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Gem leaving out in her vid Pearl’s “I want us to be friends, you know Scar and I were allied at the end of Secret, why are you so cranky, I haven’t tried to kill you once this season, you’re telling me we could’ve been friends all along but you wanted drama?” But Pearl keeping it in mnmnmmn Gem wants to seem spontaneously forgiving and like she’s made no real grievances while Pearl is genuinely hurt/confused by Gem’s sudden cold shoulder this season. The drama is manufactured for content, sure, but the way they’re telling it diverging like this…
#gem ‘hey wanna do a divorce arc this time?’#pearl famous for her winning divorce arc ‘bet’#trafficblr#life series#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#personally i like ‘bitter gem who wont talk about her feelings or healthily communicate#doubling down on being angry at pearl but maintaining it’s for no reason even though all she wants is a hug’#but you already knew that :)
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#keke rosberg#jj lehto#mika hakkinen#mika salo#kimi raikkonen#heikki kovalainen#valterri bottas#f1#kr7#vb77#f1 finns#no nico unfortch not cause hes not considered one but the images wouldnt be even hhaha#the voter turnout is crazy... thank you all for coming. though i wont forgive anyone if mika hak/keke dont win
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-firing a pistol off at 11am into the ceiling- I dont think you should even bother labeling your collectables as an ARPG if there is no 100% legitimate singular free MYO by which a player can enter the game with, whether it be through an application process utilizing a soft-launch of the same character or trial period utilizing a soft-launch of the same character
#though i suppose you can just draw the thing for free anyways out of pure free will#thats besides the point though#i wrote a big long rant this morning that will not breach containment in my drafts#i will say ive definitely test-driven certain closed species with my ocs to see if it would be even worth the irrational labor and effort t#work towards said goals#stay winning deerdogs#edit: yall are just making collectables just call it that if you want i wont mind or judge#but if youre gonna call it an arpg it better not be draw-our-pretty-dolls-for-us number 46
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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.
but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.
I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.
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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more#sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently#yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn#and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else#everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution#but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me#youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset#and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE#like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life#if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us#we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way#they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature#this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it#someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rambles#words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not#also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it#why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation#no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd#today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better
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i dont actually know when the american election is just sometime within the next few days right
#i dont wanna know tho i want it to be a surprise cuz people are already anxiety-posting about it#i hope for everybody's sake trump doesnt win cuz it doesnt just affect americans it affects everyone. including ME#do you know how bad things have to be for conservatives to possibly win in bc?? REAL bad#everyone who's a fascist here is also a trump supporter even though that doesnt make sense bcuz america sets the standards#for whats normal EVERYWHERE thats why we had a liberal government for so long after obama won#if harris wins perhaps there's a chance conservatives wont win in the national election in two years#maybe its too late to stop canada's desent into fascism and hatred but it doesnt hurt to try!!!!#or dont yknow. whatever#txt
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i learned i could just copy paste my stuff to tumblr directly from my sketchbook app. like without the middleman of actually saving an image. but now it's transparent and nigh invisible on my phone on dark mode.
well. anyway crazy diamond boy says hi :) whether you can see him or not
#jjba#josuke higashikata#my art#kinda. ig this counts this time. i'll probably post this again w the whole sketch page later though so#diamond is unbreakable#jjba part 4#and it WONT BE TRANSPARENT NEXT TIME#SO IF YOU SEE NOTHING NOW!! JUST YOU WAIT 🫵🫵🫵#tbh i think i need a new tag just for scribbles but i just don't wanna be the guy to delineate exaclty how much rendering#makes something just a 'scribble' vs qualifying for my whole art tag#protip: avoid the problem by not making a sketch tag#i accidentally pasted this into a draft while trying to post smth else and decided Why Not#it's kinda cute. if you can see it. if i do say so myself#but i mean even if it's just a dark screen then it's still cute cuz its your reflection <3#something something if you can see urself then ur saying hi to josuke and if u can see josuke then hes saying hi to u#and if ur on dark/dim mode and can see both then u win i suppose#my described art
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Hey so uh.
I dont think voting is the only solution. Nor will it necessarily get us what we want immediately. And i think protest is more important and more effective.
However.
Conservatives. Would. Not. Be. Trying. To. Make. Voting. Impossible. And. Taking away. Actual voting places from marginalized areas. .
If it meant ABSOLUTELY nothing.
Hope that helps.
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#if it makes me a lib to just even ACKNOWLEDGE that fact. then i think ur probably an entirely irrational person.#very. very sorry for wanting to do everything i can. very sorry.#its almost like... you can protest...... and also.... vote.........#its almost like voting in of itself at this point is kinda a protest since theres places w voting booths being removed or people who have#to drive miles just to vote. like. i kinda think it means somethin here pal.#like. republicans dont want us to vote. it benefits them when we dont. it also benefits them when you're riddled with nihilistic apathy.#u probably feel so defeated that u probably dont even think debate matters or means anything at all#whatever. im bored of you and your personality.#its this type of nihilistic thinking that leads to accelerationism. you think fuck it. lets just let the republicans win. show the world#how bad they are. thinking that will make people finally stand up. but the problem is people are cowards. and they wont. and i dont think#its worth taking the chance on and rolling the dice on when the outcome of letting republicans win is very likely to be genocide.#and i really really dont think being smug and all 'i told you so' to libs is worth it enough for vast amounts of people. people you#probably care about. being killed in swathes. i really really dont think letting things get Worse on Purpose is a great idea#and it honestly makes you look like an evangelical republican who thinkis climate change is a smite from god.#bc functionally you're doing the fucking same thing. instead though you're pretending its a smite from you.#i kinda firmly believe that accelerationism is a intellectual bystanders excuse for not doing shit. like genuinely just sitting there#watching ppl suffer to prove a point. gtfoh
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Bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
#it doesn't' really matter if biden does horrible things cause if a republican candidate wins u dont seriously think theyre going to do#better do you? ok so biden sends weapons to israel and u think if a republican wins then theyll just stop sending them? at least biden#implemented some environmental protection and reversed some of the policies that trump made but i cant believe some ppl really think that#republican winning would be any BETTER than a democrat winningn no itd just be worse so stop being stupid#im talking about u leftist tumblr people... if u want things to not be worse then why dont u just fucking at least vote for a democrat beca#because literally no a third party candidate is not ever going to win and i dont understand what exactly ur even trying to say when ur sayi#saying dont vote for biden ok so then vote for trump instead? or dont vote at all even though u have the power to? or vote for a 3rd party#which is useless and wont do anything?#thats literally ur 3 choices if u can vote and one is better than the others sorry *shrug*
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maxed all affinities, requests and social links, defeated margaret (don't ask how many times that took.), and got the true ending of persona 4 including that sexy timeskip where you meet all the besties again 💆♀️ loooove that for me
#my 200+ hours playtime slay#ok but the fight with margaret was so crazy 😭 after failing like 4 times i looked what personas id be needing and after spending so much#money on the compedium and fusing personas i finally got my babygirl yoshitsune where would i be without you.....#and THEN i made it my mission to kill the reaper to get weapons for the besties and the best armor i could give them#even after that i first did the battle in very easy i was that desperate to win but after winning without margaret not even using#the megidolaon attack that fucks you over i did another save to win fr in normal mode and i did it ❤ i couldnt have lived with myself#otherwise 🙏#anyways i already said this before but i loved it sm. also funnily enough the only persona game i have finished even though it shouldnt be#long until i finish p5 considering i only gotta send shidos calling card#(never finished p3 because of oct 4th lol. but im planning on going past it too)#(also as an aside i loooooved how it was a sequel to p3 soooo much a lot more obvious after the margaret fight and with all the tanaka#mentions. like you can play at least the last 3 persona games separately but theres no connection like this with 5 so i wuv the details)#and i liked it a lot more the second time around too when i already loved it on my first playthrough#i dont think ill go back to it soon but i still gotta tackle the other games in the persona series so. it wont be over anytime soon 👍👍👍👍#my post
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This art is so cuteeee 🥰 fav BOP is a very tough choice but Eurasian Kestrel! The reasoning is in the tags because I intended it to be a short explanation and wound up rambling, oopsie
Heres my girlie and the main reason behind the favouritism lol; she’s a year and a half old Eurasian Kestrel and owns my heart and soul! (Last pic was with her juvenile plumage)
american kestrel
tell me your favorite bird of prey :-)
#LOOK AT THE BABIESSS#this is tough#i have my own eurasian kestrel and she is everything so im biased here#i have a lot of favourites though#the runner up is harris hawks because theyre so intelligent and their flight ability is gorgeous and theyre so fun to train#i will say i prefer the call of harris hawks because my kestrel shrieks and it bursts my ear drums </3#a lot of owls cause theyre so beautiful and i love their temperament but also each is very unique and you get to form a bond with each one#ultimately eurasian kestrel is gonna have to win though cause they do a bit of everything that i love about falcons hawks and owls respecti#long wings generally cant be taught “tricks” but kestrels can be— i mean have you SEEN them hovering? they have a lot of manoeuvrability to#you can also do lure work with a kestrel so arabic style lure swinging rather than just as a recall like most hawks#another thing is weight management and feeding schedules compared to bigger falcons like sakers peregrines lanners etc#the rule i was taught with longwings is to feed once a day w/ a big reward#while there are exceptions they generally dont respond that well to small pieces and multiple flights whereas hawks and owls will#kestrels are an exception and do well with that training style#also eurasian kestrels will respond to food even if they’re not necessarily very hungry same as with hawks#which means you can do multiple flights a day and train both short and long distances#you could argue that their size is a disadvantage but personally i really enjoy microfalconry#size doesn't matter (bird edition)#although flying a big hawk owl eagle or gyr will always have a certain <33333 to it i’ll admit#also in my experience kestrels have that intelligence and sociability and variety that you see with owls and a lot of hawks#i think all birds are special and i adore all the raptors that i’ve worked with but i love when they’re very obviously smart#you look in their eyes and you can see them analysing and understanding things around them#smart birds will also challenge you quite a bit#you have to treat them with a lot of respect and consideration to get any back and once you do earn it its the most incredible feeling#and of all the falcons ive worked with eurasian kestrels are the smartest#i wont compare them visually because all birds are so so beautiful but kestrels generally are a joy to watch like hellooooo#so yes i love all raptors and all birds but ultimately kestrels <333333#harris hawks and desert eagle owls are very very close seconds but if I had to choose one then yeah!#ALSO shout out to vultures and eagles i adore them but i dont have much first hand experience (yet!) so they’re not talked abt much#birds
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People will act like protest voters killed their grandma without any consideration of the electoral college whatsoever. I think the fact I voted for state and local dems after checking their policies is more important than the fact I voted for Vermin supreme in a blue state.
#You can absolutely blame me for not voting for fucking adam Frisch though. that antizionist protest vote is much more consequential#but COD3 has gotten like no attention since Boebert dropped out even though her replacement is a white supremecist#and also a zionist#two white men who want palestinians dead#I voted for an unqualified idiot for congress whos at least anti war#knowing full well he wont win#u.s. politics#electoral politics
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had to witness oscar do promo for the t*xas l*nghorns, my school lost TERRIBLY in football for the second weekend in a row, and mclaren was fucking stupid as usual. horrible terrible bad weekend to be a sports fan
#no but like actually. you guys dont understand how absolutely fucking distraught i was over landoscar going to UT#like STOP trying tk make them college football fans unless its MY college#let alone the longhorns of all godforsaken teams#and when oscar took a picture with the golden hat………. something genuinely died inside of me you guys dont even understand#genuinely had to refrain from rolling around the ground in the fetal position#anyway.#not surprised that mclaren did shit this weekend because of course they would in texas bc texas SUCKS#this is just turning into a hate post about texas honestly. real of me tbh#anyway. forgetting texas was ever a thing#hoping mexico will be better <3#i’m at the point where i dont think landos going to win the championship (bc maybe if i tell myself this enough by the time abu dhabi rolls#around i wont have to kill myself at 9:00 in the morning on a random sunday) i just want him to win races in General#because him being happy makes Me happy#and of course oscar should be right next to him#or vice versa#bc duh#idc who wins as long as Other People. don’t win#my progression of me becoming obsessed with f1 is so funny to me bc i was originally a ferrari fan#(funny considering the first race i watched was miami and THEN monaco) and now it’s just progressed into me being a steady mclaren fan#and hating everyone else on track#i WILL SAY THOUGH i have been an oscar truther since day one once i found out he and i shared the same birthday#bc how could i not be in love with him after that#anyway#this has rapidly lost the plot#im not even sure what the plot was#i am going to bed and hoping that this week goes by quickly bc i already miss f1#lacey talks
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i made info slides on my guys partially bc i keep vagueposting about em partial bc i need to get it all down for myselfs ^_^
#digital art#digital paint#pillbugpaints#oc#insomnia#ocs#if you can guess which one dies you win nothing but misery#posting this bc last rb#herb is gay and homophobic its fine#the judgement are basically just My Brain btw#inside out if it was gay#russ doesnt hate herb bc even though hes so bad at hiding his crush on willow#he knows he wont do anything bc he's a sopping wet paper bag man#so he can hang out its fine
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Gonna be real this post feels incredibly disingenuous. Have Psyops cropped up in the past? Yes. Eternally. Are there likely bots and real folks pushing people not to vote in the election for bad faith reasons? Of course! But this attitude that anyone you see disillusioned with the voting system who are loudly against voting is some fuckin foreign bad actor seems incredibly short sighted. It leads to a breakdown in communication where no one will listen to those hurt and frustrated with the democratic party. Worse off it pushes people away from any solution because if you wont look at the festering wound you will never bandage it. (incoming rant for about 3 paragraphs, skip to the last two if you want a more constructive and coolheaded response lol)
The way I see it both parties do work in tandem. The Republican party is determined to radicalize their base and go to further and further extremes, feeding off an uneducated, deeply frustrated and scared, population. But the Democratic party is HAPPY with this! This is their strategy. There is a reason the Democratic party rarely fulfills their promises, there is a reason that whenever they have the chance they never secure human rights, the reason is because they can hold it over us like jingling keys. all they have to do is wait for us to get desperate enough to vote for them because they're better than the other guys, let the republicans loudly and proudly declare their awful intentions. if the democrats lose, well, they look like the good guys! minorities suffer and they pull on our leash, and when the next election cycle comes we are desperate to vote for them.
And if they win? They barely protect our rights, they uphold the status quo, and then they quietly turn around and do half the shit we raged at republicans about. The Wall? Biden continued building it. Covid, the thing that is still killing americans daily, the thing that killed a family member of mine and i didnt even get to say goodbye to her? The moment the Democratic Party won, despite crying that they believed is science they left us all out to dry! The Democratic Party had how many years to secure Roe v Wade since it's inception before Trump packed the court? fucking 50 years to pass the basest federal protections??? and now Lgbtq+ rights! How many years have we tried to pass the Equality Act?
And now. We gleefully watch the Democratic party fund the Palestinian Genocide. We watch our President repeat racist propaganda and the democratic party follow, to fund their bottom line. Of COURSE people are not going to want to vote! The level of backlash you are seeing isnt just some red scare ass BULLSHIT! Sigh.
Look. I will not get on someones ass for voting for Biden, I understand why someone would-- I was once a vote blue no matter who person myself and am on the fence on what to do if Biden does become the democratic frontrunner. But in this sentence is the the answer! I personally plan on and voting like hell in the Primaries which is what think is the actual solution- The Democratic Establishment does not want change, we need another candidate to beat Biden in the primaries because at this rate he is not going to win the election. You cannot blame the growing number of people burned by Bidens administration for not wanting to vote for him! so dont! Right now we are at a critical moment where Biden is so deeply unpopular with both parties that maybe, if we all pull together that force we did to get Biden in office- we can boot the old fuck out in the Primaries! We can prove to the establishment that we are tired of their shit, that we will not support their ceaseless genocide to fill their pockets! Vote every single one of those fuckers out with the venom you treat republicans with because they're both rat poison, just with a different label!
But. acting like anyone who expresses the opinion that this whole situation is a fucked up scam is stupid or a psyop accomplishes nothing- some people have been effected by the Democratic parties inaction and policies. Push them to vote in the primaries, if only to fuck over Biden. idk, i just feel like there was a better way to word this post, because as it is it reads as a dismissal of peoples genuine feelings rather than a genuine warning.
I feel like the psyops are back…
#AUGH!#mad. iam mad now. ok came to this tag after rereading what i wrote a few times and calmed down mostly. actually wrote more and i feel bette#i just want to get a commission done but i cant think about layer order right now when everything is so FUCKED#ugh whatever#sorry if my addition comes off as extremely curt i am just frustrated#can we not come to a nuanced conclusion on this?!#like#the democratic party is using the republican parties extremeness to keep us eternally on a leash#heres the thing though we saw last election cycle liberals and the establishment pushed down all of bidens competition#even his most popular competitor#but now we do have a chance! Biden is so critically unpopular amongst both parties that there's no way in hell he's going to win!#they dont have an excuse! we MUST vote in a different democrat#vote in the primaries! use your vote to send a message! tell the democratic party we are DONE with their bullshit#you can not blame people for drawing a line in the sand at this rate#I certainly wont
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my lower back has been in extreme pain for several days now if i get on my period AGAIN im ending it all
#why is having a womb literally so bad for no reason. what have i done to deserve thissss#okay but fr also. my mom mentioned how she takes a birth control injection thing and doesnt have periods anymore#and like that sounds great id love to not have periods#but also as far as i know birth control involves literally giving you estrogen#and like the idea of injecting MORE estrogen into my body makes me so distressed#even though i know effectively it wont change anything directly#i just. feel gross about the concept#so having periods i go.#theres really no winning until i get some fucking testosterone. help me#🧃.txt
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#what if i just explode instead#i literally hate everything rn#also#fun thing i did that i had to tell someone abt#im extremely lucky as to not have teachers that bother you when you have your hood up in class#so i sewed a nice little pocket on the inside of my jacket and put my phone in and plugged in my earphones#and all i do is just listen to music and pretend i am totally following along with the teacher#even though i am literally not paying attention whatsoever and do not actually give a shit#and i get to vibe to music and doodle in my notebook while the teacher goes on about whatever#and i wont be sleeping in class anymore which gives off the illusion that i am paying attention#and i wont get marks deducted for it#its a great win win situation the teacher doesnt bother me about not paying attention anymore and i get to not pay attention in peace#i really hope i have teachers that dont care about having your hood up next year as well#it really makes school that much more bareable#probably the onlt reason i havent gone insane yet
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