#for sometimes hours at a time :c

[spacewizardazrid]

Computer, stop running the suicide simulations.

Computer, stop.

Stop please.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

also "textless" versions of these, wahooo

[slumbergoblin]

Self-indulgent sketch....

[kuromi-hoemie]

hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™

but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.

[recareels]

hiii 🤍 i need to know more about mr. reca but entirely from your perspective. i’m giggling when you post about him :3 can’t wait for his playable version just to see you lose your head over his voicelines and animations ✨

hi hi sweet manu!! (ㅅ´ ˘ `)♡ ohhhhh my gosh i have not finished the mission yet so i am still learning about him BUT it’s actually embarrassing how obsessively in love i am with him already!!! >.< rest assured, i will probably post an obscene amount about him n my thoughts on him throughout this mission waaah oh ehehe i’m so glad that my reca insanity at least brings a smile to your face!! :3 PLEASE HAHAHA IT’S GOING TO BE SO HUMILIATING FOR ME LMAOOOOOOOOO

[hopefulhaunted]

"U-umm..."

God, Komaru thinks, why do her nerves always have to kick in at times like these? Steeling her courage, she takes a deep breath and tries to stand confidently, though it wouldn't surprise her if she just ends up looking ridiculous instead.

In her defense... the person standing before her is rather intimidating. With eyes that seem almost empty, but a gaze that's full of something incomprehensible - he stands tall above her, making her feel strangely small in a way that's hard to explain. Still, though. She can't back out now!

"Can I talk to you for a moment? I know I'm a stranger and all, but - I swear it's important!"

@91cmspoilers ( starter! )

[trivalentlinks]

Boston T (subway) to the beach

so i was just reminded recently that some folks i know who regularly use the T (boston subway), but aren't from boston did not know that you can take the T to the beach

here's how to get from some subway stops to the beach, for those unfamiliar:

Wonderland Station (Blue line) is literally on the beach. Get out of the station, and you will see the beach across the street. (Revere Beach) (subway stop to beach distance: literally across the street) .

JFK UMass (Red line) exit via Columbia Road, walk ~0.25 miles (400 meters) north/east along Columbia road (it turns into William J Day boulevard at the traffic circle) and you'll see the beach (Carson Beach) (subway stop to beach distance: ~ a quarter mile) .

Savin Hill (Red line): walk a third of a mile southeast along Savin Hill ave and you'll be right there (Malibu Beach) (subway stop to beach distance: ~1/3 mile) .

Orient Heights (Blue line): walk a third mile west along Bennington, you'll see a pedestrian bridge to your left with a sign for the beach. cross it, and you're there. (Constitution Beach) (subway stop to beach distance: ~half a mile)

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the beaches in question:

Revere Beach:

Carson Beach:

Malibu Beach:

Constitution Beach:

Hope this helps someone!

[dawnlotus-draws]

Free fall

[fiddleabout]

on my way to scream ceaselessly into the void does anyone want anything

[aastarions]

remembering i have to work tomorrow and cannot stay home and continue to indulge in my hobbies

[neverendingford]

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[c4tto626]

oh cool having one of my mystery allergy days again!

[cuntrytaylor]

well. my roommate of 5 years is moving out!

[haedia]

Hmn. Got a power flicker. Then another. Okay, storm, I hear you. Time to turn off my computer and hope I don't lose power.

This is the heaviest rain I've heard in a long time. But man, I don't want to lose power again. When it goes out, I don't get it back for like 24 hours.

Oh what?? Thunder?? Neat!

(for context, it thunders like six times a year in/around Seattle. So, for there to be thunder and heavy rain — when it's normally a very light rain when it does — means this is quite the storm)

[remma-demma]

:( stayed up until 4 AM doomscrolling on tags i know are bad for my mental health againnnnnnnn

[preserve-or-raze]

my tags got out of hand

i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.

and that should be fine; but it's never fine.

i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.

for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.

we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.

i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.

restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.