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I love being late to everything.. eeh
Anyway, here's my little itty-bitty son
he is my everything rn ㅠ.ㅠ
some fun facts cuz I just couldn’t help myself heh :3
tried to smuggle in his childhood pet raccoon to Hogwarts on the first day
doesn't duel without his lucky charm (it's his social club pin)
attempts to steal at least one magical creature every CoMC class
brews a Draught of Peace for every friend he has once a week
gets invited to Quidditch team tryouts every year; never shows up
unofficial Ravenclaw mascot
people ask him to meow at them just bc he said he's a cat person once
is left handed
(slightly modified) template by @strangehellhole
#harry potter magic awakened#hpma#hpma oc#magic awakened#hpma mc#yael yunger#first post and clearly i have no idea what im doing#finishing this was a struggle :c#but im happy to finally show him
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Halsin being the only person to actually listen to Durge and believe that something is wrong is both heartbreaking for the isolation from the rest of the group and comforting that at least one person cares from the start.
They have nothing of themself, but they have one person that will listen.
#Halsin’s not even in my current durge run#but I am constantly thinking about him because I’m so used to him#doing the same for Leokian (Tav) because wyll Karlach and Lae’zel are dead rip#I need to finish some runs#then actually play my durge now that I have a character concept for them#bg3#halsin#bg3 durge#I get it but also kinda hate most of their reactions#just in the context of#hey I’m struggling#not you’re not c:
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sketchy gays
#lil sketch i will def cleanup and finish once school + work calms down for me :(#sonadow#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#artists on tumblr#sonic is a roundy boy huh..so full of chili dogs and Love#i still struggle with how i like to draw shadow's eyes#but i'm excited to improve! c:#bunsketch
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even the iron still fears the rot
#wtf is this#fun fact I was heavily into abstract painting irl before I got into digital stuff so this was so so fun to do the background and just say#fuck it#everything I’ve heard about c!dream just sounds like struggle bus city so I made it that#caption from. of course. Ethel Cain#dream fanart#dreamwastaken#dream#dwt fanart#OK NOW ILL FINISH THE SECRET SANTA I PROMISE
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As the evening draws to a close, you listen to the last nightly broadcast of the radio demon, who also resides in the hotel. It's as if he has rehearsed a lullaby just for you, because it doesn't take long for your eyes to get heavier and heavier and you finally fall into a quick slumber.
"We'll meet again,
Don't know where,
Don't know when,
But I know we'll meet again some sunny day."
But then in the middle of the night, quite subconsciously, a steady goose bump slowly spreads over your body, starting on your arms, along your upper body, your scalp, your back and finally ending on your lower legs.
A strong cold shiver hits your palm and you abruptly open your eyes, observing your own hand dangling just outside the bed. Maybe it's just that your blood circulation has been disrupted and cut off by the perceived heaviness of your hand, because you can no longer even feel your fingers. A feeling that you actually have very often when you get into this sleeping position...
You now try to lift your arm to position yourself differently, but you realize that this is not possible... as if there is an additional weight chained to it.
What the...?
With a perplexed expression on your face, you crawl to the side, look directly at your hand, but you can only make out the silhouette and widen your eyes even more in a confused reaction. Something... stuck to the palm of your hand?
Oh god...hopefully it wasn't Niffty causing a bug battlefield in your room again and you might be bathing your fingers in their slimy little guts.
But wait...the little demonic maid always cleans all the rooms very meticulously...so it makes no sense at all.
Or...was it even a small, shelly minion of Sir Pentious that you accidentally smashed in your deep sleep while turning around? Sounds brutal, but those egg boys are unfortunately more fragile than they look.
...strange thoughts when you've just woken up. And it doesn't feel like egg yolk either.
You then feel this now volatile substance get caught between your fingers and you react instinctively, but with your other hand, which doesn't seem numb and first turns on the small bedside lamp on the little shelf within reach.
It's only a weak, dimmed light, but at least you can now see what's on your other hand.
...a black, visible, umbrageous hand clasps yours and you can feel the cold grip more than clearly.
You immediately realize who it is; after all, there is only one person in this hotel who can summon a shadowy apparition.
Still, you wonder what his shadow is doing here; you're used to it accompanying you from time to time, but it's the middle of the night and you're not in any danger...right?
"Is...um...everything all right? Or why is Alastor's dark companion visiting me?" your voice asks in a somewhat timid manner and in the next moment your hand is pushed further and further upwards and you can only watch silently as the shadow rises more. As if it were passing the ground without any resistance.
(Admittedly, it was very cute to watch as the two shadowy ears appeared on the ground first.)
It is now right next to the bed and only now do you realize how tall it actually is, both the shadow and its owner (and this has nothing to do with your current reclining position.) He towers over most demons, after all.
You can now see the outline of the eyes and mouth clearly and are greeted with a mischievous smile, it continues to hold your hand in its, giving the back of your hand a charming, fleeting kiss that sends an even colder shiver through your body, but it feels warm at the same time...like an icy fire.
Your cheeks flush as the silhouette briefly pats the back of your hand with its other hand, which is probably meant to serve as some sort of reassurance.
"Why are you here? Did you just come to check on me...?" you don't really understand. And why did he only send his shadow here?
Maybe it was just a little scouting to see if everything is really okay.
Although you know that the shadow has no voice and will only answer non-verbally, it would seem strange not to ask any questions. After all, you've known the cunning overlord's silent companion long enough to be able to read its reactions.
But his next action came so unexpectedly and in a flash: both hands are pinned next to your head and the lower end of the shadow, which now has a tail instead of legs, had darted around your legs.
"W-what...", but the quiet presence forbids you any further words and places an index finger over your mouth with a deliberate touch.
A cool tingling sensation is also placed on your lips.
Your tiredness is conjured away and it's not just because of the cold contact that the shadow causes... it is as close to you as your own shadow. Even closer.
It feels as if it is constantly seeking you out and is your protective companion.
Even back then, when you were shopping alone in the city, you were never really alone, you always had a secretly defending and watchful guardian at your side.
And at this very moment, the creature seems to be studying you curiously, this time he is not just a silent observer.
It is so close to your face that you can even feel its cool but fresh breath. Like fresh rain... that's how you feel the pleasant scent. Perhaps even a mixture of rain and snow.
"Are you on patrol or are you here voluntarily?“ Your voice remains quiet, almost a whisper, but your lips are once again sealed with a single finger. Either he doesn't want to answer that, or you really shouldn't ask any more questions.
The shadowy figure's permanent grin forms into a much larger and more malicious one. Both wrists are firmly in its grip again and without warning it presses its mouth directly onto yours.
The moment stands still for you, your eyes are dilated, your pupils are trembling in your iris.
Completely surprised, you can only manage a subtle gasp, but the shadow detaches itself again, mimics a giggling reaction with its facial expressions and finally widens one more eye curiously.
But before you could realize that it was actually a kiss, the silent shape doesn't hesitate and reconnects its shadowy mouth with your lips.
Although your chest fills more with cold, your face feels extraordinarily warm...it resembles a paradoxical supernaturalism...
Your eyes close slowly as it interlocks its obscure fingers with yours. And even if this being has a shadowy appearance, you can still feel material... as if it wants to be felt.
You intuitively squeeze your fingers together more, embrace this coldness more and more and don't want to let go of it. The shadow shows the same reaction, pulling you more into its grip and making the initially fleeting kiss more intense. And it seems to be learning with every passing second. Also that you need air to breathe again after a short time.
The shadow's head tilts to the side, secretly wondering why you're gasping for air so exhausted, before it finally understands and holds both hands in front of its mouth with a silenced cackling.
"Oh...of course you…think it's funny."
You're still panting, trying to normalize your breathing again, but blush even more when you say to your guest quietly:
"But...it was very nice..."
The shadow's chuckling gesture dies down again and its curiosity seems to have been reawakened.
Once again, it pins your hands against the sheet, very slowly dedicates his face to your right, open palm, gives the inner surface a discreet but nonetheless prolonged kiss before drawing a heart-shaped outline with his ghostly index finger.
Your face probably couldn't get any redder... You wonder if these are his true feelings? Does the shadow reflect this...?
Its fingers interlock with yours once more, humanly delicate.
As you swallow, it watches your throat closely and its curiosity is still piqued.
You wonder what it is going to do next, but you feel as if your own voice is stuck in your throat as you can't utter a word. Embarrassment envelops you and it is such an unfamiliar atmosphere for you, what this apparition has drawn you into. But it doesn't feel uncomfortable at all, quite the opposite is the case.
You simply accept the offer, or rather the dark creature's thirsty curiousness.
When you feel the touch of its lips on your neck, you flinch for a moment, but then let out a very light, pleasurable hum and instinctively stretch your neck even further to give its touch more surface area. For a brief moment, you can even feel its grin on your skin become even more distorted in amusement. And like a curious child, it even licks it with its shadowy tongue, nibbling gently, before something in it is awakened and it even bites into it.
Hard.
Too hard.
With a sharp pain that makes your whole body twitch and you let out a pained scream.
"AH! What the hell...!"
The shadow then straightens up immediately, but remains on your body, strokes the wound with an angular finger and guides it into its jaw. He tastes the sanguine essence and seems to be thinking about how he could make up for it.
You now place a hand on the wound yourself, which fortunately is not particularly large, but you still seem more startled than frightened, although it could have torn out more than just a scrap of flesh...
Next time, be a little more gentle. These words remain in your thoughts, however, as the shadow approaches you again and slides its tongue over the maltreated area to indirectly send an apologize to you.
"Do I really look like a snack to you?" you have to giggle sheepishly at this and feel more warmth return to your body as it places one palm in yours again, drawing further gentle heart shapes. If that really was an accident then it's already forgotten. Although your neck continues to throb with pain, all the gestures the shadow makes compensate for this mishap.
But time seems to have already passed when the door to your room opens and you look in the same direction as the shadow and two glowing red eyes stare at both of you, along with a radiant, ominous set of bared teeth. A voice rings out, echoing throughout the room and radio waves laced in the sound.
"Did we go astray again, didn't we?"
Is it just your imagination, or can't you see a small trace of blood on the mouth of the gentleman who suddenly appeared? Exactly the same trace of blood that his shadow shares.
Your blood.
#I finally did it#I finished this oneshot x3#reader x Alastor's shadow#reader x Alastor#alastor x reader#fem reader#Alastor#Alastor's shadow#oneshot#have some fluffy times again I guess c:#even if I struggled so much with his shadow xwx#also the first time I made such a fancy ✨ title for a writing#my writing#hazbin hotel#(original song at the beginning: We'll meet again by Vera Lynn)#I needed to do that scene with his shadow 🥺❤ because it also deserves attention q^q#no egg boi was harmed during that writing <3
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its a little funny that violets curio room is full of reused models from sinking city used as hoaxes/fakes (just a few as an example)
and then they get used again in the awakened where its. Ummmm. well. kind of adds to the "was this real or not" thing in shta in a fun way
#im in the 'it was all real' camp for the record but violets mental illness is unrelated b/c that would be lame as fuck#to be like ohh it was cthulhu the whole time. NO. they just both happen independently.#also sherlocks mental illness wasnt ~caused~ by the Great Old One Madness or whatever. but his struggles w reality were not helped#by repeatedly getting put in the torment dimension. but he would still have those struggles even if shta never happened ykwim#frogwares holmes#i havent finished tsc so if some of the other models in there are also from it i wouldnt know. i suspect that the big fish carving slab is#but i havent seen it and dont want to be wrong. hi centipede#i hope cthulhu gets vogel and like eats all of his skin or something
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im back in my dorms and just spent the past hour trying to move genshin into my d drive on my pc so that my c drive has more space but my dumbass forgot to end the process in task manager and so i was sitting in my dorm on the verge of tears wondering why the fuck it wouldnt move when i tried to cut and paste it into the new games folder
#sophie's idle chatter#im so tired and its only 5 nearly 6 pm#but !! once i finish moving the genshin file i can move my hsr file and then i have more storage for games#and also my pc wont be like a turtle trying to load stuff bc of all the free space in c drive#aND THEN WUWA CAN BE IN THE D DRIVE TOO RARRGHH#with basically 1 terabyte in the d drive the struggle was worth it for more games 🫡
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Two days of not being able to word things properly and I'm starting at the wip like, what if I'm too dumb to write anymore.
#so close to finishing this too why am i s t u c k#let me get the last update out for the month goddammit#my two braincells struggling#writing problems#:////
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Thanks for the support! 👍
#op#my art#naruto#fanart#rock lee#acrylic painting#naruto fanart#this took so much work but I'm very happy i finished it#i love this boy so much#i feel like I'm getting better with acrylics? still figuring a lot of it out#also perspective and anatomy was such a struggle#also i love that quote itself but also#thanks for looking at my art c:
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6k per week ain't even that much..? there's writers here who do much more, why are you complaining
hi <3
i am not other writers! hope this helps ✌🏼✨️
#a) wasnt even complaining lol#b) im a slow writer i have adhd i struggle with my words a lot and i struggle with things outside of what i want to share on my#silly little fanfic blog#c) and even outside of all that! even if i said 1k was a lot for me personally then that would be fine!#everyone has their own pace and their own limits and for me personally 6k is a lot for one week and its a pace that i dont want to force#on myself to keep up with.#some chapters will be longer some will be shorter and thats fine with me at least and seemingly most people following along as well#if you dont like that uhh 🤷♂️ idk man thats your problem lol#wait a few months until this is finished and then read it in one go or smthn idk thats your thing to figure out honestly#inbox#and dont be mean to people :) most people figure that one out in kindergarten but heres your reminder :)#anon
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words edited on the WIP: 3938
#making a new post for this b/c the old one was gonna get too long too fast if i kept adding to it#been busy so i havent done much but 410 words isnt bad#and the section i just finished is from chapter 2 rather than chapter 7 this time lol#i still really struggle with editing but WE ARE GETTING THERE#slowly. veeeery slowly. but still!!#tin kitchen in the garret
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officially done w the term woot woot!
#i think i ate w my final mini-paper after the major one (im particularly proud of recognizing this marx bros allusion in my poem)#itll be so sexy if i finish the class w a B but ik im for sure locked into a C at least. either way -- hard-won grades after all my#disabled struggles these last 8 weeks#bring on the new term 📣
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cont. from x - @petitexmagician
To find what he looked for was out of reach for many more years probably. So all Aether could do, was to force a warm smile about her words, to hide the pain it caused deep inside his heart.
Another year in this world had passed by in such quick manner - another year, without his sister close by. “I once heard that, whenever people feel lonely they look at the sky.”, he spoke, amber eyes going from Zola to the stars above the court of Fontaine, but it was unseen because of all the fireworks. However, he still could feel their watch upon everything underneath them and oh, how he longed to be connected with them again as well.
“Because there might be another person, looking at it right now as well. I always hope, that it's my sister who looks at it too.”.
It was a heart-warming thought and the blonde, sitting in the grass of the wilderness outside the city walls, wished it was true. “Every year I watch the new year in a different nation. Every year it’s without her.”.
#{ Aether }#{ Aether ( Main ): Traveler from another world }#// Still have to reply to our other threads; but have this while I struggle on blog making :D#// adjahsdjk the others will be replied too once I've finished; I swear-#// But I'm happy that the ask made you happy#// WE SUPPORT ZOLA'S CRUSH IN THIS HOUSE c:<#petitexmagician
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idk felt like trying out twenty different things in one image of the guy.
still trying to figure out how to colour in a new style so ignore it if it looks wonky, IM TRYING.
(ignore the “laugh” i had to edit it rq because i spelt it wrong somehow ???)
[click/tap for possibly better quality]
#somehow this took like 3 days because i kept forgetting to finish this#and i didnt even finish colouring until i took a 30 minute break of making ANOTHER playlist#the struggle#anyway#live laugh love swerve#rambles#my art#PLUS A SKETCH#explodes#macadam#maccadam#is it two or one c#mtmte swerve#tf swerve#I ATE NUCLEAR BOMBS#i hate art#bye#sorry people that followed for sp
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I wish I'd had a gaming system before the age of 17 so I didn't have children in yt comment sections with hardwired gaming muscle memory telling me my inability to defeat the final boss in S/pyro R/eignited is a 'skill issue' 😭
#you're RIGHT okay#but I'm not the only one struggling ughhh the lack of save points is genuinely evil#i'm not having fun anymore so Idk if there's even any point in continuing to play#sure i had a nintendo ds but i only played a/nimal c/rossing on it 😭#at least I've finished all the b/atman ps3 games. see i CAN game#this stupid little dragon and his sprinting is impossible#nttalks
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love going on the “hi yeah I haven’t even looked at my inbox/messages for months sorry sorry sorry it’s nothing personal my life’s just been in shambles and I’m starting to pick it back up even though I know I’m gonna drop all the pieces at least 3 more times before the year’s over” shame tour I’mma make t-shirts later for it
#starlight personal#gonna be actually answering the questions in my inbox#planning to post the notes for tmagr since I’m probs never gonna finish it#and I’m making 0 promises to have any kind of consistent online presence#b/c I’ve learned it’s best for my mental health to delete these apps when I’m approaching crisis mode#so I’ll just be like the fun uncle who shows up to holidays with a six pack of nonalcoholic beer;#chats about whatever#slides you a $20#and disappears for the next 2 years#tbf 2023 was a horrible year okay it was so bad#some of it included; I almost got a grippy sock vacation twice#i tried a few new meds and they all sucked and i went through Literal Drug Withdrawal to the point i was sick for a month and lost 30lbs#i started ketamine treatment and experienced ego death twice!!!! horrifying!!!!!#i got my manager fired#i got my coworker fired#everyone else on the team quit and j was the last one left#my cat died and it was the worst thing that ever happened and it still hurts so bad#the person i thought would be a forever best friend was just. not there for me. and b/c i was struggling and not putting in 150% effort#the friendship just. died. and we live 5 min away from each other yet she’s out of my life forever#it’s for the best but that’s a different kinda grief man#ANYWAY I HAD A TERRIBLE YEAR#2024 is off to a somewhat better start but I’m keeping expectations low#first ketamine appt of the year was. brutal. and tough. and it’s been over a week and I still feel raw#everyone who knows about ketamine: it helps you process emotions and trauma and brings those things to the surface so u can work on them#me when it brings trauma to the surface and makes me feel my feelings: this is HORRIBLE what the FUCK my entire innards are exposed and raw#I forgot how easy it is to babble in the tags like this it doesn’t feel real since I doubt anyone will read all of this lmao#god I’d kill for some weed rn BUT HAHA YEAH ANKTJER SHITTY PART LF 2023 I GOTTA CUT BACK ON WEED#can’t even have one bad coping skill like come on
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