#even if I was a biTcH- (/lh)
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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do u ever feel so much care and affection for ur friends that just thinking abt them makes u feel warm inside like u just drank a cup of hot tea
#THIS POST BROUGHT TO U BY: AROMANTICISM GANG#THIS IS NOT A FRIENDS-TO-LOVERS SAFE AREA#take ur yearning elsewhere lh#anyway it's better than drinking tea tbh bc hot drinks always make my skin itch and my veins pop#and i say this as a bitch with like 20 kinds of tea in their cupboard#friends!!! even better than tea!!!#lexi stfu challenge#aromantic#arospec
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fuck you and fuck your translated dialogue big betrayal is about shiver and frye finding out that big man has started going on secret dates with The Enemy (the boss lady’s assistant)
#anyone who has heard the alternate take/second verse. its about shiv and frye trying to meddle in their dates. if you even care /lh#also hiii new humanoid form bman cause im an indecisive bitch#ive been thinking about this for SO long fuck it bro we ball#self ship community#self insert community#self shipping community#fictionkin#splatoon#splatoon 3#deep cut#callie splatoon#shiver splatoon#shiver hohojiro#frye splatoon#frye onaga#big man splatoon#i am Not calling her callie cuttlefish. miss me with that shit. its my sleepover i get to choose the headcanons#anyway#peachyart#ray of sunshine 🌊#kinner posting
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Aquarium date -
g-d this is so Blue im sorry guys-- working with limited color pallets is fun but also how do u make anything stand out and not burn out ur eyes </3
#kite draws#bsd#Bungou stray dogs#kunikida doppo#Dazai osamu#knkdz#kunikidazai#kunizai#fanart#digital painting#Man#may delete later?#I low-key hate this though hardest thing to draw in Yonks#but its 4 am and I have class in 4 hours and so im posting cuz I don't wanna have that time spent be for nothing#ALSO DAZAI'S HAIR?? WORST#Absolute Bitch to draw my goodness-#Kunikida's hair is fine bc I have several ocs from before I even started consuming BSD with that EXACT hair cut#(almost- I have one with the like two swoops in front and then smaller pony - the part of the swoops is more centered though LOL)#But Dazai? What is even going on with his I hate him so much DFKH /lh
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was about to post “ok guys I’m doing it!! I’m doing it!!” and then the horrors took me and gazed into my eyes and reminded me of everything so I’m no longer doing it. sorry
#check notes for the thread#this is about watching literally any of the heavy lore videos#I cant handle angst I’m such a pussy#someone tell me darlins story and the summit have good endings and I’ll be ok. I think#I’ll be good enough to watch em#but as of right now I can’t even physically click on em#they (asmr lore videos) make me SICK#lh#redacted audio#<- that’s the bitch#bagel fan talk#but also bagel talk time#bagel talk time#I guess
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Listen, all I’m saying is that if the phallos mortuus 2.0 doesn’t have a flared base, I’m gonna be disappointed /lh. I know it’s probably marketed as a novelty item and is not meant to be used as an actual sex toy but come on. Folks want it up the ass but it is not safe! Remember:
No flared base = leaves no trace.
#yap yap yap#ghost#shitghosting#how dare you call papa a sex icon when the mf doesn’t even know how to make a safe toy /j /lh#i didn’t hyper fixate on toy education for nothing bitch!!!#i’m not actually mad but do y’all get my concern?
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Anon from the karma flower ask here, just gotta say i have no regrets, hows sparrows recovery going?
according to doctor (Euros) she'll be just fine after grounding herself a lil. nothing bad essentially happened, she just wasn't ready for all those feelings
#Spot says stuff#rw#oc tag#to try n explain a bit: i mentioned it in an answer to alter from yesterday but basically the physical world is a muffler. absorber.#what the karma flower does is basically like. boosts the meditation effect. assists in the subtle bodies departing from the physical body#and since the physical body becomes eliminated from the equation everything will hit stronger and More. sparrows dad is a sore-#-subject for her normally already n getting any kind of input about him while in this Seeing projection state just fucking. rowed her over#shes ultimately okay. maybe even better off. just had to confront the feelings head on without anything to make it lighter or to hide behin#lookin at moons explanation of it fuckin... 'imagined worlds'... Bitch What If Its Real Tho. i like to think that moon is kind of-#-skeptical of the spiritual. the iterators cant experience the effect for themselves ofc so shes 🤨 but nah we already have folk gods in-#-here so the karma flower allowing the user to really See other planes? aiya true dat up in this bitch yeehaw#'have no regrets' tho you ASSHOLE /lh GLSKDCLSKDMLCK
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I've yet to find another site that can give you the same feeling as a Wattpad fic with a beautifully/expertly edited cover and the worst first chapter you've ever seen so far.
#Like thank you for this work of art of a cover but I think you should kinda put more work on the text /lh#This is so common with fics from 2016 Wattpad#Like people were working their asses off in Photopea/Photoshop/PicArt/IbisPaint/whatever they could get their hands on#So you'd see fics with amazing covers and think ❝Oh this fic looks high effort ; I'll check it out ❢❞#and then face the clunkiest most draining prologue/1st chapter you had seen so far#I remember that some people had cover commissions or requests too#so perhaps not all those writers made their cool ass covers themselves (one of my old fics' cover was drawn by a Wattpad mutual/friend sooo)#I can't say it was a nice experience but after a few years you start to miss even the most annoying shit#nostalgia is a bitch. I don't like her.#berry rambles#wattpad
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me when the rsd is . rsd. ing. oh my god
#salmon jibberish#also funny how when i do the art im most proud of it like . Does Ass /lh#my last two full art pieces im so so proud of (especially resonance) and they just kinda . did ass#i always tell myself dont do it for the numbers#and im not!#but it still . guh#i like. i like people seeing the stuff i make#i hate begging for reblogs!!! but i !!! want people to see my stuff ajd like it!!! yknow?!#i feel like an evil bitch for wanting thing#*things#i need to get hit by a car. or something#joking of course#naturally#logically i know the stuff my brain is telling me to kms over is really fucking stupid but#ow. ow. ow . ow. it hurts#yaknow!#im taking poison damage or something#god i need to be euthanized or solething#brain things#also i feel like i fucked up friendships before they even got off the ground but thats a subject for a whole different day and post so um#!!!!!!!! lets ignore that#ive been ripping my brain apart for the past four days and i just .need to speak !!!! now !'nn or i'll die
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Once more overcome by heartbreak over the tragedy of most pokepastas
#yomiel speaks#/lh btw#i did find many of these scary when i was younger (i was a kid after all)#not all of them i wasnt that much of scaredy bitch. some are just funny even after all these years AHAHAHDFHJ#sure part of these not being scary anymore is. well many of these stories were just Hashtag Edgy. and I know what happens on them ☝#but man. now they just make me sad to think about#not in a :'( way but in a ''damn....'' kinda way. do you understand me. please for the love of god do you understand what I'm telling you#lost silver. snow in mt silver. glitchy red. blue tears. if i start naming i dont stop please do you Understand
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i had a dream about you, you, you
#dearest. beloved butler. Benjamin. i know you were here once.#even if it was for a modicum of a second. get back here you little bitch.#i miss you.#ciel got what he wanted.#when do i get what I WANT fjfjdjsjf#oh that dream. no you all don't get the details it was very. Ahem. very sexual. anyways#it was a nice dream though for once. and it did confirm what everyone kept asking me. yes we Did fuck leave me alone (lh)#i will pull him into this system my damn self I probably have that power.#Ciel did it earlier today with the captain. I don't see why I can't.#I'll try it later. His fragments are probably still around...#pk;m Actor🌹
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My new hell,,,
#9 player party and nobody has sent me references for their characters im in hell#NOT EVEN A BRIEF DESCRIPTION#I KNOW WHAT LIKE FOUR OF THESE BITCHES LOOK LIKE AUGH#whatever /lh and all that but good LIRDD#ive been nagging at them for descriptions for months and now I have to make most of this up for a holiday gift#BUT WE BALL ITS GONNA BE COOL#i just have to ask the new girl what her character is bc I don’t remember oops#but yeah less than two weeks to finish this lets see how it goes 💪💪💪
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I'm supposed to post here every now and then, huh? Sure would be fucking great if I remembered I made this blog for a reason.
I promise not all my self portraits are me sitting and looking depressed. Different version under the cut.
Kinda dig the black and white. Dunno if it's my style though. Was cool to play around with anyway. Been struggling to find my style, actually. Guess I gotta do more art for that.
#cw self harm#cw eyestrain#think thats all the content warnings this needs#let me know if theres something else#not me#my source self is a special interest#so i know you bitches shove me in the content warnings#yeah i see you#/lh#thinking about scheduling posts#at least id remember#am i supposed to add more to this shit#do people even read the tags#why the fuck do i care actually#this blog is for me#i can add however many fucking tags as i want#i can add 100 if i want#tumblr probably has a limit on that though#think ill schedule a few posts every now and then#fingers crossed i remember i guess#exposure tags incoming#jeff the killer#jeffery woods#jeff the killer fictive#creepypasta#creepypasta fictive#fictive#system#plural#osddid
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Oh jeez it has been a minute since I've actually spoken here uh. Hi everyone!! I hope you're all keeping well 💖
#drag rambles#my brain hasn't been all here as of recent 🥲#i blame work and burnout#did have a few days off there though!!#hope y'all had a good paddys day btw ☘️#I've been a lot more active on Twitter as of late admittedly too so if you want more up to date ramblings then??#feel free to pester me there lmao#/lh#but yeah apologies for the absence for the past While life has been. yeah#nothing eventful even just. monotonous. which has caused the consequences of previous bs to hit me full force#cause a bitch didn't confront those stresses properly at the time since he had too much shit going on. lmao#anyways I'm gonna head to bed it's late and I'm tired#but yee feel free to drop into my ask box for a chat or whatnot 💖
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I love how out of all the fics to get a bot comment on it's the one that's been on hiatus for nearly a year
I just find that funny
#ao3 bot#I just find it fucking hilarious that out of all the fics they sent the bot comment to it's the one on hiatus#like they obviously just looked for the one with the most hits skjdghskjghksdjhks#I've already spam reported this comment but fellow ao3ers watch out for this#like bro didn't even put a name they just put square brackets L bozo#what is Memento Rosa not good enough for you. Oh it isn't popular enough for you huh. Bitch /lh
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You know what. If I had 40+ cats and I caught some bitch eating them, I'm not gonna turn tail and run. I'll burn that fucker's house down if I gotta. The police won't do shit? Someone give me a gun.
#the storage papers#animal death implied#that episode made me so mad lmao /lh#what do you mean the woman just moved away and left all the cats there#theres a horrid cat eating bitch out and about and she knows how to get in?#even if youre not brave enough to confront her i would take all of the cats and move immediately#or just bring them to the shelter the same day
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