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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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renkaza sketches based off the opening scene of the bear 2x09 bc the shots were nice :') less nice was me squinting at the low-lit scenes trying to make out their features and getting mad at my screen's glare but i digress 😂
#kny#kny fanart#renkaza#akaren#akaza#rengoku kyojuro#kny akza#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#demon slayer fanart#i loooooove akaza's eyes sm and also his adoring ways#this is so gay but im not sorry#also the intimacy of kyojuro's loose hair draping around akaza's face when they lie down and kyou leans down to kiss him 🥺🥺#they just hold each other so close!!!!!!!#akaza's fangs peeking out his mouth are also fun 🥰#this is also me 10/10 recommending the bear!!! pls watch it!!!#update: this has been in my drafts since aug 28 LOL im just gonna post it#my hang-up was that they felt super intimate but i fixed that by making the gallery photoset less close-up#but i wanted to show off the last one cuz it's my fave. alas!!!#i also really like the first one c:#and also the second-last one cuz i think it's cute when u laugh and ur partner kisses ur forehead 🥺🥺#ah & i like the second one too cuz akaza looks so soft & his eye looks like it's so clear & glowing & he looks in love (which he is!!!!!!)#i guess i just like the idea of being in love and in ur lover's arms and being so physically close :'))) it's cute. it's lovely. i love it.#updated update: ykmow what im gonna post the set showing off the last one!!!!!!#it's cute and this is my blog first and i shd practice that better lol#i changed up the order too so now the second-last has become the fourth one l o l#anyways
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You guys ever read the most beautiful, jaw dropping, feet kicking, leaves you with a feeling of yearning fic that it possesses you? yea that was me anyways here’s vampire Kyle and his annoying assigned bodyguard who’s also a witch
(ALSO IF YOU WANT TO READ SAID FANFIC ITS A KYLE X READER FIC CALLED ITS FALLING FOR THE IDEA BY FEDOSAURUSREX ON AO3 THAT INSPIRED ME TO WHIP THIS WHOLE AU UP)
#shroomer's archives: south park#shroomer's archives: dao hanh#I also really love their one shot x readers#genuinely one of my favorite fic writers now#IM SO SAD THOUGH THEY HAVENT UPDATED ANY OF THEIR WORKS IN NEARLY A YEAR…….#sitting by the windowsill like a military wife waiting for their husband to come back from the war#but yea their fic whipped me up into some kind of frenzy I felt like I was being possessed#I felt compelled by the forces of nature to make a monster au#anyways uh ok lore dump basically hanh is his assigned bodyguard and has to help him stay safe#from what? Ghouls and gals and gal pals and werewolves and garlic and stakes and whatnot!!#though she’s kind of. a scatterbrain#which does not mix well when you have arcane magic under your arsenal#and for a thousand year old vampire he does not have that much patience#and if anyone wants to know more feel free to ask cough cough#what who said that#I didn’t say that#teehee the sillies!!#I’m crazy for them#OK ONTO THE ACTUAL TAGS NOW#south park#south park oc#kyle broflovski#south park fanart#oc x canon#shroomer's art !
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Doodles based on "Yet Another Nightmare" by Catroic on Ao3 (highly recommend reading, its very good)
#kris#ralsei#deltarune#i didn't really draw much kralsei but the fic has the pairing so...#kralsei#i read this cuddled up in bed and half asleep (as per how i normally read these things)#so when i got to (no spoilers) that one sequence it felt really surreal#i wanted to try and depict half of the feeling i got from it#whether i have done so is debatable buut this was still fun to draw#i didn't make ralsei angry enough in retrospect... am a coward...#sorry these are so messy lol#on one hand if i cleaned it up too much it would stop feeling like a dream#and on the other... just don't have time for a more clean work right now haha#i think that “on one hand/on other” figure of speech is used for comparing options and i just used it wrong#but >:) i do what it want; my figure of speech now#derailed a lot - highly reccomend reading this#and catroic's other works too actually#hy is a amazing writer and has lots of good works to check out if you have the time :D#tumblr compression is a bitch lol this looks soo much better on desktop than mobile for some reason#rare morning post from dawn woah#updated almost 24 hours later because i spelled “recommended” wrong and forgot to sign the image lol
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Thinking about my old pkmn ask blog
#I’m not really active in the community anymore but more because I grew away from it#I think about coming back a lot but Im not really sure what id do lol. I mean I think my storytelling and writing#skills have somewhat improved. but i still really really suck at making endings#although maybe I could make it like something that resolves the main problem and then just open for any interactions..#….fuck. I���m actually considering it now. I love impulsiveness ���#ugh but the other problem was that I would slowly stop updating as the dopamine slowed down and then just abandoned it altogether#multiple times in fact. since I’m the one making the content and not consuming it eeeuuhhgggghuhuhhhhhhh#this lil guy was supposed to have a story around his estranged family and his own problem with identity. I think I could still pick it up#i suck at writing edgy aloof dialogue so it always felt a little stilted or off when I wrote his dialogue. but I love him#myart#my art#oc#pokemon ask blog#pokeask#moss eevee#pokemon
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i need to do some cardio i cannot keep showing up to this class on the second floor trying to catch my breath
#it’s EMBARRASSING#WHAT IF IM BREATHING LOUD#i really shouldn’t be struggling to go up ONE flight of stairs#anyway i’m gonna post something uhhhhh#later or tomorrow#this depends on nothing other than when i feel like doing it lol#bc i gotta make a header and whatnot#anyway#life update (it’s not an interesting one): the universe felt like playing a cruel joke today and i was the victim#i have not had to wake up at 6am for school since HIGH SCHOOL#ALMOST FIVE YEARS GUYS#oh yikes#UHHH ANYWAY LMAO#i wake up at 6am (after having fallen asleep at 2am)#and boom#my period#isn’t that so funny#i love that#😐#😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐#ugh whatever#if you’ve read this far uhhh#please know that the stereotypes are true#people in computer science classes do not know what deodorant is
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[4/15/24] Vergil save me…. save me Vergil......
#devil may cry#devil may cry 5#dmc#dmc vergil#devil may cry vergil#vergil sparda#devil may cry fanart#dmc fanart#dmc5 fanart#devil may cry 5 vergil#dmc5 vergil#vergil dmc#vergil dmc5#dmc5#dadbots.txt#[I havent posted Vergil on my account before... but probably best do one updated. and just post the others overtime? question mark?]#[whatever. I did this randomly in the morning and managed to finish it today. Felt like making a messy sketch lol]#[didn't complete my other art in time for the d//mc5 anniv. so i'll just do it at my own pace. hope someone out there enjoys this sketch?]#[ I got so lazy with the clothing lol also trying to make it not blend into mush with one color? Jfc. That was… difficult. ]
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That's Not My Neighbor Timeline
This timeline will show some tidbits of what would be the story of my ocs before the events of the game itself because I have my brain working late at night and I want to share this with you guys :3. This will contain some spoilers about the formation of the D.D.D. and the beginning of the Trojan Horse Project.
1945
Oswald D. Keppler founded the Department of Doppelganger Detection as the General Director of the said department.
The Trojan Horse Project was funded by the Military Department of the Government with Keppler as the General Director of the project and Dr. W. Afton as the Lead Scientist of the said project.
Some of the prominent employees of the department are Dr. Stanford Abelforth and Dr. Aditha Gulliver who have contributed their expertise in their specialized fields. Both are dedicated to the experiments being conducted in the lab and were praised by many.
1946
A teenager Ollie was scribbling in his notebook about vehicles, fascinated by the world of motorsports. While engrossed with his hobby, a loud noise can be heard outside of his room. His mother cried from fear as she tried to grab the telephone to contact the police, only for the doppelganger that was in the form of his father to kill her before she could utter a word through the phone. Curious and frightened, Ollie rushes out of his room to get the whole glimpse of the disgruntled form of his father.
Before the doppelganger can kill Ollie, Lazaro happens to arrive earlier than expected as he quickly grabs Ollie away, causing him to have a scar on his right eye. He then grabs his pistol and shoots the doppelganger 4 times. Despite knowing that it's just the doppelganger of his older brother, he feels guilty for doing it. After the events had happened, Ollie then lived with his nonna and aunt throughout his life before moving in to live with his uncle.
In the same year, Ruslan Gulliver, the husband of Aditha, was hired by the D.D.D. as the first doorman of the apartment building that he would be working on. Throughout his job, he encounters different doppelgangers of the tenants in which he is capable of diminishing the differences between the original and the latter.
1947
Aditha begins to feel unease with the project as she only tells her concerns about Stanford which he is the only person she could trust. Although she also wants to reveal the purpose and objective of the project to her husband Ruslan while having a dilemma whether to reveal it or not, her life is cut short after finding out that Afton happens to hear her conversation with Stanford. Her death was orchestrated by Afton who sent out a doppelganger that was in the form of her husband to “silence” her before she could even report this to the authorities despite the project being funded by the government as she believes this is considered “immoral” and “dangerous” to humanity.
The real Ruslan finds out about this from Stanford as he goes to save her, only to see her dead by the said doppelganger. Out of pure rage, he grabs a sledgehammer, hitting the doppelganger several times before he is now covered in blood. The next year, he quit his job as a doorman before returning years later as a building janitor to reveal the truth beneath the lies of the department.
1951
Delora is an office clerk who works the 9-to-5 shift at a business company. After her shift, she plans on visiting her parents after a tiring day at work from filing documents to answering phone calls through the telephone. When she arrived at the Steding Residence, she noticed the door was open. Curious, she went inside the house, hearing faint weeping noises from the kitchen. To her surprise, she saw her “aunt” from her mother’s side covered in blood as the cold lifeless body of her parents was lying on the floor.
Her “aunt” told her a fabricated story where a doppelganger got inside the house while she was visiting her parents to bring some apple pie. She also stated that she already called the police and was on the way to the scene. Delora noticed the slight difference between her aunt as she doesn't recall her having amber eyes and her mother has grayish ones as well as a mole on her chin. Not buying the story, she grabs a kitchen knife and stabs the doppelganger that was impersonating her aunt at least 7 times as the police arrived into the scene.
One of the officers tries to arrest her but Lazaro stops them midway from handcuffing Delora. He wants to interrogate her first from the beginning until the end of the story about the death of her parents and her alibi. She was taken to the station and asked several questions, once her alibi was considered valid, Lazaro let her go and ended the case. That day forward, Delora becomes more cautious around her surroundings as she develops mistrust of the people she happens to meet.
1955
The business company Delora worked in suddenly went into bankruptcy, causing her to lose her job as an office clerk. While looking for other job opportunities, a mysterious man who happens to be one of the members of D.D.D. gave her a proposition of working as a doorwoman of the apartment building. He believes that her skills of telling which is the doppelganger could stop the rampant invasion of doppelgangers in the building and would be a vital help towards society. Delora was hesitant at first, but she agreed either way.
In February of the same year started her job as the doorwoman of the building in which she encountered different tenants living in each apartment room of the said resident. There she met Ruslan and Stanford who shared a distrust of the D.D.D. and told her to be mindful of the organization that hired her. Throughout her time as a doorwoman, she begins to feel doubtful of the organization as she wants to find out the truth from the lies that the government fabricated to keep the image of the D.D.D. intact. With her snooping around, Dr. Afton becomes more mindful and observant of her actions as her involvement will cause them gravely.
#that's not my neighbor#thats not my neighbor#tnmn#that's not my neighbor oc#thats not my neighbor oc#tnmn oc#delora steding#aditha gulliver#ruslan gulliver#stanford abelforth#lazaro palmiotto#oswald d. keppler#dr. w. afton#felt like sharing this one to others while feeling tired from school#i want to add another oc which is a D.D.D. psychiatrist which was mentioned in the wiki but I have too many ocs to deal with...#until i ended up making one :'>#i wanna draw aditha and oswald's design but once I have dealt with my other tasks I will start making one#the hyperfixation of this game is just rotting in my brain rent free atm#i might as well add aditha and a possible psychiatrist to the reference sheet i made despite her being killed off like that#and update the information of my babis too :3#i should probably separate the neighbors and D.D.D. employees in the reference sheet so that it doesn't look weird to me
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WOW WHAT. I UPDATED 🎉Ch. 6 of The neighbor from 311 is up!🎉
#very light and calm chapter#there's not a lot going on ngl. idk how to even describe it. it's much shorter than usual too#but next chapter will be longer than usual as well ssssooo aha yeah#this chapter even though simple now. at first I had SO MUCH trouble writing it#There are a total of 5 unused drafts (about 6 or 9 pages long each) sitting in my docs now bc I kept making it too complicated#like nobody needs things to become so convoluted bitch calm down (me to myself)#I wanted to include so many more things but nothing felt right at the end. this last one felt so much better and flowed naturally. yay:)#nothing else to say. have fun and until the next update#the neighbor from 311#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun stampede#wolfwood#vash#nicholas trigun#reincarnation au#Trigun au#lenssi writes#trigun fic#trigun fanfiction#oh I should mention I'm working on writing the uni au. the bare bones of it are there#but I want to try out something new in my structure so we will see how that goes
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I think the readers overall were not keen on that final chapter but that's okay it was my first go at the 'epilogue with a baby' structure and I may have made it overly twee or something (or maybe even not twee enough, idk) and so I shall not do it next time I write a multichapter (assuming there is a next time which is something I argue with myself about because Oh So Conflicted). But either way I don't need to write any more of that fic as it is done now. Hurrah!
#on one hand people seem overall more willing to comment on an ongoing work BUT#on the other if a oneshot utterly sinks you don't need to write more of it after that it's just done and you've already moved on.#the continual fear of 'what if they hate this chapter?' was not very fun nor was feeling like i owed people regular updates#which kind of felt like i'd given myself homework and well there's a reason i dropped out of that languages course a few years back.#(the reason was Deadlines and Stress and I should probably do my best not to impose those things on myself in a hobby.)#Make Self Write The Entire Thing Before Posting (more of) It seemed to help but then you have to sit on finished chapters which felt weird?#just because i'm not used to doing that and have no patience generally so i failed to stick to any sort of posting schedule.#i kind of like having a longer thing ongoing while writing oneshots as well but yeah probably i should retire from posting unfinished works#so i learned something from all of this and from doing the same thing last year!#felt insecure might delete later
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Ok the fandom wiki is back to normal as of earlier, so if you accidentally stumble upon it, it'll be fine.
However please make sure to keep using the New and Improved Wiki, which is not only easier to navigate and is more pleasant, but also the new preferred wiki. (Not only to mention the various issues that Fandom wiki has). Bookmark it or something if you need to.
As future reference, it should be noted that vandalism on the fandom wiki will not help take the wiki down due to fandom's policy, despite previous otherwise thoughts (myself included) and the continuous vandalism only brings traction to it. As well as, mentioning the new wiki will have the possibility to demote and ban the current mods of the fandom wiki.
As silly as the entire thing was, please make sure to use the new wiki and refrain from going back to the old one. Especially since last night made the fandom wiki get a lot of traction.
As a reminder, here are some extensions you can use to help avoid using the fandom wiki: 1 (redirector) 2 (wiki.gg redirector) 3 (wiki indie buddy)
and here's the reddit post about it
#toontown corporate clash#corporate clash#ttcc#toontown#last update on this it. i felt like leaving it on the one last night wasnt fair since it had been fixed up#this is a summary basically of the last 2 posts i made about it. that contains more info in it collectively#also yes i have no room to speak bc i also did vandalize and its been documented but pleaaase refrain from doing so now#i noticed there were still some updates but the vandalism doesnt help even if its tempting. the mods mustve spent a lot of time going back#and fixing it and ofc its the old wiki and they probably had saves of the pages. special shoutout to the mods and begging for forgiveness#but the point remains that vandalism wont help and it just creates more work and so it just defeats the purpose now#most of it died down last night so this is kind of like speaking into dead air now but you get my point#Also anyone who was posting weird images and text (we know what im talking about) i hope you get hit by a truck#some of you took that way too far. its one thing to go “hehehe i like this guy” and then another thing to be weird#wiki#i dont usually make infoposts because who am i to do that but the redirector extension has helped me alot. i hope they add the ttcc#new wiki to the wikigg extension soon
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Is this lore? Potentially. Did I have a prompt stuck in my head from a hyperlaser headcannon that I couldn't get out of my head and worked so well in the ANIMALS! au I had to draw it even though it was stupidly late?... yes.
Diologue under the cut if needed!
Page 1
"SKYDRONE! Come down to my office immediately. I have a job offer."
"YES- of course Subspace."
"Come in."
Page 2
"Business?"
"The job offer."
"Ah." "Eager to get back on the job. Even after your suspension." "I can respect an eager mindset."
"these are the job details." "I need you to secure data on a location." "It should be easy. Just a hotel in the Thieves Den."
"Why send me then?"
"Hmm?"
"If it's just a hotel, why send a spy?"
"I have some theories about the residents." "Particularly on the top floor."
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"Everything you'll need notes-wise will be in the box." "Now get out."
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"Where are you going."
"Oh- uh. The Thieves Den."
"Thank you."
"uh. Why ask?"
"Nothing."
"Really?"
"Yes."
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"Hyper."
"Subspace."
"I have a job for you."
#phighting#phighting!#phighting roblox#art#artists on tumblr#phighting art#small artist#kayvi#fan design#I'll probably reveal the headcannons after I finish with Hyper's design!#Cause then it can make a lil more sense...#Also yes#You can see the centipede tail on Subspace#People's art has changed my mind#My scythe design used to be a centipede but honestly I'm gonna swap her and subspace#So he's a centipede and she's a rattlesnake#I'll be updating both of their designs later#Cause I felt like Scythe was lacking#And Subspace's ref is the oldest one and doesn't match#So yeah#phighting oc#phighting subspace#subspace phighting#hyperlaser phighting#phighting hyperlaser#hyperlazer phighting#phighting hyperlazer#phighting headcannons
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Okay, so, life update in the tags
#i speak#i know i've vague posted about a guy a lot#and it may be a little soon to make any update/announcements#but hey#anyway there's a guy#we've been friends for awhile. but recently circumstances have changed#before he was Very Off Limits#and now he's not#long story#and shortly after that he started flirting#and. idk. past two weeks have been a whirlwind.#officially we're 'talking'#but. idk he's super sweet and cute and funny and just. i'm really happy. ^-^#trying to keep my head on my shoulders a bit#because again. realistically. it's been two weeks tomorrow since he started flirting.#wasn't even really on his radar before#and again. off limits before.#but.... idk i know 'i've never felt like this' is a cliche but as someone who's only had one relationship#and a couple of almosts#i really never have#and i know feelings aren't everything#again. trying to keep a level head.#but... yeah. ^-^ ✨️
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okay that’s done. no commentary for the news posts bc those are just news.
#delete later/#there came a point where i wished i had made a separate blog for news instead of posting it on this one#but i only started posting news on here bc i was writing stuff for our server#and noticed that. literally no one else was posting news updates on here#this was during the really big lull post family shatters and pre qvsa#i didn’t really expect to be posting updates the way i did and i DEFINITELY didn’t expect ppl to have me be their source of rvb news#like i’m not gonna complain about getting followers but i didn’t really want ppl following me for news updates#and felt kinda bad about ppl who did appreciate the news updates but weren’t interested in the other things i posted here#not to mention you couldn’t really have notifications on for me…#well. if i ever find myself in this position again i will just make a sideblog for it#not that i really expect to… but who knows. maybe i’ll get really into one of the other machinimas out there#and realize there’s a gap that needs to be filled#i did wnjoy writing the news posts. even if i found it kind of exhausting to actually try to follow rt for rvb news#i guess this ended up being the commentary for the news posts LOL well. okay.
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Hey An, are you doing good? its been a while since you last posted anything
tldr:
fic returns in the new year, sorry yall
#ANtics#i dont wanna sit around and make excuses all night but in way of an explanation#personal drama and medical bills this month uh. kind of sucked the life out of me lmao#and like. seasonal depression. bro the second it started getting dark at 5 i felt like my brain started molding#i see the other ask in my inbox and ill answer it soon i just figured id do this one first as a status update of sorts#status update: trapped in the pit. trying to survive the pit#igna4400
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i just think forsy stumbling through an answer about ekky fighting for his honour mmmm
#txt#add to that ones gonna haunt me!#hey they said i havent update the forsblad bible in a while i appreciate it man i will get on it stat☝️#whatever you say honey!#i just think we should talk about the intricacies of coming out the devs series that was already chippy#because forsblad to the box because ekky just didnt like noesen getting close to his teammates (forsy. jesper)#and then going into the jet series with ekky basically growling at anything that even remotely moves#and that was BEFORE THE fight for honour so it felt like it was gonna happen anyways it just so happen the forsy hit was the last straw#smart fight... didnt grab the collar and wham at it... smart fight...#sorry none of my thoughts will make sense here my brain is the internet dialup sound rn#beauty in defending your partner...#hes a good guy... always doing that.#yeah he is#sorry thinking about smith hit on weegs ekky fight#anyways there was a thought here about ekky racking up pims hes in the top5 for the team and now the fight#how to show appreciation but not encourage him and also scold him at the same time#confliction confliction#idk man get out the muzzle out if he wants to be a big bad dog is all im sayin#well anyways
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