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my dad came home real proud of himself last night, to inform me that in his workplace consisting solely of men who are older than 35, he played chappell roan over the speakers all day.
and he was walking around telling everyone "this is my daughter's favourite artist."
he was even more proud of himself for being the only one in the building to know who she is, despite being the oldest.
#to be fair chappell roan is all we've been listening to in our own house#for the past 9 months too#it's very amusing to me because my dad is one of those older people who just dont listen to#new music at all#but he loves chappell roan#gothihop speaks#chappell roan
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halloween in pallet
#pokemon#rival silver#trainer lyra#trainer ethan#pokemon hgss#soulsilvershipping#hc that each halloween blue+ leaf hold a gigantic dress up party at theirs … lots of dancing and drinks :p#lyra wearing her ultra cute team rocket fit silver wearing lances iconic e4 uniform and ethan as… goku lol#silver originally wasnt gonna dress up but ethan said straight to his face “dude don’t be a fking loser for once” lol#plus i think both blue and leaf take costume parties VERY SERIOUSLY they are matching every year lol#so if silver DIDNT come dressed up they would chew him out all night & probs for months after (until red told them to shut up lol)#lance suggested his old uniform since it’s a perfect fit and ethan and lyra both loved the idea#ethan is definitely on his 6th fireball + coke and it’s only 9:30 he’ll be throwing up by half past 10 easily lol#also if it isn’t obvious this is my timeskip designs lol lyra 20 ethan 21 and silver 23 me thinkkksss#all of their cute lil features too! ethans freckles silvers short hair and scar#had so much fun with tiny background details that are hardly visible but yknow what!!! its fun for me!! lol#lyra pokemon#ethan pokemon#silver pokemon#hgss#pkmn#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#my art <3#johto au
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Boutta go sleep cuz my brain be lacking neurons rn but guys PLEASE hear me out
Supportive brothers for life. Also taggin the historyshipping queen @kyokittymeow
#Like hello? Hot evil bad guy falling in love with the main character's badass mom?? Count me the hell in#That one fanfic got me obsessing over them 4 like the past 9 months im gonna go do 39 backflips bye i need more of them#LISTEN THEY'RE BOTH HISTORY NERDS#You can't tell me Krux didn't feel a tiny bit of admiration for her#Oughh they're so cute#Nah cuz I had a random dream of them fighting in the museum after she finds out he is... well#Krux but all he does is flirt while they fight#Hell at first I was up to just lovey dovey Historyshipping BUT THEM FLIRT FIGHTING?? OH HOOOOOO HOT SHIT HOT SHIT#EVEN BETTER KNOWING THAT HE'S A VILLAIN WOOO#Ahhh i love being a multishipper#Garmasako and wusako (and maybe fungus w Misako)got me levitating too yall just let me enjoy this#lego ninjago#ninjago#art#lego ninjago fanart#my artwork#help me please#Ninjago krux#Krux and acronix#Krux ninjago#Krux#Acronix#Ninjago acronix#Acronix ninjago#Ninjago hands of time#Ninjago season 7#Hands of time#Ninjago time twins#Misako#ninjago misako
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anyone else hate long distance relationships and lack of consistent feelings on their part
#this is gonna be long in the tags sorry#and for the record. everything im going to say in here is on Me and not on my girlfriend and i know the solution is TALK TO HER#but can i have a minute to just. say it#okay. so im long distance with my girlfriend and we've been long distance (5hrs drive) the whole time#we've been together almost 9 months and in that time we've seen each other 4 times.#once in may once for halloween once for thanksgiving and today/yesterday for NYE#the longest trip of any of these was a tuesday night- sunday morning. so like. four full days of being together#but interspersed with family bc it was thanksgiving#okay. so just setting the stage#i love hanging out. i love hanging out on the couch or doing random shit like walkin around a town or grocery shopping with her#like i love being introduced to her friends and family as her partner and doing likewise to my people#like i love hanging out with her forever#but like. UGH my issue is like. any. kind of intimacy beyond literally like cuddling and holding hands?#like lack of consistency on my part. like okay sometimes kissing is fine and we're talking like a peck on the lips and then sometimes#im like. no i dont. want to do this. and obviously im not being Forced to if i asked her to not she would respect that!!#i like the Idea of kissing and sometimes i do enjoy a little peck but sometimes im like not. into it.#and then like. we've been together for a while we've Talked about sex and stuff but we have not had it yet. haven't gotten anywhere close#to it yet#like i like the idea of having sex with her but if i was faced with the reality of that right now i would freak out like just get. really#stressed? panic??? and there's no trauma in my past. i haven't ever had any kind of sex i have no trauma associated#with anything. like i would just. freak out a little. and we wouldn't have sex and that would be fine but. idk.#i dunno if i'm like. ace or something or it's just still too New of a relationship to do that? because despite being togehter for 9 months#when you've had literally less than two weeks of full days together in that time#it feels really fuckin new#i dunno man.#i'm just afraid that im just. idk not built for a relationship.#she was drunk and wanted to snuggle when we went to sleep last night and it stressed me out because i hate not being able to move when#im asleep. i told her this she gave me my room that was fine. but like man. i am never gonna want to snuggle like that#i still dont love kissing#like. for my house. okay i have very specific ideas of what i want my space to look like and feel like
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thank you to divorced people for finally bringing back my motivation to draw again
#papa louie#flipline fanart#no i shit you not this is the first proper art i've made in a WHILE.#for like. the past 9 months i've been on a massive art slump.#i'm still trying to find ways to let myself color without too much strain n shit so sorry if shading looks off#actually it's amazing! i haven't drawn humans properly even longer!#i forgot how much drawing is fun! i love drawing!!! i love seeing my end results and being amazed!!#but most of all...... i love watching hour long youtube documentaries while drawing!!! yippeeee!!!!!!#i should probably say something related about this piece#i think Quimm is funny sorry Quimm fans#everyone either sees them as married or divorced like a schrodinger's cat#arturficer
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#Grim draws stuff#Grim's characters#spooky month#spooky month oc#fan character#OC: Mortis Grimm#ohhh Mortis lore finally#only took me 9 months since his creation and a good 50 rewrites to get to this PFF#can't believe my boy already has 100 images on toyhouse too??#I don't have a fave OC istg#anyways#lore crumbs :3#I changed some stuff from his backstory like 90% of anything I've written/drawn about him in the past is outdated#those were warmups guys I swear#I swear I wasn't super committed to an old idea that highkey sucked pff#but hey#I improved I learned#now I think I got a solid story#more coming in the future hopefully#I won't be doin things in order it's either lore bits or I'm committing to whole comics maybe but never in chronological order#maybe even stories too (like actual written stories)#you gotta guess what goes where /hj#also I better be stickin to this story now cuz those rewrites weren't for nothin#I love that he started as a silly guy that hunted ghosts now he's a fully fleshed out character and he's an exorcist instead#I originally intended on him being just a silly character with no super deep story but here we are :3#I think this all started when I decided to make him lose an eye#from that point on I was like 'okay but how did he lose it?'#and then the illness began /silly
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#the secret to making friends is to let yourself annoy them#this is a joke but im also being completely serious#all my life I've been too apprehensive to make the first move because im always afraid of being bothersome#but looking back at the friendships through the past 4years at uni... im so lucky that a lot of people didn't worry about bothering me#and decided to come up and initiate conversation anyway#and also. whenever anyone has 'bothered me' by asking about me or wanting to know more... I have only felt loved and special...#so i guess what im trying to say is that#cringe culture is dead and theres nothing cool about prioritizing how you appear over the potential of a real bond#and I was born to be persistent and curious#so yeah. now that my graduate program will start in a couple months and there are opportunities to get acquainted with my classmates#I reach out to people with no attempt to hide my enthusiasm in getting to know them.#I double/triple text a lot and annoy them (affectionate) like i do my bffs and its incredible how 9/10 reciprocate that energy so quick#and despite the cultural differences and minor mistranslations/miscommunications we still manage to find common interests to discuss about#and it's like '!!!!!!! we're besties now'#yeah sure sometimes people might get a bit uncomfy and by the second message if i feel like I'm disturbing them I back off#but i won't know that until i reach out in the first place. so all in all this has worked really well for me and i love itttt#megumi in the tags
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btw if i ever say "i love this series" just know i never actually finished it
#have i ever finished anything? ever?#nope.#“but you said it was your fav series?!”#yes it is. no i didn't finish it.#whether it's a tv series#or an anime#or any show truly#catch me at like season 9 episode 6#for the past X months. or years.#i've never actually seen the last few episodes of bojack horseman#i'm in the middle of part 7 in jjba. have been since 2021? i think . lmao#never passed season 7 in american horror story#tbh this is true for video game series too#“i thought assassin's creed is your fav”#yeah i'm at Origins never seen the games that came after#😃#why am i like this ???????#can i just ?????#FINISH ???!!!!#🕷️
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never ever ever social media stalk your ex. he's certainly already fucking someone else and it's been less than 2 months i actually feel like shit rn.
#i mean. at the very least he has been watching a suspicious amount of movies with a girl#9 in the past month including 2 on new years#how can he just move on so quickly#i don't understand#she looks just like me too 🙃#bri babbles
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traitor to the cause forgets national holiday every year KILL HIM
#just realized i wrote may instead of marsh lmao. fuck it#trans day of visibility#trans day of eating food#tdov#tdov 2024#transgender day of visibility#trans#transgender#lgbt#gay#my art#another year eh#still in pretransition purgatory (get me tf out!!!)#idk man past year's been bad. last time i showered was july i'm goin 9 months strong 9 months weak 9 months decrepit#i manage to go through the motions with not much else in the way of progress. eat sleap shit piss rinse reuse recycle#trans day of eating food is shaky too this year. just found out yesterday i can't eat a snack anymore that i've liked since i was a kid#discovered a new love for green beans though. everything in balance#with my living situation getting more unsafe i've been thinking a lot about asking my neighbor if i can stay with him and his family#cause i don't like... see people other than them anymore so i don't know anyone else i can ask lol#and maybe i can get my shit together and start transitioning if i get out..... it's the least i need to do anyways#at least i gotta ask if he would be willing to oversee my funeral in the event of it cause i do nnnnot trust my next of kin with that shit#go watch youtube “Protecting Trans Bodies in Death” by Caitlin Doughty. contains important info for anyone really but#especially so for the titular transengendered individual#write your will... OK?#it doesn't have to be a bummer do it with a friend make it a girls night boys night hotties sleepover#death mention cw#wish i had more to say on the topic this year that wasn't a downer. i'll see what the next year holds#and hey... if a guy like me isn't giving up a motherfucker like you sure as hell shouldn't... adios & bon voyage my compatriots. SALUTE
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December
#ki.pic#I do not have any other photos that aren't like me and my friends in the stage bathrooms at ikea so yeah it's only going to be 2 this month#but i can actually say stuff in this one because luckily my memory spans far enough back for a month#it only snowed once which. i wanted snowww. i hate that i am the worst one in my class right now but someone has to be and sometimes i need#to accept that its going to be me. i'll just pass the exam and be happy. okay this is a very big achievment for me but i've really gotten#better about not biting my nails this month. except for like the past week. but i'll work on it again. amazing how long i kept it up though#i should do a year wrapped. okay close friends made: 9#countries gone to: 6 (if we are included ones lived in too)#times seeing wayv members: 3#what else. songs discovered: many#feelings of my life working out: achieved#books read: according to goodreads it was 2 fortunately i know i have read more than that but this year i'm truly going to read more#at the beginning of last december i was seventeen and moved across the world and started living alone and now i'm here. i've realized i'll#always have periods of being depressed but in the long run i think i could say this has been the best year and i hope 2025 keeps this going#i don't know why everyone need to know all that but if you read until here have a new years kiss <3
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They have a rough night but it ends on them getting Mcdonald's at like 11 pm, i dont have time to draw that though. Here's a comic i made really fast idk why but i felt like drawing these two.
Todomatsu really doesn't trust Mizuki and their relationship is more as coworkers than friends but they don't work together, Zuki just likes going to mixers and parties with Todo to help him out.
Neither can tell when the other is being genuine and both are very hesitant of eachother, so this is one of the rare moments where they would actually hangout 1-on-1 together. Also i wasn't sure what expression to give Todo on the last panel so idk how he's really reacting myself, he says yes though.
edit: i added color and shading because i felt it was too empty, also cause i like shading
#hey look a messy comic#not very common from me these past couple months#i cant believe i did this in like 3 hours#im happy with it just being a sketch because i just wanna get the point across it doesnt have to be all pretty#my sketching wsnt too messy either which surprised me#u can maybe tell which was the first drawing#anyway its bedtime i gotta do job stuff tomorrow morning at 9 & its 2#todomatsu#oc#my art
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#thoughts#personal#mental health tw#it's complicated because I both want to address how fucking unhinged I very publically am at the moment#for which I am sorry if you have noticed#and also Not do that and pretend my weirdass behavior flies under the radar and I am being So Very Normal Right Now#which I feel we are past that point but also maybe who cares I don't think people notice but You Know#you get in the thought loop and then it's over#I used to have a private twitter to have weird meltdowns full of me immediately deleting everything I posted#and then I went “wow!! this is not happening anymore!! look at me being an adult about it!!”#and uhh lol#I didn't want it to happen here it's very humiliating to know you are Like This and not being able to affect it much#this too shall pass I suppose#normal posting (???) will resume shortly#I just get super manic when I have mental health cocktails like this + my brain Will Not let me sleep and I need to distract myself#all I want to say is: I'll be normal again at some point probably#it was on slow cook since maybe 9 months and baby it's here now#I'm supposed to go to my first industry event RIGHT after a very very tense burial and I'm already so disheveled like girl what#I'm so going to begin screaming at an industry legend for no reason and then immediately lock myself in a bathroom#anyway. common sense and self control will be back soon#and there are good chances I'll delete this post too at some point!! but. yeah.#it is what it is tm#hope you are as okay as could be#and if not all the courage and strength your way#sending many angry blue ganonpigs your way too. hope that helps! somehow!
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how long do you think the paul williams thing will go on? 👀
you sound like my mother 😂
idk I’m just a passenger on the hyperfixation train and my autism is the conductor
#are y’all sick of him? I’m not sorry the past 8/9 months have been a category 7 autism event. cataclysmic in proportions.#that’s just the way it goes#funny thing is that I’ve had many smaller tertiary hyperfixations when it comes to music. since January I’ve cycled through Aqua-#-Cyndi Lauper Adam Ant Oingo Boingo (current) Sparks and a general hankering for new wave#oh and lots of Barry Manilow especially at the beginning of the year#I’m just the most vocal about paulie cause them feelings are much too intense to not yell about#oh! and Flo and Eddie my beloveds!!! plus a bit of turtles of course
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[ID: a drawing of a computer popup style notifications titled "SAC BOOK" with a loading bar like 80-90% done with the description "book kickstarter preperation in progress!". below is is a traditionally drawn sketch that has been scanned and shaded digitally, of the artist holding a clipboard titled "burnout avoidance strategy" and staring at it with their tongue out. next to them is the words "we'll be right back!" end id]
okay so little better rested currently so brief update! so realised that there is still a fair bit that needs doing but making regular comic updates does take up about half or more of the time i have to work on art stuff, so i've made the decision to swap around kickstarter preperation and comic updates on my priority list!
unfortunatly the struggles of making comics while having a day job means that trying to do both will just make me burnt out and make both projects half assed so i'm pausing the regular comic updates to put my focus on preparing to print the comic. can't burn the candle at both ends, you'll just burn yourself and get wax all over the carpet
current (self imposed) timeline estimate: work on (and hopefully finish) preperations in july, have the kickstarter be live in time for august (so i can advertise it in the 3 conventions i have that month), resume comic updates in august also (hopefully. again, 3 conventions. will let you all know how it turns out) and print everything in september!
#sac#someone always cares#for real though i did very much get more done the past week without also needing to do the comic update#both in comic prep but also irl needing to do other activities to not get burnt out#went to an aro & ace meetup on sat and turns out talking to other people outside of work is good for your mental health!#even played a video game for the first time in 9 months (slay the princess)#havent gotten all the endings and stuff yet but saving the rest for a day where my hand hurts too much to continue drawing#also unrelated but vis a vis art book i was thinking maybe that's something to wait for the next volume print because as it is#there are too many spoilers. but nothings set in stone yet however
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There's this nearly 4 hour movie I've been meaning to watch for a while and I was like "ah maybe ill watch it tonight hehe 🥰" and then I remember...quali is at 9 🫠
#i actually despise abu dhabi being the seaosn closer ngl#basically since Japan the race time has suited my timezone pretty well#1 am. 1 pm. 3 pm. 4 pm. 12 pm. 1 am.#<- like look at that. look at they absolutely delicious schedule#every race for the past 2 months has been at an ideal time and ive really settled into it#wow you mean i can sleep in on weekends and actually wnjoy the schedule!? oh boy!#and then they put fucking ad at the end which is at 8 am. who wants to wake up that early on a sunday#it would be fine if it was earlier in the season bcs during the middle i got pretty used to waking up before 9 bcs all the European races#but to have this one at thw end is literally horrible#its really down to timezones but fuck it really does bother me#bcs wow youve made me have zero desire to watch the season closer! thanks!!#id sooooo much rather brazil be the season closer still#like whh do you have to completely switch timezones right at the very end. its terrible#i think ill do waht i did last season and take a bit of a nap beforehand#it makes it much worse that this on a holiday wknd too. yeah bcs i rly wanna spend the last two days of my break waking up in the morning#sry im being ultra salty rn but i really dont wanna wake up for it but i hate missing race events UGHHHHHH#last yr i literally fell asleep during the first lap of AD 😭#yeah im concerned abt if nando will retain p4 or not but...waking up before 8 am...??#yeah idk i just rly dislike this scheduling#i actually kinda like AD as a track but its position in the season makes me resent it#catie.rambling.txt
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