the worst is when you’ve calculated everything before you go to eat somewhere and you ask for (for example) a small smoothie and then they give you a medium or large and then you’re just like ahhh no!!! and your social anxiety makes you not able to say they gave you the wrong size bc for some reason that would make YOU embarrassed when THEY messed up and all that just ruins my whole plan for the day. it truly sucks.
So.. its important for me its night and im super stressed and anxious and i feel so fat like ever ;_;
I tried one of my outfit to try going out in the following days…(tbh to buy junk foid for bulimia cause my dad guilt me so much about it and its true it cost him money)
I want to ask if it looks like i gained weight because i feel like i gained weight and its killing me devastating me
I really hope it doesnt seem i gained weight btw i have no balance here
I really hope i didnt gain weight ;;; Honestly people, am i fat? ;; I will delete those ugly pics later
Im so ashamed i feel so ugly that i am so ashamed to go out of the house even going out of my room is hard im the ugliest on heart i disgust myself so ugly eww
I will tag you if you dont mind ;;; @ram-drawings @hichigot @ksenya-and-the-artistic-cucumber
I'm currently outside of H & M while my friends are Shopping bikinis and I feel like a piece of shit..I stayed outside because I forgot my mask at home n so I am Not even allowed to go in there, but I also mostly stayed outside because I don't want to see my all - skinny friends shopping bikinis.. I don't want to see their tiny waist, flat stomach, elegant legs smiling at me while only in Bikini Top and Bottom which fits them perfectly looking at themselves in the mirror in the changing room. Because I'd start to bawl my eyes out I guess. Because I'd get jealous. Because I'd be even more mad at myself for still being fat even tho I promised myself I would've been 22 pounds lighter til this day. Because I'd put myself more under pressure to look like them. Which I need to do, BECAUSE I'M DONE WITH BEING THE FAT WHALE
I just ate an apple for my breakfast 30 min after taking my diet pills, I THINK I'm losing weight, but can anyone send me a pro ana diet to try out? Much would be appreciated.
I hate this ever time I say I feel fat and not well in my body my friends will be like and what am I ? Gosh it’s not like I can change how I see myself or in that moment it makes click and boom I feel skinny again? No I feel worse it doesn’t help
I post the nice ones in my profile and my friends will post my unglamorous on theirs.. that's just how life works... #throwback #actcute #feelingfat https://www.instagram.com/p/Btc6XBEnuLh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1747yzl588w2g
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I’m finally relaxing 👀 and just enjoying the moment 💅🏼 and life 🤣 can be so amazing 😊 #happy #moodygrams #hungry #feelingfat #dumb #tistheseason🎄 I have to count my change to try and get a salad 🥗 let’s see if I can do this 🤳🏻💝🤓😒🤗😶 #somanyemojis #sleekiphone #adidashats #chicanita #needmynailsdone #justboughtclothes #shoppingwithmami #happysaturdayeveryone 💋💄👄🧚🧜🏽♀️👛👒🐻🐱🦁 #positive mindset that says I look like a chingona 🦦🌹🐚🌱🌈⚡️🌟🍎🍫🍰💗💟🌠🌅 #itscoldoutside #sweaterweather (at Westfield Santa Anita) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIboEGYBq3h/?igshid=yaqway4n1j75
Scanning the fb feed this morning I saw a couple people's post that actually got me #outofthehouse. I have been #feelingfat recently. We (@just_5_more_minutes and @fournelbaby had planned for a #familyrun but the weather just wasn't nice enough. I got out #onmyown and sweated which is a win. Took a #differentroutehome to freshen the experience. #yeg #funrun #rundle #beverlyheights #noseasontraining #8mantoprop #nowayjose (at Rundle Heights) https://www.instagram.com/p/CENn5QAg_1L/?igshid=1v50f7hxp0r22