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wingman paul- c.leclerc
summary: charles leclerc takes a liking to you at your brothers movie premiere... paul makes it happen!
pairing: charles leclerc x fem! mescal! reader
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Did you want to go to the Gladiator 2 premiere? No, not really. Was Paul forcing you to anyways? Yes, very much so.Â
Being his sister (and emotional support person), he always brought you on set, to premieres, and anywhere else. That was usually fine. The rest of his projects' premieres had either been in the Lighthouse (your favourite cinema in Dublin), or small enough that you wouldnât get too overwhelmed. You were famous in your own right, following after your sister and writing music. You didnât go on stage, but youâd garnered over 10 million listeners, and your album had just been nominated for a grammy, though you had no intention of going. Itâs not that you were scared or shy, you were just entirely uninterested in going out in public as a âpublic figureâ. It stressed you out, having people know who you are in such detail, so you just kept to yourself. You had no public social media accounts, you didnât allow your label to post about you unless it was about the music, and you only let Paul or Nell drag you out in public for one of their events. You liked it that way, it was comfortable.Â
âIâm going to go say hi to some people, you just wait here, yeah?â Paul explained as you two entered the theatre. It was huge, and every celebrity or influencer in the world mustâve been there. You nodded as he walked off and allowed yourself to fade into the background, people-watching as time passed. You noticed the beautiful architecture of the building, the way the celebrities around you mingled, the way-
âHello.â
You whipped your head around, startled, only to be met with a face you knew quite well. âJesus, Charles, you scared me,â you chuckled. He blushed slightly as you turned around properly to greet him. âHi.â
âHow are you?â he asked, joining you in your secluded corner.Â
âIâm fine, thank you. How are you?âÂ
âI am very good,â he smiled, showing off his dimples. âI thought you didnât like events.â
âI donât, Paul just asked me to come,â you explained. âMy mam wouldâve killed me if I didnât go, so here I am.âÂ
He nodded, understanding. âI tried to find you online, but⌠you are not a fan of that either?â
You chuckled. âNo, not really. Sorry.âÂ
He shook his head. âNo, it is ok. I just⌠wanted to talk more. You are very interesting to me,â he smiled.Â
âWell, thank you for the glowing review,â you chuckled. âAre you enjoying the evening so far?â
âI am enjoying it a lot more with you here,â he smiled. âBut yes, I only watched the first one a few days ago and I thought it was very good, so I am excited to see how this one compares.â
âYouâre sure a charmer,â you chuckled. âI hope you enjoy the film. Where are you sitting?â
âBeside Carlos?â he shrugged, an awkward smile on his face. âCarlos knows, but I donât know where Carlos is.â
You laughed. âAre you always this disorganised?â
âOnly when Iâm nervous,â he winked at you and the lights started going down, you just offered him to sit next to you, hoping that Nell wouldnât mind.Â
You two sat together, enjoying the movie as the night went on, and after you found yourselves at the bar, still chatting. He walked off to find Carlos at one point, looking back with a smile as he waved, promising to come back soon.Â
âWhen are you going to realise heâs trying to flirt with you?â Paul laughed. Your face was bright red and your jaw dropped.Â
You gently (roughly) hit his chest and scoffed. âShut the fuck up. He is not.âÂ
Paul laughed. âHeâs totally into you! Come on, go out with him, please! I want free tickets to Grand Prixs!âÂ
You rolled your eyes as he giggled, and then startled when you bumped straight back into Charles. âFuck, sorry-â you started apologising but he just shook his head.Â
âAll good,â he smiled.Â
Paul silently slipped away with a wink, and you were faced with Charles, once again.Â
âHi,â you breathed out.Â
âHi,â he chuckled, his dimples on full show. âHe was right, you know.âÂ
âAbout what?â you questioned.Â
âI am flirting with you-or, at least trying to,â he blushed slightly.Â
âOh,â you nodded, unsure what to do in a situation where someone was as brazen and blunt. âRight.â
He laughed. âCan I take you out sometime?â
You stared at him, total deer in headlights, then nodded. âYeah, yeah, sounds grand. Thank you.â
You internally smacked yourself in the face for that. But he just laughed, unfazed by your awkward demeanour.Â
âGreat!â he smiled bashfully. âWhen are you free?â
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KIP'S BIG POST OF THINGS TO MAKE THE INTERNET & TECHNOLOGY SUCK A LITTLE LESS
Post last updated November 23, 2024. Will continue to update!
Here are my favorite things to use to navigate technology my own way:
A refurbished iPod loaded with Rockbox OS (Rockbox is free, iPods range in price. I linked the site I got mine from. Note that iPods get finicky about syncing and the kind of cord it hasâ it may still charge but might not recognize the device to sync. Getting an original Apple cord sometimes helps). Rockbox has ports for other MP3 players as well.
This Windows debloater program (there are viable alternatives out there, this one works for me). It has a powershell script that give you a little UI and buttons to press, which I appreciate, as I'm still a bit shy with tech.
Firefox with the following extensions: - Consent-O-Matic (set your responses to ALL privacy/cookie pop-ups in the extension, and it will answer all pop-ups for you. I can see reasons to not use it, but I appreciate it) - Facebook Container ("contains" Meta on Facebook and Instagram pages to keep it from tracking you or getting third party cookies, since Meta is fairly egregious about it) - Redirect Amp to HTML (AMP is designed for mobile phones, this forces pages to go to their HTML version) - A WebP/AVIF image converter - uBlock Origin and uBlacklist, with the AI blacklist loaded in to kill any generative AI results from appearing in search engines or anywhere.
Handbrake for ripping DVDsâ I havenât used this in awhile as I havenât been making video edits. I used this back when I had a Mac OS
VLC Media Player (olâ reliable)
Unsplash & Pexels for free-to-use images
A password manager (these often are paid. I use Dashlane. There are many options, feel free to search around and ask for recs!). There is a lot that goes into cybersecurityâ find the option you feel is best for you.
Things I suggest:
Understanding Royalty Free and the Creative Commons licenses
Familiarity with boolean operators for searching
Investing in a backup drive and external drive
A few good USBs, including one that has a backup of your OS on it
Adapter cables
Avoiding Fandom âwikiasâ (as in the brand âFandomâ) and supporting other, fan-run or supported wikis. Consider contributing if its something you find yourself passionate or joyful about.
Finding Forums for the things you like, or creating your own*
Create an email specifically for ads/shoppingâ use it to receive all promotional emails to keep your inbox clean. Upkeep it.
Stop putting so much of your personal information onlineâ be willing to separate your personal online identity from your âonline identityâ. You donât owe people your name, location, pronouns, diagnoses, or any of that. Itâs your choice, but be discerning in what you give and why. I recommend avoiding providing your phone number to sites as much as possible.
Be intentional
Ask questions
Talk to people
Remember that you can lurk all you want
Things that are fun to check out:
BBSes-- here's a portal to access them.
Neocities
*Forums-- find some to join, or maybe host your own? The system I was most familiar with was vbulletin.
MMM.page
Things that have worked well for me but might work for you, YMMV:
Limit your app usage time on your smartphone if youâre prone to going back to themâ this is a tangible way to âpractice mindfulnessâ, a term I find frustratingly vague ansjdbdj
Things Iâm looking into:
The âPi Holeââ a raspberry pi set up to block all ads on a specific internet connection
VPNs-- this is one that was recommended to me.
How to use computers (I mean it): Resources on how to understand your machine and what youâre doing, even if your skill and knowledge level is currently 0:
This section I'll come back an add to. I know that messing with computers can be intimidating, especially if you feel out of your depth. HTML and regedits and especially things like dualbooting or linux feel impossible. So I want to put things here that explain exactly how the internet and your computer functions, and how you can learn and work with that. Yippee!
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ALWAYS SOME NEW SHIT, AINâT NEVER THE USUAL! I FUCK YOU SO GOOD TILL I HAVE YOU DELUSIONAL! - âĄ
â your roommates are gone, the apartment is yours, and you're laid up in bed with somethin' dangerous. all you need is him, his hands, and a little time to make the most of it. â feat. satoru gojo
+18 MDI. WARNINGS. baddie!reader x college!gojo, excerpt from never lose my chapter 8, porn with plot, situationship, morning sex, that good 'ol sunday dick, protected sex, dirty talk, body worship, sub/dom undertones, trust & boundaries, slight cum play, squirting, riding, fingering, voice kink, gojo kink(?), edging & milking, overstimulation, gojoâs character may be questionable but his stroke game is A1. notes. word count 5.8K, apart of a larger body of work but can stand alone as a one-shot. you can read the full chapter here: A03 & master post. title: lick me - sexyy red ft. lil baby
You knew Satoru was bullshitting when he said heâd be on the phone for a few more minutes. Heâs been chatting away for an extra thirty, and youâve already gone through your entire Instagram feeds stories and now the Tiktok burnout is starting to set in.
Exhausted from doom scrolling, you chuck your phone somewhere across the bed to snuggle deeper into his embrace, resting your head against his chest. You donât have a single fucking clue whatâs being said anymore with his ear now pressed against the phone, but whatever it is definitely isn't related to earlierâs conversation. You think you catch mention of the schoolâs football team and the names of people you donât recognize, but at this point, youâre too out of the loop to care. Heâs lucky you actually like being around him, because had this been anyone else youâd probably kick them out telling them to go the fuck home.
Whatâs even more surprising is that despite being bored out of your mind, chilling with him in bed while he talks on the phone is strangely confronting. Youâve had your share of intimate moments at your young age, but youâve never simply laid up like this with a guy before. Itâs domestic as hellâ whatever the girls online call itâ but youâre not pushing it away.Â
Resting your head on his chest as he rubs your shoulder, you let the rhythm of his voice wrap around you like a warm blanket. Thereâs this cool boyish charm that comes through as he talksâ a side of him youâve caught glimpses of only a few times when heâs speaking to his friends. Heâs more commanding and animated, yet somehow still a relaxed version of himself all together, nearly a polar opposite of how he is with you.
And you know what? Thatâs exactly how it should be, youâre not the one to be treated like a homie. And even though his friends do annoy the hell out of you when theyâre together, seeing him be himself with them is undeniably attractive and lowkey turning you on.Â
Shifting over onto your stomach, you tuck an arm behind his neck, hooking a leg around his waist, letting your free hand slowly trail down his body feeling him up. Stopping to rest your hand on the inside of his thigh, you look up, waiting for a reaction.Â
When you donât get oneâ heâs still chatting awayâ you decide to take it a step further, slowly creeping your hand up to cup his balls, palming his bulge.Â
It only takes a couple good rubs for you to feel his dick harden beneath you. Feeling bold, you wrap a tight fist around his length stroking him through his briefs. All it takes is a couple tight ones for his thighs to widen up and you take that as permission to go further.Â
Slipping a hand under his waistband to squeeze his dick, you watch him bite his lip, still ignoring you as he lazily stares up at the ceiling. He can try to act all cool and unbothered all he wants, but you know exactly how to melt his ice.
Taking charge, you rub your thumb carefully around his slit, your acrylic nail getting caught in the fabric of his briefs with each pressing circle. It doesn't take much effort before youâre feeling the wetness of his pre sticking to the pad of your thumb as you. Pausing to collect up what you can to wet his shaft, you grip your hand back around his length giving him more quick strokes.
Feeling more daring, you connect your lips to his neck, slowly peppering soft, wet kisses along his skin as you continue working your hand around his dick and balls. Youâre finding some sort of fun in all this really, feeling him up in every which way you please while he lays beside you trying to act like heâs not bricked the hell up.Â
You can hear every grunt that gets stuck in his throat and cracking of his toes each time you press against the underside of his tip. Itâs kind of funny how youâre unsure whoâs more of a slut now: you for daring to do this, or him for letting it happen while heâs on a call. Yâall are both some trouble!Â
Just as youâre about to go for a gentle bite on his ear you feel the deep bass of his voice against your lips.Â
âChosoâ ChosoâŚbro Iâma let you goâŚIâll try to be over there later tonight. Alright, I'll talk to you later. Bye.â He ends the call to lean overâ your hand still tightly wrapped around his dickâ to drop his phone onto the nightside with a loud thud.
Unfortunately for him, no matter how hard he tries to maintain his composure, itâll be his own body that will betray him every single time. Men, theyâre so fucking weak. You probably could rob him with a fleshlight.
Falling back onto the mattress, he turns to give you a look before opening his mouth, and of all the things you expect him to say, it definitely isnât, âWhyâd you interrupt my phone call?â
âBecause you talk too much.â You say smart, releasing him to wipe your hand clean on his briefs along the side of his hip. Sitting up on your elbow to rest your cheek in your hand, you hover above his face to stare down at him challengingly, awaiting his response. This could go one or two ways, but you know for sure either way ends with you getting fucked.Â
"All I needed was a few minutes.â He murmurs, his hand glides up your chest stopping just below your neck before gently tracing your jawline with his thumb.Â
âI gave you that, now I want your attention.â You cock your head. âDid you forget where you were at?â
"You have itâ so now whatâs up?" He asks, his tone still soft, eyes locked on yours as he tilts your chin up just as your hand slides over to squeeze his thigh.
âYou know what I wantâŚâ You breathe, inching closer to his bulge.Â
âYeah?â He lets go of your chin, trailing his hand down your chest. âYou donât have to ask meâ could have just pulled it out.â Eyes still locked on yours as you slip a hand under his waistband. Â
Letting you go, he gives you space to slip under the covers, lifting his hips to help you tug off his briefs. The second they're gone, your hand is around him, leaning over to take him between your lips. You know exactly how he likes itâ your mouth and hand wrapped tight around the tip, teasing him with just the right amount of pressure thatâll make his toes curl.
You know you're doing a good job when his hand resting at the back of your neck tightens, turning into a firm grip that keeps you exactly where he wants you. Not wanting to try your luck deep throating him just yet, you brace yourself with a hand on his thigh for balance, but soon find yourself running your hand along the muscle instead, grabbing on wherever please, feeling out their solid weight and smoothness. Even though his dick is the main eventâ hot, thick, and heavy in your hands each time you pull off to catch your breathâ itâs his thighs that have your full attention. Maybe next time you'll leave a trail of bites and hickeys along them, marking him up good just because you can.
âGet in between my legs...â He throws the covers back making room for you. Without a second thought, you crawl between his thighs, and just as youâre about to shift down the bed to lay on your stomach, his voice interrupts.
âUh-uh, sit up...â He whispers, and despite it being nothing more than a gentle correction, it still finds a way to make your stomach tingle. You canât even lie, that bossy shit turns you up. Glancing up at him, you slowly prop yourself up on your elbows to part your knees just enough, arching yourself down low, nice and sexy in a way you know heâll like.Â
Bobbing your head up and down his dick, you lose track of every grunt and curse you pull past his lips. The wet, squishy sounds from each tight squeeze, paired with the clacking of your pretty nails around his dick, become a rhythm you get lost in until the growing dampness in your panties pulls you back in. Fuck, youâre going to have to speed this up because you really want to fuck now.
âSloppy, baby. Make itââ His voice breaks off, caught in his throat as you pull off to throw a nasty wad of spit on his dick, watching as it drips down his length. âThere you goâŚâ He murmurs, a grin tugging at his lips. You donât even need to look up to know heâs smiling. Anything for him, right?
âGotta get the sides too. All of it. Just how I taught you...â His words make your stomach tighten. Glancing up through your lashes, you latch onto his shaft, tongue tracing long, slow licks along his length. The salty taste of him mixing with the slick of your spit as you pump the head of his dick with a tight fist.
âSloppierâŚspit on it some moreâŚget that shit wet for meâŚâ He murmurs, bringing his hands down into your hair to gently pull back to keep out of your face. Taking a moment to lick his pre-cum and drool off your lips, you teasingly slap his dick against your tongue, testing its weight. Spitting down onto him again, you let it drip slow and messy before taking him back into your mouth, your lips wrapping tight around him. As you glance up, you catch him smiling down at you, and you canât help but sheepishly smile back. You used to hate giving head, but for himâ talking to you like thisâ youâll keep going till he busts in your mouth twice.Â
You swear everytime he looks at you like that, something inside you loosens up. You never thought sex could be like thisâ fun, messy, and so damn freeing. That itâs not just about getting him off; but letting yourself enjoy it too.Â
Remembering the times heâs whispered for you to drop your innocence and open up awakens those butterflies in your stomach. Itâs a mystery how in such a short time of knowing him, heâs managed to create a safe space for you to let go and push past the boundaries you once clung toâ all without a hint of judgment.Â
But no matter how amazing everything feels with him, thereâs this nagging thing that wonât leave you aloneâa constant reminder of how off this all this really is. No matter how hard you try to push it aside, the truth is starting to feel impossible to shake, and the longer you avoid the elephant in the room, the harder it becomes to hold it all together. Itâs doubt that creeps in at the end of every night, makes you wonder if any of this is even real. But fuck it, you donât have the time to make any sense of it right now. You can talk it out with Tink later, you have to get this nut in.Â
"Ahmp!" You bite back a moan, caught off guard as his hand slaps your ass right when he shifts to sit up.
âCome up hereâŚâ He says, and without a second thought, you slide your soaked panties off to straddle his lap. Once fully seated, you wrap your hand around his dick, stroking him from behind your back, while your other hand rests against his shoulder for support. You can feel your wetness sticking against him, and itâs taking every ounce of willpower not to be a horny bunny and grind your sloppy wet pussy against his chest.
âYou know where that condom at?â The question catches you off guard, making you pauseâ again, definitely not what you expected to hear. Someoneâs full of surprises today, huh?
âYeah, why?â You give him a confused look.
âItâs early, and Iâm still kinda tiredâŚI donât wanna have to worry about pulling out. It be in the back of my mind when we fuck...â He says, warm hands smoothing along your stomach then up around your ribs.
Okay, cool, good to know at least one of you is trying to be responsible. Condom? Sure. Not a problem!
âI think itâs in here.â You lean over, trying to search in the top drawer of your nightstand without tipping over. âHold me.â You warn, feeling yourself about to topple over. His hands quickly find your waist steadying you.Â
âI got it.â You find it stuck beneath a pile of clutter you've been meaning to sort out.
Handing him the gold foil, you scoot back a bit, giving him space to do his thing. As much as you love the feeling of raw sex, thereâs something seriously hot about watching him work a tight fist along his length, struggling to stretch the latex over his girth. And as if that wasnât enough, the damage your sanity takes from his dick snapping back against his abdomen when he lets go is downright disrespectful.Â
âCome onâ ready?â He grabs you at your ribs, pulling you forward towards him, your breath hitches at his sudden eagerness. âYou donât need thisâŚâ He tugs at your shirt, and the second itâs off heâs grabbing hold of your boobs, squeezing them and sucking on your nipples like a baby. Never too tired to suck titties, huh!?
Taking your hand to guide his dick to your entrance, you carefully sink down onto the tip. Yet, no matter how many times youâve done this, the feeling of just the head pushing through is one thatâll never get easier even with time.Â
Itâs harder this time aroundâ his dickâ no pun intended. After nearly a week of constant sex, you have no choice but to take him slow, inch by inch, feeling yourself clench around him as you sink down.
âGimme a secondâŚâ You plead, pressing your hand against his chest to keep him from bucking his hips up. On a good day you could take all of him, but with the way heâs bricked up, youâre not trying to bite off more than you can chew. See, this is that early morning dick, Itâll be a lot more than hurtful words flying out of your mouth if he so much as attempts to push you down.Â
âTake your timeâŚâ He teases, bringing both his hands to rub soothing circles along your jawline, fingers combing through your tresses around your nap. âToo much?â
âItâs enoughâ youâre not little.â You laugh, bouncing slowly on his length, giving your wetness a chance to moisten the condom as you try to fully take him in. Itâs painstakingly slow working your sore pussy down his stiff dick, but guess this is the price you pay for letting him fuck you like a dog all week.Â
âMy badâŚâ He chuckles. âHere, come lay on my chestâ hmm.â He pulls you into his arms. Slanging one around your back, he scoots the both of you further down the bed gripping a handful of your ass to help guide you down his length.
âItâs too dryâŚâ You come back up, the friction of the condom becoming unbearable as you feel yourself drying up from frustration. This isnât working. Â
âI got youâŚâ He brings two fingers to his mouth to wet them. Pulling out, he uses those same fingers to stroke your pussy, rubbing tight circles on and around your clit. Burying your face in his neck to stifle your moans, you feel yourself grow wetter as he whispers filthy praises in your ear, urging you on.Â
âThis better?â He lips brush against the shell of your ear. Your thighs quiver with each teasing stroke to your clit, the oversensitivity heightening your arousal. And like a slut you canât do much but moan against his neck when you feel those same two fingers sink into your heat. Curling deep, giving himself a feel around your velvety walls.
âMhmâŚâ You nod, slowly rolling your hips down to ride his hand. The exploratory movements of his fingers driving deep, stroking your g-spot. âRight thereâŚfuckâŚright thereâŚâÂ
âI got you babyâŚI got you...â His palm presses against your clit as he drives his fingers even faster making sure to hit that sweet spot over and over, heâs so damn deep he could poke your cervix if he pleased. ââŚyouâre squeezing baby, relax for meâŚthere you goâŚhow that feel, good?â
âToruâŚIâma fucking squirtâŚâ You warn, already feeling yourself start to leak. Shit feels so fucking good he needs to publish a wikiHow on finger stroking pussy.
âShow meâ go âhead babyâŚyou know I got youâŚâ He exhales heavily, his other hand running through your hair to hold you close to him as he bullies your pussy like a pro, digging your coochie out so good, leaving her sorer than when you started. Itâs a good soreness though, a sweet discomfort thatâs nothing more than a reminder of how throughly heâs fucked you the past week.Â
âFuckâ hmmmm!â You grip his hair tight, trying your damn hardest to hold back the moan thatâs fighting to erupt from you, but itâs no use because all it takes is one final stroke to your g-spot and you're cumming harder than a bull.
âOh my god!â You cry out, clenching down on his fingers so tight he has to pull them out. Taking his hands to strum your pussy to keep you squirting, your thighs shake with such a force you have no choice but to cling onto him for dear life. A wave of pleasure hits you so intense your entire body electrifies like static off an old box TV across your chest and shoulders. His fingers are pruney once he lets go, all gooed up and coated with sticky globs of your cum.
Wiping his fingers clean on your thigh, he effortlessly guides your soaked pussy all the way down his dick, and a sweet moan comes up your throat once youâre fully seated. Youâre so damn wet you canât even feel the condom anymore, if it was any darker in here you wouldnât even be able to tell he had one on.
âBet that rose canât do it like me, huh?â He teases, two hands at your waist rocking you forward. âI got you making a mess. Wetting the bed all up...â
âHehâ please shut upâŚâ You laugh, catching your breath. Because of course heâd make a joke eight inches deep in your pussy. No matter how good his dick is itâll never take away from how corny he can be sometimes.
Regaining your strength, your hands find his shoulders again to steady yourself as you begin a slow pace bouncing on his dick. It starts off a lot sweeter this time, nothing like your usual. No creaking bed or pounding headboard, just the quiet sound of your soft moans and his low grunts filling the room.Â
Youâre fully lost in the moment when his hips start to move in perfect sync with yours, the delicious drag of his dick massaging your walls coaxes the softest, neediest whimpers past your lips. Youâre so in love with his dick, youâre serious when you say youâll fuck him up if you ever find out heâs sharing, because this shit right here makes no sense. Itâs too damn good!
âMoreâŚright thereâŚâ You whine, needing to feel him deeper. Gripping your ass in response he presses his heels into the mattress, pulling your hips closer towards him to fuck up into you so well you have to put a hand to his chest to hold him back.Â
You totally get the need for the condom nowâ thankful for it evenâ because with the way heâs fucking you this damn good you donât think he could push you off quick enough before heâs busting his load. And as bad as you want it, youâd hate to dip into that hundred dollars he gave you to spend half of it on a Plan B.Â
âToru...Toru...Toru.." His name spills from your lips over and over as your brain goes fuzzy, slipping into a dizzy, dick drunken state. He's gripping you up just so right, and every stroke to your g-spot has you coming further undone, scattering every thought in your head until there's nothing left but his voice and touch occupying your mind.Â
âYouâre so fucking pretty babyâŚdidnât I say Iâd fuck you everyday? Hmm?â His voice rings.Â
âThursdayâŚFridayâŚSaturdayâŚSundayâŚâ He murmurs, each day punctuated by a slow, deliberate thrust in sync with the roll of your hips. âYou love this dick, donât you?â He breathes, his hand coming down heavy giving a sharp slap against your ass.Â
âI doâŚâ You whine, almost like a declaration, as you pull his hands off your waist to guide them up your chest to cup your boobs, lacing your fingers through his to show him how to squeeze them just right.Â
You feel so incredibly fucking sexy bouncing on his dick, riding him like itâs been a while and you miss him. Youâre trying your hardest to keep it classy for him, but with one more slap to your ass, youâll be begging him to take the safety off and hit your pussy raw from the side till it goes numb. You hope heâs loving this shit, because youâre not letting him get up in you for at least a week after this one. Your coochie needs a break!
âI wanna cumâŚâ You whine, searching his face for permission, but he doesnât hear you, too focused on working his own nut out. Â
âI wanna cumâŚâ You whine again, your hands come down to press against his chest to grind your pussy down hard on his dick. You got him buried so deep inside you the weight of your hips are holding down his.Â
âYou tryna be done already?â His hips still, falling flat as he watches you chase your orgasm all on your own. Â
âNo. Just donât moveâŚâ You plead, trying to keep him from messing up your rhythm as you hit that sweet spot like a drum. It doesnât take long for that familiar heat to rise up your body, making your face flush hot and your heart rate pick up. Youâre almost there!Â
âDonât moveâ don't moveâ Iâm closeâŚfuckâŚahhâ You babble out, toes curling. Almost there, youâre almost there!
âDamn booâŚâ The pet name rolls off his tongue effortlessly, bringing you into focus, your eyes meeting his right as he wraps a firm hand around your neck holding you in place. You got him pussy drunk acting rough and nasty just how you like it. âWhen you start taking dick like this? You showing off for me today?âÂ
âMmmmâ fuck me after I cumâŚâ You say through a smile, his thumb brushing gently underneath your chin. The look in your eyes clearâ youâre trying to get broken off like a Kit-Kat. You want it rough, and you know heâll deliver. Heâs got you.Â
âSay that again?â He asks as if he canât understand a word youâre saying. Thereâs no denying that your voice turns him on. But itâs cool, you have no problem spelling it out for him.Â
âI said I want you to fuck the shit out of me after I câ ahmp!â You yelp, a wave of giddy pleasure washing over you from the sting of his heavy hand landing across your ass again. Â
âOne more time for me?â He pulls you forward, a devilish look in his eyes waiting for you to soften into submission in his hands.Â
âI want you to fuck me so bad.â You whine, voice dripping with so much need. You don't give a fuck how you sound right now, his dick drilling your pussy deep, itâs thick head messaging against your puffy walls. âI wanna feel all of itâ oowwwâ mmmmâ Fuck! You feel so fuckinâ ahh good!ââ You moan out, each and every one of his deep strokes punching the words from out of your chest.  Â
âYou donât want it.â He taunts, a smirk tugging at his lips daring you to prove him wrongâ to show him just how badly you want itâ to beg. The sudden shift in dominance sends your heart racing, and you find yourself rocking your hips even faster.
Itâs this dynamic that you love the most: how one minute heâs soft and tender, talking you through with the filthiest yet gentlest whispers, and the next, commanding and rude, giving you the space to surrender completely and embrace your submissive side. Itâs the perfect balance of give and take, and with him talking in your ear nasty like this, youâre more than willing to give it all up and let him lead.Â
âYes I doâ fuckâŚfuckâŚâ You moan breathlessly, lost in the wave of pleasure taking you under. âMake me cumâŚâ You look down at him with those needy doll eyes, the kind that silently beg for more, even as you roll your hips slow and deliberate like the little minx you are, teasing him just enough that you know will drive him wild.Â
Every move is a silent challenge, a tease, a true test of his strength and youâre doing it because you know exactly what he wants, and heâs already right there ready to meet you. His hands find your waist again, gripping you firmly, and that awaiting spark of dominance lights up his eyes as he pulls you in close.
No one but him can bring this side out of you, the one that craves to be taken, to be pushed to the edge. You know heâs been holding back, waiting for you to push him there, and now, youâve done it. His hand then tightens around your frame, the tension in his body radiating through every inch of him, and that tells you everything you need to know; youâve got him right where you want him, you can let go.Â
âYou not gonna run?â He presses, but you know your answer is meaningless. He wouldnât let you even if you tried.Â
âNoââ You whine, the sound barely escaping your throat as you bounce, the strain in your knees starting to intensify with each movement as you chase your orgasm.Â
âNo, what?â Another good grab to your ass, this time with two hands and enough grip to bounce you on his dick himself, fucking up into with a force that causes you to fall forward, nails digging into his shoulders as you cling onto him. âTell me babyâŚgo âhead.â
âFuckâŚGojoâ Goâ AHMP!â Another heavy slap to your ass before you can catch your breath to repeat it. âIâm not gonna run Gojoâ I'm not gonna runââ
âYou know I love hearing you say itâŚâ He beathes heavy, one hand now threading through your hair to grip your tresses tight, the other fucking you down his dick. âYou gonna cum on this dick? Yeah?â
âYes! Fuckâ Fuckâ Gojo! Gojo!â You choke out, orgasm fully taking over each and every one of your senses.Â
âAgain babyâŚcome onâŚthis your dick rightâŚâ He breathes, voice low and hot in your ear, hips bucking up fast as another heavy slap comes down to your ass. âDon't run from itâŚdonât run from it.â
âFucckkkkâ Oh my godddddd! Keep going! Keep going! Donât stop! Yes! Yes!â You cry out, your pussy clenching so tightly around him that you can feel the rim of the condom scratching against your entrance. The intensity of your grip threatens to pull it loose as itâs already slipped off some.Â
âMmmmmâ there you gooo~â He coos, sensing you reached your climax seeing the way your jaw goes slack and your grip around him tightens.Â
âFuck me! Fuck me! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Donât stop! Donât stop!â Youâre begging like slut now throwing your arms around him to tuck behind his neck. Feeling you lose yourself, you take your fingers to work them up to brush along his undercut, anything to try and keep you grounded.
âKiss on my neckâŚyeahâŚjust like that for meâ â He moans, as you press your lips against his skin, licking hungry, wet, and sloppy. âJust like thatâŚâ
âWhere you want me to nut?â His question meets your ear with urgency, the pace of his thrusts quickening in such a way that you can tell heâs close to cumming.
âAnywhereâŚI donât careââ You gasp, words spilling, your body trembling with anticipation. Stupidest fucking question he could ask right now. He can bust it on your tits, ass, pussy, or even your face. You donât care as long as his hot cum drips off your body, ready for him to scoop up and feed to you like youâre Suki.
âShit!â Get up! Get up!â He groans, lifting you up just enough to pull off the condom to jerk his dick.Â
âGimme your handâŚâ He takes yours to grab his length, wrapping his large hand around yours, guiding you as you both help work his nut out. Both of your bodies are hot and sweaty, and his heavy breathing is perfectly in sync with yours. Your thighs coming down from a trembling mess.
âLike that babyâŚ.mmmmâŚyou gonna kiss it when you're done?â He hums through a smile, head thrown back in pure bliss. It doesnât take more than a few tight strokes for you to feel his dick pulsate, his hot cum spills out running down both your knuckles sticking your fingers together.Â
âOowwwâ it's so much!â You giggle, endorphins still having you feeling like you're on cloud nine as you watch amazed by the amount of cum heâs spilling, feeling a warm milky streak run sticky down the back of your hand.Â
âFuckââ He exhales, chest heaving as he starts to come down from his climax. His arms drop limply to his sides, but you stay right where youâre sitting on his chest, reaching back as you keep working the cum out of his still hard dick.Â
You can feel him twitch with every pull as you coax the last drops of cum from him. Thereâs just something so sexy about the way his breath stutters and his toes crack as they curl with each slow tugâŚlike youâre draining him of every ounce of cum he has left.
âThatâs itâŚbabyâŚthatâs itâŚalright thatâs itâŚstopâŚâ He warns, voice strained and his face balling up, eyes shut tight as he tries to fight back a guttural moan. You feel his abs tense up underneath you, throwing off your balance but you take a hand to his chestâ now flushed red and glistening with sweatâ to hold him steady, fist tightening around his dick to jerk him quicker.Â
âUh-uh, thereâs more, lookâŚlemme get it all out for you.â You tease with a playful laugh, tightening your hold around him. âJust relax, it doesnât hurt.â You purr, your voice dropping low and sweet. More cum spilling with every pull.Â
âOh my gâ Yooooo! Stop! Stop! Stop! Bro! Stop!â He gasps, body jerking involuntarily from not being used to the overstimulation. His hips shake under your grip as if trying to escape, but heâs trapped under the weight youâre pressing down on him.
âBro!? Iâm not your bro!â You scoff with a laugh, shaking your head in disbelief at the fucking nerve to address you by anything other than something ladylike! Goofy ass, now youâre really not letting up. He must have you confused for someone else.Â
âI swear to god, if you make me nut againâ Fuck!â He growls, head tipping back as he wraps a tight hand around your wrist trying to stop you.
âSatoru, you donât scare meâ let go!â You mock, your hand steadily working his dick, grip unwavering even as his strength weakens less and less from every stroke.
âWhat happened to all that shit you were talking, hmm?â You pause, watching him closely. âBet that hand canât do it like mine?âÂ
âIâma fuck you up after thisâŚIâm so seriousâŚwatch.â He breathes out, a shaky laugh breaking through, his grip on your wrist loosens completely as he gives in, letting you milk him for everything heâs got. Heâs probably dead serious too, but the way his fine ass is squirming under you is too entertaining to give a damn. And to be honest, that just sounds like a promise for round two and thatâs not striking fear in your heartâ or pussy. Ain't no fun when the rabbits got the gun now is it? We can go till the fucking bed breaks boo, yâall got all the time in the world today!
âSchhhhhoooowwwwâ oh my god!â He groans, his plump lips parting with a low, desperate growl. âAlright câmon, chill! Stop!âÂ
âKeep lying telling people I snore, and Iâma tell your friends you moan like a bitch." You taunt, leaning closer. Pressing more of your weight down on him, your strokes turn into slow teasing massages around the tip of his dick with your palm.Â
âYou still mad over that?â His eyes open meeting yours as his hands grip the sheets in an attempt to hold back from cumming. He can try to look intimidating with those blue eyes all he wants, but they arenât moving you.
âI donât get mad, I get even.â You bite back with a whole lot of sass, letting his dick go the moment you feel your hand start to cramp up. He jerks slightly, caught off guard by your sudden release. âTold you to stop trying me.â
âClean yourself up~â You shoot him a look, wiping your cum-sticky hand off his chest as you ease yourself off his body and slide off the bed.
âFuck youâŚâ You hear him mumble under his breath with a laugh as you search the sheets for your phone, panties, and top before making your way to the bathroom to pee.
âWhat!?â You give him a look back, the fakest mean scowl you can muster up right now.Â
âNothingâ FuckâŚâ The back of his head hits the pillow again as he exhales deeply.Â
"Oh, okay! Like I wonât sit my ass on your chest and kill you. Talk to me nice." You fire back playfully, slipping on your top after giving up on the search for your pantiesâ probably somewhere tangled up in the sheets.
Finding your footing, you cross the room to unplug the diffuser you left on throughout the night. With a gentle click, its light shuts off. You take a moment to gather yourself before stepping out and closing the door firmly behind you, leaving him to figure out what the hell just happened. You too are going to need a few minutes alone to yourself after this one.Â
#gojo x reader#gojo headcanons#tsnmi writes#never lose me#gojo smut#gojo x baddie#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#nlm collection#gojo satoru#gojo x black reader#jujutsu gojo#jjk fanfic#jjk fic#jjk smut#jjk gojo#jjk au#gojo x yn#gojo x y/n#gojo x you
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FAVE ANON HERE đ
Itâs been a minute since Iâve submitted but after the vitriol I have seen on Twitter this weekend, I felt the need to speakâŚ
First things first, all of us are brought here with one definitive common thread - we are all fans of Bridgerton. If we were not, we would probably not find ourselves in this fandom at all.
With that being said, if youâre on this blog you are probably a fan of both Nicola AND Luke. More than likely, you want them to be together romantically or believe they already are. And if you donât want any of that, I donât know why youâre here reading this posts. This is how you become a troll.
You are allowed to be a fan of one and not the other. This is not a dictatorship and no one is holding a gun to your heads. But this is the point where it is VITAL for me to remind you how many times Nic and Luke have a real love for each other and at the core are best friends. WHAT THIS MEANS IS you cannot call yourself a fan of one of them while simultaneously spreading hate and contempt and overall nastiness about the other one all over social media.
Now I have approached the topic of the RUMORED insignificant others. Did you know that there is no general rule of fandom that states if you are a fan of a character performer that you must also become a fan of any performers they may date now or in the future? WHAT THIS MEANS IS THAT no one is required to become Jakeâs #1 fan just because the rumor mill wants to say Nic is dating him. Hell no one has to become his #1 fan if Nic herself came out and said she was dating him. Again, there is no need to speak with malice about his looks or his talent all over the internet but you do not have to be a fan. Same goes for the dancer who shall not be named (I know itâs a trigger for many around here). And if they act in deplorable ways - such as the dancer has displayed in the past - you are allowed to speak out on it while using decorum.
This is ultimately bringing me back to why I wrote this today. Tell me why Iâm seeing tweets talking about how Jake is a more successful and more talented actor than Luke. Tweets saying Luke canât act and how amazing Jake is. These tweets are from Bridgerton âfansâ. These tweets are from Nicola âfansâ. Based on everything Iâve written up until now, the math ainât mathing on the word âfanâ.
Iâm not spreading hate to Jake. Fact of the matter, heâs a 24 year old kid almost fresh out of drama school. He has had one season of a failed show on a streaming network riddled with failed shows. He now has a small part in a movie that probably is not even recognized yet out of this fandom and extreme movie fans - if weâre being honest. Luke is 31 and is on his 4th season of one of Netflixâs top shows. He was the male lead last season and the season broke records. He was on a Disney channel show when he was younger. He was on multiple stage shows on the West End. Heâs had many other roles in smaller projects and just picked up a lead role in a new film. While it is considered an independent film, it is a LEAD role.
With that evidence laid out, how can anyone actually say with their full chest that Jake is the better and more successful actor? Oh right they canât. What it comes down to is the fact that the âJakola shippingâ movement is not based on anything more than being an Anti-Luke Newton movement and it is GROSS. No matter what they tell you, there was no ârelationshipâ being universally talked about prior to late summer. On August 25 those festival pictures were released and some very twisted narcissistic people in this fandom took them and ran with them. They created a narrative to help dictate what and who people in this fandom are allowed to discuss online. Theyâve bullied creators off of TikTok and Twitter and gaslight the hell out of everyone when called on it. A 24 year old gay man (OMG I SAID IT) is being bullied on the internet and the blame is fully being put on âLukolasâ when the truth is that no one would be paying any attention to him if this narrative wasnât perpetuated in the first place. (Side note: if youâre sending hate to Jake on behalf of being a Lukola, please stop. Please treat him like you treat every other one of Nicâs male friends. No one should be getting hate.)
The majority of the hate and toxicity in this fandom stems with the Jakolas Jackholes and those who blindly follow and defend a certain creator. Iâm not going to say her name because I know how much she gets off on people talking about her (even when itâs bad) AHAH. This is the shit that everyone else is afraid to say out loud but itâs true. And for those of you in that discord reading this to report back, hiiii!
Oh and if anyone has a problem with this and wants to call me out for being on Anon, let me know and Iâll DM you because Iâm not afraid. Iâm grownup.
Xx
Finally seeing people with common sense!
My fave anon pulls through yet again.
Everyone say thank you fave anon.
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This might be a good idea if you are talking with someone in person, or on the phone, or even someone who you can have a conversation with online to be able to ask further questions and figure out their actual opinions.
This does not really apply when commenting on an anonymous stranger who you have only seen a) apparently separating trans women from womanhood, b) saying he wants to "honor" the trans man "not refer(ing) to himself as anything other than male", which is very suspicious wording if you accepted that he was a man.
Maybe respect that people can have gut feelings especially when they have heard certain phrases (like "women and trans women") too often already, that we do not actually give every random person the benefit of the doubt if their posts contain multiple red flags, and that if people then DO look into further comments and see outright obvious bigotry you do not keep downplaying that people told you so from the beginning.
Would being called big dog fix me? Who knows?
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Ayato: Idol AU Headcanons
// Since you guys enjoyed my DL K-pop AU posts, I decided to write some HCs about Ayato, because he was the most talked about. In this AU, the Sakamakis arenât actual brothers, nor are they vampires; the groupâs concept is just the one of a vampire family. Some details here are based on true things about Ayato but have been slightly tweaked to better fit the idol AU. Hope you enjoy! â¤ď¸
He was once a basketball player and even served as the captain of his team. His dedication to the sport often led him to compete in numerous tournaments, causing him to skip many classes.
Ayato was scouted for his visuals. The CEO of REJET LABELS noticed his youthful yet refined features while Ayato was casually walking home from high school.
A former classmate confirmed Ayatoâs popularity at school. She also mentioned that people would randomly take pictures of him on the street, and a bunch of his photos are used on Pinterest for inspiration.
Even before starting his trainee period, Ayato was already quite good in both slow and freestyle dancing. After beginning his training, he discovered his rapping abilities.
As a trainee, the first person Ayato befriended was Laito, who remained his closest companion even after debuting. The two are often spotted hanging out together.
Ayato hates doing aegyo. However, during a special episode of the variety show MUKBROS, Kou dared him to sing and dance to a cute song. The performance went extremely viral, skyrocketing his popularity. Despite this success, Ayato has admitted that the experience still gives him PTSD.
Ayato is in high demand for brand deals and appears to be everywhere. Rumor has it heâs poised to become the next Chanel ambassador. Unfortunately, this has led some solo fans of other members to accuse him of favoritism, casting him in a negative light.
He is the first member of the SAKAMAKIS to appear in Vogue, where he was officially recognized as the "IT boy."
He was ranked 1st in top 100 most beautiful faces (male version); one of the reasons why he gained the âVisual Godâ title within the idol community.
His best known controversy involves plastic surgery. Netizens noticed changes in Ayatoâs nose and jaw when comparing his pre-debut photos and videos to his current appearance. A bunch of Dialovers took his side, attributing the changes to puberty, yet others strongly disagreed, spreading hate by making posts about him looking âbotched.â
Last year, he partnered with soloist Cardia as a MC. This experience had a mixed impact on Ayatoâs image. While some criticized him for occasionally forgetting his lines or laughing and posing in front of the camera while Cardia consistently gave her all, others came to his defense. Many fans and non-fans argued that the criticism was too harsh, pointing out that Ayato was never intended to be the spokesperson of his group, but Reiji. They also emphasized that it was unfair to compare someone with no prior experience to someone used to give speeches.
When asked who he considers the best-looking person he knows, he confidently answered, while giggling, "myself." Shu then posed the same question but added a rule: he couldnât choose himself again. In response, Ayato admitted that Cardia is a close second.
Despite this, the biggest dating rumor surrounding Ayato involved a possible relationship with the daughter of one of the staff members. Diapatch spotted Ayato with a blonde girl at a private event, and sasaengs later reported seeing them holding hands late at night. Whether they are actually dating remains unclear, but the rumors enraged many of Ayatoâs solo stans. Some were so upset that they filmed themselves destroying his PCs and degrading the girl online.
The hate train quickly faded, especially after Ayato's successful solo debut. His fancams went viral, with his styling making him truly resemble a Vampire Prince. This reminded netizens of his iconic performance on MUKBROS, leaving them stunned by his duality. On top of that, his noticeable improvement silenced critics who had dismissed him as "just a visual."
When asked which idol heâd like to get to know better, he mentioned soloist KINO from the same company. A few months later, KINO invited him to his limited-edition web show, where they had the chance to interact, play games and even filmed a TikTok together afterward.
Itâs rumored that not only REJET LABELS, but also other companies pressure idols into plastic surgery to resemble Ayato. This theory gained credibility when Zen from Un: Birthday Song looked different in middle school but began resembling Ayato after becoming a trainee, securing his debut spot in a reality competition.
People who have seen Ayato describe him as having an arrogant and bold presence on stage, perfectly fitting his vampire idol persona. However, off-stage, heâs known to be kind to his fans and happy to engage in casual conversations. Recently, a Dialover shared their experience meeting Ayato, saying, âIn MVs and concerts he appears untouchable, but in real life, you realize heâs just a normal handsome boy.â
He is frequently described as the ideal type in street interviews, admired for his stunning looks, hardworking nature, and confident personality. Moreover, many trainees have cited him as their role model.
#(these were so fun!)#(the read more option isnât working again so I hope itâs not really too long lol)#sakamaki ayato#ayato sakamaki#diabolik lovers#dialovers#diabolik lovers headcanons#admin
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Iâve been thinking about this a lot. I realize itâs sort of connected to this chart:
This was a chart that puts into visual terms a system used by US President Dwight D. Eisenhower to decide what to prioritize and do when, and is supposed to help increase oneâs productivity. I think Stephen Covey also used it in that Seven Habits of Highly Effective People book that my school was obsessed with for some reason. You can put Tasks You Need/Want To Do into each box, depending on how urgent and important you deem them, and then that willâyâknow, in theoryâhelp you decide what order to do them in.
Tim Urban of Wait But Why (he also has some bullshit âenlightened centristâ and Elon Musk-fanboy opinions I donât agree with, but I love his series of popular posts and TED Talk about procrastination) suggests in this post that procrastinatorsâ matrices tend to look more like this:
We tend to live in Quadrants 3 and 4, avoiding Quadrant 1 until itâs absolutely necessary and weâre sent into a panicked frenzy of productivity. But the trick to this is, if you think âoh, clearly what Iâm doing to procrastinate is my passion, so Iâll pursue that instead,â it turns from a fun, desirable Q3 or Q4 task into an undesirable Q1 one. It might be the exact same task, or similar, but now itâs urgent and a responsibility and people expect things of you and thatâs scaryâŚso now youâre avoiding the task you used to love!
OP seems to have experienced this with art, where it started as a Q4 task (doodling in class, to avoid the Q1 task of learning about Henry VIII) or Q3 task (updating their webcomic on a regular schedule) to a Q1 task when they made it their career. Iâve gone through it with writing: fanfic or random cracked-out stories I write just for myself? Fun! I wanna! My senior thesis, which is literally the same thing, writing short stories? Oh no, now itâs an assignment, and thatâs to be avoided.
And like OP said, this means procrastinators are rarely just sitting idle, and they are getting stuff done! Even if itâs not urgent stuff, or stuff that looks important to you right now, it is stuff that is getting done. Of course, what this Q3 or Q4 stuff is can range from âmindlessly scrolling through Instagramâ to âworking on a successful webcomic and letting your creativity flow.â The other day, I found some free Latin textbooks online and found that I was doing the exercises in them as a means of procrastinationâI was literally teaching myself a dead language instead of doing the psych homework I was supposed to be doing. My brain is broken. (Of course, if I actually took a Latin class, Iâd probably start procrastinating on doing the exercises for THAT tooâŚ)
I donât know what the conclusion is hereâdoing a Q1 job I hate to save mental energy for Q3/Q4 stuff I love? I donât want to never try and seek credit, payment, etc. for things I love to do for fear that theyâll become Q1 things and Iâll start hating them. I donât know, Iâm only a college undergrad here. But I thought OP brought up a very good point that Iâve actually been using for a whole as a framework to look at my procrastination, and I thought Iâd provide an alternate visualization thatâs helped me too.
i feel like i had a massive breakthrough with understanding in hindsight how adhd has affected my relationship with art, and i sat there for about an hour just like
#adhd#neurodivergent#procrastination#executive dysfunction#productivity#prioritization#creativity#mayaâs musings#i hope i didnât derail this post too much#op you make some very good points and ones that have been churning in my mind for a long time!!
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im getting pissed off seeing some things on twitter but seriously, where did the idea that fans have to "address" or "have a conversation" about cc's relationships and friendships even come from? the idea that we have to decode red flags and we have to address "how weird things were in retrospect"? yes this is about tommy and WS, no matter what tommy alluded to in yesterdays video that was not permission to suddenly start talking about things that you have assumed were a given. we do not actually know what their relationship was like, and we never will unless tommy chooses to say something about it. that is the ONLY word you can take for it and its frankly weird to jump on a few things he said when he was clearly venting, and use that to construct your imaginary version of how things are behind the scenes. you can show support to tommy without digging further than he chose to share its really not that hard
i do not understand in what reality its somehow a fan, a STRANGER's, responsibility to a) closely examine a creator's relationship b) pick out supposed "red flags" and c) speculate on what this interpretation entails. thats invasive and creepy. you're allowed to privately have your own opinion of peoples relationships but we dont KNOW these people. we're fucking strangers.
if anyone was hurt, we're not involved! and you know what WOULDN'T fix that potential hurt? seeing people online wildly speculating and guessing and providing their own "take" like its a fucking tv show. i understand ccs put themselves forward in a manner not unlike reality tv sometimes, but that doesnt mean you dont owe them privacy.
and i understand its not always something malicious, sometimes its out of very misplaced genuine concern/anxiety for someone who you look up to. so i want to make it really clear that you, random fan, are not being "complicit" or whatever because you watched while a creator had a friendship that you, from behind your screen, consider as unhealthy with a younger creator. even if it later revealed that your analysis was correct. you are not complicit in this scenario because you are a stranger who is not involved and has zero responsibility.
do people genuinely think making all these posts help? do you think that tommyinnit is relying on his fans to analyse for him whether his friendships and relationships are healthy or not? do you really not see how thats not our job and is completely out of line? just be normal like honestly i think he's dealt with enough
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I'm crying lol. Jungkook's CK ad dropped and he came online and talked about it less then 5 minutes and then said okay enough about me, lets watch Jimin content for 2 hours cause I miss him. Now he and Jimin both won awards and he posted within seconds of Jimin celebrating with Jimin before himself. He is literally right there beside him in the military and still said Jimin first, me and Army second. He's so real for this.
Definition of whipped and proud.
I love how happy and proud they both are for each other. Some people swear there is some sort of bad blood between them but they continue to show over and over that they are just happy for each other and want each other to win. Even last year, Jimin broke one of Jkâs Guiness world records and while Jikook solos were at each otherâs necks, Jk went Live and sang Jiminâs latest song. It is how he is competitive but gets truly happy when Jimin wins and is so supportive of him and vice versa.
This felt so good to me especially because since those Hybe documents got leaked and some antis and solos kept purposely mistranslating it misinterpreting the docs, causing people to think that there was some sort of beef between Jikook and that Jk was going to leave the company lol. This felt extra good because once again weâve all just seen how happy these two are for each other (with the other members) and how much they are looking forward to coming back to us with performances.
Yesterday was such a shit show with the whole of stan tweet coming at Jimin for winning the daesang and with solos throwing tantrums as usual but seeing how happy and grateful Jimin is makes everything worth it.
I love them both so much!
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Reminder that this is how bummys talk about Oliver and worse. Let's not forget some of them also made a 4hr podcast months ago saying awful stuff about him, all because he was posting about hanging out with Ryan and not Lou. They've also been repeatedly calling him biphobic/homophobic because he said Buck should get to explore his sexuality more and have sex.
Some of these people used to be Buddie shippers but the truth is they never really cared about Oliver or Buck. They have the nerve to call us fetishists when a lot of us have been shipping two best friends for years who we just want to see take their relationship to the next level. The main draw for them with b/t is wanting to see two guys they think are hot together because it certainly wasn't about Buck and his happiness. They weren't ever looking at his scenes with Tommy thinking is this really the best relationship for Buck? They've always been more concerned with Tommy and wanting him to be a permanent fixture on the show. Almost immediately after 704 some of them were calling him Buck's endgame. Even though we were shown time and time again how much Tommy was never the right person for Buck.
Now that their ship is over they've inevitably turned on Oliver and are blaming him for it even though at the end of the day the person who made that decision was Tim.
Also and this is something I really really wish bummy stans would get through their heads, actors are allowed to have personal opinions about the media they act in. Oliver has said he's a fan of 911 so I'm sure he watches the show. It's clear from many things he's said that he genuinely cares about Buck every bit as much as we do. So acting like he's not allowed to have preferences for the show and for Buck just makes no sense. He's connected to Buck in a way none of us are so if anyone should get to have thoughts on Buck's story it should be him. He's allowed to like or dislike a ship or a storyline. I know it sucks if an actor that's part of a ship you like doesn't support that ship but it does happen.
Oliver has supported Buddie for years and been very transparent that he wants to see it happen. He was never going to become the captain of the b/t ship. He's never really been super supportive of any of Buck's other ships nor does he have to be. Oliver has always been respectful towards his co-stars and fans and always given respectful answers about Buck's past ships in interviews and that's all he's really required to do.
It's honestly baffling how bummy stans continue to play the victim and continue to try and come up with all these reasons for why they think Oliver is a bad person for not supporting their ship and Lou. The reality is b/t was never meant to last. Oliver knew this and didn't want to lead anyone on. It's also very likely that Lou didn't get along with the cast especially given how they went out of their way to say goodbye to Callum and there was nothing for Lou. Not to mention Oliver very deliberately leaving Lou out of his photography spoke volumes.
I also think Oliver saw at least some of the drama online this year both from b/t stans and from Lou and it made him less likely to engage with that part of fandom. Bummy fans spent a not insignificant amount of time this year saying terrible sometimes racist things about Ryan and Eddie (like telling Ryan he should have finished the job when he talked about his s*icide attempt). Ryan is clearly someone that Oliver cares a lot about so if he saw any of this I'm sure it didn't endear him to those fans. On top of that they continually pushed for a guest character, who was never meant to be anything more than a plot device in Buck's story to be a main character and have his own Begins episode.
I'm just really sad and angry that this is the kind of stuff Oliver is having to deal with. Buck's bisexual journey should be this amazing positive thing and bummy stans have repeatedly tried to warp it to be their way or no way. I just really hope that Oliver knows there are so so many of us who love him and appreciate all the work he's done.
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hi, everyone. i hope you all are doing well. iâve been meaning and wanting to check in here for many months but i have also been too afraid to. but i want to do it now because im potentially at a turning point and i want you all (especially close friends and mutuals who i havenât talked to in a long time) to know whatâs going on because unfortunately i do not have the strength to reach out individually right now, as much as i desperately want to.
when i left this place a year ago my depression was extremely bad. i didnât know how long i was going to be gone or whether i was leaving for good, but i knew i needed to make some changes in my life before i could be here healthily again. well⌠2024 has been a year of IMMENSE change for me! a lot of it has been for the good. i made some progress in my life by moving out, and iâve had a lot of joy and healing in (very slowly) building a home for myself and figuring out what kind of life i want to live and how i want to live it. (im learning how to drive! i have string lights and stuffed animals and a wii! i am capable of solo travel!)
but⌠a lot of the changes that have happened this year have been for the worse. in almost every respect 2024 has been one of the most difficult and painful years of my life (and that is saying something!). this year a couple of traumatic things have happened to me and around me, and it has been extremely hard to live my life despite and beyond them. i have been dealing with physical and mental health issues that have greatly impacted my quality of life and make it unbearably difficult for me to get through every day. i am constantly running on negative spoons. one of the most damaging outcomes of this is that i have almost completely withdrawn from society both online and off and that is not an exaggeration. ive stopped talking to all of my friends and family except for people i see every day at work. i impulsively isolate myself when im in pain / distress despite knowing both emotionally and logically that it makes literally everything worse and i donât know how to (and often canât muster the mental strength to) work through the shame and grief and anxiety to seek connection and support. and im struggling to take care of myself including physically and its having severe consequences in every aspect of my life and in the lives of people who care about me. i live alone and i still think that was the good and right choice for me to make, but i am profoundly and agonizingly lonely. my depression was extremely bad when i left here, but i think despite everything it might be even worse now.
all of this is to say: this week i finally decided i canât suffer like this anymore, and i began the process of seeking a formal diagnosis for my depression and other mental health issues and exploring additional treatment beyond talk therapy (most likely meds but there may be other things too / instead; still at the very beginning stages of figuring it all out). i am extremely anxious about many dimensions of this but also hopeful that it will help me hurt less because when i tell you at this point my brain and heart physically ache from depression like 85% of every dayâŚ. lol. im really hoping that once i get my mental / emotional pain under control iâll be able to start tending to the parts of my life that have withered while ive suffered and repair the damage of my neglect as best i can. (which is to say⌠if youâre my friend and youâre reading this please know i love you and i miss you terribly and i am so sorry we havenât spoken and i am so sorry im telling you this in a tumblr post you may not even read instead of a reply or a call back. i still love you and i want you to know it is not you specifically i am ghosting, its everyone. i am trying to build the strength and im scared i canât but i hope i can.)
that said⌠i have decided i am not going to be coming back to this blog. i miss this place and the community i felt connected to here, but the way i was using this website as a public diary was extremely unhealthy, and as much as i miss it and still crave the instant comfort/validation i see clearly now with months of distance how damaging it was. (i truly cannot believe i was oversharing like that lol i am so private now (yes due largely to mental illness but still!)) i am so grateful to everyone who reassured me when i was struggling and celebrated my successes. this was the first place, online or off, where i (misguidedly but itâs true!) could actually be honest and candid about things happening in my life and my reactions to them instead of communicating it all through metaphors in my art and poetry, and it truly mattered that i had that experience here so that i could seek out more spaces like it in my offline life. i know i already said thank you in a previous update but really⌠thank you. đđŤ
im not planning on deleting this blog. i may come back here and share updates like this one from time to time, but otherwise i will leave it as it is. but⌠i do want to get back to using a few of my fandom-centered sideblogs because looking at and compiling art of things i like is a low-energy thing that makes me happy! so you may see activity there every once in a while (tbh during this hiatus i have opened tumblr from time to time to look at art and save a bunch of posts that i wanted to reblog eventually lol). but⌠if i notice myself slipping back into bad habits i may private the sideblogs or abandon them completely.
i donât know how to end this post. actually wait yes i do. one of my all time favorite artists is anna-laura sullivan (@/annalaura_art on instagram) and this is one of my all time favorite drawings of hers (so much so that i made it my lock screen so i can look at it every day!). this saying has brought me a lot of comfort and i hope it (and her other art) will bring you comfort too if youâre also in a dark place.
one more thing: not to be kind of a freak but in writing this post i discovered a longer version of my goodbye post from last year in my drafts. i donât remember why i didnât post it and obviously itâs outdated now but i want to share the draft because i went into more detail about tumblr having been helpful for me specifically when it comes to my mutuals + info / disclaimers about how to reach me and i want you guys to hear that in my past selfâs voice lol! i put it under the cut if you want to read it!
2023 tess said it best: i hope you know how much itâs meant to me to be in your company. thank you for sharing and thank you for listening. i love you. happy [almost] new year. be well. good luck. shine bright. until we meet again âď¸đđŤđ
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I deleted a post vaguing the fuck out of someone cuz honestly, a post made in frustration that really doesn't convey what i wanted to say, I think I added to a dogpile already happening on that person even tho I mostly had an issue with the kinda language she uses and edgy humor, because I think it is irresponsible. I would not be talking about somebody over getting in an argument with someone else I don't know đ, I think it's fair she put me on blast and explained how the post came off, which I then read and concluded, I guess it could be interpreted that way. I really do not care and a lot of posts she makes come off like pitting Trans men against Trans women, that's really my main criticism. Tone down the edgy jokes, and make it easier to follow for slow dumbasses like me.
Overall, I think the post was unnecessary, and especially with the current timing really just added to internet dogpiling of a trans woman, which sucks and for that i am sorry. Don't make ironic bigoted edgy jokes tho. Don't cozy up people who can hide their bigotry behind ironic humor.
Yes I used recent things as an example from like her getting angry at the people she's arguing with, and I misunderstood the one insult she said as something wayyyy worse, I can assure you that I was not trying to misconstrue her points (which im not sure how much that matters since i still posted it to my audience and the responsibility is still on my uninformed ass), and that I do not care if trans woman online argues with people, and calls them names đ
#and dont come into my replies saying shit like >trans men >drawing trans women respectfully you can pick only one#that's so fucking annoying#and wholly unnecessary#and quite frankly posts like this made me call you a transphobic idiot#while i am rash and not very smart and NOBODY is coming after me or even asking me to apologize or talking about me over that post#just thought I would share#girl you really need to just tone the edgyness and outrage factor down#i am not very smart#and there are so many people like me who operate on emotions and impulse like me who will literally see your jokey posts and see them as#completely serious#and you can say that is my implicit transmisoginy#but idk#joking about rounding up trans men or being the biggest straight t4t hater or whatever#i cant be the only one having an issue with that#i know you followed up t4t hater post with explanation
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Hi im alive
Got metal gear shirt today
I took the photo at the shopping centre IGNORE HOW WEIRD THE IMAGE LOOKS
#i kind of just needed a break#a short one but a break#im kind of burnt out#not from drawing or anything but from socialising#even online with posting or talking to people#tomorrow im going out but i think I will be done for awhile#which sucks because I school so I have to deal with the drama of that#and deal with the people there and in my circle of friends#(I KNOW U MIGHT SEE THIS CLARE AND ESPE IM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU GUYS I LOVE YOUS)#im just kind of tired.#sighhh#I LOVE MY NEW SHIRT HOWEVER#raiden shirt raiden shirt RAIDEN SHIRT RAIDEN SHIRT#its super cool i love it#was torn between mgs2 shirt or that one#i will buy the mgs2 shirt when it goes on sale#ALSO ALSO IM PRE-ORDERING THE RAIDEN NENDO RERELEASE I NEED HIM#if they made an otacon one i'd also get it#maybe a mgs2 snake too#I DUNNO#and my buyee order is almost ready to be shipped so more twst merch YIPPIEE#okay thats everthing i wanted to say#goodnighttt#mgrr#mgr raiden#cheerio chatting
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I agree with this comment here so hard, I remember getting blasted for calling readers who don't comment "leeches" on R/Fanfiction and I'm glad people are seeing that for what it is even if it's four years late
So, I'm gonna share my own little story here because discord has actively ruined communities for fanfic (and art too I'm not gonna leave y'all out cause my bestie @zoetiger-1106 is an artist who deserves way more praise than she gets!!) The reason why authors and myself see the "I'm shy" shit as an excuse is because the same people will type long ass tirades on Discord without a single thought. YOU CAN EDIT AO3 COMMENTS PEOPLE! If you make a mistake, read it back over and edit it. I've watched it happen in real-time with one of my favorite commenters on my one-shot where they left a short gushing comment and then came back and wrote more, you have no excuse much less reason to go "Man fandom keeps telling me to not critique and I might make a mistake so I will say nothing and consume like the average TV and Streaming consumer who thinks there doing something!" YOU have a lot of power with comments and even those bookmark tags hell just copy-paste what you put into those bookmark tags as a comment I DON'T CARE AT THIS POINT USE THAT LIL BOX TO VOICE SOMETHING!!!! God this is all over the place idc but I read back at those bookmarks, and saw people call my works the best and super cool and I APPRECIATE THAT but tell me! Stop taking the easy route, I been blasted for misunderstandings over comments multiple times cause people take my "tone" terribly cause it sucks being black and emotive online yay and for some reason people think !!!! Is bad? yes, I've been hit with that but I keep on trucking cause fuck whatever some weirdo thinks about exclamation points! Anyways back to discord and why I hate it now, I was in a small fandom, KFP got invited to a discord cause ONE person commented on my works and saw they talked about my fic, and at first, I was happy and people TALKED about my chapters at length in the fanfic channel. I basically was the ONLY ONE posting consistently in that channel and it was great but also I wanted that on my fic to show I improved so guess what I did? I went all in trying to one-up myself to be noticed, to have the acclaim my peers did so it would evolve outside of discord channels but it never happened. And Imma tell y'all now; it never will. Readers prefer convenience over your hard work, they are not gonna take time for you no matter how much you improve. People told me over and over while I looked for solutions for this; "We can't make commenting look like an obligation." "Add more prose, space these paragraphs better" all this just for no one to take the initiative and say something SINCERE towards a work they love on it. I've had to tell my own ex-friends now to go leave comments on works they called Masterpieces while ignoring me. Despite the fact they wanted Gen content in which I WROTE. Or met people who have very weird "I don't review" rules for themselves despite getting motivated by reviews themselves!! We're in a shitty time for creatives much less community cause we don't see each other as humans much less want to treat each others as we desire to be treated. Fanfic readers want to treat authors like showrunners and I hate it. But then your peers will tell you 'not to worry about engagement" and no I am because why is my hit count going up every day but ain't no one saying shit? Make it make sense!! I sat in that community commenting as much as I could, especially on long fics; it wasn't all perfect but I TRIED. I didn't expect shit back but hey it would have been nice but it never happened and again I learned; it never would. That's the real issue, no one wants to give no more; just take and take and take til you're sucked dry of passion worse than any corpo out right now. It's why I thankfully switched fandoms. I got ONE consistent commenter and they are better than that ENTIRE SMALL CLOSED COMMUNITY!! So, to any discord reactor for fanfic you better skip on to that message you made and copy and paste it in this box right here and never utter "I'm shy" ever again cause we see you, our friends tell us about you. You are not as anonymous as you think! đŤľđ˝
A writer friend told me something that broke my heart a little bit today; they're going to quit publishing their fanfic.
My instant thought was that they had been trolled or attacked or that something terrible had happened in their life because this person is so passionate about their writing. It wasn't any of that. Engagement with their works has been going down, as it has for many of us. Comments are like gold dust a lot of the time, and just looking through the historical comment counts on old fics on ao3 demonstrates this trend very clearly. It was not simply the comments dropping off which caused them to decide to stop posting, however.
My friend came across a discord server for their fandom (I should point out here that their fandom interest and mine diverged a couple of years ago, we stay in touch but don't currently read each other's posts because I'm not into their fandom and they would rather gouge their eyes out with a wooden spoon than read anything Star Wars) and specifically to share fic in that fandom. They joined, because we all love a good fic rec, only to discover that their latest multichapter fic, which has almost no comments and very few kudos, is being hotly discussed in this server as one of the best stories ever. Not one of these people has bothered to say this to them on the fic. When they asked, none of participants could see the point in telling the author of the fic they apparently loved so much that they love it.
This discovery has absolutely destroyed my friend's love of sharing fic. They share because they love seeing other people's enjoyment, and fic writers do that through comments and kudos/reblogs/likes because we don't get paid. There is no literary critic writing a blog post/article about how amazing the story is for us to copy and keep/frame. There is no money from royalties. All we have are the words of the people reading our works.
Those people on that server could have taken five minutes of the time they spent gushing about how amazing my friend's story was to other people and used it to tell the one person guaranteed to want to hear that praise how much they loved it. They could have taken a moment to express their opinion to the person who spent hours upon hours plotting, writing, editing, and posting those chapters. Instead, they deprived my friend of thing that keeps them sharing their writing, and in the process have killed their love of it. My friend now feels used and unmotivated.
I won't be sharing a link to their fic, they said I could share their experience but not their identity. I know they plan to post one final chapter. I know they intend to express their hurt at being excluded from the praise for the thing they created, and I know they intend to announce that as a consequence they will not be posting for a long while, if at all.
So please, I beg you, don't hide your love of a story from the writer. It's just about the only thing we have.
#fanfiction#fanfic#god I hate talking about that ol fandom shit#i sound like a vet whose seen some shit#but im sick of other writers and readers downplaying how we feel#taylor talks
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// pentiment spoilers (implied ig but still there)
more of these because i was inspired
#i hope you guys see my vision on some of these#the claus and andreas one could also work the other way around i feel#also unrelated but why is there like no father thomas content out there sorry#will be talking abt big spoilers here btw#but like i loved him in my first playthrough idk if i was dumb but i thought he was nice and neeever suspected him#even now i can still appreciate him although i do not âlikeâ him for obvious reasons but i enjoy spinning him around in my head#anyway idk ig i was expecting to see more stuff abt him online like posts or fanart or whatever but thereâs like nothing !?#to the like 2 people whoâve made fanart of him and/or a discussion post about him pls know u are everything to me#anyway sorry idk when tags became father thomas discussion time but i have a lot to say abt him tbh#pentiment#pentiment spoilers#andreas maler#father gernot#father thomas#brother mathieu#brother rudeger#ok too lazy to tag them all sorry guys#can write about father thomas for 6 long tags but canât tag like 7 characters
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If you want my Honest Opinion, while I agree with the sentiment you should get out of your comfort zone and interact and befriend people outside of your friend circle because Thatâs How Communities Work, if you find yourself getting earnestly distressed over the prospect of people not interacting with your content, thatâs a sign you should probably take a step back for your sake. Being in the selfship community shouldnât be a chore to you, and it especially shouldnât be actively making your mental and/or emotional state worse
#ę°đŹęą â Dear Diary⌠â#is this a controversial take? I dunno but Iâm just tired of the narrative that people in the selfship community are self-centered pricks#I feel like people tend to forget the community is full of socially awkward anxious nerds#and nobodyâs âruining itâ or whatever by struggling to talk to others#like yeah asks reblogs and nice comments are good to appease the instant gratification monkey in our noggins!#but if you post ONLY to appease it youâll run the risk of burning yourself out#itâs important to remember that selfshipping even if itâs popular online is relatively niche#and a lot of âpopularâ bloggers are only âpopularâ because they were there at the right place and the right time#but I dunno. thatâs just my take. feel free to disagree I know the topic is pretty divisive
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