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Narilamb (ft. Leshy)
#about time i come back to this game#after 6 months im fixating on it again except this time im making fanart!!! lots of it!#COTL#cult of the lamb#narilamb#narinder#the one who waits#cotl leshy#cotl nari#cotl lamb#the red crown#<<< best character ever /hj#cotl narinder
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Have you seen the clips of the Ride Kamens characters' henshin scenes? They're all great, but Kamui's is the best one. I can't believe that he doesn't accidentally choke during it.
I've seen them in the twitter countdown clips, only gotten to a couple in-game though! (I've been playing pretty slowly...I keep getting distracted by the character episodes so I'm only on like...episode 2. :') (right now Saigo has gone off to fight some villains offscreen while Haruma talks to me endlessly about milk and it's GLORIOUS)
that said I do agree it would be very funny if Kamui accidentally swallowed his ring. or maybe not-so-accidentally. this, too, is ~art~ (somehow)
(he would not be the first character to canonically eat a rock though) (Leon my beloved...)
#art#ride kamens#ride kamens spoilers#(just in case)#i. might have turned loop on by accident.#and been so distracted by the card episodes that i didn't realize at first that i was trapped in endless research purgatory#i emerged with like 800 blue chaostones and immediately all my cards went up 10 levels#(I WAS HAVING FUN OKAY)#so far leon is still absolutely far and away my favorite#(his accomplishments include eating a rock and getting kidnapped by a cult)#(i love and am terrified for him. that episode 13 thumbnail...)#but also anytime kamui pops up is a GREAT time :)#although he is surprisingly way chiller than i expected!#i mean he's still absolute clowntown but he is also weirdly serene about it#except when he suddenly very much isn't and goes full neo shin dan mode#just chomping on that scenery#i set him on my home screen and he just keeps laughing maniacally at me#this is perfection
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every time i remember how bendis completely destroyed the kon & clark bond i want to start biting and maiming. literally what is the point of it all!!!! just kill kon again im begging!! it'll be funny when the second time around comparatively nobody gives a shit fdklsjdjkd
#rimi talks#like. he has no real relationship with anyone in the current superfam except for kinda kenan#ma and pa remember him but that too makes NO fucking sense like does ma remember pa dying???#DID NEW KRYPTON EVEN HAPPEN.#'''''everything is in play''''' WHY IS PA KENT ALIVE THEN#i don't even know what rebirth kara's deal is like did she even wear kon's glasses.#he didn't exist. like#god every time i think about Everything about how bendis brought him back i just get a headache#it makes noooo sense if you put any actual thought into any of it#narrative that actively punishes you for trying to engage with it lmfao#BUT ANYWAYS. it would be funny. kill him again. this time no one even joins a cult about it#like literally what is he rn. just the kind of annoying third fiddle superfam member 💀 just kill him i want him deadddd
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Just submitted a narrative essay that’s a combination of Catholic guilt and religious/cultural conflict. The twist is that the characters are loosely based on Dick, Jason, Tim, and Damian. There’s like a 72% chance I get a shit score but I had fun and honestly, the true grade is the friends we made along the way
#batman#batfam#batfamily#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#it’s is a VERY loose inspiration#I didn’t get like any of their religions right except Jason because CATHOLIC GUILT BABYY#also I kept think of that one line abt how church has to be taken out like shrapnel#one bloody piece at a time#and im almost positive that got snuck in there somewhere#same energy as the essay I wrote based on cult of the lamb#I got like a 95 on that one
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the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..
oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism
he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too
I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#muta kokichi#kokichi muta#mechamaru#kokichi muta x reader#mechamaru x reader#? i guess#double post lets go im tryna be as fast as lightning#woah a non noritoshi post... crazy.......#my hands feel tingly and weird#my blog is so yume centric that my one track mind made you a love interest right off the bat#fuck it. everyone's in love w you unless stated otherwise#congrats. youre a harem leader/protag now except i have a strong bias towards one guy unless asked abt someone else#AND I JUST FOUND OUT MORE ABT KOKICHI???? WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING????? DUDE WHAT THE FUCK#OH NO THIS IS NOT CORRECT.. IS THIS WHAT SHIBUYA ARC IS???? DUDE#IM GONNA RIP OUT MY HAIR. THIS CANNOT BE. I CANT FAWN OVER ANOTHER CHARACTER W SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME AND CONTENT GOD PLEASE#HE GIVES SO MANY VIBES..... LIKE FUCKED UP 'i'll sacrifice the world for you' VIBES AND ITS MAKING MY BRAIN KRCHAKKRCHAKKRCHACK#kokichi muta... another hidden gem.... wipes tear#we'll treat you right kokichi... sobs. there there#null rot#cloaked cult member
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Yeehaw‼️
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl bishops#first one is a wip idk when I’ll finish 😔#winter break is always weird for me + working on a commission rn#but uhh I tried the cowboy fleece for the first time the other day (ik I’m several months late shhhh)#it’s fun but I still prefer swords + daggers 😔😩#I like the idea of the crown shapes/familiars being different for each crown#so not everyone has a snake 👀#Leshy has a moth both because th bagworm hc and I’m biased 😩#speaking of moths#Sketched out a quick design for a future fic chapter and quickly adopted them as a sona#and considering my fursona is Also an Io moth 😩😩#also just . Silly bishop backstory hcskdd#forgive the shitty cropping I had to fit in all of my notes 😔😔#everyone gets a tragic backstory except for The Bugs#(although not even they are entirely free of angst 👀)#Pinterest quotes/song lyrics beloved…#I have more I need to draw Lamb to 😩#and finally#working on more relic god follower designs 🥺🤲#Was sketching out Laplace and just going#‘ah that’s my gender’#nyways 😩
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ARACHNOPHOBIA
So remember how I have that headcanon that the Goat comes from a "Shamura is The One Who Waits" AU? I kind of have a better story for that now.
In this AU, Shamura has always had a decaying mind, that's not Narinder's fault. Once upon a time one of their siblings pushed them a little too far on a day they were particularly unstable, and Shamura said something along the lines of "I'm losing my mind, you say? Well, let's make it fair... Why don't the rest of you lose something too?" You can probably guess what happens next. Leshy looses his sight, Heket her throat, Kallamar is ears and- to fit with Do No Evil still- Narinder loses his hands.
So the Goat is stuck with someone a lot less mentally stable than Narinder. Whoops!
#blood tw#except you kinda have to zoom in or turn up the brightness to see it#also yes webber and helob are aym and baal#anyways proper tagging time#cult of the lamb#cotl#scopophobia tw#the goat cotl#cult of the lamb goat#cult of the lamb unholy alliance#cotl shamura#shamura cotl#bishop shamura#shamura#webber cotl#not the dont starve version sorry gamers#cotl helob#cult of the lamb helob#helob cotl#my art#helob#cotl au#cult of the lamb au
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cold boy summer time
#the ministry of time#the terror#i hate hardcovers but made an exception for this#i also hate the good morning america sticker#i did not buy this book bc it was on a talk show i bought it bc i'm insane abt 1 season of a cult tv show from 2019#it's not my fault my local chapters is small and i had to drive 2 hours to get a copy!!! i wanted it when it came out!!#lit#what if....ned is mentioned....i will scream. for then THOUSAND years
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on a (very) vaguely related note something in me wants to go all in on late númenor/the reign of terror parallels
#also maybe in part because the reign of terror also included a largely religiously motivated group of people who were not okay with stuff#and mostly met grisly ends#but for the most part it's based on vibes I suppose and the 'no one is safe' facet of it.. terror put simply#also I guess this implies there were people who were first benefited by the cult/dictatorship/legalised murder and it turned against them#but like I think this is actually realistic#esp wrt 'and people envied anyone who had aught they didn't and those in power took terrible vengeance' (paraphrased)#which makes it look like there was a lot of backstabbing going on all the time#anyway I'm not even into the scarlet pimpernel except for liking a few songs from the musical but I feel like it's asking for a crossover#my post#Númenor#Silmarillion#silm#I think I've used up my daily allowance for númenor rambling lol#peoples of arda
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i really want to make a tierlist of westboro baptist church song parodies but i feel like i shouldn't give them more of a platform :/ i like to check in on them every couple months just to see how they're doing and they're always doing worse but oh my word it's hilarious. and revolting. idk
#i tend to hyperfixate on cults and extremist religious groups (esp 'christian' ones) every so often#and wbc is so visible and still active so they're easy to keep track of#i have seen all their 'music videos'. most several times. i would not recommend that you go watch them bc they are genuinely disgusting#HOWEVER it is an interest of mine. maybe i'll make a tierlist and just not share it except with people who specifically ask#idk. idk. i hate their organization and i can't help but think about them and want to make fun of them and talk about them#but that's exactly what they want. which sucks#westboro baptist church#toasty talks
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"if you fancy Astarion, you might want to consider therapy. He's so damaged I must have him! Enjoy the fantasy and then call a therapist. It's a two step thing and it's very important you do both." - Amelia Tyler what do your narrator eyes see? 😂😂😂
#ohohooooohoo the little random tidbits devs and voice actors have dropped about his companion arc is making me NERVOUS#just throwin out some meta thoughts here#in order for astarion to *get rid of* the tadpole; cazador *has* to die first. like i'll bet my left tit this is conditional#since cazzy is apparently a control freak he might be enemies w the mindflayers/absolute cult bc ''bleh bleh my city''#i think its entirely possible that we could ally w cazador against the absolute; this would like have to result in astarion attacking tav#im just worried it might be like; you have to at least temporarily side w the absolute if you kill cazzy?#idk! idk!#and like i do think there will probably be a 3rd option of like 'i hate both these groups kill them both' but man.#and then there's whatever is going on w his ''this soul is not for sale except in the realm of the undead'' stamp#like are we gonna have to go the there? wherever the fuck that is?#pls amelia i am begging on my knees i need a sign! of hope!#bc now the hug and hand holding in the trailer is making me think larian is trying to trick me into believing he'll be okay#only to hit me with a devastating ending(s) no matter what#idk. man. i read astarion's writer was fanes writer. idk dos2 but like i am aware of what......happened w that 'romance'#pls i need a sign larian#i am so sick of the bioware style romances! the morrigans! the solases ! the unresolved endings of it all! ENOUGH#i want closure from this i am begging#for once in my life i just want closure for a video game romance ending#i JUST THINK LIKE ideally. for me. he'd have at least 1 ending where he's not cured but lives happily ever after*#i am having a hard time picturing him cured of vampirism. tbh. but if it's possible without him immediately dying then. well hats off#its 2 AM here i need to knock it tf off and go to bed#........unless.....yall want to enable me and discuss this further#i am 1 more bad day away from writing a thesis on this in MLA format istg
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Ok but thinking back to how I was in elementary and middle school: I had such disdain for other kids who broke the rules, that I irrationally hated a whole bunch of kids — kids I would have made good friends with — all because I couldn’t stand the fact that they engaged in conflicts with, and affronts to authority figures or standards.
It even went as far as internally mocking a kid my age — calling him “Mama’s Boy” in my head — over the fact that his mother whispered comments into his ear, which he mumbled unintelligibly into the mic, and then would fall asleep as if dead on her arm. I perceived his inability to give comments on his own, and his sleeping, as moral failings of both mother and child; because I wasn’t raised like that. And maybe, those feelings also came from jealousy. I was expected to fight off sleep all the time because I could read at a college level in third grade, and could theoretically understand the material presented at the meetings despite it still being inappropriate for my age group.
I was so far deep into the “bad associations spoil useful habits” mindset that it made me hate my fellow neurodivergents — kids I would have been friends with — who maybe couldn’t hide it as well as I could. That is beyond fucked up. Now, I work with those very kids I disliked so much as a child, and guess what? They are my absolute favorite people to be around; and many of them remind me of myself.
#exjw#ableism tw#I’m also just very uptight about rules anyway; so the whole cult thing did not help that part of me At All#I often find myself more concerned with doing things “correctly” than I am with doing the right thing in non-serious scenarios#and it’s kind of scary because like… how much of a sheep am I?#Would I torture someone if an authority figure I trusted ordered me to because it’s what I’m “supposed” to do?#Most of it comes from a desire for consistency: If [x] happens; then do [y]. So every time [x] happens; [y] is the correct response#and this — like the laws of physics — Cannot Change#Except of course the real world is vague and variable and there is a lot of grey area to work with in coming up with solutions#so doing [y] when [x] happens may make things worse than if you do [z] instead#This makes a lot more sense when you consider I was taught how to play chess at a very young age by my father#who bragged about being a “chess player” with regard to real world problems#Yes chess is strategy; but you’re also playing on a grid and your movements are entirely restricted by the rules of gameplay#My father can’t leave the cult that traumatized him because he loves Jehovah#he can’t go to the meetings to serve the god he loves because it triggers his trauma#he can’t talk to a therapist about his religious trauma to get over it because he would be defaming Jehovah#If life is a game of chess then he’s checkmated#But here’s the thing: the game is imaginary and the rules are made up#Viewing real life as a chess board is extremely unhealthy for your free will#Which is why in this essay about Nineteen Eighty Four I will—
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everytime i watch riverdale again i feel like im using chemical drugs, everytime i watch glee i feel like im using weed, the difference is subtle, but there
#barchie#bughead#beronica#betty cooper#kurtbastian#kurt hummel#just tagging my fav characters and ships for no reason#except hoping that this reaches the *right* crowd#santana lopez#glee#riverdale#riverdale is such a mess#like it changed themes about ten times before just leaning into the madness#it went from murder mystery to cult mystery to cult comedy mystery to paranormal#and then it just leaned into the crazy#and the camp#riverdale was very Camp™#it even went musical a couple of times!#i think it tried the euphoria vibe a couple of times too but it just didn't work#i have nightmares with betty in a wig#i feel like i have to add that i have never used drugs#just weed
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you know... Amane's answer to Q19... "My mother should have kept her faith to the very end"... it really makes me think.
(read more because this got long. also this is very rambly and probably doesn't flow well lol sorry about that. I'm mostly just thinking to myself here)
the first assumption one would probably make is to connect it to her having broken a cult rule, leading to Amane murdering her. which yeah could still be that. but I started thinking about alternative explanations as to how her mother could have not "kept her faith to the very end". because I just like to brainstorm about every single possibility for things no matter how plausible they are to see if there's anything there.
and so I was trying to think. how could that altercation have played out? do you think Amane incapacitated her (but still conscious) and tried to question her before actually doing anything? what if she did? what would her mother have said to try to explain why she killed the cat? I can't see why Amane's mother wouldn't be able to defend her decision. obviously it wouldn't really matter in the end if she could or not, because that's not really why Amane killed her.
so what her mother would say doesn't matter. just what if she did say something. Amane doesn't listen however. she doesn't care. it doesn't matter. her mom needs to die. her mother realizes that "logic" is not going to get her out of this.
Amane's answer is basically one of the cult's doctrines, isn't it? "’Tis ordained, thou shall stay thine course, then perish". the "then perish" bit can make it a little misleading, but what it's literally saying is to just stay on your course (continue acting for the faith and continue believing, basically) until you die. or in other words, until the very end. Amane's mother seems to have broken this doctrine based on her answer.
and so that obviously got me thinking about how her mother could have broken this doctrine. I mean, she was literally torturing her daughter for this cult. she's as dedicated as it gets (whether that dedication is genuine or out of survival is another question... but that's not important for this). but when you're scared and emotional enough, you can do some pretty out of character things. fear of dying I think would do the trick lol.
then I started thinking about some lyrics to a song I really like, "Hey, ain't it funny, you can't bear the same sort of agony you forced me to emulate?". the song is about a child getting revenge on their abuser(s), just to give relevant context. so you can see why it came to mind.
Amane (most likely) tased her mom to incapacitate her. her mom tased her as her first punishment for helping the cat upon getting home. she was using the same tactics used on her but for punishing and killing her mother.
I think it would have REALLY pissed Amane off and just fueled her determination to hear her mom attempting to plead for her life and to apologize to get Amane to stop. this sounds a lot like some lyrics from Purge March...
After you cry, repent, and kneel, it’s now your turn to say that hopeless “I’m sorry”
maybe Amane was describing her mom's actions during the murder with this...? her mom was trying to plead for her life. maybe she went even as far as bargaining with Amane, saying she'd treat her better and not punish her again. but punishment is part of what you must do as a believer!!! you must punish the wrongdoers! to say you wouldn't would be simply going against the cult. maybe this is how she broke that doctrine? she went back on the word of the cult to try to save her own life. she did not keep her faith to the very end.
and that concludes tonight's 5am Amane ramble. thank you for coming.
#Amane#Milgram#tw child abuse#tw cults#i dont really wanna tag this for visibility bc this is not really a serious or well thought out Actual Theory but. yeah#just some food for thought i guess#eat.#eat‚ my fellow Amane-pilleds#look in real time at my thought processes. except not really because this is heavily edited down to be more concise#if it was ACTUALLY my raw thoughts. itd be incomprehensible
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yes i do realize that i am letting my own experience of growing up in and leaving a cult influence my feelings and opinions on the ravens and no i dont care
#they’re all victims#there’s not an exception to that#before any of them became an abuser they were a victim first#many of them are both at the same time#a victim to one person and an abuser to another#and this doesn’t make some of them less awful people#but it doesn’t mean you get to erase the fact that they were still part of a cult and being abused#personal.txt
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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