#evey single fucking time

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

!!

[jackalopescruff]

how many times are black folks going to have to tell all of you that "rest in power" is not for non-black folks like come the fuck on

[mechieonu]

SO GUYS HOW WE. HOW WE FUCKING FEELING

[mssunshiney03]

@morleycigarettes @danander @no-caged-bird-sings @samaelarc

mulder’s report: ALIENS

scully’s report: fuck if i know

[swagging-back-to]

my sister is still sending me apartment listings from facebook bc her backup plan to ditch me last minute (after id already gotten us apprived to move on to an apartment) to move in with her parents fell through

[kittycatcarla]

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[epickiya722]

No, if you hate Midoriya, you canNOT be here on my blog.

We like Midoriya here!

Now, I don't hate Bakugou, anybody who has been following my blog long enough knows that.

But again, it will boggle the fuck out of me that there are Bakugou fans who hate Midoriya.

I just saw a post about how Bakugou had evey right to be angry at Midoriya for lying about his quirk and in the tags someone said how they found Midoriya’s crying annoying and that he's pathetic and the post is tagged anti-Deku.

... and the Bakugou picture used was of him crying.

THIS POST WAS JUST REBLOGGED TOO.

Now, we're in 2023 and I can't believe we still have people not reading the manga carefully.

(Never blocked someone so fast... they liked one of my posts that was about Midoriya... THAT WASN'T EVEN ANTI MIDORIYA!)

Bakugou did not have every right to be angry at Midoriya as if Midoriya was in the wrong given that at the time their relationship was not at the best of terms. Technically, it wasn't even Bakugou's business.

It's understandable that Bakugou got upset because they known each other their whole lives and then there was that issue that Bakugou believed Midoriya thought he was better than Bakugou, but come on now.

Again, their relationship wasn't on the best terms. Midoriya didn't resent Bakugou, but he damn sure doesn't owe him every single thing.

And yet, Midoriya actually ran after Bakugou to give him some explanation. If he did not care, then he wouldn't have done that. Mind you, he was injured!

Second, Midoriya lied to everyone. Bakugou ain't that special now. MIDORIYA FUCKING HAD TO. He could not just blurt out that he got his quirk from All Might because IT WOULD HAVE PUT PEOPLE IN DANGER. It wasn't like he liked lying!

Why you think his OFA was registered as a strength quirk? Duh!!

Seriously, that's the reason you hate Midoriya?

Because he did something to PROTECT PEOPLE INCLUDING BAKUGOU?!

FUCK OUT OF HERE!! LIKE READ CAREFULLY!!

The Midoriya hate is so unreal to me, it really is because some of these reasons don't even make sense!!

How does anyone like Bakugou and yet hate the one person who always been in his life and even pushed him out his life is beyond me!! Even Bakugou would be disappointed.

[nightlockcornucopia]

TOLD Y'ALL

VAR IS ALWAYS OUT THERE TO GET US

[anothd]

As I left internet for quite some time, I guess It's time to be back and kind of vent about all the shit that happened and ruined the last month :33

Tw. Sa, sh

1. Wanted to finnaly get transgender diagnosis to start transition. But doctor decided to ignore it and only wanted to talk for whole time about about the time i was assaulted. I told her I'm not feeling good about it, and its already way too much details. Yet she dwelled and dwelled. So now no transition and fucking ending every day in either mental breakdown or random crying attack? Idk how to call it. And lost way too much money on it.

2. When i got drunk to the point that even when sitting I was falling an guy decided to help me go back to my dorm. He got fucking attacked :33 never saw so much blood in my whole life.

3. The same guy seeing me for the first fucking time was telling me how much he wants to make love with me and fuck me. Groping was there too and kissing (both he and me were drunk, so not as bad.)

4. Next day after drinking this guy called me and started calling me "useless fucking trash/punk" and telling me to kms

5. Evey fucking time homework. I have assigment due tommorow but i can't focus on it. I didn't even started. Got give me strenght.

6. 3 ppl already diagnosed me with autism (lol not much but when it was betwen all of that it was annyoing as fuck)

7. Just coming out to all instructors, lecturers and professors. It was exhausting to go to every single one of them and tell them im trans. At least now I'm not gendered nor deadnamed.

8. This all made me self harm way more, and cause im doing it on wrists for first time... I accidentally flashed some ppl with my wounds.

9. Just all the flashbacks from when i got raped and fucking suicidal thoughts back again. Yippie.

In conclusions. I decided to quit for some time most jirai/shtwt/edtwt/etc jirai spaces to avoid worsing my state and all at that moment. Im still very sensitive and on edge. Probably again will snap soon or will get more mental breakdowns, yet its stable enought that probably won't be triggered by most random shit lol.

[ranidspace]

ive used almost evey single type of razor to shave both my face and body and i can very easily say the best one is a safety razor in nearly all categories.

it works better with thicker and longer hair, it vuts much less and when it does cut ot hurts a lot less and heals a lot faster, its much easier to clean, the blades are cheap as hell, its more environmentally friendly and doesnt use ANY plastic at all, and its got like brands from fhe 18th century which still exist today.

the only category it doesnt do well at are upfront cost (a cart razor handle will be 12-20 bucks, a safety razor handle will be 20-30, but again safety razor blades are MUCH cheaper), and how long it lasts, as you have to replace the blades every couple times you shave.

The absolute worst in every category are "women's razors": the ones where the soap bar embedded into the top. they clog up immediately, they dont shave very well, are so fucking expensive, are just huge hunks of plastic that break super easily, and the cartridges themselves last so little. The only thing they have is ease of use, which tells you what these companies think of women lmao.

Please never buy women's razors. they are a worse product sold for more branded with #feminism while they tell you beauty is using their product and you're worthless without it. we all have body hair it's a non-gendered product.

and for god sakes try out safety razors i tried it once ages ago and have never gone back

[mate-de-ensalada]

the wors and most funny part about the fact the Satin doesn't have a single name drope or even allusion in the mandalorian is that it's not even like they forget about her thye are just not mentioning her. like Bo's chracter is doing her sister speeches, looking at the flowers and getting dark mysteryos when talking about her past all the fucking time . And I understand why like it's probably a fucked topic to talk about and the fact thta evey one is calling you Lady kryze it's probably not helping with it.

Bring her back plis this can't be the last direct mention of her wr have ((((；ﾟДﾟ))))

[amermaidsecretdiary]

Hiiii first of all i love your account + post about loa <3 secondly i'm sorry for my english if is bad or awful but it is not my first language.

I have some question about the law, i'm just discouver loa for like a month ago so i'm pretty new to all of that and there stuff that's quite confused the hell out of me and i'm sorry if it's gonna sound really fucking dumb but i'm struggling right now and i would like to have your take for my questions :

- What does it mean when people say that "you have it in imagination" precisly ? How to know your 4D is your real reality when your face your 3D evey single day and theres nothing that seems to change ? How to know you accept correctly your assumption about a desire ? Do we have to feel and think a certain way after we accept our desire as a fact ?

- i want to manifest my dream face + desire appearance + a big amount of money + multiple SP's like how do i do from that because i'm quite lost right now tbh i would some clarity from you 😊

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and answer me love u' ♡( AGAIN verry sorry for my english tho 💀💀 )

hello love I'm so glad u like my blog and u don't have to apologize for your English! English isn't my first language either ☺️

So what people mean when they say you have it in imagination is that imagination is what creates your reality. Basically, you make your assumptions in your imagination and your imagination reflects them to your physical world. Let's look at some examples: remember that one time you didn't study for a test and you assumed and knew that you would fail and you did fail? Or that time you looked at a new food and thought to yourself "this looks nasty" and when you tried it, it tasted nasty? Or the other time you thought that your crush didn't like you bc you didn't see yourself as the person that your crush would like and they end up not liking you??I could say 1 million examples like that. All those happened bc you assumed it and accepted it. You know that there is a bed in your bedroom right? You assume that the moment you enter your room you are going to see your bed. You don't doubt and wonder to yourself "is there actually a bed in my room?" That's exactly why there is a bed in your room : because you assume there is.

So when you want to manifest your desires that you mentioned, you have to understand that once you say that you have them you do in your imagination. Your imagination is blind and just believes and does what u say to it. So when u say to yourself "I have my desired appearance" then in your imagination you do. It's done. But then if you go to the mirror and think to yourself "I hate my appearance, who am I kidding I am never going to manifest my desired appearance" and blah blah then you stop having it in imagination. So the key is to just keep reminding to yourself that you have your desire! Now the 3D is our physical world that reflects our imagination. You shouldn't focus on changing the 3D but on changing your imagination because that's what manifests. Everything you see in your 3D you can change it so u don't have to worry when u see things that you don't like ! Just have faith in imagination and everything will go your way. And about the feeling, just ask yourself how would u feel if you were the person that has their desire (bc you are). You may not feel anything at all and that's totally ok ! If you looked at the mirror and saw your desired appearance how would you feel? Would u feel confident? Happy? Neutral?? Every person is different and deals different with their feelings and emotions.

Hope I helped you love 💗 go manifest your desires now you deserve it !

[jegulily-stuff]

Day 2: Spontaneous

part 1: here

@jegulilyweek

...

You aren't allowed to flinch.

That's something Regulus learnt early. No matter what you see happening to someone, you're not allowed to react at all.

He doesn't remember when his parents taught him that lesson, but he hasn't forgotten it.

(It was probably over Evan, his cousins' cousin. His death is so loud and bright and violent, like fireworks, and Regulus has always wanted to tuck himself away from it when they're in the same room.)

Sometimes its so, so difficult.

Bertha Jorkins sits across from him in the library, whispering incessantly with one of her friends while he tries to finish his Astronomy homework.

(Stars, always stars)

Sometimes Regulus worries he's magnitudes weaker than everyone else on earth.

It's an almost blasphemous thought. He's supposed to be the best the world has.

(He tries to be, he won't ever stop trying.)

But her presence is almost unbearable.

She screams and screams in his mind. It's all blood and blinding pain, and she'd been pregnant, and now, well...

She lives for days as her body and mind are ripped to shreds.

There's so much blood.

Even now it's on everything she touches. Red fingerprints on the books, on her friend's arm. Pooling under her library chair.

No one else reacts. Her friend smiles and giggles like nothing's wrong, leaning in to whisper something else as they ogle someone over Regulus' shoulder.

He focuses on breathing.

He's not allowed to close his eyes, not allowed to put his hands over his ears.

Bertha's eyes sparkle as she lays out some great social conspiracy under her breath.

Oh, you haven't heard, she wants to break up with him - no obviously she hasn't told him that - I think she wants to be single when she goes to that fancy gala she got invited to.

She's always gossiping, saying things she shouldn't, prying into other people's business, and always so blithely, so cheerfully. Like it isn't going to get her killed.

She actually dated Pettigrew for a few months last year. A few visits to Hogsmede, heart shaped sweets, sitting next to each other at lunch. And Regulus would have ignored it, what did he care about other people's silly childish romances? But she'd been so carefree about that too. Like it was just a fun few months of trying dating out for the first time. Saccharine and happy, no expectations, no resentments. Like he wouldn't be the one to lead her to her death.

Regulus used to think of it as frivolity. Her silliness, her lack of solemnity.

Now he's come to see it as a strength he simply doesn't have.

To be happy living. To not be weighed down by the fate hanging over you. To accept your lot without sadness and enjoy the life given to you.

He can't do that.

Everyone else seems to have fun with the bits of life that don't matter, that aren't part of their great fate. Skipping a class for an impromptu concert in the common room, parties, day trips, friendships, hookups, the whole concept of 'Valentine's Day'.

Regulus isn't spontaneous like that. The fate is all there is for him. He can't focus on anything else when he needs to get it right.

The sorting hat sat on his head for four and a half minutes while he told it over and over that he wanted Slytherin. He wanted to fulfil his destiny. That was his sole commitment.

Regulus has feared ever since that it saw his weakness and thought he'd fail.

(No one has ever failed. Ever in history. Evey single death he's read in the paper, and there are so many these days, are all exactly as they're supposed to be.)

He can't. He can't be the one to fuck it up.

And then there's Lily Evans.

[mgarmagedon]

I feel that Sideswipe and Strongarm bicker a lot lot but rather make up quickly but were there times when they didn't talk to each other for days because they where so hurt by the other ?

You know... there wasn't big amount of such a situations, because they're usually making up quickly.

But the only time when there didn't talk to each other for more than a week was kinda Strongarm's fault.

It happend few weeks after they arrived on Earth, even before they met Drift!

Strongarm wanted to know more about Sides, because in police data base hadn't much information about him... so she asked Bee if he knew few information about this red tampon. Obviously he told her that he knew his parents, because they are his ex besti and boyfriend - KO and Smoke.

Ofc after she found out about this from him, she immediately started fangirling, because his parents was fighting on Earth, on both sides of battlefield.

She ran at Sides and start screaming at him, something like:

"OH MY PRIMUS! Sideswipe!!! Why didn't you ever told me about your dads?! They both helped in rebuilding Cybertron in a fully peaceful society!!! One is genius doctor, who left Megatron side and became autobot and second could or still can become Prime!!! A P-R-I-M-E!!! I'm so jealous! Your parents must be so cool! Now tell me everything about them!"

And he was like:

"No...? I mean if you want bother somobody with your war vets obsession, go to Bee and talk to him. He was there, he's like old as hell and probably will say something you wanna hear about them, unlikely me."

Then she said:

"Sides, how could you say something like this about your parents?! They are like heroes for our nation! They can't be THAT bad, I mean my father was Ultra Magnus. He was extremely strict and demanding, but he still helped me to became what I wanted to be! What have your parents did that you don't even wanna talk about? Ground you for a week, because you were twerking publicly??? Just say something about them Sides, pls, pls, pls!!!"

Of course Sideswipe, after she has said to him, he was a BIT angry on Strongarm. So he screamed at her:

"GROUND FOR A WEEK?! I FUCKING WISH!!! I would be so good damn happy, if they ever did that! But they didn't care about me to even punish me for anything. They only cared about the golden child, smarter, stronger and better behaved Sunstreaker. After all "why couldn't you be like your twin brother? You are just doing nothing evey single day!", that was the last thing my father Smokescreen said to me, before I ran from my home after the incident... Now, I'll better go... Russell is probably waiting for me to take him from school"

Sides got in his car and drove off. Strongarm was so shocked after what she heard, but she thought: "He ran from his only, because his fathers doesn't cared about him and always wanted more from him??? That's the most ridiculous explanation I ever heard! My parents was the same and I would never say a bad word about them!"

So because od this little situation, they didn't talk for a week. Ofc Strongarm said sorry to Sides, after Bee made her aware, that Sideswipe is very sensitive young man and not everyone is like Strongarm. Bee mainly did that, because he was so tired of that how they were behaving at this time and how hard it was to go with some of them on a mission.

So she apologized to him, so it made them a little closer and even Strongarm kissed red tampon 7w7

[swagging-back-to]

endlessly furious about how when i was in school the super intendent would have to be forced by the fucking state to shut down the school for billzards, loss of power, loss of heat, ice storms, etc. would wait until absolutely last minute before deciding to send us back. would refuse to cancel school even during a week long power outage and a snow storm causing 3 feet of snow in a day.

and now, the same superintendent cancels school the entire day for ONE INCH OF SNOW that is forecasted to fall AFTER SCHOOL LETS OUT. not even fucking joking. last year she called out during the first snow dusting of the year. we barely even got a quarter of an inch but appparentlt *that* was enough to cancel school.

thinking of how when i was in elementary school i was in a borderline illegal experiment run by the school to see how 3rd 4th and 5th graders all shoved in one class and forced to learn at 3rd grade level while doing child labor for the school and being exposed to aggressive dementia patiemts would turn out. Thinking of how right after i left that program and went into middle school it was disbanded.

thinking of how one of the teachers in this program tried to tell my abusers that i was autisitc and acting up in class when i was the most well behaved student. the same teacher would sneer at me and mame disgusting comments about ny body bc i was developing breasts. 'you are NOT going to be good in the middle school, thats for sure."

thinking of how when i was in the school all the teachers were extremely homophobic and would force us to read the bible. it was a public school. and then immediately after i left they put up posters in all three schools about how "inclusive" they are.

thinking of how when i was in highschool planning to drop out and get my GED, bc it would be much quicker than wasting 2 years doing unnecessary homework and one of the teachers played favoritsm so much that if she did not like you, you would not pass her necessary credits. she would fail you just out of spite. shes still working even despite the YEAR of evidence i had of her targeting me. yeah. anyway. thinking of how the guidance counselor and the vice principal forced me into a meeting and tried to gaslight me the entire time and lie to me saying i couldnt get mt ged if i

1. hadnt been dropped out for over a year

2. wasnt 17.

i was dropping out at 16. i said thats fucking stupid and im dropping out anyway.

the year after i did they started pushing students who had bad grades or attendence to drop out and get their geds. even elementary schoolers are pushed to drop out.

[mojaves]

💋🌵🍴🍄🏹🎤🎮🏡🪐🗝️💈💔❤️‍🔥💞 + seb ^_^

💋 KISS MARK: What’s their signature look, if any? Do they have a gesture or piece of jewelry or something else that acts as a calling card for them?

always silver jewellery. Always. thats a lie sometimes it's rose gold if it's like. a super extra special occasion. big black boots. grey or black long sleeve shirts with the sleeves rolled up + a good chunk of the buttons undone. the boobs are saying hello.

🌵 CACTUS: What are some reasons someone might not like them? What are their personality flaws?

he can be a little too bitchy. thats the best way i can describe it. a little too overconfident and snarky, which really overshadows the rest of his personality. he can also very easily shut himself off from the world when getting too overwhelmed, which can be extremely difficult to deal with, even for those around him who love him very much. especially because of how stupidly stubborn he is to a very detrimental degree, to the point it has caused a lot of permanent damage to his health, his body, And his relationships. seb is a LOT to deal with, because of all of the baggage that he comes with, and it would understandably be just. entirely too much for someone to want to deal with.

🍴 FORK AND KNIFE: Do they have good manners? Were they taught to be that way, or are they just polite?

seb grew up with a very. strict father. to put it lightly. he HAD to have good manners, or he would otherwise be punished for it. even without that as an incentive, he's a generally very polite person anyway, always treating others with the respect he would expect to be treated with too. he can use it to his advantage when dealing with annoying clients or just. people who are dicks in general. where he can turn the politeness up to 11, into a passive aggressive manner. generally he will straight up just tell you to fuck off if you're annoying him. but if youre REALLY annoying him. he is going to make it worse for EVERYONE involved.

🍄 MUSHROOM: Would they ever experiment with psychedelics? How would it affect them?

he's insane he'll try just about anything. needs to find a balance though [which he often fails at. which makes things significantly worse for him] as he's a very tall guy. very large. so it would take quite a bit to kick in, but his brain and nervous system is extremely volatile and WILL go into overdrive if the experience is even slightly too much, which can make him go into his Passive Combat Mode. where the slightest movement could set him off. if he manages to get the balance just right though?? he's just hangin out. he's sludge. he's on the floor. don't worry about him.

🏹 BOW AND ARROW: What’s their preferred weapon, if anything?

KNIVES!!!!! theyre primarily what he trained with growing up, and theyre very versatile, perfect for both close and ranged combat. evey more fun if theyre dipped in poison. he sometimes crafts his own knives in his spare time, engraving very intricate and beautiful designs into them,,, and if he makes one for you?? well then you're basically the single most special person in the world to him.

🎤 MICROPHONE: What does their voice sound like? Do they have a notable accent? Can they sing, and if so, what would they sing at a karaoke night?

deep, a little rough and raspy, spanish accent with a hint of a night city twang in there, with a strong mechanical tone to it on account of his neck cyberware [which got even stronger when the voice module got damaged, which he never bothered to get fixed]. he can sing VERY well! it's something that's always been a passion and a talent of his, and he's always wanted to be in a band,,, at karaoke he would sing something either very soft, or something with a Lot of passion behind it, that you want to scream at the top of your lungs

🎮 VIDEO GAME: Do they play video games? What kind of games do they prefer?

sl/ime rancher. and m/inecraft. those are the only games he understands. the controls of every other video game will never make sense to him. even if theyre generally the same across the board. dont make him try to play anything else he'll get scared.

🏡 HOUSE WITH GARDEN: Where do they live? Do they have a house to themselves or do they live with somebody, or something else?

a small apartment in night city! where he lives with his husband and his cat [: it's a very cosy little place, just enough for all three of them, and he wouldnt change it for the world.

🪐 RINGED PLANET: How do they feel about space? Does it inspire them or make them feel lonely?

space has always been one of his special interests, and he will go on and on and ON about it given the opportunity. all of it stemmed from his little brother, luci, reading a book to him about planets one day, and ever since then it's something they've both had in common. he things it's beautiful, if not a little scary, but that just adds to the beauty,,, however he has been up there once. and he would very much like to never do that again. hasn't changed his love of the topic. but good lord.

🗝️ OLD KEY: What do they always keep in their pockets or purse?

his phone, a lighter, a pack of cigarettes, a couple of knives, small gun in case of emergencies, a wallet, and some fidget toys. the essentials for any man about town. he ALWAYS forgets his glasses though. the only way he'll remember is if he's wearing them before he leaves the house. but even that happens rarely.

💈 BARBER POLE: How particular are they about their hair? Do they prefer to do it themselves or get it done professionally, if they care at all?

he's not all too picky about it, and would let anyone cut it if he trusts them enough, and can otherwise just shave it all off and start again. his style is short sides and longer on the top. beyond that he's not really fussy about how it looks.

💔 BROKEN HEART: What would break their heart? What’s the worst thing a significant other or a close friend could do to them?

cheating. any sort of betrayal, really. but cheating is definitely the biggest thing that can send him spiralling. a lack of trust... he's been through that one too many times and if it happened to him one more time, he wouldn't make it to the next morning is all im saying.

❤️‍🔥 HEART ON FIRE: What really gets them going? What’s their favorite thing for a significant other to do?

hrgrhgfhhhfjhf he's a little freak. almost anything can get him in the zone if he's in a good mood. hugs? kisses? biting? even so much as just smiling in a certain way. listen. he loves his husband SO much. ok. that man can do literally anything and it's the single most attractive thing seb has EVER seen in his life.

💞 REVOLVING HEARTS: Do they have a best friend? What’s their relationship like?

he's got a few but for the sake of brevity. i'll talk about cassidy. his husband cassidy. YOUR OWN OC NO LESS!!!

it's a very loving and caring relationship, and VERY strong, thanks to all the things they have been through together. they're practically inseperable now. he trusts cassidy with his life, even more than he could ever trust himself. cassidy means the WORLD to him. there's so much i could say about their relationship but half of it would be me barking. you understand.

basically. no one has ever been so in love like seb is with cassidy. no one is doing it like them. and no one ever will!!!! im right