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666bedbugs · 5 days ago

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I personally think everyone who has the mindset of “I can’t have nasty sex with you because I love you/care about you but I do it with other people because I don’t respect them like that” should be skinned alive and bathed in rubbing alcohol

#it all comes down to communication tbh as always blah blah blah #you can ignore my rant in the tags or enjoy the ride idc I gotta get back to work LOL #you are SO BACKWARDS #WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!#fix your brain maybe #because honestly how the fuck does that make sense #obviously this only applies to people who are in relationships where both people are into freak shit #like shouldn’t being in love make you more comfortable doing those things #because you’ve built that trust and understanding that what you’re doing is for each others pleasure and it’s PLAY and FUN?#HELLO?#this has always confused me #you can make love to the same person that you degrade #this is possible I promise #mine

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vamp-bites · 2 months ago

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I'll be your mirror, reflect what you are, in case you don't know

(I'll Be Your Mirror by Nico and The Velvet Underground)

#sat in a graphic printing class with the opportunity to make another linocut and thought to myself 'i NEED to make a trigun piece'#and thus: vashwood to the song I'll Be Your Mirror. because music is my biggest inspiration and this was all my brain had in it that day #i found this song through trigun fanart but i don't remember the artists username... ill look it up later and reblog it again #this can technically stand as an unrelated piece but im still tagging it as trigun because that's the inspiration #also ignore how Vash's shoulder is. nonsensical. maybe he just has shoulder pads okay its too late to fix it now #he wears a shoulder pad with his undersuit in vol. 2 of trigun. imagine its that #i also imagined wolfwood in his trimax vol. 3 outfit with the sweater because. idk it has a warm energy and i was aiming for that #trigun #trigun fanart #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #my art #linocut #linoprint

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thekittyokat · 8 months ago

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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brain-rot-hour · 1 year ago

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"I'm so sorry. Were you waiting for me?"

#inuyasha #brain rot art #kagome #inukag #there i fixed it #the last few days have very obviously been hella rough for me #time to draw OTP kisses i guess #you cannot convince me that she did not absolutely jump his ass .5 seconds after landing #i dont care what people say happened #youre telling me that kagome went THREE YEARS without seeing a bonded companion #that she loved #with the chance of maybe never seeing him #and then suddenly she can touch him again and his arms feel like coming home #and she had no way of knowing that he was waiting for her #but maybe some part of her knew #fuck im a mess #dont look at me #it happened okay?#in this essay i will-

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synthshenanigans · 1 year ago

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Johnny Cash doesn't sound like a real name to me anymore I'm too far gone, christ

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vvynia · 8 months ago

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i saw this video and was like “yeah, thats me on top of sukuna” shame at the end and ALL

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #sukuna #currently on season 1 episode 5 #sukuna x reader #I think the craziest part of all this is that i’m not even remotely attracted to yuji like #and idk why but maybe its bc he’s a minor paired with the fact that sukuna just has an aura about him…#😋 like im goin to school for nursing but i can fix your brain better than any therapist pookie

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an-ruraiocht · 11 days ago

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sometimes self compassion is the opposite of letting yourself off easy. sometimes self compassion means holding yourself to account and demanding you do better which is so much more work than just punishing yourself. making yourself feel bad so that you feel better is a lot easier than putting the work in to actually repair harm and be less shit. it doesn't feel like that when you're down in the self punishment instinct hole and your brain is telling you that you don't deserve not to be hurt but. it's true.

#i think i got a good grade in therapy this week but boy it fucking sucked #and will probably continue to be really hard for a long time #sure is a bitch when you accept that just suffering for a while won't let you off the hook or fix anything #who does self-punishment help? fucking nobody #doesn't help the person you let down in the first place AND doesn't help you #like good now you've just hurt two people! congrats! what did that solve? fuck all!#nope sometimes compassion is going hey. you can do better and i'm gonna hold you to that. now get up.#sigh. therapy mouse working overtime again #it was kinda meaningful to talk through some things (esp the punishment thing) with my therapist #and be like. look. being compassionate towards myself doesn't mean pretending i'm not at fault #i can be compassionate and accept responsibility for my actions #sometimes i think therapists are afraid of letting us hold ourselves to account esp if you have a history of guilt complexes #so they keep telling you it's not your fault even when it is #had a useful chat with my mentor about reparative justice frameworks too #i think maybe killing the youth leader in my brain is not about letting myself off the hook for 'sins'#it's about recognising that punishment is a shitty way to respond to harm #and trying to build a more productive way forward on all sides #it's not about not being held to account. it's not about everything being allowed #it's about not compounding harm with more harm #weasel management

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mars-paws · 3 months ago

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holocene-sims · 1 year ago

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a sneak peek for an upcoming (timeline tbd) update 😊

#holocene.txt #hlcn: story extras #consider this a thanks for the kind words on gratitude day :)#i wanna respond to everyone individually when i have time and also wax poetic about how much every comment means to me #it really does mean a lot #it's been a rough year and a very lonely year like i'm genuinely just so :/#i lost both of my grandmothers this year very suddenly and the holidays feel empty now and i'm dealing with scary health issues #i finally had a brain mri after waiting for it to get scheduled since JUNE and now i have to wait on results and undergo some other testing #and i'm losing my mind a little because i planned a nice christmas gift for my mom and it feels ruined because the post office lost it #and my dad ruined the whole surprise of it by calling customer support on speaker phone with her in the room...and she ofc heard everything #i just wanted something nice for my mom :( she deserves it and although i have other gifts for her still it's not all what i planned #i don't mean to rant but i just wanted to add context when i say it means a lot that anyone even remotely likes my pixels #i may not know most of you very well *yet* (trying to fix that!!) but it's nice to feel a little support from somewhere :) beyond nice #and sorry for being absent a lot this year but i swear i have so much appreciation for y'all and i love you and your pixels dearly #i always feel bad like maybe it doesn't seem like i care in return bc i'm offline a lot now but i really do!! i care a lot!! love y'all xox

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pechebeche · 6 months ago

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maybe if im really careful i can have a job again! [the little graph in my head demonstrating how likely i am to kill myself at any given moment spikes up 30%] hmm. Well

#its 2 days a week its 5 hours a shift its not a difficult job and i dont have to be around people for it #why. am i still. like this. why do i still want to die #personally #suicide tw #clinging so tightly to 'dont believe anything your brain says after 9 pm'#maybe the sun tomorrow morning will fix me #vent post #IM FINE THO. IM FINE. PASSIVE SUICIDAL #NO ONE PANIC

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ilovemylawyer · 4 months ago

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i love the EVIL part of EVILIVE btw. i find fucked up, unnameable unobtainable obsessive life-ending love extremely romantic and delicious. it’s the way things are in the evilive world! things are messy! and bad! and i love it! i (at least currently!!!) do not plan on writing anything pure fluff happiness because that is not something that i wish to extract from this show.. it isn’t there! i have no interest in erasing these harsh realities of evilive in my fics. happy lalala is not fun for me to write, and i won’t do it without a heavy underlying feeling of uneasiness and uncertainty and dread and despair and inevitable death. i like pain :/ and half of this couple is one of the most greedy selfish motherfuckers i have ever come to know and he’s oh so beautiful. so i am sorry if you finished evilive and wanted some kind of fix-it happy gays but i am NOTTTTTTTT the guy for that.

#ilml #idk.#lol.#sorry feeling a little defensive this sunday evening!#reqs are open indefinitely and if you need some kind of fix all you have to do is ask :]#but i will not write anyone from this show (intentionally) OOC because i respect them too much as human beings from my TV show.#from my little kdrama that takes up a huge portion of my brain.#my reason for writing at all for evilive is to explore aspects of it that we didn’t get to see on screen #anyways whatever sorry please be gentle with me ❤️#i am just a serious and passionate guy writing about a crime noir #it’s a tragic lovestory and i am not inclined to turn it into a kissing loving understanding relationship #like srsly han dongsoo? u know him yes? he wouldn’t be down for all that #he’s hetmarried in case we forgot #SORRY im so 😵‍💫. but please god be gentle with me. i am baring my soul to you through my writing and i need it to be handled with care #if you wish that evilive was nice and happy you could make it that way! but i will not!#maybe someone else already has/will!#but ILML (me!) is into evilness. i like weird evil lawyers who are evil and bad. and i have no desire to turn evil lawyers nonevil #and i have no desire to take away the joys of violence and power from the other half either #and idk how many of my readers are weird/offputting queer men who have been helplessly in love with a straight guy #but it is no easy event… it is no simple doing… it can perhaps even be an EVIL thing…#STRAIGHT UP RAMBLING AT THIS POINT. APOLOGIES!#<- guy who might be a little sensitive and need your understanding

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sparklecur · 4 months ago

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pyre makes me so happy like genuinely but also sometimes theres this dude in my head thats like those tumblr posts that say "bruh at this point make an oc" but its telling me to join a different fandom because clearly im not enjoying the game the Right Way

#brambles #IF ITS NOT ONE THING ITS ANOTHER BRO #ID LIKE TO NOT FEEL AWFUL FOR MAYBE 5 SECONDS PRETTY PLEASE #for a while i was feeling sick and struggling with eating well and im finally starting to like fix that #and i guess my brain was like “oh somethings out of balance............ oh i know! youre not miserable enough! ANXIETY BLAST”

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midnightwind · 1 month ago

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Whispers End by Dance with the Dead being a Rook song (with a dash of any angsty romance) you agree with me

#I was thinking about Blood on the same album maybe being a Lucanis song?#don't have enough brain rot to start trying to build that playlist tho #DAV Posting #anyways I wish we had more Rook going fucking crazy because of the Fade reaching out to Solas through them #and how the Crossroads should have had a strange sense of deja vu for them #this is me running fucking wild with the line Rook can have between killing the gods where your LI checks in on you #and they can go “did I ever leave the Fade? what if I'm still there- if this isn't real?"#MOBILE TYPO I'll come back for it in a few #fixed it #unless that line was a Lucanis romance unique whereupon I will die #because that's such a good parallel for them holy shit-

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rainingincale · 2 months ago

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#im gonna be talking about liams death and idk how much detail im gonna go into but just in case pls dont read on if youre hurting rn #because its just me spilling my own emotions and i dont think everyone is gonna agree or find it helpful.#liam payne #death #le text post #anyways #i think i need to come to terms with the fact that theres nothing I or probably anyone else could have done #he was hurting. a lot. for a long time. he was severly fucked over by the industry.#but also... he had a decent career. people around him. family or otherwise. loads of fans who stull loved and adored him #and even just before he physically got to see #me saying all this isnt to say that he shouldve been 'fixed' or 'ok' because of any of this.#i understand deeply myself how just because you seemingly have everything you need doesnt mean your brain cannot fuck you over regardless #but like. it wasnt a case of. oh maybe if i had done this. or someone else had done that.#he unfortunately fell victim to his demons and addiction or whatever the hell. ive deliberately tried not to look into it too much because #i dont feel its right to pry and it wont change anything #and its done. its just simply done. and torturing myself over what ifs and could have beens will not change anything.#im glad that he got to leave a lasting impact on me. even though it hurts. and i hate what this means for anyone else that cared about him.#at least he was here.#i could go on but I'll leave it at that

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chaos-has-theories · 4 months ago

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Sometimes depression really is like,

"I'm tired of everything. I wish I could sleep and never wake up"

Have you been getting enough sleep recently?

"It's like there's this gnawing hole inside me that just keeps growing"

When is the last time you've eaten?

"The entire world has lost its color. Everything is grey, and dark, and-"

Go outside. Sit in the sun. Breathe.

And then you DO and it's good that it helps but you're still like :((((((( REALLY. REALLY?

#EATING DRINKING SLEEPING AND MAYBE TAKE A SHOWER. your brain loves this one simple trick #like sure it doesn't fix EVERYTHING but. gsfsfgsgdfsg #just finding myself drift into morose verbosity and self-pity and SURE it's still not great but oh hey. I was hungry #chaos rambles

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thelassoway · 2 years ago

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Do you ever think about the origin of the name Theodore? No. "From the Ancient Greek name Θεόδωρος (Theódoros), meaning "gift of God(s)" (from the Ancient Greek words θεός, (theós) "God/Gods" and δῶρον (dṓron) "gift.""

#Ted Lasso #I'm back here again thinking #Theodore Lasso #*mine: nonsense #Rebecca Welton #to bind or tie connection to lasso #Greek Tragedy by The Wombats playing #working on that other thing/looking in the archive for a gifset I want to reblog since I been going through all the episodes #all the ideas I'm working on and then seeing other connection my brain hurts and I don't have time to add these new things #also someone just stop me. I need the thoughts to stop and I thought after 2 beers I would not notice more things #but nope I notice more things and how I actually missed a couple of things on gifsets I posted in the past #and no one called me out on them...........which is good and bad and I'm not going to fix the things now #I mean we all know to about the name Rebecca too #it is all too much #but this show subtly putting it in a line right in the first episode. like damn are you paying attention from the start #or are you looking at your show #this whole thing got away from me anyway start beer three and still looking for the gifset I want to reblog be back or maybe not

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