sugaredoleander

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i’ve been feeling so sentimental lately. every thought i have is about how i carry everyone i love with me in the smallest ways. i bought this book because of you. i made this recipe and thought of you. i peeled an orange in the way you showed me. i watched your favorite show finally. i thought about you at the grocery store, and i wish i could make that soup you like. i am made up of everyone i have ever loved, like a stained glass window.

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you ever hear anyone say something so dumb you have to draw a new yorker cartoon about it?

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being on doxxing terms with a tumblr mutual is kinda funny like we met at yaoi university and now an year later we both know each other's exact locations

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You will live to watch elon musk die. dont kill yourself.

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you will miss this in 40 or 48 hours. twitter will smooth your brain down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a social media platform that hasn't meaningfully changed in a decade. you don't know I'm posting about you in real time bc Sarah has timestamps switched off. I'm not dead, Grant. Grant, let me out of the casket. Graaaant,

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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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everyone's always making dramatic posts about mountain goats lyrics like "I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me" and "hand in unlovable hand" why does nobody care about "someone's gonna wrap us up in styrofoam and paper and mail us flat-rate right down to hell"

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new year's resolutions

- don't die

- get even gayer

- get an even weirder gender

- reach out to my friends more

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U may be fooled by my constant melancholia and generally pathetic state of being but take heart in knowing that i am trying unfathomably hard to live

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“I don’t want to be a burden” you’re more like a relief, a gift, a blessing actually

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ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

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started doing drag for gender affirming experiences, ended up getting a bunch of emotionally corrective experiences for free