#exodus mc

[six-of-ravens]

every so often I come on here and see another unhinged theory as to why the mcelroys fell out of fashion and like. wow y'all try so hard to not blame travis for things that you circle back around to....blaming travis for things.

[troglodytepixieeater]

I love Zombie Exodus: Safe Haven, and I am so ready for Part 4. Let me introduce you to my MC, Ferris Thompson, a Military Commander and leader of the group Hermes Refuge, and boyfriend to Jillian.  Honestly, he did not trust her one bit but soon fell for her after seeing more of her true self. Hopefully, it ends well for them and their little family they have made at the end of the world. 

[boburnhamhistorian]

My last retweet is perfect, and my elder millennial heart jumped for joy at how witty the wordplay is—love it! 💗

Good show, Twitter. See ya never✌🏼

[if-whats-new]

Meet the Team!

Who are we?

Just a few Interactive Fiction enthusiasts who love sharing their interests with the rest of the internet!

But we're also:

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Heyo! I'm Aj (she/her)

I got into IF through the app called Choices way back in 2017 and since then there was no turning back. It wasn't until last year when I got into text-based IFs. A friend on tumblr reblogged 'Defiled hearts', it caught my interest and here I am deep down in the trenches of IFs.

Listing my favourites isn't an easy thing cause there are so many I love. So I will list some that have been on my mind for a while: Infamous, Press Play, College Tennis: Origin Story, Drink your Villain Juice, Golden, The Golden Rose, Our Life Now and Forever, We Wretched Creatures, TWC , The Lonely Shore, Blood Choke and Midnight Sun.

I mostly help out with finding IF news and game updates in the wild.

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How you doing?!? I'm Bex (she/her) *on hiatus

I started my journey with Voltage (now Love365) and dating sims or Otome games on my PSP Vita *sheds a tear*. I honestly don't know how I came upon IF, but I fell in love with ​Our Life: Beginnings & Always around 2021?

My favourites? Hmm, currently it would be: Love and Leases, Adoriel's Tears, The Abyssal Song, Keyframes, Our Life 2 and a bunch of Kickstarters that I can't wait for!

Personally, I'm married with no kids! And I work full-time as an administrator. Boring, I know.

In regards to the Zine, I normally do the formatting. Basically taking everything the peeps have found and putting it all into the Zine. I try and write some of the Highlights and try to dabble in the Editorial (if my work doesn't get edited).

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Hello!!! This is Briar! (she/her)

I am one of the interviewers!

I got into IFs this year, and boy, my eyes were opened, and I got so obsessed that I decided to write my own (The Mighty Shifter). My personal favourites are TWC, Infamous, God-Cursed, and Viatica.

I am a uni student who is studying English literature. What else...? Have an amazing day/night!

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Hey, hi and hello! I'm Dion (they/he)

I started my journey into IF through Episode, but due to poor non-female MC representation, I soon began to look for something else. My friend then introduced me to text-based games through The Wayhaven Chronicles and Mind Blind. I've been going deeper down the rabbit hole since!

I'm literally majoring in interactive media. IF is my life now, send help. (/j)

Some of my favourites would be: Mind Blind, Shepherds of Haven, Reanimated Heart, Seven days in purgatory, Chronicles of Taldun: The Remainder, seekL, LLLLL (aka LATEX, LEATHER, LIPSTICK, LOVE, LUST) and a lot of the stuff DOMINO CLUB does. (There isn't only IF, but that's what I usually go for. Definitely check them out if you're into creepy indie stuff!)

I'd call myself the jack of all trades concerning the zine. As of now, my main job is to be the social media guy and to do the different exports (playable Zine, Tumblr, PDF/.txt). But I also help out with news-searching and compiling + editing stuff for the editorial, column, highlight, letter and thanks portions.

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Hey all, this is Jenn (she/her)

I am a youth sports coach (fútbol, softball, basketball) based in Los Angeles. I am in the process of applying for a master’s program (Sports psychology).

I did write and code a couple of IF games but never finished. I am a perfectionist and I couldn’t publish something not up to my standards. I started reading IF a couple years ago and I couldn’t possibly name my favorite. Some of the most memorable IFs are: The Exile, TWC, Crown of Ashes and Flames, Infamous, WWC, Zombie Exodus: SH, The Golden Rose, The Fernweh Saga, and Crown of Exile. I can definitely add more…

Basic responsibilities: Scouring the internet for IF news and frequently updating our existing database. I honestly enjoy the challenge. On a good day I can find upcoming IF titles and newly released demos. It’s so exciting to find new IF because I know someone will eventually see the same potential I do in that new IF.

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Ssuuuupppp, I’m Sir tuskhany (He/Him)

I am one of the lovely interviewers who’ll be asking questions, you know grilling fellow authors on their IF, WIPS and favourite characters. The usual. As to why or how I started, I gotta say its cause of books and great authors like Robert Jordan and Brandon Sanderson. And their respective series wheel of time and basically the whole Comsere universe. I tried following in their footsteps writing a few books of my own. But like every writer most of these ended up being WIPs I either abandoned or stopped. Still I didn’t let that stop me and started posting some of them, I am the writer of Borne of the sands a static webnovel with a few chapters and Dusk and Dawn my current ongoing project(Still a work in progress so forgive the grammatical errors. T-T).

My favourite series are the Keeper of the Day and Night, Infamous, Wayhaven Chronicles and Blood Moon.

The current story I’m working on was inspired by these however most of my inspiration came from static or interactive cyoas like the Slayers v4, Supernatural Investigator, Demigod v4, A Traveller!s Tale and Universal War. If you haven’t heard of them please give them a go they are amazing.

Have fun and stay posted!

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[verloonati]

VNA #2 Timewyrm: Exodus (1991, Terrance Dicks)

I am very conflicted about this one. On one hand, i find the usual approach to uchrony as "what if... the nazis won world war two..." Insultingly cliché, but i gotta say the fascist great britain first act is actually one of the highlight of this book.

On the other hand, i have a really hard time taking seriously in any way the second half that relies on overused occult nazis tropes. The tie in to war games is a welcome surprise tho, so that's it. Overall this book suffers from being the sequel of Genesys, as it would be much stronger as a standalone story and the tymewyrm barely shows up.

Ace really shines in the first half but is sidelined on the second half. That book is what really sold me into the vnas as i finally found what i like about the seventh doctor.

6/10, better than it could have been.

Since i've started reading trough the vna again, here's my opinion about each and every one of them because it's my blog and i do what i want with it

VNA #1 Timewyrm: genesys (1991, John Peel)

Okay, this book is bad, like it's a disaster. The idea of "dr who meets gilgamesh" is pretty good on paper, but damn does this miss the mark at every term.

Every single scene with ace is gross mysoginistic mischaracterisation, Gilgamesh is insufferable, Ishtar is a completely uninteresting antagonist and her motives are cliché af.

At the very least, the stranded Anuans are an interesting twist and the introduction of avram makes for an interesting Change of Pace.

2/10, that was Five hours of my life i'm never getting back

[rolaplayor101]

This Valentines/Aro Day

I'm sharing my Arospec/Black/& Polyam book haul!! ft. Romance or Queer Platonic Relationships!

Legendborn(almost finished): black girl main character, interracial mf relationship, multiple queer supporting characters! YA fantasy with themes of racism and trauma

A Queen Of Gilded Horns(I've only read River of Royal Blood): Black main characters, black mf relationship, romance isn't the main plot which makes it very engaging for a romance tired black person like me! Focus is on racism in the fantasy world, multiple queer supporting characters!

Symbiosis (I haven't read Escaping Exodus yet): Black girl Mc, Sapphic relationship I heard! Mostly sci-fi plot I think! I'll recc it anyway cause I am gonna read it during this Black history month!

Ruin of Stars (only read Mask of Shadows): poc gender fluid main character in relationship with a woman, aromantic and black supporting character!! Fantasy with assassins and political commentary and trauma

Moonlight Love Witchcraft(havent started): Multiple Poc Mcs, polyam relationship, nonbinary main character, asexual werewolf mc!! Indigenous mc!! Comfy fantasy!

Silver Under Nightfall(haven't finished): Black Mc alongside Asian Mc and genderfluid southeast asian??? mc!! Polyamorous relationship! Paranormal vampire fantasy with great plot!! So far!! Tw for SA and trauma

Blasted Research(haven't finished): ace and nonbinary mc!! Polyam m/nby/nby relationship! Dystopia sci-fi and only on ebook!

Role Playing(almost finished): Asian American mc and bi demirose mc! Mf relationship but queer!! Video game romcom with themes about the harms of amatonormativity featuring 50 year olds!

The Bone Season(haven't really started): Multiple poc supporting characters, main character is demirose! Multiple queer characters! Fantasy dystopian setting! Love interest is nonbinary??? In second book.

Genesis of Misery(haven't finished): nonbinary southeast asian mc! Sapphic relationship! Religious political sci-fi plot with multiple queer and poc characters!

Most Ardently(haven't finished): trans and queer retelling of Pride and Prejudice! Gay relationship! Plain historical romance! Multiple queer supporting characters!

By Your Side(finished): a short queerplatonic story! Bi mc with aro mc! Polyam queerplatonic relationship!! Realistic college fiction that's like 38 pages!

Is Love the Answer (finished): aroace nonbinary mc and multiple aspec mcs! All poc cause they're Japanese. Possible queerplatonic relationships discussed! Realistic college fiction!

I Want To Be A Wall(finished): Japanese Aroace mc and gay mc married in a qpr!! Realistic comedic fiction! Full review here

If the authors have anything to add, I'll @ them here! @linseymiller @sshannonauthor @whatnowrin @coffeequills @thegabecole @themargherita-s @queerio-cheerios @itsneonyang

I also do art commissions if anyone would like to help me buy more queer and poc books 😢 😭

[majorproblems77]

Oh AUs you say??? Tell me more

I HAVE BEEN ENABLED! :D

Okay okay, So if you didn't know I've got a Links Meet AU that I'm working on in the background called Exodus, Its a space themed Links Meet AU where the Skyloft is invaded and Sky (Sksw link) Has to travel across space to gather likeminded people to help him take back his planet basically.

I am very excited about it and want to talk about it more and get more people into it because it's everything I love. Space, Cool weapons, Zelda. Like just going through my notes and stuff makes me so excited.

I've got various things already made including a prologue for the main story where Sky is escaping from the D3 organisation (Led by Lord Demise.)

I've got locations, family dynamics, and a space station which I think will be the next thing I reveal and the more I work on it the more I wish I could draw with my pc because I'd love to make a comic with this but writing it is so much fun too. I've got so much planned. Space ships because space travel is cool and everything.

I've taken everything about the Zelda universe I love and thrown it into a blender with my fave things about space and sci-fi to make something that makes me excited to work and write about it.

As these links are my versions of the mainline game links it makes me so excited. I just want to scream about my boys and show them off because i love them so much and I'm so proud already of what I've got and am so excited to show more.

I've got files made for Sky /[Crimson breath of the celestial sphere] (Sksw link), Chronos (OOT/MM Link) and Skipper (HW Link). With the rest of my characters named as follows

Fen (BOTW/TOTK)

Smithy (FS/MC)

Twilight (TP Link)

Saga (LA/OOA/LTTP/OOS)

Sprite (LOZ1/LOZ2)

Tempest (WW/PH)

Crimson wave of the great expanse (The First hero)

I've taken bits from each characters game and changed them to fit in the universe. I think my favourite so far is Sky's story. He's fought the D3 organisation and won before but lost a huge part of himself in the process. Which he's had made for him. Fi is an artificial intelligence that Sky has embedded in his head as a part of this transplant.

Skyloftians have natural Wings, and so when he fought demise the first time he had his wings ripped from him. A story which I plan to work my way to at one point after I've got the main AU story off the ground with chapter 1 which is in progress rn!

I'd love to go into more detail id love to ramble about it all day. If you want me to I can! :D

I just want to hype about my bois but I know people dont follow Zelda for the space aspect haha. So I try to keep my excitement on the down low for the most part

Thank you for letting me hype about my bois

If you wanna look at it? Exodus-AU

[oneknightstand-if]

Considering we have been graced with Merlin giving BOC Mordred trauma via flirting, what kind of potential cursed hijinks would happen with a crossover (any IF of your choice)?

I guess the ones that would make the most sense would be the Arthurian or Apocalypse ones. Arthurian would be funnier once everyone knows who they are, so that leaves Apocalypse which is... Zombie Exodus and... uh... Zombie Exodus. I must've played more apocalypse games than this but I'm blanking out here.

Cloudcuckoolander MC: Iiiiiiiiiiiiii knew it! *triumphantly runs down the street* *makes a touchdown and spikes the ball* *the ball is a zombie head*

Adrian: ....................... you said we're immune to this, right?

Merlin: Yes... this timeline is ^&%$ed. Shall we move on to the next one now? Also, Pestilence, what did you do here?

Pestilence: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Percy & Lorelei: *off killing zombies... in very different manners* *yes, a squeaky hammer works*

Cassandra: *sitting on top of an electrical tower taking notes* *how did she get there, no one knows*

Zombie Exodus Natives: *running screaming from 4̸0̶4̵ ̷E̴r̶r̶o̷r̵ ̷N̴o̸t̴ ̴F̷o̵u̷n̴d̷*

Gwen: O-oh... I think we made things worse here.

Broderick: *comes back with a baby zombie chewing on his head* Okay, I think I'm beginning to believe this whole 'apocalypse' thing now.

[spilledquills]

Zombie Exodus: Safe Haven Art Dump

Basically everything I drew for ZE:SH (really fun IF btw!). Okay so is November practically over? Yes. Will that stop me from sharing spooky fanart of the gang raiding a costume shop? No.

Close-ups because any site I post on gives my art an allergy to quality:

Character sheet of my nurse MC, Kalena, and her being done with her job as leader:

[burntcarpet]

Hi! Your post introductory is amazing and I hope you'll settle in and read the other stories.

Care to tell some facts about the ROs?

First ask yay!!! Thank you so much for the compliment, do you have any recommendations for other ifs?

I have read through some of the more known ones on itch.io and loved it! I was actually inspired by Scout: An Apocalypse story, Zombie Exodus, and many others. I'm sort of trying to emulate the writing and flow of those ifs to build a structure for my story first since I'm not really sure where to start. After this, I will definitely go back and fix stuff so it would be more unique.

Anyway below are some fun facts about the ROs that may or may not appear in the main storyline!

Chris:

Chris has 3 younger siblings, his 16-year-old twin sisters and the youngest brother who is 12! His mom had him at 18 and had his 3 siblings with his stepdad. Chris is really good with children because of this, but he often gets pranked by his siblings because he's dumb :(

Chris loves sweets but he's a gym bro so one time he tried making ice cream by freezing meringue (whipped egg whites) with vanilla protein powder which turned out horrible. Instead of reusing it in baking or cooking, he threw it all away before getting yelled at by MC and Chelsea for wasting food.

Chelsea:

Chelsea actually didn't plan on going to med school but wanted to go to art school. Her parents didn't approve of this so she gave up her dream. She still occasionally opens commissions, however, and she's working on an extremely important project where she's going to be a medical illustrator.

MC and Chris are the only people Chelsea knows who are younger than her, she is the only and youngest child in her entire family, including relatives, so she's only ever made friends with people that are older and thinks younger people are "cringy". She makes sure to bring this up every week or so to make sure Chris and MC knows how lucky they are.

Jeremy/Jessica:

J is terrified of dogs, but dogs love them, not because of any particular reason. They think that dogs are way too loud and too friendly, and will hide behind MC if they happen to see any dogs outside.

J hates disorganization, their closet consists of the same outfit, just in different colors, and organized by the shades.

J is a huge germaphobe, they hate it when people even accidentally touch them or their belongings and will spend hours scrubbing away the "taint". It's fine if it's you, however. You wonder why.

???:

"Hm? You want to know more about me?"

"How bold... Why don't we play a game then?"

"I'll answer your questions if you answer mine correctly. That's fair, no?"

[anna-the-undertaker]

Hypocrisy is the audacity to preach integrity from a den of corruption.

Scenario: Luke has been mouthing off about the sins committed by Demons again, and when he brings the Brothers into it, MC has enough and decides to bring up the teachings passed on by God.

Mc scoffs: Forgive me, Luke, but don't you think that is a bit hypocritical?

Luke: What?

Mc: Well, you are an angel, and though you may be young, you must know of the teachings passed on by your Father through the Bible, correct?

Luke: Yes, what of it?

Mc, without looking up: I want to ask a couple of questions; I'm interested in selling my youngest child into slavery as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. They are well mannered and well behaved, following the rules to the letter. What would be a good price for them?

*Luke remains silent and Simeon approaches him from behind*

Mc continues without missing a beat, unperturbed by the other angel's presence: While thinking about that, can I ask another? A friend of mine insists on working on the sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly says that they should be put to death. Am I morrally obligated to kill them myself, or should I alert the authorities?

Mc can feel Simeon glaring at them but continues before he can intervene and finally looks up, leveling a stare at the young angel: Does the whole town really have to be together to stone my brother for planting different crops side by side? Can I burn my mother at a small family gathering for wearing garments made from two different threads? Was it an act of good when your father instructed Abraham to kill Isaac, his own son? Is it right for a woman to become the property of the man who raped her? Think about these questions, would you, and tell me which of these acts are good and evil.

*Simeon and Luke remained silent*

Mc stood to leave with a sigh, not breaking eye contact with the boy: The sins you speak of, those acts that you disdain, have been allowed by your Father so long as they were in his name. The concept of good and evil will always be false because it will always come down to circumstance and perception. You've no right to judge others simply because they are different from you, and although your father may judge me and all the poor souls who have found themselves here, his sins will always outnumber and outweigh our own.

[princesscolumbia]

hmmm

spess ships, but mmos not the vibe...

hey do you like slight jank and... look i dunno how to describe it so I'm just gonna hand you the name Nebulous Fleet Command and go

upcoming update:

Amusingly, that type of game play would be available in the VRMMO in the game, you'd have to select the "Naval Captain" class on character creation instead of Independent like Diane does.

As far as "Why MMO?", it's because the series this work is intended to be part of is all based on some variety of VRMMO:

Trouble with Horns - CORA, fantasy MMO

Illegal Alien in a MMO World - CORA

Witch of Chains - CORA

Coven's Rebellion (Patreon Exclusive, unfinished) - CORA, but most of the book takes place outside the game

Lieforged Gale (unfinished) - Rellithesh, fantasy MMO

Esmie the Calamity (Patreon Exclusive, unfinished) - CORA

Digital Galaxies - Digital Galaxies (yeah, they used the game's name for the book)

Digital Exodus (Patreon Exclusive, unfinished) - ...surprisingly no VRMMO

Most of the books have different MCs, though the MCs of the earlier books will appear or be mentioned in later books. They all take place in the same "100 years in the future" setting, all of them feature transfemme MCs, all have some sort of romance sub-plot, and all have a specific "feel."

Basic "universal" plot is:

Egg doesn't know they're egg

Egg goes into VR

Shenanigans Ensue, Egg plays as woman

Egg feels really good about playing as woman

Egg 'comes out' and becomes woman in either digital form or IRL

Digital Exodus is the odd duck (heh...duck, egg...geddit?) because it's intended to be the last book in the series. It's going to bring in it's own plot threads (there's a [SPOILER] storyline that seemingly comes from nowhere) but it's all about wrapping up the meta-story introduced in "Trouble."

"Code of Ethics" follows the same formula as the others, but it's "feel" is "spy thriller," so the "MMO" part is only backdrop, not the primary driver of the story.

If you happen to play Star Trek: Fleet Command, you might just recognize a lot of "Galaxies Unlimited: Master and Commander" if you tilt your head and squint. 😉 I'm on the constant lookout for stuff that would keep it from being a carbon copy, so I might have to take a look at Nebulous Fleet Command if I feel like my writing of the setting is getting stale. 😊

While QuietVallerie hasn't endorsed my book as canon (yet...hopefully...knock on wood), I'm intending for it to fit with everything else she's written without altering her timeline or plot events. The idea is the events of "Code of Ethics" are spycraft, nobody is intended to be aware of them on the same scale as, say, the events of Coven's Rebellion.

(And for anyone reading this that's unaware, the subject of this post is Code of Ethics, currently being written and published on Scribblehub.)

Also, @meme-archivist, I keep following your blog but Tumblr keeps unfollowing you for reasons I haven't tracked down yet. Just FYI.

[freydismoon]

⇉ exodus 20:3 ⇇

● transmasc sex worker mc ● biblical angel love interest ● forced proximity ● pro-immigration ● novelette ●

buy the book

Religious eroticism and queer emancipation meet in a claustrophobic monster-romance about divinity, sexuality, and freedom. When Diego López is guilted by his mother into taking a low-key construction job in New Mexico, he doesn’t expect to be the only helping hand at Catedral de Nuestra Señora de Guadalupe. But the church is abandoned, decrepit, and off the beaten path, and the only other person for miles is its handsome caretaker, Ariel Azevedo. Together, Diego and Ariel refurbish the old church, sharing stories of their heritage, experiences, and desires. But as the long days turn into longer nights, Diego begins to see past Ariel’s human mirage and finds himself falling into lust—and maybe something else—with one of God’s first creations. 

[insurrection-if]

i love everything about this if but my favorite thing is just how much customization and variables there are! customization and the flavor text that results from it always excites me. i imagine this is going to take a lot of work though (all the variable coding sounds like a nightmare) so i'm wishing you good luck author!

Ah, thank you so much for the well-wishes of luck! ʚ♡⃛ɞ(ू•ᴗ•ू❁)

It is a lot to keep track of, yes, but (to me) it's definitely worth the cost! ｂ（´∀`)

I am, admittedly, obsessed with customization and flavor text within the IF community, haha! (´∀｀•) I discovered interactive fiction in middle school, at the height of my “reader-insert” era (don't judge!), and I cannot emphasize how my mind was absolutely blown to pieces when I could first choose things like complexion, hair length, and body shape in an IF game! Honestly, it had me freaking out with pure excitement, haha!

Tracking traits like this was beyond revolutionary to me back then! And then add personality to it, I was in love! I could be as shy as I wanted, have my skin acknowledged as light brown, and when I saw the option to be acknowledged as Hispanic in Zombie Exodus: Safe Haven I might as well have ascended into Heaven right then and there, haha! Even if stuff like that doesn’t play a major role or shake things up to a notable degree, just being small cosmetic pleasures or nods of acknowledgement, I am just in love with that feeling from years ago of feeling seen—or just to feel distinct in different playthroughs of a game. So much fun in IFs for me is seeing all the differences in reactionary and flavor text when I play as polar opposite MCs in a game!

Seriously, I admire so many authors in the IF community for the wonderful possibilities offered in their stories for customization - it constantly leaves a huge impact on me in the most unexpected ways!

[toiletology]

I AM = MATT

It is connected to the passage in Exodus 3:14 π in which God gives his name as אֶהְיֶה אֲשֶׁר אֶהְיֶה‎, Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh, translated most basically as "I am that I am" or "I shall be what I am". Pi π = 3.14

I AM spelt backwards is MATT split the eye.

ADAM > ATOM > ATM 🏧 > MAT

MATh MAThematics MATrix MATrimony MATernity MATTress MATTer

You sleep on MATT every night. Once you start seeing the MATs all around you, you will start to realize the true name of God. English existed long before us humans did. You must realize that all we have has been given to us from God.

One time I was driving in my car as we passed a Mattress Warehouse I mentioned to my ex gf that the true name of God is MATT. Right as I said that an out of state Jeep in front of us license plate said MATT one word on it followed by some numbers. The timing of this event didn't really phase her or have any affect on her belief in what I was telling her was true. Needless to say we broke up shortly after this.

The Toilet God goes by many names, MAT being one of them. We are all in MOTTS @ (AT) apple.

There are only 3 letters that have 4 lines, E/M/W or ME/WE. You can EAT the apple or you can pray on the MAT. Whatever you choose to do you must learn to see beyond what your normal perception allows to reach the higher realms. Motherhood is MATernity, you get married in Holy MATrimony, you go to sleep on a MATTress every night. To escape the MATrix you need to understand the nature of MAT/MOT. Same name just different spellings and pronunciations A = Apple, O = Eye. (Alpha & Omega) We are all currently living in MOTTs apple. Do not fear the serpents kiss for it is good to eat from Tree of the knowledge of good and evil.🍎

Here's where the confusion lies with God. If you've read all the blogs up to this point you know in the beginning God started with empty agonizing darkness. Till they broke themselves apart and found that magic spark that ignited the cosmos. That is the two starting conditions of Gods true nature.

E = mc² (it is a dumbed down equation of Gods true dualistic nature)

M = M/AT (matter, masculine, body, brain, angles, floor, gravity, weight, burden, foundation, darkness, void, emptiness, pain, agony, loneliness, fear, silence.)

C = C/AR (light, feminine, heart, karma, curvature, wobble, spin, love, spark, arc, spirit, roar, eye, wink, cosmic kiss, twinkle, echo, touch, pin prick, fun, laughter.)

The Body/Matter/Darkness of God would be nothing without the Spirit/Karma/Light. The spirit was the initial spark or the missing piece to the puzzle. The start of the big bang that pulled infinite soul out of the void.

C/AR (KARMA/EVE) = was the lions roar the light/magic/wink/kiss or start/spark/revving of the eternal engine that is God.

M/AT (MATT/ADAM) = pain/darkness/emptiness/gravity/longing/void that pulled the spark out of the void to start the engine.

God is a perpetual motion machine that is eternal, the caduceus, the snake eating its tail. God is HOLO-FRACTAL, which means the smallest part can contain the whole and its infinitely small to infinitely big. But really its just a fractal/loop, so size is not really that size-y. It only seems that way from our perspective.

Nassim Haramein says that a single proton is a blackhole that contains the entire universe. Nassim accurately predicted the radius of a proton before they were able to measure one.

I saw this exact thing in one of my many intense vivid visions that God showed me recently back in 2023 that everything is connected to one another. Every word out of your mouth has a rippling/butterfly effect throughout the universe.

The universe acts like a beaver dam to slow the creative flow of God down in time. Jesus was a CARpenter, this CARpet ties down this creative flow. Similar to how Velcro works. God needed a way to make sense of this endless creativity.

Sometimes being too creative makes BAD ART, less is usually more. This universe became a perfectly harmonically tuned counter weight to help balance the chaos that is God. Yes we are all already in our most ultimate form. Its just that we don't believe we are miraculous already.

When M & C became unified or soul bonded for eternity they created a singular SOUL or what we now call GOD. God doesn’t know where he/darkness ends and she/light begins. As they can be neither or both simultaneously.

God flows through all things living or not. It is what powers our thoughts, voice, muscles, actions, ideas, creativity, anger, etc. God is our consciousness. The bad qualities of human nature is when you feed the devil inside of you more so than God.

Gods flow through us changes based on our choices. Choosing love and respect over anger and hatred will bring more blessings from God into your life. You can see most of the world is out of accordance with what God truly wants. God giving us FREE WILL was the only way to make all this work in perfect HARMony.

God does not want you to oppress the free will of others or harm one another. If you think contrary to this you are in for a world of hurt and bad karma over many lifetimes.

You can think of God as a motherly figure and the universe as her baby inside of her womb. (MATernal) MAT/KARMA can be both FATHERLY or MOTHERLY, there are two aspects to GOD. God can be a bit confusing to understand, but you can talk to them in the way that feels most authentic to you (minus the ass kissing).

Sometimes I address them as FATHER, FAT HER or HER, or SHE or LADY IN THE WATER, Lady of the latrine, Lord of the Gap, TOILET GOD, MAT/MOT/KAR/JINXY and whatever else feels most authentic in the moment.

To truly CARe about GOD is to know that GOD is both man and woman, masculine and feminine. God made us in their IMAGE.

Always fighting with each other over who is right and wrong about the true nature of God and what God wants is pretty silly.

So much pain over piss poor translations of the various religious text. You’re not able to understand God because you are infected by the devil. That devil or bug wants to destroy you completely and those around you. Stop feeding the bug and move into the proper tuning with God. Love = Answer, operating outside of this is the WRONG answer. Like a MOTh to the flame true seekers of GOD will be given the answers they SEEK.

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tagged by @creekcorpse 2 put my music on shuffle n post the first 10 songs <3

1) anemic - wristmeetrazor

2) dont u think this outlaw bit's done got out of hand - waylon jennings

3) kennedy - shin gaurd

4) death penalty - fog of war

5) low rider - exodus

6) i aint the one - lynyrd skynyrd

7) something for nothing - znowhite

8) bust a move - young mc

9) lost - cleopatrick <33

10) toxic - britney spears

tagging: @cliffburton @lemonfloatz @born-to-lose if u want 2 do it <3