#fictendel

[gibdokin]

PSA * i just saw pshifters in the kin tags y'all*

Just a small reminder that P-shifting is not possible. If someone claim they can shapeshift/pshift they are :

-Lying

-Delusional

or Trying to manipulate you.

Louder for the kids at the back:

YOU CANNOT SHAPESHIFTING. P-SHIFTING IS NOT POSSIBLE.

thank you.

[ich-theosaurus]

man fictendel should be a more common term

im tired of "delusional attatchment" "id" "me irl" i just want community man

[questioning-ex-rq]

Info, Intro, BYF

Note: my opinions are being re-developed. I'm new to being able to question these things openly and may lack in-depth views on things or use terms you interpret as meaning something else

About the Blog

This blog is especially a safe space for those who have left or are considering leaving the radqueer community or the radqueer label, but anyone can interact, I have a block button after all - asks are always open

I wanted to make a new blog where I can connect with others in my position and talk about how I feel more openly without fear of backlash from the radqueer audiences on my other blogs. I believe this will ultimately help me come to a more free conclusion about the radqueer community, and help me make friends on other sides of the debate. There's a lot about the community I dislike or don't agree with, but you're encouraged to just 'let it be' in those spaces

About Me

You can call me Mori as a pseudonym on this account, he/him. I'm currently active in the radqueer community - I have a blog and Discord server that is primarily used by radqueers - but I don't feel like I can freely question things in that space, so I came here

Right now, I don't really identify as 'radqueer'. I sort of fell into the community in late adulthood when it first came about because people used to call me radqueer for having paras and atypical dysphoria. At that time, the only space that really recognised my dyshporia was the radqueer community, but now it's different

Because of that, I want to learn what all sides have to say. Since I also have a really solid knowledge of what it's like to be in the community as well as in similar communities before radqueer existed, I'm also happy to offer info about my experiences in the community

BYF

I'm bad at remembering to check for DNIs and don't always interpret them correctly. Check if I meet your DNI below:

I am NOT: - radqueer - pro or neutral contact, pro-abuse, anti-consent, pro-noncon, etc - pro harmful transition I MAY be classed as: - transid (I'm considering moving to dissomei, but the transid wording of 'feeling like I should be/internally am' fits my delusions better than the dissomei wording, and there's more transid labels coined) - 'radqueer-adjacent' (this is vague. if you consider just being pro-atypical dysphoria and pro-para to be that, then yes, but otherwise I just assume I don't fit it) - pro-transid (I'm questioning if I should keep this stance, some transid terms I think are better off worded differently or being less specific) I AM: - an adult (21+) - dissomei / atypical dysphoria - pro-para (in the 'supportive of people with any type of paras' sense, unrelated to contact) - multiple fictendels and factendels - questioning plurality - radinclus

[leafflutter]

Blog for nonhuman stuffs! We're a mixed origin consystem and we're collectively a black leopard, bombay cat, and calico cat therian. We're also Endelic; mythendel of demons & fictendel of gabriel (horror warning)! We used to be an angel, but are no longer; we consider ourselves a fallen angel to a degree, we used to be an angel in our last life.

#😽 ৻ meowing is text posts and #🐾 ৻ flags is the terms we coin/flags we make! As of right now we don't take requests for flags, our ask box is open for chatting, however!

"why do you tag things with 'undescribed' and/or 'big text'?" it's for people to filter out images/text that can't be read by screen readers or videos with no transcript. it's a habit i have, i don't see the reason to drop it, lol.

[popfizzles]

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[mogai-corvidae]

Terminology For Endel System Members

intrendel: A system member who is introject/introtive of any kind and an endel; a system member whose introject/introtive identity is somehow influenced by or linked to delusions and/or being delusional.

extrendel: A nonhuman system member or extranth who is also an endel; a system member whose nonhumanity/extranth identity is somehow influenced by or linked to delusions and/or being delusional.

-tivendel: A system member who is a (blank)tive and an endel; a system member whose (blank)tive identity is somehow influenced by or linked to delusions and/or being delusional. (Examples: fictivendel, factivendel, fuzztivendel, plushtivendel, etc.)

More information about these terms and how we came up with them under the cut!

These terms come from combining the two terms that make up the identity itself in ways that make logical sense in terms of other endel terms (using -endel as a suffix, as the other terms do) and also sounded right to us. We are a system with members who are endels so we decided to make these terms since they would be useful for us to more easily communicate our identities!

We will probably make flags and symbols of some sort later, but until then anyone is of course welcome to use these terms for whatever they like, including making their own flags and/or symbols! Credit is never required, but we’d love to be tagged in content by or about other endel system members.

These terms, like the term endel itself, are open to use by any and all systems of any and all origins, as are all of our system terms.

If you happen to be confused about what endels are and what these terms fully mean, check this resource by endel’s official coiner. There is also the blog @endelity which is also run in part by the term’s coiner and has many good resources regarding the term!

[pupyzu]

𖦹 ⦙ ENDEL: a nonhuman or alterhuman self-identifier to describe one's identity being caused by, rooted in, or influenced by [a] delusion! ⊹ ⁺

ID: 2 flags with 5 stripes, with these colors from top to bottom: sky blue, lavender, strawberry pink, salmon, light yellow. the left flag has the endel symbol in the center, which is a strawberry with a white flower to the bottom left of it. ID OVER.

my proposal for an endel community flag! i + a lot of my headmates adore the term endel so i thought id come up with an idea for a community flag! color meanings + alt flags + more explanation under the cut!

DNI ID: a thin tealish blue banner with purple text which says “check my dni before interacting! do not redesign my flags or use my terms if you fit my dni!”; the banner has a periwinkle hydro element icon on the left, and a periwinkle double border. ID OVER.

solidarity among endels: i used blue to represent solidarity between different sub-labels of endel (such as myth endel, terendel, fictendel, etc)! i chose sky blue specifically as it represents community and trust!

psychotic / delusional pride: i used lavender to represent psychotic / delusional pride to correspond with the schizo-spec flag! i couldn't find a delusional pride flag specifically so i just stuck with purple!

endel community: the middle stripe is color picked from the strawberry endel symbol!

being nonhuman / alterhuman: i chose salmon orange as i personally correspond orange with being nonhuman and alterhuman!

solidarity with adjacent communities: i chose light yellow as it is in the otherkin flag, as well as being within the same color family as the therian and alterhuman flags!

ID: 3 flags which have the same stripes as the flags mentioned above. the left flag has the black arrow endel symbol, which is a black arrow head pointing downwards, with a 4 pointed star symbol in the bottom right. the middle flag has the pink heart endel symbol, which is a pink heart outline with a white 4 pointed star symbol in the bottom right. the right flag has black text listing the color meaning of each stripes, with sky blue being 'solidarity among endels', lavender being 'psychotic / delusional pride', strawberry pink being 'endel community', salmon being 'being nonhuman / alterhuman', and light yellow being 'solidarity with adjacent communities'. ID OVER.

pinging @endelity!

[the-corvidae-collective]

There are two wolves inside you. One of them wants to talk and write openly about your alterhuman identity because there is so little representation out there and you yearn for others like you to feel seen and form some sort of community where you can support one another. The other is terrified of backlash and being pushed out of your own community for having an identity that is too “weird” even by the token weird community standards. You are a fictendel.

[pupyzu]

𖦹 ⦙ GENDERENDELIC: a gender which is connected to, affected by, or otherwise related to being an endel! the suffix -endelic can be used for specific sublabels or types of endels (such as endelcanine, fictendel, etc!) the suffix was first used here! this gender is exclusive to endels! ⊹ ⁺

ID: 2 flags with 9 stripes; the center stripe is extremely wide, and takes up a majority of the flag. the flags have these colors from top to bottom: strawberry red, light strawberry red, salmon, light yellow, off white, light green, sky blue, lavender, dark lavender. the left flag has the endel symbol in the center, which is a strawberry with a white flower to the bottom left of it. ID OVER.

flag/coined by me! i heard anon was going to coin something like this but i haven't seen anything? most colors picked from the endel flag; the center stripe is color picked from the white flower in the endel symbol, the dark purple is picked from the nohin flag, and the light green is picked from the alhin flag!

DNI ID: a light tan banner, with a brown border, with brown text which says “check our dni before interacting! do not redesign our flags if you fit our dni!”. ID OVER.