#feeling emo tonight

[labyrinthhofmymind]

not much just thinking about crimson rivers wolfstar and jegulus and how they get to have quiet and peaceful and lovely christmas’ from here on out with their family and friends because they no longer have to worry about surviving just living and they have food on their tables and when people die it’s because of natural causes and not because they’re thrown into an area and sirius and regulus finally experience what it’s like to have a good christmas and and and

[tabswrites]

Tired of denying that I have a favorite OC

Adrin gets a cool sword, the cutest creature, the most development (is it good or bad?) and the best dialogue. And I’m giving him the hottest LI I’ve ever created.

I also give him the most trauma but we don’t have to talk about that.

[scaredofghosts]

Taylor Swift: The Eras Tour | ends today...

"...So these are songs that I have written about my life or things I felt at one point whether I was a teenager, in my 20s, or a couple years ago, but after tonight when you hear these songs out and about in the world, my dream is that you're gonna think about tonight and the memories we made here together!"

[preachelectrics]

as someone who experienced the fall out boy hiatus in real time i can't explain how magical it feels to witness everything about tourdust. not that they ever had bad blood between them even during the hiatus but there's something so special about seeing your four favorite artists make a conscious decision to go back to making art together, and not only survive the hiatus but thrive. to not just try to recapture the magic of before but to build something even better. to become better friends, the closest knit family, after being there for one another through unimaginable ups and downs. to clock how much every single special touch on this tour means to the fans and not say "ok, that's probably enough for now" but to raise the stakes and make the show better every single day. anyways fall out boy forever

[goatsalah]

loverpool ❤️

[paracosm-draw]

Do you sometimes think about the crushing loneliness Darth Vader had to endure for a decade when he's unable to be alone, when he hates it so much ? Because I do, often.

[puhpandas]

Bonnie

[kdheaven]

'cause i wonder... will i always wonder?

[chadwarwickd]

is2g bros i have not gone so crazy over an episode of tv since the ouat season 2 episode "the outsider" aka the episode where belle lost her memories.

[viola-halogen]

Fuck just like. Imagine you are Monty. You’re just an ordinary crow. And you live with a witch and she does all kinds of fucked up things but you’re just a crow, you can’t comprehend any of it. And then one day, with no warning, you’re turned into a human because your witch master/mother wants revenge on two ghosts. And suddenly you have access to a whole world of thoughts and emotions that you don’t really know how to navigate but you’ve got a job to do so you get close to these ghosts and you can’t help it, you fall in love with one of them. And you haven’t been prepared for this, you’ve only been human for a week, but you take a chance only for it to turn out he doesn’t like you back. And then just as suddenly, just as violently, you’re turned back into a crow again. But you still remember what it’s like to be human, you still remember all these feelings you no longer have the capacity for, enough that you help the best friend of the boy you fell in love with to save him from your witch master. And then you just. Go on being a crow. You spend the rest of your life stuck with knowledge and feelings, in a form that should feel like your own and yet wasn’t designed for this.

[apdreadful]

You remember that episode after Eddie was shot?And Buck put himself in the line of fire to save that guy trapped in that crane, even though that sniper was still out there killing cops and firefighters?

And afterward back at the station Bobby hollered at him for risking his life. And Buck all but said “Im not letting anyone else at the 118 get hurt…I’m expendable”

I think that would fucking break Tommy’s heart to hear that. To hear Evan Buckley say he believes/ever believed, that he is expendable. And, I hope Tommy gets to stay, and that he gets to show Evan that to him, he is the furthest thing from expendable.

[adrienschat]

[subtle-as-an-earthquake]

sometimes i think about penny turner and how much she must love her brilliant, beautiful son, her only child, and how proud she must be of him, but how much she must've worried about him too over the years (and probably still does sometimes) and then i cry a little 🥺

gif credit @ihatealexturner [X]

more emo thoughts about this under the cut because it's just that kind of night i suppose

like, we know alex and his mum (both his parents actually) have a great relationship and they love each other very much, so i have no doubt that she's so very proud of alex for how hard he works and how driven and talented he is, so proud of everything he's achieved, knowing how much he and his creations mean to a huge number of people

but then also, how could she not worry about him, knowing that yes, he is living his dream, but he's also flying all across the world every few years, a different city every night, performing to the point of exhaustion, only to have to come up with the next big thing all over again? that's a lot of pressure on his shoulders, even if he does share a lot of it with the rest of the band. and alex handles it admirably of course, but still, if even i worry about him sometimes, i can't imagine how it must be for his mother (and father, of course, all of this probably goes for him just as much)

i also think about how she must have felt when alex moved to the usa, and how relieved she must've been when he decided to move back to the uk/europe, to have him closer again. and i wonder how she must've felt watching all those different personas and eras he created appear and disappear, maybe sometimes fearing he'd lose himself somewhere along the way, but still always seeing her boy underneath it all. i'm sure she's gotten used to it to some extent, but it must still be overwhelming sometimes, seeing all the hype and the scrutiny and the expectations and the temptations he has to deal with, especially knowing better than anyone how special and sensitive he is deep down. i can imagine she wishes she could protect him while at the same time knowing he's a big boy now, and he was always destined to make his mark on the world in a way that required him to spread his wings and leave the warm nest she'd created for him

and then i think she must also be so grateful to know that he's always got his best friends with him when he's on the road, to support him and share the load, and that he has so many more friends who adore him and always have his back, and how much of a reassurance that must be and then I just 😭😭😭😭 you know? 🥺

[chibizuku]

bkdk are just so unrivaled. nobody is touching them in the [traditional] soulmates department.

they look good together, perfect even. they have a complex relationship that ended up resulting in unrelenting love, trust, and forgiveness. they know each other so well, they can practically communicate telepathically. their souls are forever connected, quite literally. even in their worst of times, they were connected in mind, body, and soul.

like. they're just so perfect for each other. i love them so much, individually and as a pair.

[herefortheships]

Yes hi hello I saw your Lydia analysis post tonight and I v e r y much love it! I'm fairly new to the fandom, like less than a month new, but do you welcome people coming to your DMs to yell about Beetlejuice?

Hello! I'm so happy you enjoyed my thoughts on Lydia 🙏🏻✨

I don't mind DMs 💜. I'm totally terrible at keeping up with them sometimes (this ask literally reminded me I opened a DM WEEKS ago like first thing in the morning and I FORGOT to answer later like I meant to... so I gotta get to that 🤦🏻‍♀️). But yes, I welcome all conversation. It keeps the hype alive. I love answering in the inbox the best though, because I can like read the messages more comfortably. And also I love when people reblog and add their thoughts on the post or the tags and I just love reading everything.

[lester-i-hardly-know-er]

i already miss dan and phil and i haven't seen tit yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!