#feel like a failure

[mad-badger19]

New job, better paid, have to fight every day against my anxiety and impostor syndrom...

[lorawant2sleep]

lately all that brings me pleasure is food, games and short videos

help

i'm turning into what i'm afraid of

[lostintime-liketearsinrain]

It's nearly 1pm and I'm still laying in bed, blinds closed and fuck all achieved today! Safe to say my mental health has hit a new low since yesterday so I'm chalking up today as a write off!

[delicatedeception]

Has this year been rough for anyone else? I got burned on the over the literal first day of this year. One of my dogs got killed and I've been dumped once over text of all things and then pre dumped by another guy because I was a little to lovy. (Which after talking to him about it he said he realized he didn't want a commitment like I was hoping for. I totally understood that he felt pressured and I apologized.) I've lost all motivation to draw or write anymore

[wordsbyher]

(via Feeling like a FaILuRe tOdAY… )

My age is increasing and I am still standing at the same place with nothing in my hand yet I can't do anything about it. Tears want to drop but not a single drop left as my inside feels like a desert barren land empty where nothing is visible. I am lost and everywhere I see myself looking tired and hollow like a failure.

[chicanedaze]

i need encouragement to finish my fic

[lavendulafaerie]

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Family can really mess with your head sometimes, huh?

[trippydaydreams]

everyone from my absn cohort is a nurse now and then there’s me who failed twice 🙃

[hotchocolatelovesyou]

I'm so tired dude

[lostghoulie]

my boss keeps talkin about how she's been losing weight & i just wanna cry

[ruporas]

need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)

[rippedmyselff]

Ummm, I couldn't catch the mosquitoe with my single hand

I did it in the past, just a week ago!!!

[sempiternal-alone]

[pensardoisabe]

Quase um ano ainda sofrendo pela mesma pessoa enquanto ela tá vivendo. Pior de tudo é que sei lá quando tá perto tenta mostrar que tem controle sobre mim.

[a-polite-melody]

“But if a trans man wasn’t trans would he—”

SHUT THE FUCK UP

He is trans.

You don’t get to separate the trans and the man because it’s convenient for you. Trans men are men because they are trans. Trans men are trans because they are men. You can’t just separate trans men’s identities out like this to say they’re oppressed for being trans and not men because THOSE ARE THE SAME THING and separating them to categorize how trans + man interact in a mathematical version of identity politics flies directly in the face of intersectionality and I’m so tired of pretending it doesn’t.

[nagitosstolenhand]

i don't like the growing opinion that people are being 'too hard' on deku for his failing to save shigaraki.

i've seen quite a few people complaining that a lot of the bnha-critical crowd are being too mean to deku for getting tomura killed, arguing that it isn't really his fault, and that hes a 16 year old child soldier who's been failed by almost every adult in his life, why should we be putting all of this on his shoulders? hes just a kid after all?

and the truth is, they're right. deku IS a 16 year old boy whos had the fate of the world thrust on his shoulders. but the story itself just plainly refuses to acknowledge this.

the narrative doesn't acknowledge how fucked up having a school that trains literal children how to be combo cop-celebrities is. it only tentatively acknowledges the fact that a universe having combo cop-celebrities is fucked up, and even then the only people who ever point this out are antagonists, who are portrayed and treated in-universe as untrustworthy. the narrative doesn't care how fucked up dekus circumstances are. the narrative treats deku like hes a fucking messiah here to touch the hearts of the evil depressed villains with his magical empathetic heart of gold before they get blown up or just sent to fucking superhell for daring to challenge the status quote.

deku isn't a person. he's barely even a fucking character at this point. he's a plot device, and a mouth piece for the objectively shitty themes bnha is trying to spout. the themes that tell you that if you're mistreated by society and want to do something about it, you're a villain. that disrupting the status quote and refusing to repent to some random teenage boy spouting empty platitudes at you means you deserve to get sent to fucking superhell. the themes that portray people fighting for civil change as mass murdering supervillains. the themes that look the audience dead in the eye and can call deku the greatest hero to ever live.

deku, who barely spared a second thought to lady nagant telling him the truth about the hero commission. who spouts meaningless platitudes about heroism and morality at nagant, and aoyama, and toga and shigaraki, when even the thought that he should question the world around him comes up. who's constantly talked about as this truly kind, empathetic person, but hasn't spared an empathetic thought to literally anyone who is classified as a villain. who listened to every authority figure around him except the ones who asked him to question his worldview. who saw la bravas tears, shigarakis various breakdowns, himikos plead for understanding, chisakis catatonic state, lady nagants truth, and barley batted a fucking eye. deku, who killed tomura shigaraki.

people don't criticize deku for failing shigaraki because they just hate deku. people criticize deku because of what he represents. because hes a mouthpiece for the atrocious morals and themes of this ideologically rotten manga. because any character he had was chopped up to bits in favor of the incomplete husk we have now. people criticize deku because hes the main character of my hero academia. theres nothing more damning then that.