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this fandom is not big enough for me to go on about how aaron's relationship with justine was so much more complex than what we gather from the book but i kind of feel crazy about it and this line makes me feel insane and i hate it
#gonna rant in tags but#to just chalk up all his connections to justine based on fear feels unfair#dont forget he tapped into his creativity to please her. not because he was afraid but because he wanted to be useful and special#he wanted more than what his parents got. justine made him feel special and important#and while to her he was simply someone useful#to him she was someone powerful and imposing and strong. but most of all. in control#aaron talks about control a lot and marcus SPECIFICALLY SAYS JUSTINE IS SCARED OF LOSING CONTROL#aaron feels the same they parallel each other sooooo perfectly#her control is something he saw and WANTED#the respect he had for her wasnt fear!!! it was. longing? admiration?#he wanted what she had. he saw someone who was never afraid or stressed#and he WANTED that#he spent his childhood in fear of being sent to his death. especially w alex and everything#justine wanted to preserve what she had and wanted to feel in control so she could stay where she was#ugh. UGH! WHATEVERRR#tzu rambles#the unwanteds
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oh my god my editor for this fic is the slowest editor that has ever existed
*i am the editor for this fic*
#the problem is i dont know how to end a story so i write and i write and i write#and it's been a week#and i'll no doubt write even more if i hate the ending when i get down to it#i live in a constant state of not wanting to forget a stupid comment made by either tommy or ellie#and if i read through it a billion times to make sure i have everything i'll see a spot where i can make one of them say something else#i prommy its coming#its oddly so connected to graceland too which was not the plan at all but i guess somewhere in my mind while i slept#i was like tommy & ellie graceland too arc#and now i have that in my mind#so my silly fluffy fic turned into something i actually cared about a lot more#because graceland too is special to me#graceland too tommy & ellie arc right before the kyoto joel & ellie arc#anyway theres your obligatory update#its still coming im just slow
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#i wish i could just have one normal conversation where i say the right correct things that are normal#in the right tone of voice and everything#this isnt about anyone or any friend stuff it's about me getting a phone call for a job interview & fumbling it#like idk what it is but the way i talk and interact with people is always incorrect#im saying this on the verge of tears. i try so. fucking. hard. to interact and be social#and make connections with people and it feels like im a fucking space alien making a fool of myself#i dont belong in any group ive ever been in and i never will#and i can't even answer a phone call about my availability without my brain melting out of my ears so i forget#everything ive been trying so hard to remember and say and do better#..... i wanna feel like an important person in a group#i wanna be part of something and feel important and like im needed#and i would be missed if i was gone#i think i could just quietly delete all my social media apps and disappear from every place ive ever been in#and nobody would even notice. i literally dont add anything#im just gonna be some awkward random freak in whatever job i get too#im not ever gonna be liked or depended upon or needed for anything#every other job ive had ive always just felt in the way and awkward and clueless#nobody ever makes small talk with me or comes up to me or invites me to stuff#am i doing something wrong? was friendship supposed to come out of it? what did i miss?#im so sick of being a fucking failure i just dont wanna talk to anyone ever again i just wanna be alone forever#its impossible everythign is impossible
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the relationship rich people have with food is so funny my landlords bought a box of single serving bowls of sticky rice from costco and it's been tantalizing me for months. they forgot about it apparently immediately after purchasing it and when i leave it here they will undoubtedly be surprised by this rice they assumed was mine. and this is a very mild example of things they have bought and left in my fridge (their extra/garage fridge) and instantly forgotten about. at least this one is shelf stable and not rotting meat for me to clean up
#not that i don't forget about things obviously but never to that scale because i couldn't afford to do that lol#i've thought about eating it MANY times those little bowls are so convenient#and i have gotten the exact same thing for myself previously so i understand why they would get confused i just dont understand how you#me#could buy food and then just never eat it. they do this with everything of course not just food#theres an unsustainable amount of electric bicycles and cars and like a dune buggy and scooters and jet skis and so forth around here#and they just Have all that shit. almost all of it is in perfectly fine working order just barely used worth more money than i've ever had#in my life. gathering dust for the most part#rich people live on another planet fr and these ones aren't even proper rich like the guy had a high ranking position as a vet at uc davis#and his wife did real estate or something. and this property is worth a couple million to be sure but like theres this and then there's#the people at the top of the mountain who it's rumored are connected to the gates family/microsoft and those cunts have a whole helicopter#*remembered it wasn't davis but it was one of the ucs#insane.... and then there's me and i have $200 in my bank account lol#cats
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sorry but ppl on the internet are so naive when they genuinely believe the majority of people "hate capitalism".... that isnt anywhere near the truth. most people are sheep that just go along with what society says is right. when im out there and talk to "normal" people and listen to their convos they are literally pro capitalism. they talk about how the 8-5 work day 5/week is GOOD bc they get to work a lot and make "a lot" of money. many people will complain about unfair work hours and too big of a work load but they dont do anything more than complain... they wont vote for the left, they wont join unions, they wont stage protests or demonstrations... most ppl are like "omg fuck capitalism lmao ahhhaha fuck capitalism am i right???" but they still dont actually do anything to change it... because the entire point with capitalism is that it is comfortable and convenient. netflix and spotify is capitalism. ordering takeout is capitalism. having packages arrive to your door or close by is capitalism. concerts by your fav artists is capitalism. flying a plane to resorts all over the world is capitalism.... ppl only say "fuck capitalism" bc yes they're overworked and underpaid, but they dont actually want to live in a society without capitalism. it would mean a profound change of our entire reality as we've known it for centuries. it would be extreme. it would actually feel like it does in movies where the world is ending and society resets. it's too scary to actually go through with, and no one wants to do that. saving the planet and tearing down capitalism... would mean an extremely different world and life. no more driving your car to work and to the store and to the gym and back and forth to your parents or friends. no more going to multiple concerts every year. no more going to luxury resorts in ibiza or greece. no more online shopping. no more ordering takeout. the truth that nobody wants to admit, because no one wants to admit that they would choose to continue living in comfort even if it means destroying this planet, is that no. you dont hate capitalism. not truly. most people do not hate capitalism. if most people did... we wouldnt have the world we have now and always have had since capitalism was introduced. humans make this world. we get the world we deserve. and nature trying to kill us is what we deserve. it's like when we're sick and our bodies get fever to burn the virus. we are a virus. we could choose to stop. but we dont. only a small handful of people are willing to actually do what it takes to save earth. most ppl who make silly comments about oh my god fuck capitalism tihihihihi are not part of that small amount of people. it is sad, especially for the people who do get it, who do want to save earth, because we are such an extreme minority we have no power at all. the masses win. and the masses have chosen to live in greed and consumerism and comfort even if we'll pay the highest price thinkable.
#it's funny that it is called 9-5 when it is in truth 8-5 and many ppl work longer.....#not expecting anyone to read but i need to rant#i feel so alienated because i truly cannot relate to anyone#i wish i could find people like me in this world#but there seem to be so few of us it pains me to be this alone#i just dont respect people#people LIKE online shopping and owning things and travelling and going to concerts and and and and#they like it so much they think it's worth to sacrifice literally everything for it#i could live without any of that if it meant not hurting humans or animals or earth#i dont think humans need to have millions of concerts or every artist needs to have a concert#im just going on abt concerts bc that's one of the things that are the worst for the environment#and one of the things ppl conventiently forget to talk abt when it comes to environmental damage and capitalism#and like fireworks.. and bombs.. and nuclear power. we dont NEED any of that#but literally 10/10 ppl of you who read this will think that ummm u are dumb#ofc we need fireworks and bombs and nuclear!!! that's all profitable and fun and useful#so like yeah idk i truly cannot connect with any human i come across#and i dont respect any of the empty bullshit ppl talk abt everywhere#'fuck capitalism' 'save the earth' .. none of y'all give a fuck if it means u have to give up things u like and find fun#but yeah sure if it makes u feel better abt urself to parrot empty mantras go ahead#y'all have already won and we're on borrowed time#it's cute watching y'all plan for the future as if u have one#at least im not alone in dying bc we're all gonna suffer for what we've chosen#and also at least i have my mom to talk to bc she gets it and agrees#she doesnt agree fully when i talk abt how eco fascism is the only real thing we can do#ppl cannot be trusted to be given a choice#we need to declare martial law and force everyone to reset#no more capitalism no more waste no more environmental damage#but yeah my mom says fascism is always wrong but the way i see it.. we either do the hard thing to save us all#or let all the millions of fuckheads choose to kill the earth and us all with it for literally nothing#after manyy years we could start going back to 'democracy'...
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hello i sent the ask like an hour ago about being the guy bullied for having tiddies and i feel like i should say a couple things to clarify.
It should absolutely be feminism 101 that the patriarchy hurts everyone, thats the point i was trying to make in sharing
At the time the bullying happened I identified as cis. This is to say that being a cis guy doesnt shield you from this bullshit, people will still cup your chest and announce a cup size to humiliate you
no yeah ur good!! it's so insane how like. the patriarchy + beauty standards + Everything like Inherently affect cis men and men in general negatively and yet ppl will still say it only affects women like ..idk the lack of like. nuance & understanding is so wild 2 me !!
#ask#idksilver#like i saw a post ages ago along the lines of 'well i dont care how the patriarchy affects men bc women are the ones being oppressed'#and idk i just feel like . we should care abt men and everyone of any gender . and how the patriarchy affects Everyone#bc how can we solve these like. societal problems without addressing Everything#and on a more like. practical level. its sooo much easier to connect with a guy ur talking abt feminism w if ur like#'ok u know how in middle school if u wore a certain type of jeans u were called gay. thats toxic masculinity which is bc of the patriarchy'#rather than if u say 'you are ontologically evil for being a man' like . 💀WHO IS THAT HELPING#<- sry that was only like half related FJDKGFS#but yeah no i forget people like . dont think the patriarchy hurts men as well cuz it seems so obvious 2 me ???idk
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got sad and put Don't Forget Who You Are on shuffle. im no longer sad nor happy but a secret third option-
#it was literally an accident aswell i was just turning on my morning alarm and it connected to spotify and bam#bombshells starts playing#and jesus christ the way everything just started feeling okay-#i love that album more than anything ahhh#seriously though ive been feeling so off the whole day and now everything feels so much lighter yyayyy#pls dont tempt me cause i will do an entire post rambling on how dfwya is the most underrated album in history#and how every track just touches my soul#GOD IM SO DRAMATIC (im deadly serious)#miles kane appreciation club#dont forget who you are#dfwya#miles kane#oversharing and its bitter aftertaste
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currently struggling w the concept that the community i so desperately want to be a part of relies heavily on talent and always involves some level of rejection through auditions
#my desire for just. community in general vs the undeniable fact that i am not really cut out for this#it does not matter how much i love theatre or performing bc love of the game is not enough#if u do not have the connections or a groundbreaking talent it just wont happen#and like. yeah there's crew and front of house and other ways to be involved but they just inevitably dont feel like part of it#because you come in days or hours before the show opens and these people have been together so much longer and have bonds formed#i am just. i do not have bonds formed in my real life w basically anyone. and its so difficult to form bonds as an adult#finding people who are open to new friendships is hard enough but by also being trans and autistic its just#its so hard meeting people as is but theres also the undeniable fact that a lot of people just wont accept me#and it sucks!! i just want friends!!!!#i just want. people who want to spend time with me and get to know me and put in effort#and i want a relationship but thats even harder than friendship really#not to sad post on main i may delete this but god i am just so lonely and me not being online is not because i have people#it just feels like everything is out of reach and its exhausting#it feels like ive missed out on core years of my life and im behind everyone and i don't know how to fix it#negative cw#god#anyway the show im watching is great everyone is talented but one girl did forget the words and go silent for a whole verse of her solo song
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fuck
#trigger warning for anti-queer legislation & transphobia further in the tags#it's just so. awful. and i forget sometimes cause i'm here on my tumblr bubble & i havent left the house in 3 months due to chronic illness#but i am very lucky to live where i live and get to do what i do and i cant even do that anymore. because of this illness#and while im away. theyre. hurting my kiddos. taking away their rights. 'for the children' they say. fuck off.#'leaves them with less choice as adults' what does that even fucking mean. nothing! it means nothing. its to scare you.#do i need to send a letter home to call a child by a nickname instead of their government birthname??#i'll let you all in on a secret: my government name is not char. but my teachers called me it. and my parents didnt need to be notified.#and the world didnt end!#i had a pride flag up in my room. and a kid asked me what it meant. and immediately i knew it was delicate.#hes like whats it for. and im like well. what does a flag mean to you? do you have a flag you connect with?#and the kid was like yeah. its like. community. and im like yeah! that's what this is for some people. it's also a show of support.#and the kid said 'oh i get it.' and then a pause. 'i like the colours' and i said me too!#and we talked about his country flag and other country flags and completely moved on#but he listened! and he learned! this kid hardly listens to me teach but he respects when i'm real.#auoghhh. so many kids affected. genuinely makes me ill. on top of everything.#i dont even know#c.text
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#its like every now and again i am brought down by a terrible loneliness and am forced to remind myself i have in fact more or less#been alone in some sense of the word for more than a few years now theres been such incredible lengths of my lived adulthood where ive#been to deal with everything on my plate entirely by myself for the most part. not to say that i have been like Alone ive kept busy and all#but sometimes i have to remind myself its been years and years since ive had what i would call even some kind of community. and its a#necessary pain to reflect that That is probably why routinely i am completely leveled by some loneliness. this goes of course without sayin#a lot of this is circumstance why i would maybe end up so alone but the reality is im often the only one who gets me im often the only ear#can open up to im often the only one there to catch myself slipping the only one there to take care of myself when im hurting or sick or#tired. and its not that i dont ask for help. something something circumstance where i dont get it from other people#hardly a thing worth stopping myself over but the moments where i have to pick myself up by my own bootstraps for the nth time completely i#the dark by myself its hard not to feel small. looked past. even though im really doing quite okay all things considered. still quite#unfortunately alone and equally isolated and drained of any energy to change this or get out and find community (if i had the space and#the time and the money of course dont forget about the money)#and at the deepest reaches of this feeling i can only see cosmically that this is what im supposed to be doing. to some strange effect that#I Am at least on the right path as tucked away small and hidden and invisible as this may make me feel. bc its never a hard contrast to mak#that if i did have the ability to truly embrace and make a change in that regard would i? would i do it right? could i keep it? where would#that take me? and of course the answer is in this state id just fumble it. and be right back here#when do i get to have that fire in my hands unequivocally where i may finally furiously rid myself of this isolation this loneliness either#forever or long enough to make the change from this lack of connection and community i truly have?
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fUUUUUUUIIICCCCCKCKCKKKCKCKCKCKCK
#so. friend and i went to a fare (? feria . whatever. goth feria. everything normal 157 degrres celsius we dying out here but like#random girl sent out lITTLE BROTHER. (!) to ask for my friends ig and like ok thats fine sometimes happens to ppl but like#this is the friend i have a crush on [im in love] [shes aware] [not that im in love -i dont think so- but that i like her]#and ok sometimes it happens ppl have asked me as well in the past#but she just comented that the girl has already messaged her like disguised in like [? a joke ['we will never know if we won the raffle'#'maybe i should ask the girl which numbers won']#but like. please. dont say this to me. please. youre torture#she keeps on doing shit like this#dont talk to me about it at least#because it feels just amazing to know that any random stranger [that looks kinda just like me] is a better potential partner than me [your#best friend who loves n cares about you and has done so much for you on the time weve known each other i dont think anyone ever has before#and who you connect with perfectly and have told unbelievable things [tinged in romantic] then left heartbroken bc ypure too fucking stupid#to take into account my feelings]#so ok. feels great. anyway....#PLEASE someone make me forget about her i cant keep doing this#spikeposting#tw antiloveposting
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ome tthing abt me is. that u can send me anything n i care
#mitos incredible life#otam#like. even if it's the most mundane shit ever (esp then) like Idk 'saw a cat today' (though tbh everyone would want to know that)#or 'my bathroom floor is white tiles'#like tumblr is literally the nightsky and all of us are stats. n we see each other n everything but that's abt it rlly#(pretend discord doesnt exist that's like second base or smth)#n sometimes part of a star will Idk fall in another one and thats meeting irl but it's comparably rare#forgot where i was gojng with this. anyways i mean I do jnteract with modt of yall at lesrt weekly#OH RIGHT i meant im judt a star and im får away etc so it's pretty reasonable to judt. Not care that much. yk?#and we're all just a blip in each other's lives. maybe my phone breaks tmrw and I forget my tumblr login and will neve come back#and thats it with user insert-neologism n the tide washes over and I will be forgotten#maybe it's bc I love ppl. and connection I think thazs important to me but I do think even the modt mundane thing sbt you is important#it be bc we love in different cultures. or judt bc ure another human n live differently ans evesthjng#i love learning sbt ppl and I might forget yalls names but u have nicknames anyways fr#yeah thazs abt it dont even know if I got my point across but im top tired to read it all. love you
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how to embrace being alone⋆.ೃ࿔*:・✍🏽🎀
learning to be alone is such a crucial thing to learn at all times during your life, but especially during your youth. and something to understand is that sometimes, protecting your peace comes at the cost of being alone but being alone is peaceful! and not as bad as you might think that it is.
being alone offers an opportunity for self discovery and growth and rest and relaxation and reflection and the list goes ON. being able to enjoy your own company is a SUPER power bcuz it genuinely nourishes you so much.
ENJOYING UR OWN COMPANY ;
you dont have to be codependent on someone else to make yourself happy or to make yourself feel good. what fulfills you and nourishes you isnt the relationships that u have with others. although that is an amazing and fulfilling thing, the most fulfilling thing is learning yourself. being alone REPLENISHES you, its like, hydration for the soul.
dont wait on someone else to do something that you wanna do!! if u dont have anyone to go with, just go on your own. you dont have to wait on others to be happy…💬🎀
PRACTICE BEING ALONE ;
go on solo dates, practice planning to do something fun and just doing it by yourself. once you start doing things alone and you see how nice it feels, you'll want to do it more bcuz its so easy to enjoy your own company, you just have to get over your fear of judgement or of being alone and learn to enjoy and embrace it.
♡ have a spa day
♡ learn to cook a new dish
♡ read a book
♡ have a journalling session
♡ schedule appointments for urself
♡ go on a long drive
SOME BENEFITS OF ENJOYING UR OWN COMPANY ;
♡ u can be urself without filter
♡ less distractions and u give urself time to ponder and look internally
♡ ur in control of ur space and time
♡ u can be creative and imaginative without reference
♡ its peaceful
BEING UR OWN BESTFRIEND ;
treat yourself how you'd treat someone that you valued a lot. be compassionate and understanding and respectful. dont talk badly about yourself and dont be mean to/punish yourself bcuz u wouldn't do that to someone that u loved and cherished…💬🎀
dont abandon yourself in times where life can become stressful. focus on being present and dont forget your worth. your self worth and value doesn’t come from how useful you are to others, your valuable simply because you are you. a human being who is deserving of love. your worth doesnt come from how productive you are or what you’ve achieved, instead your worth is already done and your valuable because of your existence.
COPING WITHOUT FRIENDS ;
everything is temporary and meaningful relationships will always find their way to you. just understand that some ppl are here temporarily and some ppl are here for a lifetime but only you are here for all of it which is why its important to be alone and be comfy with that.
not everyone is gonna like you or wanna be your friend and thats okay. it has nothing to do with you and is almost always simply because of different personalities and its not personal
brush off rejections bcuz rejection is just redirection. when you dont take everything personally you'll notice how much happier you'll be overall.
know that the meaningful relationships and connections that u crave will come!! no one is here to be alone forever so you'll meet the people who pour into you and you'll meet ppl that u can pour into and you'll be okay!!
overall, enjoying your own company does wonders for your mental and physical health and its a useful skill to learn in general because it brings so much peace from being able to sit with your thoughts…💬🎀
#advice#it girl#becoming that girl#self care#self love#that girl#it girl energy#dream girl tips#dream life#dream girl#self improvement#self development#self reflection#self growth#self healing#honeytonedhottie⭐️#alone time#productivity#protect your peace#inner peace#inner thoughts#relaxation#dolly#girl blog#im just a girl#girlblogging#just girly things#reflection#tranquility#dream girl life
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#chatty#i do work extra hard to prove myself because of transphobia#like as a direct result of coming out to my family#and them finding a way to make every possible problem a reason why im transgender#so what choice do i have other than to be perfect!#i have to be perfect.have to have my life together. now ive impressed them with an apartment.#they literally said to me... yknow youre doing everything right. youre a nice person you work hard#except for this one thing! this mental illness that you have!#i literally made a choice one day... during the early transitioning days... you have to work hard and do more shit than anyone else#so they CANT mysteriously cut all your hours when you transition#of course other more positive motivation mixed in there but its a real scar i have#now that i can quote unquote pass if i want to#i see the male privilege... people just respect me and take me seriously or look to me for direction when i dont know what im doing#its just one of those things i cant explain to cis people#and i cant connect with to people#because first i have to deal with coming out... then i have to tastefully dance around my fucking abusive family...#i definitely have it very good because a im white b i live in bc.#but sometimes i forget how bad it is#i almost didnt make it
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eugh having weirdbad feelings abt social stuff
#feel like im constantly doing things wrong and being judged or made fun of#even just existing#i feel weird quickly adjusting clothing or hair#i feel bad for looking for lost stuff#but like. if i dont look for it the second i lose it itll either drive me nuts or ill forget to look for it at all#and i talk too much to the wrong people#people im judged for connecting better too#its not my fault i find learning interesting and want to talk to people and learn about them or learn about what they know#and often the people who are willing to talk about that are teachers..#i feel so isolated#and even when i do talk to other students i get made fun of for that because im too loud or talk wrong or just#i hate it#im so sick of everything#i wish i could just do things right#and when i do things right whats right has changed#or i try and do things right and am told thst it changed and im weird for putting effort into something wrong#instructions stress me out too#i can never understand them right and people get annoyed when i need more explanation/information#or get mad at me for trying what i thought it was but just. theyd get mad at me if i asked too#im so tired
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mushroom oasis headcanons . . . ↷
A/N; im very sensitive about mychael too, oops
Pairing; "Mychael" x GN!Reader
CW; idk alien sex (jk) / this is actually cute, dont worry
Mychael as your boyfriend.
I just know that he likes to listen to ABBA with you and dance in the mornings when making breakfast or at night before going to sleep.
He purrs at bedtime, especially if you pet his hair.
You can caress his horns, they are softer than they look but also sensitive, be delicate
After a while of relationship, he could no longer avoid the growing guilt he felt and told you about the mushrooms in the forest and the brainwashing he did to you at the beginning.
Definitely identifies with Roar's "Christmas Kids" song.
Be thankful he doesn't have an internet connection or he'd make Deez Nuts cringe jokes.
He is the perfect person for fairycore, you have already begged him to do makeup together, even though he didn't need any of that.
He likes to feel safe, silly and childish with you, having learned to take care of himself since… well, always, it was a drain on the soul. what a relief to his heart to be able to be childish with you, like a break.
He still has certain self-esteem problems, his eyes always dilate when you say nice things about him (or when he's about to jump and attack ((kiss you)))
It's not like Mychael is an uncivilized being, but you've taken the time to teach him several things on dates you've had, things that perhaps he didn't know due to his isolation from society.
You're actually a little scared of what could happen if they discover Mychael's existence, so if you live together it will be in the forest.
Sometimes he is selfish and brainwashes you when he wants more kisses or just feels too needy to let you go out with your friends.
For him there is no such thing as breaking up, he will beg you for answers and ask countless times what the problem is or what you want him to change, as a last resort he would brainwash you so that you stay by his side, even if it's like a shell.
"They were 20 and decided to end their life just like this. They went up to the 21st floor and left without saying "goodbye." I wonder if when they were flying through the air they remembered… ..I once told him if you kill yourself I'm gonna kill myself too!" Basically Mychael not being able to continue with his life alone once he meets MC, if you leave, so does he.
The first time you had sex, bro, Mychael almost had to be chained up, he acted like a spoiled kid when he tried his new favorite candy.
Mychael composes songs for MC, he will even try to get new instruments, new talents, anything to entertain his firefly and have them stay in the forest with him.
Is the kind of old-fashioned sculpted lover, don't doubt that you will look like a 60-year-old couple with 3 chickens and a dog, your wish is his command. If you can't go out to eat at an elegant restaurant, he will get a recipe book to prepare the best dishes and put candles on the table. If you don't have new clothes, he will knit what you like. If you don't like the color of the cabin, he will paint everything as many times as necessary.
Physically? Mychael will never hurt you, using guilt as manipulation is not to his liking either, he loves you too much so he will only wash your brain to have a perfect life by your side, don't worry, you are safe from the world and you will have healing caresses every night , even if it is not today, if it is not tomorrow, you will learn to need it on your own and stay at will.
Mychael is terrified of people, the opinion of the masses made him think of himself as a monster and he can't help but blurt out little comments mocking his own appearance. Being with you makes him forget what he is. Why was he surprised? Because you didn't look away.
His saliva is a little salty and something tells me that he produces goo when he is excited, trust me (delulu)
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#yandere visual novel#yandere#yandere x reader#headcanons#mychael x reader#mushroom oasis#mushroom oasis vn#mushroom oasis mychael#gn reader#mychael
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