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bp-ex-8 cm AH only a.k.a. "can't beat the shit out of you without getting closer"
#arknights#forgot I had this blog tbh#anyway isn't the boss theme great#definitely a clear with room for improvement but eh
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those 90s german synthpop boys making me feel things again
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Friends forever <3
New follower sticker for: @moveslikekeithrichards!
#stickers#sticker collection#New follower sticker!#I'm impressed with your sheer quantity of sideblogs. Mad respect o7#I took a peek at your kidcore blog (because that's where I feel like I fit in XD) and noticed some Winnie the pooh so here you go 💫#cute#Winnie the pooh#Piglet#Disney#Characters#Nostalgia#Oh I forgot I had that tag tbh#Pop culture#Textured#<-fuzzy!#vintage stickers#Presumably#Fuzzy!
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Fuck fuck fuck low self-esteem has ruined my life.
#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#i should've known the signs when i got evaluated for adhd and my self perception was like#hold up gotta pull it up#and also disclaimer that this was a separate assessment for overall emotional wellbeing (or something like that) and this was just part of#the many tests that i had to take#ok. we're reaching even newer levels of oversharing here since i'm literally sharing evaluation results. but anywho#i was in the 96th percentile for sense of inadequacy; 17th percentile in (good) self esteem; 3rd percentile in self-reliance#and 3rd percentile in ego strength (i.e. satisfaction with self and one's abilities)#i saw this and got shocked and then forgot about it (in my defense there was a lot of stuff in the evaluation)#looks like it's more therapy for me. yay.#like there have been more times than not where i have felt less than to people around me. and fearing that people will see how pathetic#i actually am. god no wonder my desire to socialize decreased as my self esteem decreased#i might be repeating the same point over and over#ok so imma bring up the si/oc fic that i just dropped. like i think i *tried* to make a like a more confident version of myself; but i gues#i'll have to put it on pause because my teens were defined by feeling shit about myself. like idk what to do with a character like that#who's supposed to be making moves. like nothing would happen besides survivor's guilt#anyways back to the subject. as my gpa got pathetically low (i can't even share it here or else i'll probably deactivate this blog) and i#started losing jobs. i lost patience with myself. it seemed like other people were able to chug along with the demands of life while i was#fumbling around with no end in sight (tbh i wasn't the only one my close friend from college also has adhd and was really struggling and#another one might have dropped out. my childhood friend who also has adhd is in the same. exact. situation as i am with being unable to#go out in public since we feel like we can't be our “best selves”). then the old question came back: if i can't handle#high school/a part-time job/college on a low courseload then what the fuck was i going to do? some days i'd keep going with new strategies#or new ways to be more productive. but other days i didn't want to keep going#who knew it's not healthy to always assume that people are better than you? even though i have been reframing the more obvious thoughts#it's an automatic and unconscious impulse that just runs in the background of my head. idk if this is just a human thing or...#but because of this at times i'd hold myself back from fear of failure#anyways that's all i've lost my train of thought and have to do errands i've been putting off#txt
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😍😍😍
#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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YOU'RE GREAT!!!!
You're right, I forgot that ask.
But it's even better to discover it now!
GORGEOUS! I LIKE THE HAIR, THE EYES, THE SHINE OF HER SKIN AND HOW THE VITILIGO LOOKS LIKE THE TEARS/STRINGS MARKS UNDER THE EYES
Thank you for this beautiful sight.
-anon
ANONNNN!!!!!
man i did not expect to see you so soon again :'D buddy how are you doing??
and waaa THANK YOU!!! your words mean a lot >:')c <333
#ask#tbh when i don't post often i'm like 'maybe they forgot about me/my blog even existed'#but then go 'nah of course not- even i wouldn't forget a blog with an owner this unhinged about fictional characters '#so i'm pleasantly surprised seeing old faces return from time to time :')c you're all so kind istg<3333#hhh okay but really thank you!! i'm glad to see you're alive and hopefully well!#i had lots of fun drawing her too!!! one of my old designs had her with vitiligo as her tear marks#(like a gradient from blue to white basically)#so i wanted to incorporate something similar but a lil more realistic you know? same thing for her hair too but anyways!#thanks for passing by again!! hope you're having a great day<3333
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idk what i do to make very talkative people like me but i keep befriending the most talkative people which is like YAY COOL !!! bc im generally pretty quiet but also augh my energy.
#LIKE IF ANYONE KNOWS WHY PLS LET ME KNOW? I GENUINELY HAVE ZERO IDEA WHAT I DO TO ATTRACT TALKATIVE PEOPLE#friends tag#O YEAH FRIENDS TAG#wait i forgot if this was on here or other blog#oh well whatever#i love my friends#but it seems to be the most constant thing since being in this school#which is great for getting me out of my shell!!!#but also 'wow. there is a pattern i am seeing.'#i really wish i knew/understood what i do kdfjdjdjjs#anyways i hung out w a new friend today#OR WELL#i needed to go study at the library. he wanted to tag along and be productive#bc we both have The Shittiest Desks and Chair ever#so we hung out a bit and studied together#and i forgot how fast time went by bc he was just Extremely Talkative fjdjdjd#like not talkative to the point of disruption bc i had to make both of us study#but yeah it was like ??? HUH HOWD WE GET HERE SO FAST#anyways its fine too bc i was worried that id just be isolated while studying here#which isnt bad im kinda used to it tbh but i was like :( everyones gonna be busy no fun times or fun chats :(((#i tried talking and chatting up other folks from my school here but theyre pretty quiet so i was worried i was bugging them fjfnfn#but then there was this guy and we've known each other since his day 1 here and we're also neighbors so its like#BUDDIES STICK TOGETHER!!! HOLD EACH OTHER ACCOUNTABLE#hes sweet tho!! we have plans to go around to cities and stuff#yes we are studying BUT NEW COUNTRY WE SHOULD EXPLORE!!!!#so hes dragging me to one city. im dragging him to another lmao#anyways. point is. that was kinda lucky i have a talkative/outgoing friend#so im not turning into a plant in my room lmao#snow speaks
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I just now realized I never finished uploading my art fight attacks on this blog.... I'll start scheduling them to start posting tonight and work my way through them
#vulpes talks#tbh forgot i had a normal art blog until my copper piece took off a bit#thank you for all the attention on that btw#not art
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a very funny side effect of being attacked by sonicbrain since the third movie came out is that i keep accidentally reading sai as sonic adventure 1
#only really happens when ppl type it out in all caps like SAI but it's always a whiplash for a sec#the funny thing is i didn't even care for the third movie as much as the first 2 tbh. i had fun but i was a lil disappointed with it#so like it is directly that movie's fault that my brain has gotten stuck halfway to Sonic Mode but the movie isn't even in the sonicbrain#it's like it forgot to activate fully so instead of drawing fanart or anything there's just been a hedgehog rotating in my head for a month#not really doing anything specific. just kinda hanging out#one day i'll grow the balls to start putting these posts on my main blog i swear lmao#it's just been reblogs over there since like 2018 i dont know if its even possible to post things on it anymore#what if i lose all 20 of my followers over there. what if the 200 bots don't like my posts :(#(side note i once checked my main's follower count & it had just breached 1k for some reason & now after a bot purge it is 297)#(which is honestly just really really really funny)
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hiiiiiii shae :) what was the original interest that got you involved in fandom?
took a minute to think bc it was over ten years ago now (wild) and the og interest for me was percy jackson!! i had made a tumblr and an instagram fan account for it and then it all spiraled into hunger games, adventure time (pre lore, which is wild to me too) all that stuff but then my mom found my ig and didn’t like that i was talking to strangers (i hid my tumblr better) and so i just fully went onto tumblr and got into anime and stuff you see on my blog now!! thanks for asking :) <3
#this is my origins episode#my og name was pxrcyjxckson#LOL#i’ve also had a taron egerton fan account that is still up on IG but i forgot the password lmao#my pxrcyjxckson acc still exists i think? idk but its cringe and then a while ago i made a new one#i need something new to obsess over tbh#but i don’t have netflix so i can’t watch arcane or any of the original shows SOBBING#i hate the household sharing thing bc i live states away from my parents for grad school#also my blog is named after todoroki obvi but i was also reaallllyyyyy into voltron before they fucked it up completely#so that’s where the lion part comes from#and it’s just kinda my thing now !#anyway i ramble so there u go!!!!#shae hollers
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for once i draw something that isn't au related, but it's still bilingual Naesala propaganda this could also be considered in celebration of me beating Radiant Dawn yesterday, but this was drawn before that i just forgot to post it- just in case it isn't apparent, and since it is still unserious stuff, it's just the Ancient Tongue equivalent to the letter L he's holding
#fanart#myart#fire emblem#naesala#tellius#not au related for once#how is that letter staying stable despite not even being tied together?#magic i dunno#its a meme redraw it aint that serious#meme redraw#<- why the fuck did i forget to tag that#anyways#very applicable to my playthrough because this bird bastard-#-kept killing every boss in the endgame of part 4#as he deserves#so the L is for all those bosses whom i will not name due to friend who follow this blog im trying not to spoil#but yall know the main piece of shit this bird deserves to tear apart#but anyways#uh yeah dont expect me to post stuff this often in a row#i just had some stuff i forgot to post piled up#and now the pile is gone#no idea when i'll get to the next drawing of whoever the heck#...or when i'll get to the fancomic#(yeah i know broken record yada yada i'll get to it when i get to it)#but alas#yeah i like this bird man he's my favorite of the tellius cast#prob even fire emblem in general too tbh#but like yeah blabbing over
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every so often i go through old posts on the manga blog and add/fix tags. and. i guess. i have to fix their names huh <- someone who just started rereading shikimori
#green talks#also i didnt know the manga ended!!#(a year ago)#eventually i have to finish the whole thing…#i went to the general shikimori tag to see if people type the double ‘’u’’ for izumis first name or not#and got distracted with the trigun post and. completely forgot to look.#but tbh i had it down as ‘’yuu’’ anyway so thats what i’ll stick to. lol.#speaking of trigun. i never finished it because i was collecting too many mangacaps from it#[note: wolfwood]#to reasonably organize it in the manga blog queue so i havent touched it since…#*checks files dates* may 1st.#but ive finally FINALLY collected enough mangacaps to balance ALL the triguns i have#so i can finally finish this stupid fucking manga.#yiiippieeee#[additional note: i dont remember what happened so i have to backtrack about. five chapters.]
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Conchita Wurst - Rise like a Phoenix
Waking in the rubble Walking over glass Neighbors say we're trouble Well, that time has passed Peering from the mirror No, that isn't me A stranger getting nearer Who can this person be? You wouldn't know me at all today From the fading light, I fly Rise like a phoenix Out of the ashes Seeking rather than vengeance, retribution You were warned Once I'm transformed, once I'm reborn You know I will rise like a phoenix But you're my flame Go about your business Act as if you're free No one could have witnessed What you did to me 'Cause you wouldn't know me today And you have got to see to believe From the fading light, I fly Rise like a phoenix Out of the ashes Seeking rather than vengeance, retribution You were warned Once I'm transformed, once I'm reborn I rise up to the sky You threw me down but I'm gonna fly And rise like a phoenix Out of the ashes Seeking rather than vengeance, retribution You were warned Once I'm transformed, once I'm reborn You know I will rise like a phoenix But you’re my flame
#trauma song#lyrics about trauma#healing song#lyrics about healing#how was this not on my blog yet????#tbh I forgot about this song but I'm pretty sure this is one of the origins of me associating with phoenix symbology#wow I just went into the comments to see that Conchita's real name's initials are my abusers name#threw me off guard for a sec#anyway i had ties to phoenix's for a longer time but this song surely like#hit hard for me when i watched it live during eurovision#i was rooting so hard for it to win#traumacore#abuse survivor#eurovision
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I couldn’t find my cats for over thirty minutes and as it turns out he had trapped himself in a bathtub.
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Happy birthday! 🐌
fhgegdg thanks!!
#the triple take i did until I saw my blog and realized i had scheduled one of those sea slugs for today amongst my like 100 queued rbs#i set those at like four am and immediately forgot when they’re gonna go out which rly completes the experience tbh#but I apologize for the many many notifications at random intervals for the foreseeable future#i have genuinely no idea when they end i just rly enjoy his little c: face#asks#dirkgently#(that’s very sweet thank u again)
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Finished counting a weeks worth (3/day) of drafts I've been saving yesterday. Depression has been kicking my ass recently, but, I still really wanna run this blog. I'll try to count more posts before those run out.
#not how many letters#I wonder how many of you forgot about me#I'm not dead#(I kinda wish I was /hj)#this a really fun blog#but I haven't had the energy for it (or much of anything else tbh)#vent ish#I don't plan on quitting this blog#I still haven't gotten all 26 letters in one post yet#😤👊
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