've gotten that flashback where he'd tried to 'rescue' powder#from silco and she slapped him or whatever that idea was???#like i wanna believe these are things that would've been explored had they not needed to supercharge this season's plot#with him spinning it all along through the alternate world tech#so glad he did get to interact with jinx a bit at least before the end#i wonder what the benefit may have been for another character ending up witnessing that world#but i am just rly glad it was ekko i think he needed it and fit into it best#alsoooo for the sake of future stories and imagination#him basically telling powder there's a world where vi is still alive and showing her that with hex crystals you can get there#hahaaaaa
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Shadow no :ā(
Maybe Iām jumping the gun here, but how is Shadow after heās presumably rescued? Seems like that would leave a mark on a guy :(((
he'll never look at salad the same way again </3
nah but fr he's been better. immediately after being rescued and separated from the hivemind, he's honestly a little scared. like, it's so quiet, and he doesn't feel relief; he feels fear. you know? he hasn't been able--allowed?--to think for himself in a long time, so his first reaction is panic. what happened? where is everyone?
sonic sees him start to panic and is like woah buddy take it easy, you're safe now, those weeds can't get you here.
and shadow flinches, cuz he's not used to hearing someone ELSE talk. talk out loud. with their mouth. because plants don't HAVE mouths. they would just tell him what to do with their brains directly. but they're not here. they're not here, and he...
he doesn't have to listen to them anymore?
it's still quiet, shadow realizes. it's just him.
but if it's true, and he can do what he wants again, then that raises another question: what does he want to do, anyway? eat people? n... no, that's what the plants wanted. get revenge on the space colony for what gerald did? no, that's... also what the plants wanted.
he takes a breath. no vines appear to choke it out of him.
his fear is ebbing.
then the relief sets in. when he finally calms down enough to take in his surroundings. it's not green, like he'd become so accustomed to. like his world had been smothered in. now, it's blue. there's so much water. and he finally sees sonic (who by this point looks very worried).
shadow remembers what he wants. and it's so twisted, cuz he remembers his world was shattered. a horrible situation, everyone and everything he's ever known is gone and might never return--but that's just it. he wants to get it all back. he wants to fix his world. and he's so relieved to reclaim that goal, because it was taken from him by the plants. no matter how horrible his situation... at least he knows that it's his own.
#anonymous#ngl he might cry justttttt a little bit. cuz like. he's been through hell#also so fucked up once he realizes maybe that wouldn't have happened if he'd just told sonic about#what he was hearing and how bad it was#if he'd been honest about the severity of the situation from the start. maybe it could've been avoided and he#never would've gotten caught by the plants#woah... character development?!#teamwork development even?!?!?!#10verse
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āShe had no magic to wield, save for the keen eyes of the goddess at her shoulder and an uncanny ability to remain unnoticed, to play into expectations.ā
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Lorcan Salvaterre#Elide Lochan#Elorcan#no spoilers please first read to read along with me#more notes quotes annotations & reacts in the tags spoilers for the chapter & book in post & tags of course pt 2 of 4 perspectives#Lorcan had never felt the weight of the hours so heavily upon him-I FEEL IT 2poor Rowan must feel this 247HURRY whereās Elide?hold on Aelin!#And to send Elide into Maeve's clutches--it had taken all of his will to let her walk away.š#If Elide was captured if she was found out he wouldn't hear of it know of it. ā youād know cause sheās your mate idiot (I love you idiot#without proving their worth they could still visit--briefly. ā ugh Maeve why does everything about you suck so much#If she emerged. ā COME ON ELIDE ā I CANT HANDLE ANOTHER CAIRN-NAPPING#the Prince of the North and the Lion the protector and the ever impatient in love idiot we all love Lorcan#He knew some of them. Had commanded them. Were they now his enemy? ā they are all having some inner morality battles#What manner of birds? Raptors mostly ā none from the House of Whitethorn ā they fought for him on the other bordersā¦ for herš„¹šthem#why so many guards if no Aelin hmm???? SHES HERE GUYS#though Gavriel kept glancing to the tattoos inked on his hands. How many more lives would he need to add before they were through?#Aelin had been trained to endure torture. Elide... He could see those scars on her from the shackles. ā how about we save them both?šš¤#She had endured too much suffering and terror already. He couldn't allow her to face another heartbeat of it--#Rowan and his random hatchet nowš
š itās giving my wife is gone unhinged in the woods with the bros might become a horror movie vibes#But then a two-note whistle echoed and Lorcan's legs wobbled so violently he sat back onto the rock where he'd been perched-OH MY ELORCANšš¤#also Lorcanā¦ perched??? isnāt that bird boy Rowanās thing?š
šš¤£#her cheeks rosy in the cool night air. ā cheeks pink in the twinkling lights tell me bout the first time you saw me (shipping in insanity)#She was fine. She was unhurt. There was no enemy on her tail. Elide's eyes met his. Wary and uncertain. I met someone.#THANK GOD ā but also wait WHAT-when?WHO?HOW?#also this quote posted is like one of the reasons I love Elide#another grand Maasverse enterance is on its way?#the fact the opening line shows that being sold out to Maeve is the same as death ā OH GET TO AELIN ALREADY PLEASE#no more tattoos guys ā whatās with Maeveās wolves ā isnāt dark haired beauty what Elide called the girl in the caravan so maybe itās her
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Me looking at the Ishimarus: How much trauma can I put into these silly lil guys?
(Insert my rambling in the tags because woah it's a lot and I'm just a silly)
#sam's talky talks#danganronpa#takaaki ishimaru#kiyotaka ishimaru#toranosuke ishimaru#Takaaki I have done the most dirty. Toranosuke (both ver) has a huge chunk of his own issues#Though uh...normal Toranosuke...let's just say Takaaki is HEAVILY traumatized bc of him#The amount of abuse this man went through. And the MEN his DAD whored him off to. Jesus...let's not talk about the other men...#Taka doesn't have much compared to Takaaki but he has his own issues. Like forcing himself to the brink ofā#ācollapsing. Has DEF been molested by a teacher#Dude is just struggling to keep his own sanity and will to live. But so is his dad and his hypocritical ass is trying hard to keep him from#ākilling himself. Not before he (Takaaki) does it himself#OH DID I MENTION THAT TAKAAKI AND TAKA ARE TRANSMASC SO THEY CAN EASILY BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BC OF THAT????#THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED WITH TAKAAKI WHEN AHEM...Toranosuke did some shit to him#<- [insert lore that I haven't dropped yet]#Taka was taken advantage of by a teacher for the soul reason of: Cute. Transmasc = has a pussy. āTeacher's petā#Insert Takaaki beating the shit out of that man in his classroom and almost shooting him#Also Taka would've DEF been molested by Toranosuke if Takaaki hadn't forced him out of his life AND threaten him#Also if he did have to take care of Taka Takaaki would make SURE Taka tells him#He'd also have Hiroko take care of Taka before Takaaki had to let Taka stay over Toranosuke's for the rest of his shift#Let's not talk about Takaaki's trust issues and toxic/abusive relationships#And so much more. But Jesus I rambled enough
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reread the first 3 volumes of berserk (aka the black swordsman arc) today and started Really paying attention to guts this time and my takeaway is that he is TERRIFIED way more often than i thought. like puck mentions fear in the mix of emotions he's sensing from him but he is truly wide eyed quivering princessmoding his way through a lot of this ordeal
#could not resist the urge to call him princess i don't know where it came from and i just know he'd hate it. and yet#like the first times (2) i read thru black swordsman the anger and sorrow were kinda the things i got the most but really stopping to think#about the fear and what's causing it and where it's coming from has been so deliciously upsetting. so sorry bestie <3#god. when he first sees griffith-as-femto he's absolutely furious but when he first speaks guts' reaction is just like. desperate#idk if im remembering this wrong since i've only read thru the eclipse once but doesn't griffith not speak at all once he's femto in that?#so theoretically this'd be the first time he heard griffith's voice in a LONG time. so no wonder it kinda fucked him up. not to mention#what he actually said#(unless they met again in the meantime and i just haven't gotten far enough for that to be depicted/mentioned :p)#berserk#guts berserk#yes i read that even knowing that our copies of the next like 12 volumes are with someone in another state#no im not sure if i'll just read them online or something in the meantime#i swear i really want to actually catch up and not just read the same bits over and over i swear but for various reasons it has not happene#and also berserk just kinda hits that harder than most things for me. i need to rake through it over and over and sometimes that means#putting things into chunks. it also means my analysis is very limited so eh grain of salt
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FRIENDS I HAVE BEEN PLAYING WITH SOME OF THE QSMP MODS AND I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH
BEHOLD THESE THREE PARTICULAR BLOCKS FROM THE FRAMEDBLOCKS MOD!!!!! FROM LEFT TO RIGHT, THE "FRAMED SECRET STORAGE", THE "FRAMED DOOR", AND THE "FRAMED ONE-WAY WINDOW"
FRAMED SECRET STORAGE, A BLOCK WITH SOME STORAGE THAT CAN BE CAMOUFLAGED TO LOOK LIKE WHATEVER BLOCK YOU DESIRE!!!! WANT TO BUILD YOUR WHOLE HOUSE OUT OF CHESTS AND STILL MAINTAIN AESTHETIC?? GO FOR IT!! HAVE SECRET CONTRABAND BUT NEED EASY ACCESS? HIDE IT RIGHT IN YOUR WALLS!!!
THE FRAMED DOOR, ABLE TO BE CUSTOMIZED TO LOOK LIKE A WALL!! THE TOP AND BOTTOM CAN BE ASSIGNED BLOCKS INDEPENDENTLY!!
SECRET TUNNEL!!!!!!!!!
THE FRAMED ONE-WAY WINDOW!! ANY ONE SIDE OF THIS BLOCK CAN BE MADE TRANSPARENT, INCLUDING THE TOP AND BOTTOM!!! the transparency can also be REMOVED, so if your friend forgets to look at the name of the block their crosshair is on, YOU CAN TOTALLY PRETEND IT'S A TOTALLY NORMAL SOLID BLOCK AND ADD THE TRANSPARENCY ONLY WHEN NECESSARY >:D
NEEDLESS TO SAY, I AM SO EXCITED FOR WHEN THE PARANOID MEMBERS WITH MANY SECRETS AND MANY THINGS TO HIDE DISCOVER THESE BLOCKS HEHEHEHEHEHE. AS SOMEONE WHO LOVES AND CHAMPIONS ESPIONAGE THIS CONSTITUTES AN ABSOLUTE WIN
#qsmp#I LOVE ESPIONAGE I LOVE SECRETS I LOVE HIDDEN PASSAGES#HOHOHOHOEHOEHOEHOEHOHEHOE#reading through the mod notes apparently if you use phantom membrane on a block it allows you to walk through it like ghost blocks#how FUCKIGN DOPE IS THAT#THIS MAKES ME SO FUCKIGN EXCITED LIKE ACTUALLY I LOVE ESPIONAGE AND SECRETS AND HIDEY HOLES SO MUCH#if mr badboy 'paranoia incarnate' halo stops being deceased i hope he discovers these blocks bc he'd go CRAZY#cellbit would also like DAMN like DAMN#imagine if he'd been able to conceal the security door in the fear room behind a door that looked the same as the wall#jaiden being able to see through the fog using the waterframes couldn't have revealed the door >:D#this is so COOL this is so DOPE i'm in tears i love espionage i hope someone finds these blocks soon#also don't mind that you can't see my hand in any of the screenshots i found a scarf that gives me invisibility#WHICH IS ALSO FUCKING DOPE#the artifacts mod is actually so OP like genuinely#i have bunny slippers that make me jump the height of three fences and take 0 fall damage (i make bunny noises when i'm hit too >:D)#i have a snorkel that gives me 15 seconds of water breathing every time i surface for air#i have night vision goggles AND i have a CLOUD IN A JAR that gives me a DOUBLE JUMP so combine that with the bunny slippers and :DDDDD#and NONE OF THESE have durability and i can have them on AT ALL TIMES unless they conflict in slots ofc like no two in the head slot or smt#tho this is assuming that i downloaded the correct mod (i would have grabbed it from seeing it in a tooltip on a stream so jury's out)#(i don't remember what stream either lmao)#but yeah assuming these items exist on the server they're so fucking cool; i'm assuming they'll pop up in a shop later#since i haven't seen people find many yet#anyway not to be a fucking nerd or anything lmfao just got a lil excited#long tags#shut up vic#block game brainrot
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