#fixing what's broken
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Fixable, Irreplaceable
Something was, as she'd put, "hurt" And that wouldn't fly Certainly not
She couldn't get another one No, this was one was quite special They all are
But this one is pretty rare Limited edition
She's one for fixing things And this one is fixable Even though she won't be the same
She'd go about tinkering Going through a bit of trial and error Before making her whole again
She lamented how fragile These little things were And, perhaps, a bit more
Because fragility means She probably can't come out On adventures anymore
But, still, she is fixable She may be different But she is mended
And made whole again.
#reality subtext#written on the fly#free-verse#written 1/24/2024#nendoroid#mending#nendoroid repairs#lament#offline goings#short poem#poem with a pic#fixing what's broken
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The thing is there a million cute ways that Steve could meet Wayne without Eddie’s involvement, but only two ways that Eddie could meet the Harringtons outside of Steve:
(1) He’s their drug dealer
(2) Little tiny Eddie was riding his bike really fast and they pulled out in front of him. He crashed into their car. They yelled at him.
#take a walk with me#the second one happens#Eddie’s bike is broken beyond repair and he cries about it. Steve’s dad mocks him because he’s an asshole#Steve is in the backseat and he feels bad about his parents yelling and also embarrassed#after school one day he sneakily (like a ninja) follows Eddie home to see where he lives#the next day he drops his bike off out front of his house and bolts#the day after that: Eddie’s semi-fixed bike is in Steve’s garage with a note that says:#‘if you’re tailing someone maybe don’t do ninja flips on the way. also thanks! this is a trade. we’re even.’#Steve takes the bike to his mom and cries about how he ran into a tree so they buy him a new one#they had no idea what his bike looked like anyways#steve harrington#eddie munson#the harringtons#stranger things
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"See you tomorrow"
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]
#better drawn mdzs#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#mdzs au#Lan wangji#wei wuxian#yiling laozu#Happy Belated Halloween!#digital art#Thank you all for your patience as I drove myself into a madness only known by those lost at seas alone.#I put a lot of time into this one! It's not perfect but I am very happy with it + I am so happy to put down the tablet pen.#Digital art has some nice features but I'm sticking with traditional! I need a month to recover from the 2+ weeks of torture.#Okay lets talk about the AU and the comic now#Disco elysium has some of the best existential-horror-dream sequences I have ever seen.#The dialogue here is heavily inspired by The Final Dream - A scene I'd love to talk about more were it not so heavy with spoilers.#My AU is a lot more complex than a simple character swap but I really felt like LWJ + YLLZ fit this scene.#The final dream is about being unable to move on from a lost love. From something You made holy. From something You ruined.#It is about realizing that no matter how smart you are or what you offer or how you try to change -#You will never be able to turn back time. You will never ever be able to fix what is broken. That you also have been broken for a long time#You are a fuck-up who worships the nail covered ground of someone who did not want to be holy. And even though it hurts-#You cannot let this nightmare go. The pain keeps the love close. It is worse to forget. You promised to remember.#WWX died thinking LWJ disliked him. LWJ lost someone he thought was revolted by his love.
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The Adventure of Link... my beloved.
I'm playing a fan-made remaster of Zelda 2 and I REALLY like it. Temples are different. Some backtracking involved for heart containers and magic potions (Much like in later zelda games). The world is a lot more fleshed out too.
#loz#zelda 2#zelda II#the adventure of link#classic link#zelda 2 remaster is AMAZING#it's developed by Hoverbat. You'll find it with a quick google search#super super awesome#it's fun being able to revisit this game but in a fresh way#it fixes a lot of the broken things about zelda 2#you can save your progress in towns#and you spawn in the nearest town when you die instead Hyrule castle#or at the entrance of the temple you are still playing through#this is like... the older link version of another artwork i made of zelda 1 link#the one with watercolour#i was also making this with watercolour but THE PAPER DISENTEGRATED IT WAS SOOOO SAAAADDD#it's the same paper too. idk what's up#so i scanned the paper and drew it over again on the computer#thankfully I have a CSP brush that looks a lot like graphite pencil. I love the traditional look of that brush.
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boys will be boys
#I noticed killua and gon mirror each other's body language at times and i love that for them#using this shitpost format again cause is a good format no need to fix what isn't broken#killugon#killua zoldyck#gon freecss#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon
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listen, therapy is great and everything but i am getting really tired of the way that this fandom (a) treats it like a magic bullet and (b) insists that everyone must have all their mental health shit perfectly sorted out before they can be in a relationship
#relationships are not a magic bullet when it comes to trauma and mental health issues either#but i am getting really weary of the underlying assumption that traumatized or mentally ill people shouldn't get to be in a relationship#until some nebulous future point when they've fixed all their 'issues'#it's always got this condescending undertone of 'sorry sweetie you're too broken to know what's good for you'#which character is this about? ALL OF THEM
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I think if Mairon had to acknowledge exactly how fucking messed up he is because of Melkor and everything he did to survive Angband and what he built himself into during the First Age, I think he would-- well. I think he wouldn't, is the thing.
I think he can't allow himself to think about it too hard. What was it Charlie Vickers said about him still putting himself down through the rabbit hole-- he's been moving forward so long that he can't stop and look his own darkness in the eye. None of this can be about him, about fixing him. He utterly refuses the self-scrutiny. It has to be about fixing the world, about finding that perfect peace at any cost. I really don't think he thought about the elvish rings healing him. And actually I think if he put Nenya on and had a moment of-- idk, peace or healing or some distance from the scars Melkor left, I think it would be absolutely agonizing to him.
And you know, if he got to the end of his ruthless pursuit for perfect order and got everything he thinks he wants, I don't even know if he could look at the ruin of himself and what all the means have done to him in pursuit of an end.
I don't know that he could stop! He's been running so long!!!! I like to think that part of his refusal to plead with the Valar for pardon and mercy-- in addition to not wanting to be shamed and beholden to other people for the work of repair-- is that he can't listen when anyone says, you need to sit down and look at the trauma in you, it'll feel so bad, but you need to do it to really move past it, and then you'll need to see the steps you took in His shadow, as His shadow-- he can't, he can't, he doesn't want to, he won't, he'll keep running, there is no stopping--
#he's the embodiment of evil AND he's that awful guy who REFUSES to go to therapy. he scoffs if you ask and changes the subject.#HE WON'T LOOK HIMSELF IN THE EYE#these are some half-baked thoughts#mairon inspiration#i think it's important that he makes the one ring and sacrifices even more of himself in the pursuit of order#and it's not exactly about him-- not in an 'i need to fix myself' way#it's absolutely 'i am THE ONLY ONE who can fix what has been broken in EVERYONE ELSE'#to save or to rule? there is no difference. STILL.#fuck i cannot believe i think about sauron this much#charlie vickers answer for YOUR CRIMES upon my heart#sauron#mairon#rings of power#rop meta#ish. not sure this is coherent#i'm sinking my teeth into him and shaking him like a dog with a chew toy#kate watches rings of power
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had a thought of what if Airplane had leaned a little more into the self-insert idea for Luo Binghe when he was still at the early stages of writing, with an end result that Luo Binghe actually Looks Like That because he basically looks like Airplane but with long flowing hair and a more idealized figure
SQQ going "why the fuck did you make his face so pretty???" and Airplane bullshitting about plausibility while trying really hard not to blush. twisting his fingers and scuffing his toe like jeez bro he's not that good-looking...
which of course sets SQQ off because how DARE!?! not 'that' good-looking?!?! just look at him! he's xianxia Helen of Troy with a face that launched a thousand harems! like okay sure with looks like that it does make sense that half the female population was willing to timeshare a marriage with him, but it's also totally unfair to SQQ, who has no recourse against those looks either! and who could? that is the most beautiful face ever!
Airplane's getting flustered. tries valiantly to make the case that objectively speaking Luo Binghe isn't that good-looking, it's just that SQQ is biased, but boy does that not go over well. SQQ has hitched the tattered remnants of his self-perception as a straight man onto the idea that Luo Binghe is just so devastatingly attractive anyone would want to hop into bed with him, and he is not letting go of it, so Airplane is just gonna get wrecked with inadvertent compliments
bonus if the Shang Qinghua look is actually the result of several illusions because when Airplane first transmigrated in, he got the same face too, and foresaw potential problems if the half-demon protagonist turned up looking like him. so he used illusions. he doesn't actually look all that different, in fact! the illusions just make it so that when people see him, they get a strong impression that he's unremarkable, so they don't really register what his face actually looks like and their brains fill in the assumption that he must just be kinda plain
oooh ooh double bonus if the system inserted a behind-the-scenes explanation for it too, which is that Shang Qinghua is actually unwittingly related to Su Xiyan!
and the whole thing comes to light post-epilogue when Shang Qinghua's illusions get stripped away by some monster-of-the-week, while everyone except Mobei Jun has a freak out about why do you look just like Luo Binghe?! (Mobei Jun isn't freaking out because he already figured out how to see past the illusions and just assumed everyone else wasn't mentioning it for some human cultural reason or something) and then Yue Qingyuan calmly explains that Luo Binghe's mom is Shang Qinghua's matrilineal cousin. Shang Qinghua's mother and Luo Binghe's human grandmother were half-sisters.
what? how does Yue Qingyuan know? you think that Cang Qiong doesn't check up on the candidates for the peak lord positions before handing off power, doesn't make sure there are no conflicts of interest or divided loyalties to other sects? what sorts of things do people imagine Qiong Ding's diplomats do? (I don't know either but, for the purpose of this scenario at least some of it is tracking down this stuff -- YQY handled most of it personally for his generation's ascension because he didn't want anyone else digging into his and Xiao Jiu's pasts) anyways, the connection could have been troublesome for its ties to Huan Hua Palace, but by the time it came to light Su Xiyan was deceased and there was no evidence that Shang Qinghua had ever even met her. so it wasn't deemed significant enough to matter, was just made note of and then mostly forgotten
so Shang Qinghua is like "oh THAT is why you kept bringing her up to me back then?!" because at the time he'd just been fully in "haha how would I know anything about the impending plot and the tragedies I am both partly responsible for and powerless to prevent haha that's so funny shixiong I KNOW NOTHING" mode, which luckily at the time was easily read as him just not wanting a dead cousin he never met to tank his chances of securing a promotion
SQQ is floored. he is having issues about this. Shang Qinghua is related to Binghe? Shang Qinghua looks exactly like him?! wait. Binghe has human family? still alive? like grandparents and stuff out there, who might want to meet him...?
Luo Binghe decides to step in at that point because he does not want to meet any more relatives! no more surprise relatives! no!
luckily this distracts Shen Qingqiu from thinking about all of the things he's said to Airplane about Binghe's looks for long enough for Shang Qinghua to flee the scene
#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#bingqiu#moshang#cumplane#well kinda cumplane anyway#by implication#long post#what if sqh can't get his illusions back up#everyone keeps bothering him even more now to ask why he's hot all of a sudden#it's even worse than when they just used to bother him about fixing broken doors or balancing budgets#sqq is not gonna be normal about this#'you said binghe wasn't a self-insert!!!' 'well by the end he definitely wasn't...' 'were you this hot irl? why were you poor?!'#'wtf is that supposed to mean...?' 'with these looks you surely could have found somebody willing to support you!'#'bro are you asking me why I wasn't a sugar baby?!' 'of course not!' 'you totally are asking me why I wasn't a sugar baby'#'...but you must have gotten offers' 'only from the hot single ladies near me on my computer and they were all viruses'#etc etc etc so on and so forth the usual insane banter those two have
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THIS EXPLAINS HIS REACTION TO HER 💔
Cassiel, let me just hold you in my arms forever. Let's run away from this MADNESS 😭😭😭😭🏃🏃🏃
#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE WAS AFFECTED BY HER WORDS#He's holding so much within himself 😭💔 let me heal you#Let me fix you baby#😔😔#romance club#rc cassiel#rc astrea's broken heart#rc abh
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Haphazard, But Whole
A flowerpot was broken It was an accident She knocked it off the table
(having forgot it was there)
Well, she isn’t one to toss out something If it can be fixed
She had glue And she’d put it back together Somehow or another
The result was As she could see, less than stellar Colored glue mess
With pieces just stuck together But it was intact and still useable So “Fuck it!” either way
#Fuck it!#written on the fly#short poem#written 2/17/2023#reality subtext#fixing what's broken#free-verse
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Man in the progression from nine to thirteen you really truly can see the Doctor stretching like a rubber band until they snap and 14/15 happens
#having a lot about this today#like nine was stretched thin but holding on#ten was under some eye-twitching-but-were-fine strain by the end there#eleven was definitely pulled on both ends future and past#twelve? with him you could see that moment when the rubber band start to change color#that’s why thirteen was a woman#and ho boy thirteen? thirteen chooses violence. thirteen is the snap#that’s why fourteen looks so much like a sad wet noodle he’s a broken rubber band#but then he becomes the little knot you tie in the rubber band to fix it. he’s a blip on the timeline#fifteen is this new rubber band and depending on how well that knot is tied#he’ll either work nearly as well as he used to#or he’ll come unraveled#and that’s why he had to learn the language of knots and rope right off the bat#sorry what was I on about?
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one of my secret dreams is to go through something hard publicly enough that people will make me food and drop it off at my door
#this is a joke. however it is also true that secretly i wish i were broken so someone could care enough to fix me#it stems.from the fact that when i WAS broken i had to fix myself. and i feel cheated because i kind of deserved to be loved through my shit#and so its like i wish i could be back there but have someone who cared about me enough to know what was going on wirh me#sorry just listening to people talk about how shit they lives are but how helpful everyone from church was#anyways
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thinking about Rayla as the swords, Ezran as the blindfold, and Callum as the scales, with him in the middle as the bringer / embodiment of Great Balancer and the other two being counterweights to keep things balanced... fixing what was broken in Xadia so long ago but also ushering in an actual fair system (hence his emphasis on fairness throughout the show)
#brotp: we're in this together#theme: justice#a narrative of love#and fix what is broken in xadia#tdp#the dragon prince
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i need 2 stop writing stories where my characters move. like just sit still u bastards.
#i hate it#it is exhausting#another battle scene???? WHY#why am i always writing them doing things#less things more painful broken confessions of love that don't fix anything#that's what i need 2 write#soph rambles
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Hey so
It's my birthday, and my husband's glasses broke and the frames needed to be replaced which is like $170
So I'm just putting it out there, if anyone wants to help us pay for that. It's uh. Kind of important. It would be a nice birthday gift to have help with this expense.
#if there's any leftover i will probs put it in savings toward another purchase we are planning#cuz guess what! the tv is also broken. but the glasses are uh. way more urgent to fix#all the things keep breaming T__T#mod post#financial stuff#ko-fi#*breaking not breaming
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my costume prof just straight up bought me a sewing machine 😭
#talkies#my own sewing machine has been broken for 8 years now. i fixed it this year. it worked for a week and then broke again.#i handsew everything at home and work with machines at the shop on campus#and i texted her to ask about the sub-in costumer for the summer show so i could ask them about using the shop and she just straight up#was like. u need a working machine what is ur address.#and i know better than to argue with haleh but aughghghhghghadsjfgugh so i gave her it#this is so crazy at this point the machine is gonna get to me before the pattern i bought#me when i cry i love haleh so much#truly a bestie
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