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Breaking news: I am a massive simp for hua cheng
#everything this man does makes me scream#he single handedly raised my expectations for men#like i need a guy who lights 3000 lanterns for me and humiliates at least 33 heavenly officials bc they hurt me and fills a cave with pic#ture perfect statues of me and treats me with more love in one day than most people receive in their entire life and kills anyone who even#slightly annoys me#otherwise whats the point yk#“wdym you can only defeat 22 heavenly officials and arent the ghost king”#“and you think youre good enough for me?”#i say whilst binging tgcf for the third time in the jp dub having done nothing productive during my summer break#with my most important career deciding exams next year#not even joking im rewatching all of tgcf in the english dub and im kver halfway through#once im done jp dub is next#👍👍👍👍👍#mxtx tgcf#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hua cheng#tgcf hua cheng#i am down bad#a
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Me: man that concert was Amazing. Now let's try to catch up with some work :)
My brain, without interruption for the past 48 hours: *Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? Danse danse danse, elle me dit danse. Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? Pourquoi tu gâches ta vie? Danse danse danse, elle me dit danse!*
#i might be obsessed#i would have sued if he hadn't played elle me dit#it even makes up for the lack of 'we are golden'#he could have played that for 1.5 hours and i wouldn't have complained#superior song#strong candidate for most listened to song this year#elle me dit#mika#also i decided to go to more mika concerts in the future if there's the opportunity#because this was So Fun#even the security dudes said 'man that is a good show' ahahaha#(we were at the barricade so i heard everything they said#and one of them was like 'oh he does this quite well. even though this isn't my kind of music that's quite a good show'#i wholeheartedly agree#)#concert ramblings#void screams
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uhm so uhm uhmumhumhmummhm when a guy randomly hugs you what does it mean
#UNI BOY UPDATE ?????????????????????????/#HE MAKES ME WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM AND EXPLODE ALL AT THE SAME TIME#ITS LIKE ?!??!?!??#WEVE NEVER BEEN TOUCHY TO BEGIN WITH WTF DOES THIS MEAN WHY IS HE SO CONFUSING#THIS IS. THE SAME MAN. WHO CALLED ME ANNOYING.#lynn doesnt know whats happening but they will continue to act like everything is ok#bc haha no u think im going to talk to him ab the hug tmr ??? absolutely not id rather die#i hate love#i hate men#i hate uni#im going to drop out istg#he is the only reason why i ever bother going to that shithole anymore istg#💌; lynn rambles !
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i dont know how to word this in a way that isn't mean but we NEED more "cringe" minecraft parodies. sometimes things don't need to be good, i think things that are "bad" are actually better. i have such a deep love for them even if sometimes i laugh at them or think they're kinda silly, they're the ones i go back to the most
captainsparklez i love you and your top-notch music videos but what happened to the guys with crappy mics singing over screen recordings of gameplay. or literally just a png or mspaint art. where are they. come back i am begging you
#NOT EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE GREAT PLEASE HAVE FUN AAAAAAAAAAUGH#none of you will ever be blitz to me. zero cycle is up there i will give them that#dragonhanx is close to what i mean except his videos arent 'bad' to me in any way. just silly#man i love the feel of older vids where like. we did not even know what shaders were kfjdhgkj#BRING IT BACK IT JUST FEELS MORE FUN#also no this does not include bad-on-purpose screaming into the mic kind of stuff#i just mean like. dudes who had an idea and were goofing off during a recording kind of vibes. it needs to feel genuine#i love all the comments on dylqn and fulham's video they're so fun to read through#WE'RE MAKING IT OUT OF THE BASTION WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#idk what to call them other than cringe/bad bc that's what everyone else says. like I Dont Think They're Bad im literally saying i love the#but just. not a movie production ya know? the ones ppl poke fun at and make memes about. they are unironically my favorite ones#just using blitz as my example again. it's not a masterpiece like it's not ''good.'' but it is a masterpiece#i would not be who i am without that song kjdfhkg it puts such a big smile on my face lmao#chat
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urgh :((
#i am now going to whine about my living conditions#if my grandma screams either at me about my husband or at my husband one more time i think im gonna go ape shit man#fucking calling me to make sure i cry before work and making living utterly unbearable is such a great way to annunciate the fact she would#rather have us live in a hotel for 80+ bucks a night than let us exist in her house#we dont even talk to her. we dont go upstairs. we dont make any more noise than we have the past few months#but suddenly its worth threatening to kick us out over#and we think she might be on cocaine again#i dont know man#oh yeah it aint even her house i lied. its her boyfriends house. her boyfriend that has never brought up any issues with us.#genuinely everything she talks about being so worthy of her disrespect and hatred is either a lie or straightup from MONTHS ago#shit that was resolved#and blown out of proportion mind you#idk. i need to fucking kill myself in front of her. i need it to be a mess. im so horrible mentally and im not even the one taking all the#abuse rn#next time she does this i might be going to federal prison guys 😳😳😳😳
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had a nightmare where my dad and i were stalked by the ghost of a serial killer called "bonny john" aubrey
#did we die? not sure. debatable.#i'm like dad all the locals are saying that bonny john's coming out tonight. we should leave#and he's like ok [does everything so it takes the longest time possible]#all the lights on the street we're walking on go out at once. he sees no reason to get to the van any faster#the van starts by itself before we even get there. he's like welp hop in#nope we're going to this house to try and ask for help. the van starts making unnatural sounds when we cross the street.#there's definitely a figure back there. i think it has a chef's knife.#nobody's answering the door. we go around to the back yard just to put more distance between us#and suddenly the brightest lights are shining out the back windows. there's a man standing at the corner of the house.#someone is screaming. or roaring. the windows shatter. there's a paper-white face in front of me.#the only thing i remember after that is watching a cat jump out of a broken window and run off into the night#so yeah i probably died but idk#bonny john also had his own folk song. i heard it on a record player in an old thrift store where somebody told me to watch out for him#i can't remember the tune or anything but it was a good song#cornelis appears nonetheless!
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god oh my god this sucks so fucking much, i knew today would be the worst day so far but holy fucking shit i truly just wish i was fucking dead!!
#i have a job interview tomorrow and there was ONE THING that i needed to do this weekend to prepare for it#and we were both going through withdrawals so badly that i DIDNT FUCKING DO IT#im literally just so angry at myself and at everything else in the world and i've been so fucking mean to the cats today and i hate myself#about it#i dont even WANT to go to the fucking interview tomorrow i just want to kill myself and cry and die and fucking give up on it all#this sucks so fucking badly oh my fucking god and i would bet you all like 500 fucking dollars#that ethan relapses on it today while he's at work and comes home fucking STINKING and making it worse for me#YET AGAIN#oh my god im so fucking angry im so fucking angry i just wanna scream and punch and throw and smash#AND I JUST HAVE TO KEEP IT ALL LOCKED UP INSIDE ME THERE IS NO OTHER OPTION NO FUCING OPTIONS NO CHOICES NOTHING#there will never be anything for me in this life and i dont know why i've been pretending otherwise#GOD it hasnt even been 72 hours yet can i please just be done#can i please find the first man who smoked tobacco and mass marketed it#AND FUCKING STRANGLE HIM TO DEATH????????????#im gonna kill and cry and die and hate my life my self my everything#ive just been crying so many fucking angry tears#like i'll be so angry and when it does come out it comes as tears and i personally???? hate that shit so much#makes me feel so fucking weak#fuck everybody fuck god fuck nice people fuck mean people fuck the normalizing of horrible drugs fuck addiction and fuck myself#just gotta keep telling myself i dont need it
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#been burdening my friends and partner too much with bitching about life but talking abt it makes me feel better so. i’m here.#new job is awful. but in a weird way.#i’m learning things and love my coworkers and the location and clients and work itself#but my boss is. my god.#it’s a little local place owned by one woman operated from inside her extra home on her property#she runs everything#and she is nice but she is??? loud ig. abusively loud#she screams and cusses and berates and belittles everyone and like#they all think it’s silly. it’s just her personality. they laugh or shrug it off. it’s just how she is. but i can’t do it#every day i tear up or cry on the way home cus she raises her voice at me or i hear her cussing and screaming in the back about like#me fucking up. over silly things. like i took a message for her but didnt say it was urgent.#then i hear her in the back HOW COULD SHE FUCK UP LIKE THIS SHE SHOULD KNOW THIS SHIT THIS IS SUCH SIMPLE SHIT WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH HER#and i just cant handle it man!!!#and she is so nice and supportive and texts me almost every night to ask how i am and if i’m okay#and like fuck dude i guess?????? but im also!!!!! not!!!!!!!!#my partner and mom both said i should quit and i think im. gonna.#the other place that wanted me is still hiring. i’m gonna talk to them monday and see if i can take that job still#but fuck dude. i dont wanna tell my boss im leaving. i dont think she’ll blow up but if she does?????#idk#i just hate that things aren’t getting better. i dunno. i just wanna cry and sleep all day#hopefully i get the other job and my boss understands. we’ll see.#thanks for reading
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little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3
#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~?#so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent#he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends.#he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap#he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t.#like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year.#he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol#he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all.#he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll#he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam#heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is#(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still)#and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just… not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries)#our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:(((((#i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!!#he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus#idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :(#2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :((((#but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really.#but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol#and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me#so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3#and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be#but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~?#sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂
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//the only real goth kids are tweek, heidi, and stan. all the other ones are faking it
#misc :: ( ooc )#//yes i've recently picked up michael#//yes i think he's a fake-ass bitch; what about it?#//well... fake goth anyway LKFJDSLKJDF#//he's actually the realest friend there is; send tweet#//which... i kind of always thought that was the POINT of the goth kids:#//that while they accuse everyone else of being posers they do a lot of posturing themselves#//i know that with michael in particular his affect of apathy is so obviously intensely fake#//and you KNOW that guy has not read a single edgar allan poe line in his life#//except for like. the raven#//FDLKSAJFDHGKDJF#//i also thought it was obvious with henrietta and how she screams that her mom is ~abusive~ when that is just...#//so obviously not the case...#//all the goth kids worship cthulu until he comes around and makes the world actually awful and miserable#//and then they're like ''man this sucks. cthulu sucks. he was only cool in theory''#//like! everything about the goth kids'... well... gothiness... is extremely artificial and that's what i LOVE about them; they're so funny#//as my friends and i have previously discussed: it's how goth you are on the INSIDE that counts more than anything#//so altho tweek does not DRESS especially goth... trust me he is i said what i said and i know everything so. there
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”I will have no part of it because I am a responsible adult who pays taxes and has trash pickup on Tuesdays”
Why is this guy so relatable lol I love him
#iykyk#(it’s the Super Psychedelic Renaissance Man Who Does Everything Himself Like A Fucking Legend)#if I become prolific enough; I want to collaborate with him#his visual effects are— [sobs] perfect#immaculate 3D sets#everything he does reminds me of my trauma-induced Brain Trips I get at night after something really bad happens and I love it#which is weird but…#I mean I didn’t enjoy the Brain Trips when they happened and they were legitimately terrifying but#I like being scared and spaced out at the same time#I enjoy having vivid nightmares that make me want to scream and rip my skin off#And lately I’ve barely been dreaming at all; so this definitely scratches that itch#Thank you funky animator man who I can’t mention the pseudonym of in mixed company
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Coming to terms with childhood trauma is fucking insane because yeah I knew this fucjed me up but now that I'm thinking about it why the fuck did my uncle STAY FRIENDS with my dad after seeing me start crying after he called just to yell at me??? Bro what the fuck how could you be friends with someone who does that to a 7 year old??? Insane, and then having the audacity to, now that I'm an adult, be like "oh yeah I never liked him" man u used to hang out with him of your own free will???
#i put up with him because i wanted to make sure you were okay#irrelevant brambling#okay sure you did#i have very complicated feeling about my uncle like yeah i did see him as a father figure and he treated me with basic respect#but also he abused my cousins and one of my friends#and he is a dick to my mum#and he has this stupid saviour complex#but also the only positive (for me anyway) male role model i had???#horrid#hate people being complicated why cant they just be evil or good#sorry to trauma dump on here but it makes me want to tear my hair out ngl#imagine being friends with a man who called his ex wife just to scream abuse at his child who then cried in front of your whole family#absolutely not#and i wonder why i still struggle to trust that my partners dad is genuinely a lovely man 😵💫😵💫😵💫#anyway im trying to grow and learn to live with cptsd but it does mean that like#im forcing myself to have an adult perspective on things#which makes everything else seem so much worse by comparison
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He did not say that??
dante saying he thinks arthurian courtly romance is immoral irredeemable media bc reading about guinevere and lancelot would make women cheat on their husbands and go to hell for lust so funny. i would have blocked his tumblr
#Okay OP i am sorry to go off on your post because it is very funny however. I am thesising on this man & He really did not fucking say that#THE CHARACTER FRANCESCA PRESENTS HER READING OF ARTHURIAN ROMANCE AS ONE OF MANY EXCUSES FOR HER DECISION TO CHEAT ON HER HUSBAND#SHE GOES “ohhh i was so swept up in this romantic book with my lover I couldn’t NOT fuck him!!! Its not my fault!!!!”#but the WHOLE POINT OF FRANCESCA’S SPEECH IS THAT SHE IS AN *UNRELIABLE NARRATOR*#HER GOAL WHEN TALKING TO DANTE IS TO PERSUADE HIM THAT SHE DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE IN HELL.#EVERYTHING SHE SAYS IS AN ATTEMPT TO PLACE CULPABILITY FOR HER *OWN* DECISION TO COMMIT ADULTERY ONTO OUTSIDE FORCES BEYOND HER CONTROL#BUT THESE ARE FLIMSY EXCUSES. OBVIOUSLY LANCELOT AND GUINIVERE DID NOT LEAP OUT OF THE BOOK AND FORCE HER TO CHEAT ON HER HUSBAND#THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT OF THE SPEECH IS THAT THE READER IS MEANT TO QUESTION HER LOGIC.#THE READER IS MEANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT SHE IS MAKING A FLAWED RHETORICAL POINT!!!!!!!!!!!#Dante did not say arthurian romance makes you cheat. He ACTUALLY argued that claiming it does is fucking stupid AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#Dante#Having said all this I also would block Dante on tumblr easily#Okay i edited this post to be not all caps because i read it back it was came off far more agressive than I truly intended it#Sorry OP i did not meant to scream at you in your notes that was rude of me. I wrote this when id been awake for 5 minutes
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Genuine observation, no sass and no disrespect, but being someone who is chronically OFFline & an active volunteer/activist for over a decade, and seeing what people say is "crucial discourse" online is... Quite the trip, honestly.
#vee vibrates#I understand that some things are more important to others than they are to me but.#I really need people to understand that sometimes you're better off volunteering at a shelter of ANY kind if you want to commit real change.#Online advocacy is crucial but man am I worried as hell for the kids that don't seem to understand that offline is even moreso.#And being disabled + queer myself I know that it can (and often is) a safety and accessibility issue but zoouniverse.org exists.#That website where you solve history and math quizzes to give rice to impovrished families is online.#Just. Anything that puts this aggressive “”advocacy“” to rest. Ego will be the death of us and we don't need anymore of it.#And if anybody reads this and finds themselves getting upset ask yourself this: Why does this upset me? Do I see myself in this?#Because you'd know that I am speaking out of genuine desperation when I say all of this.#I am not any better than any online activist just because I do a lot of work offline.#I am just so fucking tired of seeing people misdirect their rightful frustrations and fall further prey to the elites' divisive desires.#Is it so much to ask of you all to finally be angry at those who truly make our lives miserable? Or are we just going to keep playing cop?#At the end of the day it's your choice. I cannot force you. However you will grow old one day and look back. Remember that.#I for one don't want to have any regrets about any time I wasted on bigots and trolls and people who have already decided on their opinions.#I want to look back and be grateful for the opportunity to help so many people as many helped me in my direst times of need.#I think that's the difference here. A lot of online folk didn't go through the poverty & severe abuse & bigotry I faced since I was born.#I went through hell and came out kinder in the end because I was at the end of the proverbial whip myself at several points before 16.#But trauma doesn't make you compassionate. You choose to be. And I choose to never repeat the cycle.#The day I do is the day I've lost both my mind and my spirit. I will never repeat my family's & abusers' horrific mistakes.#I will be kinder to a world that needs kindness now more than ever. Even if I scream my throat out forever doing so.#I don't need a voice to be heard.#Anyways sorry. I woke up on the desparate side of the bed. Thank you to all who fight the good fight.#Despite everything I've said I have so much more faith and hope now more than ever. We will prevail.#And thank you if you read all of these tags?? Safety love and solidarity to you you're the MVP. ;_; 💜
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the desire to quit comics and give up on creating art forever before i've even started my career vs the travis moore answer to my ask in his inbox when he still had a tumblr when i was in high school telling me it was both the most difficult and fulfilling work he ever took on and i should pursue it if i want to and the guy who bought the first ever mini comic i sold this year at my first ever con i tabled asking me to sign it. sniffle sob
#art school really does put you through the wringer man. it really does. i have never felt worse about what i make or struggled to make work#so much in the entire time i've ever had art as a hobby or in class form. this has been the worst year yet. but i still cant let it go#i still at the end of the day want my life to be involved in comics in some way. i've accepted i dont know if i'll make it even close to#anything anywhere within the realm of it professionally. but i dont wanna let go of making them in my life#i still wanna try. i wanna quit and give up so fucking bad every other day. but i still fantasize about being published and having my work#out there for others to see. so i cant let it go no matter how bad i wanna. because i know i'll come back to it#so i just have to keep going. so i can retain them in my life forever. because i love comics. i love making them.#as much as i hate it and it makes me wanna scream and cry and how nothing has ever made me feel worse about myself and what i make.#making comics is everything to me. it is my life and it is my joy when i can remember there is some worth in what i make.#static.soundz
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Doubt vash has a penis considering we saw knives entire crotch and it was ken doll smooth and theyre twins
#Listen to my problems#damien dont read this ... hi ...#its been haunting me sorry and also i saw a lot of pictures of his virginia on rule 34 dot com and i didnt realise people saw him that way#though it does make sense because hes effeminate#as in it makes sense people see him that way. its because hes cute#the day they pick the shittiest and ugliest man to be trans is the day i know theres equality in the world#the other possibility is that knives got his dick blown off which makes me smile#one of my favourite things that happened in the series is the fact that vash tried to smash a rock over his head when they were kids .....#theyre literally cain and abel .... sorry for making everything about the bible. first it was ichiban and masato being moses and ramses now#its vash and knives being cain and abel ... he literally has caused the most pain in the world to his brother and he did it all while#screaming and crying his eyes out and freaking it really badly... male hysteria ... anyway its funny that he just followed knives around#because he didnt know what else to do even though he fucking hated him and knives like..... let him. ..#they really are siblings because nobody else would do that. like FUCK you i hate you !!!! (continues to grow up with you)
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