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gonna be honest I kinda want to stop taking my meds
#like im in better moods now but also i cant feel anything . lol . nothing brings me strong emotion anymore#except triggers#it feels weird.#i miss being sick#whats wrong with me ?#well i still am. my OCD hasnt gotten any better. i just cant feel the depression it causes me anymore.#nothings changed. my life still sucks. im just not sad about it i guess. or i am but i can barely feel it#i dont know.#diary
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Linen and cotton blend Feel the ink flowing in your veins It will be blood of your life Give up the night Every sorrow is born of love Every love transcend sorrows Every sorrow is born of love Time transcends pain Daughter Sister Mother Paintress...
#clair obscur: expedition 33#clair obscur spoilers#alicia dess#clea dess#aline dessendre#ITS WORKING NOW#apparently some of the words were triggering the spam filter or something#so it wasn't showing up in the tag#so sorry to the mutual who reblogged earlier#except now i've added the words back and its still showing?#frustrating#tumblr why are you like this#ANYWAY at least the picture is posted i'm so cranky right now I need to go take a break
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Every time you reach Rank 10 with a non-thief confidant, they reveal that they figured out you're a phantom thief. From an in-game standpoint it would be really funny if Joker discovered this pattern early on and yet STILL keeps hanging out with Akechi. Like... bro knows that if he manages to reach Rank 10 with Akechi then the detective twink (who constantly says he will put the phantom thieves in jail) will likely figure out that he's a phantom thief. Because that's what's been happening with EVERY confidant before him. But does that stop Joker from dropping everything to go on dates with him? Nope. What could possibly go wrong
#anyway i like the idea of joker being really dumb when it comes to akechi. he's just like me fr#Morgana: “hey maybe you shouldnt go on dates with the guy that wants to arrest us??? he might figure out the truth”#Joker: “what was that? i cant hear you over the sound of my akechi text notifications”#this post is brought to you by my first plathrough of the game when i got paranoid that if i reached rank 10 with akechi--#it would trigger some bad ending where he figures out im a phantom thief prematurely#that was before i knew his confidant was unique#*there are some exceptions to this like mishima sojiro and sumire. but you get the picture#my post#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#shuake#akira kurusu#goro akechi#p5r akechi#p5r akira
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bob starts acting weird around john after the sparring incident. he seems somehow shyer, avoids eye contact at all costs. john, insecure as ever, concludes that he has messed up somehow.
he’s used to people not liking him but when bob gives him that awkward smile and ducks out of a room when john enters, something in his chest hurts.
john confronts bob, desperate to understand what it is he’s done wrong. more than anything else, he’s terrified that he reminds bob of his dad. when bob refuses to give a direct answer, john tells him,
“it’s okay if you don’t like me. i just want to understand why.”
and bob hesitates before he tells john that he does like him. he likes him a lot. so john asks what the problem is, then. why bob is acting so weird. and bob, seemingly confused, says, “i’m gay.”
he doesn’t know if he should feel guilty or mad. guilty that he’s somehow made bob uncomfortable or angry that bob would assume he’s homophobic when he’s never given an indication that was the case.
john apologizes and leaves the room. he doesn’t know where he’s messed up or how he’s supposed to fix it. then, as he’s sitting alone, spiraling, yelena confronts him.
she asks how john could be such an ass to bob. john apologizes for being homophobic, however he was, and yelena asks what he’s talking about. john asks what she’s talking about.
yelena says that bob confessed his feelings for john and john wouldn’t even acknowledge them. john argues that bob didn’t… wait a minute…
it takes him a second for everything to click and then, oh.
oh.
oh, he fucked up.
#dumb things i write when i can’t sleep at 3am#sentryagent#bob is genuinely just ??? does he not know??? what’s not clicking#it’s not “i’m gay :(” it’s “did you not know?? is that the confusion??”#and john has NO IDEA what’s going on. none. until it’s spelled out#i will stop there. except i add that maybe john goes oh. oh shit that’s what that pain in my chest was. oh shit do i like men?? and BOB????#local user bibob writes gay bob. i don’t care i love him every way#the meaning of bibob is threefold anyway. a multifunctional pseud#anyway. i will sleep now. if the loud thunder lets me#thunderbolts#sugary content#addition after sleeping: btw idk what the sparring incident is LOL i just imagined bob getting flustered and realizing he has a crush#and john thinks something he did triggered bob somehow
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More men should be in lingerie. Do you hear me? More men should be in skimpy, lacy, silky lingerie. This is not a request. Buy him lingerie.
#toast talks#nothing triggered this I swear (lying) I'm completely normal (lying again)#Okay back into hiding I go except now there are men in lingerie in there
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You ever think about how hilariously messed up it is that some guardians modify their weapons to make targets' heads explode into literal confetti? In PvP it just adds insult to injury, but in PvE it feels like I'm committing a war crime
#destiny 2#not a name#I use the Sweaty Confetti mod sometimes to identify whether I'm hitting my targets correctly#except for weapons that have a built-in trait that triggers visual effects on precision hits
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Oop he exploded
#hes sorta in an intermediate state between mortal and god here#triggered by the chaos emeralds i guess#the ourple crystals is the shell of his god vessel regrowing#idk it was just a silly probably doesnt mean that much#sonic the hedgehog#sth#art#my art#sonic exe#sonic.exe#doodle#exe community#2018x#X the normal fucking guy#except not so normal now ig
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Follow My Lead
Curly x Disabled!Reader
Can be read as platonic
AN: Purely self indulgent. I’m suffering extreme disability issues do to the change in weather and it’s very painful and exhausting. So here we are. Friendly reminder of disability’s existing and lives can still be lived. Thank you
SUM: You were returning to the Physical Therapy center for your weekly appointment. As you enter the designated gym, with its nurses, you noticed someone new. New people in the waiting room, and new people in the gym. Wonder who that new nurse is to…
Warnings: Disabilities, medical discussion, reader’s disabilities are vague but will have issues that are common in the disability community, PTSD, Trauma, Everyone lives except Jimmy, lots of medical discussion, so much trauma Jesus Christ
“Just wait for a few minutes and we can call you back.” The woman would tell you. You would give a nod and returned to your seat in the waiting room. Right next to quite the chipper fellow. With floral attire. There with a much older man. Perhaps his father?
“Hi-!” The floral guy would say, before the older man nudged him. Telling him not to bother the other people here at the gym here. You didn’t mind. People can make the atmosphere here so depressing sometimes. It’s nice to have some sunshine.
“Hello!” You returned, meeting his energy. That had him just beaming.
“You two are new here, aren’t you? First time here?” You asked, as the floral man nodded. The older just let the younger do all the talking. The floral one seemed the social butterfly anyway.
“Yeah. It’s not for us though. It’s for our friend Curly. And also Anya! She’s a nurse. Since she’s a nurse she’s helping him with the other like physical therapists here. He really needs a-lot of extra help. His arms and legs are missing, eye is missing, had so many skin graphs. He’s been through A LOT. So we’re here for moral support.” He explained to you, and you would listen.
Damn that Curly really went through alot. Sounded like he lost the limbs then actually was without them earlier in life. He’s going to have a long journey ahead of himself.
“Swansea here is also helping install stuff at Curly’s place to make it easier to move around in. Like railings, changing door knobs, stuff like that! He’s got prosthetics he’s still getting used to, but he also uses a wheelchair when they make his muscles ache too much.” He would ramble on, and you happily listened.
It was so nice to have someone be so positive. Many able bodied people just treat disabled situations with such mourning and sadness. It was refreshing to have someone have a positive outlook. To be excited to help compared to just mourning and worrying.
“You can come back when you are ready-!” A physical therapist would call for you. As you went to leave, the floral man was quick to call out.
“Oh! I’m Daisuke!”
“Well hello Daisuke. Please talking to you-!” You would wave, before heading back to the gym area with everyone else.
Typically most physical gyms would have a designated nurse for each person, that way you can be watched carefully and monitored for improvement. This gym, however, allowed that people who had progressed to a certain level can work out independently with the gear offered here. As a means to allow more independence, and for them to improve or care for their health by their own speed.
It seems like that Curly guy won’t reach that milestone for ages.
He was very easy to notice amongst the often elderly folks there. The rare younger type, but often it’s from some kind of long turn injury or recovery of surgery.
There you would see a man using the standing bars. Metal bars on each side, and a person would walk through the middle. Gave them the ability to use their arms to keep support instead of using all their weight on their legs.
Just like Daisuke said he was in pretty rough shape. His arms had prosthetics and same for his legs. A eye patch covered his missing eye, and much of his skin still was incredibly rough.
Despite it all, he’s trying. He’s shakily walking through, with his arms on the metal, and he’s taking it step by step. Still trying to adjust to having somewhat of limbs again.
Next to him was a kind looking woman. Her eyes looked like they had seen too much, but her smile said she is willing to keep on living. To spite the world she will be happy.
“There you go Curly. You are doing a good job. Just take it very slow. There’s no need to rush. You will be able to do more once you adjust. How about you finish this walk and we can sit down. Then we can try and use your arms for a while. Legs are the most exhausting.” She would say to him.
She had such a warmth in her voice. A nurse that everyone wished they had after any life threatening event. She was perfect for a physical therapist.
“Shit shit shit-!” He would start to panic, and he would end up slipping. She was quicker though. She managed to grab him by his chest, as his limbs went limp. Just dangling like a doll. He looked so humiliated.
Maybe he needed a friend.
“Hi! I heard you two are new here. That guy in the waiting room, Daisuke, told me a little about you two. Do you need help with like, oh I don’t know, anything? I’ve been coming here for a while now. If you want anyway.” You would offer, as Anya would help him stand back on his bionic feet again.
“Oh that is very kind of you. I think we are alright, for the time being. But thank you so much.” She was so gentle with her words. Clearly each word was truly kindness, and not just words to push someone away.
“I wouldn’t mind it. I….I have no idea what I’m doing.” Curly would admit, as there was still shame in his expression. As if he felt unworthy to be there. To be helped at all. That he just deserved the worse.
Very relatable.
“Oh sure! Oh oh! Maybe I can be on the other side of the bar. You can place your hands on my shoulder and your other arm on hers. We will hold you up ourselves so when you slip you don’t fall.” You offered, as you stepped into position.
Anya would do the same, and made sure there was a hand on his back and one on his chest. To help him keep himself straight, and if he slipped you both can push him back into place.
“Deep breaths Curly. You got this. You are almost to the other side.” Anya reassured, as you smiled as well. Suppose seeing you both trying so hard helped him gain the motivation to push through.
Each step was heavy, slow, and frustrated. He was trying his best, but sometimes his muscle spasms kicked in and his leg would just move the wrong way. You could relate to that. Muscle spasms were so annoying to deal with. Especially in public. People think you are on some kind of drug and question you. Annoying as hell.
It was slow, but you didn’t care. He needed a little extra help and you figured you could offer it. Make things just a little easier for him. It’s rough. You know it so well.
He finally reached the other end, and Anya couldn’t help but clap and beam. So proud of him. So damn happy he did it. Course when she let go he ended up falling into you, but you managed to help him get back up again.
“Sorry! Just you did it! Before you know it you’ll be running and jumping. You’ll be back to skiing in no time.” She would encourage, before bringing the wheelchair over. The two of you helping him sit in it. Such a relief.
“You ski?” You asked, as Anya would help take his legs off. Let him breathe for a while. While she did that, he gave a small nod.
“Before all….this….I used to really be quite the athlete. I loved winter sports. If it was in the snow I was there. Snowboarding, Skiing, ice skating, ice climbing, I used to do it all. Even was a body builder. To think I used to do so much…..” He sighed, as he looked over at his arms. Looking at what was once muscle and bone. Now just metal and specialized plastic.
“Hey….I know you’ve been told this a million times, so I’ll just say it from a person that also doesn’t have the best mobility either. You’ll have good days and bad days. Some more extreme than others. It’s gonna to fucking suck. It’s gonna hurt. It’s going to be exhausting. You’ll have days wondering why you should even stay alive. But you’ll also have days where you can accomplish simple things like making your own dinner. Taking out the trash. Fold some laundry. You’ll get there. It’s gonna suck but you’ll reach it.”
Having someone keep it blunt with him seemed to be what he needed to hear. Was like he learned a mistake about keeping things to sweet. That sometimes you need a reality check.
“Thank you….I think it was very important for me to hear that. Thank you.” He would do his best to smile at you, but the nerves in his face were rather damaged. You wouldn’t be surprised if he needed some more surgery there to.
He’s still going to go through so much, but maybe having someone who can genuinely relate to it all could help.
“Hey, I come here every Saturday. That way when I’m painfully exhausted from it I can just relax and have Sunday be a complete recover day.” You said, as you walked with him as Anya rolled him over to a spot to not bother people. She would soon sit across from him, with a small ball, and the two of them would try and play simple catch with it. Both to help with his arms and his new adjustment with a single eye.
“Think that sounds like the best plan for me right now as well…” He nodded, as that was the way you two could agree on it.
He would do his best to play catch with her, but it kept falling in his lap. His limbs just not moving quite fast enough, and his send of direction never quite there. Was so frustrating, and you understood it.
“Said a million times, I know, but take it from me. You’ll genuinely get there. But it will take a while. Not days. Not weeks. Months if you keep at it. But it’ll get there.” You reassured, as you stepped away. Off to do your own exercises for your own issues.
Was a peaceful gym day like that. Spending what spoons you had to take care of yourself. Every now and again, when taking a breather, you looked over to him. Seeing Anya help him get used to his limbs. Small things like picking up something, catching, even paddy cake. Taking it slow for him.
Once you ran out of energy you would kinda hang out with them.
You didn’t ask him how he ended up like that, you just let yourself breathe. Breathe as he spoke what he wanted to speak about. Same for her.
From what little pieces you could pick out from them it sounded like they were victims of a ship crash. No wonder he ended up so fucked up. That fact he’s alive at all is insane to you. Anya deserved way more credit.
There also seemed to be a shared enemy between them. When a person called over for a therapist, named Jimmy, the way they flinched and looked around like someone started unloading a gun. Whoever this Jimmy was sure made his mark on them.
Once he finally couldn’t go on any longer she would take the arms off as well. Letting what was left of his limbs breathe. He was so exhausted, but he seemed happy. Happy to have made some kind of progress, and even happier he had someone to talk to through it.
“I’ll see you next Saturday.” You smiled, and waved, as you started to leave. He gave a wave of his own, before Daisuke and Swansea returned to him. There to carry his prosthetics and be his cheerleaders.
You were happy for him. He deserved a support network.
He deserved to smile again.
You just knew he did.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#curly#captain curly x reader#curly x reader#mouthwashing x reader#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing swansea#physical therapy#self indulgent#disabled#disabled person#disability advocacy#disability#disabilties#x reader#platonic x reader#platonic#disabilities#disabled life#post crash curly#everyone lives au#except Jimmy#fuck you jimmy#tw jimmy#but he’s there for literally like one sentence#but still#he can definitely be trigger
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Ectoplasm and Jason Todd
Danny is wandering around Gotham (visiting, chasing a ghost, running from GIW, attending college, etc) and stumbles across Jason.
Jason who is flaring his ecto-signature like a madman (is he trying to get into trouble?).
Danny drags the guy into a nearby alley to give the guy some kind of crash-course on how not to do that.
Jason isn't sure why this guy grabbed him and dragged him into an alley, but if it's a fight he wants, Jason would be able to fight more freely in an alley, so he doesn't struggle. (Does he know that Jason is Red Hood? Does he think that Jason is a random civilian? Is it just him, or does this guy have really cold hands?)
Jason isn't sure why this guy is now trying to... ask him to meditate? The fuck is going on? But if it's not a fight, then... maybe it's fine to just listen to the weirdo? Taking a few deep breaths isn't going to hurt him.
Danny is very proud of himself for guiding the ecto-flaring guy through how to not flare his ecto-signature. He's such a good teacher.
And then Jason collapses.
Turns out, Jason has been using his anger to create a feedback-loop that artificially raises his ectoplasm-levels.
Ghosts need ectoplasm to live, but they'll also produce ectoplasm when feeling strong emotions. For most ghosts, this a bit like saying "everyone needs a good cry every now and then". For Jason, he's been basically aiming a gun at his own face for the adrenaline-rush. Constantly.
So, Danny is now holding onto a barely-conscious person who desperately needs more ectoplasm. As in, this is a medical emergency, and every second probably counts.
Danny, being that he wasn't planning on needing to carry around some kind of ectoplasm-container at all times (who the fuck does that? His parents, that's who), is now desperately trying to problem-solve this.
Danny realizes that, actually, even in his human form? Danny has a lot of ectoplasm in his body. Enough that he could probably save this guy by... feeding him his blood.
Cue intimately sexy reverse-vampire scene.
And oh boy, if Danny's blood doesn't taste fantastic to Jason's ecto-starved self.
#jason will probably have a LOT of questions. bcs what the fuck. what is ectoplasm? why does he need it?#why does this random guy have enough of it IN HIS BLOOD that he can work as a fucking vitamin-drink?#but yes. this idea is that the Pit Rage? ain't a separate thing. it's jason's anger. it comes from him and his trauma.#it just also happens to be what's allowing him to keep being alive. bcs without the rage his core just withers and dies#(unless it's hibernating in his sleep. obvs) but with him no longer starving? suddenly he CAN calm down. he can risk it.#he might not WANT to calm down. and a trigger would still absolutely be a trigger. but he has the option now.#AND ALSO sexy-vampire danny. except he's not ''suave'' or whatever. he's a fucking raccoon.#he's like the equivalent of a ''russian sex-machine'' with lots of blood-splatter and a feral look in his eyes.#everyone else: ''why the FUCK would you have sex with THAT?'' jason: ''i've never been more turned on in my LIFE''#dc comics#laughing#danny phantom#batman#stories#my writing#magical theory
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hello ishimondo nation, tonight i bring you not ponies like i have been but instead dragons lol
#i posted the sketch awhile back and it got hella attention#i think because people thought it was a canon character ship and not my.......“ocs”#anyways hello danganronpa fans today you learn i was a wings of fire kid as well#and i still am#except i'm not a kid anymore#hyperfixation 10 years strong babeyyyy :strong:#these words probably won't mean anything to some of you BUT!#mondo sandwing just so i can give him that fuckass frill#said with love#and taka an icewing for both the spines matching his hair along with his general colors working well#and their whole strict societal rules in canon works for him#anyways after 8.5 hours this piece is done#long tags i apologize and they're only gonna get longer because i gotta do normal tags now#aloe.art#mondo owada#kiyotaka ishimaru#ishimondo#danganronpa#trigger happy havoc#wings of fire#wof#sandwing#icewing
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[putting this ask + answer under a readmore for potentially triggering content: tw for fatphobia and fat shaming in the ask itself, although the hedgehogs’ responses are against it! Just stay safe peeps]

Why you—
Dude. Chill. I got this.

Hey there, anon! First of all; fuck that! Not sure what you get outta telling random hedgehogs on the internet to lose weight, but it's wayyy uncool. You're lucky I don't care what you think.
Yeah, I'm a little fat. I've been fat before. It doesn't change how fast I am, how attractive I am, or my overall awesomeness.

Honestly, when I was skinny, it was mostly 'cause I was a homeless teenager who just went through a growth spurt? I had zero stability in my life. Never stopped moving, didn't really know how to take care of myself…
Now, I have an actual place to rest and an adoring husband who cooks like a beast and it feels so much better.

Anyways, the answer is: no thanks! I like myself the way I am. Buh-bye!
...... Anon.

Count. Your. Days.
#[i debated whether to answer this one but. ultimately i think they would want to! and its under a readmore so just proceed with caution]#[anon has assured me they mean no ill intent. just wanted to know their reactions]#tw fatphobia#tw fat shaming#tw weight loss#[hopefully those tags cover it! its really the ask itself thats potentially triggering. i think their response is p positive]#[well except shadow threatening anon lmao. sorry]#hedgehog doodles#the hedgehogs answer#tag: bodiposi hedgehogs
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The one where Wade and Logan remind me of Achilles and Patroclus
Because what the fuck do you mean "Do I know you, bub?" Bitch I'm going to spay you


You would recognize him by touch alone. By smell.


You would know him blind by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth.


You would know him in death at the end of the world.

#let a bitch ship her ship will ya#there's something so patrochilles about them#except patroclus and achilles aren't self regenerating mutants#i wish i was to credit for this gay writing but i'm not#i'll have to fic it up#but yeah#poolverine#deadclaws#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#deadpool 2024#deadpool 3#“do i know you” logan I've only been writing eleven years and even I know you just triggered destiny by saying that#otp rules boyo you're not supposed to say that#it defaults you to be so down bad for the person you're saying that to#within 2 hours? Logan you fall QUICK#patroclus and achilles#quote from the song of achilles#quote from madeline miller#patroclus and achilles fanfic#patrochilles fanfic
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One thing about Gortash that keeps bugging me is his desire to share power.
Because obviously, that's a great deal right? That's something special right? A tyrannical fascist geniunely wanting to share power with an old companion? Of all people? An old companion who fell from grace, yet Gort's still devoted to them? Isn't this, moral depravity aside, a great testament to their kinship and all that?
I mean that's certainly one way to read it right? But there's something else about that proposition, somethings leaving a bit of a sour aftertaste here, namely the near impossible level of power imbalance going on.
Gortash knows Durge intimately well. He flaunts that fact immediately and does not care about the repercussions his old companion may face due to the dirty laundry being aired publicly (if he's not looking forward to them outright, that may be their own version of flirting though tbf). Anyway, he knows their name, skills, past, and presumed motivations; they were incredibly close before the incident, and yet he hardly talks about that, brushes it off by saying "I missed you—anyway heres the issues I'm facing rn". He teases that he knows them enough to draw intrigue, but he never follows up, holding that knowledge and the answers Durge wants above their head. He uses their oath as an excuse, that they promised each other not to get involved into each other's messes, that he couldn't do shit, and then immediately asks them to get involved in his mess and sort it out for him cuz all of a sudden the oath not to get involved apparently doesn't apply anymore.
Like, yes, it seems like a "good deal" and something positive at first glance, and yes, he's not lying through his teeth but he's still withholding a shit ton of information on purpose and twisting the narrative to suit him more than anyone else. Instead of truly welcoming back someone who's been missing for months and helping them out a bit, that mf dispatches them to do his dirty work for him and promises shared reign alongside something as mundane as the chance to gain knowledge about themselves as a reward, yk the thing Durge really would like rn. AND considering Durge's notes and depending on what choices you make, sharing power would be more so Durge being merciful than smth Gortash can actually decide or propose (the balls he has for still trying though—sees a murderous demigod that can't remember they liked him once and decides to be a cocky bitch anyway).
Eitherway, he wants to share power. He might even mean it, but he's not willing to actually divulge information concerning anything 'Durge' and instead dangles the fact that he knows them above their head. He wants to share power, but only if Durge is blindly loyal to him and does not question his approach. After all sending the amnesiac gore baby to find their sister in a city and temple they can't remember whatsoever all by themselves isn't particularly efficient or smart but a damn suicide mission. And then he doesn't even provide any aid. He's willing to share power only if he gets to keep his control over the situation and Durge, and one way to confirm that is by sending the Bhaalspawn after their own family with no help nor information (either they come back and he'll be sure they still do as demanded or they'll die down there and thats that, Gortash probably). And only then is he actually willing to share power. Handily also without revealing any further information whatsoever, he's just using platitudes and buttering up to the bloody Bhaalspawn, never actually sharing any information regarding their shared past or what Durge was up to.
In conclusion, Gortash wants to share power the same way a king let's a dagger dangle from his belt while he sits on his throne. He doesn't actually want an equal right now. If he did he would not be doing everything to tip the scales in his favour and blatantly change the topic and refuse to disclose more information than necessary, information regarding the person he "missed so dearly". What he says sounds nice but what he's actually doing is trying to control Durge. This ain't rly about a shared reign or the likes, this is more so getting Durge to blindly tag along while concealing their past for reasons one can only speculate (did they fight, did someone betray the other, why is Gortash so unwilling to share any solid information?).
This escalated but you get my gist.
#bg3#enver gortash#durgetash#bg3 gortash#bg3 durge#lord gortash#once again reminded of Isaacs saying to trust him only as much or as far as you could throw him#which isn't much#anyway still on my mission to make Gortash a worse more fleshed out person and a better antagonist#cuz this man is smart and he knows to manipulate people#he learned how from a fucking devil#so the fact that he is NOT exploiting a past close relationship and the attached emotions is in itself sketchy as shit#he shames durge and then blames it all on Orin while painting himself as some sorta saviour#but he handily forgets all about the heist the throne and all the other stuff that durge WILLINGLY did for him#why are you doing that little lordling?#did you do something to piss off the Bhaalspawn so now you avoid it for fear it could trigger something?#why do you suddenly need to confirm that they'll follow you blindly under the worst circumstance when all your other plans are reckless?#why be extra cautious with this one (except for game design reasons)?
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More fun thoughts, especially for the AUs where Doey’s one person and can't split, you think he ever gets annoyed with himself and addresses those behaviors as the kids? Finds himself getting annoyed or irritated and goes something like "Kevin, calm down." Or feels like he's getting too giddy or exuberant and it's like "Jack, Jack, wait, this isn't a good time-!". Or feels anxious from the pressures around Safe Haven, and just quietly goes to himself, "Matthew, we, we can't do anything else, okay?".
He's not even sure if this is a case of him seeing connections where there aren't any, and maybe he just looks crazy for doing it, but sometimes it helps? Or, feels helpful? Maybe makes him feel a little less awful over his whole situation. But, much like the Fandom, can see Doey having the most 'talks' with 'Kevin', given that I can definitely see the temper from him mixing horribly with other frayed nerves. Doey snapping or withdrawing from a moment with the others because it stamped on some trigger he barely remembers the context for, but he immediately assumes it's from Kevin. And goes on a bit of a frustrated tirade, trying to stay quiet so as not to worry anyone but still growing more and more upset as he rambles "I don't know what happened to you, but we can't keep doing this! Not everyone trying to hug you is gonna hurt you, they can't even hurt me, they're tiny! ...Why are you always doing this, Kevin?! It's not fair! I don't wanna be angry, I don't want people looking at me like I'm gonna hurt them! I don't want this to be Susan and George all over again, Kevin! So just STOP, okay?!"
For extra poignancy, Doey turns enough that he's facing some sort of a reflective surface, it hammering in at that moment that there is no one else here. No Kevin. Kevin can no longer respond, if he ever could, and Doey’s just basically had this whole yelling match with himself. At a more metaphorical than real child who did not ask for this to happen to them.
Can imagine he has to sit with that realization for a good, long while.
#poppy playtime#doey the doughman#poppy playtime doey#doey#character thoughts#i wanna think that#doey has listened to the audio#with the ayers#he did it all of once#maybe twice#and just tucked it away#never wanted to hear it again#he and aislinn talk about it in re-purposed#it's a major sore spot/trigger for him#except instead of getting angry#doey goes catatonic
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JAMES VOWLES SHUT THE FUCK UP CHALLENGE: FAILED
#formula 1#f1#logan sargeant#ls2#williams racing#it’s literally not even his fault#give him a half decent car at least#y’all are the ones who pulled him from f2 early#james vowles triggers my fight or flight#except it’s just fight#when i see him#it’s on sight#james vowles i hate you so much#you’ve taken a perfectly good racer and murdered his chance at a good career
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lucanis enjoyers, does anyone know why i got different dialogue between the 2 clips??
#it's such a small difference to the point i where i wonder *why* there's a difference at all#and my rooks are *virtually* the same except in the first clip I hadn't flirted with lucanis yet#unless it depends how soon you trigger the scene? but again... why is there a difference when it's the same thing#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#dragon age veilguard#da4
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