#falls over. goodbye
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thinking about. aya going back to school after everything that happened at the airport and realizing it's changed her immeasurably and there's not a single other person at her school who can really understand. thinking about aya returning after two weeks of absence with crutches that she's basically going to have to use forever. thinking about her not being able to hang out with her friends like she used to. thinking about her feeling so far separated from everyone else because she was in the wrong place at the wrong time. everything that went down happened in the course of a few hours max, but it altered the entire course of her life and none of her friends can understand that because they weren't there. aya jumped from a tower, expecting to die. the doctors said her leg will never properly heal. she found bram and lost him and found him again and she reunited with kunikida and then she had to go home to a dad who hit her for taking so long inside the airport even though the world nearly ended and she's just supposed to carry on like this forever? this is just her life now? she's supposed to go back to school and move on? how can she possibly do that? but what other option does she have?
#falls over. goodbye#yes im giving aya chronic pain and a mobility aid this is just my agenda forever i think#aya koda#bsd#bsd spoilers#<- implied?#hello grace here
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i'm so sorry
#PJIAFDHOUGQYR8WWEFHQJDI#DOKAFIHUWJHUUHH#oughhh.... the old man yaoi has consumed me im so sorry chat i think the fact it became canon did something to my brain#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#ford pines#billford fanart#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#the book of bill#book of bill#tbob#tbob fanart#sketchbook#asher art#ASHAMED. ASHAMED TO CLAIM IT AS MINE#ive been having a bit of a billford moment over on insta im so sorry#i havent been able 2 draw digitally pr much at all so ive just been abusing my poor sketchbook w billford fanart#BYE GOODBYE LMFAO
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all might: tenko my boy! is that you?
shigaraki:
all might: you have your grandmother's hands!
shigaraki:
all might: and... it appears... your father's and your mother's and your sister's
all might: oh good lord,
#i still think shigarakis first design was CRAZYYY#bro tried taking over hero society and japan in sweatpants and 50 different hands#he could not have possibly smelled good in anyway#what the hell would he do if he was running away from a pro hero and a hand fell off??#does he pause to pick it back up and put it on?#or does it just fall and he goes like oh well goodbye onee-san#im in hysterics#bnha#mha#all might#shigaraki tomura#codi.txt
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mystery shack family my beloved
#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#stan pines#ford pines#soos ramirez#wendy corduroy#candy chiu#grenda grendinator#meanwhile artists and alex be like *slaps paz's face over everyone but the twins*-- wHOA WHO SAID THAT HAHA#i have been musing about the two girls she hangs out with#the fact they show up quite a bit.... i wonder if she'll take the steps to actually being friends with them#(did she ever feel any solidarity with candy and grenda when they were the potato sack squad?#those two actually trying to be fashionable with it tho)#candy and grenda being mabel's best friends and wendy becoming dipper's best friend is so important to me#it is a shame that soos and ford didn't get their own goodbyes but also#the girls deserve this!!!!#they didn't get anything for the other books!!!!
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In the event that the rumors of cheating aren't enough, and things are really going to be like this, consider this a warning. The censorship that may unfold because of this has prompted me to attempt to figure out to download a blog and... leave. I don't plan on leaving right away, but in the event that I have to just know that I loved you. The mutuals I talked to every day, the mutuals I saw only once a year, the ones I shared fandoms with, and the ones I didn't. I loved all of you. In the event that I'm forced to flee this hellsite of a home and I never see you again, know that I loved you. Know that I will think of you. Know that your life has made a positive impact on me. I wouldn't be the person I am now without this place and without you. Know that I'll miss you. I will never forget you. In the event that this blog becomes inactive, promise me you won't miss me because I'm gone, but because of all the happy memories we created. I'm not going to leave this site right now, but don't be surprised if I do. If I leave it is an act of self preservation. In the event this is goodbye, I truly hope we somehow meet again.
-Bluey
#im so tired#im so sorry#i thought we had this#i thought this would be fine#but apparently we were wrong#to all those who now fear for their lives#i love you#i wish it didn't have to be this way#if we fall into a 1984 like hyper surveillance state#know that I am with you#know that if I die it's because of them#because for once in my fucking life i choose to live#i choose to believe that there is good#and even though im not in a place where I can right now#know that when the time comes i WILL fight with you#because you're worth it to me#promise that I'll see you once this is over#life can be beautiful if you choose to live it#and don't blame you if you choose not to#years ago I was the same#your death will be a symbol of his ineptitude to me#it will not be in vein#in the event this is goodbye#until we meet again#abluehappyface
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i can't believe it's November.... what's next? December?? you've got to be fucking kidding me
#half joking#november is my favourite month because it never feels real#it's like a second that lasts an eternity#a suspended moment in air before falling down#feels like the world is ending but not quite#I love november#but also ugh. after this is the last month of the year and THAT feels like goodbye before we've got to restart the same shit all over again#so annoying
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i am afraid i had a really cute dream about the skullfu—i mean skull-liker emmrich. it’s getting bad you guys. if we dont kiss today i dunno……might not make it……
#50 HOURS ALMOST#WHERES MY KISS??#him and vanna are flirting he even called her out!! OK BUT WHERES THE KISS#youre falling over cutscenes in dai at skyhold theyre everywhere#in this game i gotta beg for a cutscene with emmrich GIVE ME MY MANNNNN#anyways in my dream it was post game. and emmrich was in his class teaching#and vanna walked in like heyyyyy<3#his students were all like 🤨 and emmy was like Do not fret! She is my… apprentice! My successor!#? even though everyone could tell they have no magic bc theyre a warrior but ok emmy…#and then vanna was like well im gonna need a goodbye kiss professor and he got all embarrassed and gave her a gbye kiss#and then his students were like ummmm professor????? i thought you said she was your apprentice?#and he’s like Oh bother! It seems I have been caught mid-farse!#and then the dream ended OK? what if i climbed you like a tree next#i can hear his stupid voice in my head i need him so bad. why does he sound like that#he sounds exactly what i hoped he’d sound like and i love it. i love you silly old man wizard
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i’ve been rewatching inside job and firstly i’m still super bummed netflix cancelled it but secondly i don’t quite know how the animators managed with such a simple style but the way reagan and staedtler look at each other is so soft and sweet and it’s legit making me tear up
#i love when men are emotionally honest and vulnerable#in my head his new life has something missing and he seeks her out again anyway and falls in love with her all over again#like her goodbye speech to him—she says ‘i’ll miss you’ and calls him ‘ron’ and surely that would stick#god what a good later season plot that would be#he remembers a voice crying and calling him ron and ‘i searched a thousand lifetimes where we could be happy’ like i want it so much#like they were definitely planning for the robes to eventually be the big bad villains to be taken down#so maybe in that eventuality he and reagan could be together#plus the way brett can see reagan’s lifestyle is really wearing her down is so sad bc he doesn’t want his bestie to leave!!#inside job#ron staedtler#reagan ridley#reagron#aj abstractions
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the way people talk about alzheimers and dementia on here as if it's some magical angsty whump trope is disgusting. unless you have watched it murder some of your closest loved ones and ravage your entire family then you have no right to be romanticizing it like that. you all make me SICK. I HATE YOU! I HATE ALZHEIMERS! IT IS TAKING MY GREAT AUNT JAN AWAY FROM ME, IT IS MURDERING HER, AND I JUST HAVE TO SIT BACK AND WATCH FANDOM BLOGGERS POST ABOUT HOW IT'S SO ANGSTY FOR THEIR STUPID SHIP TROPES. KEEP YOUR FILTH OUT OF THE TAGS THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FOR AWARENESS. i pray you never have to suffer through the slow death of your family and friends. you are lucky to have the privilege to be talking about it like it's just a plot device. i wish i could be as naive as you are. i wish my family was still whole. i wish i could have aunt jan back. i wish i could take her place. it's just not fair. it has never, ever, EVER been fair.
#i said goodbye to her today. she was asleep the entire time. i petted her hair and said one of her favorite jokes.#i couldn't stop sobbing. alzheimers has taken everything from her. taken everything from my family.#she has a DNR and did not wish to be kept alive longer than necessary. she is on morphine for any pain until she is gone.#my mom and her family have been over there spending time with her. she always liked to be around people.#one of the last things she said to my mom before falling into a deep sleep was asking her to please stay by her side.#soon shes going to be gone and theres nothing we can do about it. she was taken from us. she's not here anymore.#shes breathing but shes not alive its horrible its horrible its HORRIBLE I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS#WHY DID THIS DISEASE HAVE TO MURDER HER?? WHY DID IT HAVE TO STEAL HER AWAY FROM US??#I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I JUST WANT TO GO WITH HER I DONT WANT HER TO BE GONE I DONT WANT THIS#WHY COULDNT IT BE ME INSTEAD OF HER. WHY????#evie.txt ♡
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shaving my head for the first time tomorrow. GAH!!!
#my current mood stabilizers have been making my hair fall out in CLUMPS. since i upped them in july#and im just exhausted of trying to maintain healthy hair when i dont even like HAVING it!#ive been wanting to shave my head since i was 11 but ive been worried abt looking bad/being judged by family#but even if i do look bad. who gaf. and the worst ill get are passive agressive comments from my fam which like whatever#i already went thru losing my hair in 2022 from an anti seizure med and id rather just start over than like#preserve the few bits of hair i have left lol#and ykw. this is a male rite of passage. every guy shaves their head and looks kinda wonky at some point#and i wont be on these meds forever <3 theyre mostly just to transition as i get off lithium... goodbye lithium my beloved
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[Start ID. A digital drawing of the Artificer from Rain World. They're in midair, black smoke curling around them after two explosive leaps, tossing a spear at one of the two Scavengers on the faraway ground and readying a grenade with their other hand. She's snarling with her mouth wide open, exhaling short puffs of smoke, its throat glows. Scars litter its body, shrapnel and burns and nicks from spears, hands darkened from throwing bombs. The background is solid-color, dull red, but there's a ladder and scattered spears and rubbish in the distance The drawing is completely taken up by a first-level karma symbol, which casts a bright, gold light upon the parts of the image it overlays. End ID.]
started Arti's campaign on April 25 and was immediately enamored > ended Arti's campaign on May 5 and decided to finish this up about it
#since this was two weeks ago it's gonna take a bit to remember what i wanted to tag. artificer was so fun though i adore them#peridots-art#artificer rain world#slugcat rain world#rain world#struggled a Bunch trying to figure out how to mix the karma symbol and shading coherently. this isn't bad though#also i think i'm clever with the transparent corners this time (if it's fully opaque my tablet corrupts it) however i forgot to add >#scavenger rain world#bugs#actually over the course of having this in my drafts i got Sick so i very much do not have the energy to keep writing before we pass the#two week mark. but i had a lot of fun despite a woefully short campaign the mechanics are 👌 and i love love Love metropolis. would ramble#about all of these things if i'm not gonna fall asleep if i close my eyes for two seconds. also tablet's at 2%. goodbye#peridots-described
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CUTIE
#personal#WEHDHEHE#AHHHHHHHHH#KIS SO CUTEEEEE#SO FRIKIN CUTE#MY HEART#FALLS OVER#AHHHHHHH#WITTLE SUMMER OUTFITS FOR KI#AHHHHHH SO CUTEEEEE#KI WOULD LOOK SOOOO ADORBALE#I ALWAYS LOVE KI IN GINGHAM DRESS IS SO CUTEEE#THE LITTLE SANDALS PERFECT FOR THE PRINCESS#OMGGGG#HEART EXPLODSS AHHHHHHHH#THE CUTE BOOTS TOOOOO#KI IS MY ANGEL#MY WITTLE CUTIE PIE AHHHH#HHHH#GOODBYE WORLD HE IS SO CUTEEE#GON BETTER PICK HIM UP AND CARRY HIM#KI SO PRECIOUS
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bwah
(Ink -> Comyet, Dream -> Jokublog)
#Star’s Scribbles#UTMV#Ink Sans#Dream Sans#QUEUE#falls over#my brain is slightly fried as of writing this#sorry gnag#Attempted ‘gesture drawings’ but they turned into skeletons oh no#I’m going to do more paper machee and get way to hot goodbyes
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i know hoyo is setting up rhine to have good intent and whatever in her trying to 'save' khaneri'ah or whatever; but i REALLY hope they stay with the cruel persona thats been built up for her. because it would be so wonderful to see a character who had good intent in the beginning just get absolutely corrupted; with the inability to ever go back to that prior state purely because of what had happened. also because there is NO way in her turning back after all that shit
#sorry. i dont think theres any good and plausible explanation for rhine to still be a kind or gentle person in general#she can (and SHOULD) have her moments. but it'd make so much more sense (and be much more impactful) for her to be inherently cruel#because look at all the stuff thats happened#i love the indomitable human spirit trope. dont get me wrong.#but rhine has that in the way she WONT stop her research till shes either dead or murdered. she is not gonna be gentle kind and optimistic#she watched all her kids (that she was SHOWN to care for) get very brutally murdered.#had to then go and kill her next creations that she didn't consider perfect (which most certainly fucks a women up. no matter what you say)#made the 'perfect creation' and the way she treated him was obviously a HUGE contrast to how she was before (being gentle and nuturing)#and left him (albeit with what we can guess was good intent) with NO goodbye just#a recommendation letter. a text. and his final mission#she could have good intent#and still care for others#dont get me wrong!!!!!!!#but shes. human???#humans can be (as much as i hate to say it) a tad selfish when it comes to survival#and being antagonized demonized AND shunned by teyvat and even her own people. having to survive multiple gods wrath#isn't. gonna be good for the human psych#and it isn't gonna be something fixable#look at how furina progressively faltered over a hundered years WHILE being adored#she already started waning in her ethics and morals (as someone immortalized as a human WOULD)#with exposing lyney and all of that when it was VERY clearly the morally wrong thing to do (which her as a human would know)#and being relatively pessimistic and clearly spiralling#(no hate. i love furina with all my heart.)#if thats how FURINA started going#imagine rhine who has nobody (save maybe alice. but i doubt she'd be constant given her spontaneous nature and refusal to sit still)#shit man. even I'D go crazy and be horrible.#its okay and natural to be bitter#and its not as if anybody was there to help#hexenzirkel has a ton of women who survived their own nations falling yes#but not ONE of them (from what we know) has had circumstances any where near rhine's
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#swifties romanticizing binge drinking#and making funny memes out of it#as if it’s not the saddest behavior to display in public#like that’s a person who needs help not your new parasocial drinking buddy#y’all are just alcoholics stop normalizing it for everyone else THANKS!#no it’s not normal to get black out drunk#she literally said on tour she had a problem w drinking#and everyone is 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#three cheers for a woman with a disease she won’t get help for#y’all are s i c k#watching grown men fall over themselves thinking it’s funny#maybe funny when ur a freshman in college after that it’s uh#time for some serious help#sincerely; the daughter of a violent alcoholic who is aged 20 years older than he actually is bc of his life long drinking#watch alcohol slowly kill someone and then come back and celebrate this shit#you are gross#having 3 drinks or more a week qualifies u as an alcoholic#js#goodbye
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Eheh here are my doodles from @flockofcrowsinatornadoofcreation s Magma!! >:))
Singular doodles under the cut.
And, my one of my favourites,
#it was very fun#and i will now pass out thank you goodbye#*bows and then falls over and collapses*#ninjago#lego ninjago#morro ninjago#my art#harumi ninjago#magma
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