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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!
#Poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#luo bingge#luo binghe#ask#Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply#or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed#So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones#so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds#I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.
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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this
I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also
A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines
I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)
I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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nooo way.. anyone still here since 2010? :'^)
#how did i feel it in my bones a few days ago to log into my old deviantart account#i hadnt touched for years to reminisce out of a pang of nostalgia i felt for it only to be an actual anniversary of this blog#which i made when i was soft-leaving deviantart...#the exciting life of siins
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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Trick or treat! Just looking to see if you wouldn't mind talking more about Noel's scars? 👀 I can guess at some of them like the neck wound but I was wondering if you had any specifics for the others
ohhh for sure !!! a lot of them were inflicted during his time in the dreamlands, save for a few gunshot wounds he gained under relatively normal circumstances. Some were from kiy (the wrist scars from being restrained for like months probably), and some were from other creatures he faced during his time in the desert. some of them he could go on and on about telling the most elaborate story, and others he avoids acknowledging all together.
#he’s also got some freak ass tentacle related scars on his back#most definitely from being lashed repeatedly and not in an exciting way whatsoever#not sarcasm he doesn’t like talking about it#if we’re talking ourthur- Oscar asked him about them#while laying in bed. Noel didn’t elaborate much besides saying they were just old wounds#he let Oscar slowly run his fingers down his back. he let him feel out the ridges and jagged skin#he would’ve never let anyone touch me like that. he thought he’d never be touched like that ever again. he thought he didn’t deserve it#but you can’t say no to Oscar. not after he kisses your back and says#they still seem new to me. I hope they can heal better now#or something idk man I NEED TO DRAW THEM#ask#holy ghosts#because I need to remember this
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Luke(s)
sketches in which luke looks different every time i try to draw him (different face syndrome???)
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#fanart#star wars#sw#luke skywalker#so i finally understand what a blorbo is#and he has me in a death grip#in other good news#i got in touch with an old friend from art class and found out we both went from traditional -> almost completely digital#and now we're going to college together!!!#very exciting to talk art stuff with someone irl#and not feel like a weirdo#you know what's actually weird#spam bot attack#i'm purging my new follower list rn so if you have a blank icon/header/lots of follows but no likes beware
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Y’all I feel so OLD 😭 It took me ages to know who Chappell Roan was and now I’m like. Who’s Sabrina Carpenter?? I can’t keep up with all the hip and happening music artists these days
#I’M NOT EVEN THAT OLD. I’m literally just turning into my mom ig.#I feel like an old man. Oh yeah that Chappell Roan girl I heard about her from the Tiktoks#To be fair I don’t listen to the radio so that’s probably the biggest reason why I’m out of touch with the music scene lol#Shima speaks#I should ask my sister to give me a rundown. Who’s IN right now. She knows way more about this stuff than I do. LMAO
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I went to a local yarn store for the first time, and while I was there, somebody was talking about getting a beginner's knitting kit, and she inquired about when lessons were, and when she was told that they'd be happy to sit down with her and teach her, she was so delighted. She talked about how excited she was and how much she wanted to learn to knit, and it just... it made me fall in love with humanity. It was this pure, unadulterated happiness coming from somebody and it was so genuine and kind, and I couldn't help but smile.
I guess all of this is to say... every moment, there are tiny little joys like this all over the world, and it makes this life worth living. I hope you witness and feel joy this simple, this pure.
#positivity#and she was older too! it made me really happy because it just reminds me that there is no such thing as 'too old'#you will never be too old to learn something - to feel that level of happiness and excitement#if i think about this too hard i'm going to start crying#and the yarn store has this really hip name and all the patrons there were older women and i thought that was cute and funny#i felt so odd being the only young person there though but i know that's just my own insecurity and not how they'd feel#i find older people absolutely LOVE when young people share their interests. i think old people get... used to feeling out of touch...#...and almost... neglected in a way by younger adults. it's hard to describe but i sense some loneliness in some old people y'know?#and when i share their interests... maybe it's like they feel young again - seen by somebody else?#that's my assumption anyway. but i like being around old people - they can absolutely be kind and gentle and i appreciate it
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sorry, just had to get this off my chest but like
colin, a young and attractive guy, supposedly having a threesome and watching a sex show performed by professionals whom he pays for their service when he is single and exploring what he does and doesn't like is bad for penelope, somehow
but debling a 30+ year old man feeling all up on her waist in public when she is a teenager and he has power and privilege over her and has known her for a grand total of like a week and a half is good, somehow
like this fandom has legit called Colin, a 22 year old man with like. . .2 UNCONFIRMED sexual interactions in the past a groomer for getting with Penelope and maybe introducing her to his interests (after spending YEARS listening to her and cherishing her and thinking she's fantastic) but will root on the actual 30+ year old man with an enormous power imbalance over her via his money and title to have his way with her in a backroom somewhere after knowing her for like a month
make it make sense please
#if that 30+ year old man doesn't get his grubby paws off that teenager i will start blasting#anti debling#polin#one of these men is actively being weird with her and it isn't colin#'oh but he's courting her openly' he is feeling up on her in broad daylight in a time when so much as touching HANDS was scandalous#he is a 30 year old guy who showed up THIS YEAR with an enormous power imbalance between him and this 19 year old woman#she is a third daughter in an unpopular family who has to marry well to survive and he is a lord from out of town#looking for a wife and immediately went for the unpopular girl standing off to the side fidgeting with no one else paying attention to her#and y'all are out here DROOLING for it#i do NOT understand!!!!#idk he gives me the ick#and don't come at me about 'well that was normal for the time!!!'#i hated it when anthony did it to edwina i hated it when simon did it to daphne and i hate that fife did it with goring#it is WEIRD to be a wealthy and powerful man with a title going for a teenager#like do y'all think DEBLING is a virgin??? really
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The way I'm tempted to actually use my Imaginary Book Recs sideblog just because it's pretty.
#imaginary book recs#for context#i made it on a whim when i thought it might be fun to have a dedicated space for something like that#didn't go through with it#but couldn't delete it because there was a tumblr glitch that deleted all your blogs if you deleted a sideblog#but then when i wrote the story utilizing the imaginary book recs#i thought it'd be nice to provide links to give context abt the imaginary books#and realized this sideblog was perfect for that#it could make it feel a bit like you're stepping into the store to find the books#so i moved those few posts there#and haven't touched it since#but then i accidentally clicked on it the other day and was like#dang this is pretty i'd like to hang out here#except i have actual nearly-year-old imaginary book rec requests that i should respond to on this blog first
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found a (most likely) tumor on my cat’s chin :(
#she had surgery for a mast cell tumor seven years ago and i’m aware that they can come back#this one is big and feels a little different.. and it appeared kind of suddenly?#i don’t scratch her chin every day so i’m not sure how long it’s been there#she eats perfectly fine and drinks too#and she doesn’t mind me touching it (any more than she minds me poking around her little face usually)#but i’m worried that it’ll grow#she’s 12 years old and tired and a surgery around the mouth won’t be a good idea#let alone the financial aspect#i’m hoping it doesn’t grow but i’m a bit scared that it’ll bother her#the last tumor was very small and located on her back#but for the surgery they did take a big chunk out and the recovery was pretty taxing#dealing with that but around the mouth will be an impossible task especially at her age#sorry i hate to ramble but :(
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#andy serkis#just feeling a touch feral about his crow's feet this morning#it's fine i'm fine#throwing myself against the wall#the nose scrunch#his profile makes me weak#p l e a s e#😭#lateral canthal lines#if you try to photoshop them out i WILL hunt you for sport#thinking about that old man again#collections
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accidentally interrupted Whisk post-molt I need to be tossed into the sky
#so like. Ok.#I was gone for about a week. When I came back I found a molt in Whisk's vial so I thought she molted.#Moved her to new enclosure and she made a burrow beneath a leaf. For a few days she didn't come up to eat.#I got a bit worried so I gently lifted the leaf. Saw her chilling. Adjusted the leaf thinking maybe she was somehow stuck under it#thinking to myself ''huh she looks weirdly light-colored.'' only to see the molted carapace right behind her#and immediately went OH SHIT and quickly put the leaf back. she's still hardening after a molt and i PEEKED on her#i saw her NAKEY#so i guess that molt i found when i came back was an old one??? because it'd be way too soon for her to molt again#would explain why she was acting so lethargic when i moved her too. she was in premolt. and i'm an idiot#wellp. She should be fine even if I peeked on her. She was already totally out of the molt and I didn't like. Touch Her#but I feel bad :( i looked in on her while she's fresh and nakey :(#clamtalk
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12! :)
12. Talk about a new friend you made this year
i didn’t make a single new friend actually 😭 i guess i did get closer to a bunch of ppl i already knew though. and made a bunch of friends in school but none who really stuck yknow
#ALSO did reconnect with a few old friends i’d kinda fallen out of touch with#me and a dear ex of mine started talking a bunch again and we’ve gotten rly close again which is nice :)#ALSO CORVI my friend corvi. we hadn’t talked for a lil bit at the start of the year but then we started talking again and now we’re#rly good friends which rules. and i feel like even though we were friends earlier we rly became like proper friends this year. it rules#asks#said in tags because that’s EMBARRASSING my friends can’t know i LIKE THEM what the hell.
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oh god if you followed me for that gifset I'm sorry to disappoint but I will not be expanding on it here LOL if I open/post sims at all this year it'll be cringe bros/premades shit sorryyyy #notnew2thisbuttrue2this
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new switch announcement got me confused and afraid of the passage of time
#was in the 4th grade when the first one dropped .#going into university by the time this one does?? fucked up shit#i was so into gaming up until a little after totk came out and i got too busy with school to care anymore. lowkey insane how im not more#excited about this considering how much i wouldve screamed if this had been announced a few years back#am i making sense?? idk man i feel old and like ive lost touch with my inner child or something#yapping so hard rn
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