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tobyfoxmademeascaly · 13 days ago

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There are two kinds of alphinaud fan. People here purely for how cute he is and people who go “this is little loserboy. He’s a hypocrite and a beacon of hubris who needed a political exile to chill tf out. Whenever i replay the game i experience the need both to ruffle his hair and to judo flip him through a table. He is my bestie and I take him on dungeon runs even though he stands in the aoes and dies.”

#ffxiv #alphinaud leveilleur #everyone knows where I lie #in light of the Alphinaud Sin Poll

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copia · 11 months ago

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PAPA IV in the ring Rite Here Rite Now

#R H E W so true <3 #the band ghost #rite here rite now #user copia all tag #when i say im obsessed.#papa emeritus iv #user copia edits #EDIT I CAN GET RID OF THE TEXT !!!!!!!#pinning this so i can watch it on repeat #and so everyone knows where my interests lie

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cruesuffix · 4 months ago

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just found a whole bunch of mick interviews randomly…think this is the most he’s talked throughout the 80’s so i think we should consider ourselves lucky rn.

#mötley crüe #mick mars #the first one is so funny cause he literally said absolutely nothing throughout that lil interview #confused astrology with astronomy…i think he did that more than once cause i swear i saw something else where he said the same thing #made me think he was messing around when he said it too like i know that mf wasn’t into zodiac signs n shit #love the ‘got his computer stolen and didn’t bother to get another one’ bit…how much you wanna bet that was a lie to detract the thieves #just an alien enthralled by space while being called weird by literally everyone #maybe i should add that lil tidbit to the alien!mick au hmmmm

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xehanortsreport · 1 year ago

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the subtle resignation in his expression at even bouncing with the context of his final words kinda destroying me ngl

#the face of a man who is too far gone and knows it #like...hate him all you want but it is genuinely tragic to get to a point where you hate where youve ended up and it's too late to go back #you did it you fucked up you made your bed and now you gotta lie in it #a waste of nearly 100 years of living! you cannot punish this man more than he has punished himself #xehanort lived his life believing he'd get a redo at the very end and when it didn't happen and he died like everyone else he was doomed!#he neglected every friendship he ever had in the hopes he could just remake them once he was god king and start over!#but he couldn't and didn't and by the time he realized it it was far far too late #why did i put all of this in the tags? well. that's our spicy secret.

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teh-nos · 2 days ago

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"her words were as bitter as wine actually is despite everyone lying all the time about it being 'sweet' for some reason i still can't fathom"

#it tastes like vinegar but like... nasty vinegar. actual vinegar is nice.#“eww this wine tastes like vinegar!” NO IT JUST FUCKING WISHES IT DID. AS DO I.#there is literally no alcohol that tastes nice even the ones they do add actual sugar to. don't fight this fact just accept it.#this has saved me so much money trying to find the one where the taste isn't a fucking lie.#but i also dislike the taste of most vegetables #which i am usually smugly told is because i - and everyone else who ever cooked me a meal - doesn't know how to prepare them 'properly'.#yet these people act really confused when i say tomatoes are bitter. yes even those ones. and those ones too.#I TRIED OKAY? THEY'RE ALL HORRIBLE :'(#how are you just eating those like they're delicious grapes rather than the horrific lemons of horror that they are?#OH HA HA YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY PREPARE LEMONS SO THEY TASTE OF JOY AND WONDER #WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT YOU ARE I SHALL HAVE MY FUN MOCKING YOU OVER THIS AS IS ENTIRELY REASONABLE AND NOT JUST CUNTY.#(i am still trying to find a replacement for 'cunty' now that it too has been given an entirely new meaning overnight somehow.)#(hypothesis: maybe 'sweet' used to mean 'bitter as fuck'?)

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monochromeia · 8 days ago

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REALLY wanna work on a fan continuity where the decepticons are in the right

#or more like #are not the villains #because half of the time in tf media they are in the right LMFAO #then they go “too far”#i think itd be fun instead to explore one where a lot of the decepticons “evil” actions are misconstrued #theyre only ever violent in self defense but it gets spun as them being violent brutes #they only ever want equality but its framed as them wanting power #could totally have like two parts too right #pre-war and beginning of the war focusing on the decepticons pov #but then what if when the war moves to earth all of the old autobots are gone and the ones that are there were raised on that propaganda #and it then focuses on the new autobots learning that the decepticons were never evil #and unlearning that propaganda and bias #was also thinking about optimus dying before the war moves and elita getting the matrix and becoming prime #has nothing to do with the main concept here but a fun idea #anyway so then you could have one autobot (elita) who WAS there in the initial stages of the war #who knows that the decepticons just wanted equality and arent evil but also thinks they deserve what they got for it #and having to unlearn that as well #which i think could also be an even more complicated journey than those who were just told 'decepticons bad' yknow #cuz theyre all like 'wait we were told they wanted total power but they dont. okay then'#still an issue but not necessarily part of a facet of their person? they were jsut told these guys wanted to murder everyone #and pretty reasonably thought 'thats not very nice' even if it does turn out to be a lie #while elita's opinions and ideals ARE something that are ingrained into her #and they are a result of something she was told but that kind of classism/functionism is still very much a part of her person as a whole #and don't necessarily have the excuse of a 'reasonable reaction'. not that the other actuall was as well but u get what i mean #okOK ill stop yapping #SOMEBODY hear me out on this #mono talks #transformers #maccadam

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lunarharp · 1 year ago

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"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/"#i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want #but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care #i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now #i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit #i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do.#there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know #i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW.#i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends...#btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines #i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words #to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court #anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him #why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it?#they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out #way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone.#the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames?#something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey #I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now

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moeblob · 10 months ago

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It's been stormy all day and we lost power and I have no energy take OCs I've been thinking about recently after ignoring them for a long time.

Tremaine (left) and his wonderful and amazing and superb big brother Germaine (right) while Tremaine talks about his brother's best friend because best friends like each other which is a good topic to talk about with the person you admire most! (Germaine then goes to find Motka and accuse him of trying to win over his sweet little brother's heart and how that's really mean to do how dare you betray him like this. Motka just sighs bc it's only the millionth time it's happened)

They're just part of a group based on the layers of hell and hoo boy they are just ... the most codependent siblings to ever sibling probably. It's pretty bad.

#my characters #would you believe me if i told you the entire cast had first and last names cause they do #this is germaine and tremaine wellington and then the bestie is motka vortenska #and germaine suffers the infliction of Cannot Lie Disease ..... so he just. if he says something #everyone knows he genuinely thinks it to be true #so motka getting accused a million times of trying to win tremaine over is like yup i get it you have issues #but then motka is like please know that while i do adore your brother AND yourself im not trying to win anyone over #and and germaine just mentally classifies both tremaine and motka as his so that means he puts them above himself #in terms of importance and unfortunately tremaine is the number one most important thing therefore even motka is a threat #motka is just kinda used to the accusations #tremaine only wants to be a good younger brother and will sacrifice so much pride to cater to his brother #while germaine only wants to be the most important person to tremaine because thats his younger brother and hes entitled #its not really super important to the plot but germaine is the wealthiest of the group and funds most of their efforts on survival #and no one knows how except for tremaine and its just germaine gambled twice and got a small fortune #considering they live in a post apocalyptic type world where gotta fight for resources and survival and he got his funds before meeting #the rest of the group #even motka is unsure how he got the money and he knew germaine before the wealth #germaine just figures no need to brag about gambling and never brings it up and motka never presses it

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nabaath-areng · 2 months ago

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im having the worst body day in a good while in terms of pain but i refuse to lay down. for there lies the road to the devil (mental health spiraling with nothing to distract from it). i SHOULD cook. but im not sure ill be able to with the pain. especially since the pain is because it feels like literally nothing is sticking together, like im much more bendy and hypermobile and useless than normal, which severely affects both motor skills and body strength. not to mention that this is causing a bad jaw day where so chewing is pain cause i already cant keep it in place and keep my mouth properly closed. i keep complaining but like, holy fuck i want off this illness ride

#i wanna paint my nails also but i dont need to i just feel like it and also thatd cause worse pain but also hhrhgghh #glitter................. sparkles.....#but also i wanna shower cause im cold but i wont be able to stand up right now AND handle potentially passing out #id like to not slip and injure myself if i can at all help it if thats not too much to ask...#man im typing and causing myself pain from it but like what else am i supposed to fucking DOOOOOO #GGRRREAAAAAAAAA #im struggling to comprehend how its NOT the norm to be like this #like what do you MEAN this isnt the default human experience. what do you mean there are people who are free from this #at first i didnt understand i was fucked up because everyone told me im overreacting and everyone has it #only to find out that no they fucking dont and ive been damaged beyond repair trying to reach other peoples ability level #like how do you NOT feel angry and bitter about that? i dont WANT to be but abled people sell you a fucking lie #and then punish you for noticing signs that somethings amiss. and then YOURE the one whos demanding for being burnt out beyond repair #and unable to pretend youre fine and just like them for their comforts sake. god im sorry im just so #i cannot explain this as anything else but an ongoing process of grief and trauma and mourning #and i want to believe in reincarnation solely so that i could have another chance at life #where im not sick and forced to continue giving up the only things that made this pain at all bearable in the first place #im sorry ill be fine or rather i HAVE to be fine because otherwise i dont know what to do with myself and thats crushing me from within #silvi talks #i need a tag for my stupid annoying whining about my fucked up flesh lmao

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serenhob · 3 months ago

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Horse

I adore dragons (probs smth to do with where I grew up 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿) and Chinese ones are so cool

#jttw #Yulong #Bai Long Ma #Aou Lie #Journey to the west #Haha the horse is just a stylistic choice I totally know how to draw horses i swear #You know what just ignore it #This post is dedicated to cheese bot <3 #Also merry Christmas to those who celebrate and happy random day in December where all the shops are closed for everyone else #Been reading American Psycho and damn it's really descriptive like Patrick idgaf what model your CD player is #Imma draw more dragons #Dragons

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cinnbar-bun · 6 days ago

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Omg seeing Gbf stuff again is so nostalgic !!! What are your fave characters and events nowadays since its been a while?

It has been a while (jeez and thinking on it it really was the reason for creating this blog jdjdjjff SCARY)

Imma be real, I have not given enough energy to gbf it’s very exhausting to deal with the grind and for the last year/two it was very much just seasonal only. That being said there was a lot of characters that I now love.

Event wise I can’t say I care enough I mostly skipped through all of it, BUT “and you…” is very much a heartwrencher and even years later I still love it and remember it and the music (can’t say the same for Created by the Stars, Loved by the Sky + Heart of Flame + the new zodiac one) and the Horoscope ones made me very 💀 what the fuck is wrong with you Ferdinand (terrified???)

So, my fave events off the top of my head: 000 (OBVIOUSLY), Doss event for my beloved Aoidos mwah mwah, and you…, and Imagination Overdrive (not that it’s particularly good but as a writer it really struck me and I have a soft spot for Lunalu.)

Character wise: beyond my obvious mostly Lucilius, Magisa, Vikala, Will, Aoidos, etc. I’d say some new additions are Yatima and Cosmos (who I previously didn’t gaf about in the events but then I got their units and like now they’re special <3)

Special shout out to Cosmos I literally only got you a few days ago but Miss Girl wormed her way in my heart and tbh I wish we had the mask and stuff for her unit because that shit ate down

Orologia is another fave but they’re everyone’s fave they’re everyone’s parents although I am… less inclined for the female version of them :/ (I like them a bit more than when I did they were first revealed but god damn that design is so damn ugly next to the male version like that’s mom why is she dressed like that). Still, their music is gorg I love em.

Maria Theresa kinda became a sleeper fave while doing the arcarum grind recently idk why it all clicked and I was like yk what girl you’re cool. I like you! You’re very nice.

Lich is my loser girlfriend 💖💖 give us nothing girl.

But yeah here’s all my ringed characters I wonder what they have in common 😭😭 if Faa was a unit I would have rang him so fast but for now Will SSR is my star character WHICH HE DESERVES HE WAS MY FIRST AND THEY SHOULDVE GIVEN IT TO HIM YEARS AGO AND ALSO THEY SHOULDVE DONE HIS SUMMER VERSION BECAUSE THATS LIKE THE ONLY ONE FROM THAT ART TO NOT GET A UNIT MFS RELEASE HIM FOR ME AND THE OTHER TWO WILL FANS HERE!!!

Sad to report I did cave in and summon for Ass Man (Bubs) [both versions] but I did get 000 summon so we winning.

#rambles #everyone like wow this makes sense what the fuck at Alanaan like #yall don’t know my ojisan lore #my love for the ojisans remains like #Sevastien??? they gave him an event like teehee that was for meeee #and then they showed him younger and YAWWWWN where’s my geriatric butler fighter #I still hate (love) this game #also this new zodiac event was kinda a snooze I can’t lie I don’t really care for the zodiac events #I DID like the story of the cat zodiac girl I was pleasantly surprised to see her grow and get older with a portrait and everything #her and the astral guy were a highlight everything else I skipped through just to grind

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fiercestcorpse · 7 months ago

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still absolutely baffled by the fact that when the untamed got popular on here you had people posting stuff like "i know it seems kind of weird and confusing for the first couple of episodes but don't worry, it picks up after that" like what the hell are you talking about. i loved the first couple of episodes. i was having the time of my life right from the opening monologue and it only got better from there.

#i love the insane drama of the opening monologue i love the fact that it drops the tragic cliff scene on you Immediately #like let's establish the fucking stakes here okay!!!!#Here are the important characters and Here is the lore you need to know.#okay now here is how this dude died and why everyone wanted to kill him. watch him die! now get to know him.#i love that you're thrust right into wwx's resurrection without a lot of context for where he is and what's going on #and what has changed during the time he's been away.#and shit gets spooky real fast in a way that i don't think the show really achieves again until yi city #bc those are moments when the audience is the most in the dark about what's happening and who's responsible.#i love that there's flashbacks but that the subtitles will fully lie to you about how much time has passed because who gives a shit #i have mixed feelings about the way the show timeline is arranged to be more chronological compared to the novel #like in some ways it works in some ways it doesn't?#but it definitely lulls you into a false sense of security about where this is all gonna end up until you remember. OH YEAH #this is gonna be a tragedy! until it isn't.

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sakiii-leoneed · 6 months ago

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looking at my phone in a normal state for the first time in hours. what’s up chat i’m so good

(saki thoughts in tags)

#🎹 saki’s super special tag !! <3 #me when i lie (i am not good)#don’t worry… i’ve set a screen time limit of one hour for myself hashtag self control #i just miss my friends :( i need to see how everyone is #and… shinonome #he made it clear he doesn’t want to be friends anymore… which is okay !! btw !! i understand why #i crossed a line methinks. i don’t really know where but i should’ve been more careful #as soon as shiho lets me out the house… i’ll go take responsibility. like i need to. i’ll go say sorry #for now… i’ll be here #sorry everyone… i know this is my fault. no matter how convinced shiho is of it it is my fault. i know it is.#// OOC/MOD HERE !! wanna interact with ppl with saki again… this is my excuse….#// thinking she snuck outta the room and now she’s downstairs #// the screen limit thing is true !! just pretend everything that happens takes place within an hour 💪

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vaguely-concerned · 7 months ago

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trying to look for a ttrpg group in spaces where I can't just go 'listen I want to play this shit in the tumblr fandom kind of model (gay subtext extremely welcome bordering on essential, mutual unhinged character psychoanalysis, we could create a novel of a backstory together to make this sadder, let's all play with our OC dolls together and also sometimes dice are rolled I guess)' and be readily understood and/or not be immediately side-eyed or denigrated for my inherent unavoidable tumblerinaness feels like such an annoying debuff to deal with on the quest. like I know my people exist out there but how do I express myself in the right way and wade through all the copious not-it (not for me) dynamics to find them!!!

#I feel like a weird kid in the playground trying to find someone who plays the same way as me all over again fhdksjfa #(and if/when I find them -- how the fuck to approach them)#turns out there are so many ways to play rpgs that do not appeal to me in the slightest #there are so many dimensions -- creative interpersonal gameplay-wise -- where you can severely not match with someone lmao #with half of the people I've come across it seems like it would be a struggle just to agree there should be a session 0 :')#but I know I KNOW this could be exactly my kind of fun with the right people it's a little maddening #(my group of friends when I was 12-13 was like... we were trying SO hard to play an rpg without having an rpg to play #some from first principles but with no guidelines to help us stuff #and it was one of my rare 'oh fuck. oh fuck yeah this could be it!!' social moments at that time lol. clearly something instinctive there)#I have been lurking around in a discord server on a more national/local level but I'm not gonna lie... a lot of The Good Old Boys shit #dominating the conversation there. I really don't think they mean to take all the oxygen out of the room for everyone else but uh #it's kind of just what happens. I have seen seen hour-long debates over definitions so esoteric and navel-gazing it would haunt your dreams #trying to wade through that to find the people who might vibe more with me seems... so exhausting and I don't know howww!!#the high masking autistic blues plays again

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cerbreus · 1 month ago

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Cat pic while I ramble

#idk of im meant for dating apps honestlyyyy #where are all the quirked up strange men who make dick jokes online #i wanna talk about niche hobbies and be able to send weird memes #personal stuff #also why is EVERYONE shirtless and on a boat or golfing here #also im not gonna lie a couple ppl have matched that im not necessarily into but they talked about rockhounding and honestlyyyyyy #would it be like. bad. to go on dates i know im not gonna be into so i can get some more rockhounding spots......... 😳😳🫣#(yes.. i know thats the least ethical rockhounding i could ever do ...)

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oldcurse · 10 days ago

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Having a relapse moment

#I was in the car on Tuesday being a nice and good person minding my own business listening to Icarus falls #then the album ended and it was playing lucky again so I continued my enjoyment but then! it started playing some Tate McRae song and idk wh #who that is so I skipped #and then I kept skipping and obv it’s on shuffle so it’s playing like random artists and suddenly it goes to stockholm syndrome…..#and oh did I listen and enjoy that song. so much that I started listening to made in the am and I was like oh I’ll just listen to A.M. the s #song and that’s it nothing more 🙅🏽‍♀️#obviously that’s not what happened and I’ve spent the last two days with that album on repeat and I do have some thoughts to share #I started with end of the day which I know I love and it brought me back to the days of working at speedway and it was just a nostalgia mome #moment but anyway right after that I started listening to iicf and good god what a snooze fest I made it ten seconds in and skipped and it m #made me so thankful to not be a larrie anymore bc I was pretending to like that song anyway #then I skipped long way down and then we get to the best part of the album which is never enough Olivia and queen herself what a feeling #and that is what the relapse is all about #what a feeling #I don’t think anyone received this song the way I received it I just cannot explain the things this song has done and continues to do to me #describe like I feel true happiness even now when I listen to that song #anyways now I’m going through the album and I think hey Angel the leaked version was so much better than what we have on the album and I do #remember being annoyed about that but then I heard what a feeling and it’s literally like Xanax to me so i didn’t gaf anymore #anyways also Olivia the song I’m annoyed that it got associated with Harry when Liam and Louis carrrrieeeeed that song all Harry does is the #chorus where there’s a bunch of music covering up his voice anyway so like??#idk why everyone was like this is Harry’s song it’s not lol #also drag me down sad excuse for a high note Harry does lmao I have to laugh it’s so embarrassing he really thot he could match zayn and we #all just let him and look at what we have now #ok I think that’s all my thoughts I just really needed to dump these somewhere #chhapa #also OH Louis in history literally made that song what it it’s so boring otherwise #it took me so long to memorize his solo but it’s sick mini bars and hotel rooms and good champagne and private planes but we don’t need #anything coz the truth is out I realize that without you here life is just a lie this is not the end we can make it you know it you know #I believed it because I think he did too 😔

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