#fr though I’m not ok
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Neil Gaiman-
I adore you, thank you so much.
The depth you took this wonderful show to in contrast to the first season- dear god, I am deeply obsessed. We went from soft and lovely but still kinda just subtext- to THIS. Season two. I’m afraid I am a bit fixated on the ending with Crowley and Aziraphale, it’s gonna take me a bit to acknowledge separately how amazing season two is as a whole (aloud, that is) but that ending. Good lord. Obviously, like everyone else, I was sitting there trying to will Aziraphale to *not* do what he was about to do, but I’m so happy it didn’t end like that. Even as I sat there willing it, I knew what only made sense, his hesitation didn’t fool anyone. It was amazingly painful, and so perfect for them. You, sir, delivered.
#you slayed if you will#fr though I’m not ok#everyone with their ‘fix it’ fics and posts out there need to shut up and accept how perfect that ending was#not only did it set us up for a third season and even longer slow burn but it just#made.sense.#even with the progress azi was making with healing#you couldn’t have expected he would say no. not truly. he was offered a powerful position#and he thinks he can fix something that has always been broken. ofc he was going to say yes#especially with the manipulation the metatron had going on there#the praise the ‘kindness’ the flattery#there was absolutely no way#not even when he was tempted with everything he wants deep inside#good omens spoilers#good omens#good omens season 2#gos2 spoilers#I said Neil Gaiman but I really mean every-fucking-one on the show#all so wonderful and amazing
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Me possessed by a triangle
The joke is that I would act normal possessed
@frayedcircus thanks for wanting to see this! Lamo hope ya like it<3
#0m3n#yeah another installment of me thinking I’m funny#might reblog this on my evil account with what I said but typed as I realized it might be hard to read what I wrote#bill cipher#gravity falls#haha yeah fulfilling 11 years old me fantasy of being in gravity falls#yeah I would be some cryptic working at the mystery shack#also gravity falls is so great because one best twin rep second I have a twin so it’s so me and him fr#short comic#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#mindlessly doodling#hehehe yeah I really do think I’m funny#stan pines#sorry bby I didn’t use reference#I really do like possessed stories though lamo was thinking about doing that with Otto/Yog but I dunnno#yeah I’m extremely burnt out on drawing so be prepared for like two weeks silence#I meant to post this like a week ago!! SORRY#ok yeah I lied I have more art#but still burnt out
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Fictional bird man got me crying in the club
#revali#botw#breath of the wild#botw revali#legend of zelda#revali botw#botw dlc#loz botw#my gifs#the pain in his voice :(#bro got me cryin#this also makes me think of how much time he really spends by himself training#and how lonely he probably is#I will never stop making gifs now I know how#ok but fr the snow in Hebra never looks this clear when I’m exploring it#Zelda’s winter outfit is so cute though
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#But like fr#you know when you have your regular family#And then there’s the distant “wealthy” side of the family#and they’re literally all weirdos and assholes#one of my older cousins had a baby shower#and they’re from that side of the family (she’s ok though) so of course they invited them#And after being stared down by one of my second(?) aunts bc recently word got out that I have a girlfriend (wow holy shit I’m a butch!)#I was talking to one of my normal cousins about my car and how I plan on getting new seats for it#It has really old leather-y seats and I wanna get the cushy fabric kind#and she just pops into the conversation and says “why don’t you just get a new car? The one you have is so ugly <3”#like what#i have a vw beetle and I actually love it so fuck you (also I don’t have that kind of money to get a new car but shh)#my cousin and I exchanged that “uhhmmm😬” look with each other lol#awkward#But I just say “oh yeah I’ll think about it :)”#While I internally try to explode her with my mind#But anyway#rey rambles#meme#dumb shit#memes#funny#relatable memes#funny memes#lol#best memes#lmao#tumblr memes#twitter memes#dank memes
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ohhhhhhhh *dies*
#I’m so sad though bc in the screenplay he’s apparently a lil devil like no!!!!!#like no pls I’ve had enough evil men in my life I just need this one to be good!!!#crying fr#when it comes to my dating life I’m in the TRENCHES#sad and lonely and desperate wahhhhhh#anyways I’ll be ok in the morning i just needed my antidepressies
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i just want everyone to know i just finished dear wendy by @annzhao . and when i tell you. i was in TEARS.
i could go on a long tangent about why this truly wrecked me (other than being aroace myself and connecting with jo on a spiritual level, i think) but i’ll spare you the details. i can get to the point. (warning: i proceed to not get to the point)
being out as aroace for 3 years doesn’t mean SHIT.
in fact, i think i was most proud of being aroace in my first 6 months of being out. since then? it’s … almost dwindled.
i’ve never had a stable aroace friend. well i thought i did… that got a bit shakey (i just said i won’t go into the details i’m not letting myself go on this tangent) i’ve never been able to come to terms with the idea that i might never have that companionship.
and while jo ended up having sophie to confide in, i still entirely saw myself in them. and sophie’s words by the end of the book, telling jo that ‘to accept your sexuality, you have to accept that you’re probably going to question it for a really long time, and possibly the rest of your life.’ i was sitting there with them listening to the same thing.
it wasn’t new information. i have told myself the same thing for years… i’ve told others the same thing for years. yet to see it, and all these others pieces of advice written down, for me to read and apply precisely to my own life - instead of having to piece together advice from short, stereotyped a-spec representation (which doesn’t end up holding any useful message for me, anyway) is so…. empowering.
i think it may have been the first piece of a-spec media i’ve consumed where the character isn’t actively figuring this out about themselves. that it isn’t the main storyline to this character. and more than that - it’s multiple significant characters.
surprisingly, this is revolutionary to me.
and while i may not be able to push past my constant, annoying urge for companionship, i still have so much warmth in my heart now after reading this, truly. i am absolutely in love with this book, and while i thought i did before, i think i’ve never seen myself be truly represented in media until this moment. i’ve never truly felt seen and understood from characters like me until now…
it is such a breath of fresh air to be able to have this book and to experience it. i highly recommend any a-spec folk do the same <3
#i in fact texted my erm#how do i word this#queer platonic situationship#yeah… i texted them to go read this#idk hoping they read it and then realise#damn. omg that’s so us#and then they want me idk#ok i’m just a girl. still aroace but still stupidly in love with another aroace person!#it’s whatever it’s totally fine!!!#i just want what sophie and jo have fr#i wonder what wendy would say about my situation#wanda too#it would be too much to get into though lol#dear wendy#ann zhao#dear wendy jo#dear wendy sophie#sophie and jo
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been thinking about how asuna’s [spoiler] scene in the last chapter of idol sengen is oddly underwhelming in the volume version compared to the piccoma release?
i mean l i ke (spoiler reveal under the cut)—
idk if it’s just me but seeing it in colour made the scene hit harder somehow? in some way?
s o . im just. thinking ahead here but…
what if i tried to overlay the colour panel onto the page when i eventually tl it in a few months?
i’m not good at picture editing at all.
b u t still.
i kinda wanna try to go the extra mile for asuna anyway… hmmmmmmmmm…
#oh welllll. in the end that’s for future me to decide ig…#i’m not even sure if anyone would be interested in it anyway…#maybe i could pay someone to do it for me instead (<-has 0 connections)#hm. maybe i should’ve tried to socialise more in school. maybe i’d have met a p.shop guy or two lmao#oh well. ig it’s video tutorial time… maybe… i hope i don’t fall asleep~~~~ bc it’s for asuna….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#in any case!!!! my mind and productivity has been completely ruined by thoughts on my newfound doomed crackship of asuna x sena#like it’s a ship that could go wrong in so many ways (whether asuna gets with sena or not) and im just. ✨thoughts✨ yk???#i love the concept of rivals/enemies to lovers asumona but. like. asusena. yk.#like picture this: pov you just realised that your loving gf’s sister is the same newbie idol you’ve been unfairly antagonising and such#a n d knowing how strong sena’s sisterly love for mona is… yk??? doomed crackship is ✨doomed✨#aighhtttt ok im done with asuna thoughts for the day i s w e a r#(though ngl if they somehow end up giving asuna a cv and she somehow turns out to be ✨e m i t s u n✨ of honoka-chan fame (very unlikely)…)#(…i will pass on in ✨peace✨ idk i just think her powerful yet soothing voice would suit asuna (<-fell back into ll phase))#o k o k im done fr this time i s w e a r anyways stan asuna frusu ok bye
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I had to play today’s ID while in the middle of something, which meant that I played through Those scenes surrounded by people, and you know what?
It’s what Cas would want.
#ok but fr though people were NEXT TO ME/BEHIND ME during Cas’s I was on high alert#leaving the other two books for when I’m less busy though#playchoices#immortal desires#choices id
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Ha ha hey u know when u manic and autistic an your special interest from your teen years starts to rot ur brain again and you want to produce a whole comic series about what would happen in season 3 but u too undisciplined and depressed and busy to do it urself but too socially anxious to ask for help and it’s drives u crazy
#I’m ok I swear#totally#would be cool to be part of a fan project though…#so I found out that people are doing a my fair Hatey.reanimated collab and NOBODY TOLD ME?#wander over yonder#woy#save woy#brain rotting fr over here
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the funniest thing my sister has ever said to me hands down is “I think the reason I have such a huge ego is because of how non existent yours and amma’s is. and I don’t want to end up like you” like damn bro I know I need to work a little bit on the self-respect department but I draw the line at you implying I’m a bad feminist
#liveblogging.pdf#but no I’m so proud of her fr. I’m so glad the years of borderline abuse skipped one person at least#well at least mostly. the fact that she thinks she has a huge ego in itself is sad though. because she really doesn’t#anyway this post was inspired by three (3) separate people sending me that brown girl urge to find love but u don’t want to end up like the#women in your family who need to beg for 1 ounce of respect reel#THAT IS NOT ME FYI. I HAVE MADE MEN CRY BY GOING OFF ON THEM FOR DISRESPECTING ME#it’s just a little harder with the people I love because I’m perennially scared of losing the#but I’m working on it ok#my drafts are a hellscape
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top surgery is 80% gender euphoria, 10% trying to explain to cis people why you chopped ur tits off, and 10% EW GROSS EW
#if u are squeamish and want top surgery#be warned it’s pretty gnarly#tw gross medical shit ahead do not read the rest of these tags if ur squeamish about these things#today I pulled out a loose stitch#its like a fuckin staple#I don’t know why I thought it was like#thread#also I took the padding off my drain sites per my instructions and ouggfhhh yucky#I’m worried I’m not gonna heal properly even though the doc said it all looked fine on tues#the binder is a pain in the ass fr#In better news I got a jade roller for scar care#bc I really hate touching them#this seems to be a fairly common occurance among the boobless folk#the jade roller is gonna be really nice bc 1) won’t have to touch gross scars 2) won’t get hands as slimy from aquaphor 3) very soothing#bc ur supposed to put them in the fridge ig#ok going to bed now I got a big day tomorrow#wizard drinks and voting
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The first one was Violets original design. She was supposed to be 17, light blue with purple markings (like classic sonic), abandoned in the woods by Sonic cause he didn’t know how to parent and that’s what his parents did, Shadow didn’t even know about her until she confronted him looking for Sonic, knowing that Shadow was her dad and thinking he did too and is basically on a revenge quest after Sonic and finds Shadow along the way. Sonic explains himself and while Violet doesn’t forgive him she give him a chance to prove himself and they are very happy. They end up more like best friends than father and daughter tho. Also Sonic is 29 and she was a fusion of him and Shadow from when Sonic was 12. G.U.N basically took his DNA, took Shadows DNA and merged them before they’d even met.
She is now 7 years old with 2 loving (yet kinda shit) parents who are trying their best and a brother named Shock, autistic and overall just a fairly stable kid.
Idk what happened
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sonadow#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#original design#vs#new design#the first one had potential but the story had too many loopholes that I couldn’t find a way around#and I really wanted Shadow and Somic to attempt to parent#even though they are horrible at it#Sonic let’s them get away with too much#Shadow let’s them get away with nothing#ok they aren’t horrible#their kids just aren’t very good at regulating their emotions#and I wanted to project cause my parents are like that#and also one of them is autistic (just like me fr fr)#and even though Shadow is also autistic they are both undiagnosed and don’t understand each other#for the most part#like they relate and Shadow is definitely better at handling some of it#but he shuts down#she melts down#it just doesn’t go very well#just like me and my mother :)#they are trying their best and working with what they’ve got#and they aren’t the worst#they could use a bit of improvement though#and I’m tempted to have them get wayyy better at it#and don’t even get me started in Shock lol. I probably won’t make content in them tho
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Uggggghhhh school work is so boring, it would be so much less boring if there was somebody under my desk cock warming my strap. 😒
#femdxm#fr though why is there so much work it’s the first week#how tf do they expect me to do all this shit before class when the online portal only opened YESTERDAY#siiiiiiiiiiigh#need a stress reliever#could be you#😏#😉#😉😉😉#😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉#haha#ok I’m done#or am I?#no I am actually done#😤
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okay i give up i cant write this pjo fic percy loves sally too much
#which is good! love that he loves his mom i think that’s so realistic#maybe i just need to do a re-read but i dont ever remember him being angry/bitter about it which. i do not understand#like i don’t need to understand it i just need to be able to write it but like. okay.#in those situations there is a lot of manipulation involved from the mothers side esp when the men are introduced to the kids young#so that part was easy like gabe prob smacked percy and sally was like im sorry hon next time just try to be more careful ok#but i have no idea how this didn’t lead into him resenting sally as he got older#esp since i don’t think he knew gabe was hitting her too so it’s not like he was putting up w gabe to physically protect his mom#which would be another issue in itself bc he’s literally 12#anyway this is all being said to reiterate that i still do have so many sally jackson thoughts even though this fic crashed and burned#shoutout to sally jackson your efforts as an accomplice to your child’s abuse will forever be tossed around in my mind#also while i’m here talking about her i need to talk about that scene in the pjo show where she told him off#so many ppl were tryna “um actually 🥸☝️” the entire thing by saying book sally would do the same cos she’s fiery in canon#which is so true sally did stand up to gabe#and i have no doubt she would have told him off in the book to#o#but i also have no doubt that she would have gotten the shit beat out of her for it later#it’s a double edged sword people who get abused aren’t 100 percent meek or 100 percent strong willed all the time#its an ugly little mix of everything and depending on the day some of the traits present more strongly than the others#ok i’m done in a fr way now
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remind me never to look up a kpop group on here again, i was just looking for funny text posts and memes WHY ARE YOU ALL SO FREAKY 😭😭😭😭
#all i see is unabashed freakiness#i was not prepared#also sorry for the overuse of the word freaky but it’s the only word i can come up with rn#i didn’t see even a single meme but i saw so many smutty x reader one shots HELP ME#like not to shame anyone but i was shocked#kpop#i feel like as i get older i forget what it was like to be younger#even though i’m only 20#because i see some of the stuff people are writing and i’m like “’PLEASE YOU WERE BORN IN 2008’#as if 16 year old me wasn’t all over ao3#😔✌️#but fr what do you mean you’re writing hardcore smut about a kpop idol at age 15 😭😭😭 you are braver than i am girlie#can’t believe i’m already turning into a ‘kids these days’ person I’M SORRY#i really shouldn’t be so surprised at what i found but i let my guard down#but also it’s more about the sheer number rather than the existence of that makes sense#ok rant over#i’ll be back in like 2 months lol
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I love the m2 references in m3 a whole lot but the lack of almost any specific m1 rep slays me
#theres Berry tofu and TECHINICALLY eight Melodies. that’s it. and the melodies aren’t even specific to m1 so who gaf#tbf I Love earthbound gameplay and story wise more. and it’ll always hold a special place in my heart bc it was the first mther I played#BUT. I did like the last couple hours of m1 a lot#also The George Maria & gigyas stuff went so hard it was good ok#ALSO TEDDY.#Idk why but I couldn’t attach myself to most of the mother 2 cast#only like ness and that’s it#teddy however. teddy is my goat#mother#mother 2#earthbound#mother 3#im the only mother 1 fan and I don’t even like 70% of it#nor is it even my favorite mother game. or my second favorite#I DID LIKW IT THOUGH#beggining is Rough. middle is fine. end is peak ((except for the area not tested who the fuck came up with that))#the best way to play m1 is with rewind features I’m being so fr#also anyone who played without the run button. you are stronger than the troops#in General I dont think ppl like m1 like at all.#Theres like 5 pieces of merch for it on the hobonichi store and 3 of them are buttons.#Theres also the towels but that barely counts#it sucks that I like the m1 team more but like. i want to see the m2 team do more !!!!!#i thought poo (metaphorically? spiritually?) giving up his arms went hard#I loved Paula’s hopefulness. i Love Jeff having a lot of self confiecene issues and his bf and the fact his dad kinda sucked#NAD I LOVE NESSSSSSS I LOVE NESS SO MUCH#but the m1 cast is given so much more flavor text it makes me kinda mad#ninten liking penguins and loving baseball. Ana refusing to dissect a frog. Lloyd being autistic af and THE EVERYTHING AROUND TEDDY???#Peak. absolutely Peak#genuinely if the gameplay was on par with m2 I think i would’ve enjoyed it more than m2 im being so foreal#also i Love magiciant in m2 but the calm version from m1 goes SO much harder and that’s also why it’s the one represented in smash dont@me
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