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damn i wish i was one of those bp people who feel well rested on 3 hours of sleep. i am so tired and i want caffeine but that'll make me tweak
#i have a psych appointment today#evil psychiatrist wants to put me on evil medications#<< mostly kidding but there is a hint of truth to it#give me lithium or give me death#i honestly don't WANT to be medicated right now 😭 i'm fucking happy for the first time in a long time#my energy level fluctuations are crazy though#anyway is it really bp mania if it was triggered by drug use#the worst that's happening is i'm obsessed with makeup and inflated self esteem#also i want to shop. but i keep myself very controlled#some days are bad because im so irritable#but i have the confidence to text friends i haven't seen in years. is that so bad???#yes bp just gets worse with time I KNOW THAT but as someone who experiences depression 90 percent of the time i just want to fucking vibe#for a bit before getting medicated#bpthingz#cello.txt#i feel like i took an adderall#but it lasts all the time. and it's great#THE CRASH IS ABOUT TO BE CRAZY#stay tuned
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hero/villain showdown but one of them has a spontaneous medical emergency and the battle gets put on hold while their archnemesis drives them to Urgent Care
#it should be like. a hernia. or diverticulitis#something intestinal for maximum Awkward Scenario#and the entire car ride alternates between awkward silence and the driver lecturing their nemesis on the importance of regular check-ups#this is funnier if the hero is the one having the hernia tbh. but both options are Very Good#want to emphasize that it is a 'medical emergency ' that is clearly not extreme enough for the emergency room#and the sidekick/henchperson gets stuck in traffic so the hero/villain stays for moral support#they spend 8 hours in the waiting room playing Uno (it devolves into a screaming match)#at the end of the ordeal one of them vows to burn the hospital to the ground with their laser eye powers#and it's Not The One You Think#oh oh oh! ALTERNATIVELY:#it's an allergic reaction; one of them accidentally poisoned the other by using like. soybean derivative in a tranquilizer dart#emphasis on *accidentally*. yes they were technically fighting but That Wasn't Supposed To Happen#so now they're obligated to take responsibility and Stay In The Waiting Room#(can't decide if it's funnier if it's the hero or the villain stuck in this situation)#(probably the villain)#“why didn't you TELL me you were allergic to soybeans???”#“um because you would use it against me in combat?”#“as opposed to NOT telling me! which has worked out fantastic for you!!!”#villain being genuinely offended bc they have a biochemistry degree and have invented literally dozens of untraceable poisons#they have the scientific skill to poison their favorite jackass in hundreds of ways#(and have done so before! in admittedly non-fatal outcomes but that was by design okay)#but it's “dangerous” to do them the simple curtesy of informing them about a SOY ALLERGY????#above all else they consider themself a scientist#and they're LIVID that their favorite (reluctant) test subject lied about their medical history#“technically i didn't LIE--#“I read you the questionnaire! the very first time i held u hostage i READ YOU THE QUESTIONNAIRE!!!”#“...the what now”#“the MEDI--holy shit you weren't even paying attention were you#i had you bound and gagged over an ACTUAL BUBBLING ACID PIT and you couldn't even be bothered to--#“--so i was obviously a bit BUSY at that moment! I'm sorry i ignored your VILLAINOUS MONOLOGUING while the BLOOD WAS RUSHING TO MY HEAD but
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(Silence. CARPENTER tries to rally HAYWARD's spirits. She's afraid she's going to lose him.)
"All three of us - we can all go on living, Hayward. Just like you said."
#the silt verses#tsv#sister carpenter#carpenter#james hayward#audio drama#horror podcast#artists on tumblr#listen all my tsv drawings so far have been vibes based so pls ignore the inconsistencies on here alfkdsj#namely: i know carpenter uses a rifle (opted against it visually)#and then i spent like half an hour looking at iv diagrams and idk how medical care is on a plane but. listen. I'm ignoring all that#let alone with a patient you were forced to heal after being held hostage LOL#(not putting hayward in a hospital gown for the finale. i'm not. so he gets his bloodied clothes)#anyway i (notoriously slow artist) rushed to get this out before the finale#they mean so much to me!!#(faulkner voice) jeez hayward how come you get to have a good relationship with paige AND carpenter in the final season#also if you follow my main the small detail of carpenter not letting go of hayward's hands in the beginning-#was my load bearing emotional support bit of the episode you know I had to include it#the way i spent forever trying to get carpenter's expression right only to last minute decide NOT to cover it up alfsdjk#id in alt text#pls lmk if there's anything in the description i should change!#i try to keep it short but I know I ramble#tw blood#tw eye strain
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I love the idea of Ratchet being captured while badly injured. It wasn't necessarily on purpose-- he knows the Cons would love to take him prisoner in order to utilize his medical skills, he was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Once they realized he was a medic they pulled him from the rubble and got him on a slab pretty quickly all things considered. The trouble is there's a reason the Cons value medical expertise-- he's bleeding out, they don't have enough supplies, and at this rate Ratchet knows he's gonna die. So with whatever strength he can muster he gets the attention of one of the grunts working on him.
Ratchet: H... hey... I need you... to pass on a message...
Con 1: To who, your Prime? Not gonna happen.
Con 2: Yeah we don't really do the 'any last words' thing.
Ratchet: No... *wheeze* to Deadlock.
Con 1 & 2: *go still*
Ratchet: Tell 'im... I'll... be waiting... for him...
Con 2: Wait a klik...
Con 1: ... You don't think--?
Con 2: -- Frag! Oh frag!! His vitals!!! Dealock is gonna kill us!!
Con 1: Scrap! Get Soundwave on the line, have him patch to the DJD!
Con 2: He's not gonna make it! I don't want them to know my face!
Con 1: It. won't. matter. If we wait, it'll look worse!
Con 2: Oh Primus, I hope they don't pick up...
Con 1: Just go!!!
Ratchet: ... I'm waitin' to... kick his aft... *passes out*
#ratchlock#cue Ratchet miraculously pulling through#mainly cuz the djd pulled rank and got ratchet transported to better care#which was only allowed because megs couldn't really afford to have deadlock lose his marbles and kill everybody right after a battle#deadlock isn't there when he wakes up. he's still a bit of a coward in that regard.#he also wanted to first focus on getting ratchet better before like... bombarding them both with feels#tarn is delighted to finally have a face and name to go with deadlock's medic obsession-- it's a weakness easily exploited#Megs is annoyed af. of COURSE your precious assumed-to-be-dead-or-never-real-to-begin-with medic HAD to be Prime's lapdog and CMO.#couldn't have been some random hick from Nyon noooo it had to be literally the most important medic this side of the galaxy.#now Megs has multiple issues to deal with. for one-- Optimus and the Bots obviously wants Ratchet back.#almost desperately so. which could be an excellent bargaining chip in a prisoner exchange or even a general hostage demand situation#HOWEVER Deadlock and the djd appear to want to keep the bugger... and there will likely be consequences if they cannot.#*sigh* maybe megs will be lucky and Ratchet will conveniently escape on his own.#but then again-- Ratchet is clearly LINGERING instead of making escape attempts??? does he have a death wish???? megs is TIRED
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I like them a whole lot 💜
#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 engineer#science party#engiemedic#digital art#artists on tumblr#you can see these as platonic if you want#anyways theyve just been on my brain a lot and i needed to get them out#im a peach fuzz engie truther sorry#hed only be like that for like a week every 2 months but that wouldnt stop me from drawing it anyways#also my medic drawings are so fucking inconsistent i am so sorry it will happen again#his eyebrows are always fire tho#my tablet died when i was nearly finishing the second drawing so i had to color it with my mouse SOBS#i think medic looks a bit twinkish in the second pic and i hate it but im too tired to fix it#also tablet not working as i mentioned before#anyways goodnight im going to sleep (it is 6 pm)#demos art
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Why are vetted accounts sending people stuff like this.
I mean it's clearly copy-pasted and sent to multiple people but this isn't even a donations ask. Imma guess the reason people aren't responding is because you're accusing them of not doing enough for Palestine and sending it to multiple people who you clearly don't check because I've been posting about and for Palestine since oct 7th when I learned about it.
Also yes he is looking for donations, you can check his account and find it. Why are you sending this guilt trippy stuff to people and accusing them of not caring enough? You don't know me? You send these to multiple people so your clearly not checking the account in question. This dose nothing to help you personally or the Palestinian cause, it just pisses people off and makes them question vetters.
#levi speaks#the second i put the daily click for palestine on multiple of my other popular non politcal blogs#i got a bunch of non vetted spam donations asks to the point i had to turn off my inbox#like why are they being sent to my completely empty blog without even a post on it nor a mention of Palestine#like a blog with litterally nothing on it but its pfp header and a tiny bit of type#im not saying they shouldn't reach out to as many people as possible but clearly spam accounts with stolen pictures have started#claiming they are vetted like ones with ai generated supposed irl photographs with so many fuck ups and water marks its not gunny#before you say im trying to claim hes a spam bot im not but seriously#ive gotten child gore like actual guts out child gore sent to my inbox by vetted accounts#like no i cant post your donations ask because it could get my whole account taken down you put gore in it#im native i get the plight but you cant be doing this#dont go harass this guy idk what his deal is and i dont care ive already blocked him#but seriously dont send gore dont send guilt triply stuff dont do any of it its why ive offically decided that no one is exempt anymore#from my no donations posts rule how can i trust vetters when copypaste stuff like this and gore get tossed around#i had one rule#in your ask state who vetter you so i could double check#ive deleted probably over a hundred copypaste donations requests because they couldnt state who vetted them#usually cause no one had even when they got suggested vetters to help#again i wanna be clear idk whose real or not and im not following that stupid conspiracy theory that they are all bots#or its a scam ring i dont believe that#i however absolutely believe that theres a bigger bot problem than people want to admit to#cause unless some of these victims are just copy pasting into thousands of inboxes all day every day#then its probably a bot and not one by a victim because bot campaigns cost astronomical amounts of money#like enough money to help them cross the border 6 times over#and if we follow Occam's razor well they arnt goong to waste thousands of dollars trying to buy bots to get more#they are just gonna feed themselves and escape#or give it to other loved ones who need to feed themselves and escape#or medical expenses but you get the jist they arent buying bots so if it read like a bot its probably not an actual victim#im sadly getting to the point where i only trust organizations#meant to help there
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#phy.txt#poll#polls#random polls#this was in my queue before i got my medication. i was tired all the time. just getting up to work was exhausting.#i felt completely hopeless. & guess what? i kept rolling that stupid boulder up the hill & even though the weight never change#i got a bit stronger. I'm in less pain. it feels lighter. maybe it is at this point#keep rolling.
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Hi, hope you are having a great day!
I have two questions: How many words have you written till now, and is Harper in general just a klutz, or is it something else?
75k-ish. idk thats what it was last night and i'm currently rewriting a big scene like a thousand times so like we'll see? Progress is slow, I am sorry about that. but I'm getting more time to write and I'm finally medicated again so it'll be quicker hopefully. Honestly its the reason why i'm ignoring the mountain of asks rn. I want to post it already.
Harper isn't a klutz, I was mostly joking about that. They're just not great at life generally. You'll see. I'm not going to post their character bio for a bit I think because I don't want to post spoilers but I don't want to give people the wrong idea about their character and those two things can't really go together.
#I do want to thank you all for following despite not having a demo yet it makes me feel good#i've been working on it a bit while at work but alas my job takes precedent#i wrote a solid 40k when I was medicated before and now that i'm back i've been able to find my groove in that regard again#thanks for the ask!#god syndicate#but thats enough behind the scenes stuff#if you do send asks i'll get to them eventually but i still have asks from a month ago or so i havent touched#and tbh probably wont
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Hey y'all! I am thinking about trying to get back in the habit of hitting the punching bag* more regularly, both because I used to love practicing martial arts and because I am hoping it will help turn slow tigers into fast tigers with this one neat trick** What music do you suggest to hit/kick a punching bag to? So far the best song I've found for it tempo-wise is "I Was Made For Loving You" by Kiss, because the drums/bass work really well to keep me from going too fast*** *once again I am confused about what verb to use for that. Kicking? Attacking? Practicing with???? **aka that one post about ending a physiological stress response by tricking your brain into thinking you'd defeated a short term stressor like a tiger ***because of the sodium Georg issues my heart likes to go fast and if I punch too much too fast it goes too fast and then I have to sit down and the metaphorical tigers win the fight lol
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#well. sort of? kind of obliquely mentioned but eh I use the tag so people can blacklist it if they want#I am very very bad at moderate or low intensity exercise#but I'm up to like 4 minutes ish at a time at the punching bag!#I even managed to warm up a bit before hitting it this time! (I did some jumping jacks)#but today I also went a little too much too soon and my heart rate did get a little out of hand#not dangerous! or like#the only danger I am in is of overdoing it and passing out which is only dangerous if I fall#and my bp drops slowly enough that I always have time to sit down first if I need to#so this is perhaps not my wisest possible choice of ways to exercise but treadmills are so boring
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More character designs need to give women facial hair it's so beautiful and so underutilized as a character design trait. Scruffy scrappy facial hair or just prominent sideburns or a full grown beard and everything inbetween it's all wonderful and more people should do it I think. Also more body hair in general. Put some arm and leg and belly and chest and back and bush hair on them. You should. You have to.
#drawing women with facial hair can be something that is so healing........#i grow a teeny tiny bit of facial hair but not enough. and alas the current hormones i take for medical reasons won't give me more :(#now if i can get my hands on the beautiful mix of both estrogen and testosterone for gender reasons and medical ones..... someday......#someday it will be impossible to tell whether I'm a very feminine man or an incredibly masculine woman (it's both ;] )#btw don't ask me if I'm 'actually a boy or actually a girl' I'm literally a faggot either way who cares#peace and love <3#<- sorry. have gotten annoying comments before lol
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the funniest part about 6x11 to me is that nora is played by sasha alexander - the same sasha alexander who would go on to play dr. maura isles (the pilot of rizzoli & isles aired 5 months later)
what would you call that, foreshadowing?
this era of proto-queerbait needs to be studied btw
#house md#rizzoli and isles#hilson#rizzles#also i think maura isles is technically an MD? it's been So long since i watched that show and i know the US doesn't require an MD#for like. coroners but she's Chief Medical Examiner which - i think that requires training in forensic pathology which is a medical#specialty like she would've had to get an MD for that#did a little queerbaity side quest before committing to a queerbaity main quest#rizzoli and isles has the bigger problem of being copaganda#i probably wouldn't actually call either of these shows intentional queerbait but yk. it's a bit funny
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NEW DOCTOR BERATED MY MOM FOR DOWNPLAYING A SERIOUS LIFELONG MEDICAL CONDITION & TOLD HER I NEED A CT SCAN
#i've NEVER had a doctor tell me ''that isn't normal & could be serious & we'll look into it asap''#but the fact my mom was ALSO there & faced CONSEQUENCES#this doctor is a bit weird about ADHD but she DID listen to me & act weirded out by my mom's ''don't make a scene'' mentality around illnes#''so you're telling me you were IN a hospital when she had a SEIZURE & you did NOTHING???'' so poggies#my mom: well i just didn't want to cause a scene#this doctor: that's fucking weird. that's not normal. that's really bad actually#my mom: *surprised pikachu face*#i wish i had someone else to bring with me to help but like. i don't#unfortunately it's just her. my sister's enabler#had to explain to the doctor that no i don't have celiac i can eat gluten & stuff super fine. my hands are just dry cuz it's winter#& she was immediately like yeah checks out#insane. never had a doctor listen to me before#maybe i should get a support dog instead. maybe that would help#would be nice to have someone NOT getting medical advice from someone who WANTS me to have their illnesses out of spite#like unless i have asymptomatic celiac disease then idk what the fuck to tell you other than shut the fuck up about celiac#my gluten intake has nothing to do with my dry hands
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do follow an uploading schedule, if not do you plan to? I keep checking my Tumblr everyday hoping there is a new page and the notification just didn't go through, so i was basically wondering if there is a certain time span i can expect to be between the new pages and the previous ones?
I was uploading on Fridays but I’ve been on a bit of a hiatus to focus on irl for a bit, I plan to upload the end of the prologue this weekend with a week break before starting chapter 1 and posting as normal.
#had to abruptly get some medical/mental/school stuff sorted out#taking a week before chapter 1 so i can build a bit of backlog#hope to be back on schedule soon#ask#anon
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Who is the Tails Polycule favorite sonic?
So as far as the Prime Polycule au goes, the only Sonic they've met is Prime!Sonic (who in this au is sort of combined with Modern!Sonic and IDW!Sonic). This kind of means that despite being in a polycule there is some lowkey background fighting over Prime Sonic that's inevitable😂😅
As for an version of the au where Sonic variants exist, sadly I haven't yet done too much thinking for potential Sonic variants. But for what I have so far, I'd say just about everyone in the polycule would prefer their own Sonic/Sonic variant
Except for Nine (lol). He prefers Prime!Sonic over the two versions of New Yoke!Sonic that exist in my head (one is a take from an au I've been working on with someone else, and that Sonic is a major dick. the other is from @phantom-fleetways's au, where New Yoke Sonic is basically just a paycheck to paycheck disabled guy living in a bachelor pad)
#prime polycule au#prime polycule#tailscest#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#saitaininegy#tails the fox#miles tails prower#miles nine prower#nine sonic prime#nine the fox#mangey the fox#miles mangey prower#mangey sonic prime#sails the fox#sails sonic prime#miles sails prower#anon interview#i just be ramblin#to clarify a bit further without really spoiling any au stuff#AU version A of New Yoke Sonic is a bit of a menace. He's pretty much a state (chaos council) funded 'hero' who gets a kick out of fighting#Nine (the only person he considers interesting enough to fight)#So even though he and Nine would have a lil somethin it's more of a enemies who are obsessed with each other deal. So Nine wouldn't prefer#him as a fun Sonic or comforting Sonic to be around or have a future with#AU version B of New Yoke Sonic is aggressively normal and deals with depression/anxiety (I want to say). He self medicates for undiagnosed#neurodivergency in his bachelor pad and outside the context of the au he was made for would have been unlikely to cross paths with Nine#And even if he had he'd probably have to do some work and be genuinely nice to impress Nine#Just in case since they haven't talked about it yet#I did ask phantom-fleetways before talking about their au#au musings
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Finally, for the first time in my entire life, my brain has shut the fuck up
Thank someone's god
#adhd#twotalesmentalhealth#medicated#it's so quiet#couldn't sleep though so I hope that goes away when I get used to it#despite not sleeping I wasn’t flustered at all this morning even when our kid didn't want to go to school#even when P was running late and I had to drop him off before taking O to daycare as opposed to the other way around#yeah took that hiccup to our routine like a fucking champ when normally I'd be a bit overwhelmed#and knowing I have ocd is helping just going “oh those thoughts are just my ocd” really helps - its not me me its my ocd
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Hey y'all! Weird question time again, I think I've asked this before but I can't remember Does anyone have a link to any resources or a guide or something on what blood sugar should be for people without diabetes? Both like in general, when fasting, and after meals. I do not have diabetes (I have been tested many times) but tend to what is technically not hypoglycemia but seems to be the low end of normal blood sugar pretty much all the time. Like, I have fasting blood sugar levels when I am not fasting and consistently have low blood sugar symptoms when my blood sugar is in like 80s, but I can't find anything about blood sugar that's not for diabetes
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#food mention#at home I've only caught my blood sugar in the 80s a few times. 90s frequently#but blood tests at doctors offices its in the 80s and sometimes the 70s all the time#and I do not fast! I never fast because I know I am prone to low blood sugar#and I function best with a sugary drink I slowly drink all day#in addition to snacks between meals#I am struggling a bit today and I am trying to figure out (again) how I can stop this being a problem#when pretty much all the high protein snacks are also high histamine#docs won't take it seriously because they don't seem to believe I'm not fasting????#and because it's technically not hypoglycemia since it's not under 70#I've had hypoglycemia before. Like. blood sugar in the 40s nearly passed out bad#but I was also having anaphylaxis at the time so the docs seem to just be chalking it up to that#finding resources for low blood sugar that's not diabetes is like finding resources for salt in food that's not about getting less salt#but at least with the salt I can just do the opposite
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