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Was gonna wait to post this outside of ko-fi until I posted the corresponding part of my fic BUT since that's on hold for a hot second I might as well do it now!
So much yapping under the cut because I can't help myself lol (Mostly just a stream of consciousness, so its kind of a word salad)
I like to think that colors can change in brightness, mix with others, and appear in certain areas/patterns to give a bit of complexity to the use of colors for communication.
Top left is pretty straightforward- yellow is fear. It's the full body "puffed up cat" kind of fear where it's the ony emotion being processed. A lingering anxiousness would be shown more like a general yellow centered around the chest, while the rest of their body remains the same color. Feelings like a slight nervousness (Like handling a delicate object with big crab-claws, for example) would be shown through a "rippling" wave of yellow overtop of whatever colors are already present, originating from the chest or hands. ((link) this is pretty close to what I imagine (If the link doesn't work, skip to about 2:10) Spooky ocean warning! though if you're seeing this post in the first place I assume you're probably fine with it )
Green is analytical - He does this a few times in-game, and it's what makes the most sense to me. I also like to think it's the reasoning behind a lot of the Architect's... well, architecture. Green is a really predominant color in all of the architect structures / data hubs / machines / etc., so in cultural sense it would make sense for the Architects to be using the color representing their core values. The light blue around his sides is amusement/joy. (I put a little bit of this into my first chapter iirc) This is also based pretty closely to what we see in-game. (I.e. the little wave he does back at Robin, it's silly and playful and I love it sm)
The gray/dull tones (bottom left) are just that- the "muting/dulling" of whatever color it's applied to. The Architect who kind of killed his entire species is a little depressed if you can believe it! A muted blue (indigo, rather than light blue) would be melancholy, and the yellow tint in there is stress/dread. A completely dim gray Architect is basically completely numb, which is distinct from the typical "resting color" that Architects have when not feeling any emotion in particular at a given moment.
Dark blue (Or indigo, bottom right) is sadness. It could also be read as a sense of longing or wistfulnes, or a lot of other nuanced feelings depending on other colors or context clues.
And of course magenta (bottom middle) and that coral-ish color are love, more or less. It's a sense of fondness and deep affection, though Al-an himself is probably under the impression it's more like a loyalty and protectiveness; I don't think he has any real experience with love considering what we know about the network.
The coral color in the center of his chest is something I'll dive into more when I get that chapter out, but I think of it as a flush/heat, like an Architect blush. Orange is added to colors to increase the intensity of the emotion underneath, such as the inclusion with magenta to mean flustered or to red to mean a more heated rage. An embarassed architect would be fully orange, possibly leaning a bit towards pink, red or yellow depending on the specific situation.
For an "emotionless peak of innovation and efficiency" I am determined to shove SO many feelings into this shrimp horse. This stream of word spaghetti will eventually get rewritten into a basic color code.
#whoops that was about 400 more words than i intended it to be#This is why I have a side blog for this lmao#His metal plate patterns are my least favorite thing to do. Al-an ily but I'm so particular and you have SO much detail#subnautica below zero#al-an#subnautica below 0#alan subnautica#robin ayou#al an subnautica#sbz#robin subnautica#civet's art stuff
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R-T’s screen glitched slightly as it saw the scene unfold in the monitor he was looking at.
“Well… you don’t have to yell it…” R-T mumbled as it watched Mr. P go back to his work. It knew it wasn’t well liked amongst the brawlers, but it couldn’t help but feel a bit hurt by that fact. It wasn’t its fault that it was its job to be the security here. If they didn’t want it to know their secrets then they should be more observant of their soundings. Really, if they paid attention more they could find a lot of the hidden cameras it had and turn them off or put a sticky note on the lens at least. But no, blame the bot with the cameras…
It… wasn’t fair. It was just doing it’s damn job! Why does it have to be the villain in their story!? Why!? Because they couldn’t be more careful with their damn secrets that it didn’t even want to know it the first place!? Seriously, it would love to see them in its posit-!!!
ANGER MANAGEMENT MODULE: ACTIVATED
“…!”
R-T’s thoughts were interrupted by the flashing letters that appeared in its vision. It tried to see pass them and saw on the reflection of one of the monitors that its screen was glitching more strongly now.
Right… its anger was getting the better of it again. The flashing letters soon turned to the basic instructions of how to calm down it has seen a million times before. R-T absentmindedly followed the instructions, more to get them off of its screen than to calm itself down. Even so, it did feel a little bit better after it was done.
R-T did a quick look at Mr. P’s monitor before turning its attention to another one. It really shouldn’t get caught up about what others thought about it again, it distracts it from doing its job properly.
Beside, it had more important things to do than to watch Mr. P do a boring document.
A porter had just finished its rounds with the guests, making sure they had their individual needs and occasional wants, when it had gotten the sudden feeling of being watched, even more so than usual.
The porter made its way to Mr. P's office, where all of the porters separate cubbies are, and the feeling never left. In fact, it felt like the increased feelings of being watched had spread over to the other resting porters and even Mr. P.
Speaking of Mr. P. He was finishing up e-mails and documents on his computer when he suddenly gotten a notification that read:
He stared at it then scoffed. "Not even on the seemingly endless network called the Internet could I escape you." The penguin mumbled.
"Privacy would be nice once in a while" he spat while clicking on the blog, trying to find the block button.
There was hesitation when he finally found it. Blocking the security brawler would stop the spying at least on the blog for a little while, he thought. But, ultimately he knew the small bot would find a way to access his blog even if he did block the blog.
Mr. P huffed, as he decided to leave the bot's blog unblocked. He set his mind on a document that he had yet to start in the background of the computer, and closed the Tumblr tab.
#brawl stars#brawl stars r-t#brawl stars rt#brawl stars mr. p#reblog#a hee hoo r-t got a little upsettie spaghetti there lol#don’t worry it��s fine#also forgot to mention#r-t goes by it/he pronouns :]#for my blog at least :0
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putting him in little outfits because i love him dearly. and i was never smitten with any of the outfits in veilguard like, at all sadly (excluding hawkes armour but come on. nothing beats that). most of the warden ones fell super flat for me :/
#i loooooove making little outfits#god i could spend so long talking about my rook#i think about him all day.....he's from ferelden! a farm boy who was conscripted. for reasons.#<- has thought through all of the reasons#anyway. hes getting me to draw again at least! after like what. a year or more? so ill take it...#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age#myart#also there is a CRIMINAL lack of qunari rooks.#and davrin romancers#and qunari davrin romances?? please. it means so much 2 me#im using this blog to get over my fear of being annoying. annoying to who?? my 0 followers thats who. refreshing
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cannot resist using the polls to make up a little collaborative story lol.. Not sure how much I can keep it up with my low energy/health problems lol, but I'll try to draw a new picture (+ write a small text blurb and new action options to vote on) each day based on the past day's results, at least for a while. Kind of like a 'sketch a day' type challenge, except story based with votes choosing what happens next. :0
#trusty old MSpaint.. the best program for very quick sketches lol#also I'm sure other people have already done this - even though I havent seen it I know its out there. If there's currently#some really popular story poll going around or soemthing I'm not trying to copy anyone. i just love things like this and do them#whenever possible (collaborative stories with friends on social media messages. making little text adventure games#in forums. etc. etc.). Immediately once I saw the poll feature I was like OH!!! IT COULD BE USED FOR THAT!!#anyway!#also posting on my art blog since it is kind of an art challenge-y sort of thing and then it wont clog up my main#blog. I can just reblog only the most recent poll on there#Hopefully will keep it up for at least a week - or longer - though I may have to skip days in the middle#my chest muscle stuff is still kind of flared up so it limits how long I can sketch on the computer#though these only take like 20-30 min depending on amount of detail so#hopefully managable llol#but yeah!!! vote!!#choose this little elf (and his cat)'s fate! : 0
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Pssst... Isabeau! Im safe from Siffrins wrath for now... Im giving you some tips. Use rubbing alchohol or nail polish remover on your face!! Sunscreen or lotion also works!! ( @housemaiden-of-change )
Oh yeah! Good idea! Totally forgot you could do that!
Should probably leave for the day if you wanna get out unscathed, though. Hiding won't do much- He's our trap finder for a reason!
#askabeau#[Mira]#M'dame's got him distracted but I know she's not fast enough to catch him.#Think I might go help her.#Never thought this is how I would use my defender training.#{tell me the guy with 'many siblings' wouldnt have had to deal with permanent marker to skin shenanigans at least once.}#{unclear if he's feigning stupidity or legitimately forgot though}#isat rp blog#[Act 0]
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i made an edit........... please enjoy
I WHO BEND THE TALL GRASSES - Lingua Ignota
#iwtv#claudia de lioncourt#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia#madeleine eparvier#madeleine#lestat#lestat de lioncourt#video#my video#edit#my edit#itwv edit#this is my first ever edit#i am too lazy to make a side blog but if you know me i ask that you dont look at it too hard#the quality may be dogshit... i did my best#theres one part in the beginning where i gave up making it line up with the music and its killing me#i just thought the music was really fititng and then got sucked down into a 7 hour spiral#theres a 4 minute long version of this but it was getting finicky#at least i learned basic video editing :)#anywayzsssss ples enjoy :))))))))))0#babys first edit :0#ikikik its angsty .... im sorry
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#incoherent whining warning!#man the fanbase on this site really is almost dead#an album announcement and the only person who bothered to post something is one half-retired fan#i think i will update jin songs list after all just for a sense of completion alone and probably will rank them too#(no point in 'kagepro's future' list since i gave up believing)#is there even a point in coping by using old habit (cultivated from pathetic “i want to return 2013” feelings) if it barely helps anymore#idk i'd be glad if you will ask me some random questions#about fandom favourite music or manga#whatever#i don't want to leave until 8/15 again without attempting to use this blog for something at least somewhat productive#like trying to restore my faith in value of communication with foreigners#and convincing myself that not selling everything kgpr-related and deleting this blog ~3 years ago was worth it#tbh i don't think i've ever talked with strangers about such “irrelevant” things online#no wonder initially generic fandom blog has accidentally turned into devoted notifier about all news and official materials#it's funny how on the one hand i regret dedicating so much time to it#but on the other hand i also regret not digging into it deeper#something useful(?) like having a neatly organized list of links to all the good covers tegakis mmd and such would be nice probably#but i have close to 0 motivation in current year#although it's kinda sad looking at ~10y.o. videos knowing most of them will soon be completely forgotten#or that deleted content is forever lost#not only fanworks but many translations of official stuff are lost too#because i wasn't obsessed enough for saving literally everything in my early years#i hate half-assing yet now i feel that's all i was doing
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die eigentliche Frage: wie viel Duolingo muss ich noch machen, bevor ich hoffen kann, hier auf Deutsch zu schreiben?
(viel mehr, bevor ich etwas Interessantes sagen kann! aber die Katze sitzt jetzt auf mir, was nicht interessant zu hören, aber ganz angenehm zu erleben ist. 😽)
#lol i need 2 know SO many more words.#like. great that i have now solidly incorporated ‘Zeichentrickfilme’ in2 my working vocab#but uh#pace our friend Duo i gotta say i’m not sure how much use i’m gonna get out of that one#vs i still dk how 2 say like. ‘depressed.’ ‘genderqueer.’ lol#at least thx 2 C— i’ve got ‘dicke Katze’ down. Kaffee- und Katzeklatsch: ein Blog#also like. do i gotta caps properly in a blog context. like i will if i have 2 but like. does not spark joy#everybody wants 2 teach you standard orthography which is great but like. some of us want 2 understand the stylistic impact of rulebreaking!#anyway. in unrelated conclusion it IS maddening that i know basically 0 swedish BUT when i reach for eg ‘nothing’ i sure do end up at#‘ingenting’ before ‘nichts.’ similarly ‘och’ before ‘und’ sometimes. deeply unuseful!!#however i guess maybe someday the like. 2 phrases i remember will come in handy 4 me#‘du är vacker. jag vill knulla dig i röven. vill du också det?’#one can only hope 😇#anyway. peut-être que demain je bloggerai en français. qui sait#my mission‚ should i choose to accept it: bastardizing ALL languages i only half-remember 🤘#in conclusion i vaguely remember that in the construction ‘something Adjective’ you caps the adjective but not why lol#i mean i assume it’s for Substantive Reasons but like. if it’s modifying a pronoun why is it a substantive. however.#ours (whomst suck at deutsch) not 2 reason why‚ &c.#right. okay. good morning!!
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i’m tired of having to explain to my friends why i had to make a post basically begging for support while im unable to work because it only makes me more angry every time i do so. like i can’t get short term disability because that’s not a benefit that they offer and even if they did, i would have to pay for that myself in order to get it. i could’ve rolled over my old plan from the previous owner to the new owner and pay for it separately. but the one time i had used it, they put me under illness and not injury (which is what it was. because i injured my foot and couldn’t stand to do my job. i even put it as an injury and they said i lied and changed it) and the payout i got barely covered my bills. i didn’t see a point in continuing to pay for a service that would do that plus it took a full month after i went back to work to even get the payout. the only benefits they offer at 401(k) with them matching, PTO, and health insurance. that’s it. i’m using what’s left of my PTO this week to bulk up my paycheck so i can actually get some kind of money but after that i don’t know when i’ll have a paycheck next. i’m looking for work because i can’t afford not to work. there’s nothing in place to protect the worker at my job in the event of this happening. the only reason im not completely losing my mind is because im still able to get health insurance while im unable to work but that’s not because of them. that’s because of FMLA. if that wasn’t in place, who the fuck knows man
#o posts#i won’t get into how i don’t like the owners son and how he basically said i wasn’t valuable to the company anymore while injured#in a more professional way#or how they offer pto but only if you work a min of 34hrs a week and that’s regardless of ft or pt status#or how they offer health insurance but only to those who work 30+hrs a week#again regardless of ft or pt status#and i especially won’t get into how i had 0 faith in getting any support from anyone when making this post#asking for help#because i’ve literally been homeless and i was told they would keep me in their thoughts and prayers#thoughts and prayers aren’t going to pay my bills linda!#i’ve gotten more support than i thought i would get#i won’t say how many and i won’t say how much#but it’s more than i thought it would be#and that’s also because i fully expected 0 people to help with $0#hell people can’t even share the post i made to try and help me#like my moms the only fucking share that post has#thoughts prayers and good vibes are nice and i appreciate them#but the companies i pay my bills to won’t take them as payment#but ya know#america’s so fucking great!#also i’m sorry i know my blog has been a fucking trainwreck for almost a month now#with me being all over the place emotionally#everything has gone to shit and at least here#if i post something im already expecting to be talking to the void instead of expecting someone to spare a like or comment to it#i love tumblr for that and it’s truly the only place i have currently where i can yell and cry in between therapy
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Okay okay sowwy😔😔🥺😔🥺😔😔🫡😔😔😔
can't possibly fool them when night can literally feel your intentions, sadly 😔</3
#ask#my art#we both know you're not sorry about being a simp hhh xD#but a deal's a deal- so you can stay now! >:) at least you actually apologized unlike some OTHER simps on my blog smh.... >:0#jk jk you guys don't need to say sorry<333 but jaa needed to cause they got what they asked for when they sent that last ask LMAOO#they'll feel bad about leaving you outside tho so horror will smuggle you back inside dw<333#killer just asks night 'can we keep them?? pwease pwease 🥺<333' like they did for all their cats and that's how you'll stay for now hhh#you're on thin ice with nightmare so you better fix your reputation before she looses faith in you >:'0 <3333
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The longer I spend in trigun fandom the more sure I am that it makes me happier than p5 fandom. Like I vaguely thought about making a discord for fans of my p5 fic but did away with the thought bc I did NOT want to deal with all the bullshit of interacting with the fandom so directly
But I've had a trigun server for 2 months now and I like it a lot actually. It's so nice! I love my server a lot!
And genuinely, trigun fandom is not without its faults. I get skeeved out so much by That entire part of the fandom, but I've generally made it manageable by blocking anyone who makes me see that shit in the tags :p. Within my pairing of choice, it's almost peaceful! Still not without fault, but most of the worst shit I generally see is bad mischaracterization. It's nothing like the worst shit I've seen with akeshu fandom.
So like. Vashwood vs akeshu. I love both pairings very much. But holy fucking SHIT vashwood fandom is so much more tolerable than akeshu fandom. Oh my Fucking god. Yeah there's some very good reason aside from general hyperfocus stuff as to why I've been playing around with trigun so much more than p5 lol
#speculation nation#i love p5 🥰 the fandom makes me want to invest in hot pokers tho#sometimes the things you love have severely awful fandoms and you just have to live with it#this isnt me saying im abandoning my p5 fics btw. i will be continuing them eventually.#but. my wish to interact with the fandom is as close to 0 as it can be#i will keep my treasured mutuals and maybe chat with Them. bc i know theyre not like THAT#more participation in the fandom is unnecessary 🥰#which is honestly wild considering how enthusiastically ive been putting out post after post for 3gun#i love doing manga analysis. if general p5 fans even look at me though im swinging#and thats... why i spent years with my blog hidden. i only opened it up again when i switched fandoms.#TURNS OUTTTTT its not actually great for u to hate so much of the fandom ur participating in. who knew.#im less stifled now and i enjoy that. thanks vw nation for being at least marginally less awful than aksh nation. Heart!
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Ngl folks, I have just about had it. Apologies in advance if I am more snappy than usual over the next weeks, but my pettiness level is at critical mass.
#bloggings#Dangan salt team#at least the housing situation is stable ish#But my mum is fast deteriorating#And people are being absolute goblins#Taking absolutely 0 responsibility themselves#I am at my mcfuckin limit.#Back later prolly
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Yes, hi, hello 👀 how about 🌺?
Hmmm, thinking over everyone I don’t think anyone has left a major impression on Reshi just yet! Hawke and Zeke are currently the ones she knows best I think, but even so it’s pretty surface level, mostly just aquaintences. With some more interaction I’m sure a friendship can form/they’ll end up on the relationship chart!!
#ooc#mod#dl#reshi#munday#reshi reshiram#reshiram#it takes repeated interaction before I add someone to the chart#the only exception is if they leave a BIG impact on her first impression#even then it takes awhile for progress on her chart to be made even AFTER you’ve landed on it :0#at least that’s how it works for my blog ;D
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Mr Gatto, do you like doing your job? Is it something you enjoy doing?
(Also take care of yourself Mun! :D)
Even after everything... I don't think I will be changing my job anytime soon.
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#identity v ask blog#identity v the embalmer#gatto event#hi anon thanks for the concern XD#im doing alright i just have this insane depressive block that has been impeding y creative processes#so ive been trying a lot of things to get out of it#one option is to wait it out but im miserable doing nothing. so i will force it out and feel slightly better that at least i did something#i probably should have spaced oout my posts i clear the inbox really really quickly#ill try to get some stuff out while i can. since im free for the month before work resumes n i disappear again#seriously though its frustrating sitting down staring at a blank canvas for 10 mins with 0 ideas and low energy#and then resigning myself to going back to lying down and mindlessly scrolling twitter or whatever#every single time i try to do something i end up back on my bed. for days on end. it makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs#at least with asks i have something to work towards and thats so much better even if i do end up back on the bed afterwards#this sounds like a very pathetic show of begging for asks. which i guess it is???#its just that. i used to have so many ideas. i used to draw so many comics. i want to cry every time i compare that with myself now#has work killed off so much of my creativity? probably. but i just really want it back. so im trying my best#i didnt mean to get this emotional in the tags but this is really something ive been struggling with a lot right now#so if u have the time to spare. just drop something dumb in my inbox. it helps a great deal. much greater than i can express#but anyway if ur reading this im still very grateful for the support u have shown to the blog in one way or another.#so thank you very much n i hope the day will treat you kindly#less than three
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guys who say "do anything you want forever" when their friends get shy about potentially doing something Embarassing. and then get shy about it when themself trying to do anything they want forever
#error 0#im being so brave about posting the shit im posting but having a moment of clarity about how i apologize for all of it#yeah a lot of what im posting is the Least Ever but thats because im too scared to post the stuff that is the Most#the tragic necessity of vulnerability etc. etc.#but it's kind of a silly paradox when i remember what this blog is LIKE#i mean whats the real difference between saying all this shit in original posts and saying it all in tags on rbs you know?#this blog has always been a home to my scrambled brainsoup so its funny how inconsistent i am towards my feelings on it
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{Well, it's been fun.}
@taichi-x-koushiro still exists too, and I may rb more of them there (what I can find) in the future; ... but Yeah
#izzyizumi personal#izzyizumi stats#izzyizumi blog#izzyizumi blog stats#izzyizumi tag vents#(You know)#(It ***literally had never been at 0***)#(for)#(**Basically the entire run of this blog**)#(Even compared to many of my other sides)#(Which finally began running out too at various points)#(Even for my much larger side compared to this one in terms of archive size and sheer number of follows!)#(I was considering re filling it to last at least a month around seeing The Beginning)#(Now?)#(Well . Lets just say it may take a bit of Time)#(My archive is still there)#(In the meantime)#(If I rb it will be either because seeing new stuff to share or because I'm trying to keep this blog {if barely} alive and not inactive)#(The last reblog {though also joking} there was to make a Point that ***that has been my blogs rule*** from *the ABSOLUTE BEGINNING*)#(IT STILL APPLIES no matter HOW much time has passed)#(That also goes for any work you reblog from most anyone else *through me*)#(Even if I'm slower for a while I hope people will continue to acknowledge them {my blogs rules} when reblogging from me)#(EDIT: And also NO ONE who has been aware of my blogs existence especially for past 6~8+ years can claim I DIDNT SAY)#(THOSE WEREN'T MY BLOG RULES)#(They {General} Know I Have Blog Rules)#(I can understand when followers new to blog didnt know and I patiently explained to them as much as I could)#(but literally... if youve been here 6~8+ years and still refuse to follow my blog rules when reblogging?? PLS JUST DONT. Thanks)#(1 year not knowing how to check a blogs rules is understandable! Even a few years is understandable!! 8 TO 10 YEARS IS ABSOLUTELY **NOT**)#(&its NOT acceptable that I keep having to remind and remind and remind and REREMIND people {many from SAME GROUPs} to STOP IGNORING THEM)#(After a certain point. It stops being 'innocent'. And it becomes {is} flat out harassment. And I'm No Longer Allowing It To Continue)
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