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Writing all that angst was great but I’m so happy I’m at the part in the story where these two idiots can just be domestic again. I was making myself sad lol.
#fanfic#ao3#afterglow feels like the heaviest thing i’ve written in a while#and it’s fucking omegaverse lmao what#if you’d told me i’d have feelings about the omegaverse let alone write a 50k word fanfic about it#even six months ago!!!#i would have laughed at you#well who’s laughing now???#not me bc the angst is v sad#if i was paradox i’d be eating my feelings rn
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something simple to try to get out of art block (it didn't work)
#alek art#ninjago#zane julien#2024#i am very unhappy with this and sooo in order to feel better i am going to talk about him#system zane is very real to me. i always give him six main alters (but i do believe there is more lol)#systems cannot just pick and choose who front depending on the day i am very aware (i am a system) its more on the nose symbolism#the fifth one crossed out is the ice emperor. in canon he exists in zane's mind as an “alter ego” of sorts which is crazy to me#character has canon dissociative episodes... amnesia... and several different “personalities” / identities? sounds familiar idk#i talked a lot about this hc on my long ass zane hc post thanks for the ask btw npderzane#its not an au its just how i see him so just imagine every zane i draw as system zane. ill only specify it in the tags if its system related#that one post thats like. 'being a did system sucks which one of us poured instant coffee in the bathtub!' thats the average zane experience#he wakes up and everyones like “mannn zane you were going crazyyy on prime empire yesterday” and hes like ??? i did not play any video games#and then he looks at the calender and 6 months have passed. semi true story that happened to me#also alters having incredibly different food preferences is funny. zane doesnt eat anything ever vs boone who eats raw meat sometimes#zane having really weird characterization? and its very inconsistent / bad writing uhhh alek explanation is hes a system and nobody can mask#man its 1 pm :|#i hate this drawing so much i dont even want to look at it but it took time so ill post it#i also have another zane drawing in my drafts i should post. from like 2 months ago???
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YALL. OKAY. listen i’m not saying cover changes mean anything. but my favorite series as a child, the queen’s thief, had a similarly long hiatus in the middle of the series. and right before she announced the new book’s release date, THEY UPDATED THE COVERS TO SOME COOL ARTWORK FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS.
i’m not saying………….dare i say………………
#grrm#i can’t remember if it was a few months before but i believe the new covers were revealed THEN we had tat release date#it was like six years ago. MY POINT IS. even the art change is similar.#twow
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anyway would that be fucked up or what
inspired by this post by @shadebloopnik ft tags from my main lol
#hazbin hotel#alastor#lilith#hh#my art#comic#was lilith bluffing or serious? u decide!#s/o to me for actually managing to finish this even tho it took me six months to gather the time and motivation to do it#now i just gotta finish the cape i started a year and half ago by the end of the month and i'll be caught up on most of my projects#anyway im really proud of this
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"i'm just a girl" me, a 23 year old man, whispering to myself as i research b17 turret machine guns to see if a metaphor i want to use in my gay wwII pilot fanfic makes sense (i've never held a gun in my life)
#sometimes i think about six months ago me watching current me type things like this out#there's not a shot in the world i'd believe i'm writing fic about air force pilots#like absolutely none. cannot even tell you how out of left field this was. fuck u barry keoghan#actually i held my dad's rifle once when i was helping him move out and i jokingly pretended to off myself with it and got yelled at#my bad father sorry bout that. there's a reason my brother is the favourite son#johnslittlespoon yaps
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I’m so sweaty! I walked a mile!
#ramblies#taking the win today#I cannot imagine having the stamina for that even six months ago would have seemed impossible#I may not have a job yet but I’m so with school and capable of walking a mile#blessings
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gonna say something negative but if Lucanis was even 5% of what was promised he'd be such an interesting and cool character but as it stands he's just a boring softboy with an untrained dog. he's "soooooo conflicted" but that never actually comes out in any meaningful way. he's just very static and disappointing
now Davrin on the other hand ... 👀
#if people bothered to engage with Davrin as a character and not focus on assan. who is not a character#they would see that he IS conflicted and interesting and dark and such an interesting well written character#but Mary Kirby called lucanis a 'disaster bisexual' and the 'sole dumpster fire of the crew' in a tweet six months ago soooooo#neither of those things are even TRUE#lucanis is so well put together in the game#he doesn't even suffer from his insomnia. he doesn't sleep but that somehow doesn't affect him at all?#his substance dependency is just a quirky character trait that never gets examined???#like dude. he's such a nothing character#this has been a post#datv#datv critical
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I started in DC by reading fanfics, but as I began to read actual comics, I started to be unable to read the actual fanfic that got me into it in the first place because it's so out of character.
But there are still some stories that I love to read because I love the found family trope so much, even if it isn't really accurate to the source material.
As a comics purist (sometimes), are there tropes that you like enough that you'll still enjoy a fic even if it's not accurate to canon?
oh my god this is SUCH a fun question. bc while i started with the comics, there were certain characters and/or character dynamics where i was exposed to the fanon before the canon (just bc it's hard to read everything when you start out just to read some fanfic) and so i've definitely experienced the fanon to canon transition. (*especially* with Jason Todd. i had only read 80s/90s stuff where he was already dead or the New-52 bc that was on-going when i got into comics and man. the fanon misunderstandings i had about him before i got frustrated and sat down to read all his pre-Flashpoint stuff were absolutely bonkers.) and aside from that, whilst i tend to prefer canon over fanon, i'm not past giving fanon its flowers for occasionally having really interesting insights. occasionally. so some of my fanon "guilty pleasure" tropes would probably be
Morally Grey Tim Drake - this is one where if you try to back it up with canon, i *will* get salty about it. of everyone in the Batfam aside from maybe Bruce and Cass, Tim has the *most* black and white morals. often his internal conflicts are routed in such an inability to compromise his moral views and it can cause him to clash with other characters. he's *very* stiff and rigid in his beliefs and is *rare* to compromise in even the smallest ways. i mean, DC has repeatedly used Tim Drake of Tomorrow/Savior/Gun Batman!Tim for a reason. it's to demonstrate that of everyone, Tim *cannot* have his morals compromised. there's no grey area for him. he's zero or a hundred, so if he tips over the edge of "too far" he tips *all the way*, and doing so is one of his worst fears, how he could go "too far" if he let himself. a couple panels out of context from Red Robin (2009) (which was a grief spiral for Tim to begin with) don't change that. now that said. if it's done *right*, i sort of love Tim being morally grey in fanfic. it takes a specific flavor for me, and it's incredibly important to include that mental spiral along with it, of him struggling to justify it. i don't have any interest in "Tim Drake is loosy goosy with Bruce's morals and has the highest kill count and no one knows teehee" bc it doesn't play with the interesting parts of making Tim morally grey, which are fracturing his psyche. but all in all, i think it's fun to put Tim in a morally grey area and i will read it in fanfic and i enjoy writing it a lot
Joker Junior!Tim Drake - i've not written it on this account (yet) but on my main ao3 account one of my biggest fics surrounds this concept. this is one of those "well *technically* it's canon but only in a specific very divorced from the comics universe and would not work at all in the main timeline" so, i categorize it as fanon in that 95% of fics exploring the concept are not doing so within the Batman Beyond universe, but the main timeline. i just love it. I'll take any excuse to whump Tim, but this concept is so fun. psychologically breaking Tim will always be my favorite pastime. there are so many ways to explore the long-term effects this could have on him, how it could affect the Batfam. i'm not a fan of it being used as a "gotcha" to Jason or Babs' trauma with the Joker to paint Tim as the Ultimate Victim, but it is fun to see how their relationships would be affected by being mutual victims of him. (i have a vague JayTim idea where TIm fully retires from being Robin after being Joker Junior and killing the Joker, making Steph Robin for most of his typical Robin era and Jason still tracks him down out of curiosity bc he wants to know what happened and all. very underbaked but i've got thoughts.)
Renegade/Apprentice of Slade!Dick Grayson - this is another one where yes, this happened *sort of* in canon, but i highly doubt most people writing Renegate!Dick have read or are actually pulling from Nightwing: Renegade. it's just an exploration fo the concept fo Dick being Slade's apprentice and i will always eat it up in any capacity. whether Dick grows up with Slade from a young age, or chooses Slade for whatever reason later in life. it's not anything that works in canon bc it compromises Dick morally (similar to the above with Tim) and therefore will always come across incredibly fanon in most fics. but i can't say i don't enjoy it. it's fun to make Dick a little morally fucked up and see what you can make him under Slade's tutelage.
Jason & Damian Meeting in the League -there's no world where i believe this could work in the canon comics. (maybe in the Young Justice cartoon i suppose, but even then i think it's iffy) i would go as far to say it's wildly unrealistic. i don't see a world where Ra's would let Jason anywhere *near* Damian, bc Jason was Talia's pet project that he didn't approve of. that all said, there's something very interesting about how they *could've* met and them potentially bonding during that timeframe. them being somewhat brotherly during this time because Jason sees Bruce in Damian and sort of latches onto the kid and Damian is full of wonder hearing real stories about Batman and Robin, then that getting violently ripped away by Jason leaving the League is fun to me. it's fun how that could affect them within the Batfam and all. it's super fanon to me, but i do not care. i will eat it up
Bad Dad Clark Kent/Good Dad Lex Luthor - i will admit as a late, i've been less and less kind to this particular fanon bc of everything i've argued with people about, *this* one seems the most pervasive as misunderstood fanon. i don't mind when fanon exists, my gripe is when ppl try to claim it's canon. and the *arguments* i've had over this with people who can never seem to cite an actual comic are... frustrating. but that said, i think there is something fun to this strictly in fanon. the duality of who you expect to accept Kon and who you expect to hurt him being flipped is just sort of fun for the occasional guilty pleasure fic. it can make Kon's internal conflict a bit more interesting. the same goes for the Jon favoritism from Clark, it's not a canon thing (and i rlly wish ppl understood how complicated the timeline of Kon and Jon is and any distance from Clark toward Kon isn't malice, it's that Kon is from a timeline that Clark does not remember in the current canon so Clark just straight up doesn't know the poor kid.) but it's sort of fun to give Kon that complex of being overlooked and forgotten sometimes. making Kon just a *bit* more Luthor than Kent will *always* appeal to me in fanfic, especially if he *knows* it's wrong but craves approval from anyone who will give it.
Good Dad Bruce Wayne - i'll die on the hill Bruce is canonically a shitty father. maybe not to the extreme some people write him as, but he's not great at it. that said, i enjoy it in fanfiction. sometimes, i just want silly fluff or hurt/comfort where Bruce finally gets it right and manages to comfort whatever Batkid is in the fic. one of my favorite fics of all time is hinged on Bruce being a good dad, so i think it's just fun to explore how good the relationships *could* be, if Bruce was slightly less of an asshole. i usually prefer him as an asshole, but there are times i want low stakes nonsense.
Gotham Rogues Having Soft Spots for Robin(s) - just about every Rogue in Gotham has done something absolutely irredeemable, and most of them don't like or care about anyone in the Batfamily. but if there's a fic where one of the Robins inexplicably is sort of close with a Rogue and they have a cute silly relationship out of it? I'll eat it up i fear. Steph and the Riddler are besties? I'll believe it. Tim and Scarecrow get along pretty well? give me ten of these. Rogues protecting Robins just hits a spot. the unexpected nature of the relationship, as well as the fact they see each other regularly, can make a lot of good fodder.
#necrotic answerings#canon vs fanon#batfanon#batfamily#I was *going* to include “Janet and Jack Drake are bad parents”#then realized I don't really like that fanon anymore.#but I used to go *hard* for it even knowing it wasn't canon. it was all projection but still#nowadays I think the tragedy of Tim losing his parents the way he did is *far* worse if they loved him and were good to him.#I'm so serious about the Kon thing i've had *nasty* arguments where ppl got so rude to me telling me to “Google it”#like listen I get it. kon's canon backstory is currently difficult to understand#the timeline of the superboy mantle is a little confusing and most people have not read young justice (2019)#so for fanon it's far easier to simplify it as “clark just kinda sucks to kon” and i enjoy that#but the canon is also fun. it's fun when you consider how fucked up it is most people don't remember kon#and the timeline he remembers doesn't exist anymore.#also technically since they never killed off new-52!superboy on page there could be two superboys/kon-els running around rn. who knows.#i like to believe there is bc it's funny.#i have wanted to write a new-52!konkon/tim/kon sandwich#with the “is it selfcest or not” question#bc new-52!kon wasn't a clone of clark and lex.#so like. he's arguably a different character just sharing the name kon-el for some reason#also on the nightwing: renegade thing i know *damn* well most fanon-only fans haven't read it (no shade in that)#bc the fanon crowd despises devin grayson and she wrote it.#one day i'll write a meta about fandom treatment of devin grayson trust me.#this question was SO fun#i feel like i should have more answers?#if you'd asked me like six months ago this list would be three times as long#but the more i exist in this fandom somehow the saltier i get idk what's happening#so now i'm more and more attached to canon#but i will never begrudge someone for liking fanon#like i said my issue with it is the confusion of what is canon
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entering my lover era.
#… so do you remember that manager i was muttering about ages ago ….#wellll he got transferred#so he isn’t my manager anymore#and last week he confessed he’s like me for six months … heheeee#on our unofficial first date he came w me to the arthritis clinic LMAOOO#anyways um.#don’t rlly know what’s happening honestly. i feel disgustingly smitten it’s actually awful#i just spent the last four days w him#he’s taking me on an actual date on friday but like#i’m literally obsessed with him you guys im obsessed with him#and he’s legit obsessed with me too so 😭😭#ummm. i’ll keep you updated#watch this now all fall apart after i’ve told y’all and every single one of my friends and written it in my diary .#even if it does Whatever. worth it to be temporarily happy#:’))))))#h.txt
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hngh.... leon....
leon, but long term captivity. by "long term" i mean his ass disappears for say... two, three years? held prisoner with no one having a single clue.
#watching a video that was uploaded three years ago#and i watched it when it first came out#time is strange as fuck!#so for this idea: leon's just fuckin lost and angry and every single time he's nearly escaped....#he's not entirely hopeless but... even six months is a long time#one small room for months on months... how much time really passes?#he doesn't know anymore...
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#dan and phil#weed#besties i am so high rn i am losing it#i took like one too many bong hits#started playing flight rising on the desktop computer bc it loads so much faster than my chromebook#opened youtube to have something on the second monitor#found dan and phil's fuckin lofi album???#lost my absolute shit about it#went to post about it from tumblr mobile but wanted to make this meme to do it justice so pulled up a meme editor on my desktop#(the meme editor had so many advanced text options since when have meme editors come this far??)#anyway made the meme realized my phone is at super low battery so decided to just log on to tumblr to post it directly from the desktop#even though i'm nearly exclusively a mobile user now and have been for years#so i have to log in to tumblr and now i'm experiencing making a post from the desktop site while still pretty blitzed#is it firefox that allows me to edit the tags after i've typed them or is that a desktop thing now#oh shit do i have any extensions on#depending on what imported from chrome when i changed my browser like six months ago this may be some sort of extension#whatever it is im okay with it this is great#i'm having such a good time right now genuinely#also watched chappell roan's hot to go music video for the first time during an interlude in the whole meme making process#there is currently a restoration video playing in the other tab that's been going for 10 minutes while i've been making this post#this is me living my best life honestly#i need at least one person to acknowledge the journey of tags on this post if only so i know I'm not alone in knowing my experience
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the best/worst part of being in the Military Fandom ™ is that it has its own language of acronyms
If you can’t speak it, you’re pretty SOL and you’re gonna have to either do a lot of googling or just use context clues, but if you can… it’s like a whole world opens up
#I’ve caught myself googling whole questions using nothing but acronyms#I recently looked up ‘USAF PJ POWS’ which is pretty tame#but if you had given that to me six months ago I wouldn’t have even known where to start lmao#it’s genuinely pretty cool#tombstone's epitaphs#tombstone talks
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i want it to be you // what could have been
hey @everliving-everblaze I have a present for you <3
kotlc art taglist:
@bronte-deserves-better@imaramennoodle@thisbluewind@theofficialkai517@delphicstrawberries@thesandsofdawn@crumpledwitchfeet@ascendant-queen@axels-corner@loverofallthingssmart@silveny-dreams@girlofmanyfandoms@enbies-and-felonies@impostertamsong@sofia-not-sophie @alabestrine @keefes-hairgel @fanartofthelostcities@three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat@a-lonely-tatertot @cosmogyral-cleo @meg-doodles @dragonwinnie-kotlc@anaccidentwaitingtohappen@maglorslostsilmaril@even-if-in-another-time@crazedfangirl14@callas-pancake-tree@katniss-elizabeth-chase@wolfstar-being-ridikkulus@thefoxysnake@florida-preposterously@fandomsareforlife@deulalune@just-a-honey-badger
#kotlc#kotlc fanart#sophitz#sophitz positivity#quil's quill#hey y'all remember that profile drawing I was losing my mind over a little bit ago? well here she is!#also I keep being SO finnicky after uploading the photo to post i've gone back at least 8 times (not exaggerating) to fiddle with something#it's good it's fine it's good I don't need to change anything it's FINE!#oaurggh#anyway#heron you told me when your birthday was and I completely and entirely forgot#so just pretend this is a birthday gift#even if it's like six months away/behind us doesn't matter#and even though I didn't draw this for birthday reasons I just felt like it#also yes maybe there's some symbolism here#which maybe I would be totally 100% open to explaining if someone asked#ough ough noticed something I maybe could go back and tweak... <- NO! it's GOOD#no one but you is going to notice that it's literally fine#OKAY FINE
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i feel like more older male actors could benefit from being a little silly. Being a little cute. Being a little freaky even?
#mocha rambles#hugh jackman#pedro pascal#i didnt even KNOW these guys six months ago but they spread like a virus#i lie i knew pedro from oscar isaac smiley face
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BRO THE SEROTONIN
#DXM IS AN SNRI DID YOU HEAR ME I SAID DXM IS AN SNRI#despite having had maybe 4 hours of sleep in almost 60 hours (idek)‚#despite having felt like a human wasteland before i started dosing six hours ago‚#despite having been in one of the worst depressive episodes of my entire life this whole month‚#I FEEL GOOD‼️📢#i feel rested and refreshed and content!! I FEEL BASELINE OKAY THIS IS BASELINE OKAYNESS#i'm not even really *happy* i'm like when a sim's moodlet says ''fine''#but just feeling mildly comfortable and calm and at peace skyrocketed my affect to BASELINE OKAYNESS!!!#my god just being *not completely hopeless and despondent* feels like a warm bath or basking in the sun#it's like i can literally breathe easier. like omg i don't want to die 🥰#that trip was so mild and good. just very simple and lowkey and comfy. and now i feel like a human being again!#love you dxm i'm so sorry i called you a hell drug and expected you to fuck me up. it was a long t-break 😔#PLEASE let this be one of the trips where the antidepressant effects linger for a week or two afterward 🙏🙏🙏#personal#dxm#dextromethorphan#robotripping#robotrip#robitussin#drugs#drugs tw#drugs cw#tw drugs#cw drugs#drug tw#drug cw#suicide mention#depression
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sunday six
He bends forward to blow gently over the ink to dry it. Zhao Yunlan tilts with him, uncomfortably warm across Shen Wei’s shoulders, and Shen Wei merely bears the additional weight forward and back again. As Shen Wei sits back up, Zhao Yunlan lets go of him. A momentary respite of cool air and then Zhao Yunlan is stepping over Shen Wei’s crossed legs, climbing onto the couch beside Shen Wei, and plastering against his side, skin-to-skin wherever it’s possible. Mostly this means Zhao Yunlan’s face shoved into Shen Wei’s neck above the collar of his shirt, and Zhao Yunlan’s hands trying to undo Shen Wei’s belt to get at the skin under his shirt. Shen Wei carefully caps his brush pen, transfers it to his other hand, and uses his free hand to shove Zhao Yunlan back across the couch.
the longest, slowest sentences from the fic i'm writing for guardian bingo prompt 2 -- i was seized somehow by the urge to write very languid and domestic summertime weilan, so i'm giving in to it. i've made it through a down draft (this is from that) and an up draft (thank god). i'm still figuring out how to stick the landing at the end, but it's pretty close!!
#guardian#weilan#shen wei#zhen hun#镇魂#my fic#sunday six#guardian bonus bingo 2024 prompt 2#i told myself: hidey it would be great to aim for 500-1000 words for this. maybe post it as just a ficlet on tumblr#brave words .................. suddenly this is 2k now but even tho it's a pain to have 3 drafts when i expected 1#it's also nice to like ... have concrete evidence i can get from what's in my head to something on paper much more quickly than i could#six months ago in december when i first figured out this new writing process#shoutout to mars' weilan sleeping fanart i am clutching it tightly in my hand close to my chest thru this whole ficwriting process
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