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schizononagesimus · 3 months ago

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i just.. want to do less. it's not fun anymore

#stupid cigarettes helping me quit stupid hard drugs #it sucks bc i dont Want to smoke but if i stop i WILL do something worse #how are these not worse?#ive been drinking a little too #not often and not much and i figured out my limit. two beers three if i wanna be drunk and lots of water. and ONLY beer #everything else hurts my tummy #but those are mindful. cigarettes are like a... pavlov thing. yanno like how addiction works #my grandad is a recovering alcoholic and told me about how whenever he heard the cheers theme hed go get a beer #every time im walking between one place and another i have a cigarette. like a pavlov response or whatever #and i have to have two in the morning before i can feel normal #i hate that. it's fucked with my routine. but im not... sober enough with everything else to stop smoking yet #i still want coke SO BAD #and until that feels less i dont think i should stop smoking #and it's fucking pricey too #fuck man #i hate this so much #of COURSE this happened to me #childhood dream though right? why the fuck did i always want to be an addict. what the fuck was that about huh #whatever. sigh. we're here now. i need to start chewing gum again #lessons of the hand and the mouth #sobriety update #drugs tw

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dairyfreenugget · 7 months ago

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(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)

Hey hey hey

May I interest you in

(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)

Teehee

#thylacines can talk #faaf au #i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards #the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of #void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later #PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted #and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No #the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this #Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire #place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with #examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and #suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still #hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they #have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up #while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much #attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem #much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing #properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had #after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then #they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void #left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare #at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he #and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant #and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts #And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection #oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB

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bsideheart · 9 days ago

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does anyone have any advice on the tummy hurt

#my post #i’ll deal with everything else myself but the tummy hurt is the most upsetting

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warriorsatthedisco · 11 months ago

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I be out here crying at the crack of a knuckle

#this past week and a half has not. been good to me #my gf’s gf and I were hanging out and she dislocated her thumb (on purpose bc she can do that)#and I literally started fucking crying #I was trying to hold it back so bad but it scared me that she hurt herself #like even by my own standards that’s ridiculous #and then you know crying about everything else. my tummy. work. my new diet that’s fucking awful.#my gf feeling bad for me made me cry #personal #I feel like shit 24/7 and if it isn’t my stomach it’s the tiredness that pervades every inch of my body

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beldaroot · 2 years ago

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barry s4e4........... bill hader i'm in your walls!!!!!!!!!

#the way i literally just kept saying 'what the fuck what the fuck what the actual fuck' the entire episode OH MY GOD #we got a marvel killing cinema moment but at what cost? everything else was literally insane and nothing was predictable except the end #no wait not even the end timeskip? dream? delusion? was predictable that was a whole curveball and it better be fake ok!!!#we're only half way through the season too ahhhhhh my tummy hurts so bad how can they even resolve all this??!?!?#barry #barry spoilers

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rottenpear · 2 years ago

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#i need to focus something else instead of life #its just sad #i have to try dont look at that #maybe everything will end at once #my tummy hurts #my migraine is back #my body aching #and my mind just messy #everything is a mess and im just tired #i think im just gonna accept #even i tried to be good in years #i didnt succeed #so i just burn out #i dont wanna be #okay im mess #and im gonna live with this #my tummy stil aching #damn

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ribcagewolf · 2 years ago

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tw ed :[ sowwy

#tw ed #ack it isnt talked about enough how fucking bad eds are basically everybody i know has had one #tbf since moving to college i have realized that going to art school til gr 12 has put me in a very specific environment of mostly #people who are fucked up the same way i am #but like shit is killing a generation if youve seen the adolescent toronto psych wards jesus #its so so cruel and evil and having an ed is such a miserable existence bc #despite everything you stand against morally .. there is a bug in yr brain #and it is so difficukt to talk about because the nature of the disease is that you dont wanna quit!! so theres always a sense of pride in #talking abt the struggles #anyways #trying not to cry thinking about how im probably not gonna live past 30 #i havent been able to keep food down in three days fuck this shit my body is so ruined my body is so fucjed #and im in recovery before turning 18!! im lucky!!#i hate it im already aware of it but it feels almost roo late sometimes #fuck dance industry fuck eds fuck addiction whatevr #mad bc stomach ache literally it #im just grumpy cuz tummy hurts #laying in bed chewing carrots very slowly :-(((((( i want to enjoy yummy food i was to est mac and cheese w out vomiting #if u have an ed you have my sympathies and kill that shit before you hurt someone else bc it is a lame ass way to die #i cant function without so many meds arggg why do they literally groom us for like. early death. mad. mad. tummy hurtx

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songs-ofa-dyingbird · 1 month ago

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I feel really weird and it’s like- I’m trying to figure out if I’m sick, if I ate too much or too little, if it’s anxiety, Mayhaps I’m just convincing myself I feel shitty because I want an excuse to be lazy- maybe I’m legit sick frfr, maybe I need to eat lunch, maybe I need to skip lunch, maybe I drank too much coffee??????

#why are bodies weird and bad and not okay #I do not approve #F- from Robin #ugh this happens way to often #I’ve decided that everything ever I have ever experienced is actually placebo #I’m deeply afraid that everything I have ever thought or felt was just me convincing myself to think and feel it #I don’t actually have arthritis the knee pain is all in my head #i feel super tired #and kinda chills #I think my hands are shaky????? but it’s hard to tell #fun fact about me I can’t tell when things are swollen #like my arthritis would’ve been diagnosed way sooner if I had told anyone how swollen my knees were #but I literally couldn’t tell #once my dog came inside after getting into a fight with a wasp nest #and I didn’t realize anything was wrong until someone else pointed it out to me #I literally can’t tell when things are swollen #I feel kinda woozy in my head #I think I’m just tired #probably too much coffee #number one tummy ache survivor tho #my tummy hurts and I’m being very brave about it #robin rambles

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muffinrag · 5 months ago

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ate too much butter chicken. having regrets

#im really grumpy and sore and fucking tired #and my fucking tummy hurts so bad which makes everything else 10x worse #monologue

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madigoround · 10 months ago

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I’m sorry I’ve been complaining so much lately and I’m sorry it’s going to keep happening

#it’s not like I want to die because my family is hurting so much right now with my great aunts death I don’t want to add to that #I’d just like to go to sleep and not wake up and for someone else to take my place as me and do it all #as long as they were really kind I’d let them take over and I’d just disappear but no one would know #in addition to grieving and work sucking and desperately trying to find homes for her cats one of my cats is having tummy #problems and can’t stop pooping on everything my bed and the couch and the floor and I can’t get anything clean #i feel like I’ve lost control of absolutely everything and it’s all crashing and burning and I’d like to just drift away #it feels like nothing is worth this hurt and desperation right now

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mooninagust · 1 year ago

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eating out yesterday, suffering today. the epic highs and lows of a celiac.

#celiac #celiac disease #im suffering yall #my tummy hurts so bad #the food was good #but why did they lie to me about gluten #????? WHY #the dude was so annoying too bc i asked about gluten #and he looked at me like im dumb and went “but vegatables dont have gluten”#NO SHIT #BUT EVERYTHING ELSE IN THAT MEAL MIGHT #jesus #can ppl stop acting like being gluten free is a trend pls IM BEGGING #an rambles

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akkawi · 1 year ago

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turns out my favorite iced tea has 65mg of caffeine in it and sometimes i'd drink 2 in a day

#:(#i wonder how many times my seemingly random tummy hurts moments have been caused by this #please grant me a new favorite little beverage from the store bc everything else is caffeinated and vitaminwater is cheugy #i like the watermelon roar but i only get those whn theyre on sale which isnt too often

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battywitch · 1 year ago

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Making myself cry and feel horribly nauseous with this story 🥲✌️

#this is flushing the pipes basically. or lancing a boil. idk. something #that serves the purpose of removing years and years of festering pain and boxed away emotions and thoughts #i want this story to be ugly and angry and painful and sickening and everything else I've been avoiding for so long #i will almost certainly never revise this at all #that isn't the point of it #the point is closure #I'm in physical pain because of this #no really lmao. i was crying and trying to get into a better position to write around the cat on my lap and i subluxed my hip 🙃#but also my tummy hurts from Feelings™️ 🤮

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jovine · 1 year ago

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It has been so fucking busy today and I am so so scared

#also tummy hurts on top of everything else #but they have me working like #actually now that my boss is in

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ramonathinks · 1 year ago

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(18+, minors/blank accounts dni)

jealous ex husband gojo who just can't keep stand seeing you with someone else. he hates that you gave up on him, hates that you don't wear your ring anymore even though he does and he wears it proudly.

"you have a date tonight, the girls tell me." busted. you cringe and eye you little daughters, only six the both of them but you told them to keep quiet about the situation.

"yes..." you reply, anxiously awaiting his response.

you could just picture his face now, nose a bit flared and lips pursed. with clenched teeth he said, "alright, have fun." but it wasn't that simple.

he always kept close watch on you and it made you nervous with how simple it left the conversation. "well, i could come pick the girls up before then. about 8-ish?" he asks and you say yes before hanging up.

gojo was always too busy which was what led to the divorce. you'd both married young, 20 and stayed together since but when the girls turned 3 you had enough and just left. he wasn't being there enough for you or the girls and it hurt.

when he pulled up you cursed yourself for getting ready so early. your hair in long curls and a knee length skirt with a small slit on the left leg. he didn't bothering knocking or waiting for you to open the door, he had keys and you knew this so you continued with your makeup.

he was standing there watching you but you ignored him. or tried to but he walked closer and closer until he was right in your face. "how beautiful, you are." he held your jaw and forced you to look at him.

"why don't you ditch this date and come with me?" he asked, bringing your lower reign to his. "don't you miss me baby?" he nipped at your skin and the memories and feelings were coming back.

you had to be strong. you swallowed and pulled his back from you. "you have to stop this, im sure you have someone out there satoru, but she isn't me." you tried to walk off but he grabbed your wrist and brought you to your bedroom.

"y/n, so you think anyone can make you feel as good as i make you feel? don't you know i love you? my feelings never left and i know yours haven't." he rubs you through your panties and kisses you on your lips.

"everything can be different now." he promises, easing his way between your legs. his heavy cock entering you slowly, it was only the tip so far but it was splitting you open. you'd been without sex for two years and now tears were in your eyes.

"you think he can fill you up like me?" he adjusts himself and enters more of his cock into you. he was still so big, you were choking. you could feel him in your tummy and in your throat.

"you're always going to be mine, so stop running." he told you as he jerked his hips. "stop trying to let this go baby?"

"satoru—"

"mommy! the door!" one of the girls yelled.

"shh," satoru brought a finger to your lips and leaned forward to make love to your mouth. it was too much and you both were drooling after just a few minutes, he pulled himself out of you and looked at his wet cock.

"think about what i said." it was hard to forget. you clenched your legs together after you cleaned yourself up, not even wanting to face your date.

not even wanting to face your ex-husband either.

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kayspaceprince · 1 year ago

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#my stuff #so im smart enough to no go off my iron or brain meds bc i ‘feel better’ but lord I’ll do it w everything else #this to say my head hurts bc sinus junk bc i haven’t been taking my antimucus pills #they’re big and SO bitter #and my tummy hurts bc i was like ‘surely onions making my tummy hurt is all in my head’#‘pay no attention to the fact memebers of my family are allergic’#:(

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