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When Peter’s mad, he doesn’t show it on his face. In fact, it’s the complete opposite. He’s smiling, oddly brightly. But, you can see that he’s angry in his small body movements. He presses his lips together tightly as if to control himself. He either folds his arms or clenches them tightly. He stays as still as possible or his body shakes a little as if trying not to pounce on the person that pissed him off
Wade, followed him to patrol and Peter has this No-Killing-Anyone rule for him. He may have exerted too much of his strength or was too into the fight that he caused someone to lose too much blood and they died on the way to treatment. Peter ignores him as he swings to a building which Wade knew he had to follow
Peter lands and just as Wade did too, he immediately knelt infront of Peter with his head down like he was kicked puppy. Peter took off his mask and Wade expected to see a pissed off expression but nope. He got the most threatening smile he could ever receive and actually be hurt by.
Yet Wade does notice the way Peter fold his arms and body shaking slightly as if to control himself. He breathes heavily as if to calm himself down. The moment Wade tried to talk, he was met with a glare with the same threatening smile that immediately kept him shut.
Peter in the most frightening calm voice he can manage: Right now, I am a hundredfold more pissed than you think I am, Wade.
He was turned on scared for his life.
#peter is pissed#extremely disappointed too#Wade didn’t know if he was turned on or terrified#wade cries internally and externally#his voices are also crying bc they have to see angry peter bc of him#marvel#marvel universe#marvel headcanons#peter parker#spiderman#wade wilson#deadpool#spideypool#spiderman x deadpool
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I really hope the hermits and victims are okay right now, I'm glad they have each other at least though all this
Thankfully they're all adults with support. I trust their judgement as a group and will continue to do so.
If anyone on here needs support or to vent my ask box and dms are open. If you do not wish me to publish an ask (if you're just venting for example) please put that at the top.
P.s please do not send hate to anyone. Hate is never necessary.
#nix speaks#hermitcraft#iskall85#oh boy#i do not support iskall#or stress for supporting him#if I didnt support him before (I didnt) I certainly dont now#no decent person acts like he is doing. it isnt okay.#i hope he is able to get help and heal and become a better person. stress too.#the hermits are all older than me though some not by much so i absolutely trust and support their decisions when it comes to this#I've been through enough in my own life to pass my own judgement. In my opinion this is extremely disturbing#my judgement and opinion is that even if none of the allegations are true (which I first and foremost support the victims)#that the video is enough to tell me that iskall is not a good person and is not worthy of my support#i hope he is able to move on and heal and do it away from the internet. stress too#I am incredibly disappointed and will hopefully find an archive page to put my fics about him as I dont want them anymore
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the themes of death and afterlife and the supernatural are so explicit and recurring in ueda akinari’s work that if his bsd character isn’t a spirit/doesn’t become a spirit of some kind idek what asagiri’s cooking
#now imagine a world where i can say ‘bsd character’ and ‘become a spirit’ in the same sentence without twitching like a dead animal#i was joking about kyougozen but it might be extremely serious y’all…….#anyway the ref could just be to fukuchi and his ascent to the supernatural/godhood but that would be kinda disappointing imo#@ ueda don’t let that old man steal your sword AND your shine king#i’m trying not to hold out too much hope re:gaiden but i can’t help it. the quote… the vibes…#you guys just have to trust me on this one when have i ever been wrong. aside from all the times i have been
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the vore community has been, and will continue to be a place that is unsafe for both minors and victims of any form of abuse or grooming suffered within it. people have proven time and time again that they will refuse to acknowledge or in fact, violently defend abusers for any reason they can cook up because they do not want to face the consequences of doing so- all people want to do is consume vore content thoughtlessly and if ignoring their favorite artist's grooming allegations means they can do it, then so be it. ignorance is bliss- that's why so many blogs around here are still firmly in the "i don't care who interacts with me!!" boat if it means they don't have to think about it. believe it or not, you have to think about your actions in a kink space even if you don't see it as one.
you can't just excuse away the harm you're enabling with "i didn't know," or "i don't want to talk about that, i just wanna vibe and look at pictures of people eating each other!" that is still enabling, that is still causing harm, and that's just proving to hurt people that there's no one they can trust and when it comes down to it, no one will stick up for them when they open up about the things they've suffered. it's always the victims who are wrong for standing up for themselves or calling attention to people that have been or are still doing harm (especially if they aren't cordial and nonthreatening in the way they talk about it, even though they have every right to be upset), because there's no way your favorite artist could do something bad! their art is too good! their writing is too well-done to be made by someone bad! so it must be them who's wrong, because the abuser said so and the victim was mean! why don't we all attack the victim for daring to open up and nitpick how they did it, because surely that is what prevents people from being hurt! ignore how nobody's actually done any of these things, btw (and if they did, they get ignored immediately).
at worst, these people are callous and cruel and are abusers themselves. at best, these people are enabling harm to be perpetuated because they don't want to acknowledge it. or they're too scared to be dogpiled too, or whatever other reason there is. this culture this community fosters needs to die out or people will continue to be used and abused.
this blog will never come off hiatus. not while this place and people i used to admire and trust continue to prove themselves to be the kinds of people that will justify the sexual abuse i endured for years in this community.
#speakin words#v0re#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#g/t#g/t community#vore community#since this is largely on the gt side but i enjoy gt vore stuff too#its just. wow. i come on here for my lurk and see a friend of mine getting harassed for DOING THE RIGHT THING and platforming someones stor#you people will do anything to keep eating up that abusers content. to keep talking to that kid as a 30 yo. to keep ignoring it all#its disappointing and frankly scary and its why i dont feel safe here anymore#my ex doesnt use tumblr anymore but if he did and i made a callout im certain people would defend him#or write it off as drama they dont want to get involved in so they refuse to show support or quote unquote pick sides#time doesnt heal all wounds surprisingly! a victims testimony doesnt go bad like some of yall think it does#and even then people act like its the abusers life being ruined by someone rightfully calling out their bad behavior...what about the victi#when it comes down to it people act holier than thou and talk down the victims until they dont want to speak anymore#so much for supporting victims of abuse right. not when their abusers are people you like#i still have over a thousand followers here i want to use my platform to call attention to this#and then let this blog die. i am tired of yall i really am
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Blue: A Retelling of "The Blue Castle" by M.J. Rednow
Valancy is not a rebel. Every moment of her day is controlled by the artificial intelligence that monitors her movements, but she doesn't dare to resist strict rules of Stirling Society. Any who object are cast out of their safe city and banished to the toxic, dangerous Wilderness. Yet Valancy dreams of freedom, inspired by the secretly subversive writings of John Foster. His supposedly scientific texts speak of the beauty of nature and spark thoughts of society beyond Stirling control--yet, for Valancy, these can be nothing more than dreams. Then the infallible AI medical doctor informs Valancy that she has less than a year to live. Valancy realizes that she doesn't want to die never having lived, and she begins to push back against the restrictions of her life. She speaks out against the pointless rules, helps an invalid deemed useless to society, and is eventually cast out into the Wilderness, where she marries a mysterious outcast who teaches her to brave the wonders and terrors of nature--and maybe, to bring down the Stirling society once and for all.
#imaginary book recs#the blue castle#l.m. montgomery#my ya teen dystopian dive led me unexpectedly to this book#i devoured it in like six hours#stayed up way too late#the only other blue castle retelling i've read was kind of a disappointment#but this one works#the blue castle lends itself extremely well to a dystopia and i can't believe i've never thought of this before#barney snaith as rebel leader was everything i never knew i wanted#(i was thinking: i should just daydream a stupid ya dystopian premise)#(maybe a retelling)#(what's a classic i know well enough that can adapt to a dystopian setting?)#(i fully wanted this to just be a premise)#(but of course as i developed it i realize that it's something i could and would like to write)#(i wanted to try writing this as a two-sentences-per-scene just-presenting-the-premise fanfic)#(but i know it's going to be more complicated and time-consuming than it looks)#(so i thought i'd throw it out as an imaginary book rec so i can get it off my mind)#(at least until i finish the stories i'm currently working on)
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Spite
#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#spite dellamorte#spite dragon age#I'm disappointed i was too slow to get the shot of my de riva that i wanted but extremely pleased with getting this shot instead
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I know that people are rarely their best selves at a funeral, but do you ever just watch your family move through the process of mourning the Patriarch and have a sudden and violent and vivid understanding of Why Everyone Is The Way They Are
#it doesn't really matter if the answer is yes or no#because the thing is i am watching my family disintegrate in the wake and wreckage of disability/chronic illness#and i am feeling a grief and a rage that i cannot quite cope with#i am feeling many things and I am extremely drunk on vodka and tequila and red wine and i spent all day emotionally regulating#the worlds most fucking fucked up audhd genetic pool i've ever seen in my life#i don't quite know how to cope with the things that have happened today and as busy as my brain is given all that i prolly shouldn't have#had quite so many substances#the crossfade is far superior to being sober around my family and apparently despite it all i wasn't too incoherent#i was a blubbering baby the whole funeral tho#and i did spend the whole reception trying to manage a pots episode and the whole after party trying to stabilize my cousins#i don't know where in all this I will really be able to grieve my uncle himself#but honestly part of the issue on that is that i am feeling rather upset with and disappointed in the few people in my family who I had come#to trust over the years#chrissy and jenn are still everything i knew them to he#*be#and everyone else.....well#the people i knew before at least#fucking intergenerational trauma - the musical
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Happy
#hello everuone it is 1am whoch means I am legally obligated to turn all sillu Puter doodles into. stuff like this#cw disturbing imagery#cw scopophobia#he is at very low opacity but he is there. so. tagging#once you see him he is. uh yeah#anyways#MARIWARE SOBS#ignore some of the blaring colouring issues here#ALSO may stop drawing therapy arc mariware as much because shes exclusive to IHX IVPMJKEL rn#…how have I fucking memorised yhat shit. sighs#anywho. thats the puter fan game/website thing!!!!!!!!!! I still haven’t fully established the lore there yet#been thinking EXTREMELY hard about it though >:)))#omori#omori au#omori mari#puter au#mariware#my art#however on that note. I’ve FINALLY got a concrete grasp on puter’s plotline I believe#THANK GOD#I’m still experimenting with it Because I don’t want it to be too outlandish#but I’m pretty happy wirh it now :)))))) which#-is a HUGE relief for me#hope you guys can be as excited as I am for this !!!!!#I’ll try my best not to disappoint hehe because all the support for puter has been INSANE#thank you all SO MUCH <33333
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Day #78: Movie-goers
#miraculous ladybug#feligami#kagami tsurugi#felix graham de vanily#felix fathom#marinette dupain cheng#ml spoilers#<- well#feligaminette#<- LMFAO#anyways. did anyone else watch that ''''''movie'''''''#the only nice thing i have to say abt it was tht it was very pretty. gorgeous gowns etc etc#in terms of storytelling pacing plot and dialogue........... it sure had those things !#i really just do not understand what went wrong bc all those elements usually work fine in the show itself. like#idk other than visuals that was extremely messy. not funny not smart like it felt like a cheap copy of the characters...#AND OF COURSE. NO KAGAMI. ANYWHERE#automatic 0/10. chloes design was sooo cute though :)#see me trying to be positive. idk just saying i would not have made the movie like that. personally.#felt like so much wasted potential#IM REALLY TRYING TO LIKE IT TOO LIKE I LOVE MIRACULOUS SO MUCH THTS WHY IT FEELS LIKE SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT.......#anyways. if u havent seen the movie sorry. u can pretend theyre watching barbie or something
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Had a really good writing time in a cafe today (good by standards of fun! And also I had a brainwave for a character I needed but who didn't feel real to me, and now he does which is nice!) but unfortunately I cannot afford to replicate this very often...
Now to figure out how to make my house less hot so I feel any ability at all to write at home
#it's been great weather! but once I have gardened in the morning I am too hot to do anything other than read/nap/swim#even though I in theory want to write#so I went somewhere cooler today#I am currently trying to remind my brain that writing is fun so it was a shortish one#(although they told me the wait for food was an hour - and I was actually disappointed when it wasn't!#I think they cooked mine with some people who had ordered the same thing earlier cause it was barely 20min#and I had been counting on that wait to write without feeling like I had to vacate the table for the next person#(extremely busy cafe it being a public holiday))
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Why am I still getting witcher shipping fandom drama in my inbox again. What are you guys even doing. This and like a few screenshots are my only knowledge of what the witcher is even about. This is insane.
#text post#I know I have a policy that I won't interact with drama but getting multiple of these in a row is too funny not to share#last time this happened most people were as baffled as I was and the few witcher fans seemed extremely disappointed
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severance is a case of a show where i’m not particularly obsessed with an individual character (yet) but boy. am i obsessed with it as a whole
#mk.op#just starting season 2 now#might be the only good thing about today#i feel bad that i was just so…down#and probably bogged down a family outing#with an uncle who was apparently excited to see me so i hope i didn’t disappoint him 😥#and then almost cried in a walmart cause we were talking about my dog and how old he is#and how his death will devastate my dad#(guess it won’t devastate me then too huh?)#(but…my dad is home all day with him and he likes him more than me)#all the while my heart has just *hurt* all fucking day#i took some tums when i got home but it’s like im still in low health#also frustratingly covered in some sort of fuzz from a towel and it’s annoying to get off#saturdays are just extreme dysfunction days for me now huh
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crossposting this one from twitter but like idc keith who withdraws because he has an awful thing for "loving too hard" and getting so attached it all goes to shit making him feel like the problem vs undiagnosed bpd is this bc bpd keith is just my twin and i love the idea? yes. also im obsessed w the idea of keiths fp being shiro and his reactions to losing him get more and more extreme as a result of the mounting fear that this will be the last time he sees his brother and he will be missing and ripped from him once more (devastating him because that codependency vein runs DEEP) anyways if you guys want a full post explaining what i mean on that one just lmk i felt like broganes rambling because i like them a lot found family dynamics turning codependent has a crazy hold on my brain currently
#vld#voltron#keith kogane#vld keith#voltron legendary disappointment#vld shiro#takashi shirogane#broganes#i lowkey just feel like rambling about my broganes hcs at this rate#im terribly ill for their dynamic and the results of it okay shiro is in his late 20s but he has NOOOO idea how to deal with a#mentally ill teenager to this extreme i fear#hes a silly little guy#not an all knowing wise man#bitch is pushing 30 with white hair most hes knowledgable on is hair dye and high blood pressure#ok these tags getting too long bye
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finding confirmation that kirell was indeed 24 in the original game, and her being a high schooler when she died in argo's choice was a bizarre retcon, is Validating for a number of reasons (i KNEW she was a depressed mafia NEET. i FUCKIN knew it). it also explains philio's complete and total nonexistence in AC, because i'm pretty sure they realized what an Incredibly bad look their previously established relationship would be, and i am now ten times more irritated about that than ever lmao
#7 days decide your story#7 days philio#7 days kirell#argo's choice is an extremely mixed bag of genuinely good writing and bizarre nonsensical canon-wrecking mess#(even after the final route reveal; which was genuinely fantastically done)#it is unfortunately an Extremely shoddily put together game overall#but that in particular really truly launches it into 'none of this is canon except for the bits i feel like using' territory for me#i am a huge phirell shipper and philio is one of my favorite blorbos and that is EXTREMELY not the dynamic/characterization i showed up for#it made me insanely fucking uncomfortable not being able to concretely dismiss it; and it's a huge relief to finally have confirmation#but MAN. MAN.#7 days tag#dyn: what orpheus must have felt#7 days crit tag#the crit files#grooming implied cw#i was SO disappointed at him being the one (1) character completely left out of it too. i am a pillar of salt to this day
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brewed the first cup of my new cacao pu'erh(<both new things for me) tea tonight and I trusted it would be alright bc I love this brand but holy shit it's straight up just hot chocolate without the thickness of milk
#j.txt#so crazy. I didnt realize you can have tea that tasted like this !#it is caffeinated too so I can't have it too often but as someone whos always disappointed with their homemade hotchoc this is a gamechange#[redacted bc its extremely local] tea brand you never fail me I love you#most of the stuff I get from them is looseleaf too it's so satisfying to go through the whole process and see the leaves do their thing
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it’s obvious that having 2 people do all press for DA4 is an intentional pr move, so i don’t feel good about blaming one person for everything wrong with the writing. it sucks to get dogpiled even if your takes are bad and everyone’s mental health is shit right now.
#like I’m disappointed by some of that stuff too but the hate is getting extreme#being critical is fine! i am critical!#harassment is not#this is why ill never get Twitter/bsky lol#people are scary
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