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Eryn Naberrie and The Clone Wars Gang Edit (1/?)
#eryn naberrie#star wars oc#clone wars oc#my oc#anakin skywalker#my favourite chaotic in laws#i enjoy making these#even tho they're bad lmao
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hmm. actually Lysander and Rosienne should be more jealous of eachother i think
#💌 personal#okay but. get my vision#rosienne and rook are close friends and they knew eachother longer#and lysander is well aware that it's silly to get upset over something like this BUT HE STILL IS#(lysander actually has such bad jealousy issues jdjfkdfk)#and also they can speak french with eachother and lysander can't and it makes him feel sad lmao#on the other hand#vil has SUCH an obvious soft spot for lysander#he's often considerably nicer to him than to other people#and it makes rosienne feel SO jealous every time even tho vil is not much different with him#also rosie thinks lysander is prettier than him#but they're both friends and their boyfriends are friends so they have to be normal about it <33
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The thing is Justified... I know a lot of peeps like it but its not really my jam, but holy hell does Walton steal every scene he's in! Timothy Olyphant is great too, but even if I didn't know how amazing Walton is already as an actor, he really does capture your attention from the off. So that's why I've started watching it anyways 😅
Its also so funny to me Boyd Crowder's supposed to be this big bad antagonist from the off, but so far (as I've watched) what he's done is appear very receptive to Raylan's presence and requests and bascially winds him up a lot! Every time Boyd's showed up in recent eps i've watched he's been like "Raylan, let me bring up your trauma for a second. Do you want to talk about your daddy issues?"
Whilst Raylan shuts him down quickly and Boyd is just like "hmm, do you think your repressing of your emotions is boiling up into a rage and that's why ur so trigger happy, babe? Maybe u should do something about that..." - it's great haha ^^
#boyd is like raylan my dearest love and enemy seek therapy lmao#like if he's the one saying go get help for your problems u know its gotta be bad#wow is raylan bad at emotions hes all over the place#he's got the spirit but he's also so trigger happy and dealing with slight toxic masculinity crap#boyd looks a lot healthier in comparison hahaha#justified fx#boyd crowder#raylan givens#kind of#boyd x raylan#i want to study them and put them under a glass#they're so scrunkly and fucked up and meant to be friends even tho they are the worst for each other#ya know what i mean?#boyd was really like I could make him worse but whatvrs going on with him now is interesting enough#and honestly good for him#jury's out on if i like ava tbh i'm not totally vibing with how she's been written but I reserve judgement for later
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omw to play emotional support for my mom disguised as ✨fun family bonding time✨ for the rest of the week <3333 there's something so deeply wrong with me uwu teehee
#and i still havent texted my friend back even tho she texted me a week ago and i told her ill text her back this week when i have the time#and i DO have the time. im just fucked in the head and the prospect of having a conversation with another person where i again#have to pretend im not at the very brink of a serious mental and emotional breakdown. is making me lose my fucking mind#ik she's having a bad time rn and she needs the reassurance and jesus fucking christ i tried i had two long conversations with her#that were allllll about her. only her. not a single word about me. that's fine. this is what people need in such moments right#to just get patted on the head and hugged and told their suffering is real and what happened to them is unfair and just made to feel#that for a moment they're the centre of attention and it is all about them. this is normal. this is why therapy exists.#so i try to give this to her but it is fucking draining. and i NEVER get the same treatment back. like she caught me crying at uni last week#and like yes she'll say some nice things but she'll always find a way to turn the conversation back on the topic of ✨her✨#like we started talking about my therapy and i finally got to actually say a word or two about what im dealing with. but then she goes#'yeah im just trying to figure out what's wrong with me when i listen to you haha like i could never cut myself cause it looks ugly.#ofc it doesnt look ugly on you haha but i could never lol'#like thanks haha good to know ill just shut up then and steer the conversation back onto you why dont i. i mean its not like#i spent over an hour a few days back sitting with you and listening to your talk about your childhood and validating you and not saying#a word a single fucking word about myself even tho i was also going through it myself but who cares right. and now im the bad guy again#because im not texting back.#i feel like im finally fucking snapping cause at this point im properly fucking angry. IM having a bad time too. IM going through it too.#I have bad coping skills and had a fucked up childhood and traumas in my life TOO and im allowed to just not be able to handle it#i really wanna break something lol maybe therapy's working after all lmao#oh also this is why i dont eat breakfast. i do it once and then feel guilty and suicidal lol normal behaviour#pojebie mnie zaraz przysięgam na boga mam dość kurwa BASTA
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spent yesterday morning in the emergency room w/ a kidney stone, which was honestly way milder than the last time I went to the ER for kidney stones bc this time it was Just One and it had pretty much already passed by the time I got admitted, but it was still important to be checked out in case i had multiple like last time (when they told me after a scan that i was "chock full of them" lmao)
thankfully there were signs of just a few iiiiiitty bitty stones in the kidney that WASN'T hurting (and a cyst again lmao) which will probably pass without notice, so. ought to be fine.
but damn, i'm tired of my body breaking down. this one might also be linked to lack of hydration, like the blocked salivary gland, so?? another sign that i need to drink way more water?? it's just hard to stay hydrated. not a lot of moments where it's easy to stop and get a drink while working. but. I Must, clearly.
also got hematomas on both arms from the IVs which is also likely bc of dehydration; those veins are Decent after i spend three days meticulously hydrating myself, so when i don't specifically do that, they're.... small and hard to get to. behold.
gnarly.
#they're not THAT gnarly looking but i feel like it should be possible to opt out of seeing my bruisy arms lmao#also!!! the staff let me keep the fucking kidney stone. i said sure when they asked even tho. what am i going to do with it.#it sure is spiky!!! no wonder it hurt so bad
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damn they werent kidding that reading comprehension CAN piss on the poor
#i dont even think it's a reading comprehension issue i think people just love to assume the most bad-faith intentions on tumblr#last reblog was clearly talking about a post made as if it was some unspoken rule of social media#all the replies are ''umm they stated a personal boundary and you're making fun of them for it? :/''#i can see how you got there but no. if you looked at the post for two seconds it's obvious we aren't doing targeted harassment 😭#they're just saying it's a weird thing to post as if it was obvious people should have been behaving like that all along...#it's not like that's some common social media etiquette..... it's a strange thing to Expect#state your boundaries sure that's always fine. that's not what the post was about guys kfjhkg#i love finding a popular opinionated post and grabbing the bag of popcorn lmao#anyways im gonna go get food wahoo#hiiiiiii i wanted to post a bit today but. forgot :V#kept getting distracted by various things including skyblock itself#*wants to post about skyblock* *too busy playing skyblock to post*#most of my day was actually spent outside yay :] work again tomorrow tho#and saturday..#chat
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i'm bored as shit. have some random genderfuckery tricks i like to pull in public because it's funny
[just for some context: i'm like a stereotypical white girl. barely above 5', pale as hell, round faced, and i have blonde hair/blue eyes. i look like a fucking 6th grader. i do all of these as much as possible and i've had at least 4 different people do double-takes when they see me]
1] i dress in faded colors. like not super bright, not pale/pastel, buy i wear a lot of green, purple, black/grey, and sometimes blue. maybe not a big deal but it does mean i don't blend in easily w/ other girls at like. the mall nd shit
2] i do the Man Sit. you know the one where they have their legs spread wide and they lean forward w/ their elbows on their thighs and clasp their hands?? yeah, that. hell even just sitting with my feet apart.
3] sometimes i wear makeup but it's. JUST a little bit of eyeliner. i spend maybe five minutes on it. it's usually a day or two old. i simply do not care but some people look at me weird??? idk but it's funny
4] i look people in the eyes* when i'm walking. usually bc i'm staring at wherever i'm going but sometimes someone will make eye contact and i don't bother looking away. they usually do lmao
5] usually when i'm out with friends i'm the shortest one there [85% of my friends are taller than me by at least 6 inches. sobs.] but like. it's not a huge deal until i'm walking with 4 other people that are all a foot above me in height and ig that's confusing for some people. again idk why this works
6] i never rember my glasses but i don't wanna make it obvious, so i don't squint per se??? but like i do kinda narrow my eyes and apparently it looks like i'm staring something/someone down. according to a friend. so maybe i can actually pull off a death glare
anyways. yeah i've had a grown ass man look personally offended because i walked by and didn't acknowledge him and that was way too much of an ego boost for 7th grade raccoon <3
#raccoon's thoughts#*i hate eye contact so i actually look at the bridge of their nose lol. it does look like i'm looking them in the eyes tho#also!!! i wear black boots. or converse. but the boots are important to any genderfuckery#i'm always looking for suggestions btw (:#highlight of my existence is confusing straight/cis people#bonus points if they're super conservative#they can't even get mad!!! i don't wear super revealing clothes!! i just don't care about them personally !!!!!#plus i get to look at someone who's like. obviously queer and there is CONNECTION#[fun fact i was talking w someone i hadn't spoken to and they were asking if i was fruity]#[bc we had gotten along so well via traumadumping and chaos]#[and i was like oh yeah lol was it not obvious??]#[turns out they thought i was like. cishet 😭]#[i almost choked bc i laughed too hard lmao 💀]#anyways i'm so good at deception that the straights AND the gays think i'm straight!!!#....this is a lot of tags my bad. long post too lol
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Wait I think I missed something in this incredible saga. Are you going on a date with the coworker??? I swear the last thing I saw was “no I would never” lmaoooo. If so, I (like the rest of snzblr) are anxious for updates about your love life. You’re one of the top snzblr couples now, enjoy 🤙
I did say I would never and I was a fucking liar apparently 😔 it's not technically a date tho bc I never told him it was bc I need to be so casual and mysterious ahdkaksk but it's a date To Me lmao. It's tomorrow tho bc we're still at work rn and it doesn't look like we're leaving anytime soon so at least I have that to look forward to I guess lmao
#not snz#we're not a couple tho nooooo 😭😭 lmaooo#it's just me being delusional#like he's literally not into me i stg i think y'all are gonna be more disappointed about the outcome than me#OH but he did hug me tho so I'm riding that high rn actually ahskamsk#lowkey have just been leaning against him half the shift but we've been watching videos and stuff together bc it's been slow so#that means nothing probably#also he looks at me like 😒 every time i ask one if my stupid little debate questions ahsakslsl#today was if ceral is a soup and if ketchup is a smoothie#please know that i ask these randomly literally out of nowhere like it's a normal thing to bring up lmaoooo#i have negative flirting skills ahdkaksk#this is the opposite of pulling a bad bitch by being autistic this is making the coworker question why he puts up with me lmaoooo#but he's the one who said yes to dinner so 😌#you know what he's never seen me in a cute little outfit before actually 👀#it's always been either the work uniform or hiking clothes#which to be fair my hiking clothes are kinda cute but they're hiking clothes nonetheless#like he saw me in normal clothes a bit ago but i was actively dying so they were just the most comfortable clothes i could find#so like maybe i can wear a skirt i have cute skirts i like wearing out with my bestie#and they're like. very specific kinds of skirts so maybe that'll tell him something ahskasmks#help why am i thinking so hard about this ahdkalslal#like it's literally actually not even a date it's just me flipping out for no reason while this guy is clueless 😭#like I'm telling y'all he's not into me and i don't understand why I'm being like this about it lmaoo#I'm always like 'fuck i wish my coworkers wouldn't crush on me to the point of asking me out that's awkward i don't date coworkers'#AND THEN I TURNED AROUND AND DID IT MYSELF#why am i like this#why am i so 👀 when he's one of the few people i shouldn't be 👀 at#i swear i should give it a couple months bc maybe I'm just feeling some type of way about him bc i was sick#but noooo i just HAVE to be insane about it now 😭#i should really have a tag for me being a pathetic wreck but idk what it would even be lmao#no matter he'll probably figure out that I'm being a freak sooner or later and shut that shit down so it won't matter 😔
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and what if i finally decided on a fc for anna / mrs. em.ily. what then. ( do you love her )
#☽—— ⸢ my edit ⸥#˖ ♡ 𝒻𝒸. » heart aching ( anna emily )#f n a f /#me: hasn't written her because i hadn't decided on an fc#also me: i should add her as a full muse now ( i won't yet i promise lmaooo )#i've literally written out her muse bio and everything tho in notion lmao#she's a manager in a bookstore and she's from a town in arizona right near the border of utah#her parents are chinese immigrants and she has two sisters she adores#she wants to own her own business one day and is super supportive of henry's work while they're together#like she's so down to brainstorm with him ( & william if he's willing lmao ) and is def smart when it comes to business stuff#( and not in a cutting corners way either. glances at both my henry and william. )#and she's a very good mom to charlie as well as a good aunt-like figure to the af.ton kids#love love love the idea of her and mrs. af.ton as best friends even once they've both divorced the Disasters#but i think she gets bad vibes from william like. . . not immediately but earlier than most. she's friendly but it's minimal y'know lmao#but obv she doesn't guess what he's /actually/ up to. just thinks he's a dick ( valid )
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The OFMD raised 10k for Gaza back in November. Of course you ignored that so you could keep being spiteful.
yep! I sure did! if you replace "ignored" with "never fucking heard about in the first place" then yeah I totally ignored it. thanks for the bad faith! I really appreciate it :)
also it doesn't change the fact that I still think that 20k over a cancelled show's billboard is fucking stupid
#have we considered that maybe... juuust maybe... the information was not ignored... but may have never been seen in the first place!#have we considered this astounding possibility!#answered#i love how you immediately think i ignored it and it never occurred to you that i just might not have seen it#and i love even more that you think it negates the ridiculousness of 20 THOUSAND DOLLARS for a times square billboard for a cancelled show#lmao#they're not gonna go 'OOOH A BILLBOARD OH GOOD HEAVENS LETS RENEW POSTHASTE 😱'#and I'm allowed to think that it's a ridiculous thing to put twenty. fucking thousand dollars towards#thanks tho#like... okay? thats wonderful. genuinely. I'm glad they did that. but What Does That Have To Do With The Stupid Fucking Billboard#also imagine sending this shit on anon. trying to call me out in bad faith but you don't even wanna show yourself
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For funsies I like to go thru the Habsburg family tree, usually to try and determine who's related to who. I'm still constantly taken aback by how incestous it genuinely is 😭😭 It'll be like, oh hey I feel like I recognize the wife's name!! ....it's the husband's niece, great.
Ik its probably common knowledge but it's still surprising to me how closely related the Bourbons and Habsburgs are despite basically considering each other rivals. Like for Louis XIV and Leopold I, you guys are literally first cousins(I think.)
(Yes this is what I do for fun on weekends, shut up.)
#it bugs me how male centered family trees arw#but trying to make my own 😭 i understand#luckily the wives are usually closely related so-#though i feel like at least on the austrian side they're a bit more distant?#cause ill click on the wife and i dont recognize her parents so!#but im sure theyre distant cousins lmao#i wanna start off from frederick iii#but i started off from charles v right?#i love how the two marriages of his kids just. literally:#1. first cousins. 2. literal niece and uncle#im looking at this like 😟#i knew it was bad but 😭 getting hit with it early on is so ughhhhhh#if i make a bigger one i need to write down the family relations cause its sooooooooo bad#but the amnt of times ive been like hey wait this name is familar...?#and then i realize ive other written it down on the chart and this guy is in fact marrying his cousin. neat.#my moms like why do you like them so much even tho they're like this#and its like: well its not like i can go back in time and change it 😭 i just try not to think abt it too deeply#kinda funny how the attractiveness kinda does align with how incestous their parents are JDJFKGKGGK#though most of the women are pretty and i feel like Joseph I was a fluke more or less#catie.rambling.txt
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more modern au snotstrid shenanigans
#snotlout is whipped#astrid wants to kill him LMAO#httyd#httyd fanart#astrid hofferson#snotlout jorgenson#snotstrid#(romantic not platonic lmao <3)#i think it'd be funny if this was still their dynamic even if they're dating.#context for my au tho i like to imagine there was a summer where they had a fling/got together & obv it ends but#it's not bad for either of them#ANYWAYS#🌹 art#httyd modern au#dragons off the coast au
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Comics Read in 2023:
The Whole of Humanity Has Gone Yuri Except for Me Vol. 1 by Hiroki Haruse (2019)
The Whole of Humanity Has Gone Yuri Except for Me Vol. 2 by Hiroki Haruse (2020)
Ogi's Summer Break Vol. 1 by Koikawa (2021)
Ogi's Summer Break Vol. 2 by Koikawa (2021)
7th Time Loop: The Villainess Enjoys a Carefree Life Married to Her Worst Enemy! Vol. 1 by Hinoki Kino, Touko Amekawa, & Hachipisu Wan (2021)
7th Time Loop: The Villainess Enjoys a Carefree Life Married to Her Worst Enemy! Vol. 2 by Hinoki Kino, Touko Amekawa, & Hachipisu Wan (2021)
7th Time Loop: The Villainess Enjoys a Carefree Life Married to Her Worst Enemy! Vol. 3 by Hinoki Kino, Touko Amekawa, & Hachipisu Wan (2022)
My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom! Vol. 1 by Satoru Yamagachi & Nami Hidaka (2019)
My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom! Vol. 2 by Satoru Yamagachi & Nami Hidaka (2019)
[ID: Covers of aforementioned books. End ID.]
#2023media#gonna start separating comics and other books#anyway whole of humanity has gone yuri was. bad.#i was expecting some silly lil ridic thing and it tried to do plot and it was just#bad#ogi's summer break i had hopes for but nope it was also bad#chapter 2 feels like a fever dream still. do not bother with it#7th time loop is fun! im enjoying the main girl a lot and her LI is like#man she is so weird. wtf. i am going to marry her#its abt a girl who keeps looping through time for like 5 years before dying and now she's on her 7th loop#next life as a villainess is a mindless read tbh its silly stuff and the mc is SUCH an idiot#but the manga and everyone in it are fully fully aware she has nothing going on#so its fine lmao#its one of those 'i isekai-d into an otome game and now everyone loves ME instead of the heroine' kind#including the women. bi rights ig even tho they're clearly not endgame#not a fan of the fact that her fucking... adopted brother is an LI...#anyway its brainless. its silly fun#if you expect anything other than mindlessness i think u will b very disappointed
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the suyeol lore is so crazy
#their relationship is so interesting to me like aoughhhh#like you see subaek and even tho they don't talk a lot on camera (most of the time) those two get along so well#they understand and respect each other so much they take their job very seriously and they're actually good friends as a result#suyeol on the other hand is 12 years of slowburn like it's crazyyyyy#you admire him and believe in him like no one else does and then you discover that he isn't that great actually#so you get disappointed and distance yourself and then you both are in this weird limbo for years as you grow up#and slowly but surely you rediscover how your relationship works because both of you are adults now and now we're here#like yeah suhito was stressed back then the context was not great for a leader AND tao was still with exo so lmao pcy could fend for himself#so i get ittttt they were going through it but. i need to know what he said to pcy like oh my god was it really that bad 😭#i wonder if they've ever mentioned it 🤔#writing this bc i just remembered that one time they had to describe e/o and suho was like#“you're my cute dongsaeng i admire your talents so much and oh btw you're not uncomfortable around me these days right? uwu”#LIKE ??? KING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND LEAVE US IN THE DARK#(<- they totally can it's not our business lmao)#idolization to tentative ''''enemies'''' to coworkers to friends to good friends is crazy#i need to look into this properly omg let's do some research#anyways i want a subunit :) they can be called exo sc too sehun won't mind bc these are like his favorite people in the world!!!#idk i find the exos and their bond so interesting because you truly have it all with them there's a whole spectrum of friendships#and i appreciate that it's not like with b*s & taegi (if you don't know who they are... let's keep it that way <3)#because those two were just too different to get along. it was extreme. but bighit forced it so much it was painful to see sometimes#and then the hawaii trip came and they painted it like a ''see? after this trip they get along so well now <3'' moment#1. girl let's be serious for a sec 😐 and 2. it's not our business!!!!! focus on making good music!!!!!#i'm so glad exo didn't have to go through something like that bc i just know that they'd have disbanded by now sjfsifjsk#the saranghaja sprite isn't that intense we lovr freedom of choice (keeping in mind that they were under sm) <33333#so YEAH. can you guys tell i can't sleep hehe :)#dara.t#suho and chanyeol
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Something about purpose and pasts, old worlds and new ones.
(Dialogue from @dungeonsanddragonsfifthedition‘s Bird and Bear are Friends)
#original#nightlings#fauns#ANYHWAY. having an incredibly normal one#*slaps roof of mini-comic* this bad boy can fit so much fucking worldbuilding in it#bird and bear are friends lives rent free in my brain. omg they are. f.riends#me preparing to draw reiji: that's it you're going to the fucking grassland. get in the plains idiot#i fuck hard with the bright panel in the middle here. didn't turn out exactly as it was in my brain but i like it a ton either way#it's the only warm colors. they're hella saturated even more so than i usually saturate my colors. resembles either an explosion or the sun#both mean something to the world or the characters respectively so either interpretation is correct#redesigned the tattoo on milo's left arm again because i changed how the moons function. dig it tho and now it's got LORE lmao#the three panels of reiji that overlap the sun look really good. i like his fucked up eyes#all the hands. he's signing. his hair is down and the jewelry is gone. it's the middle of the night. he'd been sleeping#constellations as something that follows milo. stars as something that reiji follows#reiji's colors were initially more saturated but he was TOO fucking purple so i had to change it#their speech bubbles are complimentary colors. sorry. ill be SO normal dude i promise im so incredibly normal bro#apparently around thanksgiving every year I need to do a minicomic. last year was fierce deity comic. now u get ocs#now you get THIS GUY (plural)#my fucked up little creatures who are here to wander around and Find Out#my fucked up little guys who are here to exist on the ashes of an older world. and be friends about it#my fucking. these dudes. make a normal character then shoot them with my beam that makes them a fucked up little fantasy creature.#get creatured. idiot#ONE more. i simplified milo's design a lil for the sake of clarity. mostly just the fur pattern is typically not so defined but for the...#...small panels especially. it didn't look good to draw it all out. ok NOW i'm done#Milo Montalvo#Reiji Droet#oc#ocs
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hhg when ure a very hyper and chipper chatterbox in most circumstances and u tend to make good friends with more reserved and untalkative people but then a lot of the time you end up overstimulating them just by existing near them,, sooo fun
like this hasn't happened recently but i was just reminded of it and now im thinkin of it. and like its a weird conundrum bc me being hyperactive isnt influenced by my energy or emotions very much, its kinda just how i am in most situations. so ppl (understandably) assume my behavior means im full of energy and im like no bro i am dead dog tired 90% of the time.
what do u even doooo abt this like my friends and i have talked and they dont want me to not act like myself like they feel bad abt it. but also i feel bad for overstimulating people and making them upset cause thats no fun. im just real tired of everything abt me always simultaneously being both WAY TOO MUCH and not nearly enough for people.
#adhd#vent#tw vent#neurodivergent#im procrastinating working on finals and its making me stressed so now im talking abt anything BUT tjat#im FINE btw this isnt often a problem#tho i have one best friend that i look up to and another that i want to support and theyre both those kinda people and i feel so bad#also my research partner is really really cool and i look up to em a lot and respect how smart they are like crazy#but again very reserved and untalkative and sooo stressed out cause they got too many classes#and they the type to go mute from stress#and i feel so bad for talking their ear off whenever i see em but i just think they're so cool!!#and im also subconciously tryna cheer em up or at least make them less tense by having friendly conversation#but i think i usually make em feel worse even tho they never seem frustrated with me :(((#we're definitely friends tho like they seem to like me too i just think theyre very cool#can u tell theyre almost 2 years older than me and smarter too LMAO#buzzing
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