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rainsoughtflowers · 4 years ago

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Hmmm, then can you make a part 2 of the Chishiya Harry Potter au where they confess to each other, or something cute along those lines.

“ PURPLE LILACS ”

tw/cw - none.

a/n - this work is multiple parts. part one.

chishiya rarely ever got into trouble.

believe it or not he knew when to keep his mouth shut, knowing when to just listen and obey his teachers no matter how wrong they were or how much he wanted to snap back. no good would come out of it, and he'd rather be on their good side then let them be suspicious of him at all. it'd give him less freedom, and chishiya loved doing his own thing.

this class period however, his teacher was irritating him more often than usual. first he had given him a grade he very clearly didn't deserve, and now he was calling him out for cheating on a test that they were currently taking.

honestly, he wasn't stupid. cheating where spells were very obviously used to counter it? only an idiot would do so.

"even if i wanted to cheat i'd at least be sneaky about it." chishiya sang, smirk on his face and causing his professor to lash out in anger.

"are you talking back to me? well i hope you like the dark forest, because you'll be spending the night there in detention." she yelled, bringing out her quill to write his name down.

"how fun." he replied sarcastically, causing the adult in front of him to fume in anger once more.

a chair scraped loudly against the wooden floorboards, "professor! chishiya wouldn't cheat! and do you even have any evidence to support it?" his eyes widened at hearing the familiar voice, turning around to see them, that hufflepuff, standing up from their seat with their hands pressed against the wood and a determined look on their face.

"sit down right this instant otherwise you'll be joining him in detention." she shouted at them, but they didn't back down, instead sending chishiya a small smile when their eyes met before returning their attention back to their teacher.

"i will not back down until my friend is off that list!" the yelled, confident in their answer.

chishiya sighed, irritated that they had willingly put themselves into detention with him. why had they done that? anyone in their right mind would stay far away from the dark forest, no one knew of the creatures lurking there after all. not to mention the things they'd have to do during that time to make up for their punishment.

and here they were, the dark shadows playing tricks on his mind as he stared into the expanse of the forest, unknown entities hidden within the trees. faintly he could hear the howl of a wolf and the rustle of the leaves as wind blew through his strands. quickly he brought his robe closer to his body, seeing them do the same.

"you're a dumbass." he muttered, taking the first step into the terrain as they followed right beside him.

"would you rather have been in here alone then?" they asked, peering at him innocently but he could recognize the small mischief in their eyes. they probably had been excited about coming here, loving nature and all.

he smirked at them, "i'm always alone."

they sighed, looking away and he could see the sad look that painted their features, "doesnt it get lonely though?"

he looked away as well, instead focusing on the path through the trees, "that's the point."

"yeah but, even if you're alone, it doesn't necessarily mean you want to be alone. does that make sense?" they asked, titling their head towards the side.

he hummed, shrugging in response, "all i hear is nonsense."

"i'm just saying-" they paused, and chishiya stopped talking as well. they had been so caught up in their small argument that they forgot where they were. but the loud rustle of something moving in the shadows had quickly reminded them of that fact.

with the lantern in his grasp he moved it around, narrowing his eyes to see past the light and straining his ears to listen. they did the same, before he looked down when he felt their hands clutch onto his sleeve. he smirked, about to tease them when he realized that the expression on their face wasn't scared. in fact, they looked excited, and even a little bit in awe.

"what is it?" he whispered, careful as to not alert whatever was hidden in the dark of the night.

they turned to look at him, features softly illuminated by the yellow light, "do you see it too?"

he stared at them for longer than necessary, feeling his heart skip a beat before swallowing thickly. he turned away and tried to regain his composure, "see what?"

"there, behind the tree." he glanced at where they were directing, squinting his eyes once more until he saw it. a large animal, sure enough peeking out from behind the bark wood. cautiously he stepped closer, the lantern showing off the large bat like wings tucked to their side and the lack of body hair, revealing bones and reptilian features . he recognized it as the creatures that pulled the carriages during the beginning of the year, although he was sure he had imagined them since no one else had been able to spot them, always saying that the carriages pulled themselves.

he tried to stop them as they released their grip on his clothes and reached forward, palm

held out towards the creatures face. caustiously, it reached it's snout forward and sniffed, before bumping their hand and rubbing against their skin.

they turned back to look at him, bright smile on their lips as they pet the strange animal's head, "come on, they're friendly."

chishiya stayed rooted to his spot however, eyes still scanning over its body and trying to make sense of the situation. was this really safe? he could never be too careful, yet here they were, carelessly putting themselves in danger and they didn't even know it.

their soft giggle brought him out of his thoughts as well as the warmth of their skin against his, taking his hand and bringing him closer to where they had stood previously. his heart raced unexpectedly in his chest as it was brought forward, blank gray eyes staring at him before a snort left it's snout and it bumped his hand as well.

he looked down embarrassed when they placed their hand over his, keeping it there as his fingers met cold scales and bones. it was a weird sensation, but the creature didn't make any move to harm either of them.

"thestrals can't be seen by everyone, so i'm surprised and a little sad that you noticed it too." they whispered softly, causing him to stare at them in confusion.

"i haven't read about them in class." he mumbled quietly to himself, trying to think back during their mythical creatures lesson but the name didn't ring a bell.

"professor hasn't gone over them, but they are viewed as creatures of misfortune and aggression because only people who have witnessed death can see them." they explained, fingers trembling softly over his own.

"so if you've seen someone die then they appear." he confirmed, staring back at the creature who flapped its wings.

"yup." they nodded, not looking at him.

brown eyes stared at them, wondering who exactly they had seen die in order for them to notice this creature. for unexplainable reasons he felt his heart hurt in his chest at the thought, before returning his attention back to their hands, soft and delicate and so so warm over his own. once more he grew embarrassed, shifting his palm and they hesitated before removing it, bringing the limb back to their side.

"they don't seem so agressive though." he noted, seeing as the thestral continued to stare at them curiously.

"i think they're just misunderstood. i think i would be angry too if people couldn't see me. it must be so lonely for them." their lips pulled down into a frown, not at all like them and the expression didn't sit right with him.

he looked back at the thestral, conflicted but understanding, "yeah, im sure it is."

hogwarts was in a state of chaos.

it was that time of year again where exams were soon, and all students were scrambling to cram in as much information as they could before then. chishiya wasn't particularly worried, he had no doubt about his capabilities and he knew he was smart enough to pass even without studying. however, that hufflepuff he had grown fond of was not so diligent in their studies, and they had come complaining to him about this very fact, even asking desperately for help to study. and despite wanting to say no, they had pouted, bright eyes giving him a pleading look and causing him to look away embarrassed but agreed nonetheless.

so here he was, sitting with them at a table in the library with a stack of books from each class and paper and quills. it was relatively quiet, with just the soft murmurs of other students nearby and the sliding of books being put back into their place.

he glanced over their paper, chuckling softly to himself, "you're doing it wrong."

"really?" their eyes widened in surprise, quickly leaning forward to scan their writing. their brows furrowed in confusion, not quite understanding what they had done wrong. chishiya sighed before placing down his book, leaning forward as well and pointing to the error in their problem.

a sheepish smile graced their lips as they thanked him before going to erase and fix their mistake, causing chishiya to lean back in his chair once more and read.

really he should be studying as well, but it was fun to watch their frustration. small breaths of air escaping their lips when they didn't understand something and the amount of times they've switched subjects hoping for it to be easier only to get proven wrong. chishiya could even say it was cute, but tried not to make this obvious by keeping himself occupied on the letters in his book.

soon enough he noticed that they had grown quiet, far to quiet to really be working. brown eyes glanced over at their figure, seeing that their head rested on the pages of their book. and upon closer inspection he could hear the soft snores emanating from their lips, eyes closed and their face twisted in content. the blonde sighed, not at all surprised that they had fallen asleep while working, there had been numerous times where they had fallen asleep in class after all when they were paired together, hogwarts all about letting the different houses intermingle with each other.

he glanced around to see no one nearby so he didn't have to worry about anyone disturbing their sleep. he directed his attention back to them, feeling himself smile at the sight. he sighed, leaning down and resting his cheek against the cold wood as he watched them, lips parted and they breathed softly. he noticed the stray wisps of hair obscuring their face and without thinking he reached over and brushed them away, heart stopping and fingers pausing against their skin. their face shifted, and for a second he was scared they would wake up and he'd have to explain this strange situation. they just sighed however, relaxing once more and quickly he brought his hands back to his side, watching for another second before sitting upright.

cheeks warmed as he cleared his throat, placing their robe over their shoulders as he leaned back in his seat and picked up his book, praying that the butterflies fluttering in his stomach would go away.

the blonde male normally kept to himself.

he knew people weren't kind, everyone had a darkness inside them that more often than not controlled their actions. as a slytherin he had seen it first hand, especially with his housemates since slytherin house did produce the most dark wizards, it was a fact that everyone knew. so whenever he saw a poor first year getting picked on he brushed it off, not deeming it worth his time.

this time was different however. because he knew those familiar locks of hair, and that tie he sees way too often, yellow socks and the robe they had decorated with flowers. he thought that they were just speaking to other students, as friendly as ever, but the thought was quickly contradicted once he saw their books get knocked out of their hands, papers flying across the floor until they settled all around them. his eyes widened in surprise at the scene, and he quickly realized that not only were they clearly getting picked on, it was by his own housemates no less.

their smile stayed bright as they crouched down to the floor, gathering their books and resting them in the crook of their arm as a soft sigh escaped their lips. how could they not be bothered by this? didnt they know how to defend themselves?

his steps were quick as he crouched down beside them, not saying a word as he helped gather up the stray pieces of paper. he could feel their eyes on him and when he looked up he was met with a soft smile, grateful for his help.

soft snickers caused him to look up, smirks displayed on their faces as they whispered to each other. he looked back down, noticing the way their hands trembled as they stuffed their last book into their bag, face seemingly conflicted as they reached back to gather the rest of their things.

chishiya stood up, matching the smile on the two slytherins faces. they looked at him, laughing even more, "what's with that smile?"

"hm? oh, just thinking about how pathetic you both look right now." he smiled, fake and he knew they realized it too.

"huh? want to say that again?" one shouted, face twisted in anger.

"i said you both look pathetic." he laughed when they glared, "wasn't that what you wanted to hear? i was just answering a question."

they moved forward but the other stopped them, whispering in their ear before they sighed, "fucking asshole. let's go."

he watched as they left, smile leaving his face once they were gone. he turned back to look at his friend to find them already standing, hands clutching the strap of their shoulder bag and a soft smile on their face.

"thank you." they beamed, leaning down and brushing the dust from their clothes.

"you should stick up for yourself more." he muttered, noticing the bruises on their knees and cuts on their skin.

they shook their head, smile never leaving their face, "i don't mind. they might be going through something right now."

he sighed, reaching forward and taking the books still resting in their arms as he began walking forward, "that kindness is probably going to kill you one day."

they laughed, as if it was a funny thought, "i think i'll be fine. besides, i have you by my side! so i'm not too worried."

he gave them a quick glance before looking away, feeling his heart warm at the thought that they needed him, "yeah, you do."

after the exams spring time came, with soft breezes and blooming flowers. it was finally nice enough to go outside, even without layers upon layers of clothing just to keep warm. and chishiya had decided to do just that, not liking how stuffy the common room had gotten as well as the amount of students in there, relaxing now that tests were over and the year would soon come to an end as well.

the same tree he always sat under came into view, leaves now decorating the branches and those flowers he had grown to love blooming from the ground. blades of grass was vibrant green and rustled with the breeze, and brown eyes drifted up and smirked knowingly at seeing someone in that tree.

theirs hands reached desperately for a small feline, and orange tabby that laid curled on an upper branch far from their reach. chishiya found himself snickering softly as they stumbled over ever so slightly, hands flying to steady themselves from falling. their fingers grasped at their shirt to calm their racing heart, eyes drifting to chishiya as he put his hand up in a small wave.

"chishiya!" they greeted, toothy smile as they waved back, "can you help me? my cat won't come down."

he hummed, "that sounds like a you problem."

"please! it'll be real quick!" they pleaded, putting their hands together as they sent him a small pout.

his eyes scanned over the tree and branches, debating heavily in his head if he really should attempt to climb. in the event that he were to fall it would definitely hurt, not to mention he had never tried to climb a tree before, so he had no idea where to start at all.

he looked away, "sounds dangerous."

"it's not! look, put your foot there to hoist yourself to grab that branch, it's steady enough to support your body weight." they began to instruct, and chishiya sighed before placing down his book and bag, walking over and bringing his hands out of his pockets to do as they said.

it took some effort, but eventually he was able to reach the branch they currently sat on, hands filled with blisters as he took his spot in front of them. quickly he reached up and held out his hands for the feline, who sniffed at his palm before disregarding his outstretched hands and instead jumped onto his chest, causing him to let out a small sound in surprise and stumble for balance.

warm hands grasped at his forearms and he did the same, breathing heavily as the cat jumped from his shoulder and onto a different branch before landing on the ground and walking away.

he glared at the retreating tabby, before turning back to hear laughter chime in his ears. their chest shook as more giggles fell from their throat, and chishiya realized that he was still gripping tightly onto their arms as they were doing to him. but somehow, he didn't want to let go, liking how despite the blisters and roughness of their finger pads they felt nice against his skin, bare and reassuring that he wouldn't fall.

"it's pretty up here right?" they asked, causing chishiya to glance around. sure enough he could see the wide expanse of the field, all sorts of flowers foreign to him retreating from the ground. not to mention there was the lake, water glistening in the sun and clear enough to see the rocks below. he looked up through the leaves and blinked at the sunshine peeking through, creating shadows that cooled his skin from the heat.

he looked back at them, smiling and waiting expectantly for him to answer. this time he focused on their features, with the softness of their lips and the fluffiness of their hair, strewn with leaves not only on their head but clothes as well. with colors he used to hate and skin soft against his, still supporting him as they sat there in the tree.

he nodded, small smirk twitching his lips, "i think it's the prettiest sight i've ever seen."

all too soon his time at hogwarts came to an end.

chishiya shuntaro had just finished sitting through the ceremony for the graduation students, receiving his diploma and a handshake for completing all 7 years of school. that wasn't what occupied his mind however. instead he was focused on trying to find that hufflepuff, wanting - no - needing to see them one last time.

he probably ran through all of hogwarts before he found them, standing on the bridge that connected the buildings of the school and staring out the large window that looked out towards the land hogwarts lay on. chest heaving he slowed to a stop right beside them, causing them to tear their eyes away and look at him instead.

he could feel his heart skip a beat as they smiled, so soft like warm hugs and fluffy clouds, one that he loved. and one that he decided the longer he stared needed to stay in his life.

he cleared his throat, trying to calm his racing heart, "after this, do you want to get butterbeer?"

their face changed to that of surprise, perhaps not expecting that he was the one trying to keep in contact with them. he had been stubborn in the beginning after all, but his walls had torn down the more he stayed around them, and he didn't want to let them go so easily.

"i'd really love that actually." their voice was soft, and they were about to turn to look back at the view when chishiya took another step forward, stopping them from doing so.

he ignored their confused expression as well as the churning in his stomach, hands reaching into his pocket for what he had stuffed inside earlier. crumbled stems and petals met his hand and he stared down disappointed. of course, how had he been so reckless as to not at least put a protection charm on it? but before he could mutter a sorry and put it back their hands had grasped gently at the plant, holding it in the palm of their hands as they stared down at it.

he waited with a beating heart for their response, knowing that they'd figure out the intentions of the plant. he had spent countless hours researching about the meaning of flowers after all, and he felt as if this one in particular was the perfect fit for the situation.

their eyes glanced back up to stare at him, and the smile that made its way onto their face put him at ease. they took a step forward and before he could protest their arms had wrapped around his torso, head buried in the fabric of his clothes and a small sigh of content leaving their lips. he glanced down, feeling his cheeks heat up as he hesitated before returning the embrace, hoping that they couldn't hear nor feel the racing of his heart at the close proximity.

sunshine beat down on his skin the longer they stood there, but it was nothing compared to the warmth he felt right now, spreading through his chest and around his body and enough to keep the flowers of summer alive.

of the purple lilacs in his heart, symbolizing first love.

MENU. STRAWBERRY CREPES.

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fatrainbowmermaidunicorn · 5 years ago

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The Other Girl (Jungkook X You) (ONESHOT)

A/N: Its a bit short but I hope you will like it <3

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Jungkook and Rissa.

They are the ultimate couple that everyone want to be. That everyone envy. They are the definition of perfect, romantic, lovable. Everything you want to be as a couple. And everyone always thinks, no, know, that they will end up together forever. There is no way one of them would love someone else, theres no way one of them would leave the other for anyone else.

Y/N smiles and looks into Jungkook's eyes who staring back at her. And she is sure as hell that no one could have ever thought she would be the one who would steal's Jungkook's heart from Rissa.

Thats right, shes the other girl.

Jungkook has always been her dream guy. She has had her eyes on his the moment he step on stage on his debut day. But Y/N is just a trainee, and as Jungkook and his group grew more popular, she knows her chances with him are slim to none. Y/N's heart broke to pieces when she found out that Jungkook also has a long time childhood girlfriend whom he loves so much. Everybody favorite's couple.

Rissa.

It doesnt help that Rissa is the definition of a perfect girl. Beautiful, soft spoken, intelligent, funny, kindhearted. Everything a girl wants to be. And every guy wants to be with. Everybody tells Jungkook thats hes lucky to be with her. That he should hold on to her forever.

They are the perfect couple in everyones eyes.

But all that never once stop Y/N from continuing to crush on him, falling in love with him. Once she debuted herself, Y/N slowly make her way to be friends with Jungkook's hyungs, his friends and slowly, very slowly, make his way into Jungkook's heart.

And now, here she is. In Jungkook's embrace, lips locked with each othet like theres no tomorrow. They have been seeing each other in secret for almost six months now, and it was the most wonderful time for Y/N. The best moments of her life.

"I love you Kookie," she giggles and hugs his neck.

"And you know I love you too baby," he smile and leans in to kiss her. A long, deep, passionate kiss. "I have to go," he pouts. "But I promise I will call you before you go to bed?"

Y/N pouts playfully.

"Do you really have to go home to her, Kookie?"

"You know I dont want to baby, but you know I have to. For now. Okay?" Jungkook smile and stroke her hair. "I love you Y/N,"

"I love you too, so much Kookie. We are going to be together for real, soon right? You promise right? That you will choose me?"

"You know I do baby. Just give me some time yeah?" Jungkook smile and kiss her one last time before leaving.

Y/N pouts alone. Thats the promise Jungkook keeps on giving her ever since they got together. That he will leave Rissa. That they will be an official couple. That he never loves Rissa. That he loves her so much more.

All those promises, they are nice to hear, but deep down, Y/N knows that Rissa will always be Jeon Jungkook's first love and he will always, always love her.

/////

"Hey bunny, you are back. Hows practice?" Rissa smiles and gives him a quick kiss.

"It was okay. Just the usual. Hyungs bickering, Jin hyung fell and all thay," he laughs. "How about you? How was your day princess?" Jungkook smile and kiss her back.

"Same old, same old. Nothing interesting like yours, Im sure," she giggles. "I cooked your favorite for dinner today bunny. Why dont you shower, since you are all sweaty and smelly, and we can have dinner together?"

"Yah, you like it when I'm sweaty," Jungkook grins and winks, making her blush. "But yeah, I'll take a quick shower and I'll be down in a bit okay princess?" Jungkook smile, gives her another kiss and head to the bathroom.

As her usual routine, Rissa went over to where Jungkook throws his clothes and collect his dirty laundry for washing. And just like every single day since the last few months, theres the same perfume smell lingering all over his clothes. A women's perfume. The same one. And of course, stain of lipstick in random places on his clothes. She doesnt want to believe it. Its so unreal that Jungkook would do that to her. But it has been months. Theres no denying it anymore.

Rissa sighs.

Jungkook is still cheating. And she dont know how long her heart can pretend otherwise

/////

"How is the food bunny?" Rissa smile, looking at the man sitting from across of him.

"Delicious as always princess," he smiles and to show he meant it, shoved a large amount of food inside his mouth, making his cheeks blows up like a chipmunk. Rissa giggles. Shes going to miss this mam so so much.

"Im glad you love it bunny. You deserve the best after a tiring day at work,"

"I dont know what I do to deserve you princess. Im the luckiest guy in the world," Jungkook smile and hold her hand from across the table. Rissa stop chewing. Something in what Jungkoom said hit a cord, and it just hurts. So much.

"Jungkook?" Rissa looks up at him.

"Yes?" Jungkook frowns. Its unusual for her to call him by his real name. "Is everything okay?" Jungkook is confused. They were happy just a second ago. What could have happened?

"You know I love you very much right?" Rissa asked, eyes softly looking into his.

"Of course I do know princess. Whats wrong? Anything bothering you? Want to tell me?" Jungkook stops eating and frowns heavily.

"And you. You love me right Jungkook? Just as much as I love you?"

"Rissa, princess. You already know the answer. Of course I love you. You are my life. Now, can you tell me whats going on?"

"Nothing really," she smile and looks down at her plate, slowly playing with her food. "I just want you to know, that it has always been you for me Jungkook. No one else. And Ive never wanted or look at anyone else either. You are my dream come true, and I'm sorry..." she sniffles.

"Sorry? What for? Hey, why are you crying princess?" Jungkook stands up and walks to her side, squating down to her level, startled by her sudden tears.

"Im sorry if I bore you. If my love for you isnt enough. If I am not what you wanted. What you still wanted. Ive tried my best to love you. Im just sorry Im just simply not... enough," she sniffles harder, looking down at her lap.

"Hey, what are you even talking about? Not enough? Where did all this even came from?" Jungkook smile and lifted her chin to look at him. "I love you. Only you. Forever and always right? You are ny everything. You are everything I wanted and everything I could ever dream of. Theres nothing to worry about. I promise. Okay?"

Rissa nodded weakly, knowing everything he said is nothing but empty promises.

They make love that night. Love so passionate, that one could never thought that theres a third person between their love. But there is. And even after a passionate night together, Rissa will never forget the fact.

/////

It has been a few months since that night. And the same thing still happens every single day. Late night texts, whispered calls when Jungkook thought she was sleeping, perfumes and lipstick stain on his clothes... its even worse now because Rissa now knows whos Jungkook is actually cheating with.

Enough is enough. Enough time and chances has been given. Its time. Its time to finally do something about it.

/////

She looks at her. Her beautiful face, with a tired smile plastered on, but still beautiful nevertheless. Y/N can tell right now why Jungkook loves her. She never gets mad, she never raises her voice at him, whenever hes tired, mad or upset, whenever he yells at her for no reason at all, she will say she understand. Her love for Jungkook is unconditional, and Y/N is the reason why Jungkook is hurting her.

"Rissa," was all she could choked out as she looks into her eyes.

"Hello Y/N," she smiles. "Its nice to finally meet you in person. Come, have a seat,"

Y/N feels her throat dries up nervously. Not really sure know what Rissa meant by that. What she being sarcastic? Sincere? What is it? Why did she ask to meet her? Does Jungkook knows about this?

"I- uh yeah, its nice to finally meet you in person too. I-I have heard so much about you," Y/N smiles nervously.

"I'm sure," she laughs. A beautiful sound. How can she still smile brightly at her? Knowing that she has been with her man for so long? Y/N is sure Rissa knows.

"I-uh.."

"Im kidding!" She laughs. "Dont worry Y/N, you dont have to be nervous. I dont bite," she laughs again. "Lets just talk is girls. Yeah? I think we have so mich to talk about, dont you?"

Y/N nods again, nervously.

"Listen Rissa. Jungkook and I..." Y/N stops her words, not knowing herself what she should be saying. Apologize? Beg her to give Jungkook to her? Ask her to share? Explain to Rissa her feelings towards Jungkook? She has no idea. No idea at all what to do or say.

But lucky for her, she doesnt have to think further as Rissa cut her off.

"Im leaving Jungkook,"

Y/N looks at her, mouth slightly gapped open. Out of all the 1001 scenarios in her head, she never expected this to come out from Rissa's mouth. Y/N had imagined Rissa would yell, scream, hit her, slap her, laugh at her, throw a tantrum, everything anf any possible reaction, but not this. Never this.

"What? Rissa you-"

"Im leaving him, and thats my decision," she smile and take a sip of her tea. "Dont get me wrong Y/N. Iys not that I hate him, or stop loving him. I love him. I love Jungkook so much. More than anyone can ever imagined," she smiles softly. "We have been together since we were teenagers. We grew up together, and I always thought me and him are destined to be together till the end of times,"

Y/N clear her throat awkwardly. She wish the earth would just swallow her right now. The pain and hurt in Rissa's voice pierced right through her heart. She has caused another woman pain. When did she become this? What has she done?

"But I cant make something that doesnt work anymore, work... I tried. Oh god, believe me, I tried," she smile again, but a sad one. "You know... I have known about you two for the longest time,"

"Y-you did?"

Rissa laughs, a beautiful one.

"Of course silly. I think everyone knows," she smile again. "You two are always together. And when you two are together, you guys dont really keep it subtle. And it doesnt help how nervous his hyungs were went I asked them where Jungkook went when I surprise him at practice," she giggles but Y/N knows Rissa's heart is breaking. Memories with Jungkook flashes through her mind. The kisses, quickies, secret dates between shows, practices, asking his hyung to lie for them eventhough they know they didnt approve. All those days that they thought were subtle enough and kept a secret.... every little thing they did, her happiness, all at the expense of this beautiful girl's broken heart. What has she done?

"But I thought, maybe Jungkook just need a distraction. We have been together for so long, and in his line of work, he meets pretty girls like you every single day. Hes a man afterall. So I thought, maybe after he gets it out of his system, he will come back to me. That our love was still intact,"

"Y-you knew... and you are willing to let him cheat?"

"I love him Y/N. Ive never love anyone. Hes my everything, my first and I thought, if being with someone else makes him happy, makes him come back to me eventually, Im willing to," she sighs. "But I was wrong. I dont think his love for me is the same as before,"

"Thats not true Rissa! Jungkook loves you! I know he does!" Y/N raises her voice. She dont know why shes trying to protect Jungkook's and Rissa's love when Jungkook has been everything she wanted. With Rissa gone, she shpild be happy. Jungkook is all hers. But something doesnt seems right. Their love is too beautiful to destroy.

Rissa smile softly and stroke Y/N's hand across the table.

"I know you want to believe that Y/N. Maybe so that you wont feel so bad. But truly, its okay. Havent you heard the saying, if you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second one? You are the second one Y/N,"

"B-but Rissa. Jungkook-"

"Stop," she raised her hand and shakes her head. "Stop trying to change my mind because I wont. Y/N, I think I owe it to myself to leave. I have done everything to love Jungkook and I dont think its fair for me to share his love when I have given my everything to him," tears finally falls down her soft cheeks. "I finally found the courage to leave, to let go of this fairytale that I wanted so much to come true and finally give myself something I deserve. Someone I deserve. I believe that I deserve someone who will love me for all that I am, and who will give everything he has for me, just like I will do for him. And thats no longer Jungkook," Rissa slowly wiped down her tears and takes a deep breathe.

"So, do me a favour yeah? Love him, take care of him and show him the same kind of love that I have been giving him all these years," she flashed a small smile as she took of the ring from her finger and placed it on Y/N's open palm. "This... Jungkook gave me this when we first met. Its a promise ring he said. We fell in love at first sight," she laughs. "Stupid, I know. But we were young and he promised me, that one day, when hes finally made it when he found everything hes chasing all this while, he will marry me, he will propose with a proper ring," she laughs. "Jungkook is always so dramatic, dont you think?"

Y/N looks at the ring and without realizing, tears has streamed down her face too. Jungkook truly loves her. And Rissa, shes willing to let go so that hes happy. Thats how strong their love are. And here she is, a monster! A home wrecker! What has she done? What has she done?!

"Hes all yours now Y/N. And thankyou for making me realize my worth," she smile one last time and stands up. Without looking back, Rissa walks out, leaving her painful love story for a better future without Jeon Jungkook in it.

/////

"Jungkook?" Y/N walked into their messy apartment after walking aimlessly for a few hours, thinking about her earlier meeting with Rissa. Furnitures are upside down everywhere, vases are broken, books are strewn across the floors. Y/N quickly try to look for Jungkook, hoping hes alright, not sure whats happening.

"Kookie??" She ran to their bedroom and found Jungkook in the dark, at the far corner hugging his knees. Y/N immediately went over and sits besides him, hugging his shoulder. "Kookie? Are you okay? What happened? Did we get rob? What happened? Tell me? Are yoi okay?"

"S-she left. She left me. She left...."

Y/N feels her heart beats faster. Okay, Jungkook has found out then. Rissa must have moved out from their apartment.

"Kookie, baby....I-I know,"

Jungkook looks up with his tear strained face.

"Y-you knew?"

"I-" Y/N paused for a moment. Not knowing if she should proceed. "R-Rissa... she asked to meet me earlier today..."

"She what?" Jungkook immediately perked up and turns to look at Y/N. A part of her feels hurt that Jungkook cares so much about Rissa, that he showed it, especially in front of her. Didnt he say that he loves her? That he wants a future with her? That he will leave Rissa for her? Then what is all this? Shouldnt he be happy instead? Y/N shakes the thoughts away. This is not the time to think about herself. Right?

"She asked to meet me Kookie... and I didnt know what its for until we met," Y/N looks into his eyes whos looking at her, confused. "Rissa... she uh.. she gave me this," she slowly and reluctantly gave Jungkook the ring. Jungkook just stare at it, as if its some poisonous snake that he shouldnt touch.

"Kookie?" Y/N whispered slowly. "Y-you okay?"

He jolted from her the sound of her voice, like someone shocked him and grab the ring, surprising Y/N, and threw the tiny ring across the room.

"She thinks she can just leave me like that?! No fucking way! We promised forever! She promised she will be with me until forever!" Jungkook suddenly screamed. Y/N was taken aback, both by his sudden outburst and whats hes saying. Doesnt Jungkook remember who is with him right now? Doesnt he remember that he promised her forever? That hes supposed to love her, to be with her?

"Kookie p-please calm down," Y/N pulled him tight into her embrace, trying to calm him, immediately making Jungkook burst into tears. "Im sorry Kookie. Im sorry, Im really, really sorry,"

Im really sorry I fell in love with you.

/////

Y/N knows. Oh she knows Jungkook is only staying in the relationship with her, being with her all because of guilt. Just to prove that he made the right decision, that he didnt regret what he did, that he didnt regret he cheated, that hes happy with her. Because, if he didnt... if hes not happy... then he just threw away Rissa, his love, the greatest thing that could have happened in his life, for... her.

The other girl.

Y/N knows, everytime Jungkook thinks she wasnt looking, she saw him staring blanklessly out the window. And Y/N knows hes thinking about her. Her smile, her laugh, if shes thinking of him too. But Y/N also know, that she isnt. Y/N knows that Rissa have moved on. That she would probably have found another man that would love her woth all his heart, make her happpy. The kind of man she deserves. A man that would appreciate her. Why would she think about a man so stupid, a mam who broke her heart like its nothing, so idiotic, a man who would threw out a girl like herself, for a girl like her...

The other girl.

After Jungkook calmed down that day, he asked Y/N to tell hin everything that Rissa told her. Because Rissa left without saying goodbye, without saying anything. Jungkook came back from practice to find all Rissa's things gone. Her stuffed animals, their photos together, her shoes, her books in the side table. Everything. All traces of her... gone.

And thats when Y/N knew how much Rissa was hurting from what she did. Maybe she didnt show it, she didnt say it, but it shows. Y/N also finally knew how much Rissa loves Jungkook. Because she cant even bare to see him one last time. She cant even say goodbye to him. Because she knows she will give in. She will give him another chance and he will break her all over again.

And Y/N finally knew how she has ruined a love so great.

And as years goes by, yes, Y/N and Jungkook are together, exchanging little smile here and there, a dull how are you at the end of the day instead of laughter and love. But Y/N knows, from the dying glint in his eyes whenever he looks at her that whatever they have is not love, never love. She stole away his love story, his one true love, hoping that she can be a greater one, a better one. But she was wrong. Dead wrong.

But is she the only one to blame? Jungkook fell in love too, didnt he? He betrayed their love too? Didnt he? Both hers and Rissa. So she guess they are both to blame. The dark storm in a beautifil love by a beautiful girl.

And for hurting her.

For making her cry.

For breaking her heart.

For making her loose the love of her life...

This is what Y/N deserve. To forever be with the man she loves, the man she long for everyday, the man she wants to love her back as much as she loves him, but he never will.... the man who will forever see her as.. the other girl.

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cowabungacafe · 4 years ago

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hi! could i request a tmnt matchup please? i'm rather short (1,60cm), chubby, and i look like a mix of 90's grunge and early 2000 emo. i'm anti-authority, and i am a leader, not a follower. if i don't think that a rule makes sense, or is useful, i'm not going to follow it. however, i'm mostly pretty obedient, and i don't cause much trouble. some people see me as a big brother type of person, because i protect and support when needed, and i have a 'caretaker' type persona. i can succeed at everything i *want* to succeed at, the rest doesn't interest me. i present myself as incredibly confident, hella sassy, sarcastic and like i don't have a care in the world, even though i'm really sensitive, introverted, kinda timid and insecure. i cry a lot over small things, and beat myself up relentlessly when i make mistakes. in general, i don't think highly of myself at all, but l would never outright admit that, or speak up. i just really hate having to trust someone with my emotions. i love making people around me laugh, it makes me really happy. i can be a bit petty, and teasing, but only in a joking manner. i actually get flustered really easily, and i never initiate anything, even though i adore physical affection of any kind. what most people are surprised by is my fair and unbiased way of judging. i stand up for anyone who is treated unfairly, even if i have to stand my own against authority (which makes me incredibly nervous). then again, i'm unable to protect myself, and i just quietly take everything that is said to me. i get scared really easily, and i'm afraid of being hit or yelled at. hope this was okay♡

My oh my! I have to admit this was pretty hard. And i thought about this for one whole day and then it hit me who im gonna match u up with. Thank you for requesting, i hope you got who you wanted.

The above gif is the vibe you gave me and also i love this gif

I match you with

Raphael

Why i matched you with your result

You are leaderly and hardly wanna be a follower and an anti-authority, which resonates with raphs rebel vibes. If there's a rule that you think is wrong, you dont follow it no matter what. Just like raph, if raph thinks there some rules that literaly have no meaning he wont follow it and none can make him.

You show as if you are tough and dgaf about the world but deep down you're just a soft plushie baby who needs to be hugged tightly, same as raph, raph shows as if he doesn't care about this world and often talks about leaving his bros and starting his life separately, but the truth is quite opposite. He is very insecure and he thinks he doesn't deserve his bros.He cares and loves his brothers and the world deeeeply and can't think of a live without them. He says those stuff to maintain the "hardcore" persona. He too carries the sarcastic and sassy af vibe.

You will help someone and anyone in need no matter what the circumstances, even if its one man vs the world. Raph too will fight the demons if he have to to save someone he thinks is in need.

Just like you, raph too shows as if he doesn't get shy but thats not true, he is just a soft cinnamon roll in "badboy" skin. So any type of physical touch makes this red bandana mutant a full on tomato. Yes he is that flustered.

Raph is the most sarcastic of the brothers(i just checked that from the tmnt wiki)and will always go around throwing petty snarky comments on his smart-brain brothers(leo and donnie especially lol) so here too you resonate with him.

Raph is a pretty good brother i like to think even more reasonable than leo (as he argued with leo why mikey doesnt get a vote on the secrecy of purple ooze). Maybe thats why mikey is seen around raph more bcus raph too gives those protective big brother who may come off as harsh but will listen to your problems with open ears. (Maybe thts why he became the eldest brother in rottmnt). Here too you match with him.

Raph is reluctant on telling someone about his emotions as he thinks it will hamper his hardcore mode, until you came( read along the random hcs )

Although considered the hothead of the group, raphs sense of judgement isnt that far behind fron leos.

After mikey, raph is probably the second jokester, maybe not on the same level of mikey but pretty snarky and petty jokes lol.

Sometimes he breaks down when he realises that how the decision he took was wrong and how much it has affected not only him but his near and dear ones too. Like in the 2016, the stealing of the purple ooze from the police hqs made their existence known and April and Casey were taken into custody.

Random headcanons of both of you when together

Your first meeting is prolly when he was out on a patrol and saw u trying save an old lady who was getting mugged. He was watching from the rooftop the whole time, of how you advanced and told the robber to leave her alone with apparently no weapon in hand, until he came down when he felt like its showtimee!!

When you find some fault in Leo's plan/strategy you point them out right away and raph cant help but admire you and mouth the word "thats my girl", finally he has someone to back his ass up.

Your leadership qualities are excellent and even sensei confirmed that and raphs chest grew 4 inches wider with a permanent grin on his face and sending snarky looks towards leo, who is just rolling their eyes away.

Though he is usually the tough guy, but with you its a whole different thing. He shows a diff side to you, the side not many has witnessed. He is usually soft and goofy around you, if you're tired he will bring some food over at your place or just take you out for a lil dinner on the rooftops. He will spoil you with things you like.

He knows that you're pretty sensitive and flinch and gets scared of scolding or yelling(he knew it from the first time he had a fight with you and he raised his voice then suddenly he saw your eyes filling up with tears. From then on, he is always careful around you)

Everytime you cry whether be it a sad movie or someone which made you cry, he will cuddle with you and cradle you while brushing your hair and humming some lullaby which sensei used to sing to him.

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shhh-no-ones-home · 5 years ago

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hang tight chris motionless x reader

+++++++++ Request from @svintsandghosts to go with the song

This ended a little more angsty than I was originally planning but I hope you like it anyways 😅 and sorry it took so long lol

Song: I surrender by Natalie Taylor

tag list: @alilpunkrock @theoneandonlykymberlee @cynic-spirit @thisplace-ishaunted @musicsexandpizza69 @ryansitkowskiswifey +++++++++ I heard Chris laugh from across the lot, doing a bit for Ricky's tour update video. I just shook my head and sat on the ground outside of the bus, playing on my phone. It had been a slow day so far and the weather was amazing so I didn't really wanna be inside at the moment. I sighed deeply as I heard them talking amongst themselves, admiring Chris from a distance.

"Daydreaming again?"

I heard Justin say, drawing my attention up towards him as I squinted in the sunlight.

"Aren't I always?"

He handed me a beer before sitting down next to me and lighting a cigarette.

"Still about you know who?"

He nodded towards Chris before waving over at them. I popped the top off the bottle and shrugged.

"I don't know what my problem is."

He sent me a look before making a sarcastic "okay" face.

"Do you have something to say?"

I asked slowly. He just laughed at me, blowing smoke out his nose and taking a drink of his own beer.

"Maybe you should tell him."

I snorted harshly.

"Do I look like someone who would be so bold?"

He raised a brow at me before shaking his head.

"You could be. I mean, what's the worst that could happen?"

I sighed.

"He laughs at me? He doesn't like me back? It makes things weird? We can't be friends anymore? Need me to keep going?"

He shook his head and took another swig.

"Did you ever think that none of that stuff would happen? That maybe he does like you too?"

I sent him a skeptical look.

"Is there something you aren't telling me Marrow?"

He just shrugged and took a long drag.

"Nope."

I drew my brows together.

"Whatever. I'll think about it."

He groaned as he stood up off the ground.

"You think to much."

He said before walking over to the small group of guys still chatting and doing their interviews for Ricky's video. I frowned and looked back to my phone. Maybe I do think too much.

°°°°°°°°° I paced around the bus contemplating our friendship again. On one hand if I told him, I wouldn't have to feel like this anymore. I wouldn't have to feel like I'm holding the biggest secret from my best friend. It was killing me on the inside. I ran my hands over my face as I walked in a line, back and forth through the bus. When I heard the door I didn't stop, my back was to it anyway. When I turned around I froze.

"You okay y/n?"

Chris said concerned, making his way past me to the fridge. I just stared at him. When he turned around he drew his brows.

"You look scared, what's up?"

He tried again, moving to sit at the table. I just stayed there where I was, frozen, unmoving and unspeaking. He took a drink, watching me. When he put the bottle on the table I jumped before shaking it off and continuing my pace. I knew his eyes were on me as I moved but I didn't want to talk. Part of me thought that if I did something would slip out on accident.

"You know you can talk to me right?"

He tried again but I just kept walking. My thoughts were going a mile a minute now. I just hummed in response. As I walked by him he caught my arm, making me halt in my tracks and stare down at his large hand engulfing my forearm. My gaze followed to his eyes.

"Y/n what's wrong?"

I just shrugged.

"Nothing."

I croaked out and he let go of me. I continued my pace, crossing my arms over my chest this time.

"I got a call from Bea earlier."

He said and my body stiffened at her name. Maybe that was another reason I didn't tell him. If he knew I liked him while having a girlfriend, what if I ruined it? I couldn't do that to him. That would be completely unfair.

"Oh?"

I asked, turning around to pace back. He half smiled, finally getting what he wanted.

"She said she was gonna come see the show in a couple days."

he looked to me for approval... Like you would do with any person you wanted your best friend to like. Now I was feeling guilty. How could I have been so selfish.

"Cool."

I said quickly and his face fell.

"You don't like her do you?"

He asked, his face going straight. I just shrugged.

"It's not that I don't like her-"

He realized a brow.

"So you do like her? Cause that response sounded a little unenthusiastic for someone who likes her."

I shrugged again and kept walking, fiddling with my finger tips.

"No I think she's great, really."

He laughed.

"Yeah, that was convincing."

I glared at him as I walked past him again.

"She's great."

He shook his head at me.

"You can just say you don't like her y/n it's fine."

I sighed heavily.

"But it's not, cause you like her."

He looked a little confused.

"Well yeah, I wouldn't have started dating her if I didn't at least a little bit. or at least to begin with."

i sent him a look. what was he getting at?

"But you're my best friend, you come first and I want you to like her too."

he finished and I inhaled sharply.

"What do you want me to say Chris?"

I said annoyed.

"I don't know, how about the truth?"

he said sternly. I turned to looked at him and put my face into my hands and groaned loudly. I could feel tears stinging my eyes and i really didn't want to do this. I looked back up at him, trying to hide the hurt in my eyes.

"I think she's great for you."

I kept walking, when I turned back around he had stood up.

"We both know you don't think that's true."

I stepped past him and he caught my arm again, pulling me to face him.

"What is the deal? i just want you to answer the question"

I stared at him intently. If I blinked I knew tears would fall.

"i care about your opinion."

I let out a laugh, squinting and letting the tear fall. His face softened.

"Y/n, what are you crying?"

I looked down at his hand in my arm and finally let my emotions go. He'd caught me, literally. He placed his other hand on my other arm and tried to lean down to look at my face.

"Y/n?"

I let out a short laugh.

"It's because I love you okay!"

I screamed at him, hot tears rolling down my face.

"Are you happy now? It's because I love you. I have for a while now."

I pulled my sleeves down over my hands and crossed my arms over my chest, his hands never letting me go. I looked down at the ground and shook my head, Swaying my body a bit.

"I didn't wanna say anything because I knew you didn't like me like that. And then I just, I just started letting you go and you found someone else. Someone better than me. She's better than me at everything: making you laugh, making you feel yourself, hell she's so much prettier than me too. And I hated that feeling even more than you not loving me back. So yeah I dont wanna give you my opinion. you two dating has been killing me, you were killing me."

He looked so sad. I never meant to hurt him but he needed to know.

"She's not better than you."

He said quietly, stealing my attention back.

"She could never be better than you. And Everything you just said is a lie. I wanted your opinion on her because I was debating whether or not to dump her. We've only been dating for a few months but i hate who I am when I'm with her. She makes me feel so broken, and I hate myself for it. And then when you left after we started going out I thought it was because of me so I stayed with her. I needed someone to make me feel like a person but she doesnt do that. not like you do. I needed you, hell, I still do."

He had tears starting to fall from his eyes now too, thin streaks covering his face in black makeup. I inhaled deeply before shaking my head.

"All those times you messaged me after I left... You could have said something. Told me to come back. But you didn't."

He looked down, ashamed.

"I thought you didn't want to come back so I didn't want to try. I know you, you don't change your mind so easily. But then you agreed to come on this tour and I was so excited. To be able to see you everyday again gave me hope."

He looked back up at me with the saddest puppy dog eyes.

"I'm sorry."

I said, barely Above a whisper. I was broken.

"I'm sorry too."

He managed.

"Please don't leave me again."

He pleaded, squeezing my arms. I shook my head.

"I don't think I could if I tried."

I laughed out, trying to make the situation lighter. He pulled me into a tight hug.

"I love you y/n."

I pressed my face into his neck.

"I love you too Chris."

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handonshipper · 4 years ago

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A Twist Through TIme: Chapter Two

Stefan continued walking with Klaus and then entered Gloria's bar once they arrived. He looked over at the witch, who was working on a solution. Or rather faking working on a solution as she tried to figure out what she wanted to know.

Klaus walked in the bar, his gaze immediately falling on the witch. He didn’t hesitate before walking over to her. “Have you found anything yet? Or must I use other...methods in order to motivate you?” He questioned with a smirk on his lips.

"I'm doing the best I can" Gloria said, looking at him. "These things take time." Her head then turned to the front door as the tribrid walked in. She could easily sense her power. "And who are you?" She asked, straightening up, eyeing the girl warily.

Hope swallowed a little as she ran into her dad yet again. "Hope" she said simply.

"Now this one radiates power. More than I've ever seen" Gloria said, looking at her curiously and cautiously.

Hope glanced between Klaus and Gloria. "I should go" she said, looking at the two and taking a step back.

Klaus had been close to threatening the witch. He was already feared before, but now that he broke his curse, he was ten times more powerful. However, He frowned as he listened the words exchanged when Hppe entered the bar. “Not so fast.” He smirked taking a step towards Hope. “And here I thought you were just a useless young girl. It appears I was wrong. Tell me, what exactly are you?” He hadn’t been able to tell when they first met, and he usually could. Which now concerned him considering the witch seemed so cautious of her. More than with Klaus himself it would seem.

"It doesnt matter what I am" Hope said, looking at him as she tightened her grip on the sketchbook she was holding, trying to keep her emotions under control

“Oh I believe it does.” Klaus said smugly. “Especially when I consider the way you are acting right now. So very nervous.” He smirked keeping his eyes locked on hers. “I do recommend you tell me willingly. If I have to make you, I cannot guarantee it will be pretty. Though I suppose it will be much more enjoyable for me and my friend Stefan here.”

"I'm a witch" Hope said. It was 33% true anyways. 50% if you exclude the vampire side she has yet to trigger. She couldnt say she was

Gloria looked at her doubtfully. She had connections to the other side. To a couple witches at least. And none of which were saying anything but that they could sense the girl was an abomination.

Klaus frowned at the answer. He could tell there was more to it. What that could be, he wasn’t sure. But he knew he would find out. “A witch. Excellent. In that case maybe you two can possibly find a solution to my problem.” He suggested though it was clear it wasn’t up to them. He needed to make more hybrids, and he didn’t care who he had to force or threaten so long as he got what he wanted.

Hope sighed in irritation. She really didnt want to have to stop her dad. But she also didnt want to risk compromising the future.. but if she just did the same as the witch, it wouldnt compromise anything yet. Whereas making a scene and attacking her father would. She needed to come up with a plan. "Fine. I'll hold off my plans to try to figure out the spell that sent me here to help you figure out your problem"

she said as she put the sketchbook and pencils (which she had bought to help calm herself)down on a table in the bar and walked over to the witch.

Stefan was watching Hope curiously , a bit worried about what she would find, but he didnt show it. Instead he went closer to the witches. "Do you know who we are?" He asked her, wanting to hear the truth, merely out of curiosity.

Hope looked at him before looking over at Klaus, ignoring the question. "What exactly are we supposed to be doing?" She asked

"She needs Rebekah if you want her to be able to help me find the necklace" Gloria told Klaus.

"There you two are" Rebekah said, walking inside Gloria's bar. "You left me. Rude, both of you. And who is this?" Her gaze was on Hope now. "A snack for the two of you?"

"Shes a witch. Powerful one apparently. Klaus wants to see if she can find the necklace" Stefan filled her in as he walked over to the bar, pouring himself a drink.

Hope straightened herself as she looked at Rebekah. "I'm Hope" she introduced herself.

“Yes well, you were being quite the pain dear sister.” Klaus retorted with a sarcastic smile on his lips, momentarily forgetting about Hope. It wasn’t until Rebekah questioned her existence that he remembered she was there. “Right. She somehow ended up in Stefan’s apartment. Apparently another witch quote, “blasted” her in there. If such a thing is even possible.” He said rolling his eyes as he clearly still didn’t fully believe her story. “Frankly if she cannot find the necklace either then I truly will wish she was a snack.” He snorted. “Come to think of it I am getting a bit peckish. What do you say we go find someone to drain once we are finished with this?” He asked looking at Stefan as his lips shaped into a smirk.

"Mmm. I could use a snack" Stefan said with a grin as he downed his glass

"Come on. Let's get this over with" Rebekah whined impatiently, holding her hand out to Hope. "I want my bloody necklace"

Hope looked up at her aunt Rebekah before taking her hand gently and closing her eyes, trying to sense something like she has been requested. Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of a girl that looked like Bonnie Bennett. Younger version. She listened and heard Stefan's name. The pieces fell together about what was exactly going on. She kept her eyes closed for a moment longer.

"Do you have anything?" Stefan asked. "Or are you useless as well?"

Hope kept her eyes closed for an extra moment. She let go of Rebekah, opening her eyes quickly. She placed a quick and whispered sleeping spell both on Gloria and Stefan before standing up as the two collapsed unwillingly.

Klaus had been watching intently as Hope tried to find the necklace he needed. When she opened her eyes, he was about to question her himself but Stefan beat him to it. He soon blinked in surprise however when Stefan suddenly collapsed. “What is this? What have you done to him?” He asked threateningly as he now glared at Hope. He didn’t do anything yet, but the wrong answer would very well end with her dead.

"I put them under a sleeping spell. Neither of them are on your side. I heard some girls talking about Stefan. Yes I know who you both are. Which means, chances are, he knows exactly where the necklace is. And as for the witch, Gloria, if I can figure this all out in a matter of seconds, she should have been able to as well. Clearly she doesnt want you to have the necklace either" Hope explained, looking at her dad. "Look, if I was against you, wouldnt I have done it to you instead?" She reasoned

Klaus was silent for a few minutes, simply letting that sink in. He wasn’t surprised about Gloria, seeing as he appeared to be an abomination to all witches. Even his own mother. And he never did trust her. But Stefan...that one did surprise him. And if he was honest, it even hurt him. He considered him his friend. Yet it turns out this whole time he had merely been humoring him. But of course he refused to let any of that pain show.

“Alright. Fine. Then tell me where the necklace is. If you aren’t against me as you in fact say.”

"Mystic Falls" Hope replied, looking at him. "Neither will wake up until I remove the spell"

"Well, you're coming with us" Rebekah said. "Just in case you are lying."

“You’ve got to be kidding me.” Klaus mumbled mainly to himself. Of course Stefan didn’t want him poking around in Mystic Falls. Not where his precious friends were. He didn’t think the young witch was lying, but he couldn’t afford to take any chances. “Alright. Mystic Falls it is. Come on then...what was your name again?”

Hope sighed softly, wishing she could just be left out of it. She didnt know how much she could take. "My name is Hope" she said for the third time.

Rebekah picked up Stefan easily. "What do we do with him, Nik? He lied to us, assuming the witch is telling the truth"

“Right. Hope. Strange name.” Klaus mumbled thoughtfully before being snapped out of it by Rebekah. His gaze fell on Stefan’s collapsed form. Anger flashed in his eyes for a moment before it quickly disappeared. “We leave him. Clearly he was attempting to protect one of his less than worthy friends. I say we leave him with the knowledge that doing so, will only result in me possibly murdering them all.”

He smirked at the thought. “Slowly and painfully.”

Hope sighed softly as Rebekah dropped Stefan in a booth before stabbing him in the gut as payback. She tore her gaze away, hating how this was happening to him. That it was her fault because she couldnt just go along with things. "So does that mean you want me to wake him up?" the tribrid questioned, looking at him.

Klaus thought about it for a moment. His lips curled upwards as a thought came to mind. “Yes actually. I have the perfect plan for our traitor.” He said and took a seat at the booth across from Stefan. “Go on.” Hope sighed softly at that and woke up Stefan before turning away and grabbing her sketchbook.

Stefan's eyes slowly opened, and he pushed himself up and groaned at the feeling of wood in his stomach. He pulled it out painfully and tossed it to the ground. "What happened?

Klaus smirked as he looked at Stefan, hiding away any type of hurt emotions just like he was used to doing by now. “Oh I can tell you what happened. However you already know. You betrayed me. And whilst normally punishment for such a thing is death, I have something far, far worse.”

"What are you talking about?" Stefan questioned, looking confused.

"Drop the act. The person with the necklace was discussing you. And the necklace is in Mystic Falls. So chances are you know exactly who has it. Yet you didnt tell him" Hope said.

Klaus’ smirk widened a little as he listened to Hope. He had to admit he could get used to having someone actually being on his side for once. This girl just met him and yet she was already defending him far more than his siblings ever did. “Which means you were protecting them the entire time and this whole, you are now on my side thing was nothing but a ruse.” He looked directly into Stefan’s eyes then. “See, typically I would have ripped your heart out by now. However, I think my arrangement is far better. I am going to go to Mystic Falls. You are going to stay here until I tell you you are allowed to return.” He said, speaking each word slowly as he compelled him. “Which, if we’re honest, will be once I rip the heart out of whoever has the necklace.” He grinned.

Stefan felt the compulsion sinking in. His inability to move. To leave. "Klaus, dont do this" he said, looking at him, worry obvious in his eyes

Hope sighed softly and sat down, thinking of how much she had already changed things. For all she knew, she was already on the path to erasing her whole existence. To erasing the twins from being born. Her heart sank, and she swallowed hard. "What about making him come with us but having his humanity off and under your control completely? Once the humanity comes back, the guilt about whatever he does comes back hard" Hope suggested casually as she poured herself some water and took a sip

Klaus openly glared at Stefan, hating the plea that left his lips. He betrayed him and then he had the nerve to beg him not to act on his anger? “You pretended to be on my side and now you have the audacity to ask me to have mercy?” He questioned, clearly prepared to say more. Though of course then he heard Hope and instantly he smiled in satisfaction. He liked this girl, whoever she was. “What a wonderful idea, Hope. Not only will the outcome be the same, but now I get to personally witness his guilt. I have to say I love the way you think.” He smirked once more. “Very well. Change of plans. We are following Hope’s idea.”

Hope felt guilty, but she knew it had to be done. It was what had happened last time. Things were going to have to happen right. Even if she hated it. Besides, Stefan did betray her father. But still.... he did die for the town. She finished her drink and watched.

Stefan's heart sank at that, already dreading it and what would happen to Elena because of this. He just hoped Damon and Bonnie and Caroline would be able to protect her.

Klaus smirked in satisfaction as he observed Stefan’s expression. “Come on then. I want to get to Mystic Falls as soon as possible.” After all, the faster he found the necklace, the faster he could figure out why his hybrids weren’t surviving.

Stefan got up out of the booth, already dreading what was to come. He didnt say anything. There was no point. He couldnt pretend anymore. Klaus was about to learn the truth about Elena. And there was nothing he could do to stop it. Rebekah put down her glass, fighting her instinct to hurt Stefan again. His betrayal hurt her because she still loved him. "Come on" she told Hope before leading her out of the bar. Hope followed Rebekah, holding her sketchbook close to her as they made their way to where their vehicle was. She looked over at the blonde before looking away.

Klaus headed out, his mind only thinking of what everything would be like once he had his hybrids. He would truly be invincible. “I am curious to see who it was you were protecting.” He smirked as he glanced over at Stefan. “More than that, I suppose I’m curious what it will be like for you when I kill whoever it is. Or perhaps you should be the one to do it hm? Yes. That sounds like a better idea.”

#hope mikaelson #legacies #cw legacies #legacies cw #vampire diaries #tvd #klaus mikaelson #stefan salvatore #rebekah mikaelson #a twist through time #A twist through time chapter two

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australian-desi · 4 years ago

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Qurbaan Hua ~ Episode 5-9: Of IVF Being Horrible, Windchimes, Cunning Aunties and Disgusting Husbands

Gonna dive right in

Episode 5

Mans has gone from “me and Meera have been dating for 6 months” to screaming “I LOVE YOU MEERA” at the top of the mountain

Time for another coincidance - it’s purnima so he’s going to go ask for a mannat and on this day different people from different faiths go to this certain place for their wishes and prayers - and we all know what that means

Also now that I’ve watched a few episodes, I have to say I really like the styling for Chahat they’ve given her a mix of ethnic and western wear and the fancy clothes she wears are really pretty (so far) and I hope it stays this way

I am a complete slut for mannat scenes and this one was very pure

Why can’t these people say Saraswati, it isn’t that hard

Also it’s 2020, surely it’s time we understand just because a woman is pregnant doesn’t mean she’s disabled and needs to be carried everywhere

Also, Naveli (Anjali2.0 and Neil’s cousin) is superrr suss

SHE TAPED HIS FACE OMG IM MORE IMPRESSED BY HER BY EVERY MINUTE

And she’s given him meds to give to the people he interacts with coz he causes them headaches (and he’s held onto it the whole time coz Pehle Pyaar Ka Pehla Tohfa)

Awww our OTP has ‘Bhags stamp of approval’

They’ve also touched her feet how cute

Episode 6

So Ghazala has ruined Chahat’s mum’s sharara and like this is what I mean they’ve written her horribly, like why would someone go out of their way to hurt a kid like that - her mother’s dead what more does she want

And daddy dearest has another pooja to attend so he’s said no to attending his daughter’s baby shower, something Neil is now salty about

For a doctor, Chahat’s dad is quite daft

And for a pandit, Neil’s dad is quite mean

Nice touch by Ghazala by turning this whole thing on Chahat, and thankfully her dad believes her

Episode 7

So this Kamini wannabe of a mami has said that Saraswati’s baby is najayaz, and at this point I really have got to ask - how the fuck did she jump to that conclusion?????

Apparently coz she was barren for 8 years, so how can she be pregnant now, so something must be up

The logic fails me here, IF SHE WAS BARREN/WAS UNABLE TO GET PREGNANT, HOW TF IS THE CHILD ILLEGITIMATE???

OMFLLLLLL SHE’S SAYING THAT COZ THE CHILD WAS CONCEIVED FROM IVF, THAT’S WHY IT’S ILLEGITIMATE

I CANNOT

I’M SO CLOSE TO QUITTING

DO THESE DUMBASS PEOPLE NOT REALISE THAT AN IVF BABY IS ALSO A BLESSING IN ITSELF, IT’S NOT 100% GUARANTEED TO GET YOU PREGNANT EITHER BUT IT HELPS

By this logic they shouldn’t use annnnyyyy modern technology

I understand Neil now, and why he’s so done with this bullshit

YAAASSS NEIL, GO FUCK THEM UP

Look Chahat, I love you and all, but like listen to Neil when it comes to his crazy psychotic family

Also do not tell me like the Oberoi family, this whole family cannot have 1 smooth sailing function/party

We love a sibling duo that had to raise each other because their parents were dead/useless

I’m so fucking done, now not only does your doctor have to be of the same religion, he/she has to be from the same caste

YEH DOCTOR DHOOND RAHE HAI KE RISHTA

Neil’s trying to talk some sense to these people, but as usual, he gets shut down for talking sense

OMG HE’S COME OUT WITH FACCSSSS AND HAS GIVEN HIS DAD AN ULTIMATUM - His daughter or his dharm

Also by saying that if he’s so for modern technologies in other areas, why is he against iVF

Omg daddy pandit finally got some sense - this was an exhausting feat

Poor tacky Kamini, unlike the og, this one’s plans always fall short

Neil, take Saraswati and just get the fuck out of here, this dumbass mami has come with a plan and is not going to rest until one of these kids gets disowned

Episode 8

So Vyasji in a twisted turn of events has accepted Neil’s gf, as long as their kundlis meet

Let’s be real their stars ain’t aligning in this life

Chahat is talking to her mother through this windchime she made with her mother’s jhumke (I guess its a coping mechanisms) about how she’s gotten a cake ordered and needs to pick it up

The windchime has told her that she needs to learn how to cook to get married

Basically even if your Indian mother is dead, her ghost will still taunt you on your inability to get married even when you are a doctor

She has decided she will marry a chef so that she doesnt need to learn how to cook

The foreshadowing, the cluelessness

Omg Neil’s dad writes with ink and a peacock feather (why did I think this man would write with a pen like a normal person)

He’s literally whipped out a chart and started making Neil’s (ex)gf’s kundli RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS DAUGHTER’S BABY SHOWER BECAUSE #priorities

Anjali2.0 is literally sitting there praying as if Vyasji is sitting there calculating her Year 12 results and not a kundli

And we’ve got an “asambhav”, but we all knew that - Neil’s literally smirking coz he knew no matter what, the stars won’t align

Omlll he’s inherited the whole “I write my own destiny” from Arnav

“Main uss ladko ko kabhi nahi apnaunga” “Toh kya faraq padta hai, main usse apna chuka hoon” Boisss I really like this dude

I wish I had this confidence but alas, I do not

And Neil has decided to leave the chat, go to Delhi and get married there, while giving everyone a fuck you (except his sister ofcourse)

Little does he know he isn’t even gonna make it to the bloody bus stand before he ends back here

Anjali2.0 is begging her dad to stop him, but he’s talking about the stars and shit

And right on cue Chahat and Neil are walking on the same bridge, none of them paying attention, they crash and just like that, the cake has fallen into the deep sea, adding to the pollution

OMGG THIS MAN TOLD HER HOW ALL DADS ARE USELESS AND SHE GOES “oh hello, tumhe bohot saare childhood issues hai, lekin mere baba aise nahi hai ... woh mere liye taare bhi tod sakte hai”

THIS IS WHY WE NEEDED A FEMALE LEAD IN THE MEDICAL FIELD - SHE UNDERSTOOD WITHIN 2-3 MEETINGS HOW FUCKED UP OUR DUDE IS

and now he’s sarcastically congratulating her on her father because “aur ek mere baba hai jo hamesha taaron mein uljhe rehte hai, aur vaise tumhe tumhaare taare todne waale baba, bohot, bohot, bohot hi ziada mubarak”

LOLLL SHE’S PULLING AND DRAGGING HIM TO GET HER THE SAME CAKE AND HE TRIED TO GIVE HER MONEY TO BUY A NEW ONE, AND SHE’S LIKE NOPE, THE BAKERY I GET THIS FROM IS CLOSED AND SO YOU WILL PROVIDE ME WITH A NEW CAKE

Lolll I never knew he will be stuck here because of a cake

AND NOW SHE’S TAKEN HIS BAG AS HOSTAGE AND HE’S LITERALLY SCREAMING THAT SHE’S LOST THE PLOT

But personally, I feel she gained it

Turns out the shop that she got the cake from, is his friend’s shop, and now he’s baking the cake himself because my man is also a pastry chef

And he’s friend has left the chat because he doesnt want to get beaten up

So it’s time for the kitchen romance.tm

Omg he told her he’s a chef and she’s so turned on

OMGGGGGGG IM DEDDD

But should’t she tie her hair #justsaying

Now back to the Neil’s crazy fam, where the only other person with sense, Anjali2.0 has also said to her dad, that Neil was always right about him

Yesss gurlll, give it back to him

She’s telling him off how he forego his religious beliefs for her, but why can’t he do the same for Neil

I actually like her so much and the way she’s written

She’s also telling him how she tried to make sure that Neil never felt their mother’s absence (a responsibility she didn’t to take up), because her dad never let Neil feel loved

OMG SIS SAID THAT BY BEING HEAD PRIEST, YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN YOUR DUTY AS A FATHER AND SHE DID NOT STUTTER

Everyone is shook (including me)

I was not expecting her to give her father an ultimatum

So she said, that if he does not give Neil and Meera his blessing, he will see her dead

OMGGG WHYYYAYFOIHFBEI THE ANXIETY

Episode 9

We’ve begun with some cuteness regarding her rubbing flour all over face

And like the idiot he is, he’s told her that her face is completely clean

OMGGG HE’S GUIDING HER HANDS

HOLY SHIT SISSS IS ALREADY IMAGINING HERSELF BEING MARRIED TO HIM

Like same, but I also cannot

Also I’m lolling at the fact she’s imagining their Nikaah, like his family won’t kill him for that

OMG THIS DICKHEAD HAS GIVEN THE CAKE HE MADE FOR HER DAD TO THE GAREEB CHILDREN LIKE SHE GAVE HIS SANGORIA TO THE GAREEB CHILDREN

Awww I spoke too soon, she left the cake at the shop and he was just messing with her

Guysss I really love their chemistry

He said that he won’t sit behind her, coz he doesn’t sit behind girls *rolls eyes*, but she’s not having it and reminded him that she beat him in a motorcycle race so he should suck it up

And they’ve had their first ‘accidental’ pressed up on each other fall

A trope I do love with all my heart

NOW HE’S COVERING HIS CHEST LIKE HIS IZZAT HAS BEEN LOOTED

I’m hoping that Shyam1.5 isn’t as bad as his predecessors, but I do realise that is wishful thinking coz the couple scene where he talks to Saraswati was quite sweet

OMG THERE’S AN INTRUDER IN THEIR HOUSE AND I REALLY DON’T WANT SARASWATI TO GO CHECK, AND I’M FREAKING OUT

She’s found Naveli’s earrings on the ground, Shyam1.5 and her are having an affair aren’t they

I FUCKING KNEW THAT NAVELI WAS SUSS AND SO WAS THIS HARAMKHOR SHYAM1.5

I AM SO GROSSED OUT RN, WHAT IS SHE 10 YEARS OR MORE YOUNGER THAN HIM

OMG HE’S ACTUALLY YUCK, LIKE SHYAM WAS YUCK BUT AT LEAST KHUSHI WASN’T HIS SAALI

AND WHAT TYPE OF COUSIN DOES THAT

Saraswati please go fuck him up

OMG OMG OMG YEH PADA THAPPAD!!!!!!!

Well that’s another week done

#qurbaan hua #karan jotwani #pratibha ranta

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catchingfeels · 5 years ago

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jj maybank // yeah

he was outside laying in the hammock, the breeze ruffling his already messy blonde hair. the bruises on his face were healing and the cut along his cheek bone was a deep crimson. my heart hurt just looking at him. he’d just come back from his house after trying to get the key to his dads boat, unsuccessfully. he didn’t have any new bruises, at least none i could see, but he had that look in his eyes. that gleam like he was mad at the world.

i’d just gotten to john b’s house after work. i worked at my dad’s insurance agency for the summer, answering calls and booking appointments. with the rich people on figure eight, there were a lot of boats and mansions, and with boats and mansions come insurance. it was a good little gig that helped me keep cash in my pocket, handy for when i was hanging out with the pogues and we needed gas or got hungry. i’d walked into the chateau and instantly knew something was off. pope sat on the couch with his head in his hands, kie sat staring at the floor, and john b was pacing in the kitchen. jj was no where in sight.

“uh hey guys...” my voice broke the wierd silence.

kie and pope looked at me with a sense of relief in their eyes. kie spoke first,

“hey, elle.” she sounded defeated and exhausted.

“so what’s going on? what’ve y’all been up to today?” i questioned hesitantly, not sure i wanted to know the answer. my tome earned a glance from pope who just replied

“it’s a shit show, elle” i nodded, not exactly sure what he meant. kie cut in,

“popes right. jj tried to get the keys from his dad but he couldn’t because his dad was probably high or some shit and then john b flipped and now they’re both pissed.”

i nodded again, noticing john b was no longer in the kitchen. this gold thing was really getting to his head. not that we didn’t all want it, it’d just it was more emotional for him because of his dad.

“damn i missed a lot” i say, wondering who i should try to console first. i look around, hoping to see john b’s shaggy brown hair, but he’s now where in sight.

“don’t bother,” pope catches me looking around, “i just saw him take off in the Pogue. he’s probably going to see sarah.”

“makes sense.” i nod, “well, i’ll go try to get jj in here so we can atleast talk about our next move.”

“good luck,” kie says, her tone sarcastic. we know how jj is when he’s upset. but i can usually calm him down with a little talking and distracting. we’ve always been close, jj and i, and i’m the one he comes to when he needs someone. i head out the back door and see him in the hammock, his head tipped back, his juul poking out of his lips. the hammock is swaying slightly and despite the tension in the chateau, he seems peaceful. i walk up slowly, not wanting to startle him.

“hey,” my voice is quiet but his eyes lift open. his baby blue eyes are slightly glossy but still alert. he smirks when he sees me.

“ah, the brave soul sent to recuperate the deserted member” he jokes. i smile softly, knowing he always hides his feelings with humor.

“yup, i drew the short stick today” i joke back. that earns a small smile from him. he rolls over onto his side so he’s facing me. his hair falls into his eyes but he doesnt sweep it away.

“well, good luck trying to win me over” he quips and i roll my eyes. i get close to the hammock and start playing with the worn out netting. we’re quiet for a moment but then jj starts swinging back and forth again, hitting me in the hips every time he does so. i know he’s doing it on purpose because he’s trying to suppress a smile.

“jj...” i warn, looking at him in a fake serious face. he meets my eyes but then goes back to his juul, still swinging. i sigh, “well, you know what they say, if you can’t beat em, join em. scoot over” i play push him to the other side of the hammock.

“what! no you can’t—“ he tries to push my it but i’m already settled into the nubby netting. i take a deep breath and look up at the trees. the sky is a beautiful shade of blue, similar to jj’s eyes. after he stops pouting at me because i’m ignoring him, he turns his attention to the sky too. i start humming one of my favorite songs and he joins. we laugh and then it’s quiet again.

after a while i say, “you know john b needs you right?” he rolls his eyes and starts playing with his juul.

“yeah yeah, that’s what everyone says. but he only needs me because of my dads boat”

“you know that’s not true” i turn to look at him, hoping he’ll know i’m being serious. “jj, you’re his best friend. he lost his temper, but he’ll come back around. please be there for him when he does.”

he looks at me, a small smile creeping onto his face, “huh”

“what?” i ask, confused.

“you’ve done the impossible.”

it’s my turn to say “huh?”

“you won me over.”

i roll my eyes, knowing he’s just saying that. he wasn’t ever going to give up on the hunt. he wants the gold just as much as john b, and he’s not one to ditch his friends.

i play shove him, adding “you know you’re not as mean as they say you are, maybank”

he smirks and diverts his gaze back to the sky. after a while he murmurs “thank you.”

“for what? you didn’t need me here to convince you to make up with john b. i know you would’ve done that all on your own.”

“for being here. for talking to me. for reminding me that you’re always here.” he slides his arm under my waist and pulls me closer to him. i smile, resting my head on his shoulder. he brings his juul to his lips.

“you know that’s gonna kill your lungs,” i say.

he looks at me and chuckles, blowing out a puff of smoke.

“want a hit?” he asks, holding the device out to me. i look at him. the angry gleam in his eyes is gone, replaced by something else. something i can’t quite read.

“yeah,” i say, taking the juul from him and bringing it to my lips. he laughs again as i try and fail at blowing a smoke ring. i nudge him in the shoulder.

“don’t laugh. it’s mean”

“ah so now i’m mean?” he quips.

i roll my eyes as he starts to tickle my side.

“stop!!” i cry in a fit of laughter. thankfully he does.

“i can always count on you to make me feel better,” he says, his voice low.

i look into his baby blue eyes, “yeah.”

#jj slow burn #rudy pankow #jj outer banks #john b #jj obx #obx x reader #obxstuff #jj fanfiction

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unproduciblesmackdown · 6 years ago

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@uberoll-oystercrackers late night (early morning?) posting here but this is super nice ty and also again retroactively thank you additionally for all the long replies & kind tags you give

like really yeah it’s like, on the one hand, it’s fairly sucky having to have this thing where im always jumping the gun on considering someone Maybe An Friend and then having to remind myself / be reminded of the fact that like no probably not, which is true and yet sucks, which is just how some stuff is!! like sometimes stuff just is Not Good and is not ever going to Not Hurt, despite the fact you can kinda get better at living with it. and like this one isnt a huge deal even tho the larger problem of when ur like, lonely &/or isolated is kind of a whole real deal……

like it’s strange having these contradictory problems with it…..like, Being Myself has never really just been something i can Naturally do, so even just trying to be nice is like oh lord am i being ~manipulative~, and im always too prone to treat interactions like ive got to placate the other person, and then also just like….not having amazing social skills anyways in the sense that i know a lot of times i come across ~off~ to people and can’t really do a lot about that, but also, i feel like i’m always overcompensating for like, enthusiasm and just the fact i like to Get Silly and maybe i’ll act too cool~n~collected or come off like im trying to be all Smart and Smarmy and like jeez no……it doesnt help that when i was younger i generally preferred interacting with adults and so probably was trying to come across as clever and when i was wanting someone to like me i’d be real nervous and try to go too hard in seeming the opposite lol……oh the legacy of the time i found out my mom’s childhood friend who was funny and cool to us thought i was bookish (true) but like also snobby or something lmao like ah jeez i probably made too many sarcastic jokes about things….but oh well i was just like 10-ish at the time.

anyways tho i feel like that still kicks in and when i get the sense someone is cool and it’d be cool if they thought i was cool too i’m like Well So Then i gotta PLAY it cool!! and then like oh no am i coming across as a jerk? or an trying-to-be-an-intellectual?? i always have a lot of thoughts and i do go off when its like, also tied in to Opinions of mine, so im like, oh no am i coming across as trying to tell someone i think they should think exactly this?? or if i try to Be Witty and Tell Jokes are they just coming off as snarky b/c i hope not especially since a lot of times my actual Lighthearted Snark gets read as “i hate this and think its dumb af” lol. ahhhh i just do not know!! like, i wanna sort of dial back my Warmth b/c i can get enthused fast and i have a tendency to get too attached to ppl too fast, which really only sucks for me, but still!! yet i dont wanna rein it in too much and try to overcompensate and come off like im Eternally Unimpressed and don’t really care and etc etc and just…..idk its wild it’s hard to tell how i may be socializing awkwardly lmao ahhh….and on top of it all, i manage to be godawful at realizing when other ppl actually like me. like, that sort of sounds like The Opposite but i guess its just more of that problem of thinking that im going to always bother people….a lot of times it takes me like, months or a year (or two or three) to realize that someone who willingly interacts w me during that time probably does genuinely like me and is maybe a friend. wrow

uhhhh anyways lord that was all just. tangentially related. im Tangents

UH more to the point!!!! the good news is that yeah i don’t have to think “oh we’re totally real bffs” about anyone to really enjoy and appreciate Our Interactions…..and like i do have real appreciation and gratitude for basically all nice attention lol like, if a single reblog of smthing has kind comments, if someone cool just Likes a few posts, talking on occasion or like, ever at all. cuz for real The Little Stuff has always been a really good thing for years now, especially since there’s been plenty of times i havent really had anything happening In Person that was like….good interactions or ppl who were able to hear my actual thoughts and feelings about whatever and still be interested in interacting with me. cuz in terms of not being isolated and in what i find it easy to talk about and how, Online Interactions have been genuinely important and impactful in a positive way for like a solid decade now since i was able to be consistently Online and have my own accounts and stuff in the first place

so like yeah totally i really do appreciate stuff like that. i think its pretty incredible whenever anybody just like, thinks of me, and likes me. having None Of That Feeling is supremely trash and i so appreciate that i don’t have to feel like there’s nothing and that nobody out there in the world is aware of me, and yet i don’t need it to be that like, anyone is Constantly aware of me and like, intensely invested, cuz that’s just not how it goes lol and even kinda meaning a little bit to someone and having my tiny presence in their life be a positive one is a great thought and i really do appreciate it. Unfortunately for like….my entire life, The Contempt Of Others has been a consistent #thing i’m dealing with and it’s not great!! like yeah fortunately ive had the “felt so bad about myself that it eventually circled back around and now self loathing isnt too much of an issue for me” thing, but it still sucks experiencing it lol…..having any testimonials that like, whatever shit im talking about @ myself is fun to read, or i seem okay, or its fun to talk, etc etc, like thats fantastic really

and the kinds of leaf thoughts too, yeah, that kind of thing is nice to know too lol. i was hoping you were ok like, ten hours before i saw you posting again lol…..we’re out here……..

like yeah ldmbgglh whatever my weird problems are with being overexcited abt any Potential Friendship, and also being bad at realizing if people do like me, and also just being Weird and not great at talking, and overcompensating for whatever and maybe coming across too Coldly when rly im a fiery dumbass, wanting friends but also wanting not to be burned by getting ahead of things and being reminded that most ppl aren’t like, as starved for even just friendly interactions……..i’m better at navigating and handling it in some ways but c’est a m’ess!!! aaaggbfg

really what im trying to say is i do appreciate that sort of thing a lot yeah. i could very well Not be thought of by anybody and that would suck and the fact that i get to know that i am is a really great thing. maybe i couldve said this all better last night cuz i was kinda in my feelings abt Life a little but then also it was in a sort of déspresso way so, maybe this is okay lol….

also i worry i don’t express affection and appreciation enough!!! it’s not that i’m like Oh i don’t want to Commit to Being Friends ew…..it’s that i don’t wanna be the one pressuring someone else into being like uh oh i have to play up being invested in milo!! but then maybe my playing-it-cool just makes other ppl do the same thing or think i don’t care or something. like oh i appreciate this person a ton and think they’re great and they’ve been kind to me but if we only talk so often and obviously im not There for them and involved in their life in the way a ~real friend~ would be, maybe it would just ring hollow to say i love them, for example. lord lol……. it’s all “oh don’t dial down your kindness and affection” and yet also “but don’t wanna inadvertently push other people or Be Weird or get myself invested in something where i don’t mean as much to the other person not cuz they suck but because like, of course im just a fun internet acquaintance, which is fine!!” ahhhhhh the challenges. anyways!!!!!!!

the point is well i do like ppl yeah and i really appreciate ppl liking me. every now and then they do it online or even in person and thats just a Joy and i wish things were more secure!!! i also have to not even necessarily want ppl to get invested in me in case things go to shit too soon or whatever and it doesnt help that ~being open~ means talking abt depressingass stuff sometimes that like, i don’t mind being open about, but i also don’t want to put on other ppl. which, sidenote on that, im feeling relatively alright all these recent months even if im not technically thriving; it’s okay. it’s a hot mess! but that’s just How It Is sometimes!! it’s what it is. and ive had support from ppl in big and small ways that i know i could have had to go without and all the ways ppl are nice to me count for a whole lot and i have appreciated it, and do appreciate it, and will continue to appreciate it.

tldr 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

#7:05am who up!! im nocturnal. im a vampire. a cool vampire. jk not sexy enough #unsexy vampire rights!!!#unsexy nocturnal me getting reckless and saying into the mic: Hey. I Love Y’all. Yeehaw

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maris-a-writer-now · 6 years ago

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hello hello!!! could i request being bffls with mx in like bullet points!! please and thank you!!

For sure!! Thank you for requesting here, and request or whatever :))

(A/N // This is gonna be separated by member because I feel like that’s what makes sense here, if I’m not right let me know and I’ll change it!! :))

BFFL’s with Monsta X!

Genre: Fluff, maybe some crack (prolly some crack.. Its monsta x)

Warnings: None

Shownu:

So. He’s definitely more withdrawn than the other boys.

Most of when you two would hang out you’re watching tv

Maybe on your phones

He would show you videos he saw that he thought would make you laugh

He was alright right

You would recommend kdramas for him to watch on the road

He would skype you to watch the newest episodes with you

Always insists on paying for your food when you go out with him.

“Just let me pay. It’s not a big deal.”

He always said it with his little smile playing on his lips, so you couldn’t really refuse.

When you had a bad day, he was who you would go to first.

Definitely your favorite shoulder to cry on.

He would rub your back and not offer advice until you asked him.

Overall, reserved but loving. 11/10 need me a friend like Shownu

Wonho:

v e r y energetic. (not the same as minhyuk, but still pret energized.)

always feels like he has to be talking to you, if not in person then through text.

literally if you set your phone down for ten minutes you come back to twenty texts and a missed phone call.

“I thought you were ignoring me :(”

takes emojis very seriously

if you don’t respond with the same enthusiasm with emojis he thinks he did something to make you mad.

likes to carry you.

like even if you don’t want to suddenly you’re off the ground.

laughs at all of your jokes, even if they aren’t funny

most of the time when you hang out its watching him excercize

he can and will drag you to the gym so. be prepared.

overall just be prepared to exert a lot of emotional energy. he just wants to make sure that hes keeping you happy. soft lil bub

Minhyuk:

energetic pt 2

he will literally keep you doing anything his mind can think of for hours

loves to make you laugh, so expect him embarrassing himself and you in public.

clin g y boy

he really loves being close to people, so anything you’re doing hes got your arms intertwined.

“Just hold my hand! It’ll be easier to get around!!”

l o u d

you can hear him from a mile away so you always know when he’s close.

loves to sing to you

when you’re laying in bed, he’ll wrap himself around you and sing to you until you’re about to fall asleep

he really just has this soft spot for you tho

like he would throw hands with anyone who ever made you upset

overall a loving puppy who just wants to see you smiling. oof im soft

Kihyun:

So. Every one at all times compares him to being like. a mom, but i don’t agree at all..

hes definitely the dad friend. slightly detached from all situations, kinda awkward when it comes to your emotions, makes really old jokes, but really really loves you.

so with that comes him being slightly overprotective.

he has to make sure anyone that you want to take time out of your day to talk to is worth your time.

he likes knowing that you’re taking care of yourself.

texts you to tell you to sleep and eat, even if it annoys you sometimes.

he doesn’t exactly know what to do when you get upset, so he just starts making faces to try and make you smile

“Oh good.. I’m glad you’re smiling now.”

loves to hug you tightly so he can laugh at how you try to squirm out of his grip

he would definitely straighten up your living room if its a mess while you’re out doing stuff.

you would come back to him with your feather duster and music blasting.

overall just a dorky dude who loves you a lot, and makes sure you’re out there living your healthiest life. a whole mood.

Hyungwon:

to start off with there would be a lot of laughing. like a lot.

mostly him laughing at you, cause he just thinks its funny when you do things on accident.

You trip? Hes laughing. Drop your phone? He drops a giggle.

there would be a lot of sleeping over at each others houses.

like you would come home from work, and see hyungwon dead to the world in your bed.

you would shrug and just lay down next to him

i think he would really like to shop with you, to get your opinions, and also to spoil you lowkey.

like i feel like hes this guy who likes to buy the other members things that he thinks they would like, so he would definitely pass that onto you.

doesnt ever call you, but he will facetime you if you werent around.

mostly you two text, cause its a lot less effort on both of your parts.

definitely nights spent hanging out involve you cooking for him after he whines enough.

“I’m so busy, please cook for me~”

all in all, hes a pretty chill guy, just looking to laugh and hang out in a low maintenance setting. definitely me but like.. whats new ya know

Jooheon:

very ve r y s o f t

like i don’t know how to explain it other than that sentence.

he’s almost like the older brother you never knew you needed.

if you’re cold, he’s giving you his jacket, if you’re hungry he’s buying food right then. Raining? He’s holding the umbrella like.

definitely challenges you to rap battles just so he can outrap you.

invites you to hang out at his studio all the time.

has you track raps for him so he can hype you up

he always drives you to and from wherever you’re going because he’s scared of letting you walk alone.

“I’m not going to let you be in danger idiot.”

definitely uses idiot as a term of endearment.

texts you uplifting quotes to make you happy if you’re sad.

he acts cute when he wants you to smile, but you always end up pushing him away

overall the best hype man who also hugs all of your problems away. cause lets be real jooheon def gives the best hugs like oof…

Changkyun:

(This gif has nothing to do with this reaction, I’m just really glad I got the chance to use it lmfaoooooooooooo. Sorry Changkyun I really do love you.)

im just gonna say it. your text history is just you and him sending memes back and forth.

he definitely sends memes of himself, and you yell at him saying those weren’t allowed.

he loves to make fun of you gently to make you laugh, and of course you do the same.

hes def the type to call you at 3 am to be philosophical

and you always answer and listen because it always makes you happy

hes very helpful when you need advice

he always knows what to say and what not to

hes very spontaneous with how you two hang out.

sometimes hes making you hike, and sometimes you just lay on your kitchen floor after you two had a competition on who could eat the most cookie dough.

v sarcastic, but always knows when to turn it down for you.

l o u d pt. 2

he raps at you when he knows you’re already low key annoyed at him

overall hes just trying his best to make sure that you’re in your best mood around him. yes memes included.

I really hope you enjoyed this!

#anonymous #Anonymous #asks #monsta x #monsta x fluff #monsta x scenarios #monsta x fanfic #monsta x bullets #monsta x friends #i really had fun writing this wowowow #i really think all of them would be the best best friend #mx #ot7

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swellwriting · 7 years ago

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A Silent Devotee Part Six - Light within Darkness

Draco Malfoy x Reader

Warnings: This chapter contains smut ( and its sweet soft first time exploring shit which needs a warning of its own) !

A/N: i wrote a line in here thats a nod to my fav marauders so if you notice it and it personally attacks you I’m sorry but also please tell me lmao !!! <3

Word count 2.5 k Series Masterlist Part Seven

After that kiss between you and Draco not much else happened, you continued to sit by the lake. You laid your head on his lap, one of his hands brushed through your hair while you fiddled with his other, tracing lines and examining his fingers and palm.

You talked until it got dark outside and you had to go back in, you didn’t talk about the serious stuff like where your relationship was going or his death eater plans, you decided to live with him there in that moment and for that snippet of time everything felt okay.

You would have stayed outside all night if you knew how much things where about to change. Draco tried his hardest to remember everything about that night, it gave him hope of what a future with you could potentially look like, peaceful, carefree and loving. If he needed something, or someone to fight for that was it.

The next day as you made your way back from the library after studying with your friends you ran into Dumbledore, someone you had never really spoken to before.

“So I see Mr. Malfoy found his Fwooper.” Dumbledore spoke without even saying hello or stopping in front of you, he continued walking down the hall but you needed answers so you walked up beside him.

“What did you say?” You weren’t sure if you had heard him right.

“Don’t worry I won’t tell, some of my favourite students had Animagi secrets like you, they used it for good like you as well, to help a friend in need of coarse.” Dumbledore revealed so much information and simultaneously none at all.

“What do you mean helping a friend, Headmaster I’m a bit confused as to what you are talking about.” You questioned as he sat down on a bench in the empty hallway motioning for you to join him.

“Y/n dear, I know more and see more than people think, me and you have never spoken much before because you never needed guidance or reassurance like some students do. I did take notice to you, you were well liked for all the right reasons, non-judgmental, you have a passion for learning in which some students lack, you will be a great witch someday.”

“Thank you, but now I need guidance?” You questioned to where he was going with this.

“Well, not too long ago Draco showed up in my office to find out about a Fwooper bird, which I had assumed to be following him around, I know Draco doesn’t have the best path lied in front of him so I looked furthur into it. But not too long later I see him walking through the halls with none other than you, which I can only assume his follower was you and taking into account who I know you to be as a person and student, You, well what I’m trying to say is you don’t seem to be black mailing him, you have good intent.” Dumbledore tried to explain which made you question how much he knew about Draco.

“I don’t want to hurt anybody.” You confessed.

“Of course not, and that’s why you were the perfect person to stumble upon Draco in his time of need, but in a war like the one that’s slowly brewing, people are going to get hurt and die. I’m not saying it’s your job to keep Draco safe but being there for him will make such a difference. It’s not much to assume that with his father in Azkaban and the way he was acting like he had something to hide that he’s having to…fill his father’s shoes per say. In the end there are plans bigger than you may know, but what you do have to know is Draco is faced with darkness and you are everything light and good, he needs you to be there for him for there are decisions and actions he may have to do, and it is important that he does.” Dumbledore just dumped so much info onto you at once in his backwards way and you tried to process it, but when you looked up to question him further he was gone.

You were left confused, as if somehow Dumbledore knew something you didn’t, but how could he? You made your way back to Draco’s room to go see him but when you arrived at the Slytherin common room you were blocked by Pansy.

“You’re not a slytherin you can’t come in.” Pansy stood with her arms crossed in front of you.

“I don’t want to come in, can you just go get Draco for me?” You asked seeing as she was the only one around.

“Why would I do anything for you? Besides he’s not even here.” She spoke pushing her nose up in the air.

“I don’t have time to deal with you, whether he truly is here or not, your infuriating to be around.” You said with precision wiping that smirk off her face as you walked away. It wasn’t normal for you to be mean to people but Pansy deserved it.

You walked through the hallways back towards your own common room but as you passed a hallway you saw Draco walking at a fast pace. You ran to catch up to him and wrapped your arms around him from behind, he jumped but when he realized it was you he relaxed his shoulders and gently held your arms with his hands.

You turned around him to see he looked stressed and his wand was in his hands, something you noticed he did when he was scared although he’d never admit it.

“What are you doing?” You rubbed your thumbs across his cheeks feeling his skin, he closed his eyes contently at the small contact.

“Nothing, I’m just… nothing.” He said, although he was clearly lying.

“Well why would you look so stressed out over nothing.” You said wrapping your arms around his waist as he did the same, holding each other close.

“I just can’t really talk about it, I’m sorry I-” You interrupted him with a kiss which took him by surprise, he didn’t get the chance to kiss back before you pulled away.

“I won’t push you for answers, those done matter to me, you do.” You said sweetly.

“Merlin, I’d be so lost without you.” He rested his head on yours while he spoke, waiting for you to speak again before he could kiss you.

“Well then call me your map.” You giggled at your lame joke making him smile.

“I’d rather call you something else.” He almost whispered to you.

“Mhm? Like what?” You questioned hoping you knew where he was going.

“I don’t know, maybe my girlfriend?” He asked timidly, like you hadn’t just kissed him minutes ago, like the way you were holding him right now was in a friendly manner.

“Well I do like the ring of that.” You laughed, kissing him again it was short and sweet since you pulled away quickly but Draco had no plan of pulling away, he continued leaning into the kiss and your lips not being there made him pout.

“My own Girlfriend won’t even kiss me.” He teased.

“I just did you fool, I just don’t want to kiss you more here.” You motioned to the hallway that was mostly empty but Draco looked behind him to see the room of requirement, remembering what he was just doing in there and silently agreed that he wanted to get away from here.

He took your hand and walked at a fast pace to the empty astronomy tower.

“We are just as likely to get caught here Draco.” You said as you rested your elbows on the brick, looking up to the stars.

“Well at least we can hear them coming up the stairs, gives us time to stop snogging and act innocent, there are no rules about being up here.” Draco spoke like he had thought this over, to which he had, falling asleep many nights just thinking about this.

“Okay then, tell me about the constellations then.” You said motioning towards the many that lit up the sky.

“Well I don’t know any that you don’t know, we took the same astrology class Y/n.” He said wrapping his arms around your waist from behind you resting his chin atop your shoulder.

“What? You mean to tell me, Mr. Fancy Rich Malfoy didn’t have an expensive telescope to look through growing up?” You teased, making him supress his laugh in your shoulder.

“Well we did actually, but it was more of a decoration.” He admitted.

“Well you will just have to teach me something else then.” You said with a suggestive smile on your face, you turned to face him capturing his lips in a deep kiss, you placed your hands on the sides of his face and he eagerly pulled your body flush to his.

You kissed down his cheek and down his neck gently sucking and nipping at the skin, you didn’t break contact from his neck while you pushed him down to straddle his lap, your knees hitting the cold concrete underneath the two of you.

“Oh, well, I can’t teach you much about that either” he struggled to say while you continued to kiss his neck, scared to admit how little experience he truly had with this sort of stuff.

“That’s okay, I don’t have any experience either, a lot of people like me but not enough to ask me to Hogsmead or anything?” You admitted, this whole relationship thing was completely new to you.

“You’ve never been on a date to Hogsmead?” Draco asked making a shocked face. “People didn’t like me but I still got asked to Hogsmead many times.”

“Wow thanks Draco that makes me feel so great.” You said sarcastically “Tell me more about all these girls that you snogged and bought candy at Honey Dukes, really I do love it.” You continued to joke, not in a jealous way just making fun of him really.

“No, I only ever went a few times but they all bored me or annoyed me, you’re the first person I ever kissed Y/n, you’re the only person I’ve ever felt like this with.” He admitted placing a tender kiss on your forehead.

“I get to be Draco Malfoys first kiss?” You aked pretending to sound astonished at the news.

“You can be a couple other firsts if you’d like.” He said now kissing your neck and down your collar bone.

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“How about more than a couple.” You said holding back a moan as he sucked hard on the base of your neck, likely leaving a mark.

“We better get started then.” He said seductively as he swiftly lifted your shirt over your head, your lips met in a searing kiss moving effortlessly together, tongues moving to each other’s mouths sloppily kissing like you had seen others do, just learning the motions.

His hands made their way to your bra fumbling to undo the back for a second before revealing your bare chest to the cold night air making your nipples perk up.

Draco pulled away from the kiss making you let out a noise of protest as he admired your chest, his pants tightening at just the sight of you, he reached out his hands looking up to your eyes again as you nodded giving him permission to caress your breasts, he squeezed them lightly and then slowly got a bit rougher testing how far he could go, rubbing his thumbs over your nipples and kissing his way down your neck until he reached your breasts, now sucking and kissing all over them.

“Mhm, Draco its so, so good.” You moaned, making sure he knew what you liked and didn’t since you were both experimenting.

You grinded down onto his growing bulge making him stop what he was doing with his mouth and let out a low moan that he tried to supress. “Merlin Y/n, that’s heavenly.” He said into the skin of your neck.

His hand sneaked up your skirt making you move back a bit on his lap, his finger pushed your panties to the side, you unzipped his pants slipping your hand under his pants grabbing his length in your hand.

You both were filled to the brim with ecstasy needing a release quickly. Draco pushed his fingers between your slits rubbing over your clit and sticking two fingers slowly inside of you, making you squeeze his dick with your hand and burry your face in his neck.

When you pulled his underwear down and wrapped your fingers around him, slowly moving your hand up and down he bit down on your shoulder groaning. Both of you weren’t new to the general actions, you just weren’t used to someone else doing it.

Draco curled his fingers inside you continuously pumping his fingers in and out as you continued to pump him with your hand, both of you speeding up trying to get that release. You squeezed around his fingers and you felt him twitch in your hand signalling that the both of you were close to release.

Your chests heaving as you both came undone in each other’s hands, staying still for a moment before relaxing into each other’s bodies catching your breath.

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“That was so nice.” You said in a tired voice against his neck.

“Just nice?” Draco questioned wrapping his arms around your back.

“More than nice, amazing, lovely, addicting.” You muttered against his skin leaving kisses after each words.

“oh addicting you say? You want more?” Draco cheekily asked snaking his hand back under your skirt but you stopped him.

“Of course just not right now, it’s getting close to curfew Draco.” You used all your willpower to stop him even though you really wanted more.

“Oh you and following the rules, how boring.” He teased passing you your bra and shirt as you did his pants back up for him.

“Shhh, you love how good I am.”

“Well opposites attract, or at least that’s what they say.” Draco said, a hint of sadness in his voice.

As you made your way back to your common room Draco stopped outside. “Let me take you to Hogsmead on the weekend?” He asked eagerly, a big smile on his face.

“As long as you keep your hands to yourself Malfoy.”

“I make no promises.” He chuckled as he placed a tender sweet kiss on your lips. People saw and stared but when you pulled away quickly looked away from the two of you.

“Goodnight Draco.” You smiled walking into your common room filled to the brim with happiness and joy.

Draco was left alone in the hallway, the quiet whispers deafening , the judgmental stares stabbing into his skin, he made his way back to his own common room and replayed the memory of the two of you at the lake, it helped to calm him down.

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emospritelet · 6 years ago

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CS Prompt - Belle worries when Gold doesnt show up to work.

Following on from this ficlet in this verse

Belle had seen Dr Whale’s car, a flashy red Camaro with a sleek body and a very loud engine. She half-expected Dr Gold to drive a sports car too, and was pleasantly surprised to find that he had an old Cadillac, all shining black paint and chrome. She got into the passenger seat, buckling up as he started the engine.

“You’ll have to tell me where to go,” he said.

“Oh, it’s Avonlea Street,” she said hurriedly. “If you drive out past Marine Garage it’s the third on the left.”

“Right.”

He set off, the car engine purring as it pulled out of the hospital parking lot. Snow was beginning to fall, pattering against the windows, and he turned on the wipers, white flakes gleaming in the light as they fell. Dr Gold was silent, and Belle kept sneaking looks across at him. He looked desperately tired, his eyes hollow, and she hoped that he would be able to get some sleep.

He almost missed the turning, and she thought he must be running on autopilot, no doubt heading to his own house, wherever that was.

“Sorry,” he said wearily. “For a moment there I’d forgotten I was supposed to be taking you home.”

“Figured,” she said cheerfully. “Where’s home for you?”

“Oh, I live out on Longbourn Drive,” he said. “Salmon-pink house, green porch. I’m told the colour scheme is unusual, but I’m rather fond of it.”

“Huh.” She pursed her lips. “Dad keeps meaning to paint our place. I’m thinking maybe a nice creamy yellow, or something. Cheer us up.”

“Hardly the weather for exterior decorating,” he remarked, looking out at the falling snow, and she sighed.

“Yeah, it’s gonna have to wait until spring,” she agreed, and gestured out of the window. “That’s my place, there.”

Dr Gold drew to a stop, and she unbuckled her belt, glancing across at him.

“Thanks for the ride,” she said. “Now, you’re not going back to the hospital, are you? You’re going to get some rest, like you promised.”

“Yes ma’am,” he said, looking amused, and she gave him a flat look.

“I’m serious,” she said. “You’ll make yourself sick if you don’t rest. Eat something hot and get to bed.”

“Well, I should probably tell you the same thing,” he said. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Miss French.”

“You can call me Belle, you know,” she said. “Miss French is incredibly formal.”

“As am I, alas,” he said with a grin, and she sighed.

“It makes me sound as though we’re at a 1940′s tea dance.”

“I don’t see me ever doing much dancing,” he said dryly, patting his bad leg.

“You know what I mean.” She shrugged out of the belt, picking up her purse. “Well, goodnight.”

“Goodnight, Miss French.”

Rolling her eyes, she got out of the car, shivering as snowflakes gusted into her face. She hurried up the path to her front door, glancing over her shoulder to his car pull away, and wondered if he would indeed go home to get some sleep, or whether she would return to the hospital to find him more tired than ever.

The snow had continued to fall during the night, and it lay thick upon the ground the next day, the sky slate grey with the promise of more to come. Belle trudged to the hospital in thick boots, wrapped up in scarf and gloves and a black cloche hat pulled down over her ears. The hospital was hectic, nurses running to and fro as they tried to deal with the latest flu victims, and Belle tried to help out with fetching supplies and calming distressed children. She had kept an eye out for Dr Gold, but hadn’t seen him, and as the time grew near the end of her shift, she began to worry.

“Does Dr Gold have the day off?” she asked Zelena Mills. “I thought he was on shift today.”

“Whatever time he chooses to take off is none of your business,” she said sharply, pale eyes flashing.

“Don’t be a dick, Zelena,” said Dorothy flatly, and turned to Belle. “He was due to work today, but I haven’t seen him since I got here. Guess maybe he decided to take a day off to rest. God knows the man could use it.”

“It’s not like him not to say anything, though,” said Belle. “Maybe he’s sick.”

“What, like you know him so well?” said Zelena sarcastically. “Go and make yourself useful by changing the beds in the children’s ward, will you?”

She stomped off, and Belle rolled her eyes at her back.

“Ignore her,” said Dorothy. “Isn’t your shift over? Go get some rest, we could use you back here and firing on all cylinders tomorrow.”

Belle nodded, going to change and pulling on her winter clothes once more. It appeared she had a visit to make.

#hey nonny nonny #ficlets: candy striper verse #rumbelle ficlets #rumbelle #dr gold x candy striper belle #anti zelena

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tea-and-theater · 6 years ago

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um this is a school au

ykySo, this is co-written by the lovely @neko-kaiyo, and basically Oc-centric. This is a little different from my usual style, and also features my annoying OC Moon, and Neko’s OC, Nova. so, yeah, this is really sad dark and kinda badly written.

TW: fights, a few swears, unfair detention/ISS, dogs, flirting, homophobic slurs, vandalizing, refrences to death

School was hell, all the newsies knew this. Teachers, kids, and staff were assholes; the newsies only had each other. So when Moon heard a non-asshole and saw her sitting alone at lunch, she immediately went over and sat next to her, everyone else following behind.

The non-asshole, also known by the name of Nova was sitting alone at her and her best friends’, Happy’s, table.

Keyword being was, then a pale girl with black hair and clothes followed by many other people came to her table.

Honestly, Nova was impassive, not quite sure how to react, not that she could even if she wanted to.

So she looked up from the tiny black and sapphire-blue dog in the blue backpack that sat on her lap and studied each of the new people's faces carefully.

Once deciding she had no reason to talk to these people she looked back down to Happy, with slow almost delayed movements.

The newsies break into various conversations amongst themselves.

“So what's your name sweetheart?” Race asks, on the fence of friendly and flirting.

“Race…” Moon says warningly.

Race puts his hands up in defense. “Hey I’m just being friendly”

“Too friendly.....,” Moon mumbles unamused, “’Sides won't Spotty get jealous?” Moon suggests teasingly.

Race flips Moon off; she gladly returns the gesture.

Nova shrunk into herself and looked down. Though she may have been too nervous as she started squeezing her bag, forgetting about her furry blue companion until he squeaked and yipped.

Nova released her vice grip instantly like she had been burned, hoping no one heard Happy.

“Is that a dog?” Race asks in slight disbelief.

Sarcastic comments answer his question, followed by various cooing noises.

Nova nods and pulls her blue puppy from the equally as the blue bag, and set him on the table. Happy barks and purrs to all the new people.

Everyone starts to grab at him but quickly stop at some of the more respectful people's death glares.

“P-plea-se…” Nova speaks barely above a whisper, “Don't tell anyone else..”

“Don't worry, we ain't gonna turn ya in,” Jack reassures.

Nova merely nods her head; eyes and facial feature void of any and all emotion.

Everyone continues to gush and adore Happy’s tiny, adorable appearance, until two severely dreaded voices butt into the conversation. The Delancey’s.

“Well, well, well...Look what we got here… the little orphans found themselves a new baby orphan....how cute..” Morris snarks rudely.

“So tell me...what did ya name her?” Oscar remarks.

“Fuck off, Delancey.” Race spats, clearly annoyed at the brother’s presence.

Nova swoops Happy off the tables and crushes him lightly to her chest, slightly panicking before going scarily still.

“Oooo I’d watch that mouth of yours, fag,” Morris sneers, “Wouldn't want to get in trouble.”

Race lunges at them but is held back by Moon and Albert.

Nova stays quiet throughout the entire ordeal until the annoyance is too overwhelming. Suddenly a book is flung at Morris's head, coming from none other than Nova.

“Whoa,” Jack breathes in awe, as the hardback hits its target, dead-center.

Oscar helps Morris back on his feet, muttering crossly, “What the fuck..?!” Then he growls lowly, “I wouldn't do that if I were you, ya little bitch.”

Nova sits there, looking down and hiding her face with her hair as she cuddles Happy.

“Doko ka ni itte.. (Go away)” She murmurs with an almost tone of anger.

“She’s even Chinese,” Morris scoffs disgustedly, “Why the hell are you in America?”

Filled with rage, Moon quickly takes down Oscar, and Jack takes down Morris.

Nova looks at the Delancy's indifferently. “It's Japanese, assholes.”

“KELLY! DARE! Stop beating Mr. and Mr. Delancey immediately!” a loud harsh voice commands.

As the ever-so-feared Snyder walks in, Nova stands up quickly. Bumping into the table in the process, she speaks up the loudest she had so far, which was less than the average volume.

“It was self-defense.” Nova states.

“Ruthlessly beating fellow students for no reason is not self-defense, little girl.” Snyder construes bitterly.

Nova stares at him emotionlessly, yet her eyes burned with a passion. “They came at us first, so that is a reason.” Nova harshly enounces.

Snyder continues to maintain his unjust claim; his facade of dominance never cracking. “I saw two students ruthlessly beating two other fellow students, I did not see this aforementioned attack, therefore, it never happened.” He insists unfairly, “Anyways these two have a record for doing things just like this.”

Nova stares at Snyder, her patience wearing thin. “Ever think to hear the other side of the story?” Nova retorts hotly.

“I've heard all the sides I need to…” Snyder concludes before looking back to Nova sharply, “Now if I were you I would watch your tongue before you end up like these two.” He gestures to Jack and Moon, “Now, Kelly. Dare. See me after lunch. Delancey's, go see the nurse.”

Morris smirks as he and his brother leave. “I warned ya..”

Nova growls darkly at the Delancey's as they go.

Moon leans into her hand. “First day and I got detention. I’m doing even better than last year,” She smirks sarcastically.

Nova, staring with unexpressed pissed-off-ness, reaches around and grabs Happy, she mutters something to him before placing him down. And he takes off to complete the tasks given; no one notices him nor Nova as she raises her head in the triumph of what she told Happy to do.

Ignoring the newsies’ chatter; Nova wordlessly sits down, pulls out a book, and begins to read as she waits for her loyal blue friend.

Nova had gotten a little way through her book but began to become a bit worried that Happy wasn't back until she saw his signature azure and charcoal fur trotting back to her and he head-butted her leg. She picked him up and tilted her head to him before tucking him safely into her blue bag.

Thankfully, before Snyder came marching into the cafeteria with the rage practically radiating off of him.

“Why is my office vandalized?” he inquires standing in front of the table

“Maybe it’s trying to get rid of you,” Race snarks.

“Higgins, you will be joining your friends later if you don't keep your mouth shut.” Snyder hisses threateningly.

Snyder clears his throat and stands tall. “Now, who vandalized my office?”

“What makes ya think it was us?” Albert asks defensively

Standing with a silent pride, Nova stands straight and looks right into Snyder's eyes. She tilts her head.

“Oh, was that wrong?” She asks innocently.

“Is that a confession?”

Nova blankly stares at him and stands still like a statue, refusing to respond.

“Cat got your tongue?” Snyder asks mockingly.

Nova tilts her head and says only one thing very flatly. “Tyrant..”

“What did you say?” Snyder questions, daring her to say it again.

Nova continues to stare at him like a statue, but leans in and speaks a little louder. “Tyrant...”

“Miss.....?” Snyder trails off, inquiring her last name.

But she stubbornly narrows her eyes and purses her lips; refusing him an answer.

“You will join these two,” Jack and Moon wave at her, “after lunch. This sort of behavior is not tolerated here.” and he walks away.

The sounds of the newsies applauding come from behind Nova.

Race looks at her in awe and praises; “That was amazing!”

Nova turns to the newsies and says simply. “I only called him out for what he is…”

Jack laughs lightly, almost disbelievingly. “Yeah… most people don't do that, you're one of a kind.”

Nova sits back down at the table, looking a the newsies with mild shock. “Really? I was about ready to knock him on his ass.”

“Well… everyone's sorta terrified of him,” Jack clarifies.

Nova purses her lips and mumbles quietly “hm, terrified of someone set off by a puppy... interesting..”

She pulls Happy out of the bag once again and scratches behind his ears

“Good boy, good boy..” Nova cooes to Happy who purrs loudly.

Jack looks at her skeptically. “Ummm.... yeah.... the thing is: he runs detention and ISS and he ain't exactly afraid to get physical,” He explains.

Nova’s eyes give a far-off look; like she's reliving a bad memory. “I's ain't afraid of being hit anymore... I'm used to it…”

“Ummmm.....you might wanna see someone about that,” Race suggests.

Nova goes back to emotionless and waves her hand dismissively in the air. “It's not like anyone would believe me anyway..”

“I sorta meant therapy, but your choice,” Race drawls.

Nova shrugs then goes back to cuddling Happy and she mumbles very quietly in his fur “.... dead girls ain't got no need for therapy........”

Moon gags slightly from hearing that, causing Albert to shoot her a concerned look, but she waves him off.

The newsies continued their idle conversations and Nova resumed her impassive facade as she played with Happy, until the bell rang. When the ear-splitting sound resounded through the air, Nova scurried away from the table, slinging the zipped up backpack over her back. Then she shot off to Snyder’s office.

Moon wasn't sure what that girl meant when she referred to herself as a dead girl, but she was sure as hell going to find out. After ISS, of course.

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Vanilla Rules || Ch 2 || pjm

Genre: Badboy! au, romance, drama, angst

Word count: 1.8k

SYNOPSIS:

As usual Jimin crosses the line. But this time your reaction is something that surprises both him and you. But was it a wise choice on your part?

A/N: Here is ch 2 as you guys wanted! Thank you for all the kind and encouraging messages you sent my way. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did writing it! I hope you will give it lots of love ❤️ Let me know if you liked it, hated it, or don’t really care! I would love to know either way 🤗

|| Ch 1 || Ch 2 || Ch 3 || Ch 4 || Ch 5 || Ch 6 || Ch 7 || Ch 8 || Ch 9 ||

MASTERLIST

It was no secret that you were the talk of the campus after the incident at Yoongi’s party. But what was even worse was the fact that Jimin hadn’t bothered you ever since. It was contrary to what you were expecting. He hadn’t even so much as looked at you and it irked you. It was atypical of the man you had come to know. By now you were expecting him to be doing the usual, bullying you, making fun of you in front of half the college.

You wondered if his plan was to make you anticipate an attack but he wouldn’t do anything and just let you stress over it.

“That sounds like him to me” Taehyung said as he munched on some chips while both of you sat under the shade of a tree in college grounds.

“It does, doesnt it?” You looked out in a distance to said boy who had some desperate college newbie up against a wall and was publicly shoving his tongue down her throat. He disgusted you so much. You probably wouldn’t have hated him half as much if he had the decency to keep his private engagements on the down low.

Sighing hopelessly you turned to face Taehyung who was busy making kissing sounds at you.

“What the fuck?” You looked at him confusedly, genuinely surprised by his actions.

“Well if he isn’t doing anything then thats good right? It seems to me like you want him to do something” he wiggled his eyebrows at you suggesting something along the lines of sex, although he knew that was farther from the truth.

You chucked the bag of chips at him, and shook your head at him in disbelief.

“I am used to his asshole-ry thats why. Would he really be Jimin if he wasn’t a dick?” You rested your head against the tree trunk. He nodded understanding your point of view on the current state of things. Frankly he would be worried too if he was you.

Everywhere you went hushed whispered followed like a dark shadow. It wasn’t any different when you entered your evening class and all eyes turned towards you.

“What the hell are you looking at?” you directed the words scornfully at the guy who had immediately started whispering to his friends as you arrived.

He shrunk away in surprise at your displeased tone and returned to whatever task he was doing before your arrival.

You took your usual seat near to the back of the lecture hall and opened your textbook to review the information before the professor started lecturing on it. Putting in your headphones turning the music on, you busied yourself in reading the text. Although immersed in the task, your focus was being diverted by the sense that you were being watched. So as you lifted up your eyes you found your classmates staring at you. You glanced around and immediately straightened up, a sense of awareness filling you.

It wasn’t until you looked at the front of the class that you saw Jimin walking up the steps, followed by Jeongguk. From the corner of your eyes you could see everyone sitting behind you whispering to each other, some even had their phones out and you couldn’t understand why they felt the need for snap chatting it or whatever else they were taking pictures for.

He walked past you with a glare and you met his eyes. Both of you glared at each other until he had taken his seat at the very back. The incident from the night of Yoongi’s party resurfaced in your head and you immediately regretted making eye contact with him. Letting your head drop on your textbook you cursed the heaven above for blessing you with such shitty fate. You swallowed away a lump of anxiety that built in your throat at recounting the incident and the countless comments you remembered yourself being subjected to after.

That must have been so embarrassing. She just made a fool out of herself. No wonder Jimin hates her. I would hate to be her.

Their laughs rang in your ear and all the stares of judgement you had pushed to the back of your mind, started to make their way to the surface of your consciousness.

Why the fuck did it happen to me?

“Any particular reason as to why you’re sleeping in my class miss y/n?” Your eyes widened the size of saucers as your professor’s voice registered in your ears. You hated the guy because he always picked on you and this time it was no different.

“No sir. I am fully awake” you replied pursing your lips and looking away from him.

“Good because I think you would be happy to know that I am going to partner you up with Jimin as his peer tutor for this semester” your professor finished saying and turned to the slides projected on the screen.

“But professor Ryan I cant..” You were cut off by the stern look the instructor was throwing your way.

You were overcome with the sudden urge to punch the man but you tried to keep your cool. So with the intention of talking some sense into him you stood up and marched towards him. You could feel all eyes on you, specifically Jimin’s burning at the back of your head.

“Can I please talk to you professor” you mustered the most pitiful expression you could. He sighed before turning to you, closing the book in his hand and placing it on his desk. The words were at the tip of your tongue but before you could utter them you were cut off.

“I know what you want to say but there are 2 reasons for doing this. For one you are one of the brightest students in my class and common knowledge is Jimin is failing. Second if I were to pair him with anyone else they would either refuse or he would drive them away with his personality. You are the only person who stands up to him. You can do this y/n” he smiled at you before turning away to the projector screen, indicating that the conversation was over.

Which part of it was supposed to be happy?

Sighing in defeat you walked back to your seat, once again sensing the attention you were receiving.

Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck

You didn’t even bother looking back at Jimin because you didn’t have the courage to. You did stand up to him but you knew to maintain a safe distance because Jimin could blow your life apart in seconds and you both knew it. You threw head on the table in despair because everything about your life sucked

If there is a god out there I need help ASAP

Feeling like you had been thrust into some cliched ass movie you whined and complained, grunted and groaned in frustration at just how bad your luck could get.

“Wait there’s study buddies in college?” Taehyung looked at you confused as if he was actually contemplating the possibility. He could be really stupid sometimes.

“Fucking hell Tae that isn’t the damn point. Jimin. Park fucking Jimin is my study partner for the rest of this godforsaken semester and I have no way of getting out because the instructor has made up his mind”

“Just talk to him”Taehyung shrugged completely missing everything you had just said.

You sighed giving up on him and continued banging your head against the cafeteria table , once again managing to attract the attention of people surround you. You were doing that quite a lot these few days or maybe it was just because your popularity score had gone up since the throw up incident. You shuddered as once again the bitter memory resurfaced in your mind.

You shifted uncomfortably in your chair and gulped due to unease as Jimin’s stare was making you anxious. He was sitting opposite you, pen in his mouth chewing the end off. The table was sprawled with books, and papers and stationery none of which you had any idea you owned. But hey life surprises you sometimes.

“Staring at me wont help you learn all this” you finally looked up at him.

He scoffed. “I am not here to learn y/n” your name sounded weird coming from his mouth considering how he never actually addressed you using a name.

“Then why the hell are you wasting your time and mine?” you shrugged at him questioningly.

“I like making you squirm” he smiled slyly at you, and you fell absolutely disgusted at his choice of words.

Slamming the book in front of you, you started to pack your belongings in your bag. Sliding the chair back you stood and began to walk out of the library ignoring the stare the teaching assistant was throwing your way.

You yelped in surprise as you felt yourself being wrenched by the arm. Your eyes travelled from the intrusive hand laying on your forearm to the face of the owner and you were met with none other than Jimin.

“You can puke on me and I cant even look at you? Be fair a little” he pouted sarcastically and you found yourself trying to bite back the anger you were feeling.

“Why don’t you just piss off?” You yanked your arm out of his grasp.

“Where would be the fun in that now?”

“If you want fun, just go fuck some desperate girl. I am sure you will find lots”

“Thats not nearly as fun as this” he pointed between the two of you, referring to the relationship dynamic you shared. You inhaled deeply once more to try and contain your anger.

“Well you know what this isn’t fun for me at all because I hate you. I really fucking hate you”

“Likewise” he smiled smugly. You knew he was getting to you but you hated him so much that just the sight of him made your blood boil.

“Then just fuck off” you turned away and were about to walk away when he whipped you around by your shoulders and made you face him again.

“You really think you can get away talking to me like this?” His hands squeezed your shoulders tightly as his face stopped inches away from yours. You leaned away and to the side trying to avoid being in such close proximity with him

“You are nothing. I could rip your life apart in seconds. So watch what you say” he seethed and the anger in his voice sent shivers down your spine. But he had no right to demean your worth.

You didn’t know what overcame you but the next thing you knew your hand was flying up to his cheek, landing with a loud smack that resonated in the silent hall. Slowly some students filtered out of their classes few of whom stopped to watch as his hand landed on the freshly struck spot. Maybe it was the built up frustration you had against him or maybe it was a heat of the moment thing. He simply smirked at you stepping back a few paces, watching in amusement as you finally realized what you did.

Maybe just maybe you did cross the line.

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