#experience with it and it was Not at all healthy for me . bc of my brain)

[ashs-bpd-blog]

Oop OK uhm mine are that body positivity community is bullshit (cuz if you're unhealthy-level weight wise you should try and fix that instead of just 'love yourself 💞 you're beautiful just the way you are ✨️' like get the fuck off my screen being at a higher weight makes my POTS worse so I'm gonna loose weight even if part of it is bc I hate my body.

Endos are not only real , they aren't faking OSDDID (or at least most aren't bc I've rarely seen endos claim to have it and when they do they always have trauma , it just didn't make them plural it was before or after pluralhood). And also that tulpas (the experience not the term itself) is also valid and completely understandable. I was friendless as a kid and neglected by my parents to the of MaDD becoming my coping mechanism. If I was able to *just* befome plural from that loneliness as a kid instead of the fucking years of abuse I went through? Trust me I absolutely would. And I dont get why others are so brutally upset over that cuz like why wouldn't you want others to be happy or like- at least not suffering.

And finally , paraphilias shouldn't be demonized. Yes acting on the big 3 should be but without people saying shit like 'kill all pedos!!' there probably wouldn't me nearly as many people with pedo ocd or feel too scared to go to therapy to help cope with that unfortunate attraction.

And some extra fun facts about me to go along with those opinions : my dad is a pedo , he doesn't admit to it but he very much is one. I'm a victim of grooming and SA by an older kid , which is how I initially discovered my plurality (I have noticed headmates that spawned that are from before that tho , so it might've been when it became disordered or smth). And uhm yes I have an ED but my weight loss is relatively healthy compared to most of my friends with EDs so uhm yea

ALSO anyone can debate me on these on this post , in DMs or in the askbox but please stay civil (esp on the syscourse one)

There’s a trend on twitter of ‘what’s your most unwoke opinion” (as a leftist) and I have some moots to ask

What’s your most anti-tiktok opinion eating disorder or other wise (with no pressure tags)

I’ll go first, I think that to participate in society you need to be fully vaccinated. You need to get a vaccine in school and if you are out of school to apply for a job you need a record of full vaccination. I don’t care if you have an allergy that’s .2% of the population. I don’t care if you’re a crunchy mom who can’t let the autistic devil in your body or religious nut shit. You are killing people, you need to be fully vaccinated to be in a society. Your personal liberty is not as important in this situation than the interest of others so therefore it’s constitutional.

Trigger warnings don’t need to exist. There are like four and we all know what four im talking about but trigger warning: tics!! should never grace my screen.

Due to the fat positive political conversation eating disorders are now political and are marginalized in that space. It’s harder to be underweight in online society currently than it is to be overweight.

No pressure I just feel like u guys have things to say @gruesomeghost-boy @h0ney-yap @cocaine-cass @v3hementvelvet

[starburstminibot]

Hey, anon who asked bout the "how things were before Breakcheck was born"

First of all: I read the tags, don't ever apologise for info dumping, I love the dump and will eat it all. I am thoroughly enjoying this au and would love to read/see more of it

Secondly: It's quite alright for not doing art, as much as I do enjoy your art very much and love to see how you draw these characters, I also very much enjoy reading about it

Thridly: You are so right, the writers dont know shit and you get it alot mlre, and i LOVE how you are writing the issues between the 'Cons and 'Bots. Like there is sooo much they just, didn't explain. Megs being the one to become good and the other cons are left to be the bad guys??? PUH-LEASE

And even if they were to no longer be the bad guys, there is SO MUCH to their relationship that is skimmed over, like, c'mon

Anyhow, eating up your au OP. Breakcheck is best boy and I love seeing this goober and his story on my feed, writen or drawn out

Do not give me permission to yap bc i will not stop and you will regret it I promise /lh

IM SO FERAL??!>{£|! OUGHH IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT SO MUCJ BC IM GOING INSANE THINKING ABOUT IT

Also… I’m going to give possibly a hot take and it’s that Earthspark genuinely pisses me off sometimes. Because how dare they introduce such an interesting concept of a post-war setting with a redeemed Megatron and complex Decepticon/Autobot relationships and expect me to care about the Terrans.

I still like the Terrans, i think they are so silly goofy, and I like the idea of new characters to explore. But THE BACKGROUND PLOT IS SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING TO ME. The human alliance that turned out to be anti-cybertron??? Mandroid literally killing bots and experimenting on them?? grimlock getting mind controlled and having ptsd??? The rest of the Decepticons fighting for power and seething in rage of their leader’s betrayal??? Megatron trying to navigate his new life while being repentful of his past actions while also not crumbling under the guilt of his mistakes??? The fact that they are stranded on an alien planet and can’t go home?????? STARCREAM’S ABUSE GETTING RECOGNIZED????

they keep introducing these really interesting plots and then abandoning them for the sake of the Terrans getting more screentime.

I think these things would be easier to juggle if there weren’t so many of them tbh. I would rather just have Twitch and Thrash be these new Cybertronians that can guide the viewer through these complex plots because like us, they weren’t around for the war. They have a fresh untainted perspective on life.

(Dont get me wrong, I love Hashtag, JB, and Nightshade, but sometimes it feels like there isn’t enough screentime to flesh them all out and they end up getting characterized to one singular trait) (if all of them are around, I would rather them have their own focus show without the background plots of Optimus, Megatron, Bumblebee, ect.)

Also they are REALLY trying to hit the family theme over our heads. They keep saying “family this family that” but deadass they talk about being a healthy family more than they actually act like it. Show me how much they love each other instead of putting it in every other line of dialogue.

Ok that is all, I didn’t mean to go on such a rant LMAO. I still like Earthspark, just sometimes it feels like they are trying to be two different shows and they are stuffing more into the plot than they have time to flesh out. (Breakdown, Starscream, and pretty much all the Decepticons deserved better)

[creepyjirachi]

okay hear me out. i know i love science and i’m very good at chemistry and physics. but what if i became a fucking accountant

[manasurge]

bleh

[spocks-kaathyra]

"ur repressed" okay well have u even considered that emotions r purposeless and only serve to cause harm to those around u and I have achieved a unique transcendent state beyond them. have u considered that

[f1-stuff]

do you think carlos has a specific waxing salon he uses in spain or he just searches the highest reviewed place in any city he’s in?

This is an intriguing question, and someone more thorough than I would cross reference how hairy he is during certain races vs. when he appears baby smooth to figure out what city he’s likely waxing in…

Or, if you’re like tumblr user vegasgrandprix, you believe he has his gf wax him 🙃

[llatimeria]

processed some trauma i think

[bisexualmaedhros]

transfem furries hornyposting online about the relatively niche/"out there" things they're into have inadvertently helped me accept myself more than the body positivity movement of the 2010s ever did

[biosh0ck]

i think i should kill myself not necessarily as a desire to be dead but because i think life is incredibly boring and even moments of genuine joy dont particularly make living 70+ years of basically Nothing and Chores worthwhile. i want to see if theres another universe ill go to. and if theres not then at least i dont have to do laundry and to work anymore

[bumblingbabooshka]

[Coping with Loneliness and Cracks in Control]

Ah, it’s happening again. This irritating habit of leaving the body alone But there’s no one here either. It’s youyouyou no matter how much you call. (so cavernous it echoes) so stop doing it Your mind has been cracked open over and over again with every repair the damage worsens how long? “Tuvok, how do you do it?” desperately. The Vulcan mind is a fascinating thing. Mysterious. Resilient. Much like the Vulcan people - it can survive much worse than this. “Give me all you’ve got!” because I’m empty empty empty desperately. Meditate. Sort it out. Hm? Isn’t this too much for less than half a person? I can’t live like this. What other choice do you have? [A Mind Meld - Desperately]

[artheresy]

Okay a bit of a personal rant, but it is so immensely frustrating to have so many clear medical issues whether they overlap from the same cause or not and be unable to understand WHY they’re happening and how to stop them while also having no one at all taking you seriously

Like I don’t think it’s normal for me to periodically like every two weeks or so have migraines so horrific radiating pain from the center of my forehead and the nape of my neck so badly that I can’t sleep and feel like moving will cause me to vomit from how painful it is, making me so nauseous it feels hard to breathe too

I am 18, I shouldn’t be having joints that stiffen when I stop moving for 5 minutes and that click when I move, nor should my knees just y’know super easily slip out of place when I’m just trying to walk normally and not fix themselves for a while, forcing me to feel that main and discomfort as I walk. For gods sake, I have gone to the ER for Sciatica, and after consulting an orthopedic doctor, I learned the reason they gave me in the ER for why it was so bad I couldn’t walk was BS so now I have no idea what the cause is

And that’s not mentioning the weirdness in my legs and left arm where sometimes, they’ll ache so badly so painful while radiating heat and making it feel as if my skin is too small and it’s horrible and it’s throbbing pain and it comes and goes with no reason because it’s never sparked by injuries either, it just happens and I’m stuck with dealing with it

And my fucking gut health, like I don’t eat the best and my mom too has a “sensitive stomach” but when I eat things that are fine, my body still has these horrible reactions sometimes and all it does is leave me with no energy, just laying in bed all day feel horrific and in turn, making my leg issues worse?? Because I can’t stand up for more than an hour, I can barely sit down for an hour, and I can barely lay down for long without my legs getting all messed up and I’ve done physical therapy but schedule conflicts and money have put a stop to that

I’m just so tired, I’m so tired p, I want the pain to stop

All they’ve told me about my leg issues is that “Ha you have hyper mobility” and I definitely do, but I dunno I don’t think all my leg issues are solely “a minor case of hyper mobility” especially when my physical therapist in the past was able to move around my vertebrae with her hands very easily when she tested it

Aorry if this is incoherent and sorry for rambling about personal pain stuff, I’m just a bit out of it from how painful this migraine is, my eyes hurt and I can’t sleep this sucks

[nomaishuttle]

uninstalled all the dating apps which ws like 8nof them . in the morning ill tell the guys i was talking to that i overestimared how ready i was and hopefully theyll understand andnjust drop it

[ghostificati0n]

typed a long ass post and deleted it but it basically was saying tumblr is weird bc we kinda treat our disorders like horoscopes and act like they determine things about our personalities.

like sure, they influence parts, but its weird that we create in groups and fomo for disorders like that. but its also kinda just human to do that and i dont blame anyone for looking for solidarity.

i just think posts on here can be harmful when u go down a list of, for example, adhd traits and mark off the ones u have and then feel like an imposter when u dont have every single one. this is all unbeknownst to the op who, quite frankly, could be wrong abt what disorder they have or could just be making shit up. not saying they are, but you dont know this person and you dont know if theyre trustworthy, and then youre using their list to decide if you have enough adhd points to be in the club.

[itsalwaysdark]

have i ever related to any other characters ... who remembered

[dreamyeyes26]

I hate the toxic environment of surgical rotations they are all egotistical stuck ups who brings you down for the most minuscule things, they say it is how it is supposed to be to keep things in order but if that is that then it is not my cup of tea, i understand the need to be professionals and i know if you are too lax in a work environment than people will not listen to you and it would be costly for both patients and the education, but i still don’t agree with the need to be sulky all the time to look serious and criticize everything just bc you have been working there six months more than the next person. I did more than any normal person would who was there to just observe and I still feel like being monitored all the time and i also got warned for the most stupid things in the last month. It is honestly so upsetting and tiring to be on alert all the time just so they don’t talk badly behind your back and it does not create a bad impression, bc then whatever you do you will be wrong and lazy. I think it is also a cultural thing where if you don’t assert superiority then people don’t take their responsibilities seriously and the work is done lousily, which is so wrong bc you should do the job, which is basically saving lives, for your own moral and ethic values in light of knowledge and if you don’t know sth you should be able to ask without hesitation. Ugh, thank god it is over this friday bc i cannot breathe here.

[protobrieile]

sighhhhhhhhhhh