#cuz guess what! the tv is also broken. but the glasses are uh. way more urgent to fix

[naomiknight-17]

Hey so

It's my birthday, and my husband's glasses broke and the frames needed to be replaced which is like $170

So I'm just putting it out there, if anyone wants to help us pay for that. It's uh. Kind of important. It would be a nice birthday gift to have help with this expense.

[joy1579]

Zen cheated on MC. She finds out and instead of crying her eyes out is getting drunk and calling Seven (which is madly in love with her but never told her because of her relationship with Zen).

so first I’m so sorry this took sooooooooo long but i hope you get it and i hope you like it. i had a ton of fun writing drunk MC. also i didn't want MC to use seven as a rebound so they don’t get together right away but seven does take care of her and they probably get together after a couple of months. she has time to move on and their romantic relationship has a real foundation to grow on.

so without further ado

zen cheats and seven gets the girl

You normally didn’t pay any attention to the gossip that circled around Zen constantly. after all every week they claimed there was some new lover or budding cast romance and every week without fail, Zen would come home to you, loyal as a knight. lately though the rumors had become more focused more realistic somehow. Zen’s rehearsals had run later, started earlier, things simply seemed off no matter how much you tried to deny it. so when the news story broke and plastered TV, magazines, and websites with numerous pictures of Zen wrapped around some pretty little blonde with big blue eyes, you hated to admit how much you had braced yourself for the blow.

the RFA chatroom was going haywire and your phone was ringing off the hook as you packed a single small bag. you supposed you should have been crying, grieving the loss of nearly two and a half years of “love” washed away by little more than some passing fancy. yet you couldn’t quite find it in yourself. Instead you felt an icy ball of hard anger settle in the pit of your stomach.

so it was that you now stood in some no name nightclub sipping a drink you couldn’t pronounce bought for you by some guy that had since given up on your affections. You had shut off your phone to stop all the notifications that had been flooding in since the pictures of Zen and THAT woman were released. You didn’t want to deal with the aftermath of that bomb dropping right now, didn’t want to explain things to the RFA or have to see Zen trying to defend himself. Right now all you wanted was to find some sort of catharsis in the loud music, alcohol and dancing. Downing the last of the far too sweet drink, you made your way toward were the band took requests. you shoved a ten towards the man and half shouted over the music.

“something fast, angry, and loud” he nodded and you decided to grab another drink while you waited for your request. you opted for strength over taste and grimaced as you chugged the drink. the icy anger you felt slowly dulled with your 3rd drink of the night and in the back of your mind you knew it was more the effects of alcohol than any real emotional progress. Four more drinks and several songs later had you ready to turn your phone back on if only to find a place to stay. confusion struck you however when your lock screen showed only black with green text moving at lightning speed.

“grrrrl that’s crazy you gotta show me how you got it to do that!” said one of the girls you had found yourself dancing with earlier.

“I didn’t do this girl.” you said slurring your speech only the slightest bit “oh no! what if this isn’t my phone!” you gasped “no nah it’s my case false alarm it’s mine. see the purple that’s, that’s my color so it’s got to be my pho-.” you were cut off by the ringing and answered it quickly fumbling the phone just a bit your drunken haste “phone?”

“mc?!?” cried the voice on the other end

“seven!! lucy, lucy- yell, lu- luceal? how do you, how do you say your name seven? not seven the other name you know the L one the bible name.”

“what? MC? are you drunk? never mind. listen I’m on my way to get you I got your location from your phone already so I’ll be there soon”

“I made friends, seven listen, listen” you pointed your phone towards the group of girls you’d been dancing with “grrl! grrl! you gotta come here my friends on the phone! you know the guy I told you

“fuck that guy!” one of them yelled prompting another to cheer an agreement.

you tried to stifle the laugh that fell from you lips before you replied. “nooooo the other, the other guy the good one remember? oh she’s dancing now.” you held the phone back to your ear to explain “she’s dancing now seven but, she’s so nice and she said, listen she said hyun is” what had she said? the memory was fuzzy now but you did know one thing “hyun is so stupid you know that?”

“MC I’m so sorry about what happened”

“where does he get off pulling that crap?” you broke into a fit of giggles suddenly “wait no I know where he gets off don’t I. Do you think she knows? seven do you think she knew?”

“mc please I’m almost there okay just 3 minutes’ tops can you come outside for me I’ll meet you outside”

“seven I think, I think I need a place to stay cuz, I think I need a place to stay because I lost my key or I gave it away? I don’t know”

“mc come outside please I’m pulling in”

“seven thank you so much oh, oh just a sec” you held the phone to your chest “grrl I gotta go!” you yelled waving at the dancing girls.

one waved back at you quickly before another shouted “you do you girl! YOU do YOU!”

you laugh at that and yell back “Imma do ME” before stumbling towards the door. just as you reached for the handles though the world lurched to one side and you stumbled directly into someone’s chest.

“mc? are you okay? you don’t look good! come on let’s get you out of here.” it took you several long moments before you recognized the car and voice of the man you had run into.

“sev! your here!” seven flinched at your loud voice before raising an eyebrow at you

“MC how drunk are you? like on a scale of 1 to 10”

you looked at your fingers for a moment as if you were trying to count but when your eyes focused back on sevens face your only answer was simply “which one is drunk?”

“okay. That answers that”

“I hate him you know?”

“huh? oh yeah”

“and I, I think he, sev? seven how long do you think?” you asked pulling your knees up to your chest and leaving your heels on the car’s floorboard.

“I don’t know” he admitted solemnly eyes locked on the road and hands in a white knuckle grip on the wheel. the momentary silence in the car was broken by the ringer on your phone playing the telltale love song you had set as Zen’s ringtone. you grimaced and rolled down the window before dropping your phone out of the speeding car.

“what the?!? MC! did you just - “

 “shhhhhh I don’t want to talk about it.” You slurred moving your hand in his vague direction trying to put your fingers to his lips in the classic shushing style but failing miserably.

“I um I’m pretty sure the phones destroyed anyway so I guess that’s that” he mumbled drifting off as you sunk lower in your seat curling in on yourself even more.

“I don’t think I’ve ever been this sleepy seven” you mumble before yawning and hugging yourself tight “Hyun may suck but he was always warm ya know? like, like a god damn space heater”

“if your cold I can turn on the heater” seven suggested gently one hand moving to adjust the air conditioner for you

“nooo” you whine grabbing his hand. you gasped the second your skin met his and exclaimed “your hands so cold”. bringing his hand to your face and pressing his icy finger gently against your eyes you mumble “they’re perfect”. after a moment you sigh enjoying the soothing chill against your skin. you didn’t notice sevens blush as he focused resolutely on the road.

 waking the next morning was hell. the blinking red lights of all the electronics in the room were way to bright and none of them went off at the right times. you buried your head into a dark red pillow before slowly things clicked into place. had your head not ached with every movement you would have sat bolt upright in the bed, but considering the angry throbbing in your skull and slight nausea in your stomach you opted to simply bury yourself farther into the bedding around you. the sheets smelled familiar, a semi sweet honey kissed scent that brought to mind cheeky smiles and mischievous winks. between the signature scent and the deep maroon color you knew exactly who’s bed you’d ended up in. sevens. at some point you would have to address all the implications of that fact but first you figured you should start with hangover management. first things first after all. head still buried in the bedding you used one hand to feel around you and get your bearings. when your finger met with a bedside table you searched it for anything to sooth your headache only to hear a quiet chuckle. you groaned shamefully before deciding to simply flip off the man watching you struggle before pulling you hand back into your make shift blanket sanctuary. After a moment you heard the door open and shut before the sound of a glass being set down on the bedside table told you it was okay to reach out again.

“I shouldn’t drink. I never drink? why did I drink? who let me make such a terrible decision.” you grumble to yourself sipping on the water seven had brought you praying to ease your headache.

“we couldn’t reach you to stop you. you turned your phone off.”

“sorry” you said shamefully “I know you don’t like alcohol picking me up probably wasn’t fun was it”

“don’t worry i was too worried about you to be angry” you buried yourself back in the blankets to shield yourself from light again. he was sat facing the bed with his laptop angled to shine away from you, a gesture you were extremely thankful for even if the light still felt blinding.

“thank you for letting me stay here seven. I guess I’ll have to look for someplace new to stay huh? I don’t really want to continue living with, him” you mused

“I uh, I have a guest room. just till you get back on your feet if you want.”

“you sure you and Saeran wouldn’t mind? I don’t want to impose”

“I’ll ask him but I doubt he’ll mind he practically thinks of you as a sister”

“thanks.” you said letting yourself peek out of the blankets just a little “um where’s my phone?” you didn’t like the mischievous smirk that lit sevens face at that question. Your drunk self-had a lot of explaining to do.

 the following weeks where long. putting your life back together seemed to highlight just how much of it you had built around Zen but seven helped the whole way. you had seven send him the info to take over the fan page that you had managed for him. he even helped you replace your phone and block Zen’s number. you and Saeran spent several evenings listening to angry music before eventually you had raged enough to be sad about everything that had happened and then seven was there to cheer you up. he joked around and sent you cute cat pics, one time he even took you to see Ellie while Jumin was at work. after a while you returned to the RFA chat determined to face whatever drama was awaiting you but seven had already handled it. He had banned Zen that first day and let the other members know what was going on so you didn’t have to relive every detail; and for the first time you thought maybe when one door closes, another one opens.

[imaginetonyandbucky]

The Hitman Bodyguard: Chapter 6

They had six months of normal; at least, normal for Tony Stark.  International trips, long nights at the office, normal stuff.  No more explosions or assassination attempts. Then SHIELD called Steve and Steve called Tony.  When Tony had brought it up, it was casual, offhand; another routine mission, probably another dead end.  Bucky noticed that he was careful not to even hint about Bucky participating, for which Bucky was gratefult.  When everyone, including Thor, gathered at the Tower for the mission pre-briefing Bucky made himself scarce, barely leaving his room until he heard the rumble of the Quinjet leaving.

The problem was that the Tony that came back wasn’t the same one that left.  This Tony was tense and jittery, his laugh too loud and brittle and his grin too bright. He was avoiding Bucky, spending all night in the lab with Bruce and retreating to his bedroom as soon as he came upstairs. To Bucky’s frustration and concern, all attempts to pin him down and find out what happened were deflected.

And now, Tony was going to a party.  

“Come on,” Tony said as he buttoned up his vest, smoothing down his tie to make sure it hung straight.  He was wearing a three piece suit, all black on black; devastatingly handsome, but by now Bucky knew him well enough to realize that for Tony, this was just armor of a different kind.  Something had rattled him on that mission and he was trying to pretend it didn’t happen. “It’ll be fun, you should come.”

“Nah. You’ll be in a room full of superheroes, so I think you’ll be fine. I’m going to stay here and take a night off.”  Bucky emphasized the point by propping his feet up on the coffee table.  “I get to watch whatever I want.”

Tony snorted with amusement. “You know, most people would jump at the chance to meet the Avengers,” he pointed out as he shrugged into his suit jacket.

“Meh. I’m good. Have fun.”

The twist to Tony’s mouth as he turned away was strange, not humorous at all, but all he said was “You, too,” then the door was closing behind him.

Two hours later, Bucky’s curiosity got the best of him. “Hey, JARVIS, can I see the feed from the party?”

JARVIS obligingly popped up a window at the corner of the TV screen, showing a bunch of people mingling, drinking, chatting.  Tony was in the corner of the screen, laughing with Rhodey, and for a short, sharp moment Bucky was so jealous of Rhodey, that he got to have happy Tony when he’d been all sharp edges around Bucky.  “Thanks, JARVIS, you can turn it off now.”

But seeing that made Bucky restless, and even though he knew he couldn’t go down there because Steve was there, wearing blue and smiling at the man from DC, he really wanted to.  He had the crazy idea of wearing a mask to the party, like Cinderella to a ball, but he knew that was crazy as soon as he thought it. So he tried to keep himself occupied, reading, watching a movie, counting down the hours until Tony might theoretically come back from the party.

It was about two in the morning when Bucky let himself ask again.  “JARVIS, can I see Tony? The party, I mean?”  When JARVIS didn’t answer, Bucky’s brows drew together. “JARVIS?”  Bucky’s stomach sank.  "Tony? Can you hear me?"

Something was very wrong.

(More after the break!)

Bucky grabbed every weapon that was close to hand and sprinted for the common area that was two floors up.  The sound of combat was audible as soon as he left the stairwell, and when he reached the main room it was total chaos. Bucky got there just in time to see Tony leap from a fucking railing to attack one of his remote-operated Legionnaires with what looked like a fondue fork, simultaneously giving Bucky turning him on and giving him a goddamn heart attack.

“Tony!” he shouted, getting the attention of one of the robots. He blocked its repulsor blast with his arm then punched a hole right through its power core.

“One second!” Tony shouted back, and then the robot he was riding dropped like a stone. Bucky was already sprinting across the room, cursing when he saw Tony hit the stairs hard.

“Are you ok?” Bucky’s hands moved over Tony quickly, looking for broken bones or open wounds.

Tony nodded and wheezed a little, breath clearly knocked out of him, but waved Bucky’s hands away. Bucky heard the air sing with the sound of Steve’s shield and then another one of Tony’s robots hit the floor, cut in half.

Everything was quiet for a moment, then a severely damaged Legionnaire started speaking, moving jerkily amid the wreckage. To Bucky, its words were barely making sense but Tony was staring at it like he was looking at a ghost, stricken and pale.

“There’s only one path to peace,” the robot said, its voice like tires on gravel. “The Avenger’s extinction.”

At that, Thor’s hammer sent it slamming into the wall behind it, crushing its chest and shattering it into pieces. Then there was silence again, heavy and full of dread, as the Avengers stared at each other.

“So that was a thing that happened,” a voice said from the upper floor.  As Bucky helped Tony to his feet he glanced up and recognized Hawkeye, Clint something.  He was looking right at Bucky, and here it was, that disaster Bucky had seen coming for months now.  “But first, who’s this guy?”

Bucky involuntarily glanced around and saw everyone staring at him now. When he met Steve’s eyes and saw the recognition there, Bucky’s limbs went heaving with dread, keeping his feet anchored to the floor when everything in him wanted to run.

“Right.” Tony grabbed Bucky’s hand and Bucky automatically pulled him to his feet.  “Uh, everyone, this is my bodyguard –“

“Bucky?” Steve said, astonished.

“Hey, Bucky,” Rhodey said, right as someone on the other side of the room said, “Who the hell is Bucky?”

“Hey, Steve,” Bucky said, looking at the shield at Steve’s feet, unable to meet anyone’s eyes.

“Oh, you guys know each other?” Tony asked. As he saw the looks on Steve and Bucky’s faces, his eyes narrowed.  “Ok, what am I missing? Is this some kind of hookup gone wrong, or-”

“So it’s really you?” Steve took an involuntary step forward but stopped. “You’re…you’re alive.”

“Yeah.”

“How-”

“Ok, anyone care to explain to the class?” Tony said loudly, like he was trying to control the urge to shout. “Cuz I gotta say, I feel like there’s a lot of stuff happening right now that I don’t understand.”

Bucky felt sick as he tried to find the words to explain, the right words, any words that might keep his whole life from shattering to pieces at his feet.  Bucky took a deep breath and, still not looking at Tony, said, “My name is James Buchanan…Barnes.”

Rhodey was the first one to get it. “As in, the James Barnes?”

Tony turned to face him. “What do you mean the James Barnes?”

“From World War Two, Tony.  As in, ‘best friends since childhood, Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers were inseparable on both schoolyard and battlefield.’” Bucky and Steve both winced as they recognized the quote, and Rhodey was giving Bucky a flat, suspicious look as he continued, “‘Barnes is the only Howling Commando to give his life on the battlefield.’  Guess that didn’t stick, huh?”

“I still don’t understand,” Tony said.  “You’re saying that…”  Tony trailed off when he turned back around and saw the guilty look on Bucky’s face.  “Are you serious?”

“Why did…How are you alive? Where have you been?”  Steve said, sitting down heavily on the coffee table behind him, still staring at him in disbelief.

“You don’t want to know the answer to that, Steve.”

“Yeah, I do.” Steve’s voice had a steely edge to it that Bucky remembered.

Bucky blew out a long breath and crossed his arms over his chest, feeling exposed and under attack with everyone staring at him. “Hydra,” he finally said.  “When I fell from the train, they found me, gave me this,” he gestured with his metal arm, “and a little of what that doctor gave you, I guess. A couple of decades in cryosleep, and ta-da.” He waved his hands.  “Here I am.”

“Hydra?” Steve repeated with dismay. “All this time?”

“Until about the nineties,” Bucky said.  “I told you that you didn’t want to know.  It’s not pretty and I’m not going to talk about it.”  A tense silence fell. Bucky realized he was gritting his teeth and forced himself to relax before he made the headache pounding at his temples any worse.  Steve’s eyes were shuttered and his jaw was working like he was having whole conversations with himself.  Tony had shaken his head and turned away as if he couldn’t look at Bucky anymore.

“How much do you remember?” Steve asked after a while.

“Do we really need to do this now?”  Bucky gestured around at the devastation, at all of the strangers watching their little drama.

“I think I deserve some closure before you disappear again,” Steve snapped.

“Fine.” Bucky exhaled. “I remember a little,” he said, rubbing his temple with his flesh hand.  “But I’ve also read a lot about myself, and, of course, that meant reading about you, so…it’s hard to tell what is really my memory and what I’ve read.”

  “Why didn’t you come find me?” It would have been better if Steve had shouted, instead of saying it calmly, the hurt and anger churning underneath his words.

“Because when I first escaped, you were still dead.  And then when you – when you weren’t, I had already made a new life.  A new name, a job, friends, everything.  If I had come to you and said, ‘Hey, Stevie, long time no see,’ I would have been setting a match to everything I had built for myself.  I���m actually happy now – well, I was – and it seemed like you had found new friends, with the Avengers.” At the time, he’d read all the articles about the Avengers with relief, glad that Steve had a new team now; it made him feel a little less guilty.  Besides, in every way that mattered, Steve’s Bucky really was dead, lost and forgotten after sixty-odd years with Hydra and twenty years of being on his own.

“Guys,” a woman said from over their heads, leaning on the railing with a pistol held loosely in her hand.  Her red dress had a long dark smudge on it and there was tiny shards of broken glass in her dark hair.  “This is all very dramatic, but I think we might have a bigger problem at the moment.  Shall we take this to a place a little less…destroyed?”

“She’s right,” Tony said suddenly.  He shoved his hands in his pockets and turned to face Bucky, eyes unreadable. “Look, clearly there is a lot that…this is a lot, but we have homicidal robot on the loose, and I just can’t deal with this right now.” Tony dragged his eyes away from Bucky to look at Steve, who was staring at the floor. “We can’t, I guess. So, just…stick around, and we will talk later, ok?”

Bucky swallowed thickly and nodded. He watched as everyone followed Tony out of the destroyed living room to go to his lab, broken glass crunching under their feet.  He stared at his feet, not wanting to see the anger and betrayal in Tony’s eyes or the sympathy in anyone else’s.  Then dully, robotically, he packed his bags and walked out of the tower heading west.

[myrcury]

Meme

Lifted from @trelobita

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

— what was your last…

1. drink: Water

2. phone call: Called for movie ticket info for Isle of Dogs

3. text message: from the boyfriend: “I’m glad I managed to make you feel even a little bit happier today. :D”

4. song you listened to: Score from Passengers, specifically “Spacewalk.” It’s so beautiful. <3

5. time you cried: A few nights ago. Just feeling lonely and blah. :/

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: Not... really? Technically. I guess. We dated and then became FWB for a long time, so. :/ 

7. kissed someone and regretted it: Nah, not really regretted. Thought I probably shouldn’t have, but easily let it go lol.

8. been cheated on: Yup.

9. lost someone special: Yes.

10. been depressed: Yes. For a long time. Doing a lot better these days though.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Threw up the morning after, not during the actual drinking uh... event.

— fave colours

12. All shades of pink

13. Rainbow

14. Black and white together

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: Yes

16. fallen out of love: No

17. laughed until you cried: Yesss so much XD  

18. found out someone was talking about you: Yes. :P

19. met someone who changed you: I’m a bit more self-conscious and less stingy with my time because of the bf. It’s a good thing, really.

20. found out who your friends are: Sorta? 

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: Nope

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: A good number of them.

23. do you have any pets: Two dogs live here but I’m not particularly fond of either of them. They’re my sister’s Shih-Tzu and my mom’s Pug. They’re okay. I miss -my- dog though. :( 

24. do you want to change your name: Not officially but I do prefer to go by my nickname. (Steph vs. Stephanie)

25. what did you do for your last birthday: Had a weekend of birthday since my birthday fell on a craft show day. Had dinner at Golden Corral and spent time with the family at home.

26. what time did you wake up today: at noonish.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Drawing and listening to music in my room.

28. what is something you can’t wait for: Convention weekends with out-of-state friends that I don’t get to see very often.

30. what are you listening to right now: Closing credits for Thor: Ragnarok. What a weird movie. Hulk was adorable though. <3 

31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I went to school with two boys named Michael and Thomas. Their dad went by Tom, as I recall. So yes.

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: Blissfully not this exact moment, because they’re both asleep, but I can’t stand the sound of these two dogs licking. They do it almost constantly. .-.

33. most visited website: Facebook, Tumblr... Mostly use the apps though.

34. hair colour: Dark purple, lighter purple, blue, faded pink, and neon green. At the moment. XD

35. long or short hair: Short hair on the left side which is taking an annoying amount of time to grow out... longer on the right. Thinking about shaving it back down again.

36. do you have a crush on someone: Only on my adorable boyfriend. :)

37. what do you like about yourself: My eyes, my glasses, my creativity, and how far I’ve come in accepting myself warts and all. 

38. want any piercings: Not really anymore. Used to want an eyebrow piercing.

39. blood type: I have no idea.

40. nicknames: Steph, Rexy

41. relationship status: Dating someone. “Taken” I guess? Hate that word though. Haz a boyfriend. XD

42. sign: Virgo

43. pronouns: she/her I suppose, though I do identify as genderfluid.

44. fave tv show: I’m most recently in love with Shameless. Gallavich is going to break me, I just know it. ;_; At least it’s canon. Anyway I also love watching Jeopardy. 

45. tattoos: I have one just above my right ankle. Little winking star with devil horns and tail and angel wings and halo. Little thing I drew when I was 15, and got it inked when I turned 25. I want more though.

46. right or left handed: I’m a righty. 47. ever had surgery: Yep. Several. 

48. piercings: Are cool? Meh. I only have my ears done twice.

49. sport: Not my jam.

50. vacation: All my life is one big vacation. >_> *shrug* I’ll probably never get to travel anywhere awesome. Would love to go just about anywhere though.

51. trainers: Are we talking about shoes or people? ... Yeah leaving with Trel said cuz. Eh?

— more general

52. eating: Nothing at the moment but I broke my “no bread” rule for only like the 3rd time so far this year, earlier. *shrug* I was hungry and a PB sammich sounded good.

53. drinking: Water

54. i’m about to watch: The rest of Shameless without my family who are all also hooked on it as well but who knows when we’ll all be able to sit and watch together again GRRNNNGHineedit. >_> 

55. waiting for: This list of questions to reach it’s end so I can go to bed XD

56. want: To ... do a lot of things... To know why my brain is so foggy these days, for one. 

57. get married: I think it might be nice. I saw a thing the other day that said marriage is like a neverending sleepover party with your best friend, or something like that. I’d love to think that’s true.

58. career: Art for life.

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: Depends on the person and the situation...

60. lips or eyes: Again, depends on the person and situation.

61. shorter or taller: Taller than me, ideally. But the bf is an inch shorter and we make it work.

62. older or younger: I wish I was younger. :( 

63. nice arms or stomach: Armssss... I have such a fetish D:

64. hookup or relationships: Relationships. Hookups and me don’t mix. I’m demisexual.

65. troublemaker or hesitant: Always so hesitant. Inner Steph is an upstart though for sure. XD

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: Yep. See #7 lol

67. drank hard liquor: Yes

68. turned someone down: Yes

69. sex on first date: Newp.

70: broken someone’s heart: I don’t think so.

71. had your heart broken: Yes, and it hurts like no other pain in the world, let me tell you.

72. been arrested: Nope.

73. cried when someone died: Yes.

74. fallen for a friend: Yes

— do you believe in

75. yourself: I do, after all this time and a lot of struggle to get to a place where I do. It’s hard and it’s being tested real bad lately but... Hanging in there.

76. miracles: I do.

77. love at first sight: In terms of romantic love, I only believe in attraction and infatuation at first sight. However,  the feeling you have when you hold your baby for the first time or your new puppy gives you a kiss for the first time…. both of those qualify as very real love at first sight. <3 ... Trel. That’s such a great answer I’m just gonna leave it. XD <3 

78. Santa Claus: I do sort of still believe, in a way. I think we all become Santa Claus when we do generous or helpful things for one another at holiday time. And the rest of the year if we’re good people like that, then we’re just good people without seasonal connotation lol.

79. angels: I do believe, yes.

— misc

80. eye colour: Very dark brown

81. best friend’s name: I’ve got 3 best friends and they know who they are.

82. favourite movie: I can’t name only one. I’ll name the most recent ones. The Shape of Water, Passengers, Chappie, TMNT lol

83. favourite actor: Doug Jones. He’s amazing and such a wonderful man. :)

84. favourite cartoon: “Rick and Morty” at the moment lol

85. favourite teacher’s name: LIFE the greatest teacher of all 

if you’re reading this, consider yourself tagged <3

[scottstiles]

tagged by @lydiamartinn ❤︎ thanks babe

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

Tagging: anyone who wants!

last

1. drink - coke (duhh)

2. phone call - mom (yep, it never ends)

3. text message - my hairdresser whom i had to cancel on because of this fufljkdklfjkgding city and its nonsense

4. song you listened to - take me out

5. time you cried - oh god, i like, just finished an hour ago finally, i cried all day

ever

6. dated someone twice? - like... gone on 2 dates? i guess? broke up and got back together no way

7. kissed someone and regretted it - probably

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - yes

10. been depressed - very funny

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - uch . yes. alcohol is a feisty lady.

fave colours

12. blue

13. red

14. silver (i dont care its a color to me)

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes, but only here

16. fallen out of love - ........... hope so

17. laughed until you cried - not that i can think of but its possible, i do watch a lot of tv

18. found out someone was talking about you - nah nobody cares about me... actually wait. yes. yes i did. damn it tumblr.

19. met someone who changed you - dont think so cuz i still suck

20. found out who your friends are - yes. hell yes i did.

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no. wtf.

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - hopefully all of them but ask me when the last time was i saw or spoke to any of them....

23. do you have any pets - my baby houdini (not so baby at 15 yrs old but)

24. do you want to change your name - no, its taken 36 years to get used to this shit i hate change

25. what did you do for your last birthday - nothing what birthday

26. what time did you wake up today - 12:30.for NOTHING.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - same as always. watchin tv and smoking.

28. what is something you can’t wait for - a new fucking life already

30. what are you listening to right now - the sounds of the street

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yup

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - everything. my nerves are shot.

33. most visited website - this hell

34. hair colour - NOT WHAT I WANT IT TO BE RIGHT NOW THANKS WORLD

35. long or short hair - i wish it was longer always have. i hate my hair.

36. do you have a crush on someone - i dont even remember what thats like

37. what do you like about yourself - not much. i guess i can be a nice person. 

38. want any piercings? i have enough thanks.

39. blood type - no clue

40. nicknames - div

41. relationship status - angry and bitter

42. zodiac - gemini

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - teen wolf, criminal minds, svu, friends, syttd, house hunters int’l, supernatural, b99

45. tattoos - nope

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - only on my gums

48. piercings - ears/tongue (it was my tattoo compromise)

49. sport - HAHAHAH

50. vacation - another dimension

51. trainers - what?

more general

52. eating - more than usual lately

53. drinking - coke. always. duh again.

54. i’m about to watch - say yes to the dress so i can unthink

55. waiting for - the apocalypse

56. want - something to live for

57. get married - in my dreams

58. career - writing. editing, i guess. idk whatever its all stupid.

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - taller

62. older or younger - younger

63. nice arms or stomach - nice arms

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - yup

67. drank hard liquor - of course

68. lost glasses - its... ridiculous

69. turned someone down - i.. think so?

70. sex on first date - yup. but like... not a date? whats a date.

71. broken someones heart - yes. and fuck him tbh.

72. had your heart broken - too many times.

73. been arrested - pffft. theres a few stories nobody listened to.

74. cried when someone died - uh. yes.

75. fallen for a friend - dont; fuking do it im tellin u..

do you believe in

76. yourself - occasionally

77. miracles - yes. i think so.

78. love at first sight - ugh. yes. unfortunately.

79. santa claus - no

80. kiss on a first date - yes of course

81. angels - what kind.

other

82. best friend’s name - nathaniel

83. eye colour - blue

84. fave movie - romeo & juliet and so many fucking others but im too tired

85. fave actor- POSEY. but like. also so many more really good actors. like i guess he’s my fave person lets leave it at that. 

[bobalafullaaaaaaaaa]

was tagged by @duckybeth99 !! I gotta tag 25 people at the end but I ain't doin that

LAST:
Last drink: orange juice before bed 🍊
Last phone call: uhhhh one of the 200 patients I had to make appointments for yesterday
Last text message: 🤡🔪
Last song you listened to: oh it was this neat mashup of the Luigi's Mansion theme and a Missy Elliot song on SoundCloud
Last time I cried: I don't cry a lot! but uhh it was actually. Tuesday bc I uhhhh fucked up at work and mom was yelling at me 
HAVE YOU EVER: 
Dated someone twice: nobody thinks I'm good enough to date me for more than uhhhh two weeks so ha! No
Been cheated on: again, no one wants to date me so cheating isn't really an option
Kissed someone and regretted it: ANY time I kiss someone would be a Ragret bc that's uhhh my worst fear
Lost someone special: not in the sense hat this means (death) but I've had way to many fallouts/betrayals (?) by close friends that have fuckin wrecked me (boy oh boy I am a social hermit I Can't Trust People and Don't Want To)
Been depressed: end of high school (like last 2 years) was. really really bad for many reasons (the whole situation with mom's boyfriend, all my "friends" fuckin havin a great time pickin on me and singling me out, general school stuff, etc)
Been drunk and thrown up: nope! 
IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made a new friend: yes!! the past month actually!
Fallen out of love: I don't know if it was love in the first place so I can't say < : / (but it wasn't in this past year actually)
Laughed until you cried: absolutely (thank you mcelroys)
Met someone who changed you: not in this past year!
Found out who your true friends were: this is a question for High School Me bc oh boy that was... hard (true friends? at the time it was One Person from tumblr bc absolutely everybody fuckin turned on me INCLUDING school staff I thought I was good with, I was so fuckin lonely lol)
Found out someone was talking about you: yes but in a good way! mom told me she heard the patients talking in the waiting room about what a good job I do ^^

GENERAL: 
How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: people I met irl first? god uhh nobody. people I met online and then met irl: 2 lol
Do you have any pets?: too many,,, it's so much work,,,, 2 dogs 2 cats 1 bearded dragon 2 turtles 1 fish 1 bird 1 hamster (brother's) 1 Betta (mom's)
Do you want to change your name?: Not legally, like officially, but when I start Making Content I wanna go by Clara and not Madeline
What time did you wake up this morning?: I wake up at 6 everyday for class and today I was supposed to sleep in but here I am laying in bed for two hours bc I can't sleep so. 6 again
What were you doing last night?: oh I saw the second kingsman movie!! not as good as the first but unpop opinion I liked it Name something you cannot wait for: UHHHH HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS TONIGHT
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my grandfather and my uncle's names are Tom lol (and my brother's middle name)
What’s getting on your nerves right now?: my mom and how frustrated she gets (then proceeding to take it out on me)
Blood type: I think I'm B!
Nickname: Clara, Sissy, Mattie (in a couple discord servers uhhh Slappy)
Relationship status: single (ace aro looking for several quasiplatonic friends)
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius! (I actually fall into the category of the unofficial 13th sign jdbsjdbdj but also in Sagittarius)
Pronouns: she/her!
Favorite tv show: currently it's Boku No Hero Academia but I think of all time that's gonna be. Kim Possible
College: UCF CHARGE ONTO THE FIELD, WITH OUR SPIRITS WE'LL NEVER YIELD, VICTORY IS OUR CRY, V-I-C-T-O-R-Y, TONIGHT OUR KNIGHTS WILL SHIIIIINE
Hair color: brown : 0c
Do you have a crush on someone: nope!
What do you like about yourself: I think I'm a pretty good leader type,,, I'm really good at getting the most out of whatever experience I'm in, and my art has been improving lately! I think I can get a Andre on new materials fairly easily and my construction uhh in. general is pretty solid. I have a good hand/feel for whatever I'm working with

FIRSTS: 
First surgery: hasn't happened yet!
First piercing: nope ain't nothin gonna pierce me
First sport you joined: I think it was softball when I lived in Maine?
First vacation: probably was up to Pennsylvania over the summer as a kid!
First pair of sneakers: I'm one f those Sketcher's girls
Eating: currently nothin but the last thing I ate was. jesus uhhh I think some caramel corn in the movie theater 
Drinking: nothin! Again, last night some OJ before bed
I’m about to: get up and start the daily grind Saturday Edition™
Listening to: nothin! I guess tho the sound of my mom snorin in the other room and my cat purring really loud while she pulls my hair over my pillow
Want kids: no and pregnancies really creep me out I think they're uhhh A Squick
Get married: nah prolly not! don't wanna commit to a relationship like that cuz if it goes sour what the hell you gonna do other than lose half your money, heartbreak, and anxiety
Career: I think the more immediate answer is that I'd like to have a show running in tv ala Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, etc, but dream job and big goal? I wanna be a character designer for nintendo. specifically zelda stuff


WHICH IS BETTER: 
Lips or eyes: eyes? I'm not a Romantic person but in drawing I like eyes better than mouths. I think? if it was mouths it might be a tough choice but it says lips. 
Hugs or kisses: hugs, again
Shorter or taller: I'd rather be taller!
Older or younger: younger folks make a lot of necessary mistakes but I think this is a question about dating and I'd rather date someone a little older who's already made those mistakes
Romantic or spontaneous: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
Sensitive or loud: I listen I music pretty loud in my car but otherwise I'm pretty sensitive to loud noise
Hook up or relationship: ?????
Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker. I don't make trouble really but I'm certainly not hesitant 
HAVE YOU EVER: 
Kissed a stranger: nope
Drank hard liquor: nuh uh Lost glasses/contacts: don't wear em!
Sex on first date: what first date
Broken someone’s heart: probably!
Been arrested: not me!
Turned someone down: yes. 
Fallen for a friend: not sure! 
DO YOU BELIEVE: 
In yourself: yes ^^ I can't afford not to if I wanna get to my goal!
Miracles: they can happen! but it's not like "gods will" or whatever just crazy coincidence that happens to benefit one person
Love at first sight: it's lust at first sight. how the hell can you love who someone is by looking at them. it's lust
Heaven: I think this is a concept people have come up with for millenia bc the idea of just Leaving and not existing anymore is too scary 
Santa Claus: I used to! ahhh good times

I tag @phantomtype @lyzardy @pennydreadfuljournal @trickortreatryo @lyesander !!!

[gaytrashgoblin]

I was tagged by: oh, surprise surprise, @freaking-isadorkable

The last 1. drink: Literally drinking a diet coke right now 2. phone call: my sort-of-ex-friend Mackenzie 3. text message: From my older brother 4. song you listened to: Listening to the Hit me with Your Best Shot/ One Way or Another mashup from glee 5. time you cried: Not sure exactly, like a week ago I think Have you ever 6. dated someone twice: Nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: Nope 8. been cheated on: Not that I know of 9. lost someone special: Hasn’t everyone? 10. been depressed: Hah, that’s funny 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Never drank, so no. Also, vomitting= hospital for me soooo 3 favorite colors 12. dark blue 13. black 14. white In the last year have you: 15. made new friends: Yeah 16. fallen out of love: No 17. laughed until you cried: Probably 18. found out someone was talking about you: Don’t think so??? 19. met someone who changed you: probably 20. found out who your friends are: I guess? 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nah General: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t use Facebook soooo 23. do you have any pets: My child, the love of my life, Quinn. She’s a pit mix that we got from the pound

24. do you want to change your name: nope, i’m good 25. what did you do for your last birthday: Got a tattoo 26. what time did you wake up: like 8:30 ish? 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Listening to some various drag queens’ music and writing fanfic 28. name something you can’t wait for: My next tattoo or piercing- which will be christmas 31. what are you listening to right now: Cool Kids glee version? I’ve got a glee playlist with 200+ songs on so i mean 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: No 33. something that is getting on your nerves: Right now, I feel like crap so my head is being a bitch 34. most visited website: tumblr probably 35. hair colour: Dark brown for the top half, then the purple/blue on the bottom half 36. long or short hair: for me, long hair. For others whatever they want is cool 39. piercings: Got the standard ears then my industrial in my right ear 40. blood type: B I think? I could be wrong 41. nicknames: I am the Baby Gay, and sometimes “sister” or “seester” 42. relationship status: Single and eating pringles 43. zodiac: Taurus 44. pronouns: she/her and they/them are both fine for me 45. favorite tv show: Oh god. Uh. The first few seasons of bones were the shit, and charmed, but only after Pru died. 46. tattoos: I have one on my right wrist with my family’s names, and then my pride tattoo on my left shin 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: I’ve had 3 endoscopies (snake a camera down my throat to look at my stomach insides), a cardiac ablation (removing an extra piece of tissue from my heart that caused tachycardia) and I had my adenoids taken out 49. piercing: yes, like I,,, said above? I want a nose ring too but I dont have it yet 50. sport: uh... i may or may not have played basketball one year,,, 51. vacation: Japan. Just, like, Japan 52. pair of trainers: (that means shoes right???) anyway, I love my black high-top converse and wear them almost every day More general: 53. eating: just had chicken nuggets? 54. drinking: diet soda, what else 55. i’m about to: who tf knows i sure dont 56. waiting for: next summer so i can graduate college with my AA (basic degree) 57. want: a hysterectomy no joke. i wouldnt ever survive a pregnancy health wise, so i have no use for it. just take it out. 58. get married: yeah, someday that would be cool. 59. career: i wanna be a gd writer, but im going to school to be a lawyer, cuz, ya know, writer isnt always a safe option with no back up plan. Which is better: 60. hugs or kisses: hugs i guess? 61. lips or eyes: eyes for sure 62. shorter or taller: to find someone,,, shorter than me,,, they would have to be a child,,, so taller,,, 63. older or younger: usually my age so not really either. but at this age going younger would be creepy and predatory so probably older. 64. nice arms or nice stomach: im not bothered by body type, tbqh 65. hook up or relationship: *demisexual laughter* 66. troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant. i aint need yo ass getting me in more trouble than i do myself Have you ever: 67. kissed a stranger: nope 68. drank hard liquor: no. 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: I’ve had glasses since I was 2... I have broken more glasses than I have had years on this earth 70. turned someone down: yep 71. sex on the first date: nope 72. broken someone’s heart: probably :( 73. had your heart broken: yeah, it fucking sucked 74. been arrested: havent been arrested, but I have had the cops called on my for domestic shit if that is of any interest. 75. cried when someone died: yeah, our first dog. 76. fallen for a friend: kind of? Ive had crushes but never like, full fledged fallen Do you believe in: 77. yourself: that’s hilarious 78. miracles: not really 79. love at first sight: i think you might feel a pull towrd someone or have a gut feeling, but its not love, no. 80. santa claus: to quote 5 yo me “its preposterous to assume a man can, not only fly with animals that do not exist or have wings, make it around the world into each individual house within approximately 8 hours.” 81. kiss on the first date: sure why not 82. angels: i dont really know Other: 83. current best friend’s name: shitlark- aka the bb brother 84. eye colour: brown -_- 85. favorite movie: Pitch Perfect 2, Girl’s Trip, and the very last Twilight movie

Ill tag these nerds @quinnsgardenia, @karolsens, @wearmypainlikestilettos, @kaidence-elyse, @dragonslairfilledwithapples25, @the-essence-of-awesomeness, aaaand @sxottlang

[emilyjunk]

Tagged by @detectivedimple

The last 1. drink: coffee 2. phone call: my gf 3. text message: “thanks” - also my gf 4. song you listened to: Drive by Incubus 5. time you cried: hm yesterday i guess. it’s been a week

Have you ever 6. dated someone twice: yes 7. kissed someone and regretted it: regret is a strong word.   8. been cheated on: not that i know of 9. lost someone special: i guess  10. been depressed: only like once? when i was 12 but it just never stopped so 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i dont think about those times 3 favorite colors 12. purple 13. yellow 14. a dark but soft blue In the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yeah  16. fallen out of love: no but i fell in 17. laughed until you cried: mhmm 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes but not in a mean way? 19. met someone who changed you: you have no idea 20. found out who your friends are: idk what this means honestly but i found out who my friends arent 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: mhmm

General: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them but tbf im not friends with any strangers who i dont know at all 23. do you have any pets: i have a cat his name is cat 24. do you want to change your name: i did when i was younger but never knew what i would change it to. now i dont want to even though idt my name fits me much 25. what did you do for your last birthday: er went to pho with my family it was lowkey but on my actual bday i didnt do anything 26. what time did you wake up: originally at 5:45 but then i fed my cat and went back to sleep til 11:45 lol 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: going to sleep 28. name something you can’t wait for: seeing my gf but idk when. also when i get a job... idk when that is either. 31. what are you listening to right now: some ugly ass birds chirp out my window 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes 33. something that is getting on your nerves: that im not getting any interviews for jobs i apply for even when im overqualified by like 10000 qualification points, racism, and people on this website 34. most visited website: this hellsite  35. hair colour: people are always telling me im blonde but i think im brunette and truly they are blind but when i when was little i was dirty blonde  lol 36. long or short hair: my hair is medium long

39. piercings: both lobes, traegus (sp?), cartilage 40. blood type: red unless it’s in my body then it’s blue 41. nicknames: Ang, Angie i guess, junkle, my brother calls me aang lol 42. relationship status: spoken for 43. zodiac: gemini and proud. 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: orphan black but it’s ending today so im sad. i also am currently revisiting my soft spot for the hell that is glee. and i love poi, even sometimes more than orphan black because it really did me right the entire time and i appreciate that. steven universe is on that list too. llisten i have a lot of favorite shows i cant do this. 46. tattoos: uh i have 3. a sun on my ankle, a moon behind my ear, and a bee on my wrist. i want more but im poor and also dk where i’d put them cuz im self-conscious 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: just on my wisdom teeth lol 49. piercing: didn’t we just do this one? 50. sport: haha when i was younger i played lotssss of sports but now im lazy and fat. i gave my entire childhood and adolescence to competitive softball though so i suppose i will always have a soft spot for it. i also did baseball, basketball, soccer, hockey, and one year i did both track and flag football but then i quit cuz i hated them. actually i liked flag football but they never passed to me because boys (especially 13 year olds) are sexist meanies. in college i did ultimate frisbee, volleyball, football, broomball, and dodgeball which i LOVED.

51. vacation: anywhere with mountains or volcanoes. also italy. but also im a fan of staycation. 52. pair of trainers: you mean the only shoes i wear? they’re new balance More general: 53. eating: nothing, but i had eggos earlier and will likely have leftover pizza later. it’s a swell life.  54. drinking: coffee. 55. i’m about to: nothin. 56. waiting for: getitn a job :( 57. want: to be with my gf and also have a job 58. get married: uh maybe 59. career: :/ Which is better: 60. hugs or kisses: hm hugs but kisses too 61. lips or eyes: both but maybe smiles 62. shorter or taller: idc but my gf is shorter so maybe shorter is the right answer here

63. older or younger: idc but not too much difference either way 64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms but they’re all nice 65. hook up or relationship: relationship idk a hookup  66. troublemaker or hesitant: depends Have you ever: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: ya

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: never lost but did break them once :( 70. turned someone down: yes 71. sex on the first date: er it’s complicated like sort of but also not 72. broken someone’s heart: yeah :( 73. had your heart broken: oh yeah  74. been arrested: not yet 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: yes Do you believe in: 77. yourself: about some things 78. miracles: not sure 79. love at first sight: i used to not but now i kind of do  80. santa claus: no lol 81. kiss on the first date: sure 82. angels: not sure but im open to the possibility of the existence of all things Other: 83. current best friend’s name: hm rachel, renee, emily, jordan 84. eye colour: blue 85. favourite movie: school of rock, a league of their own, miracle, star wars, the pitch perfect movies, boyhood

tagging: @amanaryouserious @aca-trash @crazypitches @haughtwav if u are bored and feel like it i guess

[silks]

questions tag<3

hello followers who follow me.... i answer questions cuz i was tagged by several of my jaethots and yall r lovely and sweet

THE LAST

drink: lemonade at a tex mex restaurant i was just at and it was gud

phone call: @fuck-me-harder-olaf telling me about jacob sartorius getting handcuffed and shit by police fdfjdhjhwdj

text message: to the jaethots i said “lol”

song you listened to: shape of you

time you cried: dont @ me for this but i cried when kenia booked her flight to dallas cuz im a p*ssy

HAVE YOU EVER

dated someone twice: nuh uh

kissed someone and regretted it: nuh uh

been cheated on: nuh uh

lost someone special: yes, if this means they died :( RIP cousin Lori .....ily

been depressed: yeah but it was mild,, i do have anxiety tho that can get baby depressive. its called ranch dressing depression cuz its mild

gotten drunk and thrown up: yeth BUT i think it was cuz my cousin forcefed me like 12 pieces of garlic bread 

3 FAVORITE COLORS

PINK!!!

blue!!

yellow!!!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

made new friends: my closest friends r the ones ive made in the past year tbh wish i had more time w them b4 college starts!!!

fallen out of love: no cuz i dont feel emotions 

laughed until you cried: honestly,, like once or twice a week cuz i think everything funny

found out someone was talking about you: nah but i know the jaethots have a second group chat w/out me where they just talk about how im pretty and cool

met someone who changed you: yee it was an acting teacher and she just totally changed how i thot about acting and i became more confident w it

found out who your friends are: BITCH...,,..........,,. YES I FUCKING HAVE,,,,..........

kissed someone on your Facebook list: yep smooch smooch

GENERAL

how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: pretty much all of them? except for maybe some random relatives

do you have any pets: i have a beautiful betta fish his name is Drew P. Weiner and he’s so sweet.. he comes up to the glass when i walk by and hes rlly active and cute!!!!!! i love him !!!!

do you want to change your name: no i honestly love my name (lucy for the fakes) i think its rlly pretty

what did you do for your last birthday: i had a big party and invited like 50 ppl but only around half showed up but it was fun we had smores and wii!!

what time did you wake up: idk time is an illusion

what were you doing at midnight last night: i was falling asleep watching mothra vs. godzilla

name something you can’t wait for: KENIA @minsbugi COMING TO DALLAS!!!!! I LOVE MY MASTER DADDY<3333

when was the last time you saw your mom: like 30 minutes ago

what are you listening to right now: my kkt blowing up guess i better check it cuz im popular

have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes my chemistry teacher tom asher.... he the best science teacher i ever had and i miss him!! love that dude

something that is getting on your nerves: umm nothing rlly?? ooh wait a boy just played w my friends heart and that has me angry

most visited website: tumblr, youtube, & logic-puzzles.org im not joking i nut for logic puzzles im exposing myself as lonely nerd and for being unfaithful to spider solitaire

hair color: brown

long or short hair: long

do you have a crush on someone: yes on all of the jaethots cuz they r all the full package!

what do you like about yourself: im funny and my hair is pretty and my smile is big

blood type: b for bofa deez nuts (idk actually) (O? maybe?)

nickname: lulu, luc, whore, limpdick motherfucker

relationship status: married to my wife,,, @bae-jy we love each other

zodiac: capricorn on the cob

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER ... arrested development,,,..its always sunny in philadelphia 

tattoos: none but i want one of texas cuz i lov my state

right or left handed: right, so im not going to hell

surgery: never had one no thanks

sport: i played basketball in elementary school for 5 years lmaoooooo

vacation: i was just in wisconsin!! my second home! love it there 

pair of shoes: my LL Bean flip flops and my nike tennis shoes r all i wear lmao

MORE GENERAL

eating: i had tex mex,,, enchiladas

drinking: had lemonade

I’m about to: fart. ok did it

waiting for: kenia..... to get to dallas

want: a one.... haha

get married: YES PLS!!!!!! I Want children and everything... family is rlly important to me

career: writing comedy for tv 

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses: hugs.. i love hugs!!!

lips or eyes: eyes...... 

shorter or taller: taller pls

older or younger: older i dont need high school boys

nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS!!! love me some biceps.. but i love cute tummies

hook up or relationship: relationship def

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant..stay safe

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: nuh uh

drank hard liquor: yes im naughty

lost glasses/contact lenses: i think a pair of glasses is lost rn but i dont want to look for them cuz then it will confirm that theyre missing

turned someone down: yes....

 sex on the first date: never even been on a date sooooooo

broken someone’s heart: no lol

had your heart broken: i would say by a friend.. not in a romantic way

been arrested: nuh uh

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: yes im in love with @bae-jy and @kimsjaehwan they r beautiful and kind and funny and smart and im love them

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself: depends on the day

miracles: yeah i think so

love at first sight: i dont sorry !!! i know u all think ur in lvoe with me after seeing me selfies

santa clause: no im not SIX FUCKING YEARS OLD

kiss on the first date: yeh i would

angels: yes..... @jaehwn and @dearlydaehwi are definitely angels.... love yall

OTHER

eye color: doodoo brown

favorite movie: the goonies!! and also spirited away and ponyo and jurassic park 

im going to tag alllll the jaethaggies bc fuck u i dont rmr who done it or not bc when have i ever not been confused or known anything and yall wanna read this anyways

i have none friends 

@king-jaehwan @jaehwn @kimsjaehwan @dearlydaehwi @minsbugi @bae-jy

but i prob tagged u in this already anyway

[swiss-miss-84]

Day 6 🇨🇭 Wednesday

I had updated you all first thing this morning about our technical difficulties and then at 10 am (unknown to Danny and I), an electrician comes ringing our doorbell! I was annoyed 😒 that I had no idea he was coming and of course he’s ringing the bell as I’m getting out of the shower! 😳 But also happy 😊 because maybe he will hook up our internet! He spoke broken English but what he did speak was understandable, which was nice. He was nice on the eyes too! 😜 sorry not sorry danny! (I can say things like this cuz Danny and I are best friends and it’s all good–love ya babe!) Anywho, he got to work and asked me if we had a TV box…uh, no not yet? What the heck is a TV box…Apple TV?! He said he’d run to his office and then be back in 5-10 minutes…ok. He comes back and says there is a problem with Swisscom (the internet provider) not being set up and that he would be back tomorrow. Ok, so no internet today, but will have it tomorrow! Yay!

So with that out of the way, we waited for Danny to get back from the city to drop off the kitchen table, chairs, coffee table & tv table. Then back to the city we went! With Zac missing home, we opted for a familiar place for lunch…any guesses?! Wait for it, wait for it, wait for it….ok, McDonald’s! 55-CHF (Swiss francs)!!! 😬

After lunch we took a 10 min walk, which we are so not used to and I so didn’t wear appropriate shoes for, over to the SuisseCredit Bank to open up our Swiss Checking & Saving accounts. What we thought would be an hour or two meeting, was only 30-40 minutes total and super easy. Done ✅ that off the extremely long list!

Next we stopped at the Lyssach shopping area and hit up IKEA, Media Markt, & Conforama. We got bedding for the boys, coffee maker, toaster, dishes, glasses, tv, blu-ray player, bowl, knives, strainer, glass bottles to keep water cold in the fridge, kiddo plates, cups & bowls. We literally shopped until we dropped! OH and something interesting about the stores here…you grab a ticket, park, when you leave you insert your ticket and pay 1-CHF, then receive your exit ticket, which you then have to insert to get out. A lot of places you have to pay for the cart 🛒 & there are no bags.

We got home and unloaded it all and then danny had to turn right back around and head out to the grocery store…only he was able to walk there. Sandwiches & chips again, since we didn’t grab pots n pans & have no idea how to work our oven or stove (someone is coming out to show me - thanks Patrick!).

Danny has been working on getting our kitchen chairs put together tonight, so we finally have a place to sit other than the hard cold floor. Yay!! One more to go and off to bed we go!

Auf Wiedersehen! 🤗

[mrs-bartowski]

I was tagged by: @tryingtofindmyplacetoscream thanks buddy :)

The last 1. drink: sweet tea 2. phone call: I missed a call from my best friend (one of five best friends) just a little bit ago, but I talked to my dad earlier today...which reminds me I was supposed to call and let him know I got home so thanks for reminding me! 3. text message: my best friend (Mimi specifically) 4. song you listened to: I listened to the radio on the way home so something country (maybe body like a back road?) but I was listening to deh earlier (dear evan hansen in case you live under a rock) 5. time you cried: I don’t cry. jk it was yesterday

Have you ever 6. dated someone twice: nah 7. kissed someone and regretted it: not at the time 8. been cheated on: not that I know of 9. lost someone special: yep. 10. been depressed: leave me alone. 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: uh I got barely drunk and then ate a bunch of tater tots once and then threw up because of the tater tots so kinda? 3 favorite colors 12. turquoise 13. light green 14. purple In the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yes, a few. at least I hope they consider me a friend 16. fallen out of love: lol I fuckin wish 17. laughed until you cried: yep, yesterday. when asked about how the funeral my grandmother went to was, she replied with “well, he’s dead”, so there was that. 18. found out someone was talking about you: not behind my back or anything...I’m not interesting enough for that 19. met someone who changed you: not like wildly, but a lot of new people have helped me grow in little ways 20. found out who your friends are: somewhat yeah 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: in my dreams lol same General: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: a small percentage of them, or at least I don’t really know them anymore 23. do you have any pets: a dog that lives with my sister and a cat that lives with my other sister but I’m taking my cat back at the end of the month and she’s gonna live in my apartment along with a bird...it’ll be an interesting year 24. do you want to change your name: nah not really 25. what did you do for your last birthday: suffered. 26. what time did you wake up: 3 am even though I never really fell asleep but I slept in the car so it’s all good 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching The Bold Type (or maybe Stitchers? I wasn’t really paying attention to the time) 28. name something you can’t wait for: pitch perfect 3 in December cuz I’m complete trash 31. what are you listening to right now: nothing but I might turn on Halsey in a bit 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: literally ten minutes ago (my dad’s name is Tom and I wanted to call him before I forgot) 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my student loan 34. most visited website: tumblr 35. hair color: light brown 36. long or short hair: short 39. piercings: just my ears which, by some miracle or curse have not closed up yet (I haven’t worn earrings since I was 12) 40. blood type: fuck if I know 41. nicknames: too many to count but most frequently Rosie 42. relationship status: lol single as always 43. zodiac: libra 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: The Bold Type is fucking phenomenal 46. tattoos: none yet but i want to have a lot and I have like 7 designed and ready to go I’m just broke as fuck 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: I had a mole with pre-cancerous cells removed from my back when I was 12 or 13 49. piercing: still just the ears since I haven’t gone to get anything pierced in the last 2 minutes 50. sport: I just quit field hockey so none anymore 51. vacation: Destin, FL. 4th of July water gun war. It was epic. 52. pair of trainers: I also don’t understand this question? I don’t call them trainers but I have three pairs of sneakers

More general:  53. eating: Nothing right now but I ate a cinnamon raisin bagel a few hours ago. 54. drinking: also nothing right now. 55. i’m about to: finish my laundry and (hopefully if I don’t have to pay for my ticket) go see a movie 56. waiting for: my laundry to dry 57. want: sleep preferably permanent  58. get married: maybe 59. career: physical therapist

Which is better:  60. hugs or kisses: definitely both 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: uhhh either 63. older or younger: older (though it’s more of a maturity thing so who knows) 64. nice arms or nice stomach: all stomachs and all arms are nice 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

Have you ever:  67. kissed a stranger: nope 68. drank hard liquor: yup. wish I was drinking it now. 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: ugh yes 70. turned someone down: lol you’re funny that require someone wanting to be with me 71. sex on the first date: nope (no sex at all) 72. broken someone’s heart: he didn’t make it seem like it, but who the hell knows 73. had your heart broken: lol basically always 74. been arrested: nope. 75. cried when someone died: yeah. 76. fallen for a friend: again, leave me alone.

Do you believe in:  77. yourself: fuck off. 78. miracles: not really. 79. love at first sight: eh. 80. santa claus: no. 81. kiss on the first date: yeah sure 82. angels: not really sure

Other:  83. current best friend’s name: I guess this is where I list all 5? Mimi, Ev, Kylie, Emilie, and Aubrie 84. eye colour: blue when they feel like it 85. favourite movie: it’s been a tie between Twister and 50 First Dates my entire life, but I honestly think Wonder Woman might have destroyed them both. (plus I fuckin love pitch perfect but I could never choose a favorite)

I still don’t tag people, so do it if you want!

[pinkhoodiemark]

Get to Know Me Tag

Tagged by @got7-markjinson @hadesalmighty @the-princejinyoung @marksonislovely @got7doubleb Thank you guys so much!

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (TWENTY?)

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Coke (this answer will almost always be Coke its my addiction (a-cola)) 2. Phone call: best friend- victoria 3. Text message: cool dude named Jack 4. Song you listened to: i was rewatching weekly idol so probably Never Ever? 5. Time you cried: like a couple days ago (i dont usually cry this was just good timing)

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: i guess  7. Kissed someone and regretted it: a little but only because he SUCKS at kissing 8. Been cheated on:  Nope 9. Lost someone special:  like a death in the family? yes 10. Been depressed: im in the part of my life when adult reponsibilities become a thing so yes of course  11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: HA unfotunately yea

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: currently: just look at my (new) icon

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends:  yep because of this blog :))) 16. Fallen out of love:  ive never been IN so no 17. Laughed until you cried:  of course 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yep (both good and bad lol) 19. Met someone who changed you: Yepp 20. Found out who your friends are: Yes 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: wtf who calls it a facebook list? what does this mean? but probably lollll

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I most likely know everyone but who uses fb anymore.  23. Do you have any pets: 2 cool fishes, 1 gnarly shrimp 24. Do you want to change your name: noo i like my name :) 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: uh... probably just chilled 26. What time did you wake up: like noon 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: probably on tumblr watching GLOW on netflix 28. Name something you can’t wait for:  going to school in japan 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: im literally looking at her  30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish my parents cared more about my japanese education so i can actually speak fluent japanese now (as a japanese person i think thats important ugh) 31. What are you listening right now: a bad anime is playing in the background and my parents are playing the soundtrack to Carlito’s Way  32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes, weird dude that extorted money from a company my mom used to work for ha  33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my parents (angsty teen response) 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr for sure 

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: yess! I have one on my cheek and neck and i like them a lot. I have a tatto of 3 tiny dots on my arm (lol theres a story behind it) and it looks like moles and when you play connect the dots with the one on my face neck and arm it looks like Orions belt (long reponse) 36. Mark/s: a few birthmarks scattered on my bod. Also lots of small scars from ijuries throughout the years  37. Childhood dream: i wrote in this kindergarden diary that i wanted to become a Care Bear. still chasing that dream... lol

38. Haircolor: black sometimes brown other times 39. Long or short hair: short 40. Do you have a crush on someone: besides idols? no 41. What do you like about yourself: im chilll 42. Piercings: not even 1 43. Bloodtype: i wish i knew 44. Nickname: Emi, Chaka 45. Relationship status: single and ready to have a medicre non-clingy relationship hahaha 46. Zodiac: Aquarius 47. Pronouns: She/Her

48. Favorite TV Show: Rick and Morty, Bobs /burgers, The Office, and lots of anime :///// 49. Tattoos: the 3 dots i talked about in Q35 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: none 52. Hair dyed in different color: kinda 53. Sport: used to do ballet, then gymnastics and karate. None now 55. Vacation: Japan 56. Pair of trainers: i dont have sneakers cuz im not active but my fav shoes are my Tims and some grey simple non brand shoes from japan 

MORE GENERAL: (im so confused is this talking about currently or stuff i want/like??) 57. Eating: Currently: Strawberries. I love Japanese food 58. Drinking: Currently: Coke. I love Coke okay its a problem 59. I’m about to: idek either eat or sleep or watch tv. its midnight 61. Waiting for:  my life to be easy  62. Want: money weed 63. Get married: idk maybe 64. Career: i want something fun. has to do with art/design but has lotsa money

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs. i enjoy cuddles 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: im hella short so taller is really the only option. Im not complaining lol 68. Older or younger: range is one year apart from my age both younger and older. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms? idrc though 71. Sensitive or loud: what is this talking about? 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: trouble maker ugh

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: kinda like my friend new them i didnt really know them. it was the pocky game... 75. Drank hard liquor: Yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: not yet  77. Turned someone down: Yep im really bad at it though  78. Sex in the first date: Nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: i dont think so (maybe that one dude but eh) 80. Had your heart broken: nope  81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: of course 83. Fallen for a friend: ive had a crush on a friend  (fallen is such a strong world yikes)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not too much but i try 85. Miracles: yes probably 86. Love at first sight: Ehhh... no 87. Santa Claus: I WISH I STILL DID 88. Kiss in the first date: why not i guess 89. Angels: got7

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: probably Victoria 91. Eyecolor: so dark brown its black 92. Favorite movie: Kill Bill pt 1 & 2, Dawn of the Dead (original), ghibli movies

Tagging (it said 20 but we’ll see): @hoodiejungkook @mochimork @imeightout @rice-ballz @bambama1 @jindongdongie @jingogi @mintsugarmarktuan @gyeoms-shake @psychicdrama @wonhosonehoe @chambaeq and 8 more. 20 is a lot omfg

[penguinsledder]

And so I take a break from arranging music on the piano to answer this and charge my laptop. Thank you @hailkuvira cuz my laptop is at 23% and it’s annoying to have it plugged in near the piano haha.

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water  2. Phone call: Mom 3. Text message: Something about a promo I think. 4. Song you listened to: Nandemonaiya by RADWIMPS because I’m trying to play it on the piano haha (i’ve been listening to it all day help me and if it’s not that, it’s zen zen zense because I’m ALSO trying to arrange that ... help) 5. Time you cried: Earlier cuz I was remembering a bad/traumatizing event and the negative feelings came back. Is that a flashback? Ahaha.

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Nah 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope 8. Been cheated on: Nah 9. Lost someone special: I don’t think so? 10. Been depressed: I don’t think I’ve been clinically depressed, but I do know the feeling of crying everyday and feeling really bad in so many ways. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: MIDNIGHT BLUE. (I love midnight blue sooo much), WHITE, um ... navy blue? (i really like blue)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: YEAH THEY’RE AWESOME 16. Fallen out of love: Um ... sort of? I don’t know if I was in love yet, but it was close. 17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah, although I don’t remember the exact reason why. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Oh my Gooodd. Yes. And it was horrible, a game-changer, and a huge turn off. It was also very hurtful. 19. Met someone who changed you: Uhh yeah I guess, but just minor changes haha. 20. Found out who your friends are: Yeah haha. More of who isn’t tho, I guess. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nope

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like maybe 97%. The few times I’ve added people I don’t personally know are because they’re colleagues or future colleagues. 23. Do you have any pets: Yup!

24. Do you want to change your name: Not really. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Buffet with friends and family HEHE. 26. What time did you wake up: uhh 8? I think 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Maybe hanging out with friends cuz I haven’t in a while aww 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: A minute ago lol 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I didn’t have regrets and what-ifs haha because they all totally haunt me forever. And I wish I didn’t have to be on bad terms with someone. 31. What are you listening right now: Nothing right now, but Nandemonaiya is still ringing in my ears. Probably good, anyway, as the more you know a song, the easier it is to cover. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my bro for many reasons. He has many ways of irritating me 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and Facebook

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: :) 36. Mark/s: :) 37. Childhood dream: To be an artist awww (childhood me, what were you thinking) 38. Haircolor: :) 39. Long or short hair: Long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nah, unless you count video game/anime/cartoon characters 41. What do you like about yourself: erm ... I think I’m actually thin for my lack of exercise and food consumption. (yay metabolism?) 42. Piercings: Ears 43. Bloodtype: :) 44. Nickname: Um none haha 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: :) 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: I would still say it’s Avatar: The Last Airbender (even after all this time? always) 49. Tattoos: none 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: None 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope 53. Sport:  Um ... table tennis? (I used to play Ultimate in my free time too lol) 54. (question wasn’t here) 55. Vacation: Tokyooo HAHA I just like travelling in general 56. Pair of trainers: yup (just got new ones!)

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I uh ... yes I eat? I like eating haha 58. Drinking: I should probably drink more water 59. I’m about to: return to working on piano covers aahh 62. Want: I wanna be the best and happiest I can be 63. Get married: Maybe in the future? 64. Career: well my dream carrer is something more science or medicine/health (@hailkuvira no it is NOT because of Japan HAHAHA)

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Guys? Taller 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. BUT NOT TOO MUCH cuz I’m hesitant and we’d be boring if we were both too hesitant lol. Maybe troublemaker in a good way? what. ahaha

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: Nope 75. Drank hard liquor: Nah 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nope 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah ... 80. Had your heart broken: I think? 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah hahaha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Er ... 85. Miracles: Yeah 86. Love at first sight: Nope 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss on the first date: Nope

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: TIIIMMM 91. Eyecolor: :) 92. Favorite movie: Mulan, hands-down. (But if you ask me what I’d probs have on repeat, that would be Kimi no Na Wa, Moana, and Frozen) The girl likes good songs, can you blame her?

Tagging… @kristallioness @thecaroliner @pidgepitchu and anyone else who wants to do it!

[twilit-tragedy]

Get to know me tag! Tagged by @random-hylian thank youuuu <3 Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people nah

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: to my mom / from one of my best friends 3. Text message: to a friend / ex-boyfriend 4. Song you listened to: It was on shuffle, but I’m pretty sure it was “Six Who Are Strong Are Stronger” from the Haikyuu soundtrack 5. Time you cried: I was about say “I can’t remember”, but it was actually on June 12th HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yeah 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: I guess so 10. Been depressed : yup

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no fortunately haha

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: purple, sea blue, light green IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: nope (still in it oops)

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: umm no?

19. Met someone who changed you: no

20. Found out who your friends are: yes they’re great people as I always knew they were :*

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: probably my best friend

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like 95%. I’ve deleted a bunch of people I just knew from school corridors, so now there’s only actual friends and the family members I’m stuck with

23. Do you have any pets: Yep. Two cats, an unknown number of fish, and a bird

24. Do you want to change your name: I remember not liking the sound of my name (and I still kind of don’t) but it’d be too much trouble

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went out with my best friends to a “park” and then we went to my house and ate cake. Super chill. Too bad there were praxes (google it) going on at the park

26. What time did you wake up: 10AM. sweet, sweet summer vacation

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Texting my friend in a weird giggly mood

28. Name something you can’t wait for: Idk, something new. Even college

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 20 or so minutes ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My living arrangements

31. What are you listening to right now: Unfortunately, the beeping of a truck just outside my house. What are you doing here, go away

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes! It was his new name after coming out 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Mom, and my health

34. Most visited website: I would say tumblr or youtube, but it’s probably my email cuz I’m always waiting for updates or notifications on various things

35. Mole/s: Many. Many many many many many. My genes + the sun here are one hell of a combination

36. Mark/s: umm besides the scars from skin picking, I believe I have some on my legs from childhood

37. Childhood dream: a doctor

38. Hair color: Dark brown

39. Long or short hair: I guess it’s mid-length

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup! A big, fat one

41. What do you like about yourself: about my personality? umm, well I’m patient and a good listener. Otherwise I like my singing ability (sometimes I find my voice annoying but that might be because I never shut up)

42. Piercings: I’m a tattoo-over-piercing person, and though maybe I wouldn’t mind a couple, I only have earring 1 hole in each ear

43. Blood type: Oh, oh, oh! 6 months ago I would’ve said “I’ve no fucking clue”, but after a Biology lab, I found out it’s O+

44. Nickname: Nini or Dani or a bunch of inside jokes with my friends haha

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: Virgo

47. Pronouns: she/her is cool 

48. Favorite TV Show(s): Oh boy, TV? I don’t know, I don’t watch TV regularly anymore and I’m terrible at keeping up with what I like and is airing?? I used to watch mostly FOX and AXn so I guess you can figure it out from that. Oh, but when I was on vacation last week there was a creepy police show in French airing on Portuguese TV and it left me intrigued so I’ll try to remember to finish watching it!! It’s called Les Témoins which I assume was translated to English as “Witnesses”

49. Tattoos: None, but I want multiple!!

50. Right or left hand: Leftieeeeee :D

51. Surgery: None yet but that’s about to change tomorrow *slightly scared laugh*

52. Hair dyed in different color: nope, I’ll try it someday

53. Sport: My favorites? Humm I liked handball the best, followed by basketball, but recently I’ve learned to like volleyball and badminton. If you’re asking what sport I’ve done, it’s swimming, ballet and karate *shrugs* 

55. Vacation: Umm, I’ve passed a bit through Spain to go to France; I’ve travelled fairly little in Portugal itself; I’ve gone to Brazil obvs and Cuba and I think that’s it. Ah, no, I guess Switzerland counts even though that was visiting family

56. Pair of trainers: I am confused, what is this question?? My favorite sneakers are All Stars  <3 (Do you call them Converse in English, I have no idea) MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I was straight up eating a downgraded Nutella just before starting this 58. Drinking: Wateeeerrr (but if you’re asking my favorite, I will go to my grave drinking milk) 59. I’m about to: Hopefully finish folding this laundry while watching YouTube and then continue cleaning my room 61. Waiting for: Exam grades to comw out (tomorrow) so the stress can die out a bit 62. Want: an apartment of my own tbh 63. Get married: I guess I’d like to, but it’s so messy I’d have to trust the other someone really well. I wouldn’t mind just living together either 64. Career: Hopefully a biologist, thought my mother is still salty about that

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: I raise you: kissing while hugging. Haha I choose hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes <3 67. Shorter or taller: umm I’m mostly different, but taller? 68. Older or younger: for dating? Humm.... I’ve dated either people a year younger or my age *shrugs* I think my age is cool

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: umm, again indifferent or both?? I think I’ll go with stomach 71. Sensitive or loud: ho? I’ll go with BOTH 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship my heart ain’t good for hook-ups 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: it depends tbh. It is a kind of troublemaker similar to me so we have fun fucking shit up together? Is it a troublemaker on a way-too-high scale? Is it a person slightly hesitant (which is fine, I’m a bit too) or it someone super indecisive HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: Umm I’ve tasted it, but never had a glass of my own. Scratch that, I was thinking of whiskey only before I realized vodka is hard liquor as well: YES. I barely drink but black vodka found a spot in my stomach <3 Also, I’ve tried Portugal-specific liquor or Cuban cocktails because well  76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Uh I left my glasses in a dressing room last year (they were black and the room was also black, I’m not usually that distracted!!) but I also stepped on my glasses and snapped the lenses out when I was a kid oops 77. Turned someone down: *sigh* yes

78. Sex on the first date: not even close

79. Broken someone’s heart: *sigh* yes, multiple times 80. Had your heart broken: I guess so, but they were nice breakups? 81. Been arrested: no! 82. Cried when someone died: Yep, I broke down in front of the body, it was just great 83. Fallen for a friend: I think I’ve only fallen for friends to be quite honest DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: I sure try! 85. Miracles: ummmm I don’t know ‘-’ I don’t have anything to base my decision on 86. Love at first sight: meh 87. Santa Claus: nope 88. Kiss on the first date: again, I’ve only dated friends. I was probably in super deep already on the first date

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: I have three but I’m not naming them, sorry 91. Eye color: Uuummm wait what was it called? I think it’s olive green. Or hazel. They’re brown and green, you name it 92. Favorite movie: real-life I’m not sure because I don’t watch many movies, but animated it’s Prince of Egypt

[perspectiveartist]

@opus13

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. Drink: raspberry white tea 2. Phone call: Uh...shit who was it? It was either James or Mom. 3. Text message: Abby <3 4. Song you listened to: ...”Prelude 12/21″ by AFI...I WAS BEING NOSTALGIC 5. Time you cried: Sunday when Mom shamed me into shaving my knees by saying they were gross

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: I mean...I guess. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Kinda. I didn’t at the time but in retrospect, there’s people I wish I had never shown affection for. 8. Been cheated on: ...kinda ambiguous. I thought we were still dating but she claims we weren’t so idfk but as far as I’m concerned yes, that cunt cheated on me and then BRAGGED to me about it 9. Lost someone special: Too many. I’ve been to a lot of funerals. 10. Been depressed: Chronic depression over here :))) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope, I don’t drink

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Blue, black, and either silver or gold. Which of those I like best depends on the context.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends:Yeah! I made some online friends, at least. I don’t think most of them consider me much of a friend, but I am happy to have them.  16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Uhhh maybe? I don’t think I have but my memory’s shit so I could have 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I guess if anyone’s gossiped about me, they were smart enough to not let me hear about it 19. Met someone who changed you: Nah 20. Found out who your friends are: Ehhh any drama I had with friends was mostly just me taking slight to stupid shit, not anything serious that actually tested any friendships.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Well yeah since James is friends with me on there 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most people tbh. I don’t really add online friends very often. 23. Do you have any pets: My cat Samoa and betta Maui here, then my two calico girls Kia and Autumn at Mom’s. 24. Do you want to change your name: I used to want to change my name to Melanie or Melissa as a kid tbh but after a while I just accepted my name. Idek what I’d change it to but it wouldn’t feel right. The closest I’ve come is having friends call me Al. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Laid on the couch sick as a fucking dog watching TV as I drifted in and out of consciousness. Yaaay happy 25th! 26. What time did you wake up: 10-ish? 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to paint my fidget spinner with nail polish LOL but I fucked up and then got sad and realized I was way tired and was getting to that toddler phase of “I’m so tired that everything is upsetting me”. It wasn’t even much of a day, I think I was just hungover from a full weekend of socializing. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: uhhhhhhhhh I don’t think there’s anything particular I’m excited for. I don’t get hyped for games or movies anymore cuz I don’t have money to drop $60 on a game and movie theaters freak me out (anxiety) 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Yesterday evening when she was dropping me off in Van Wert for James and his dad to drive me back home 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Only one? My anxiety. At the very least, it would get rid of my eating issues, I could hold a job once I got my strength back, etc. I can live with the depression, but I feel like everything would be more tolerable if my anxiety didn’t stop my body from taking care of itself or working right. 31. What are you listening right now: I WAS listening to Philip DeFranco but tbh that was just white noise for me, I didn’t pay attention much to the issues he was discussing. It just ended. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, my friend’s ex. I cussed him out over the phone. Then he had his mom and sister cuss ME out lmao what a fucking coward 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Hmmm nothing at the moment. But that can easily change. 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr because I always come back out of the hopes of finding something new to look at every few minutes 35. Mole/s: Yeah, some. I have one under my right boob that I’ve had since I was little, I have a birth mark on my right elbow that’s like a mole, and then I have little moles on my legs and a couple on my stomach? 36. Mark/s: Yeah, a couple scars if that’s what you mean. I have a vertical scar on uhh my right shin I think, and then I have a scar on my upper lip. 37. Childhood dream: First I wanted to own a zoo, then I wanted to be a veterinarian. Then I realized I can’t handle the nasty parts of working with animals like shit and blood and stuff. So then I just didn’t really have a dream aside from maybe making a comic. But I gave up on that. 38. Haircolor: Dark brown 39. Long or short hair: Medium 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Idk I don’t consider it a crush if you’re in a relationship with them 41. What do you like about yourself: :)))) 42. Piercings: None and no intentions of getting them 43. Bloodtype: No fucking clue. In 8th grade we tried to do an experiment to find everyone’s blood type but my fingers are small and the rooms were cold and I have bad circulation so my teacher lanced me twice before deciding I wasn’t going to get a proper drop of blood to test and he was scared of bruising me cuz I guess I seem like the type to sue. So I never learned. Idek if Mom knows. 44. Nickname: Al, Sharkie 45. Relationship status: Taken 46. Zodiac: Capricorn 47. Pronouns: She/her 48. Favorite TV Show: uhhh idk I don’t do well picking faves I guess Bob’s Burgers 49. Tattoos: None and probably will never have any. If I did, it would be a watercolor style one of a flower that reminds me of a loved one. 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: None 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope. I want to get some blue in my hair but neither my budget nor my Mom seem thrilled about that so it will probably never happen. It’s expensive and time-consuming to safely bleach my hair. 53. Sport: Idk I played soccer in 4th grade but hated it, then I was on a bowling league for 6 years. But I ain’t played sports in 8 years. 54. (question wasn’t here) ...:D 55. Vacation: Like a dream vacation? Idk travel stresses me out too much for me to get excited about going anywhere outside my house. 56. Pair of trainers: wh...what? Like shoes?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Fried stuff yeee 58. Drinking: Coke, bottled tea, water, uh...fuck idk 59. I’m about to: smack my head against a wall for my brain being made of cotton 62. Want: security 63. Get married: I have no idea tbh I want to be with James the rest of my life but ceremonies suck. I also have issues of commitment in the way of “Oh god what if it doesn’t work out and then it hurts that much more cuz then he’s not just an ex, he’s an ex-husband?” And if James and I did split, I highly doubt I’d get married. I don’t even have an interest in dating. 64. Career: Fuck a career, I just want an income. I have no illusions of having a job you could call a career.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Kinda weird but it seems like the women I’m interested in I prefer same height or shorter, but men I prefer taller 68. Older or younger: Same age. I don’t have an interest in anyone over a year younger than me, and I just can’t wrap my mind around dating someone older than my brother so no one more than 2 years older than me. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: idk I don’t care about either 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive indicates to me that they’re touchy and I don’t do well with that, but I don’t like loud people either so...they both suck I guess? I can’t be around sensitive people who take things too personally, but I also fucking hate loud assholes. 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship, I don’t fuck people I don’t know well. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I guess hesitant since a constant troublemaker would get fucking annoying.

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: No 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: I wouldn’t call it breaking his heart, but I did break up with a guy and he was upset for a little while. He got over it. I’d say it was a dent if anything, we were only together a couple months. 80. Had your heart broken: Not really but I never put myself out there to get it broken either 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Well duh 83. Fallen for a friend: Yes, hard, but I got over it eventually

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: nah 85. Miracles: nah 86. Love at first sight: nah 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss on the first date: Depends on the date LMAO James and I technically kissed on our first date but I’d also known him for years and already had feelings for him. If I went out and dated some rando, no, no kiss. Kisses are commitments. 

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: Uhm...A tie between Abby and Katie. They’re both always there for me and have been my friends for the past like 12 years. They’re reliable and sweet and supportive and I fucking love them like sisters. 91. Eyecolor: My eyes? Brown 92. Favorite movie: Aladdin