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I am even more interested and intrigued by your Obsidian Sapphires WIP after reading your answers. Thank you for tagging me! Appreciate it, lots. Will answer for my main WIP, IRIS' L from the B/T Tetralogy WIP.
What is the main lesson of your story? Why did you choose it?
Specifically talking about IRIS' L and its' theme of Growth: the main lesson shall be Owning Your Decisions And Learning Accountability. I chose this lesson because it is something my teenhood therapist brought up about little me and I was utterly confused, until I grew a little older and realized many peeps (me, included) are not taught the true extent of this basic lesson. It's usually - own up to your mistakes, decisions have consequences but never really went to in depth. So, I decided to try to portray the toxicity of preteens/teens and what they could consider to better their mental health and lives.
What did you use as inspiration for your worldbuilding?
There are two separate worldbuildings and lore. Again, specifically speaking of Iris: my main inspirations for the worldbuilding were SVTFOE (animated show) and Transformers 4 (movie).
What is your MC trying to achieve, and what are you, the writer, trying to achieve with them? Do you want to inspire others, teach forgiveness or help the reader grow as a person?
I think I basically answered this in the first question but I'll rephrase the answer to the later half of the ask. Firstly, my MC - Iris - is trying to maintain (restrain) her relationships while fully embracing escapism. A juggle. Lastly, I do not have a particular goal for Iris, other than to showcase an example of the plot's lessons and themes. I do want to give seventh grade me some grace with a part of her arc, though.
How many chapters is your story going to have?
A number of Stages (Acts), twenty-seven chapters with parts.
Is it fan fiction or original content? Where do you plan to post it?
Original Content! I plan to self-publish it! The platforms will be revealed when the electronic release happens. (But you can also figure them out if you stalk my socials a little bit. Uhhh. Maybe don't? Surprises are fun).
When did you start writing?
Properly? Seven years ago.
Do you have any words of encouragement for fellow writers of writeblr? What other writers do you follow?
Hm, this is some advice I've given and here is some writer encourangement I wrote down one time. The writers I follow are incredibly chill, cool, very inspiring and/or kind af (a couple are irl friends but they do not have writer socials). I'll write down the ones I follow from the main account (you're here): @/moonlit-sunflower-books, @/ellierenae, @/orange-is-the-happiest-colour, @/ashen-crest, @/wayfaringauthorofficial, @/coffeeandcalligraphy, @/pens-swords-stuff, @/writer-candy, @/ryns-ramblings, @/writing-with-olive, @/fleetingfictions, @/duskyrapunzel, @/istabraq01, @/helenasurvives, @/riaisntwriting, @athenswrites, @/writingamongther0ses, @/naps-tries-writing, @/orangeismorethanacolour, @/kspendragon, @alecsaltylightwood, @/cianawrites, @myheartgoesuwus, @/misswriteress, @/kakiross, @/endless-plotter, @/soupy8lowfishow, @/olivescales3, @/oros-ash3s, @/aalinaaaaa, @/pluttskutt, @/dustylovelyrun, @/abalonetea, @/bethanywritesbooks, @thinkdrinkandsink, @/talesofsorrowandofruin, @/cath-crtic, @/ssnapsaurus, @/ettawritesnstudies, @/tragicbackstoryenjoyer, @/writingandlove, @/amongwriters-archive, @septemberliterature, @the-violet-writer, @mjmnorwood, @bebewrites, @/metaphors-and-melodrama, @owlfly, @/surroundedbypearls, @/harinawa, @yukina-chan, @costi-the-sage. Some are inactive or straight up turned ghosts. And there may be some I missed, sorry.
Open Tag! But also random tagging (feel free to ignore): @olivescales3 , @moremysteriesthantragedies , @autumnalwalker , @cheerfulmelancholies , @drowsy-quill , @ellierenae , @dustylovelyrun , @pluttskutt , @oros-ash3s and @ryns-ramblings .
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What is the main lesson of your story? Why did you choose it?
In reference to Obsidian Sapphires (because thatâs the wip whose theme and message Iâve fleshed out the most), the core lesson would be to not let ambitions of grandeur, perfection, divinity, etc derail you from the things you have/the people you love, and that even the most seemingly perfect solutions can still cause tragedy. The central identity of Obsidian Sapphires was always in relation to family, personal identity and the Allaitri Chalice was central to Eshaniâs goals even from the first ever draft. This draft focuses on the Chalice and its ramifications as a result of it being openly used in society.
What did you use as inspiration for your worldbuilding?
A lot of it is inspired by my perspective, my experiences, etc. It draws heavily on certain aspects of my home country, and also some of my own thoughts too. For instance, Helindians being maestros at non-alcoholic fruity drinks derived from my own wish fulfillment! I donât drink, Iâve never had a drop of alcohol in my life.
It also contains a lot of nature, because itâs a direct contrast to how sterile and corporate the real-world is and I think it really helps make the world very aesthetic, very alluring, somewhere that people would get sucked into and never want to leave. A faerie-style honey trap, if you will.
I'm going to give a specific mention of Morilaste, for it takes a certain amount of its inspiration from Italian art and history. This really became apparent after my visit to Milan and Venice, because I was in awe at the art and architecture. The scale, the details, the artistry, everything. Absolutely stunning. I find that when I'm in or near places like cathedrals and other highly grand, artistic structures, it feels otherworldly. I am awestruck that people made these, that people put funding, time and effort into these grand structures, and we get to benefit from the fruits of their artistry hundreds and thousands of years later. (This is why minimalistic, corporate-hellscape buildings of the modern age break my heart)
And it's that sense of otherworldliness that I want to evoke when designing Morilaste, because I want it to capture the aura of divinity that the court's namesake sought for. I want to use the sheer scale of it to encapsulate just how much of a beautiful, deadly trap it is, and how it contrasts and complements the way ordinary Helindians perceive it from the outside, with basically nothing but rumours and stories to rely on.
What is your MC trying to achieve, and what are you, the writer, trying to achieve with them? Do you want to inspire others, teach forgiveness or help the reader grow as a person?
Alycjaâs trying to prove herself to others, reclaim her innocence in the face of those trying to misconstrue her motives. She wants to be loved, she wants to be admired, and her ordeal is coming at a time when sheâs at the start of her teenage years, a pivotal time when she is beginning to flesh out her own identity separate from her identity as part of her family. Her arc is one of the most prominent ones in terms of the theme, because her choices threaten a touch of tragedy almost no matter which path she takes. In a sense, itâs a warning to not let others take advantage of you, and also an affirmation that there is a lot of power in oneâs own decisions, even in the face of things that are outside of oneâs control.
As for Eshani, sheâs also trying to prove herself, but more to repair relations with the people she cares about. She knows what she wants, but her arc is about actually confronting the reality of her desires, and her realising that she wasnât ready yet. This occurs all while balancing the responsibilities of her current place in life, trying to claw her way out without betraying so many people. She carries a lot of guilt, and the message I want to portray through her endeavour is that the past is the past, it cannot be changed, but the next best thing is to do something now, in the present. Dwelling on what couldâve been is what sets her back, and I look forward to the part where her character development fully clicks into place, I think itâs kinda beautiful (and it fits with the theme and her goals :DDD)
How many chapters is your story going to have?
Iâve an estimate of 30, but this could easily change.
Is it fan fiction or original content? Where do you plan to post it?
Original content, planned to go on my blog :D
When did you start writing?
Wow, itâs been ten, going on eleven years at this stage!
Do you have any words of encouragement for fellow writers of writeblr? What other writers do you follow?
Donât give up on your ideas! And especially donât delete them. Stash them away, let them ferment, make sure theyâre written down somewhere (and not just on a computer, physical notes are important too). Youâll never know when your ideas may germinate and go full circle. And even if they donât go anywhere, thereâs value even in those ideas just existing. (Side note, people love deleted scenes and snippets!)
I follow so many fantastic, talented, creative writers on here (and I know a decent amount in real life too!), that I would break the tags per post limit so many times over. For the writers that I mention here, consider yourselves tagged for this game, and also hereâs an Open Tag for anyone/everyone who wants to answer these <3
@seastarblue @bardic-tales @ominous-faechild @leahnardo-da-veggie @the-ellia-west @vesanal @thebookishkiwi @jev-urisk @cljordan-imperium @ieppiq @angelfevr @gioiaalbanoart @guessillcallitart @thereadingfoz @honeybewrites @oliolioxenfreewrites @theglitchywriterboi @corinneglass @rae-butter @oros-ash3s @mundanemoongirl @scarletteflamerald @midnight-and-his-melodiverse @ceph-the-ghost-writer @flock-from-the-void @tryingtimi @outpost51 @mattresses-and-macaroni @limitlesswritingvoid @agirlandherquill @space-writes @winterandwords @finickyfelix @wintherlywords @druidx @avrablake @inkednotebook @lizardperson @ineedaplacetostay @gaslightwestern @satohqbanana @acertainmoshke @sleepyowlwrites @talesofsorrowandofruin @talesfromaurea @the-golden-comet @bi-focal12 @write-with-will @glassstardust22124 <333
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Wonât You Bring Me Whiskey? || Attoye Drabble || Western AU
Warnings: Hats off to Cowboy Attuma đ¤
Tags: @mamajankyy @xenokattz @tvreadsandsleep @ariyannah @iccedays @blissdoutbyattuma @umber-cinders @mickimomo @dontruinmymorning @princess-of-gondor
âAnd here I was, thinking youâd forgotten me.â
Okoye acknowledged his presence without ever looking up from the papers strewn across her desk, right where Shuri had said sheâd be.
Attuma smiled at her from the post heâd taken up against her office doorframe.
âDarling, I think I could take a hoof to the head and still remember every damn detail about you,â he replied with a soft laugh.
Her writing paused, and she spared him the briefest glance before returning to her work, amusement dancing on her lips. ���Flatterer.â
âMaybe so,â Attuma conceded, standing to his full height and flashing her a charming smirk. He strode over to the large oak desk and leaned close enough to smell the lingering scent of orchids and amber on her skin and see the bright glint in her dark eyes, âbut never a liar.â
She hummed in response, lips quirking up, and continued her writing. âStaying long?â
The question was a familiar one, and he thought he heard something like hope in her tone. But he ignored it just the same as the pang of disappointment that flashed through him, knowing the answer.
âJust until morning. We leave at first light,â he said quietly, rounding the desk and leaning against it as he admired her. Even after almost a year of thisâ whatever this was âhe still found himself awestruck by her. From the sharp arch of her brow to the wide set of her nose, the deep bow of her full lips and elegant column of her neck, the sleek lines of her collar bones and supple curves of her breasts and hips, Attuma could spend hours cataloging her beauty.
He had.
âTell me something,â Okoye started as she finished scrawling a few numbers in a ledger and interrupted his musing. âWhat does it say that your dog found her way here before you did?â
She chuckled at his questioning hum and closed her ledger, storing her pen. Then, she pushed her chair back, nodding to the black-and-white animal napping under her desk.
Attuma glanced down and snorted as Yawri sleepily blinked one eye open. âComfortable down there?â
She sniffed at him, then crawled from under the desk, yawning and stretching as she went and placed her head in Okoyeâs lap, preening as the woman began to scratch her behind the ears.
âYouâre an awfully spoiled thing, arenât you?â Attuma admonished playfully, shaking his head as her tail began wagging from Okoyeâs continued attentions. He was suffering from a unique sort of madness where he found himself jealous of his own dog. âbut I suppose youâve got your priorities in order.â
Okoye shot him a dazzling smile lined with mischief. âWhy Mr. Almehen, are you implying Iâm a priority to you?â
Attuma froze for a moment, biting his tongue to stop the answer from spilling out. She always left him floundering, on the edge of laying out every secret his soul held. Gunfights held less danger, and yetâ
His mouth curled into a dimpled grin as he replied, âNo need for implication, Ms. Khubana. You occupy every spare thought I have.â
The admission earned him a playful arch of her brow, and she stood after stroking her hand through Yawriâs fur once more. Her eyes remained locked on him, and her skirts swished softly as she danced around the dog to close the short distance between them. His hands moved of their own accord, winding around her waist the moment she was within armâs reach and pulling her into his chest. Okoye didnât object; she simply traced her hands up his arms and settled them on his shoulders.
âEvery spare thought?â
Her eyes studied him carefully, compelling the answer before there was thought to refuse.
âMm-hmm.â
She pushed up on her toes, nudging his nose with her own, and something sweet on her breath danced across his lips.
âWhat about the occupied ones?â
Nimble fingers mapped the veins of his neck before burying themselves in his hair, and his eyes fluttered shut as she began massaging the base of his skull.
âHm?â
His errant hands tightened around her waist and drifted down to the warm skin of her exposed back.
âDo I occupy your other thoughts? Even the busy ones?â
His eyes shot open, finding hers immediately. Dark eyes entranced and entrapped him, and Attuma drowned in twin pools of brown richer than the ripest cacao.
âYes.â
His confession was rewarded with a kiss this time, and Attuma found himself uncaring for self-preservation.
Slow and searing, Okoye kissed him until he was drunk with desire and the whiskey that lingered on her lips. He kissed her back fervently, moving his mouth over hers until his mind spun from the lack of oxygen. The hand in his hair tightened as he pulled back, and he cupped her cheek with one hand, resting his forehead on hers as they breathed in tandem.
Orchids. Amber. Whiskey.
Okoye.
He never wanted to leave.
~plus venire~
A/N: I got bored and drunk and Iâve been watching a lot of Yellowstone and this has been in my drafts for⌠a while. Just a lil bit though I might circle back later... excuse my rambling in the tags
#attoye#attuma x okoye#okoye x attuma#okoye x attuma fanfiction#okoye#attuma#bpwf#black panther wakanda forever#western au#I believe we called it Fort Talokanda#feel free to ignore my rambling in the tags#but this is set sometime in the 1800s in what is now Eastern Mexico#Wakanda & Talokan meet in via explorers and no one gets colonized and thereâs elements of the Underground Railroad#Vibranium doesnât exist but there are buffalo and Okoye makes whiskey and Attuma is traumatized#pilesofpillows#drabble
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I received a few asks around a similar topic, so I'm popping them together here. ( ´ ⽠` ) DA:TV spoilers under cut.
[the Felassan Files]
hello! ââżâ thank you for the lovely and fun ask messages!!
lavendervoids asked: "iâve been dying to know what ur reaction was to seeing felassan in the game was???? the moment i saw him i was yelling and hollering and my first thought was âomg what does tumblr user felassan think of thisâ LMAO and thank you for all the documenting youâve been doing up until and past the release of the game, i ended up blocking every dragon age tag a couple months back to avoid any sort of spoilers but i still came to your blog everyday cause i knew you wouldnât spoil me haha"
hhhh ( ´ ⽠` ) tysm for thinking of me at that time!! and for the nice comment about this blog and visiting it. I'm really glad to know that my approach to spoiler tagging etc has been okay for you.
littlerune asked: "i don't even know you but you and dragon age felassan are so intrinsically linked in my brain that when he appeared in veilguard all i thought was "ohhhh i wonder how tumblr user felassan feels about this"
hhhh :D 𼺠thankyou so much for thinking of me!! ⥠some say that his ghost operates this tumblr blog, or that he lives still
songofamazon asked: "I'm still on my first play of the game, but whenever I got to the memories in the Crossroads, I thought to myself, "I hope Tumblr Felassan is having a great time. Did you?"
I had a great time playing the game and when playing the Crossroads memories sections, I loved them a lot, they were very cool and a highlight of the game. thankyou sm and for thinking of me, and I hope that you did too!!
phantabula-interactive asked: "im so glad you're enjoying the game!! I had to ask; how did you feel about seeing Felassan in game?? I was so excited to see the notes from him, I wasn't expecting a boss fight MUCH LESS. FULL CAMEO!!! They made him a lot prettier than I was expecting too (/pos)"
thankyou!! I hope that you've been enjoying it too!
so: I was sooo excited and shook to see Felassan in the game!!! I was like
(I yelped/hooted out loud like a clown) and then
and then it was suddenly like too much (pos) and my soul left my body and i astral projected into space/paradise/the Astral Plane/the Void or something etc
and then it took me some time to process or gather my thoughts about it.
obviously I was super hoping that we would see him in the game. I was sure that there would at least be some references to him in codexes/notes etc or allusions made in passing dialogue like Cole and Solas' lines about him in Trespasser. then when the marketing mentioned that we would see flashbacks from Solas' past in the Crossroads, I was like aaa omg, wouldn't that be the perfect time to actually show Felassan??, as a Fade memory or flashback or spirit echo or something. so then I was hoping like đŻď¸đŻď¸đŻď¸ and yea. but even so, still when I saw him in game for the first time it was still a huge shocked Pikachu moment for me.
I was already feeling psyched from the first Felassan codex/note that I found, then I couldn't believe (pos) just how many codexes/notes scattered around written by him that there was?? I was already feeling spoiled (not spoiled by spoilers but like spoiled from eating good) from that (a bunch of codexes/notes might not seem like a lot but when your fav is a side character that has only appeared in one [1] tie-in novel..) and then he goes and actually APPEARS, AAAA. I feel like I ate so good. with the Betrayal fight and the rune at the end as well, it felt like he was threaded throughout the game and was really haunting the narrative. some assorted thoughts:
first of all everything about his DA:TV appearances/DA:TV references continues to underscore that he is the greatest of all time
it also continues to underscore the pain of his death/story and of his friendship with Solas
may I please go and start a new life living in Solas' memories of Felassan on repeat. i simply do not care that my body would waste away in the waking world from lack of sustenance
in the endgame I was trying to concentrate and punch Elgar'nan in the face and save the world but I like couldn't see straight through the tears after having been given Felassan's Magical Boyfriend Super Rune (morrigan pls.. what a way to twist the KNIFE at an extremely critical moment for thedas hhhh..)
expansion pack where we relive Solas' memories of him and Felassan dating (he didn't deserve Felassan tho fr. but then, does anyone..?)
I know that Felassan would treat Lavellan sooooo right. so well. so respectfully. felassan would pull their chair out for them at restaurants and open car doors and whatever
Betrayal of Felassan refers to Solas' betrayal of Felassan, not Felassan's betrayal of Solas
also i love how they made him DEVASTATINGLY handsome?? in the game (they didnt need to go that hard), but also how, at the same time - even before the TME Deluxe edition illustrations, we all just inherently knew deep in our bones that he was, you could simply just tell from his energy and vibes and dialogue even in only the written word. cool rolls off this guy in waves, and always has done
did his model have smoky winged eye makeup? love that. love that for him
I liked his sense of style. the hair his model has happened to be one of the ones I was debating using for my Rook. it's one of my fav ones from the CC
I appreciated the attention they paid to detail when making his model. Mythal vallaslin, violet/purple eyes, an undercut - as he was previously described or shown in TME, dev social media comments and the TME deluxe illustrations
I liked the actor they chose for him, his voice was cool
I felt like his codexes and notes that he wrote captured his voice and his character. you can see the depth of his loyalty and devotion to his friend, his concerns, and he retains his 'voice' in terms of some snark, wit etc
it's fun thinking about whether Felassan originally manifested from the Fade (and if so, what was he a spirit of) or whether he was born the usual way of other elves. (it could be either one)
Betrayal of Felassan as a manifested embodied regret and its lines like "his back, turned".. very raw. that fight was hard enough mechanically for me as it was, then the lines were like being hamstrung LOL. how could they??? (pos/lh)
I always thought that, a long time ago, Solas was essentially the player character in a different game, the main character of another story. the leader of his own group of companions and friends on their own quest (to stop the Evanuris), and that Felassan was one of those companions. Alistair to his Hero of Ferelden if you will. in DA:TV we learn that not only was he one of his companions, he was basically the second-in-command of his rebellion, a General, his closest friend aside from Mythal and his right-hand man.
he was so cool back in his heyday
pain. paaaaain. but like in a good way (I unironically love to be hurt by stories pls continue đ...)
there are a few further posts containing more bits of my reaction and thoughts scattered through my Felassan tag. ^^
There were also a few other asks about this in my inbox, but Tumblr appears to have eaten them?? :< so if you've asked me about Felassan and my reaction since launch but the message isn't in this post, thankyou sm and I'm very sorry. đ pls feel free to re-send it. :)
I do remember that one of the vanished messages asked me what the Slaughter of the Pillars boss regret refers to - the Pillars of the Earth are the Titans. ("Hail Mythal, adjudicator and savior! She has struck down the pillars of the earth and rendered their demesne unto the People! Praise her name forever!") That undead boss embodies another of Solas' greatest regrets, namely what he and Mythal did to the Titans during the war with them - sundering every Titan from their spirit, severing them from their dreams, which resulted in the Blight as the dreams were driven mad. it also in a sense broke the dwarves in two and caused the fall of the fate of the dwarven people. Beyond the mural-memory that pertains to this in DA:TV, there are depictions of this time in the ancient past in the DA:TV artbook: [one, two]. Annotations there describe Solas rendering the Titans tranquil and capturing their souls; dwarves as a consequence then losing their connection to magic and fleeing into the now-Tranquil earth; and the Evanuris then building Elvhenan using the power of the captured Titan souls.
#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#<- this is my spoiler tag#rook#dragon age: dreadwolf#dragon age 4#the dread wolf rises#da4#dragon age#bioware#felassan#Best Elf#mjs mailbag#video games#feels#lavendervoids#littlerune#songofamazon#phantabula-interactive#longpost#long post#smoking cw#alcohol cw#cole#spirit boy#morrigan#queen of my heart#alistair theirin#this post is just a silly little ramble pls feel free to ignore it. not to be a felassan fan on main but also that is my url soo..#gpoy
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HSP culture is no, I can't just "toughen up" and yeah I will fucking "cry about it". You can't tell me to "just grow up" when I've been this way for over a decade.
Also, neurod culture is constantly being told, "How do you expect to get a job/live in the real world if you keep acting like this".
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#neurodivergent culture#mod milo#gonna ramble in the tags a bit so feel free to ignore#i've had panic attacks and meltdowns and all sorts of random stuff at the place i work#(retail)#and my boss is one of the most patient people i've ever met. never gets upset.#will pull me aside when we absolutely cannot afford to lose one worker let alone two#and makes sure i'm okay before we head back#it may take a while but it is possible to find a workspace that understands
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Decided to try out some new oil brushes with the disaster man
#black leg sanji#ignore the fire cause that shit wasnât the purpose of this experiment lmao#also the premise behind this scene is fucking ZoSan cause of course it is#basically he got caught in a storm looking for the local lost moss#said moss ended up in a small boat cause he thought they had to dock farther out cause of coral reefs or something#also the reason the moss was out in a storm was cause franky and usopp made him a tracker ring and he went >:(#itâs part of an accidental fake engagement au Iâve been building in my mind#as always writers and other artists feel free to go ham with this prompt if you want#Iâve got too much shit to crochet for the holidays to do shit else rn lmao#oh fuck I should prolly tag#ZoSan#even if most of the ZoSan content is in the tags đ
#tags are for rambling and occasionally being functional#my art#almost forgot that one whoops
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repost of life series rambles from my priv lol
"i said this in DMs too but Grians hubris is one of the reasons I grew so fond of him, and especially in this series where he has some more.. tangible reasoning, to consider himself above the other players, seeing the others be soo tempted by the idea to take him down a peg is so tasty. I'm to some genuine degree hoping he goes off by himself after this episode due to pouting about mumbo and skizz "holding him back" despite them being some of the only players putting up with his BS this season lmao
I hope his downfall ends up being just that, his own view of himself as "better", causing him to throw away the only allies he seems to have this season (other than bigB, maybe? but frankly, I never know what the FUCK that mans is up to HAHA), and everyone turning on him.... nods. Basically mostly I wanna see my fav littol guy suffer a tad, ykno?"
I have sooo many thoughts after this episode. I thought for sure at least one player would be out too.. I was in w2g with a friend and let me TELL YOU I lost my fucking shit when Grian said "You ran to me and died like I was gonna save you.." just a fucking completely bonkers thing to say. There was a lot of moments like that this session honestly. That one just left a bit of an impact on me HAHA Very fun, very fun....
#if you see this post feel free to ignore it im just tagging for my own blogs navigational purposes and im too stupid to use shortened tags#ramble#life series#wild life
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2024 Singapore GP | x
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#2024 singapore gp#more Daniel and Yuki and a small Max moment in the last post in the source!#ahhhhhhhhh feel free to ignore me rambling in the tags here ................#it's been a rough and sad day irl#but I'll keep powering thru and doing my best!!!#work and family stuff adding to the weight of it all đ a small cry and some deep breaths!! I'll be strong!!!!#better times ahead#âď¸â¨â¤ď¸#okay I'm peeking in between work thymes back to it here!!!!
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okay maybe i actually am able to work some magic in photoshop sometimes
#but i really wish i could stop being so hard on myself when it comes to my colorings#like i realize that i often speak in a negative way about my gifs in the tags#and i'm not doing that because i want people to tell me that they look fine or whatever#it's just my stupid brain trying to convince me that i could do so much better#despite spending a ton of time in ps because giffing is like my favorite hobby atm and it relaxes me and yadda yadda#i'm aware that i'm not horrible at what i'm doing but sometimes my brain is getting to me so yeah... đđđ#(also i really want learn how to do the fancy stuff with fonts at some point because these sets always turn out super pretty <3)#anyways i'm rambling so feel free to ignore <3#sabrina talks
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i don't usually do these ramble type of things, but I thought it would be fun especially since I just thought of something lol.
y'know how we have extensively explored Shadows and Sonic's trauma in multiple fan comics and what not? Going into the real nitty and gritty and what not. Y'know who- even the people that really like him -have never really talked about?
Silver.
Like, don't get me wrong, I love our little dork. But can you imagine how absolutely traumatizing living in the literal end of the world must be? And even more traumatizing to grow up in that world would be? Living in dead world, where you and your best friend and maybe one of two other people are alive. Having no hope for any kind of future. Fruitlessly searching for a way to fix, knowing that you'll probably either die alone or in some horrible way and there's really no point to try, but you still do because that hope is quite literally the only thing you got left.
And even adding on top of that, imagine once the future - I know in canon they all lose their memories and what not, but fanon and the IDW comics (and even canon at this point, let's be honest) always ignore that, so stay with me - everything is normal, a Peace future. I have high doubts Silver knows how to be a, essentially, normal person. He's been in survival mode his whole life. (Presumably at least) Silver doesn't know how to go out of survival. Hell, I don't think this man even knows what a 9 to 5 is. He thought saving his future would bring immediate happiness, every single one of his problems solved. But now? He probably would even more isolated because him and blaze are the only ones to remember.
And if we bring IDW into this, this man came back twice because his future was in danger two more times (as of the time writing this) can you imagine how anxiety inducing that must be?
Like idk, maybe it's just me. But I feel like this man has more baggage than shadow at this point.
#Idk#Just food for thought#Like no shad to Shadow#But jeez Silver has gone through a lot#And we just kinda ignore it lol#Feel free to disagree#Just my opinion#sonic#sonic fandom#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#Silver#Shadow#ramble post#Sorta au?#ChrĂłnos Courtship#ChrĂłnos Courtship AU#I guess I'll throw these here.#ramble tag
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Tagged by @mysoftboybensolo
Relationship Status: Married Favorite Color: Essex Green, Navy Blue, Maroon Song Stuck in My Head: "25 or 6 to 4" - Chicago Favorite Food: Does guacamole count? Last song I listened to: "Nights in White Satin" - Moody Blues Dream Trip: Switzerland. All of it. Both in summer and in winter. Last thing I googled: "How to make homemade raspberry jam."
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#feel free to ignore if you don't wanna do it i just picked people :')#or if you do wanna do it feel free to use my name as the person who tagged you#it's not even munday yet but here we are#kay rambles
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#just wanted to say i know i have a million unanswered messages and tag games and such and have also been very scattered#and kind of haphazard in my answering of things on here#normally i am on top of it and it makes me very anxious not to be but i will probably be a few more days to get it together#feel free to poke me though. i am often liable to forgetting to do things#but dw messages and such are not being ignored my brain is just operating at capacity atm#perce rambles
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well its always better to ignore me 90% of the time anyway and just focus on whatever art i poop out bc im too old to give a fuck abt these things anymore and just continue to say the dumbest silliest shit i have on my mind under my breath lmaoo
#no mid 20s isnt even close to old but yall get the gist#ik its meant to be lh but i guess im in a weird headspace rn and jsut wanna remind yall you can freely#block my babbles tag if you want me to stfu and also just not read my tags#since i happen to rant a lot in them#ALSO I MAY SAY THE DUMBEST THINGS THAT ARE ON MY MIND BUT its never harmful or mean stuff. its rlly just silly brainpoop#theres things you can ramble abt and things that should be left unsaid. so yeah no harm in me being silly in my own space#but yea feel free to block or ignore me i know im very annoying and people get tired of me and my broken brain constantly okok#babbles#tbd
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#bad thoughts ramble in the tags#feel free to ignore#but#do you ever feel crippled by loneliness?#why do i feel so bad i was around people at theoffice for most of the day!#and saw a friend after work briefly!#i have people in my life#why am i so lonely i want to scream#i just want a hug ok
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feel like the global tasks sweep strat should probably be nerfed somehow. my thought would be, give each team an individual ten minute overall cooldown on global task claims. that is to say, a certain team can only claim one global task per ten minutes. say, deliver gas masks, and then in ten minutes you're allowed to deliver tea, and then after another ten minutes you can claim hot chocolate.
another teams would be able to claim a global task for bananas during this time, and their own ten minute cooldown would start.
(the global tasks can either keep their individual ten minute cooldown [i.e. after tea is claimed no one else can claim tea for ten minutes] or a slightly shorter cooldown, say 5-7 minutes)
when a global task is claimed, everyone is notified, right? if not, in my hypothetical, they will be.
then, a team trying to sweep six tasks at once would actually take sixty minutes to do, allowing another team to swoop in and have a chance to stop it in cinematic, entertaining fashion rather than tubbo having to grind resources and then log out in front of the merchant to counter this, which is boring for everyone (including the person delivering). plus, if a team cuts it down to the last second and ends up getting delayed, they physically wouldn't have time to make a delivery, meaning even being a BIT of a nuisance could be a viable strategy, even if you can't manage to kill; if you can STALL you could still wreck their plans.
that's my dream anyway idk i'm not a game designer. just think it would be interesting for most players
(i elaborate under)
red team would have to shake up their strategies, which is fun since they're a team that kinda has to rely more on strategy than outright brawn (overall the team's pvp can't be relied on unless they have carre or phil, as seen today when pierre, bad, and etoiles attacked phil cellbit foolish and baghera, and cellbit and foolish both died to etoiles in the attack, despite it being a 4 on 1 at the time. baghera was killed by bad soon after. phil was the one to get the kills. the first day, when blue attacked [niki, tubbo, and bad as i recall] carre got both kills)
the other teams would then still have a way to stop a global sweep since a sweep would have to start earlier, allowing not only more time to arrive at global to pvp about it, but ALSO allowing another team to swoop in and steal the goal out from under the team again
i'm gonna use it in a scenario bc i'm badboyhalo and i can't stop myself from making examples:
so, tonight, if the proposed cooldown was in place, bad and tubbo would both still had roughly 17 minutes when red team would have HAD to start the sweep process if they wanted all six global tasks: 1 hour until the server closed at absolute MINIMUM. more for safety's sake.
therefore, in this scenario, there's a lot to happen
blue team could wait at globals, knowing red will probably try this strategy, and attempt or perhaps SUCCEED in killing red. if they kill red entirely, the operation is a wash; red doesn't have to gear to come back from scratch and take out blue team, and even if they could, the travel time to return to globals alone would mean they wouldn't get all the global tasks, potentially meaning they don't take the lead. if blue team is unable to kill red and dies themselves or has to retreat, but succeeds in delaying red, red would face the same problem.
if red sends in all of the task items on one person, and that person dies, even if the rest survived, blue could loot the items from that person and would be able to either use the items themselves, if green is currently the owner, or could run away with the items, effectively wasting red's time and again, meaning they wouldn't get all tasks claimed even if they were able to overtake the runner and reclaim their items.
i'm unclear what would happen if red divided the task items between them since it seems like the person claiming the task doesn't have to have all (or any? again, unclear) the items in THEIR inventory in order to claim so long as a teammate is nearby with the items in their inv (evidence: pac's vod "voltei... o que tĂĄ acontecendo no QSMP?!" at roughly 3:00:00; tubbo claims tea and tea is taken out of pac's inventory. i don't know the limits of this strategy)
blue team also has time to swoop in and steal a global task out from under red during this time. say, if red team had claimed the task for 10 tea leaves, upping the price to 15 tea leaves, and then blue team snuck in and claimed the task and set the price up to 20 tea leaves, (since the proposed 10 minute cooldown on claims would be TEAM LIMITED; red's cooldown applying to red only and so on). if red waited until the last second, they wouldn't have the time to reclaim this task even if they did have the resources, possibly forcing them to start their sweep earlier to counter this possibility, at which point team members who had logged on earlier and are out of time by the end of the night, OR members who live in time zones that don't allow them to stay up until server close, may have an easier shot at participating in defending against a global sweep.
all of this DIRECT CONFLICT would make for good audience entertainment and heighten the stakes of an attempted global sweep, since it would practically have to be one team defending globals for an hour while they pipe all their resources into it, knowing that if they die another team could easily swipe their task resources and use it themselves (along with the rest of their gear). it makes it more interesting, while still mostly viable.
plus it would force more strategizing for red team which is maybe just a personal plus, i just really like seeing people planning both in advance and in spur of the moment. it's really satisfying to see how a plan comes together and succeeds or fails; plus, since red team is the main team using this strategy at the moment and their main draw and strength as a team is cohesion and communication this would be completely fucking riveting for me as a viewer so maybe this is just a personal thing. but i really really think it would be fun
but again, i'm not a game designer, or a qsmp player, or a qsmp admin, or honestly even really a gamer? so maybe i'm off my rocker and out of my gourd and this isn't viable or balanced in any way shape or form but YKNOW what is this blog except putting stupid thoughts into the void and seeing if this time the void spits back hate mail so. i'm folding this into a paper airplane and throwing it into the abyss. hopefully it made sense.
k love you appreciate you getting this far, have a good week!!
(i hope your team gets a win in dramatic fashion and celebrates together!!! i hope they come together and unleash a plan so spectacular it takes the server by storm!!! i hope it's so good it becomes a vod you go back to even years in the future!!!! i hope you have a good week!!!!!)
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#shut up vic#block game brainrot#yes it's long beneath the keep reading no i'm incapable of being succinct#i color coded the important parts though i just wanted to try to be clear#examples are my bread and butter i do programming and math they make everything easier for me to understand#god i hope this makes sense to other people i didn't ask my biological peer reviewer so idk if this is stupid or not#tbh it's just a tumblr post so i guess it's whatever if it is but i put wayyy more work than necessary into double checking timelines lol#(i didn't watch blue today sorry :/ idr if i mentioned in the body of the post but i main red team)#(their energy is just more entertaining for me personally; though i kept an eye on pac once i could multi-watch!)#anyway other team mains feel free to weigh in if i'm making weird assumptions about what the teams are capable of#heaven knows my pov is biased here LMFAO#((for what it's worth i am fully aware this means red team aren't rly underdogs anymore and i super want them to be kicked in the stomach))#((back to the drawing board; what will they do??? I WANT TO KNOW :O))#((seeing them crawling back to victory from being like two pixels on the bar on sunday was great. more of that pls))#idk i've rambled enough#long tags#ignoring daylight savings it's technically one am goodnight friends i hope this post doesn't suck hahahaha...............#OH AND IF ANYONE THINKS I SHOULD TAG SOMETHING FOR FILTER PURPOSES ABSOLUTELY LET ME KNOW#i want to be courteous but i think this post is pretty neutral in tone? but if you think it deserves a tag i will absolutely add it!!!!!
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Gonna do some propaganda for one of my favorite aus, Shellshock so sit down and please accept my ramblings!
Y'all should totally place your votes into the Shellshock au because in this au includes-
Baby turtles! More specifically baby Rise turtles!!!!
Awesome uncles Leo, Donnie and Mikey!!!!
Mama Mona Lisa and Papa Raph!!!!
Raph and his beloved wife Mona being super cute and domesticated!!!
The Hamato clan growing bigger with the adorable babies!!!!!
There's a hella amazing fanfic that goes with this awesome au!!!!
As well as beautiful artwork by none other than the talented artist and creator of the au, @lieutenantbiscute!!!!
Absolute family shenanigans involving the boys!!!!
Mama Mona and Papa Raph smothering their babies in trademark affection!!
Auntie April, Auntie Karai and Uncle Casey!!!! (Like come on that's amazing!!!!)
So many amazing things!!! So many awesome bits and pieces!!!! And did I mention there's some angst material in this au??????????????? Cuz mmmmmm girl there's some delicious fucking food in this au.
So please vote for the Shellshock au to be included in the Tmnt au polls!!!! Cuz it's amazing!!!!!
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#rottmnt#tmnt/rottmnt crossover#tmnt 2012 rottmnt crossover#rottmnt tmnt 2012 crossover#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2018#shellshock au (not my au)#shellshock au#Shellshock propaganda is here#I'm gonna be obnoxious I'm so sorry#also sorry for the tag plz feel free to ignore it lol#tmnt polls#come on baby gimme Shellshock au please
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